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Knock. Knock.
“Come in.” You don’t look up from the letter you're writing as you hear the door open and the floor quietly creak underneath the entering footsteps. It’s been a busy day and it's far from done.
“You called, my lady?” Hearing HiMERU’s voice makes the corners of your mouth twitch up into a brief smile. He certainly didn’t make you wait long, probably dropping whatever chore he was busy with instantly upon hearing that you had requested his presence in your study. Reliable and diligent as always.
“Close the door behind you.”
Click.
“What may HiMERU assist you with?”
“I dropped my pen.”
“You… dropped your pen?” It feels a little ironic when the continuous scratch of your writing hasn’t once stopped since HiMERU stepped into your study.
“Yes.” When his confusion keeps him in place, your scribbling comes to a halt and you finally raise your eyes to look at him. “Are you going to get it or do I need to call for someone else, HiMERU?”
It startles him a little that you're still referring to him by that name even though you're alone. Usually you’d jump at every opportunity to call him something much sweeter when away from prying eyes and ears. Only your disappointed sigh finally snaps HiMERU out of his confusion. Considering the amount of paperwork that had piled up and required you many hours to work through, your curtness and the unnecessarity of your request made sense. And it’s not like HiMERU is entirely innocent regarding why the work remained undone in the first place. Perhaps he had been occupying your time - and bed - a little too much this past while. And even if he hadn’t been, it’s not his place to question your orders.
“There’s no need, my lady. HiMERU will find it for you.”
“It must have rolled under the desk.” You’re back to working on your letters by the time he’s stepped up to its edge and crouched down to get a better look. The late afternoon light falling in through the windows does very little to help him spot the item on the geometric pattern of the dark, wooden floor. The short visibility from the lack of lighting forces HiMERU to feel his way around, crawling further underneath the piece of furniture to reach even the furthest corners of the space.
“Are you sure that it did not roll off any further?”
“Mhm. It must be down there. I didn’t see it coming out from underneath.” You try your hardest to not let the grin that’s snuck its way onto your face from witnessing his futile search slip into your voice. Maybe you’re being a little mean. You know exactly where the thing is. You’re keeping it well hidden under your chair with the skirt of your dress blocking the view from HiMERU’s position below the desk. You’ll uncover the mystery before long, after all you’re not too keen on waiting any longer for him to get to what you’ve actually called him here for. But for now, you can’t help wanting to observe just how willing he is to comply with the pointless task you’ve given him.
You stifle a chuckle when you hear him bumping into one of the desk’s legs followed by swearing under his breath. “What was that, HiMERU?”
“Nothing, my lady.” You only hum in reply before you shift in your seat as casually as possible, hiking your skirt up ever so slightly in the process. It should be enough for him to catch a glimpse at the fountain pen he’s so painstakingly looking for. And true to his observant nature you can hear an accomplished ‘ Ah! ’ from below soon enough. It is shortly followed by his gloved hand brushing against your ankle as he reaches out to grab the ‘missing’ writing tool.
“HiMERU found it.” You can hear him starting to shuffle backwards, but him getting up to hand you the item is the last thing you care about right now.
“Hang on, HiMERU. There’s one more thing.” You scoot back in your seat a little to look down at him on all fours.
“Yes, my lady?” He had expected you to look at least a little more pleased that he managed to find the pen. Are you going to ask him to search for a dropped note next? The useless tasks strike him as quite uncharacteristic for how you’re usually the type to insist on not needing any more help than absolutely necessary.
“You see, HiMERU, I’ve been stuck here all day and I can’t help feeling so terribly tense… I can’t focus at all.” Instead of listing the next piece of stationery gone missing, you bite your lip and tilt your head to the side before you continue in an entirely different tone than the detached one from up until now. “So you are going to help me out a little.”
“And how may HiMERU do that?” He has a feeling that your next request is going to be a little more challenging, but also rewarding. You’re obviously more interested than in the pen if the intent look you’re giving him is anything to go by.
“You’re a smart boy, I’m sure you’ll figure it out.” And he does as soon as you start pulling your dress up bit by bit ever so slowly with that sly smile on your face. Heh. So that is what this is all about? You couldn’t wait until later tonight?
“Very well, my lady.” You push your chair back a little to allow him more space when HiMERU once again crawls closer to you. As soon as he’s within reach, you rest one of your legs over his shoulder and urge him to move a bit faster. When he stops on his knees right in front of you, you spread your thighs to accommodate him in between. HiMERU runs his hand up your leg that’s still firmly on the ground until he reaches the hem of your skirt. He’s about to repeat the motion, going down and back up again, when you sternly interrupt him:
“HiMERU. There will be no teasing, are we clear?” Well, that’s certainly a new tone coming from you. Not that he minds. As much as he enjoys making you wait for it and seeing you beg and plead for him, the telltale rush of blood to his cock when you look down at him like that is something he can’t deny. “I said: Are we clear, HiMERU?”
“Y-Yes, my lady.” Your commanding aura is a little startling. And it seems to come so naturally to you, if he hadn’t known you for years and witnessed you blush and stutter many times before, HiMERU would have easily believed you to be a very strict mistress.
“Where are your manners today? Don’t you want to be good for me?” You genuinely look disappointed. He can’t have that. His pride is on the line if he can’t do his job to your satisfaction.
“HiMERU does. He will be.”
“Hmm… then answer me when I talk to you and don’t make me repeat myself again.” You dig your heel into his back and HiMERU remembers what he’s supposed to be doing in the first place.
This time he wastes no time to push and pull the layers of fabric covering your lower body away until your bare cunt comes into view before him. HiMERU can already see the wetness gathering between your folds and notes in the back of his mind that either you must have been craving his touch since before he got here or that being in charge turns you on. Ultimately the reasoning doesn’t matter. He’s going to give you what you want either way.
“HiMERU-” He vaguely registers another exhorting iteration of his name coming from your lips. However, he only realises that he must have been staring when he feels your hand tangle in his hair and yank him closer until he’s just a breath away from your wet slit. “My time is precious. Get to it, I don’t have all day. You don’t want to make your mistress wait, do you now?”
“Please forgive HiMERU, he wouldn’t dream of it, my lady.” But with your scent right in his nose and your sweetness just a lick away, he moves more on instinct and his own urge to taste you than any sense of guilt from making you wait again.
When his mouth and your lower lips connect, you both let out a deeply content sigh. Truth is, you’ve been waiting all day to have him do this. There was no way you could have held out until everyone else had gone to bed and HiMERU snuck into your bedroom to avoid the questioning looks from your other personnel. With the others still around and finishing today's chores this is less than ideal, but it would have to do. You’ll just have to be a little discreet. So instead of allowing your sighs to turn into moans and letting them fall from your mouth, you bite your lip to keep them from reaching any other ears.
Aside from you obviously profiting from this situation, you’re conducting a bit of an experiment as well.
Just like back when HiMERU had stayed the night with you for the first time, it was very easy to fall into the same dynamic whenever you would end up between your sheets. You had started out with barely any knowledge of what you were doing and he seemed to enjoy taking the lead in bed, so for the longest while you hadn’t questioned it much. Not to mention that it could be quite relaxing not having to give out any instructions for once and just letting yourself be swept away by his trusted hands all over you.
But you wouldn’t be you if you’d ever just settle for the usual. Before long curiosity got the better of you and HiMERU would occasionally find himself quite taken by surprise when you’d decided to take the initiative in your relationship. He’d joke that you’re an extraordinarily fast learner, although you can’t be sure if he actually meant that or if it was just supposed to distract you from how flustered you taking charge could get him. You’d be lying if you claimed that you didn’t feel the tiniest bit smug whenever he blushed or stumbled over your name when you decided to be a little more bold than normally.
By far the most prominent occasion occurred a few days ago. It happened entirely by accident. Normally you’d stay clear of anything that could potentially sound like a command when you’re being intimate with each other. You don’t like the implication that you’re exploiting your standing over him. But as much as you try to keep your position as mistress and butler separate from what the two of you get up to behind closed doors, perhaps the force of habit is occasionally stronger than such resolutions. In the heat of the moment, with HiMERU once again taking his sweet time between your legs, it had been all too easy to sharply tug on his hair to get him back on you and order him to make you cum right now. You only realised that you did so way after him moaning at the demand and diligently and eagerly helping you reach your peak within mere moments.
Neither of you commented on that ever happening, but you spent a large part of that night, lying awake still thinking about that incredibly sweet sound he made and how showing your appreciation of his service to you afterwards got his dick to twitch without any touch from you. A few words of praise had been more than enough. You don’t know why the realisation that he apparently enjoys pleasing you surprised you, given his job. But it got you thinking that maybe you had been taking him for granted after all the time he’s been in your service. And since he’s apparently just as eager for your praise as he is for you demanding him to work for it… You figured it to be worth some further investigation. With the situation at hand, you feel like you could both profit from this.
And the way he’s sucking on your clit is certainly just as delightful as always. It would be so easy to just melt into his touch entirely and forget all about why you made him crawl for you originally. But there’s still some more investigating to be done, so you ease your grip in his hair a little to rake your nails over his scalp. He’s been very diligent since he’s put his mouth on you and you should let him know that he’s doing a splendid job.
“Just like that, Meru…” It’s endearing how you can feel his hold on your thighs tighten almost instantly. “You should see yourself right now… you’re so gorgeous when you go down on me. Always so good for me…”
“ Hmm … You want to please me, right?” A low moan from him makes a shiver run down your spine. “Just keep going, you know how I like it… Ah~ that’s it, Meru…”
As rewarding as it is to have your suspicions confirmed by how he’s groaning against your cunt, licking and sucking a bit harder at every sweet praise from your lips, it also makes trying to stay focused and getting the words out so much more difficult. And being so pent up from your stressful day of work doesn't help either, so you try to allow him some more room to get in there even deeper by hooking the back of your knee over the armrest of your chair. HiMERU doesn’t really need the extra push to press his face further into you, but since your hand is so conveniently placed on the back of his head already, you pull him closer anyway.
“Hah- look at you. Doing your job so well for me…” HiMERU’s aware that you’d never actually consider this part of his work. But he’s determined to do just as well as if his employment were on the line. “What a good boy.”
If your words weren’t so honeyed, perhaps he’d have it in him to genuinely be embarrassed by how his cock strains against his pants and gives an almost painful throb when you call him that. But you make this way too tempting for him to feel any shame for how he’s devouring your pussy, spurred on by every sigh and shiver he manages to draw from you. He’ll do his absolute best for his lady.
“Faster- Ah !” There’s no second of hesitation for him to oblige. “Put your tongue in.”
“Yes, m-” His muffled mumble gets interrupted by a tug on his hair pulling his mouth away from your wet folds. Your irritated expression is something he rarely sees and until you speak up, HiMERU’s got absolutely no clue what you’re angry about.
“Who taught you to speak with your mouth full?”
“Hi-HiMERU’s sorry-”
“Hmmm… are you really?” You pull his head a bit further back so you can get a good look at his face. The lower half is entirely coated in your wetness and the breaths leaving HiMERU’s lip are as laboured as your own. “You were doing so well, but now you’re just back to those awful manners from before… You’re really testing my patience today, HiMERU.”
“It won’t happen again, my lady.”
“I would hope so... You know I can just finish this myself, if you’re not feeling up for the task.” You keep to yourself that your own fingers may get the job done, but certainly would feel nowhere near as good. Never mind the view and sounds you’d be missing out on.
“No, no, HiMERU will do it for you.”
“You don’t sound too thrilled… Do you not want to?”
“That’s not- Please . I want to.” There’s no denying that it’s quite fun to get him to beg for you for a change. You feel like you’re starting to get why he likes it so much. But the I spilling from the depths of his chest has a way of making your knees weak and any and all resolve rumble, so you decide that you’ve teased him enough.
“Don’t disappoint me then.” He could never.
But even if you hadn’t thought so already, the enthusiasm with which he gets back to work is something else and you can’t contain the loud moan leaving you when he buries his tongue inside of your cunt without any hesitation. The unintentional tightening of your hand in his hair is most likely too hard to actually be pleasant, but gets him to groan with relish anyway.
“Hah- That’s better. Ah~ , oh, I knew you could do it, Meru-” As much as you want to keep telling him how fantastic he’s doing, you can hardly keep your voice from derailing into nothing but lustful moans and whines. You vaguely remember that you’re supposed to stay quiet, but that task feels herculean given HiMERU’s relentless mouth. Your only chance of somehow keeping the rest of your staff from hearing your lewd sounds is to cover your mouth with your hand as you rut your hips against HiMERU’s face.
He knows you well enough to realise that you’re close. The trembling of your thighs underneath his fingers telltale for your impending release. Even with your unusual attitude, some things simply don't change, do they? And fortunately for you both HiMERU knows from experience just what to do to make the coil in your core snap. So he does exactly that to prove just how good he can be for you. He doesn’t have to wait long for his efforts to pay off either, because before he knows it, your muffled sob of his name marks the first wave of you coming on his face.
His work doesn’t end here though. Tightening his hold around your legs to keep you from bucking your hips too wildly, HiMERU keeps up the movement of his tongue and the steady suction on your clit until you’re writhing in your chair. You look magnificent in the last rays of the setting sun, tinted in a warm orange glow. It suits you entirely too well, so that it almost feels like it’s giving your true nature away, that you’ve been hiding behind your commanding act.
“Stop-!” Ah. How unfortunate. He was having so much fun. But just for now, HiMERU will play by your rules. He’ll have plenty of time to get back at you later…
Allowing another pull on his hair to detach his mouth from your pussy, he watches you tilt your head back to catch your breath. Judging from how thoroughly dishevelled you look, he’s quite sure to have done well enough to warrant some praise and for his earlier missteps to be long forgotten. HiMERU only realises how tensely he’s been anticipating some sort of acknowledgement from you when you start to gently stroke his head and he releases a breath he didn’t know he’s been holding. It leaves him in a content sigh that comes out a lot more shaky than he expected when his hard cock reminds him of his own need for attention as you open your eyes and look down at him. The dazed expression on your face makes him throb and he feels the blood rushing in his veins as he watches you swallow and open your mouth to speak:
“Look at you…” You let go of his hair in favour of lifting his chin with your index finger. Your thumb comes up to swipe across his bottom lip still coated in your slick. “Seems like you got quite eager to have made such a mess.”
Your chuckle sends a shiver down his spine and he mindlessly pushes his tongue out when you place the digit between his lips. “Good boy. You always know just what to do… Clean that off for me, will you?”
HiMERU gives you no reason to complain. He’s very thorough sucking and licking your fingers until any residue of your release has disappeared inside his hungry mouth. And he also follows your instruction to not get a drop left on your cunt go to waste either. As you’re watching him gently licking your slit, you find yourself quite amazed that he’s been so compliant. You had half expected him to snap at some point and bend you over your desk, but no. He’s been perfectly behaved. He absolutely deserves a little reward for his patience and for indulging you… But you can’t help the curiosity nagging the back of your mind to see if you could push his limits a little further…
“Thank you for your assistance, HiMERU.” He pulls back and closes his eyes when you pet his head in appreciation a few times.” That will be all.”
Wait, what? He can only stare dumbfounded when you slide your leg off his back and the armrest of your chair before adjusting your clothes to properly cover you again. You smooth over your hair a few times and shift your attention back to the paperwork left on your desk. Only when he’s in your way of scooting your chair back up to continue your writing, you spare him another glance. “Can you get up?”
HiMERU opens and closes his mouth a few times. Do you expect him to leave like this ? He’s in absolutely no state to be seen by the others and even if he’d try to be sneaky on his way to the privacy of his quarters, there’s no guarantee that he won’t run into anyone else. Still, he staggers to his feet, standing up in the small space between you and the edge of the desk.
“(y/n), I-” You raise an eyebrow and the apparent lack of understanding for his inner turmoil causes him to fall silent again.
“Yes, HiMERU ?” Rising to your feet, you brace your hands on the surface of the desk on either side of him. “Was there something else that needed my attention?”
Yes, very much so , HiMERU thinks. But he struggles to get any words out when he’s so sensitive already and able to feel your warm breath tickling his neck.
“You can’t expect me to- I can’t go out like this. ” HiMERU’s small gesture towards his cock, rock-hard in his pants, is certainly unnecessary. It’s pretty impossible to miss in the first place.
He inhales sharply when you take the smallest step closer and brush up against him. And your lips grazing his ear when you speak is almost too much. “Did you really think that I would be so mean to you?”
Oh, thank God. You’re done playing games. HiMERU makes no attempt at concealing the relieved sigh that leaves him. Your amused chuckle must be the most soothing sound he’s heard all day. “You know, I always reward a job well done, don’t I?”
He only nods in reply, the prospect of having you finally touch him cutting off any words he might have had. But when you continue, it seems like he might have thought himself safe too soon. Because apparently you’re not done.
“But I want you to ask very nicely .”
You’ve pulled back enough to look straight into his eyes as you wait for him to answer. The sugary-sweet smile on your lips remains entirely undeterred when HiMERU struggles to find the words to get you to do something, at this point anything , really.
“ Please, (y/n). ” Certainly not the most creative answer, but his tone is desperate enough for you to feel goosebumps spreading all over your back. So it gets him what he wants just fine.
“Good boy.”
And true to your promise, you gently rub one of your hands over the bulge in his pants. “You’re so hard… Did you enjoy going down on me under my desk that much, Meru?”
Even if you don’t apply much pressure at all, it’s enough to pull a strangled moan from HiMERU’s throat out of sheer relief of you finally paying attention to his neglected cock. You settle for a slow pace, he’s more than sensitive enough from waiting and as much as he deserves to cum after taking such good care of you, you don’t want him to finish all too soon. The sight of him, already panting from your minimal touch and clutching the edge of the desk behind him for support, is just way too good to be only enjoyed briefly.
“You know, I really meant what I said earlier… You always do so well for me, Meru.” You could really get used to how he shudders when you lean in close and whisper in his ear. And it’s easy to find words of praise for him when he’s always working so hard for you and indulging your every whim. It feels nice to tell him how much you treasure that without holding back. “I’m very lucky to have you…”
“ (y/n)- ” The sweet talking really does its job, you think, when you hear the state of HiMERU’s voice shakily moaning out your name. It’s painfully obvious how bad he wants to cum with his hips chasing the friction of your palm and his hand shifting its grip on the desk to hold onto yours instead.
“Don’t worry, don’t worry. I’ll take care of it, Meru.” You stroke your thumb over the back of his hand as your other works his pants open enough for you to slip your hand inside and touch him directly. His cock throbs in your hand before you even properly wrap your fingers around it and his head drops to rest on your shoulder. “Hm, I got you.”
“You know…” His ragged breath against your collarbone only gets laced with even more moans and whines of your name when you start to pump your hand up and down. You’re still taking it slow, but HiMERU’s either too lost in pleasure to complain about it or the stimulation it provides is enough for how sensitive he is. “I thought that you look absolutely stunning when you’re on your knees with your head between my thighs. But I must say… I quite like seeing you like this as well.”
“Now there’s only one thing that I would like to see even more…” You pause your steady strokes to swipe your thumb over his slit. “Will you help me out, Meru?”
It takes HiMERU a moment to register that you’re expecting an answer. Fortunately for him, there don’t seem to be any repercussions for him taking quite a while to manage one. “ Yes - hah, ah, what should I do?”
“I want to look at your face when you come for me, Meru.” Just the cue that he’ll get to cum seems to be enough for him to muster his last bit of strength to lift his head and look at you. Your breath gets caught in your throat just from seeing him like this, his face flushed and his expression so very telling of how he hangs onto every word you say.
“Very good. Just keep your eyes on me…” You slowly pick up the pace again. His obvious struggle to stop his eyes from closing is quite cute. It makes you wonder if he’s worried that you’d stop if he didn’t manage to do as he’s told or if he’s simply that determined to oblige.
“Are you going to be my good boy and come for me, Meru?” It’s less that you need to ask to know and more that you just want to hear how he attempts to answer with his broken voice again. However, there’s very little intelligible coming past his lips. You still appreciate him trying though, and his reward is your strokes speeding up even more.
You know that he’s done for before the moan of your name even leaves his mouth or his dick twitches in your hand. The way he tilts his head back while still trying to remain eye contact through half closed lids with tears forming at the corners of his eyes is more than enough to give it away. His thick cum soils the inside of his pants and leaks all over your hand as you slow down its movements along his pulsing cock. You only stop completely and carefully retract your hand from his pants when his moans turn into overstimulated whines and HiMERU’s eyes flutter shut despite his best efforts.
“Thank you, Meru. You did so well.” You mumble the words against his skin after pressing a lingering kiss to his temple. “Are you alright?”
HiMERU’s still busy trying to catch his breath, so for the time being you only get a nod in reply. Collecting his thoughts gets significantly easier when after licking your fingers clean, you start to rub his back in a soothing motion and rest your cheek against his shoulder. It’s nice to feel your warmth press closely against him and he allows himself to wrap his arms around you and savour it for a while.
Eventually though, he has to ask: “What was that all about?”
“Oh, I just had a feeling that you would like it.” HiMERU honestly doesn’t know what reasoning he expected, but that certainly wasn’t it. “Did you?”
“I-” He obviously did. The evidence of that half disappeared into your mouth and half is currently getting soaked up by the fabric of his pants as much as they’d allow. The wetness is starting to become uncomfortable… “Yes… But did you have to make me cum in my pants?”
“Well, I can’t have you making a mess all over my paperwork…”
“I could think of a few other ways to prevent that in the future, (y/n).”
Once again, you find your curiosity piqued by what secrets HiMERU might have up his sleeve.