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Can someone break and heal from it completely?

Summary:

soldier boy aka Ben is alive and free... he wanna go and find what was once his...but it has been decades since he was around and many things have changed...is he gonna find what he is looking for or will he be broken...again?

Chapter 1: You're back?!

Notes:

I haven't watched boys ever so fair warning its probably gonna sound weird in a lot of places and I apologize for it

English isn't my primary language so I'm sorry again for any mistakes it will be in it and I will be happy to correct them when you inform me

this is my first work so I will be thankful to know your opinions

comments and kudos will be appreciated

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

#the boys from i could go with you 

 

He was overwhelmed...all that noise...people...cars...advertising on the buildings...it was too much...and on top of it that gay couple! In his time....he suddenly realized...his time was god know how many years...even decades ago...

 

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He was trying to just get around it all in that ridiculous things he wore as clothes when he heard it...that god-damn music...that fucking language...his body went stiff, and he followed the music...the more he got close to it the more he didn't hear it...he was just hearing his screams...he was just felling his naked body on the stool and that poison in his veins...the cuts...the shootings...the... suddenly it was a pain and power gathering in his chest and then silence... he realized he exploded...again...

 

He heard her laughter in his mind... he hated to be exploded and at the same time he loved it...because it was only in that time that he heard her....felt her...

He opened his eyes and there he was...on the street...naked again...with screams and pained moaning...he closed his eyes again and started walking... he needed to find her... he needed to feel her again…and he would do anything for that to happen even if it's learning to do things that he didn't do before...

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He killed her because he was disgusted. He didn't kill her for the shitty reason that asshole-from-lab who was eavesdropping or even herself thought... he didn't love love her...he trusted her...she was his team-mate for god's sake! And she sold...no...she traded him! To those bastards! To those...

 

He heard her again..."shhh it's ok baby you're safe"....he closed his eyes...felt his tears disappear because of his body heat... he missed her so fucking much... he looked at his outfit...at least he wasn't naked...he walked out of the remains and walked to the guy that "gift wrapped the countess for him" as he said...

 

He looked at the asshole-from-lab...well as he said Billy butcher...he wanted to kill homelander -how the fuck was he still alive?- And he seriously didn't need any excuses to kill him... but he wanted to know his reason... so he looked at him impatiently as he kept blabbering about it...

He interrupted him by saying "do you have access to good tech? I wanna find someone... I tried by the normal café net, but according to what you're saying... I shouldn't be really surprised that I couldn't...hmm?"

Billy nodded and said "yeah! 'Course man! Come with me... let's see what can we find for you"

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"So who is it that you're looking for? Another team-mate? Past lover? Enemy? Wife? Hidden husband? Not judging man...our tech is weird a little, but she is a good person...silent but professional...don't flirt with her...she hate it..." billy said while he was opening a heavy door after "confirming who he was on the scanner"

" What ever the fuck that meant.." Ben thought to himself.

"I'm baaaack sweetness! And I have a guest with me!" Billy yelled when they were inside.

 

Ben frowned at the silence, but didn't say anything... Billy looked at him and groaned while saying "she should be around here, I will go look for h..."

He was interrupted by a breaking sound from his back and turned around quickly when he saw y/n pale and shocked staring at soldier boy... he said "whoa easy man! Relax, he is on our side..."

He turned to him again to introduce him and frowned when he saw the same expression on him and said "hey...you ok guys?"

She suddenly attacked him and ... knocked him to the ground?!... what the fuck?! How the hell could a tech girl with no power knocked THE soldier boy down?!

 

She growled "who the fuck are you?! How dare you pretend to be him?!"

 

Billy frowned...they knew each other...? And...was that tears in their eyes?! What the fuck was going on?!

 

 

 

Notes:

Chapter 1 was edited in 06/23.