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Ayan was worried.
That was an understatement. He was anxious too. He still remembers the defeated, troubled look on Akk's face when he walked out of the room. He remembers how badly it affected him too. He tried, he really tried his best to cheer him up before he could go back to Chonbhuri.
The night before his journey, Akk showed up at Ayan's doorstep, not saying a word. He cuddled his big baby all night.
“Aye... I'm going back to my parents.“ Akk finally mumbled, “I don't think I can handle this suspension period on my own.“ He was cocooning on Aye's chest, pouting, looking like a kitten who got denied of treats.
Ayan chuckled, threading his fingers through Akk's fluffy hair, “ Talk to them, they will understand and they deserve to know.“
Akk looked up at him, “But... What if they are disappointed with me? What if they hate me.. Aye..“
“Shhh shh,” Ayan softly caressed his cheek, “they are your parents, bigfoot. They love you from bottom of their hearts. They will understand. Don't leave informations out, they need to know you were manipulated...“ He pressed a soft kiss on Akk's forehead, watching his eyes fluttering close.
He nodded. “I will.“ He brought Ayan's hand to his lips and pressed a kiss on his knuckles, “I will try my best.“
Aye was so damn proud of his boyfriend.
Aya is so damn proud of his boyfriend.
It was about a week after Akk got suspended. Even though they often called each other, Ayan was deprived.
Deprived of seeing his boyfriend, touching him, kissing him, cuddling with him. He hated it. A week felt like an eternity.
He had school Saturday. School without Akk tailing him everywhere felt so odd. It was not a feeling Ayan would want to experience again.
'Three more weeks...' he tried to explain to his stubborn pouty self.
Pouty Ayan won over the rational one.
And that is exactly when he texted Akk, saying he'll be coming over.
He made sure to wash the dishes in the morning, ditching school, packed his stuff for atleast a week of stay. Yes, he decided to miss a week of school. He was going to stay with his boyfriend, school can kiss it's ass.
And in the after, he drove towards Chonbhuri.
What was Akk doing?
Did he miss him?
Was he waiting for Ayan to arrive?
How was he feeling? Is he still upset about the whole thing?
How did the whole 'talking to parents' thing go?
Thoughts running miles per hour, Aye pulls up at Akk's house. He parks the car in front of the house and fetches his bag before locking the car, making sure he didn't create any hindrance to the walkway.
Akk's parents were standing at the doorstep to welcome the expected.
Akk must have told them about him coming over.
He was taken aback by how easily Akk's parents pulled him in an embrace, thanking him for taking care of Akk.
That means the 'talk' went well.
“Akk told me, you'll be coming. You won't believe the smile he had on... Thank you so much Ayan, please take care of my silly son. He can be so stupid at times.“ Akk's mom spoke with a brilliant smile on and with such softness, as if she had already accepted Ayan as his son's suitor.
Aye had to swallow those feelings down, “Ofcourse, Khun Mae. I'm glad he's feeling better,” he replied, holding Akk's mom's hands.
Thank you, for giving birth to a man i gladly can lose my heart to.
He didn't dare say.
“There he is!“
Yes, and there he was. His boyfriend, almost skipping to them, beaming like a bunch of sunshine.
To say that Ayan was stunned, would be an understatement. He was flabbergasted.
Was Akk always this beautiful, thig stunning? He was specially glowing tonight.
“Akk said he felt full, but Aye, you must've been so hungry driving for so long. Come, eat with us.“
Akk's father, asked whole heartedly, smile blooming on everyone's lips.
Akk's mother nodded, “that's right, come eat with us, Aye.“
Ayan's eyes flicker to Akk, he standing a little far away, smiling so beautifully, watching them. He looks so so gorgeous, Ayan had to double take.
He couldn't stop his eyes raking Akk's figure up and down. He looks like freshly bloomed rose bud, shy, tinged red and inviting.
He swallows and looks at Akk's parents, who stare at him with expectant eyes.
“Khun Por, Khun Mae, I tend to feel a little sick after driving too long and have trouble with digestion. I'll eat as much as you would like me to but not tonight. Is that okay?“ He softly conveys, to which, both the elderly person nod understandingly.
“Oh, then don't worry about it Aye, you don't have to force yourself,” Akk's father patted him on the back.
“Then, Akk, take Aye with you. You two have fun, okay?" His mom shoos them away and Akk steps forward, he grabs Ayan's hand and drags him away.
“Don't stay up too late chitchatting you two!“ They laugh when Akk whines while pulling Ayan away towards his room, almost across the house, the farthest corner.
Ayan mentally thanks the heavens for letting Akk have a room a bit away from his parents.
Ayan feels throat going dry a little as Akk almost strip teases him while taking off his shirt as soon as they are inside his room. He peels off the clothing like he was giving his boyfriend a show.
He must be overthinking it. Is he reading it wrong? Instead of the innocent full smiles, Akk's radiating flirty smirks and grins. Is it only Ayan's hopefulness?
Or Akk was really trying to seduce him?
He blinks, his Akk? And Seduction? Is that even possible?
He changes into much comfortable clothes and sits in front of his boyfriend who was waiting for him.
"How have you been for last few days?" He asks, worry taking.
"Much better, much… devoid of pressure" Akk smiles after a light sigh.
Ayan's eyes wander to his exposed long legs, the short has ridden higher, much to Akk's oblivion.
He immediately feels the need of gulping down a whole jug of water.
He forces himself to look up only to get faced by Akk's almost naked chest. The low cut on sides doing nothing to hide his beautiful figure.
He forces his eyes up Akk's face, trying to focus on whatever he's saying, but immediately gets stabbed by the cherry tinted lip balm stained full lips. Plus those dark huge eyes.
Triple kill.
Ayan notes, before he shakes his head internally and puts a hand on Akk's shoulder.
Mumbling out words of reassurance.
Akk takes his hand in hold, slowly thumbing the knuckles, thanking him in his quite soft voice.
Ayan bites his lower lip before his eyes flick up at Akk.
He leans a bit forward.
Should he try? It feels like Akk has been dropping hints.... Maybe he is a bit hopeful but...
“Come on,” he whispers and Akk blushes a pretty red.
“Come on what???“ His innocent eyes question and Aye feels like an overeager puppy, he whines softly, as if telling Akk to not to tease him.
“You are cheeky,” his boyfriend teased anyways.
It was rare for Ayan to feel embarrassed, but he did right now. Was he being too horny for his boyfriend that he was expecting Akk of all people to seduce him?
He slumps backwards, pouting. Maybe he did except a bit too much, "well… well I was talking about going to bed, let's sleep, come on! I am so tired after driving for so long"
Akk smirks, nodding innocently, "ohhh is that so? Tired already?"
"And i thought we were going to…" he adds, feeling a little bolder.
"Were going to do what?" Ayan's eyes twinkle, eager.
"Nothing " Akk smirks.
"Akk.." Ayan warns
"Hmm?" He tilts head smirking,
"Ai Akk, do what?? Tell me!" Ayan whines.
"No, come, let's go to sleep"
"Tell me aii'Akk!"
"No, sleep"
"This is not done! Tell me!!!" Ayan was half straddling him.
Akk fakes snoring, smile creeping on his lips.
That little tease!
Aye hated how Akk was pushing and pulling him, he poured. He wasn't going to lie that he was getting a bit horny ever since Akk mentioned about 'doing something'. Visions and ideas kept piling in the back of his head even though he was trying to fight against his arousal to not to ruin the first night of freedom with his boyfriend.
"Come on tell Mee!!! Aaaaakkkk!!!!" He still keeps on whining.
Akk laughs, "go to sleep! You are being loud!!"
Ayan pouts, "fine I'll go to sleep". Akk already had his eyes closed, Aye was accepting defeat at this point.
He rolls around and puffs his cheek, pretending to sleep.
For a moment, there was silence. Did I really fell asleep after teasing the living shit out of him? Oh boy.... Ayan looked down, his shorts felt a bit tight. Damn you Akk, damn your pretty face, giggly voice and your little mischevious antics.
Luckily for him, Akk spoke up, He calls, "Aye," gently shaking him."are you sleeping?"
Ayan hmphs internally before humming out.
The bedsheet shift under a moving weight, Akk rolls over to him. A hand slips around Ayan's waist.
"Come here, let's cuddle" Akk says, smiling, "come here"
He whines softly and Ayan turns around finally. Scooting closer to his demanding boyfriend. Hugging his a little too revealed torso.
He was going to lose it, Aye thought to himself, he can't fight this temptation for longer.
"Hold me tightly, in case you have nightmares again?" Akk says, worry and adoration dripping from his voice.
Ate tightens his hold and pulls him closer, pressing himself even more close, his hardness pressing against Akk's soft thighs. He couldn't help it, he isn't immune to his boyfriend's charms. He wasn't god's strongest soldier.
Akk moans out in surprise, adding gasoline to the fire, he smiles as he stares at his boyfriend, "are you messing with me?" His voice is soft.
Ayan looks up at him, puppy eyed and pouty, shaking his head. Teasing was not Akk's sole charm.
Akk leaned closer to softly kiss Ayan's forehead. And both cheeks. Before he backs off, taking a look at his boyfriend.
"Continue" Ayan urges him.
Akk huffs out a tiny laughter, "continue what?" He asks, twitching a little.
Ayan's sharp eyes meet Akk's.
"Then I won't be holding back." And Ayan meant it.
Akk feels his lips stretching in a teasing grin. Like he intended for Age to not hold back. Fuck, he is going to be death of Ayan.
He slowly trails up Akk's torso from where he was resting against his chest, his gaze pinned on his beautiful boyfriend's inviting eyes. Mesmerized by those little glitters in them. His hand crept up to Akk's hair, cradling him softly,
He lowers his face and for the first time, Akk leans in to meet him halfway. Ayan savors the way Akk goes all pliant under him, eyes falling closed and muscles going relaxed.
Their lips caress in a tangled slow swipe, desire drunk eyes barely noticing anything that's not them.
Akk's half lidded eyes zeroing on Ayan's lips makinb him smile a little. They slowly dive in another kiss. Ayan lifts himself up to trap Akk under him, hands trailing up Akk's barely covered torso to down his slender arms, pinning them on the pillow under.
Lips tangling in a wordless confession, confessing their desire, want, love, fear and everything them.
Soon Ayan was flipped on his back, his chest softly heaving as Akk towers over him, leaning down to pull him lips in an embrace. He feels Akk's fingers sprawling on his waist, slightly stroking before with a soft nudge Akk had his thigh between Ayan's legs.
He hooks them around the invading flesh. Hips snapping up in barely contained arousal.
Akk freezes, he pulls back and his wide eyes flicker between Ayan's, unsure. Needless to say, he was pressed back to the bed with a swift turn.
“What's wrong?“ Ayan doesn't know if his voice sounds rough or comforting, but the way Akk shivers under his touch feels unreal.
“I jerked off to you without your consent I'm sorry!“ Akk blurts out a hurried apology, his eyes wide and body tense. Ayan blinks. What?
“You jerked off to me?“ He asks, amused, “when?“”
“F..first time we practiced Judo to-together. I.. you.. my neck” Akk stops, his fingers pressed against his neck, cheeks heavily flushed.
Ayan removes his hand and replaced with his own, slowly stroking the sensitive skin, feeling goosebumps erupt all over under his fingertips, “continue?“
Akk sucks in a deep breath, “You touched m..my neck and I was... I couldn't help it I'm sorry...“ He blabbers.
Soft chuckling sound fills his senses, “Are you really asking permission for jerking off...? Such a good boy you are, Bigfoot.“
Akk puffs his cheek and swats at Ayan's arm, who's still laughing in amusement. “Next time you jerk of, shoot me a text, and you can't touch yourself thinking about me until I give you permission.“ His fingers caress Akk's cheek, moving down to his neck and chest and moving back up.
Ayan watches as Akk nods dumbly, his eyes unfocused and every glide of his finger, sending shivers down his body.
“We have barely started, bigfoot and you areyhis sensitive already?“ A slow smirk resting on his lips, Ayan leans down to press his lips on Akk's throat, feeling the skin rise and fall when he swallows.
“You are beautiful”, Ayan pulls back and lets his gaze trail over his laid out boyfriend.
Akk huffs, “I'm a m..man”.
“hmmm, a beautiful man.“ he pulls back to look at him.
Ayan loves it, the creased bedsheet under them, bodies tangled with each other, skin warm under touch, and a pretty blush on his boyfriend's cheek.
His fingers push the soft fabric of Akk's tank top, guiding him to lift his torso a bit to get rid of it. Akk lies under him, his figure tensed, alluring doe eyes staring back at him. Ayan smiles and droops down to place a kiss on his forehead, followed by his cheeks and finally his nose.
Slowly caressing Akk's face, he traces out all of the little moles, decoration his boyfriend's beautiful face. He kisses every single mole, cuts and scars, the one small scar on his cheek, one on his cupid's bow, the mole above his right eyelid, under his left eye, his cheek, chin, forehead and oddly close to his lips.Akk expectantly raises is chin, in a quiet plea of kiss, which Ayan denies with a tap of finger on his full lips.
He slides down, placing fluttering soft kisses on Akk's neck, tracing his collarbone with the tip of his tongue. Caressing Akk's now positively red ears with his free hand.
Akk jerks. Ayan smirks on his warm skin of the crook of his neck. Fingers yet to cease their caressing on every single inch of Akk's naked skin.
He trails wet kisses all over his chest and rests just before the tiny organ thumping beneath the skin, Ayan pull back. Akk's face heavily flushed, plump lips parted in an inviting gasp, eyes drooping and half lidded, still trained on Aye.
“Aye...“ He speaks, voice deeper than ever, low pitched, “Aye..“ he gasps.
Ayan smiles, caressing Akk's sides, he leans down and presses his lips over the slightly erratic rhythm of his boyfriend's heart.
“I love you...“ He mumbles on the skin, thumb tracing Akk's sharp hip lines, feeling his muscles twitching under him. His long legs shifting from
The tightness on the front of his boyfriend's short didn't even come close to hiding the raging arousal. And hence he knew exactly what to do. Lips peppering kisses down Akk's barely covered thighs, Ayan savored the way his boyfriend twitched so beautifully under him, letting out the softest little whines.
He was so glad he was alive. He was so glad Akk was alive. And he was going to pour that from the bottom of his heart. He is going to.
“Akk...“ Ayan whimpers on his thighs, feeling his boyfriend tensing up a little, he pulls back. Tracing every details of the beautiful boy laid bare, vulnerable for him and him only. With his legs spread out a bit, hands pushed under pillow, half lidded pleasure drunk eyes, kiss soaked pretty red lips, cheeks pleasantly flushed a warm crimson, his bare torse and shorts barely covering his groin.
Akk whines, looking away. His chest rises and falls, shying away from Ayans adoring yet intense gaze.
“I know you shy away from me talking everytime we are even a bit intimate, I know you are not used to this but baby,” Ayan smiles, “let me tell you what you should know about you...“
His fingers gently caressed and massaged Akk's thighs, every gentle press and touch left Akk let out quiet gasps.
“I hated you...“ Akk freezes, his eyes widening, “let me finish, baby” Ayan continues, sensing Akk's distress.
“I hated you the first time I saw you, messing with the school car,“ Ayan leans in to press a kiss, “was annoyed when instead of treating the protestors like humans, you tried to overpower them,” he keeps kissing every single inch of Akk's slender leg, holding him like a precious fragile piece of art, “I thought 'fuck that brain washed slave of corrupted system' but.. then I saw you with Singto. I don't... I don't know I just felt like, there was someone beyond that huge stoic imagine, someone that pouted after being ignored by a puppy. Someone who tried to save a person by using himself as a sacrifice, lent a person his shoulder to cry on, a person who he knew was going to create huge troubles for his beloved school. Someone who didn't include his bestfriends in his shenanigans so they don't get affected later. Someone who even flinched at the idea of disrespecting even the non-teaching staff. Someone who was scared to death about his own sexuality yet didn't fail to remain humble and respectful while visiting a LGBTQA+ influenced cafe.“
He stopped. A little out of breathe from speaking so much at a stretch. Akk blinks up at him, his eyes shimmering with unshed tears, those slowly escalpe his eyes, slipping off of his long eyelashes. Ayan leans in to kiss those liquid diamonds away from Akk's cheek.
“A person who never thought about himself and then I hated... I hated how you were, and I hated how I judged you without knowing the whole story. Then I saw you with your parents... I realised what a good job they've done raising you and what a good job you've done being raised so beautifully. You...,”he slowly kisses right above Akk's heart, “have such a good heart... You are truly... Truly a innocent soul. And I hated how that was taken advantage of by some weakass spineless people. You don't realise what.. what you are like. Your mere presence brings a smile in everyone's faces.“
They stare at each other, Akk doesn't realise his eyes been betraying him ever since until Aye carefully wipes the tears away.
“Your mere presence brings smile to my face. You are like fresh wave of breeze in a polluted city, like a fresh wave in river that rushes every pollutant away. But I hate how you have to push through everything on your own, how you have to carry the whole world on your shoulder. You don't deserve that... Just because you make it look easy, doesn't mean it actually is. I never once saw you snapping at others because you were upset and it upsetted me! You took all the beating silently, trying to make sure everyone was okay but what about MY Akk...?You never felt like caring about him?“ Ayan rests his forehead against Akk's.
“Don't you know how important he is, to me, to his parents and to his friends? I am so glad I was alive when I got to know you and... I am so glad we both are alive in each other's arms. I am so glad. Being alive with you, being with you gives me all the strength to get back on my feet... You are so beautiful, so human and I love you so much. So much.“
He ends every sentence with a kiss on every inch of skin he could touch with his lips.
Akk whimpers softly, his eyes filling with fresh tears.
“Sto...stop talking...“ He gasps, writhing under Ayan's attention and affection. His boyfriend kisses his feet, biting the tip of his toe playfully.
“Alright then,” Aye spoke, his voice few octaves deeper, “Let me show it, let me bare my heart, let me worship you tonight.“