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The thought first came to Pran about a month back. Pat was away for a business trip, and Pran slept alone in their bed, with nothing but just Pat's lingering scent and Nong Nao. The last time he experienced that was in his time in Singapore. While he had forced himself to get used to it at that time, Pran had felt loneliness everytime he woke up alone. He had suppressed the negative feelings and chalked it up to long distance. Since coming home, getting their fill of each other and never leaving each other for too long, this was the first time Pran woke up alone in bed. He was reminded of the loneliness he felt back in Singapore and how empty he felt that morning, which affected his mood throughout the day.
As the overthinker that he is, he kept thinking and thinking, about how much influence Pat has over him. How he can so easily affect his mood. He wants to feel him, smell him, see him, hear him, to be embraced, first thing right in the morning. How he would feel, instead of hugging Nong Nao, waking up hugged by the big strong arms of his boyfriend. The thought never leaves him.
Now that his boyfriend is back home, here and within reach, he never wants to feel empty again. He wants Pat to be the first thing he sees and feels every single day. He wants to be full of Pat, stuffed so so full that he can't feel anything else. Oh, how wonderful would that be, as his pants tightened at attention as a shirtless Pat struts over to the fridge for a drink after his shower. What a view. Imagine that view being the first thing he enjoys in the morning, what a mood that would be.
Pran gulped. Mimicking the movement of Pat's Adam's apple as he drank his water.
Pran was not being subtle at all with his staring, which piqued Pat's attention. He turned and had that bright big goofy expression as he reached towards Pat from across the kitchen counter.
"Keep staring and I might start charging." Pat said with a wriggling of his eyebrows.
Pran huffed but not breaking away eye contact. He senses the challenge being presented. He feels a little braver than he did a month ago when the thought first emerged.
"I've been thinking..." Pran chose to ignore Pat's accusation. Pat is his boyfriend, he can stare however much he wants, thank you very much.
"Yeah?" Being the greatest boyfriend one could ever ask for, Pat did not comment on how overthinking, and thinking in general, is all Pran does, all day, every day. Instead, he chose to listen and pay attention to Pran's ideas.
"I want us to try something." Pran said decisively. He knows Pat would be game for anything as long as it involves them doing it together.
Pat smiles and tilts his head, signaling Pran to continue.
After about a 10 second pause and Pran collecting his thoughts, he continued,
"I want to wake up feeling you."
"Isn't that what we have been doing everyday?" Pat smirked.
"No. We wake up beside each other. I want to wake up... feeling you. Inside me."
After some processing, Pat eyes widened in recognition. "Oh."
"Can we... try?" Pran suddenly unsure.
Pat smiled again and used his hands to cupped the back of Pran's neck, pushing their heads mere centimeters away from each other, instantly melting away Pran's insecurities. "Of course, baby." Seriously, this man.
After going through their boundaries again, which of course Pran prepared neatly in a list (kept in their bedside drawer), they decide that weekday mornings are impossible. Pat is usually prepared and off to work with less than a millisecond to spare.
They figured that weekends are the best for their first attempt.
They were soaking up leisurely in their bathtub, Pat enveloped in Pran's arms as Pran washed his hair. It was Friday night. This was part of their routine, a calming and relaxing bath to wash away the fatigue of the last five work days. To be as close to each other as possible, and then make slow and passionate love to each other afterwards.
"Pat..." Pran started.
Pat tilted his head upwards to stare into Pran's eyes.
"Do you want to... try tomorrow morning?"
Pat's eyes glistened with attention. "Ya, ok."
To prepare for the next morning, for the first time in a while, Pat and Pran did not make love on a Friday night.
After a making out session, both of them promptly went to sleep, Pran feeling slightly nervous, in a way that makes his stomach tingle and his mind filled with nothing but Pat.
After having a beautiful dream filled with the most handsome and charming man in the world, Pran felt something moving and brushing his lower parts.
Smiling, he opened his eyes.
The first thing he sees is Pat. They are facing each other. After a few seconds of processing, Pran realised that Pat is very clearly, and definitely, unresponsive. Pat's eyes are still shut.
Pran frowned. He looked down to investigate the touch he felt. It was just Pat's legs. Pat had simply wrapped his limbs around Pran like a bolster.
Pran took a look at the clock besides their bed. It was 7am. Pran almost wants to mentally slap himself for forgetting that despite it being the weekend, his body clock is unwavering. He almost never oversleep, always waking up on the dot.
"Pat."
A light snore.
"Pat!" Pran whispers slightly louder.
"Hmmmmmmmmm." Pat groaned and detached himself from Pran before turning away.
Pran frowned, considering his options. After an internal battle, he decided to lay on the bed. Closing his eyes shut, almost squeezing it tight at this point, willing his body to go to sleep. After 20 minutes of such attempt, Pran realised that he is, indeed, without a doubt, still not asleep. He is wide awake and wasting time.
With a sigh, he lugged himself out of bed to prepare himself for the day. Not without first throwing Nong Nao at Pat rather harshly (but not harshly enough to hurt of course, he would never).
By the time Pat wakes up, there was already the smell of eggs and bacon permeating through the air.
Ok. So. "That's... an issue." Pran states as a pouting Pat stabbed at the bacon Pran had lovingly prepared for him.
"No fair! You always wake up so early!" Somehow the pout deepened across Pat's face.
"Well. You should try waking up earlier." Pran stated as-a-matter-of-fact.
"You know I need my beauty sleep! So I have enough energy to love you for the day"
Pran can't help but feel a smile slowly creeping up. His boyfriend is always so silly.
"Just for the day?" Pran's face finally cracked, his dimples showing fully.
Pat stopped pouting and mirrored his expression, "that's why I sleep everyday."
Set an alarm. Pran had mention. So that was what Pat did. He is terrible at mornings. He does not trust his natural body clock. He would be late at work most days if not for his trusty alarm clocks (yes thats right, clocks with an s) and Pran's adorable nags.
Thats how he decided to set up three alarms including one on his phone. 6.15am. That should be early enough. Earlier than Pran, and enough time if I snooze. He thought to himself. If I can wake up on time on weekdays, I can do it on weekends too! A great idea! What a genius!
No, no he is not.
Turns out, Pat's body do recognise that it is the weekend and he very much does not have work that day.
RRRRIIINNNGGGGGGGGGG
Pat's third alarm clock rang and vibrated loudly in the room. He naturally and smoothly slide his hand to the table, hoping to -
"I SWEAR. Pat if you are gonna snooze ONE more time, no more sex for you!"
Well, turns out, setting an alarm only works if Pran is not in the room with him. It was in fact, not a great idea.
They missed their regular scheduled sex sessions along with their failed morning attempts the previous week. On top of that, Pran made good his threat of no sex after Pat's miscalculated attempts with the alarms.
"No more setting up alarms on the weekends. Especially if you are just gonna snooze it every 3 minutes for 30 minutes."
After Pran made Pat promise that, they went at it hard that night. Alot more intense than usual. "Maybe you will be so exhausted that you wake up late naturally tomorrow?" Pat mentioned innocently while doing the most certainly un-innocent thing with his hips.
Exhausted indeed he was. Pran was so exhausted that he passed out and was not even aware of what Pat was doing when he was cleaning up. He would be so sore in the morning.
Sore indeed he was. But it did work. Pat and Pran woke up around the same time. Pat being slightly more awake, while Pran was mostly dazed, moving in and out of the sleep state.
Pat decided that was good enough.
He started to go at it. Groping and making it a mission to sniff every area of Pran's body.
Pran giving soft whimpers in his half asleep state.
But something was wrong. Its been a while since Pat started, and yet neither of their lower halfs stood to attention.
After a while, Pat groaned, slumped directly on top of Pran's body and gave up on moving in general.
"Yesterday was too much. I can't." Pat whispered while nuzzling his nose in its favourite spot, Pran's neck.
"Ughhhhhhh." Pran loudly groaned.
Two weeks passed and they are somehow still failing at making this kink happen.
Time for a plan.
Pran sat at his desk focusing on something before Pat came over and gave him a back hug.
"Whatcha doing?" Pat nosed Pran's neck as he peeked over the shoulders to look at the paper Pran was working on.
HOW TO: Wake up to sex
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One needs to wake up earlier X
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NO ALARMS X
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No sex on the night before X
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Physical exhaustion (Non-sex related) ????
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Threaten Pat with Nong Nao
Silly Pran, and his lists. Pran thought fondly, mind conveniently and purposefully ignoring point 5.
"Point 4 sounds like a good idea." Pat points out, ignoring the daggers Pran is shooting at him for disturbing him. Pat's hand continue to roam south. "Maybe you can go for a run?"
"Ughhh." Pran pretends to resist Pat's wondering hands, but secretly glad that Pat did not make fun of him for being too serious about this and making a freaking list.
Right on cue, Pat adds, "I think it’s so adorable and sexy that you're thinking so hard about this." Pat turns Pran around in his chair and plants a kiss.
It leads to more.
After a passionate round, they laid in bed, cuddling each other.
"Hmm. I'd rather exhaust you like this over you going for a run." Pat giggled while stroking Pran's hair. "It's alot more fun."
Pran snorts in response, but deciding to not comment.
"You know," Pat continued, "the list you made."
"Hm." Pran is half paying attention, half roaming his hands over his boyfriend's hard and highly defined abs while Pat lets him. Whats the point of working out so hard if not to be groped by his boyfriend.
"It just states, 'one needs to wake up earlier'. Didn't say which 'one'."
Pran lifts his head up to give Pat his full attention.
"Do you wanna try the other way round?"
Pran blinked. He hasn't exactly thought of that. Yes, while this is a kink he wanted to try, he also wants to make Pat feel good. Now that this thought is put into his mind, he imagines the feeling of Pat in his mouth. Pat's warmth and heat as he enters, as he services him first thing in the morning. Oh how wonderful to be able to experience that first thing in the morning, Pat's blissed out face and calling Pran's name in soft moans. Him, yes him, being the cause of Pat's happiness and good mood throughout the day, filling up his dreams, occupying his mind every single moment, waking or otherwise.
Wow. Trust Pat to always give great ideas. Not that he would tell Pat that though, his ego is already big enough.
Pat wakes up after a blissful dream of Pran, and then the pure happiness he felt when realising that it is not at all a dream. The first thing he sees is Pran's adorable dimples and face as he goes down on Pat. Pran is here, is real, and is his. Just like a dream, but real. Pran's mouth stuffed full with Pat, while Pat's heart is stuffed full with Pran. He almost thought he died and went to heaven as he cried out Pran's name while spilling all over his face.
"What an experience. I'm wide awake now, even though its so early." Pat looked lovingly into Pran's eyes as he snuggled into his chest. "That was... alot. Like heaven." Ya, he can totally see the appeal.
Pran was pretty satisfied too, judging from his dimples that are now permanently tattooed to his face.
"I hope you get to experience this too." Pat sounded almost guilty. Sensing that, Pran immediately turned to give him a sniff kiss to tell him its okay, that, "this is enough".
Their days go on as usual, with Pran waking up earlier than Pat. After that first successful try at the kink, they decided that it would be fun to surprise each other (well, Pran surprising Pat, really). They went through their list of boundaries again, and "You have my consent. In the right situation of course, but I know you won't do anything too outrageous to me." Pat had told Pran. Pran nodded and reciprocated, "You have my consent too, if you actually wake up earlier than me." Pran laughed, but mostly just teasing because he loves Pat and he really enjoys just giving and servicing too.
It was a national holiday. Pat and Pran decided to go hiking early in the morning. Even though it was Pat's idea, Pran practically dragged Pat out of bed. They came home in the afternoon.
They were both tired, Pran more so given that he doesn't live in a gym unlike a certain someone.
After a shower, they cuddled on the couch while Pat chose a movie to watch. Pran was so sleepy he was barely responding to Pat.
After deciding on a movie, Pat went to the kitchen to prepare snacks. When he came back, he saw Pran so cutely snuggled up in the blanket and snoozing away on the couch. Pran almost never naps, so Pat took a few seconds to process it before realising -
Oh. OH.
Pat smirked as he walks over to Pran. Snacks and movie abandoned.
"Took you long enough" Pran teased.
"I TOLD YOU. Point 4 on the list was a good idea."
"Who was the one who got distracted with sex then."
Pat pouted.
"Wait. Is that why you wanted to go hiking?" Pran suddenly had a realisation, and he finds himself somehow falling even deeper in love.
Pat smirks, "I have great ideas."
"Well, Mr. Genius, that was mind blowing. Try to make it happen again." Pran's dimples appeared again, and Pat did not even entertain the idea of not poking them.