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It has been one year since the wedding happened, one year and one day,the day before Marvin took Trina out for dinner at a fancy restaurant. She is three months pregnant so no sex that night, and Marvin was really relieved.
Now Marvin was getting home from work and god if he needed some lust, he always thought about men, their strong harms, hairy chests, long legs, but he didn’t to anything about it, he was too scared to act upon those thoughts, he was going to be a father not a faggot.
Only one night, that night, he felt needy enough to go into a club, a club for people like that, so when he took the metro he didn't take the usual and in 30 minutes he found himself in front of a line of men, they were probably waiting, Marvin looked at his clock.
10:30
It was a little early but he was listening to his dick not his brain.
By 11:40 anxiety came over his body, what if people knew him, what if somebody from work was there, what if-
The line moved and Marvin was finally inside, loud music was playing and men were dancing, drinking and talking.
Marvin went to the bar, the bartender looked at him.
He knew.
“Faggot”
“What?”
“What for you sir?”
The music was too loud for people to hear properly.
“Ehm… a vodka lemon?”
The bartender smiled.
Some guy sat next to him but Marvin was more focused on looking down at his own hands while waiting for his drink.
“Beatles”
“Mh??”
“The club, they playing The Beatles”
“Yes they are”
“ Some days ago Paul told to the press that he isn’t working with the band anymore”
Marvin looked at the guy, he was taller, maybe the same age, and had cute green eyes.
“Really? He was my favorite.”
“Mh i always wanted to fuck George more.”
Marvin chuckled.
“The vodka lemon sir.” the bartender said, screaming because of the music.
Marvin took the drink and turned to the green eyes man.
“Are you alone?”
“Mm.. yes I am, why?”
“You are cute, the bartender called you sir, how old are you? you don't look past thirty. ”
“I'm twenty four, must have been the clothes, I came here straight from work”
“Must be boring, your job I mean, if you have to dress like this.”
“Believe me it is that boring”
The man laughed, he put his hand on his mouth, it was cute, Marvin looked at the hand, it was strong and the hair on the man’s arm excited him.
“Do you wanna do something fun?”
“I need to finish my drink”
“I'm going to buy you one later, just follow me”
The guy took Marvin's hand and guided him to the bathroom, most of the stalls where occupied, most because people where fucking in It, It was an overwhelming place, hot, loud and you could hear the music from outside.
When two guys, a blond short one and a tall skinny redhead, came out from a stall the green eyed man took Marvin inside and without any warnings he started to kiss his neck and undo his tie.
Marvin closed his eyes, saying he was scared was an understatement, he couldn't feel his legs, his harms, his heart.
When the guy's lips met his lust took over and, even if the space was limited there was a lot of moving.
The guy's eyes were shining.
“First time?”
“You can tell?”
“You are so excited-” Marvin cut him off with a kiss and finally he undid his pants, his hands were shaking.
The guy took Marvin's cock in his hands and started stroking it slowly, then he went down to his knees and started licking it, sucking it, Marvin was losing his mind.
At one point, when Marvin was lost in the feeling of the stranger's mouth something entered, or at least tried to, his ass.
Marvin opened his eyes with a hiss.
“It's just a finger relax”
And Marvin did, he didn't care anymore, the voices were gone, all he wanted now was men and he got a man, on his knees sucking him off and a finger of the same man stimulating his prostate.
It was overwhelming but amazing, mixed feelings took over Marvin until he came in the stranger's mouth.
The guy opened his pretty green eyes and swallowed looking straight at Marvin.
Marvin's face was red, his breathing was slow and his heart was racing.
The man got up.
“Do you still want that drink?”
Marvin nodded, he couldn't get a word out of his mouth.
He came home late that night, Trina was sleeping peacefully on their bed, Marvin felt like throwing up, guilt took him over.
He was about to become a father there was no time for cruising, especially with men.