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Kinn didn’t want to believe that Porsche had betrayed him. With the amount of time they had spent together; all he saw was sincerity. Porsche had told him he love him. He know he does. It was clear as day. But why, why does he believe in Tawan? He didn’t want too but with the betrayal trauma, he was scared that Porsche would do the same.
Frustrated at the situation, he made his way down to the cell, accompanied by Big and Ken. He needed answers. He wants Porsche to prove his innocence. He wanted Porsche to prove Tawan wrong. He didn’t care if he had to beg for Porsche’s forgiveness after; all he want was to know that Porsche never had any intention to betray him.
“Kinn” said the man behind bars. He saw Porsche’s hopeful eyes as he arrived.
“I didn’t do anything wrong. I was not trying to sell any information to anyone”
Kinn wanted to believe him. Porsche looked distraught as his eyes screams at Kinn to trust him. But he was not going to be naive. He won’t let anyone lie to him anymore.
“I saw you with Vegas”
With Kinn’s response, Porsche titled his head, confused with the statement.
“Acting dumb? I saw you with him at the pool a few days ago”
Memories strike Porsche but before he could explain, Kinn cut him off.
“I remembered clearly telling you not to talk to him. You don’t work for him anymore. It was only a one time thing, so tell me Porsche, why did I see you with him?”
Yes, if it wasn’t obvious, jealousy was filled in Kinn’s words. He wouldn’t have believed in Tawan’s accusation if he didn’t see Porsche and Vegas that day. They both seemed close and to Kinn, anyone close to Vegas is trouble.
“He came to apologise for what happened that night”
“With wine? How romantic”
Kinn rolled his eyes and Porsche could sense that Kinn was being petty.
“Why does it matter? What am I supposed to do? I can’t asked him to go away. I am simply a bodyguard Kinn”
“Okay so why did you spy on Tawan? I don’t remember giving any orders for that. Where did that order come from and how did you get the wiretap?”
“You think I was giving information away to Vegas?” Porsche asked him in disbelief. He could see the disappointment coming out of Porsche’s mouth.
“Answer my question Porsche, where did that order came from?” Kinn was hoping for an answer that would resolve all the misunderstanding. Anything. Literally anything that could prove Porsche’s innocence.
“I wanted to see if-“ but before Porsche could finished his sentence, he shut his mouth.
“Answer the question Porsche!” Kinn’s patience was running thin. He wanted answers. He is tired of playing around the bush.
Porsche looked at him then at the two bodyguards standing behind his lover and sighed as the distressed man shook his head. Something was stopping Porsche from telling the truth.
“Nothing? Nothing at all?” Rage quickly build within Kinn and right now all he could see is red. Porsche had a chance to explain himself but didn’t and there could be only one reason to that.
His hand reached out to his gun and without realising, his gun is currently pointed to his lover. A betrayer, was all Kinn could see in Porsche now.
“Kinn” Porsche eyes went wide as he put his hands up in reflex. Kinn could see tears building in Porsche’s eyes. Porsche shake his head, silently begging him to stop.
Kinn couldn’t believe he had to relived this situation again. Then with Tawan and now with Porsche. He shouldn’t have fall for Porsche. He shouldn’t have given love a second chance. He hated this and his emotions are currently all over the place.
His hand tremble as he tried to pull the trigger. Despite his mind was telling him to kill, his heart was telling him to stop.
FUCK!
Kinn put the gun down. He couldn’t do it. It frustrates him that Porsche had too much power over him.
“Punish him!” Was all Kinn could say before walking away.
“How sir?” Asked Big.
“I don’t fucking care. Do whatever you want. Kill him if you want. I don’t care if he dies” Kinn said leaving a broken Porsche behind. He knows how much Big and Ken despises Porsche so he knew they had no problem finishing the job for him. If he couldn’t end the betrayer then he will let someone else do the dirty work for him.
He could hear Porsche screaming his name before he heard the man groan in pain. He ignored his aching heart as he left the cell. The man walked away, without realising the mistake he made. Porsche didn’t tell the truth because he did it out of love. He didn’t want Tawan to hurt Kinn again but how could he say it when their relationship was never announced. Not only did he tried to protect Kinn from Tawan but he also avoided telling the truth for Kinn’s own reputation.
—
When Kinn got to his room, he was surprised to find Arm standing in front of his door, staring at his feet as he mumbled to himself, looking visibly worried. Arm was not under Kinn and was definitely not scheduled to guard him today.
“Arm, what are you doing here?”
“Khun Kinn! I-“ the man paused before having the courage to go on.
“I am here because of Porsche”
Kinn winced at Porsche’s name. He can’t believe how fast news travel around this house and he honestly has no mood to talk about it.
“Get back to your station Arm. Aren’t you supposed to be with Khun now?”
Kinn ignored the man’s presence but before he could close the door behind him, arm’s words stopped him.
“I gave Porsche the wiretap!”
“What?”
“I gave Porsche the wiretap, sir. It was from me. It has nothing to do with Khun Vegas. He wouldn’t be stupid enough to use our gadgets while working for Khun Vegas” Arm said, fear was evidence in his eyes.
“I’m sorry sir” Arm bowed before Kinn could even say anything.
“Why did Porsche requested for that wiretap?”
“He mentioned about wanting to know someone’s intention because he didn’t trust that person. He told me it was for the casino but-“ Arm paused.
He took a deep breath before continuing “I know it’s not my place sir but I know what’s going on between the both of you”
Kinn wanted to deny the allegations but Arm continued, leaving him no space to deny.
“Deep down I know he wanted to use it for Khun Tawan. I could see Porsche’s demeanour whenever Khun Tawan is close. He didn’t trust him at all. He wanted to know what Tawan’s true intention was but I didn’t expect Tawan to frame Porsche like this”
What? Kinn freeze at the revelation.
FUCK.
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
He didn’t think twice before dashing back to the cell.
It all made sense now. He fucked up. He fucked up big time!
—
When he arrived, the sight in front of him made his stomach sick. Big had a gun pointed to a beaten up Porsche and before Kinn could yell Big to stop, the trigger was pulled.
The sound of gunshot felt like a million bricks being thrown at him. It felt like he was shot instead of Porsche. He had never felt such pain in his life. Kinn felt sick in the stomach. He wanted to throw up at the gruesome sight of his lover.
He pushed Big and Ken aside as he opened his blazer, using it to press the wound down. He needs to stop Porsche from losing too much blood.
“Kinn” Porsche whispered his name softly.
“I’m here Porsche. I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry. Just don’t close your eyes Porsche. Stay awake, please” Kinn said as placed his arm behind Porsche’s knees and back, carrying him.
“One of you help to put pressure on his wound!”
The two bodyguards stood still, stunned at what’s happening.
“Fucking do what I said or I’ll shoot you both!!!”
Ken comes forward and helped Kinn.
They rushed to the infirmary and Porsche’s eyes was threatening to close.
“Don’t close your eyes Porsche, please. Stay awake. Please, we’re almost there! I’m sorry Porsche. I’m really really sorry. I should have trusted you. Please, I beg. Just wait a little more, we’re almost there. Stay with me, please!”
Porsche tried his best to keep his eyes open. He was fighting the darkness from taking over. It felt like this was the last time he’ll be seeing Kinn and despite the heartbreak and betrayal he went through, he wanted to cherish his very last moment with the man he love. But no matter how hard he tried to stay awake, he simply couldn’t.
“I love you, Kinn” whispered the pained man before closing his eyes.
“Porsche! Shit! Run faster Ken! Porsche? Porsche? Can you hear me? Wake up please. Please, I love you Porsche! I love you too! Stay with me, please! Don’t leave me! I can’t lose you!” Kinn said as tears rushed down his cheek. Right now he didn’t care if he looked weak. He just wanted Porsche to be okay.
Big who rushed ahead of them, informed the doctors and nurses to get ready and anticipate them.
And when they’re there, the medical team didn’t waste any time in helping Porsche. When the medical team took him away and rushed behind the operating room, all Kinn could do is slide down the wall. His whole body trembled as he stared at his bloody hands. The blood of his lover. The blood cause by him.
Tears couldn’t stop falling from his eyes as regret was eating him alive. He hated himself for falling for Tawan’s tricks again and made Porsche paid the price. He hated how he didn’t get the chance to tell Porsche how much he loves him too before the man went unconscious. Was he too late?