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Sunghoon is stressed. No, that would be the wrong word. He’s nervous? No, also not really fitting. He just has this feeling, that he would like to crawl out of his own skin. His head is spinning and while he knows he sits still like a statue and looks zoned-out, his hands are clammy and his fingernails dig into his palm. It’s not a panic attack, he knows how they feel, he just feels uneasy – maybe that’s the word.
All this is attributed to this damn trip. Seven broke college guys and the unrealistic dream of a beach vacation. This super special last-minute-offer for their flight? Yeah, 10 hour-delay and a lost suitcase. Their hotel? The pictures on the website were probably twenty years old and they didn’t get the booking right, which means, they have to share more rooms than planned. Which is probably the most problematic part for Sunghoon, simply because one of the seven isn’t just a friend for him. They aren’t friends anymore. But of course, there’s a twist in this whole ordeal.
You see, Sunghoon and Jake have this weird situationship going on, which Sunghoon doesn’t even remember anymore, how or more specifically why it happened. It was just one random night at a house party, where Sunghoon sat in the corner of the living room, just present because Jake – his until then only best friend – begged him to come, trying to forget about his failing exam. To be honest, he sulked, because he wasn’t sure, if he would pass this class and partying wasn’t on his plan that evening. That his best friend ignored him, didn’t help. Jake was kind of drunk, when he approached Sunghoon, kneeled down to his level, grabbed his jaw and called him a weak-ass bitch. Sunghoon was surprised, maybe also a bit tipsy, but mostly – which was even more surprising – aroused by Jakes degrading words and mocking gaze. He couldn’t say a single word, just whimper pathetical and Jake smirked, before he kissed him. After that, they searched for an empty room and let their bodies talk. That was about six months ago, they still fuck and don’t get him wrong, Sunghoon likes it. Jake can take his mind off of everything, when Sunghoon overthinks by do the thinking for him. Sunghoon gives total control over his body to Jake. The problem is, that he also gave Jake control over his heart around four months into their arrangement. And Jake… Well Jake told him about two weeks later, when Sunghoon almost had the balls to confess, that he was in love with Heeseung. He didn’t tell him though and so they still fuck regularly and while doing it, it’s amazing for Sunghoon, but afterwards, when Jake leaves, a part of Sunghoon also leaves.
So it’s kind of ironic, that of all things, he shares his room with Jake and Heeseung, who eyes him with a worried look, while Jake walks up and down the small room during his call with the airline to get his suitcase back.
“In two days? Are you serious? We fly back in three!”, Jake almost screams into his smartphone, before he sighs. “Yeah… Yeah, I know, you try your best.” A short pause. “Yes, I will wait. Thank you, bye.”
He hangs up and another deep sigh leaves his lips. “I think you’ve heard it, but it can take up to two days until I get my luggage…”
“You can have some of my things”, Sunghoon instantly replies and tries to smile reassuringly.
“Mi suitcase es su suitcase”, Heeseung says with a horrible Spanish accent and Jake laughs. It also brings a giggle out of Sunghoon.
Heeseung smiles widely and shows a row of white teeth. “Glad I’m bringing you both to smile a bit.”
Even if the blush on Jakes cheeks doesn’t go unnoticed by Sunghoon and he has to admit, it pains him a little, he also feels kind of comforted by Heeseung.
“Sooo… What now?”, Jake breaks the silence with a clap of his hands and looks questioning between Heeseung and Sunghoon.
The feeling of uneasiness isn’t gone and somehow it slowly turns into tiredness, but maybe that’s also caused by the flight and the related stress. Also it’s already ten p. m. and they have no plan of the place they’re staying.
“I think, I just take a quick shower and then go to bed”, is therefore Sunghoons answer.
“Mhm, I guess that’s the best idea for today”, Heeseung joins and so there’s just a pouting Jake left.
“I could’ve needed a drink after today, but fine… Sleep sounds also not that bad.”
Then they stand before the double bed and an awkward silence builds again. There’s also a couch in the room, but none of them is exactly small, so even three days is too much to sleep on this.
“Uhm…”
“I think the bed is big enough for us three”, Sunghoon blurts out, before he can think about any longer.
Both Heeseung and Jake look with wide eyes at him. “A-are you sure?”, Jake asks and lays his hand in a comforting manner on his back. It warms his inside and makes him feel a bit fuzzy, but he shakes his head a bit to clear his mind.
“Y-yes. It’s fine for me, but if you don’t feel comfortable…”
“No”, Heeseung interrupts him and scratches his neck. “I mean, it’s okay for me.”
“Yeah, for me too”, Jake finally agrees.
“Okay cool”, Sunghoon sums up with a tightlipped smile and hastily opens his bag to grab his necessities and disappears in the bathroom. He kind of regrets his impulsive decision already…
About thirty minutes later the ‘quick’ shower is done and Sunghoon leaves the bathroom with damp hair and boxershorts. In his haste he forgot a t-shirt and he honestly doesn’t want to wear one. Their room doesn’t have air conditioning and even if it’s night already, it’s still hot outside and therefore also inside the room.
Sunghoon doesn’t know what Jake and Heeseung did, while he was gone, but now they sit pressed against each other on the small couch, talk and laugh and only pay attention to Sunghoon, when he clears his throat. “The bathroom is free…”
Both of them instantly go quiet and stare at him. Jake has this hungry-like stare, that tells Sunghoon that he’s horny and even if some fucked up-part of his brain likes that he has this effect on Jake, they can’t do anything right now. And Heeseung… Well, Heeseung has his head slightly tilted, his index finger on his bottom lip and an appraising expression on his face. Sunghoon doesn’t know what to do with that.
“I’ll go, if it’s okay?”, Heeseung finally speaks and cuts the silence, but also the rising tension, Sunghoon doesn’t know, where it came from.
Jake hums in agreement, while his gaze shifted from Sunghoon to Heeseung. “Sure.”
Heeseung opens his suitcase and grabs his things, before he leaves them alone and Sunghoon cuddles up on the right side of the bed. It’s awkward. Even more so, when he thinks about, with whom he shares this bed in probably less than an hour. He didn’t realize he closed his eyes, when he opens them, to see, what’s that feeling on his hip. It’s Jakes fingertips, which softly caress his hipbone.
“So tired already, baby?”, he asks and his deep, scratchy voice sends shivers down Sunghoons spine.
He still doesn’t forget, where they are and who is just a few steps away. “What are you doing?”, he hisses.
“You just look so pretty”, Jake now whispers and it’s really not good for Sunghoons heart. He also knows, that there’s nothing ‘pretty’ about him. Since he doesn’t have the energy and time to hit the gym, his muscles left the chat long ago, just faint traces of his sixpack are barely there, so he’s just slim and tall, which makes him look kind of lanky. He’s pale and with his pointy fangs, he has this vampirey look. Maybe his hair is okay, but at the moment it’s not even styled, so what should be pretty about him?
Sunghoon just scoffs and Jakes retracts his fingers right in time, when the bathroom door opens. “I’m ready. You can help yourself, Jake. Just take what you want out of my suitcase, alright?”, Heeseung announces, while he rubs his hair with a towel.
He also just went for underwear and god damn, what a body… While Jake has abs, Heeseung has more broader shoulders and a defined chest. The water droplets on the honey-toned skin glisten in the low lights of the room and Sunghoon just shuts his eyes, because otherwise he would shamelessly stare at him for hours. He now slowly gets, why Jake has a crush on him.
Maybe it’s because he was so focused on his thoughts, that he didn’t register the footsteps coming towards him, but he just feels how the bed dips beside him. Sunghoon still doesn’t open his eyes and pretends to sleep. Why? He doesn’t know. But he still pretends, when he feels the soft touch of fingertips on his cheek and how they brush a strand of hair out of his face. What. The. Hell?
It must be Heeseung, because he can hear the shower running and Jakes unmistakable voice singing to a Justin Bieber-song.
There’s a constant ‘why?’ jumping up and down in Sunghoons brain – big bold red letters and sirens blasting in addition. It’s still there, when Heeseung stands up, sits back down on the couch and a few moments later, Jake opens loudly the door. Heeseung shushes him with a look at the supposedly sleeping Sunghoon but Jake just smirks.
“He isn’t sleeping”, Jake corrects a confused Heeseung. “Right, Hoonie?”
There’s the nickname, Sunghoon hates and loves at the same time. It’s mostly used, when Jakes says the most degrading things possible, but that’s also when Sunghoon feels extremely good and it’s just so personal. He also hates the fact that Jake knows him this well. Sunghoon himself doesn’t know, what gave away, that he’s just pretending.
“You really don’t sleep, Sunghoon?”, Heeseung now wants to know and Sunghoon decides to just quit the game and opens slowly his eyes.
“What do you want?”, Sunghoon groans. When he can’t pretend to sleep, he can pretend to be annoyed, because in no way in hell he will address what happened with Heeseung. And to be honest, he really wants to sleep and just forget what the hell was going on the last few hours.
Jake doesn’t say anything and just makes his way to him. “Scoot over”, he commands, a wide grin on his lips.
“What?!”
“You heard me. And now do as I said. I thought we wanted to sleep, no?” Jake raises his eyebrow, one knee already on the bed. That’s when Sunghoon realizes, Jake is also just in a boxershorts. Oh god, damnit…
“B-but, why- why me… I- I mea-“, Sunghoon stutters, but gets interrupted, by Heeseung who grabs him by his waist and places him in the middle of the bed.
“You’re the smallest”, he reasons and lays himself next to him.
Jake also settles into bed, takes the cover and drapes it over them. “Good night, y’all.” With that he turns off the lights, except the small one in the corner of the room.
It is a tight fit and Sunghoon is literally squished between the two men. He can’t really wrap his head around, why they were so insistent about him being in the middle, especially Jake, who could’ve taken the chance of being closer to Heeseung. Sleep is also out of the window, when his focus mainly lies on calming down his rapid heartbeat and trying to find a to some extent comfy position. At the moment his back is pressed against Heeseungs chest, who seemingly has no problem with body contact, because his hand is still lingering around his waist and Jakes legs are entangled with his. Jake has his eyes closed and the even breath on Sunghoon neck, indicates Heeseung’s also asleep.
Sunghoon sighs, because this situation is just so strange, it makes the uneasiness bubble up again. He’s the type of person, who normally doesn’t just go with the flow. He’s a ‘making-a-list’-type of guy, a structured type. That’s why he enjoys the little sessions he has with Jake so much, because he doesn’t have to think in that moment. But now he overanalyzes everything that happened and their current sleeping arrangement and it just doesn’t make any fucking sense to him.
“What do you think that hard about?” The voice – Jake – tears him from his thoughts and he looks at him, surprised he noticed his inner turmoil. Jake also caresses his shoulder with his thumb, but Sunghoon doesn’t care; maybe that could be counted as a friendly touch.
Still Sunghoon has to reject his offer to talk, because, even if he wanted to tell Jake what plagued his mind, he can’t. Not with Heeseung behind him. “It’s nothing. Go to sleep, Jake.”
Now Jakes hand travels to his jaw and grabs it with a firm grip. “Don’t lie to me, baby.” They still have to be quiet, so it’s more a whisper, but it doesn't lack on Jakes typical undertone, when he’s not just his best friend for a few hours anymore.
Sunghoon squirms and a tiny whimper escapes his lips, which turns into a high-pitched squeal, when he feels the hold around his waist tighten. “Baby, huh?”, Heeseung asks and you can practically hear the smirk.
The hot liquid of embarrassment and shame runs through his veins and Sunghoon doesn’t know what to do. He wants to stutter out an apology or a reason, but his mind is blank and he can’t form words anymore. However he doesn’t have to…
“Yeah, he likes to be called like that”, Jake confirms, his hand still on Sunghoons jaw.
Sunghoons eyes widen and he looks almost horrified at Jake, who has a warm smile on his lips and something glints in his eyes, that Sunghoon can’t pinpoint. “Jake…”
Jake brings his lips to Sunghoons ear, so that really only he can hear what he says next. “It’s okay, Hoonie. Do you trust me?” After that he is back into focus and he has that reassuring expression, that Sunghoon just nods, because he does. He does trust Jake and he’ll do everything for him.
“Can you say your baby then, that he please stops wiggling with his hips? It’s causing problems, if you understand”, Heeseung tries to sound nonchalant, but his voice is strained and he also didn’t take off his hands of Sunghoon.
Jake chuckles darkly and sits up. “I’m pretty sure, Hoonie would gladly help you with that. He loves to be good. Right, baby?”
Sunghoon looks up at Jake, who gives an encouraging nod. He has no clue, what’s going on, how did it get to this point, but if he just listens to his body – any other consequences be damned – he just wants to say…
“…yes.”
“Say it to him, Hoonie”, Jake corrects him. “Say how good you can be.”
It should be embarrassing to say, but Jake trained him well and Sunghoon notices how he already slips a bit in his headspace. So he does what Jake says, sits also up and kneels on the bed, facing Heeseung, who looks like he’s about to pass out. “I’ll be good. Good for you”, he declares, still a bit shy, but he said it without a stutter.
He feels Jakes presence behind him earlier than his touch; grounding him. “Such a good boy”, he whispers right into his hear and holds him by his hair in place. It’s not a firm grip, just a reminder that he’s there.
“Oh for fucks sake, he’s a sight”, Heeseung groans and is now sitting upright at the headboard. “You both are a sight.”
“Use him, he likes it”, Jake says and while it should hurt Sunghoon that Jake gives him away like this, he can’t help the arousal creeping up inside him. “But touch him with respect and like he deserves or I’m getting mad. Got it?” That does some things to Sunghoon, he wasn’t aware he could feel. It makes him even more dizzy and he feels so safe.
“Got it”, Heeseung agrees, but then he grins and sticks his tongue inside his cheek. “Or you show me what he likes, while we use him together. What do you say?”
Sunghoons heart races and he begins to shake in anticipation. Was there ever a scenario like this in his head? No. But now that he has this splayed out before him, he can’t wait. He wants and his already twitching dick agrees. God, he’s really a desperate slut, as Jake sometimes calls him.
Jake has a lazy smirk on his face, while he looks at Heeseung. “Sharing is caring, huh?” Heeseung laughs, but nods and presses his palm against the bulge in his boxershorts.
“Okay baby, you know the system, right?”, Jake directs his question at Sunghoon, who dumbly nods, which doesn’t satisfy Jake and pushes therefore his head back by his hair.
“Words, Hoonie”, he commands between Sunghoons whimpers.
“Green, yellow, red”, he finally voices out and Jake releases his grip.
“You know how it works?”, Jake asks Heeseung, who nods and Sunghoon almost pouts, because he doesn’t have to say it out loud, but Sunghoon knows better than to argue with Jake when they are like this.
After that it’s a bit of moving around and manhandling Sunghoon on the bed until he’s on all four between both of them – Jake behind him, caressing his spine and Heeseung kneeling before him. Sunghoon doesn’t know why, but he’s the only one completely naked and he’s already so hard it hurts and they don’t even started.
“Gosh, he’s so pretty…”, Heeseung muses and Sunghoon still doesn’t agree. “Skin so white, I’m sure, you just can see everything.”
“You can”, Jake says proudly and Heeseung raises skeptically his eyebrows.
A loud slap echoes through the room and it’s the first thing Sunghoon notices. Only then the stinging pain on his ass cheek sets in and he moans. It’s an intensive sensation, but it burns the absolute right way. Especially when Jake takes the abused cheek in his hand and kneads it.
Heeseung looms over him and looks at the bright red handprint on the ivory skin. “Amazing…”
Caused by this action Heeseungs crotch is pressed right into Sunghoons face and he smells the musky scent of his arousal mixed with the sandalwood of his body wash. It clouds his mind and he’s tempted to just lick the fabric, but Jake taught him better, so he just sticks to a deep inhale.
It doesn’t go unnoticed though and Heeseung and sadly his scent are back to his old position. “You really are a desperate thing, huh?”
“You better get used to it. He’s a whiny slut”, Jake mocks and it goes straight to Sunghoons dick, which throbs pathetically.
“Glad, I’m a bit needy too right now”, Heeseung chuckles and pulls off his boxershorts. His cock slaps against his abdomen and Sunghoons mouth waters. He’s huge. Even bigger than Jake and Sunghoon has sometimes problems taking him down his throat. He still wants to try and foremost taste. He wants it in his mouth.
Probably simply because it’s Jake, he senses Sunghoons desperation and grabs him by his hair again. “You know what you have to say, do you?”
Of course, Sunghoon knows. That’s why he looks intensely at Heeseung, when he says the following words. “Please. Please, Heeseung, give me your cock. I- I want it in my mouth.”
“Holy shit”, Heeseung curses through gritted teeth. “How do you last even two seconds?”, he asks Jake and then focuses back on Sunghoon. “Open up, baby.”
And Sunghoon does. He opens his mouth as wide as he can and his tongue lolls out. Saliva is pooling under it and begins to run down his chin, when Heeseung finally pushes his cock in. Inch by inch it fills Sunghoons mouth and his lips stretch around his girth. It’s about the half of his length, when Sunghoons throat constricts around his cock, but Heeseung pushes down further. Tears begin to form in the corner of his eyes and his gag reflex sets in, but he tries to breathe through his nose and calm himself. It works and eventually he can enjoy the heavy feeling of Heeseungs cock on his tongue, the musky scent and how he just let take someone over.
“Good boy, Sunghoon”, Heeseung praises, traces Sunghoons upper lip with his thumb, before he brushes a few strands out of his face. Just like before, just now in a not so innocent context.
“How does it feel?”, Jake wants to know. He sounds a little out of breath and Sunghoon feels something hard between his ass cheeks, but his main focus is still on Heeseung or more his cock.
“Perfect. He is perfect”, Heeseung groans and moves his hips a bit. The motion brings Sunghoon out of his trance-like state and he swallows around the girth inside his mouth.
“Great. Fuck his mouth, he loves it. I grab something from your suitcase and ‘help myself’ with something I found earlier”, Jake announces and leaves the bed.
Sunghoon panics for a quick moment, but then there’s a reassuring hand that strokes through his hair. It’s not as grounding as Jake, but really close and even his brain is muddled, he registers it’s Heeseungs hand and he asks himself how he can already feel this safe around him. It doesn't really matter, when Heeseung starts to thrust inside his mouth – this time a little faster and Sunghoon has to focus on his task.
“Breathe, baby”, Heeseung orders and Sunghoon complies. “You’re doing so good.”
He gets even faster and his hand moves down Sunghoons throat to feel how it bulges with every move. Heeseung looses himself in the feeling of the warm, wet sensation around his cock and Sunghoon floods a weird wave of pride. He hums and the vibrations go straight to Heeseungs dick.
“Shit, Sunghoon”, Heeseung moans shamelessly.
“Call him ‘Hoonie’. He’s ours now, isn’t he?”, Jake says in a tone, Sunghoon thinks, he misses something, but strangely he likes to be called the property of them both.
Heeseung laughs breathlessly, but overjoyed and nods. “Yeah, he is. Our Hoonie.”
Sunghoon doesn’t know what it was. Maybe the two simple words or the most forceful thrust Heeseung did until now, but he cums. Untouched. Completely untouched. White spurts land on the mattress beneath him, while Heeseungs shoot down his throat. He swallows everything he can, while moaning from his aftershocks.
“Oh baby… Hoonie… you already came? What about me?”, Jake tsks, drapes himself over Sunghoon and bites into his earlobe.
Tears well up in Sunghoons eyes and his voice is husky from the abuse of his throat. “I still- I can take more. I promise. Please, Jake. Give it to me.”
“Of course you can take it. You’re a good boy”, Jake replies and caresses his cheek with his thumb, before giving him a kiss. The first one tonight and it’s passionate, full of tongue and spit, but also kind of loving. It warms Sunghoons heart and makes him go even more pliant. His back and knees hurt, but he still stays in place, because he’s good.
When Jake leans back again after a last little peck, Sunghoon waits for what comes next, but doesn’t have to wait for long. It’s lubed up fingers around his rim and not long after two of them in his hole. The stretch burns and he hisses, but it’s nothing new to him and it would also be a lie if he says, he doesn’t like it. He can already feel his dick harden and hear Heeseung chuckle, who came closer again, after recovering from his orgasm.
“Insatiable thing”, he teases, but still leans down until he’s face to face with him. Their noses brush and then their breaths mingle, until finally their lips also collide. It’s gentler, than the kiss with Jake, but gets interrupted by Sunghoons moan, when Jake works his way up to four fingers and crooks them inside.
“I-I’m ready”, Sunghoon mumbles, “please, Jake.”
Maybe Jake is also a bit desperate, because he doesn’t let him beg as usual and just buries himself with one thrust in Sunghoon, which makes him scream in pain and pleasure.
“God, you’re so tight, Hoonie”, Jake groans. “Like a fucking virgin.”
Sunghoon just moans and lets himself get dragged up and down on Jakes cock. It’s delicious, how he grazes his prostate with almost every thrust, even his rhythm feels like he doesn’t give a fuck, if Sunghoon feels pleasure out of this or not. Jakes next words prove his theory even more.
“Come on, baby. I know you want to cum so desperately again, work for it.”
With that, he flips them over and guides his cock to Sunghoons hole, who sinks down on it without further thinking. It gets even deeper in this position and even if he’s tired, the need to cum and be good for Jake overshadows everything, so he bounces up and down desperately. It feels amazing, but something lacks and he gets frustrated and feels the tears, which rolls hot down his cheeks.
“Please… please help… I can’t- c-can’t do it”, he pleads helplessly.
“You can’t? Or you don’t want?”, Jake taunts and Sunghoon cries even harder.
“He’s such a pretty crier”, Heeseung comments from the side with a growl, his hand on his cock, masturbating furiously.
“I’m sorry”, Sunghoon sobs and now Jake knows to interrupt. “It’s okay, baby. You did so good. Let me help”, he reassures while stroking his hair.
And then he puts his hand on his waist and thrusts deep and fast into Sunghoon, who just lays like a ragdoll in Jakes arms. The spot inside him is swollen and gets abused every time Jake rams his cock into him.
“Can you cum now for me?”, Jake groans into his ear and Sunghoon just hums. Spit runs down his open mouth and then his lips form to an ‘oh’, while he spills his seed onto his stomach. He trashes in Jakes hold, who just lays him on his back and thrusts forcefully into his overstimulated body. Sunghoon whimpers and mutters out weakly “stop” and “no more”, but they don’t get heard.
Just when he’s on the verge of passing out, Jake stops, pulls out and crawls up to his chest. He jerks himself off and then is also Heeseungs cock in Sunghoons sight and a few seconds later mixed spurts of cum land on his chest and face. Sunghoon has to close his eyes, because even some land on his eyelashes. Jake wipes it with his thumb away and shoves into Sunghoons mouth, who eagerly sucks on it.
“Good boy”, he praises, before giving him a quick kiss.
Then the bed dips and a few moments later, he feels how a towel gently wipes his body and foremost his face. “You can open your eyes now, baby”, Heeseung announces and Sunghoon blinks at the brightness of the room.
He expects an awkward atmosphere, but instead he sees how Jake pulls Heeseung closer and kisses him. Deeply, with tongue and all.
They smile when they part and Heeseung mutters a “finally”, which brings a giggle out of Jake.
Sunghoon is fucking exhausted, but this still freaks him out – even after his post-orgasm-high. While they did it, everything was great and he mostly didn’t regret it, but now something doesn’t sit right with him or maybe he misses something, but he has to talk about it. Now.
“Should I carry you to the shower?”, Jake asks with a smile, as if nothing happened and Sunghoon frowns.
“No… No! What- what exactly happened here? This whole thing? The kissing-thing? ‘Our Hoonie’? What was that? Just dirty talk? I- I just have to know!” Now Sunghoon is on the edge of a panic attack, he can feel it. Especially because he was not too long ago in his subby head space and now his overthinking brain is activated again.
“Sunghoon, baby, breathe”, Heeseung takes him into his arms. “Inhale, exhale. You can do it, come on.” And Sunghoon tries to follow, which works – thank god.
Jake settles beside them and takes Sunghoons hand. When he calmed down, he decides to speak. “You know I like Heeseung”, Jake starts and looks at Heeseung, who smiles, then at Sunghoon, who can’t hide the slightly pained expression, but nods. “But when we kept our ‘arrangement’ up, I also realized my feelings for you weren’t just friendship and lust. I fell in love with you too. It may sound stupid, but I like two people at the same time equally.”
“Same goes for me”, Heeseungs goes on, before Sunghoon can say anything. “I liked you first, Sunghoon. But then came Jake in the picture. I instantly knew you were in love with him, so I got jealous of Jake, but later kind of realized I just liked him too. I was jealous of your relationship, that you were so close; I wanted that too. And tonight I got behind your little ‘secret’ and decided to say ‘fuck it’ and join, so yeah here we are…”
“It’s okay if you don’t feel anything for one of us. We see, how we go from there…”, Jake adds.
Sunghoon is flabbergasted, to formulate it nicely. That is not something he ever expected. But strangely he isn’t against it. He doesn’t know what he feels towards Heeseung at the moment, but he felt safe with him and maybe it’s just because after everything they’ve done, but he can sense a few butterflies in his stomach when Heeseung smiles widely at him with his blinding white teeth. And for Jake… He loves him, there’s no doubt.
“I love you, Jake. As my best friend”, Sunghoon begins and sees how Jakes face falls, “but also in a romantic way. I just never confessed, because you said you liked Heeseung.” Jakes chuckles and Sunghoon shyly smiles, before he turns to Heeseung. “And Heeseung… I don’t know what to feel for you, I’m sorry. I never thought of anyone else, except Jake. But you make me feel safe and I’m ready to try, if that’s enough for you.”
Heeseung blinks, once, twice, before he takes Sunghoon into his arms again. “Yeah, that’s okay.”
“Alright, then let’s really go to bed now and tomorrow on a date?”, Jake suggests.
As an answer, he gets dragged into the hug from Heeseung. “Sounds great, but please let us shower first. Also we have to get rid of the comforter…”
They all laugh and Sunghoon feels endlessly free. His heart is filled with warmth and he’s just happy.
“Yah! I swear to god, if you fuck again, I will personally come over and kick you in the ass!”, Jay, their other friend in the room next to theirs complains loudly through the wall. “And I thought Jungwon and me – as the couple of our friend group – would be the annoying ones.”
Another fit of giggles breaks out, before they finally get into the shower. It’s a tight fit, but they manage. Like they’ll do in the future with all their little struggles in their relationship.