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The room was nearly pitch-black, only slightly illuminated by the thin streaks of light coming from the billboards outside the window creeping through the gaps in the shutters, the space still smelt a bit of the perfume Astr- Miss Yao had been wearing that day and the aforementioned singer dozed next to her, everything was like any other night.
But Evelyn couldn’t sleep like this was any other night. It had barely been three days since the concert, since all that chaos, since Miss Yao nearly died, since she had betrayed her.
Evelyn knew that she had forgiven her or more accurately, she had never hated her for it at all, she knew that everything was okay now, she knew that she was happy that she’d never have to lie to her again, that she could finally be herself in… she couldn’t remember how long.
But a part of her just couldn’t let the matter go so easily, a guilty part of her that kept telling her that Miss Yao deserves better than someone who would lie to her for over two years straight. Evelyn knew she loved her and that that love was reciprocated just as strongly but that didn’t stop her conscience from eating away at her.
It had taken these last few days for Miss Yao to convince Evelyn to sleep in the same bed as her again but she wasn’t going to get any sleep at this point, being this close to her just felt… wrong, as much as she knew that it shouldn’t.
Evelyn attempted to get out of bed (to do what exactly, she had no idea, just something other than just lying there letting her thoughts run wild) but she was stopped when she heard Miss Yao wake up.
”Eve, where are you going…?” Astra said sleepily, only just woken up by Evelyns movement.
”I’m just going to get a drink, I’ll be back in a minute.” Even she wasn’t convinced by her own excuse. First waking Miss Yao up, now barely being able to lie. She really was a mess.
”No you’re not,” she righted herself, rubbing her eyes so she could look at Eve properly, “what is it really?”
Evelyn sighed and sat herself back down on Miss Yaos bed, turning to face the very tired woman. “Sorry, Miss Yao. I can’t sleep, not after everything,” she tried to hide her dejected tone but she was seen straight through.
”Why have you stopped calling me “Astra” in private…?” Astra crept closer to her and tried to grab her hand but Evelyn yanked it back instinctively. Astra took a deep breath, “I already said that I don’t hold anything against you. To me, you’re the exact same Evelyn that always protects me.”
Evelyn looked down at the floor, not being able to bear the sight of Miss Yaos saddened face, “I know. I know that you’ve forgiven me but forgiving myself is different. I’ve tried to act like everything’s the same but…” she trailed off, not fully able to grasp why she felt so bad when she knew that everything was fine.
”But everything feels different now that I know?” Evelyn nodded. “I get it. I get why you’d feel like things are different but I don’t want you to feel that way…” Astra stopped talking, the room went uncomfortably silent as she thought of what to do, it didn’t take her long for an idea to appear in her head. “Can you cancel all my plans for tomorrow?”
“Miss Yao-“
”It wasn’t actually a question, Eve. We’ve already tried talking about it but that’s not enough, so tomorrow, I want to show you that I still love you, there’s only so much I can do, I know but-“ Astras voice dipped down much quieter, “it’s better than nothing, right…?”
Another sigh escaped Evelyns mouth, she couldn’t act like this would fix the problem but, she also couldn’t act like spending some personal time with Miss Y- Astra, would be bad, it had been weeks since they last spent a full day as lovers instead of celebrity and manager.
”Okay…” Evelyn said, tiredness beginning to overcome her, she gave in and led back down next to Astra. Astras happiness could be felt just from how quickly she slipped back under the covers, she didn’t try and push it by getting too close to Eve but she was incredibly happy that she was even a bit more comfortable being close to her again.
It wasn’t long before Astra was back asleep, Evelyn led there awake for a little while longer, still trying to tell her brain that this was okay, but eventually her thoughts quietened enough for her to get to sleep.
———
Evelyn awoke to an empty bed, Astras side had already gone cold. She was certainly energetic but it was strange for her to be up earlier than her bodyguard. Said bodyguard proceeded to get out of bed like any other day, she had her suspicions about what Astra was up to, especially considering the… interesting smell that radiated from the kitchen.
After going through her routine, Evelyn made her way to the kitchen where she found Astra finishing up preparing breakfast, there were several used utensils and pans lying around, Evelyn also swore she could smell something burning. Not unusual when Astras in the kitchen.
”Astra, If you had woken me up I could’ve done this for you.”
”I know, Eve, but that’s not the point, it’s been a while since I cooked for you and I thought it would be nice, even if my cooking is half as good as yours.” a quiet chuckle escaped Astras mouth before a disheartened expression returned to her face, “plus, today is supposed to make you happy, not me, so try not to worry about anything, okay?”
“Alright…” Evelyn sat down at the table, the food looked… actually not bad, although by how tired Astra was looking it was clear this had taken a while. Astra gestured for her to begin eating, it tasted decent but Evelyn didn’t care how it tasted, just the fact that Astra went out of her way to cook for her was what really mattered, just that someone loved her enough to do it. Astra waited till Eve was already half done before beginning to eat, knowing that she tended to eat much faster. By the time they had finished, the bright orange sunrise that had been shining through the windows had been replaced with blue skies.
“So… what do you want to do…?” Astra asked after they had both finished eating in silence.
”Hmm? Whatever you have planned?” Evelyn replied calmly, Astras intention flying over her head, she was still so ingrained in their usual routines despite everything that had been going on.
”No, Eve… I have no idea what I’m doing…” the singer quickly realised how bad that sounded, “I mean, I just want us to do something nice together, try and feel more like a couple instead of… whatever we feel like at the moment. I was asking if you wanted to do anything specific.”
“Astra, I-,” have no hobbies because my entire world revolves around making you as happy as can be and that’s all I need, is what Evelyn wanted to say, she wanted to get her feelings out but she couldn’t bring herself to, not yet, so instead she said: “I don’t really have any suggestions, Miss Yao. We can just do whatever you’d enjoy.”
Astra sighed at Eves response, “fine… but you promise to actually tell me what you think of everything, okay? I want to know if you’re actually enjoying yourself or not.”
”Sure… When do you want to get going?”
Astra didn’t even think before opening her mouth, “right now!”
———
Evelyn was used to the scent of salt in the air by now, if she was anybody else she would’ve lost count of how many times Astra had come to Port Elpis when she was stuck on a new song or just couldn’t quite clear her head anywhere else.
”I know I come here a lot but this place really is great, isn’t it?”
The bodyguard nodded, “it’s very peaceful,” she was tempted to retract that statement as she heard two fishermen yelling at each other but she knew that Astra simply saw that as part of the charm.
An hour and a half passed by in what felt like an instant. Nothing of particular interest happened, the sea breeze, the sight of the Hollow in the distance, the raised voices of the fishermen, either from celebrating a catch or from getting mad about what someone else had managed to snare, it was all par for the course for this place however the environment did help them both clear their heads a little as they’d hoped it would.
The two of them were walking back to the car when Astra caught a whiff of the nearby fries stall. “Eve, you brought money with you, right? We’ve been walking around so much and I’m not sure I can wait till we get back to eat again.” Evelyn realised it was partially an excuse, she just wanted them to sit down and be forced to talk now that they’ve, to some extent, managed to start talking like they did before a few days ago.
Despite seeing the reason clearly, Evelyn pulled her wallet from her pocket and handed it to Astra, “Thanks, Eve! Be back in a second.” Astra practically bounced over to the stall, before long she returned with her food and led Evelyn over to a table tucked away in a corner.
They sat in silence as Astra munched down her food, after a moment Astra spoke up, “Eve… why is it that you’re feeling like this, really? I know you feel like you betrayed me but I know that’s not the only reason why you feel like this…” She was right and Evelyn didn’t know how to respond, she did feel guilty over what felt like a betrayal to her but she was well aware that Astra didn’t care.
”Astra…” Evelyn could barely force the words out of her mouth, “Astra, you’re my… You’re my whole life at this point, as bad as that might sound… and I’m sca-“ the word got stuck in her mouth, years of hiding her thoughts and feelings conditioned her for it but she knew more than anyone that those days are behind her so she forced the words out, “I’m worried that, even though I was mostly honest with you, that the fact that I lied about something so important has tainted our relationship. I feel like you deserve better than that…”
“No, Eve… It hasn’t. I get that you weren’t completely honest with me but that’s okay, we’ve learnt a lot about each other since we first met and this is just one of those things. So what if you were a spy or whatever, you’re also my Eve, my manager, my bodyguard, my friend, my girlfriend.” Astra paused, trying to find the right words, “You never lied to me, Eve, You just left some parts out but as I said that’s fine. There’s tons of things you don’t know about me.”
Astra reached out her hand and Evelyn instinctively leaned in so it cupped her cheek, “And honestly, I’ve always felt like I didn’t quite deserve you. I mean, I know I try my hardest to make a difference but I’m a singer at the end of the day yet I have someone who protects me like I’m the most important person in the world.”
”That’s because you are!” Evelyn blurted out in a very uncharacteristic manner, her face flushed as she realised what she had done, “at least, you are to me… As I said, you are everything to me.”
The singer could only lovingly smile at her, nothing or no one could mean more to her then Evelyn, “I love you so much, Eve.”
Evelyn could only nod in response, fearing that the only thing that would come out her mouth would be a sob.
”Do you wanna get out of here? It’s still early, we can get a lot more done if you want to.” Astra took her hand off her bodyguard’s face and picked up her leftover fries, she really was starving.
“Yeah. Actually… There has been something I’ve been thinking about recently.”
A sparkle appeared in Astras eyes as she asked what it was Evelyn had in store for them.
”I was thinking about expanding my wardrobe, I don’t own a massive variety of clothing.”
Astra quickly chewed through the bite of the starting to go cold but still very tasty fry so she could respond, “Awww, that’s a great idea, let’s get going!” Astra grabbed Evelyns wrist and practically dragged her back to the car.
——
Trying to get around the clothing stores without being recognised was a pain. Astra loved her fans so she stopped to take pictures with every single person who asked, apologising to Evelyn profusely every time. She didn’t really care though, if anything Evelyn just admired her dedication.
They were out for most of the day, Evelyn hadn’t really thought too much about clothes in the past, just trying to look respectable while keeping things fairly practical, so it took her a while to decide on anything. Astra, of course, was far more knowledgeable on the subject so she helped her pick things out that she thought would suit her.
Some things didn’t particularly stand out, things already in line with what she usually wore. Other things however were far more noteworthy, Astra made sure that she got Evelyn to try some dresses on, she had been dying to see her in one for ages now.
To her surprise, Evelyn actually quite liked several of the dresses Astra had picked out. They definitely weren't practical by any means but for special occasions… They were really nice, so beautiful and freeing, a nice contrast to the… tightness she was used to.
She did notice though that a few of them had been quite revealing, she could tell from the way Astra looked at her that it was intentional, she didn’t mind though, she liked them enough and she wasn’t going to dampen Astras enthusiasm.
Behind Evelyns back Astra may have snuck into a jewellery store and custom ordered a beautiful ring engraved with a moth and with a very prominent red gem in it.
It’s always best to be prepared, just in case.
——
Once they had put everything they had bought away and had dinner it was already time for bed. Astra sat on their massive bed naked with the covers pulled up over her, she didn’t spend long waiting for Eve to get herself sorted and to join her.
”What is it? You seem uncomfortable.” Evelyn asked as she slipped herself under the covers as well.
”Eve, we… We haven’t had sex since the day before the concert, I guess I’ve gotten so used to it that it’s just felt really weird. I know that you’re probably not up to it though so don’t worry about me.”
”After today I’m… I’m at least willing to give it a go.” She had honestly missed it too, she had always found it the best way to get her feelings out with Astra, words were never enough.
”You sure? I don’t want to force you…”
“I’m certain.”
After a moment of hesitation, Astra leaned over towards her, Evelyn closed the gap between them and kissed her, she tried to restrain herself but Astra didn’t let her, she put every ounce of passion she had into the kiss as she gently pushed Eve down into their pillows.
Astra pulled their lips apart, a trail of saliva connecting the two, both trying to catch their breath. After a moment the singer let her fingers wander near Evelyns cock, not yet touching it, she waited for permission. The bodyguard nodded as soon as she realised what was happening.
Evelyn let out a sigh as the singers soft fingers wrapped around her soft dick, she gently stroked it, letting it harden in the delicate embrace of her hand. Once it stood at its full huge length Astra leaned in and let her own equally large cock lay up against it. She grabbed Evelyns hand and wrapped their hands around their dicks. She waited for the other woman to take the initiative, eventually Evelyn began to slowly pump their cocks together.
Astra followed in her rhythm, speeding up, slowing down, she followed in tandem, letting Evelyns pleasure drive them. She had suffered so much the last few days it was only right that her enjoyment was put above all else.
Pre began to leak from their cocks as they got faster, gentle moans escaped their lips but they were soon silenced as Astra kissed her girlfriend, letting their sounds of pleasure be drowned out by their passionate embrace. Evelyn reached up her free hand to Astras chest, cupping the large mound in her hand, pinching at her pierced nipple, sending shivers through the singers body.
They both felt the heat rising in their bodies as they approached orgasm, their pre soaked hands pumped faster and faster, turning frantic in their combined need for release. They pulled their lips away from each other, their moans immediately filled the room as they reached their climaxes. With a groan they both came, ropes of thick cum coating their stomachs.
After their heavy breaths died down Astra spoke, “How are you feeling?”
”Really good…”
“Do you wanna keep going?” Astra asked, her tone filled with affection.
Evelyn thought for a moment, a thought of unworthiness crossed her mind but she quickly put it to rest, she knew full well at this point how much Astra loved her. “Can we?”
“Of course. I love you so much and I want to make you feel amazing~ Get comfy and I’ll take the lead, okay?” Evelyn nodded before shuffling down a bit so she was mostly led down, Astra moved to between her legs. She leaned down and started kissing at her lover's cock, each one gentle and drawn out, slowly moving up the hard length, letting Evelyn take in every bit of her love.
Once she reached the head she planted kisses all over the enlarged tip, coaxing out sweet little moans from her girlfriend and a stream of pre that she was quick to lap up, the touch of her tongue causing her cock to throb in need. “Astra, please…” Evelyn's voice was heavy with desire, she needed her so badly.
Astra was quick to respond to her pleas as she took the first few inches of her cock into her mouth. Evelyn was so big that it was hard to swallow much more than that in one go. The singer began to bob her head up and down as much of the length as she could fit into her mouth, slowly inching her way down until she buried the whole of her bodyguards cock down her throat. After a moment of adjusting to her size she started moving again, taking her whole length into her mouth with every bob of her head.
Her ministrations drew out more and more divine sounds from Evelyn as she let herself be pleasured, the wet embrace of Astras mouth felt incredible. Astra slipped a pair of fingers behind Evelyns balls to tease her pussy, she was completely soaked. With no resistance she sunk her fingers into her cunt, Evelyn letting out a loud groan at the sudden intrusion into her pussy.
Astra fucked her fingers in and out of Evelyns pussy as she continued to bob her head up and down her cock, rubbing at her clit with her thumb. Evelyn instinctively chased after her pleasure, bucking her hips up into her lover's throat. She could feel herself about to cum again, the overstimulation of both her parts being used just felt too good.
Evelyn grabbed a handful of her hair while the singer continued her movements and after a few more moments Evelyn let out a groan of pleasure and came, coating Astras tongue with more of her cum and squirting all over her fingers. The singer savored every drop of her release, licking up every drop she could from both parts, making sure not to spill even the tiniest bit. Once Evelyn had let go of her hair Astra pulled herself off of her cock,
”Fuck… You’re incredible, Eve~ Want more?” Astras breath was heavy with need, it had surprised Evelyn at first at how insatiable she could be but it didn’t take her long to realise that it was simply because her passion when it came to every part of her life was in making others feel good, be it her fans through her music or her beloved through, well, pretty much every single thing she had ever done for her, including the incredible pleasure that she was feeling right now.
”One more time.” Astra smiled and climbed up onto Evelyn's lap. She pulled her into a passionate kiss, their tongues dancing through their mouths. A thin string of saliva connected them as they pulled away, gasping for air. They were never able to have enough of each other.
Astra reached down and lined up Evelyns cock with her pussy, she slowly sunk herself down onto her length, sighing at the fullness she felt as Eve bottomed out. They both rested for a moment, just revelling in the bliss they felt at becoming one, as Astra readjusted herself to her beloveds immense size.
After a few moments Astra began to move, gently riding her cock, drawing out more cute noises from her bodyguard. Every time Evelyns cock filled her up it sent a wave of pleasure through her body.
Astra held herself up with her hands on Evelyns muscular stomach as she picked up her pace, the sounds of their bodies slapping together and groans of pleasure filled the room, their beautiful songs of bliss spurred them on further, every amazing sensation they felt only cementing their love deeper in to their minds and bodies.
”Eve… please… touch me…” Astra said between her moans, her cock bounced up and down with her, leaking pre, so desperate for attention. Evelyn wrapped her hand around her cock and jerked her off in pace with her own ministrations, a gorgeous groan escaped the singers lips as she felt the calloused hand embrace her length.
”Astra, I’m close…” Eve let out another deep groan, she couldn’t hold herself back much longer as Astra continued to make her feel like the luckiest woman in New Eridu. “Me too…” Astra slammed her hips down as hard and fast as she could as she chased her orgasm.
”Eve, I love you so much!” Astra screamed out as she came, her body spasming as she came over Evelyns chest, covering her in her fluids. Astras rapid clenching pushed Evelyn over the edge, filling Astras cunt with her cum, bucking her hips up to milk out every drop she could from her cock. It felt like it went on forever, just bathing in the endless pleasure they brought each other.
Eventually their pleasure died down and Astra tried to pull herself off of Evelyns cock but she couldn’t when her hips were held in place, Eve looked away from her in what looked like embarrassment. “Can we… go to sleep like this…? With me still inside I mean, it feels… really good…” Astra chuckled at just how cute her girlfriend was despite her tough exterior.
”That’s a really good idea.” Astra replied before letting Evelyn guide her down so they were cuddling with Evelyn snuggling into the singers chest and her cock as deep as it could go inside of her warmth.
They stayed like that for a while, Evelyn occasionally thrusting her hips to keep herself hard, it felt so nice to be connected so intimately, she wasn’t sure she ever wanted to pull out. She loved her so much it was hard to even think of anything else.
“Astra…” Evelyn said sleepily, feeling herself drifting off after everything they just did.
”Yeah, Eve?”
”I love you…”
Astra chuckled to herself as quietly as she could, not wanting to disturb her soon to be asleep lover, “Love you too, good night.” Astra kissed her on the forehead, a cute sound of satisfaction escaped Evelyns lips, knowing now that nothing could separate them.