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[neukkam] My Inspiration

Summary:

Yu Hamin's ways to comfort Do Eunho are divided into three:

1. Praising him while holding tight his hand
2. Giving him lots of cuddles, and
3. Sex, probably?

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

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Cold sweat falling down the temple. Silver strands were in a total mess, tangled here and there, didn’t know where they actually belong. White skin turned paler, made the owner seemed in even more despair.

“Eunho-ya, shall we try again?”

That voice was unclear; like a buzzing sound in his ears. His brows deeply furrowed as the dizziness in his head got even more worse. When that weak hand touching a microphone before him, a voice of someone across could be heard again.

“Eunho, stop. Let’s take a rest first.”

It was a different voice from before—softer, more gentle.

Do Eunho didn’t say a word, immediately holding the handle to get out of that narrow room that kept him in distressed.

The other two, who once sat together and were busy with their businesses, had to run toward him as his body refused to cooperate.

“Hey, you okay? Noah, bring the water!”

Blue haired guy helped him to sit on the chair, while the blond made him drink carefully. Both of them looked at each other—one was confused, the other sighed rough.

Eunho, who heard that, turned his head with rather panic. “I’m sorry, Hyung, let’s try it again.”

Those sapphires widened, the owner held up the guy and forced him to sit back. “No! It’s totally fine to rest, Eunho! You should hear what your body wants.” He glared at the one who just made a rough sigh, as if nagging, “it’s because of you!”

Eunho looked down, drowning in a guilt. His mind forcing him to step up into the room again, but his body telling him to just stop. He was exhausted, both physically and emotionally. Nam Yejun was right, he needed to take some rest.

“Hamin-ah? Can you come here for a moment?”

Oh, Haminie! Hearing that name being called, Eunho looked up excitedly. Just from a mere name, but it was as if half of the burden on his shoulder was lifted.

Not long after, a tall, big guy entered the room with a slight worry adorned on his face. He immediately walked onto the guy with silver hair, and the guy jumped right to his embrace.

The blue hair shook his head and smiled faintly. “Sorry to disturb your practice. Bonggu must be sulking right now.”

The other just giggled while stroking the one in his arms. “Well, I gotta take care of this puppy first, right? Or else, we’re not going anywhere.”

The one being called with ‘puppy’ remained silent, unlike usual, and that was when they knew, the person was indeed not in his normal state.

***

“Hyung, let me drive.”

Eunho just agreed, when he usually goes into the driver seat automatically. He got into the car, throwing himself on the seat that even Hamin, his lover, had to turn in surprised.

Yu Hamin started the car with careful, afraid if he would annoy the tired wolf. However, the destination was not home—not his nor Eunho’s. It’d be better to bring the guy to a calm place, he thought, so he brought the car to one destination in mind.

It didn’t take long until they arrived and Hamin parked the car. “Hyung, we’re here,” he said while gently stroking the silver hair.

The guy wriggled, grabbed the hand and put it on his cheek. “Where’s this, Kitty?” His eyes, still rather heavy from the nap earlier, scanning the place.

Hamin cupped those cheeks, bringing the forehead onto his. He ignored the question the older one was asking, focused on the feel of each other’s skin. “Hyung had a fever.”

Eunho remained still. Indeed, he felt so weak throughout the day, but he thought it was just due to the stress and tiredness from the practice.

“Should we go home?” Black hair back off. He was about to start the car when a hand grabbed his with tight.

“No, it’s okay.” He let go of that hand, glancing outside the window before decided to go out. “I need to refresh my mind.”

The younger followed along. There was a slight worry that he tried to suppress.

The sky was turning orange when Eunho brought his legs to get in the back of the car. He opened the garage and sat there and his eyes wandered around. “The view’s good, Hamin-ah.”

His hands reached out, giving a bottle of water and medicine that was then accepted by the silver. “Mhm, that’s why I bring you here.”

“But our building is exactly behind, how could I not know until now?” He leaned on the black hair after he took the medicine. Eunho still had a headache, but somehow, he felt a little better.

The two remained silent in that garage, enjoying the view that the place offered, letting themselves being touched by the cold yet refreshing breeze. The younger brought his hand to stroke the silver strands, while his other hand was held by the older.

There was a sigh coming from him. “Hamin-ah, I feel reassured to have you, really. Thank you.” He tightened the grip, even brought the hand to his lips, kissing it tenderly.

Yu Hamin might be his only little brother, or even a younger lover, but for Eunho, by simply having him on his side is already a big advantage. Hamin always keeps his composure and stays patient with whatever happens in their group. He’s very reliable despite being the youngest member.

“What’s wrong, Hyung? It’s not like you, where’s my wolfie Do Eunho, hm?” His hand pinched that cheek, giggling in amuse. “Hyung don’t need to worry. I might not know Hyung for that long, but I know for sure that Hyung’s the best. Hyung sings amazingly, your rap is lethal, and even your dance improves so much. I’m afraid you’ll beat me sooner or later and steal my place in dance line.”

The older burst in a laugh. He snuggled at that broad chest, his hair brushing the cat’s neck, and it tickled him. Eunho then looked up to his lover. Puppy eyes met with the firm emeralds, but unlike those eyes that screamed ferocity, the lips curved in a gentle smile, made the figure looked much softer.

“But I feel like lacking. The recording is so hard, I don’t know why I can’t pull it off. I feel guilty with the hyungs, they have to be stuck in that place because of me.” Eunho’s eyes closed, seeking comfort in Hamin’s chest. As the warmth of their skins collided and the medicine he took earlier had started its effect, he began to yawn uncontrollably.

Hamin, who saw the hyung like a sleepy pup, landed a kiss on top of that head. It got warmer, he thought, so he brought his hand to touch the forehead one more time. “It’s not that you’re lacking, Hyung. Sometimes, we aren’t always the main character, and that’s totally okay. So what if you can’t do it right away? Nobody’s perfect, right? It’s okay if it’s hard, it’s okay to ask for help or to wanna rest. We’re here together, Hyung.”

Those words hit, snapped him back to reality. He used to forget that from the very first he did music, it was because he poured a lot of love into it. Being with PLAVE made him pursue that dream again, but he was too focused on the struggle and eventually, everything feels like a burden.

“Hyung have to love yourself too, okay?” Hamin pecked that forehead after brushing off the bangs that covered it. He stayed there for a little while, although it got warmer and warmer. Half of him was worried, wanted to snatch that pale hand and drag the owner to just go home, but another half tried to be considerate toward how the man felt, so he decided to stay.

“Alright, I’ll try.” The older nodded. He blinked multiple times in an attempt to stay awake. Red eyes that used to look fierce, now were clueless, staring at his hand and the younger’s that were intertwined. “… But why are we holding hands?”

The cat burst in laughter, ruffling that silver with amused. “What do you mean?! We’ve been holding hands for ten minutes now!”

Eunho let out an awkward chuckle. “Ah … is that so?” He then dragged his lover down until both of them laying on the garage. Of course, Hamin was taken aback by it, but Eunho quickly brought his hand onto that little mouth before it started to rant.

He snuggled in that chest again, seeking for warmth as the weather began to get colder, worsening his fever. “Let’s stay like this for a while.”

Hamin understood. That hyung was indeed become more clingy whenever he’s sick. He brought him deeper in his embrace, hoping for that fever to go away. He would sometimes stroke the broad back. A back that always looked tough, but now was fragile.

“Hamin-ah … can I kiss you?”

The sudden question from the older almost made him flinched. “Why do you ask?” However, he immediately realized. Oh, is it because he’s sick?

Eunho got off the embrace. Climbing the one that was still in dazed, he brushed that sexy lower lip before his eyes. “Can I kiss you?” he repeated, the tone was deeper.

It wasn’t the first time for that wolf to do this to him. He knew all his naughty boyfriend’s way to seduce him. Since Eunho wasn’t in his best condition, Hamin wanted to refuse and tell him to hold back. However, it seemed that his body was reacting differently. It gave Eunho a green-light after the owner nodded with eyes sparkling in lust.

That body had all the memories. For example, those hands immediately submitted the moment the wolf holding them together, bringing them on top of the head. Those legs, too, were spread out and lifted a little when the older brought his knee to tap the butt.

“Open your mouth, Kitty,” he whispered in the ear, that later made the cat wriggled in tickle. One of his hand was free, so he used it to brush that soft cheek.

That skin felt cold, a total opposite of his own. As he continued to caress the one underneath him, the bigger guy closed his eyes, enjoying every touch and ongoing kiss. Two tongues that collided were dancing together, making a wet sound, too arousing to be heard.

“Hnghh!” A moan finally slipped out of that mouth as the older was teasing, playing with one of his buds. He was hard down there that it kept on twitching, asking to break free from the tight pants.

Eunho clearly felt it—the way it twitched was brushing through his abs—yet he didn’t give the attention. He didn’t want to give the cat what he wanted, not until he begged for it himself.

“What do you want, hm? Tell me.”

Dark eyes were shaky, losing their ferocity—more precisely, the owner lost his mind already. “D-Down there … nghh, Hyung, you know it!” Did he even realize what he was doing? Hamin didn’t care anymore. He just kept rubbing that hard dick onto the sexy abs on top of him, seeking for something that would satisfy its craving.

“No? I don’t know what you want, Kitty.” His lips curving in a smirk as he went down, letting go of those hands to shower the body with smooches. He lifted that shirt and the moment he realized, his tongue was already marking its way on the waist. His hands grabbing the pants, ready to take them off, but the guy quickly held on them, so Eunho looked up while still playing with his tongue.

The guy bigger than him had a face full of blush. It looked so pretty in that tan skin, Eunho thought. “D-Don’t, not here. What if someone sees?!”

It just made Eunho wanted to tease even more. “Why, what are we gonna do, though?” He already got on his knees, being sandwiched between both muscular thighs. The sky was getting darker and the wind got chiller, growing the urge to pounce on that guy even crazier.

Hamin knew that wolf was indeed playful, but he never thought that he gave no mercy even in this kind of place. They never once played outside their houses, let alone in a public place like this—though, nobody would likely see them, since it was an abandoned yard behind the company building.

He cupped on the hyung’s cheek, squeezing them together until it looked like a fish’s mouth. “L-Let’s do it inside the car.” Those words were stuck in his throat, yet he managed to get it out.

Right after Hamin let go of his hands, Eunho let out a playful giggle. “Don’t wanna.” He pulled off the pants and nonchalantly threw it inside the garage, making the younger widened his eyes in surprise.

“Hyung!” Hamin snatched the pants with panic, taking it back to cover his crotch as fast as he could. “Hyung, please! N-Not here!”

However, it just made the other itching to do more. He brought his mouth to kiss the thigh, sometimes even sucking it, leaving some red marks on that tan skin. So cute, so sexy. Eunho looked up to check on the younger’s reaction. He sighed a relief as he saw Hamin closed his eyes with relax. It had been long since they last did it. They were too busy as their comeback was approaching, so as the older one, Eunho wanted to initiate it.

Tightly closed legs slowly opened as the silver continued to lick and caress them. Eunho finally got at the crotch. He took off the underwear that covered the twitching dick, and when the owner realized, he quickly tried to calm him down. “Sshhh, calm down, Kitty.”

“Hyung—nghh!” He flinched when the wet touching his dick. It felt especially warmer, but before he got to say anything, his whole dick was already inside that mouth.

Groans slipped out of that mouth, uncontrollable ones, no matter how hard he tried to hold them back. The legs were trembling, and the hands grabbing the silver strands with tight. “Hyung, ahh, Hyung … Eunho Hyung …,”

Red eyes lit up in excitement. He knew that if the younger had called his name, that means he was ready to take him. “Yeah, Kitty? What do you want? Tell me.”

Hnghh, H-Hyung, want, hah, Hyung.” Hamin was going to push the head in his hand when the owner decided to let go, making him whine in annoyance. “Ah, Hyung! Give me!”

Meanwhile, Eunho giggled in satisfaction. That whine sounded like a good music in his ear, reminded him of a song that made him stressful nowadays. “What a needy.” Again, he stuck out that tongue of his to lick the big dick, but now, he played the song and put it on repeat.

It was the demo version they did weeks ago. Eunho didn’t understand why he played it while doing nasty with his boyfriend, but he felt like he needed to listen to it right now.

“Mmhh, mhmm.” The younger kept on moaning while sucking the fingers the other gave him. His eyes were shut tight, and his legs wide open. Hyung’s mouth feels so hot … it feels good, but is it okay?

Wet fingers he brought down to touch the twitching hole in attempt to make the cat letting him in. Not only that, Eunho let go of his mouth and brought it up to suck the reddened nipple. “Relax, Kitty.”

“A-Aghh, sshh.”

♪ As your groove deepens, I’m following in it

“Hmm,” he mumbled, his fingers already in. The hole was too tight as they hardly ever done it, but like how the song was played, he continued to follow the groove inside.

It was only two fingers when the hole finally loosened, so he brought another in and started to create a mess.

“Ahh, Hyung—nghh! S-Slow down!”

Hamin clung his arms around that neck, with his fist still clenching to hold the strands. Every time his legs were closed, the hyung would spread them out. The fingers inside him and the warm mouth sucking his chest overwhelmed him. His toes rolling down and his legs shaking as the hyung kept hitting the right spot.

Eunho knew the cat was about to go climax, so he pulled his fingers out. “No, not yet. Not with my fingers.”

Black hair got a mix feeling when the silver took off his pants and sat alongside him. He told him to sit on his laps and face the view outside, which was then he obeyed, but his heart still full of hesitate.

“Hamin-ah, can I?”

Eunho made the younger bent over as he tried to get his cock slipped inside the tight ass. Neither of them bringing a lube nor a condom, so he had to be more careful or he’ll hurt his lover.

However, there was no answer coming from that kitty. Eunho pulled him to his embrace once again and his hand playing with the dick that was now getting wet, made it looked romantic but erotic at the same time.

“What’s wrong, hm? Why do you hesitate?”

That eye peeked at the teary emeralds. Like a stray cat that was scared of a human’s existence, Hamin couldn’t seem to be relaxed.

Eunho let out a deep breath. He lifted his hand to close the dark orbs. “Close your eyes. Don’t think about anything else and just focus on me.” He made the younger got up a little, so he could get his dick in that hole. “Ngh, relax, Kitty. You’re too tight.”

Even though his legs were shaking, he pushed down that ass, eating the thick cock wholeheartedly. Hamin had to bite his lip, so he could restrain the moan that almost slipped out of that mouth.

Hah, it’s all in now.” He patted the younger’s thigh, assuring him that everything was fine. The shape of his dick was printed in that stomach, made him giggle in amuse as he accidentally touched it. “Are you okay? Can I move now?”

His hand still covered that eye, so Eunho knew immediately when the guy nodded to agree. Slowly, he slid down that hand while busying himself to create red marks on the neck. The tip of his fingers brushed with the sweaty skin and every time they touched, the cat would either wriggle or flinch.

Sometimes, Hamin would let out a deep groan. His ragged breath and the sound of his heartbeats were killing the quietness in that place. He even began to move that hips, feeling impatient with the hyung who hadn’t yet start moving.

Pfft, okay, okay, I’ll move.”

It seemed the weakness in that body suddenly disappeared, even Hamin was surprised when his hyung was strong enough to lift those heavy legs of his. “Isn’t it heavy, Hyung?! L-Let me move instead, Hyung can just lay down.”

Of course, Eunho refused it. “Nah, it’s nothing,” he whispered with tone deep. Eunho spread the legs in his arms, lifted the younger a little bit so he could give the thrust he was yearning for.

As he was surprised, Hamin instinctively moved his hands, looking for something he could grab on to. “Hyung … nghh … ahh, Hyung!” That hand finally flew to the back, holding the hair tightly. His back was arching and his legs trembling in those arms.

The wolf stopped for a moment, made the cat wriggled even more as he felt like electrocuted. Eunho took his hands off and pulled Hamin by the chin so he would face him. Fiery orbs lit up even crazier as the view before him was too much—his cute little cat was panting with sweats rolling down his sexy neck and blush spreading all over the cheeks and ears. He might even be crazy right now, but it was as if he could see a shape of love in those dark pupils.

“Kiss me,” he demanded, and the cat obeyed right away. While the guy put his arms around his neck, Eunho cupping on that cheek. His hand caressing the skin gently, and his lips working hard to satisfy that hungry mouth. First he sucked the chewy red lip, seconds later his tongue would go in, interfering with another kind. The tongues intertwined once again to dance together until one of them was out of breath.

Eunho pulled out, but before Hamin could say a word, he began to thrust in again. He did a half laid down after spreading the thighs in his grasp, his abdominal muscles working hard to let him stay in that position. He knew Hamin would love it since it made his cock go in even deeper, hitting the right spot.

Clear dripping out of that meatus, and the owner was itchy to rub it. However, that boyfriend of his never allowed him to. “Cum with your ass only,” was what he demanded.

“Hyung …,” Head turned back, facing the one he loves. “I wanna c-cum, nghh.”

If it were in their rooms, Eunho would tell him to hold back, and fortunately he still had a sanity, so he moved that hips faster to make the younger reached his climax.

Hah, ahh, Hyung, c-cumming, nghh!

That huge body was shaking all over. The owner just reached a heaven—the kind of heaven only Do Eunho could make.

Hamin hadn’t yet recovered from the whole sensations; his body still flinching and his thighs still trembling. So, when the silver haired guy got up and made him get on all-four in the garage, he couldn’t help but panicked. “W-What, why?!”

Meanwhile, Eunho was focused on his dick. It was throbbing hard and kept on twitching, leaking out clear. Using that dick, he patted a butt before his eyes. One of his hand he put on the younger’s back, forcing him to stay in that place. “Huu, because I haven’t cummed?”

“B-But Hyung, I just came! How about we continue it—”

“No, we need to rest after this. Let’s just fuck here, Hamin-ah!”

“Aghh!”

He clenched tight, grasping at the air. The satisfaction from earlier hadn’t yet completely gone, and he became extremely sensitive after reaching his climax. The best chance for Eunho to do his action, indeed.

Doggy style had always been Eunho’s favorite. He could see how that broad back, which looks very tough, arching every time he thrust his cock in. Sometimes, he would grab that black hair while they fuck, or bringing his hand to slap that bouncy ass, leaving a trace of a palm. Everything about it was too beautiful. “Haa, you’re driving me crazy.”

Eunho grabbed the hips, pushing his dick in and out without mercy. Without caring if Hamin had called out his name countless times, or if he cried or whined. The soft puppy Do Eunho was gone when it comes to fuck, and Hamin understood it better than anyone else in Terra.

“Oh, fuck, did you just cum again, hm?” Eunho chuckled when he saw the younger spurting out whites once again. He closed his eyes as his dick was being choked by the tight ass. “Alright, let me cum too, okay?”

What can I say besides a yes, though?! Eunho Hyung, you crazy wolf! Hamin put his hands together to support his head, so his face wouldn’t have to directly touch the garage. Making love with Eunho was never done in a soft way—he was a monster in bed, after all.

♪ I just wanna know this music’s climax

Just when the sleepiness finally reaching out to him, together with deep groans, Hamin felt a warm spurting on his back. He looked back weakly. “Why weren’t you came inside?”

Eunho snatched his shirt, wiping the semen on the lover’s back, cleaning up the mess he just created. “Nah, we’ll be too tired to clean it later on. Besides, this back of yours is so sexy, it looks great with my cum on it.”

Unfortunately, Hamin was too sleepy to fight, so he just let out a soft hum with his eyes closed.

Eunho, who saw it, curved his lips in a smile. He took a coat and covered Hamin in it. Bringing him in his arms, he landed a faint kiss on that forehead, being careful not to wake him. “I love you, Hamin-ah.”

In that night, Eunho finally got his spirits back. He didn’t even feel the sickness in his body anymore. He could drive just fine and his head was freshened up.

***

“DO! EUN! HO!”

Eunho pulled the phone away from his ear. He winced like he was eating a lime raw. “S-Sorry, Hyu—”

“YOU BRAT! WHAT DO YOU MEAN HAMIN IS SICK NOW?! YOU THINK WE’VE FINISHED THE CHOREOGRAPHY?! WE JUST REMADE IT, YOU LITTLE—“

“Alright, alright, it’s my fault! I’m so sorry, really! I also feel guilty, you know? Sorry, Hyung, for real.”

Eunho didn’t lie when he said it. His eyes weren’t even opened when he hugged Hamin, and he was very shocked when he found out that cat was burning in fever. He started to panic, his head was all blank. He couldn’t bring himself to at least tell the leader—Nam Yejun—but as sharp as a dolphin, Yejun ended up asking him first, and Eunho, wanted it or not, was forced to tell the truth. That was how Chae Bonggu also knew that his only partner needed to rest, even though there were a lot of things they needed to do on that day.

Sigh. A long breath was heard through the phone call after seconds of silence. “Then how about you? Are you okay now?” His tone was softer, unlike earlier. Bonggu was probably trying to understand them. After all, those two dongsaeng of his were indeed inseparable.

“Mhm, I’m okay.” Eunho turned at a hand that weakly reaching out to him. He held it tight, brought it to his lips. “Well, then, I gotta take care of him. Good luck with the practice, Hyung. Tell them I’m very sorry, I’ll make time to go there later.”

His thumb stopped from clicking the red button when the hyung answered, “no need, just rest with Hamin and make sure you take a good care of him.”

Eunho let out a giggle. “Of course, I will. He’s my love, after all.”

Hamin was laying beside that silver hair the whole time. Of course, he heard it all clearly, but instead of feeling guilty to the hyungs, he was blushing upon Eunho’s words. It wasn’t the first time for that guy to blatantly say something like that in front of others, so why did he feel all shy? Maybe because I’m sick that I can’t think straight, huh.

“Hamin-ah, you okay?” Eunho put the back of his hand on that cheek. He sulked when he didn’t get the answer he wanted. “You still have a fever. Let’s go to hospital later.”

However, the younger shook his head disagree. “No, I just need to rest a bit and I’ll be fine in no time.” He then snuggled up at that muscular arm. “Hyung takes a rest too.”

His hand was brought to stroke the black hair. The owner sighed rough. “I’m sorry, Haminie.”

Eunho didn’t continue the sentence, but Hamin knew well what that hyung means, so he smiled. “Don’t say it. I know you were recording your part with your phone earlier, weren’t you? I’m glad you finally passed it.”

Silver strands touching the warm skin as the owner leaned down to give a kiss on that forehead. He stayed there for quite long, planted a kiss full of affection while closing his eyes tight.

The other too, his lips were curving up, formed a light smile. His hand stroking the one cupping on his cheek. He enjoyed every second passed with them doing nothing, only sharing the love they have for each other.

A minute later, the silver took off his lips and brought them to the guy’s ear.

“Mhm, it’s all thanks to you, Hamin-ah.”

“Why?” Hamin asked.

“Because you’re my inspiration.”

“Pfft!” Hamin giggled, amused by the hyung’s words. “What a nice rizz we have here. As expected from Do Eunho, indeed.”

However, the one being praised was sulking. “That’s not—I mean, I’m being seri—”

Nothing could make that mouth stop barking, unless it’s Hamin’s lips.

“Alright, then. On a scale one to ten, how happy are you?” He smirked and then winked with playful. “Answer with your gaze.”

Probably, instead of being good at rizzing, Do Eunho needed to be better at holding back, because that inspiration of his is as naughty and flirty as he is.

Notes:

Writing fluff is so damn hard, I'm sorry if it's messy🥲