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Hongjoong has thought about it the whole day already. Since Seonghwa entered their dorm shortly after him. When he was still all sweaty from dance practice, and even now after he took a shower and put on some fresh clothes.
He thought about how Seonghwa would feel like pressed close to him. How his body would feel like under his touch. He's embaressed about it. He shouldn't think like that about his member. It's not like he wants Seonghwa for his body only. Though the oldest is unbelievably attractive. Tall but not too tall. Skinny but still muscular. But that's not everything. Hongjoong wants him close for... for him. He wants to be connected to him in every way possible. He wants to have stupid but also deep talks with him, wants to wake up beside him every day, wants to eat the delicious food he cooks. He wants to be with him, not only as roommates. Just all the cheesy things you can imagine.
And he thinks about it again, with seonghwa standing in their shared dorm. His hair is already dried now, but it looks pretty even when not styled. Bare-faced Seonghwa looks so pretty as well. Though it takes away some of his softness. The makeup artists tend to always give him a very soft and rounded look. But Hongjoong likes the sharpness of his jaw, the tanned skin of his, his long nose and thick brows. He likes it all.
"What?"
Hongjoong blinks at him. He must've zoned out while staring at him.
"What" he asks back.
"You stared at me? You alright? I know I look good" Seonghwa jokes. Hongjoong rolls his eyes. Seonghwa being Seonghwa as always. He sits down at the table, his laptop opened while Hongjoong is on his bed.
"No you don't"
"Tss"
"At least admit that I'm in your thoughts all day long"
Hongjoong knows the older is just teasing him but his cheeks feel hot, because it's the truth.
"No you are not" he kicks a pillow to hide how flustered he is and it goes flying to the older. Seonghwa just throws it back with a "yaah!"
Then silence. Seonghwa works on something on his laptop and Hongjoong watches him, but pretends to be on his phone. It's a comfortable silence though. It's always that feeling with Seonghwa. The feeling where Hongjoong doesn't feel the need to say anything and just Seonghwa's presence alone relaxes him. And Hongjoong really likes watching him, when he's working on something. He looks pretty cool when he's focused. Attractive even, with his headphones in, his eyes focused on the screen and his long fingers clicking on the keys.
They sit like that for a few minutes.
"Can you take a look at this for me?" the taller then asks. And of course he can. Everything for Seonghwa.
"Everything for you" he says out loud. It was meant in a jokingly manner, but Seonghwa gives him a weird look before looking away quickly. Hongjoong could swear to see a hint of pink on his cheeks. Hongjoong raises an eyebrow but doesn't question it further.
Seonghwa has been busy learning how to produce for the past months. He promised Hongjoong he'd be ready quickly, but in his disappointment producing is harder than he thought. Hongjoong kept encouraging him that he's already doing well and there's no need to rush anything, but Seonghwa is a little bit impatient as Hongjoong has learned over the year. It's endearing though but still.
He is now standing beside him, leaning against the chair Seonghwa is sitting on, eyes glued to the screen in front of him.
Seonghwa shows him a short part of a sound he made and Hongjoong really likes it a lot. It's still a bit out of rhythm at some points, but he has improved a lot. There's babrely anything to change.
"It's good" he says.
"Just a little bit different here-" he leans forward over Seonghwa to click on some things.
"And here-" he says. And then he plays it again. It still sounds like Seonghwa's original just a bit smoother at some points. Hongjoong hums to the melody.
"See what I changed?" He asked, but he notices Seonghwa hasn't been paying attention. His eyes were lingering on Hongjoong. And now they still do as their eyes meet. Seonghwa's eyes are always big and curious. And so pretty. Something in Hongjoong's stomach twists and he can see Seonghwa's adam's appel moving in a gulp. Hongjoong sees his eyes flicking down to his lips for a split second and then a frightened look appears in his eyes as if scared. Hongjoong can practically see the taller panicking internally. But before he can look away Hongjoong already leans forward and presses their lips together.
He is surprised by Seonghwa's reaction. He assumed he'd push him away in shock, but instead the older pushes forward. Curious lips following his.
But then they hear voices in the hallway and immediately part. Seonghwa's face is flushed pink and by the way Hongjoong's cheeks feel, he must look the same.
And now Hongjoong is the one to panic. Total gay panic. He stumbles backwards towards the door and then he turns around just muttering some excuse, ready to make a leave. But as his hands open the door a tall figure slippes in front of him, closing the door and turning the key in the lock, all while holding eye contact.
Seonghwa looks serious, it's that face he has on stage, when he's fierce and really burning for a performance. That boba eyed boy disappeared and Hongjoong's mind once again starts spinning. For a moment they just stare at each other. The voices in the hallway slowly disappear again. Hongjoong nervously folds his hands. Isn't this his fault? He was the one who kissed Seonghwa. So why can't he say anything.
"I- can I kiss you again?"
"Huh?" Hongjoong looks at him with wide eyes. But Seonghwa looks totally serious with a slight hint of nervousness? The Park Seonghwa in all his glory is asking him to kiss again? Hongjoong almost panics, it feels like his brain is spitting out every fantasy he had about Seonghwa for the past months. And before his brain can have a short circuit another thought appears. A reckless thought. Something he usually has when he's overwhelmed and has to improve. It's this 'ah fuck it' moment that makes him nodd the slightest bit, his heart racing.
Seonghwa's face softens a little at that. He looks so beautiful. Hongjoong wants to tell him that, but before he could do their lips meet again. His eyes close. A nice tingling feeling enters his body. Seonghwa tastes sweet and he can smell his perfume. Seonghwa's hands are now carefully placed on his waist. His own hands are on his neck, a little bit shakingly.
Seonghwa is an inexperienced kisser, Hongjoong can tell. Inexperiencedbut with confidence. The taller doesn't really know what to do, but doesn't shy away either. Hongjoong finds it surprisingly endearing.
Seonghwa deepens the kiss, pushing forward as if chasing his lips, while he pushes Hongjoong himself backwards. They walk towards the bed a little clumsily, then breaking the kiss for a moment. Seonghwa looks at him with big pupils, his hair a little ruffled now. Something in Hongjoong is still questioning all of this. But he tries to push it away. He kissed him back. It's okay.
"You look so pretty Seonghwa" he finally says. He pushes a lose hair strand behind his ear. Seonghwa's hair is pink for the comeback and he has never looked softer. And yet he's in front of him basically eating him out with just his eyes. The devil hidden behind his angel form. Hongjoong can see how eager he is to lean in for another kiss. He grins at that. His hands, now less shaky, wander around the olders waist, his tiny tiny waist. Seonghwa is skinny, probably so easy to lift up. And so he does. Seonghwa makes a tiny squeak as he lifts him up and softly drops him down on the bed.
Seonghwa pushes himself back up, so they basically sit, Hongjoongs legs on both sides of his, kind of sitting on top of his legs.
The contours of Seonghwa's face look sharper in the dim light. His lashes leave long shadows on his face.
"So beautiful " he says out loud. Seonghwa smiles and Hongjoong could melt at that. He gently kisses him and when Seonghwa pushes back against him he can't help but wrap his whole arms around his neck, so they're flushed together.
"You're so so pretty" he mumbles into the kiss and Seonghwa hums.
"Is that okay?" He asks "do you want me to stop talking?"
"No.." Seonghwa says while pulling him even closer.
"Please keep going" he whispers. He's so close that their lips almost touch again. His breath is hot against his lips. When Hongjoong's hands slide up into his hair he's breathing faster.
Hongjoong's stomach flips at the effect he has on Seonghwa. He looks into his deep brown eyes losing himself a little more in them while their lips touch slightly, just a tiny bit. He's so close. So so close.
Hongjoong let's his tongue slide over his lower lip, to tease him a little. The older reacts by kissing him surprisingly hard. Hongjoong's stomach flutters in surprise too. Their lips move a little bit clumsy before they find their rhythm again. Its Seonghwa this time, who let's his tongue slip out to meet with his. Hongjoong has to grin in the kiss by how awkward it is at first. Seonghwa really doesn't know what to do with his tongue. And usually it'd have given Hongjoong the ick, but with Seonghwa it's just so cute and he wants to teach him all about it.
He pushes Seonghwa down on the mattress, softly so he doesn't disturb the kiss.
"Park Seonghwa" he then says looking at him. His hand resting on the taller ones chest.
"Tell me one thing"
Seonghwa raises an eyebrow.
"Am I your first kiss?"
Seonghwa's face flushes pink on instant, almost the same shade as his hair. His hands try to cover it. And that is answer enough for Hongjoong. He chuckles a little while carefully uncovering his face again. Seonghwa is just so cute.
"It's okay. We can learn together"
"Okay... I- I'm just so nervous" the older admits.
"Why. it's just some kissing" Hongjoong wants to tease, but Seonghwa's face drops in an unreadable expression so he immediately feels bad.
"No I was just kidding. Kissing means a lot to me. You know-..." now he's the one to feel flustered.
"I'd never kiss someone without feeling something." He has no idea how he went from kissing Seonghwa out of impulse to basically admitting the deep lingering feelings he has for this gorgeous man.
"You have no idea how you affect me. Everything about you" he says. He presses a gentle kiss on his lips. Seonghwa just looks up at him with a fondness that makes Hongjoong wanna roll around and kick his feet giggling. How can THE park Seonghwa look at him like that.
"You're underestimating what's going on inside of me as well" he then says softly. Hongjoong cannot stop himself from smiling at that. Seonghwa's hands are resting on his hips and his thumbs are stroking his sides gently.
Hongjoong leans down. Seonghwa's eyes flicker to his lips.
"Seonghwa. I wanna make you feel good. Can I do that?"
Seonghwa just nods.
With that Hongjoong gently pushes him higher onto the mattress. Then he kisses him again, just a press of their lips. His hands linger in the long hair strands of the taller, before they wander down to the bottom of Seonghwa's shirt.
"Can I?" He gently asks.
Seonghwa breathes a yes and nods eagerly. His shirt is stuffed into his pants so Hongjoong has to pull it out. Before he takes it off for him, his hands slip underneath it wandering from bottom to top on his chest. And then they take the same way back down. Seonghwa gasps and his back arches at a sensitive spot. Hongjoong grins at his discovery. He pushes the shirt up. It's a black long sleeve shirt. He has been staring at Seonghwa the whole afternoon, imagining his tiny waist under it, and him pulling it off for him. He can't believe that his imagination is just becoming reality.
Seonghwa wants to help, but Hongjoong stops him.
"Ah ah. Let me" He says gently.
"Hongjoong-ah" Seonghwa complains but let's him.
Hongjoong pushes the shirt upwards entirely and gently lifts his head and pulls it off his arms to remove it entirely. And then he takes a moment to take in the whole glory of Seonghwa's bare chest.
It's not like he hasn't seen him topless before, they're roommates and have changed in front of each other a thousand times. But it's different with Seonghwa lying underneath him, his beautiful body exposed exclusively for him. His delicate figure, the soft stomach, with a hint of abs, the small curves of his pretty waist. His collarbones. His soft skin waiting for his touch.
"God you're gorgeous" he says with a lowered voice.
Seonghwa grabs his shirt and pulls him down for a kiss. They stay like this for a while, just kissing slowly. Hongjoong could do this all day long. Seonghwa's lips are softer than anything he has felt before and he tastes sweet, so sweet.
A soft moan escapes the older and makes Hongjoong feel dizzy. He would believe it, if someone tells him this is heaven. Because Seonghwa himself feels and looks like an angel. A dangerous angel that makes him lose all his senses.
He parts their lips. They're both breathing heavily now.
"Joong-ah" Seonghwa looks at him with his big eyes. Hongjoong is resting his body weight on his arm beside Seonghwa's head, the taller has his hands around his waist.
"I love you." The older whispers. Hongjoong blinks at him. It's like his heart skips a few beats and he feels a hot wave washing through his whole body. And then he suddenly feels like crying or throwing up, or laughing, or all of it.
"I love you so much Hongjoong-ah" Seonghwa repeats.
"God Park Seonghwa" his head drops down on his chest.
"How can you say that now?"
"I- I'm sorry I didn't mean-" he can hear his deep voice breaking as if he said something wrong.
"No oh my god" Hongjoong's head jolts up. His hands are cupping his cheeks softly. A tear seems to escape the older's eye and he wipes it off with his thumb.
"I've dreamed about this since I've met you. How you'd say these words to me. And now that you did I- It's so overwhelming. I feel so much right now. And I'm just a tiny bit mad, that I didn't say it first" he smiles shyly. Seonghwa's big eyes grow even bigger.
"What" is all he can say. Hongjoong almost laughs at that reaction. It has been stuck in his head. These words that have been carved into his brain. These words that have been coming out with sirens and neon lights everytime their eyes met, everytime Seonghwa laughs, everytime the older said encouraging words to him, when he made a mistake during a stage. And he has been scared of it. Of this strong emotion. But now this fear is just... gone. And he can set it free. That feeling inside of him.
"I love you. I love you Seonghwa. Fuck I love everything about you"
Seonghwa's face feels hot under his hands. The older looks flustered and surprised, but at the same time a look of accomplishment is on his face as if saying 'i knew it' and so he leans forward to kiss him again. How could he not love him? He's perfect in any way. Even perfect in his imperfections it's almost unfair. Hongjoong cannot even concentrate on the kiss by how much his own heartbeat is in his ears. Seonghwa is so overwhelming. The way he touches him. The way his lips fit on his. The way he... God how he smiles in the kiss.
"You're too much Seonghwa" he sighs. Seonghwa chuckles.
"In what way" he asks with a sly smile.
"In every way. There's just- so much of you. I don't even know what to do with it. You're so much physically but also emotionally it's- i cannot explain it. I'm so full of you"
It surprises Hongjoong how easy he can say these things, because it's Seonghwa. That's a lot of embarrassing words, but not with Seonghwa. It has always been like this. Complicated things suddenly felt so much easier with Seonghwa.
"You're so cute my little Captain"
God not the Captain. It makes his stomach flip again.
"Oh I'm gonna make you feel so good" he says to Seonghwa. The older hums.
"I will kiss every inch of your body"
"Your eyes" he says and kisses his eyes.
"Your nose" and kisses his nose.
"your lips" a deep kiss on his lips.
"Your jaw" multiple little kisses along his jaw.
Seonghwa's hands are wrapped around his neck and shoulders and he makes little gasps at some kisses.
Hongjoong's hands wander down his chest again, enjoying the burning sensation of his skin. Seonghwa is so hot. Not only his looks, but he's physically heating up.
When he reaches that spot again, Seonghwa's mouth slips a loud moan. The older claps a hand on his mouth, but Hongjoong grins at him.
"You're a bit sensitive here huh" he says. It's right below his belly button, just before the rim of his pants. Seonghwa visibly shivers at the touch of the soft skin. Hongjoong leans down and kisses that spot gently. Seonghwa's back arches. He kisses it again. He can hear the taller making a muffled noise, coverd by his hands.
"Don't be shy. I wanna hear every noise that escapes your pretty lips" he says. With that he takes Seonghwa's hands and presses them above his head.
"Oh fuck" Seonghwa just sighs and closes his eyes. He looks so pretty like that. So pretty just for him. Hongjoong's hands around his wrist look tiny but Seonghwa feels so precious and almost too sensitive beneath him.
Hongjoong suddenly turns Seonghwa on his side, the older shrieking a little in surprise, but not complaining. He lowers himself behind him.
"Is that okay?" he whispers in his ear.
Seonghwa nods. Hongjoong doesn't know if Seonghwa has any idea how aroused he already is, but when he presses his body against Seonghwa's back he thinks the taller knows. He kisses his neck gently, while his hands wander down his chest again. Seonghwa's hands are lingering on his, following his moves. When he touches that sensitive spot again the older presses his back against his chest. It makes him growl a little. Seonghwa's long fingers jump up do disappear in his hair, pulling his face closer.
Hongjoong doesn't even do much, he's just touching him, just gently caressing that one spot, and Seonghwa is making him lose it by how much he moans at that. He kisses his jaw, sloppily.
At one point one of his hands trails up at his neck, pulling his head back a little. At that Seonghwa arches backwards so much, that Hongjoong moans against his jaw. Loud and dirty. Seonghwa's breath hitches and for a moment there's silence.
And then so many things happen at once. Seonghwa turning around, his hands shakingly pulling off Hongjoong's shirt, their lips pressed together with so much spit it's almost disgusting, but not with Seonghwa. And then he's lying there again, Hongjoong on top of him, now topless too.
"You're so beautiful my Captain" Seonghwa says while his hands caress his bare chest. His big eyes wander over his whole body. Hongjoong almost feels shy at that.
"I could draw you. You're like art." Hongjoong's heart is making flips at these compliments.
"So gorgeous just for me"
"Only for you" Hongjoong replies and leans down to kiss him again. He will never get tired of kissing that full lips of his.
Their bare bodies pressed together is a whole new a sensation he wasn't ready for. It's almost like he can feel Seonghwa's heartbeat through his chest connecting with his own.
His lips start wandering down, along his jaw, his neck. There he sucks a little at the thin skin, enjoying the soft moans coming from Seonghwa and enjoying the image of his marks staying there for the next days, when he sucks a little stronger. Then he kisses his collarbones, his chest, gently, slipping out his tongue every now and then.
"Hongjoong-ah fuck"
He kisses his ribs, his soft belly, his sensitive spot again. Here he playfully bites the skin a little, which makes Seonghwa pull on his hair with a sigh. He looks up at him. Seonghwa had his eyes closed, but they flutter open at the loss of contact.
"Can I?" Hongjoong asks, his hands on the rim of his pants
Seonghwa nods twice.
So Hongjoong starts opening his pants and gently pulls them down, carefully to not remove his underwear yet. The anticipation is high but he wants to enjoy the beauty of Seonghwa slowly one by one.
The visible buldge underneath Seonghwa's pants makes Hongjoong's whole body heat up even more.
"Let me- remove yours too?" Seonghwa asks. And Hongjoong let's him. The olders hands are shaking as he gently helps him taking off his clothes. Hongjoong can feel every spot Seonghwa's fingers slightly touch.
And now Seonghwa is the one on top of him and Hongjoong realizes he might like that even more. Seonghwa looks huge above him, it makes him feel tiny but also safe and protected. Seonghwa slips one of his knees between his legs, barely touching him, but it makes him breathe in deeply.
The taller one grins above him.
He starts teasing him, barely touching his skin when he leaves small butterfly kisses everywhere. It's driving Hongjoong insane. At one point he auddenly realizes Hongjoong is ticklish on his sides.
"Oh?" He says. He let's his fingers glide over Hongjoong's sides again, the smaller twitches away at the touch.
"Joong-ah that's so cute" he nudges their noses together in endearment and it makes Hongjoong's heart jump.
"I'll save that for later though" Seonghwa says and places a gentle kiss on his chest. Hongjoong's skin feels hot and prickling at every spot his lips have touched. He closes his eyes and concentrates only on the sensation of Seonghwa's lips touching his skin.
"You said you love me hm?" Seonghwa asks in-between kisses, his voice teasing.
"Hmhmm" Hongjoong just hums. Another kiss on his lower belly.
"So-" Seonghwa's hand softly wanders down his stomach.
"Would you like to show me how much?" He asks in his deep voice. Hongjoong's eyes jump open. Seonghwa's hands are lingering hight above the rim of his underwear, his eyes glistening in an mischievous way.
And fuck if Hongjoong thought he's an angel maybe he's actually lucifer himself.
But before he can reply Seonghwa is already hovering above him again. His arms on both sides of his head. Just smiling at him. And just like that he's so effortlessly beautiful it's driving Hongjoong mad. His hair falling smoothly in his face, his dark dark eyes. His pretty collarbones and the way his muscles slightly move when he shifts the weight on his arms. Seonghwa's knee is not between his legs anymore, instead his legs are caging him from both sides.
"Fuck just touch me please" Hongjoong whines. And totally unexpected Seonghwa drops down at once, pressing both of their bodies together. And as if Hongjoong wasn't ready for that, he most possibly wasn't ready for the feeling of their boners pressed together.
"Oh fuck" Hongjoong growls. His nails are buried in Seonghwa's shoulders. Seonghwa kisses his neck, biting the sensitive skin sofly.
His hips move the slightest bit, but even this small movement makes Hongjoong dizzy. He can feel Seonghwa's dick pressed to his through their underwear, but it's not enough.
"Seong-" but the older presses his lips on Hongjoong's. Hard. When their kisses were gentle or sloppy before it's now demanding, heated, teeth uncomfortably clashing together. Seonghwa sucking on his lips, his tongue playing with his. Suddenly the tiny Seonghwa who didn't know what to do is gone and Hongjoong feels like he's about to get eaten alive. Seonghwa's body is wrapping him in entirely, his kiss is taking every coherent thought away from him, his repeatedly grinding on him is turning him into a moaning and gasping mess. All he can say and think is "Seonghwa"
And yet it's not enough. He wants to feel everything of him.
"Please-" he whinces
"Please touch me" He says. Seonghwa makes eye contact. His eyes are so dark. He looks so dangerous. Just for Hongjoong.
"My little Captain I don't know if I can" he says looking away in the air.
"Fuck Park Seonghwa I'll lose it if you don't fuck me" he growls at him and the older grins.
He comes closer so his lips almost touch Hongjoong's ear.
"Be careful what you wish for" he says his voice lowered even more and it makes Hongjoong shiver. And in seconds Seonghwa's delicate hands have removed Hongjoongs underwear as well as his own. But of course the older has to tease him again. Lingering above him so that they don't touch.
"Seonghwa" he whinces again, his hands trying to pull him close. The older gives in slowly. At the bare touch of their dicks, Seonghwa moans in his ear and Hongjoong almost comes right there. The older continues grinding them together while making these beautiful noises right beside his ear and fuck Hongjoong is seriously about to come just from that.
"Fuck fuck Seonghwa I-" his lips are pressed on the olders shoulder. Seonghwa starts moving more, enjoying every noise that Hongjoong makes and enjoying the desperation in his voice whenever he growls into his ears.
"Fuck hyung"
Hongjoong has never called him Hyung before. They're the same age. Seonghwa is older by a few months only. But it seems to affect Seonghwa more than expected. He starts moving harder, his hands clenched in Hongjoongs side and hair. Hongjoong's breath hitches at the amount of sensation from everywhere on his body.
And then Seonghwa's body starts trembling on top of him and its when Hongjoong realizes that he comes first. A moan of his name escapes the taller and that's what it takes for the orgasm to hit Hongjoong too. He moans, Seonghwa silences it with a wet kiss.
And for a moment they're just lying there, breathing heavily. Seonghwa heavy on top of him, gently kissing his cheeks and jaw.
"Was that okay?" Seonghwa asks.
"Fuck are you kidding me?" Hongjoong laughs. He has never had an orgasm like this, in such a short time, without even being in someone or having someone fuck him.
He cups Seonghwa's face to make eye contact.
"You're so perfect my love"
Seonghwa flushes at that nickname. It's impossible to understand how the exact person who almost made him beg for a touch is now all flushed and shy at a simple pet name.
"You're one of a kind Park Seonghwa"
Seonghwa chuckles at that.
"And so are you my little Captain"
"Let's clean up for now. Unless you're already up for a second round?" Seonghwa ask wiggling his eyebrows.
"Fuck if you look like that I might already be finished before you start" Hongjoong replies with a deepened voice.
"Ohh?" Seonghwa starts wiggling a little on top of him.
"You mean like this?" He's sitting up straight now. His ass right on his dick and fuck of course Hongjoong is already half hard again. How could he not. Seonghwa is a sight. His now totally ruffled soft pink hair a little wet from all the heat, his slightly swollen lips in the same color, his dark big eyes, his small waist and his long fingers on Hongjoong's thighs and-
"Fuck" Hongjoong glanced down. His equally hard dick.
"Fuck me" Seonghwa replies and Hongjoong eyes shoot upwards again.
"Excuse me?"
Seonghwa leans down. His lips pursed.
"I said- Fuck. Me." He just mouths the last two words, but Hongjoong understands and it's the hottest thing ever.
It takes a millisecond for Hongjoong to imagine him riding his dick and god he doesn't need to be told twice.
"There's stuff in the bedroom table". Seonghwa leans down to pull out the lube. He also cleans up between them from before.
"I'll prepare myself for you Captain" he says. And while leaning down and continuesly kissing Hongjoong gently he actually prepares himself.
Soft moans escape his mouth while they kiss and that's all it takes for Hongjoong to be rock hard again. His hands are lingering on Seonghwa's back. On the beautiful arches he makes, tracing down the lines of his spine. And then without warning him, Seonghwa slowly lowers himself on his dick with a small moan and at this Hongjoong almost passes out.
"Oh God fuck" he says pulling Seonghwa closer. Seonghwa feels so good. So so good. Too good. He hums at the feeling. For a moment he really just sees black and stars and inbetween the pink of Seonghwa's hair.
"Fuck you feel so good" Seonghwa says while taking him in entirely. He then proceeds to slowly move himself up and down and Hongjoong loses it. He can only moan and growl while kissing him. Seonghwa presses himself away so he is sitting again and god this view. Hongjoong's dick disappearing entirely into Seonghwa, while the older bites his lips with tiny whimpers. It looks so dirty and yet so gorgeous.
"Fuck Seonghwa I will come if you don't stop"
"Stop what" the older says.
"Stop looking so fucking gorgeous"
A loud moan from Seonghwa makes him shiver. Seonghwa is holding himself steady on his chest, his own hands on his thighs. Seonghwa feels so hot around him, he is so hot. Everything is so hot.
"You're so sexy. So damn sexy. Only for me"
Seonghwa leans down in reply. His moans in his ears with the hot air of his breath are driving Hongjoong crazy again.
"Seonghwa. Let me- let's switch"
Seonghwa makes a confused noise, but Hongjoong already gently lifts him up. Seonghwa whinces at the loss of him, but Hongjoong already turns him around on his back. He leans over him, his weight on his elbows besides Seonghwa.
"Ready?" He whispers, as he lowers himself on him. Seonghwa nods and a loud high pitches squeak escapes his lips when Hongjoong slowly thrusts into him again.
"My love. I wanna hear all of you" Hongjoong says into his ear. Seonghwa moans and moans and Hongjoong thrust into him over and over in an even not too fast rhythm. The noise of their bodies smacking together and Seonghwa's noises is too much. Everything is too much and yet not enough. It's like a confused sensory overload. Their bodies are pressed together. It's so hot, it feels like burning inside and outside.
"Fuck Joong-ah. You feel so good."
Hongjoong thrusts harder. The moans that start slipping out of Seonghwa are too much. He takes Seonghwa's hands and intervenes their fingers. The taller clasps them hard.
He pays attention to Seonghwa's moans and thrusts deeper to hit the right spot that makes Seonghwa moan the hardest. He's moaning equally much, Seonghwa is too much.
"Fuck you feel too good my love " he breathes inbetween. Seonghwa reacts with more moans and his hands holding his tighter. Hongjoong cannot think. It's just Seonghwa in every part of his brain.
"I'm close Joong-ah fuck"
Hongjoong presses their lips together and not short after, he feels the older trembling beneath him and the moan he makes into his mouth makes him follow right after. He feels his knees going weak and his whole body numbing for a moment. He slowly pulls out. Seonghwa makes small whinces at how sensitive he still is.
"Shh. I'll take care of you love" he says. And so he cleans them both up and wraps them into a blanket, after they've put on fresh shorts.
Seonghwa has his arms wrapped around his chest, his head pressed to his shoulder. Hongjoong kisses his head affectionately.
"I love you Seonghwa". He can feel the older smiling on his shoulder.
"I love you Hongjoong-ah" he says and it makes Hongjoong's heart jump again. He wants to hear it everyday. Wants to have Seonghwa close forever. Wants to feel him all the time. Wants all of Seonghwa to belong to him.
"I still can't believe that this is real" the older says.
"What?"
"You know. You and me I mean- I've loved you since I first saw you and now you love me back that's- unreal"
Hongjoong shifts away a little to look at him.
"What do you mean you've loved me since then? Are you kidding? And you're only telling me now?"
"What?" Now Seonghwa is the one confused.
"Park Seonghwa it was love at first sight for me"
"Huh?? Then why would you never touch me?"
"Touch you?"
"Yeah skinship, like the others. You always hugged them. But never me"
Hongjoong feels his cheeks getting hot. And Seonghwa's pout is just too cute.
"Do you have any idea what would have happened if we did more skinship?" He asks.
"What?"
"Just what happened today. I wouldn't have been able to hold myself back"
"So the same thing just earlier?" Seonghwa raises an eyebrow.
"Ugh don't make me feel bad now, you haven't made a move either"
"Excuse me? I took you on dates?"
"You called it shopping trip with a friend oh my god"
"I was basically already your boyfriend in my head even the members know"
"Oh... they do?"
Seonghwa nods, a little shy now.
"And.. They're okay with it? I mean-"
"They are. Don't overthink it Joong-ah"
Seonghwa kisses the tip of his nose.
"I really didn't know you like me back I'm sorry" he admits.
"It's okay. Now you do"
"Sooo.... do you wanna make your dreams come true?"
Seonghwa looks at him.
"Do you wanna be my real boyfriend? Not only in your head?"
Seonghwa's cheeks flush pink again.
"Of course you dummy"
Hongjoong pulls him closer for a deep kiss. It's like kissing him for the first time all over again. His soft lips, his sweet scent, their bodies matching like puzzle pieces. God he cannot be happier. His hands on his cheek and neck. Seonghwa's arms wrapped around his waist, their legs totally entangled.
"I love you so much" Seonghwa says when they've parted and Hongjoong swears he could see the slightest tear in the corner of his eyes.
"Me too. I love you more than love"
Seonghwa presses their bodies close together at that. He suddenly looks really tiny, like a kitten. So sweet and affectionate.
"You're so cute my love" and with Seonghwa looking up at him with his big boba eyes he knows he has won in life.
"You should wear turtlenecks for the next few days though" he says with a small laugh. His fingers are gently touching the marks he left on Seonghwa's neck.
"Yah!" Seonghwa slaps him playfully.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll be more careful the next time" Hongjoong laughs trying to escape Seonghwa's slaps. But the older holds him close.
"I've just marked what's mine" he adds to tease Seonghwa more. The older flushes red at that.
Too far. Seonghwa starts attacking him with tickles. Hongjoong is a giggling mess in seconds.
"I told you I'd save that for later" Seonghwa says, now laughing too.
Seonghwa keeps tickling him, Hongjoong squirming in his tight hold, gasping for air between his laughter. And the taller ends it with a quick peck on his lips.
They're now lying in front of each other, still a little bit out of breath. The blanket moved and is exposing Seonghwa's shoulder. Hongjoong pulls it back up. His boyfriend smiles at him.
"Your laugh is so pretty Joong-ah" he says. It makes Hongjoong's whole stomach melt.
"Save your laugh for me okay"
Seonghwa pushes some hair strands out of Hongjoong's face and the younger nods.
"I also wanted to thank you"
Hongjoong frowns. "For what?"
"For making sure I'm comfortable. You kept asking me if I'm okay with what you're doing"
"Oh? I was scared it might be awkward"
Seonghwa shakes his head.
"Not at all. It made me feel...safe. thank you."
"Of course my love. I wouldn't do anything you don't want"
Seonghwa smiles. And Hongjoong smiles back. He doesn't deserve this sweet sweet human being.
Their lips meet again for the nth time today and it's so soft and still so addicting and Hongjoong is not sure if this is heaven or hell or both.