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It was over, she was free. So why does the impending doom seemed to linger?
it's been two and a half years since the so called 'Squid game'. Two and a half years since she have seen him.
Deep breath
Then another
In
Out
You were safe. Breathe. 'Come on. Take a deep breath, you can do it'. A warm and concerned voice echos in your mind. (Y/N) shaked her head. Trying to rid herself from the memories. You were out that all that mattered. Mo more debt. No more collectors hunting you down. Safe. So why is your heart missing a piece?
With another deep breath she pulled herself together. Time to face the world.
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Something was wrong. Something was really wrong. (Y/n) could feel it. Her instinct cried for attantion. On edge she casted a look around, searching for anything that out of place.
She couldn't remember the last time she felt safe. Because there were no safety in her word. Not since the games, not since him.
And here laid the problem. The last time you felt protected was in In-ohs arms. In-0h. The name left a bitter taste in your mouth. You missed him, or at least who you thought he was. The gantle soul who protected you with all his might. The man who was as soft as a feather when he cleaned her face from blood of some random people.. Strangers.. Numbers..
Her mind drifted back in time, searching for the warm tingling she always feelt in his presence. But the crawling fear was stronger.
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Terror gripped her, deep and suffocating. One that sucks all the light. She huffed a breath, finding it hard to hold into air.
The hand on her throat tighten and she tried to claw on it "it would be so easy to snap your neck" he whispered, breath hot in her ear.
(Y/n) mind immediately went back in time. Back into the yellow door room. Back to the fear and the ticking clock. Back to In-ohs desperate attempt to save them.
Crack.
The player body fell to the floor like a doll who has her string cut. The empty look in In-ohs eyes as he looked at her. The carefully manufactured distress and pain. All to put her on ease, to make her feel safe.
She wasn't.
Tears fromed in (y/n) eyes. Burning in thier argue to dropp. She couldn't breathe. Everything was turning black.
Her mind drifed once again toward him.
Even now, her body yearnd to his. To the safety of his arms. To the warm way he used to smile at her.
One last feeling of peace.
One last time to feel that intense love.
Suddenly the hand was off her. With out the weight holding her up she fell to the ground, eagerly guloping for air.
With blurry vision she looked up, trying to make sense of what was happening. Punching and grunting, someone fell to the floor next to her. She hurried away, sticking close to the wall.
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"Wait!" A hand reached towards her, she maneuvered away.
"Darling" the pet name sounded so right. "It over you're safe".
(Y/n) was stuck.
She should run. She should find safety. Yet her body betrayed her. Instincts forge by fire and death told her to listen.
The hesitation was long enough for In-oh to catch her arm. Gently stopping her in track.
Terrified eyes turned to look at him. Oh how he missed those pretty eyes. Even scared she looked mesmerising. " It's over" he repeated.
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I missed you
No!
You were stronger then that. Stronger then whatever this thing between you was.
But his mouth on yours, pulling lightly at your button lips seeking entrance. You answered eagerly. The kiss was soft, almost hesitant. That wouldn't do, she decides. Pulling him deeper, fingers curling into the back of his hair.
That all that he needed. Hand going to her ass. Squeezing lightly, encouraging her to jump. So she did. Legs locking around him. The move made her brush gainst him and she gasped into the kiss. Making him growl in return. For a moment he considered taking you against the wall, hand pin above your head, as your head fall against the wall, body seeking closeness.
But it been to long since he touched you. Since you welcomed his touch. He's fingers still missed her warm. Still searching for you when he needs to relax. The warm grounding him, helping him make sure you're safe.
So he took you to the bedroom. Throwing you gently onto the bed. Earning a yealp of surprise. Holding your thighs he pulled you to the age of the bed. Breath hitching you tried to quickly kick your shoes off. "patient sweetheart" In-oh chuckled, making a show of taking your shoes off.
Once the first obstacle were off. The pants followed shortly behind. In-oh looked at you panties contemplating, he's fingers briefly touched, making you bite your lips. A motion that drove him insane. Discarding the gormet aside, left you bear to him eyes dark and hungry he held your breath will putting his mouth your clit.
The warmth was welcomed but not enough. Kissing and sucking he never took his eyes of you. His tongue worked on you, making sure to take notice of every reaction and noise. Cataloging it for later.
Slipping one finger inside, and then another the stretching was good but not nearly enough. "So eager" he tunted "you talk to much" she breathed. He raise one eyebrow but oblige Sucking hard. She gasped, body arching into his mouth. Another finger. Another gasp. If this is him stretching you. You might not survive him.
But In-oh didn't give any time for doubt to grow. As his toung flicked your clit. You hissed. The annoying part? You could feel him smirking into you. The smug bastard. Your hand reached forward, fingers tangling into his hair.
Would you dare? He was still looking at you. Innocently you bit your lower lips you closed your hand harder on his hair. Oh he answered your dare. Fingers out, you moan sadly for the lost. Both hand found your legs, putting them other his shoulders and he pulled you hard, on his tounge. You buckled your crouch into him desperately. The hot breath and the vacuum was to much to handle. You cried, and he sucked harder. With another buckle you cum hard. And yet he keept sucking. Glouping on you. Young and mouth working fast, you were ready to retreat, had he just let you. But no such luck. With another flick of his tounge, he cleaned you out. Licking his lips he made sure your eyes followed every movement. He turned his head and kissed your inner tigh. Scrapping his teeth leaving a mark. You hissed. He smirked. The bastard.
Getting up you made a move toward his pants. But he gently pushed you back to the bed. "Take the it off". You were more than ready to complay, scrambling to get your shirt off and than your bra. No need for asking. You lay bare in front of him. Suddenly feeling to expose, to self aware. You tried to cover up. But he stopped you. "You are beautiful". You blushed. His face was honest, eyes drinking you eagerly. Slowly he start taking his clothes off. Too slowly he exposed his chest, getting rid of his shirt.
Hair messy, only his fitting pants on, he looked divine. Your eyes traveled all over him. Taking it all, saving for later, for the shameful moments in your head, where you keep longing for him.
You were eager to put your hands all over him, surging forward your lips found his. You weren't ready for your taste on him. You would lie if you would say you didn't find it hot.
Hand falling down his chest. Grazing his abs. You new he looked good, but you had no idea about the abs underneath. You weren't complaining.
Your hand reached his belt, and with a needy moan you pulled on it. Throwing it away. Fingers quick with the button and zipper.
Pulling the pants down impatiently. Boxer down as well.
You were right.
He was big. You bit your lips again eyes shyly looking up at him. The hunger in his eyes was devouring. But he didn't let you touch him. Instead he cup your cheeks and kissed you, hovering over you untill you were back on the mattress. Your arm immediately going around him to his back. Deep kiss, and he entered, slowly oh so slowly. He growled sinking in and you clinched around him. "You are perfect" he whispered in your ear. Shiver run through you, and then he started moving. Mouth leaving yours to trail kisses down your neck and to your tits. Taken one into his mouth while using his hand to pinch the other throbbing nipple.
With his mouth on your nipple, teeth gently biting. You moan, load and deep, searching frantically for his mouth. He gladly answered. Taken you in a passionate kiss. He moved, slow at first and then harder and faster. The tone setting was demanding, but you lov ing every second of it.
Soon he started granting. His brow drownin concentration, he whispered sweet nonsense to you. "You are such a good girl, taking me so good" you parked with each compliment. And soon, too soon it's was other. He pushed you over the edge again, and you pulled him with you, gripping his mom member tight. Another grant and you both was seeing stars.
Snuggling into his warm embrace, you couldn't help falling asleep. Feeling safe in a long while.