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I'm a fool
Since i was a child i've been told tales about soulmates,something that i no longer believe. For months I've thought i found my soulmate,the love of my life,beautiful purple hair,lovely eyes and loved almost everything i liked,we were perfect for each other...
Now i see my lover kissing other man in front of me
-Uki?
-!!
-E-Er hi Ful..gur right?
-...
-Fufuuchan,how about we go-
-Enough
-Enough?
-What do you mean en-
-Enough,i'd had enough
-...what?
-I can't continue like this,it's not healthy for me,i can continue my life being color blind but not being with you Uki.
-What are you talking about?
-Don't act like you are clueless Uki,you know very well what you've been doing and wow you really have no shame,i tolerated the small flirts,'innocent' kisses on the others but this is just a straight-up no for me,Luca,Sonny,Shoto,Mysta and now Suha,before you say you can explain,no,you cannot explain you kissing Suha inside of this locker,it's not a misunderstanding,you are not in heat,this is not abo,even if was a misunderstanding which i highly doubt could be a possibility,there is no excuse for you kissing him,if was an accidental kiss you would just stop and remember that you had a boyfriend,not eat your senpai's face,before you even think about saying that you thought we were in an open relationship,we were not,i never said we were in an open relationship,we never discussed this and i don't wish to discuss now,i want to break up Uki.
-Break...up? But-
-Do you really have an excuse for this?
-...
-I'm moving,don't expect me to be in our,no,your house
-Wait! Wait fufuu-
-Fulgur,no fuchan,no fufuuchan,i'm tired of this nickname
And i left them,Suha was the first trying to reach me,i didn't mean to be rude slapping his hand off my shoulder but i didn't want to hear him or Uki,it was too much for me.
Track #15: It's been two years since i broke up with Uki Violeta,i'm currently focusing on my writing skills and grades but yet for some reason my grades are falling,i'm afraid of not being able to go to college,every night after writing a chapter i drink one cup of coffee and study,i got 4 hours of sleep so far. After breaking up with him i discovered that the whole color blind thing was not true,i often question myself,are soulmates even a thing? i'm not color blind,i'm alive,he is alive,we are in the same school,in the same class,still,i see him flirt with almost all boys,somehow everywhere i go he is with a random guy in a place that it's close to me,it's like a cruel joke,perhaps made by destiny?.
Track #16: Today a fight broke out in gym class,i was inside the boy's bathroom when i heard yelling,Luca senpai got grabbed by Uki but the timing was wow,in the moment that he did that Ike senpai appeared and they both started yelling at each other,Luca senpai was lost like a puppy while Ike and Uki fought,Uki claimed he was there to ask Luca for apparently "the money he landed to him to buy flowers for Ike" but Ike senpai didn't believe and honestly i didn't believe either,i stayed quiet and watched the teacher trying to separate them.
Track #17: Today was a stressful day,i drank six cups of coffee to keep awake and do my homework,i couldn't concentrate,i end up spilling coffee on my laptop while i was writing,that stupid laptop instantly turn off and i lost my progress,i was irritated,it was infuriating. I went to a repair store and my head started hurting,all i could hear was static,when i got inside the store my ears were ringing so loud,i think i screamed,finally when the support technician talked to me the ringing stopped,he touched my shoulder and asked if i was ok,i didn't respond,i couldn't see him,my vision was blurry but i could feel a warm hand on my cheek and him asking to open my mouth,he gave me water,slowly my headache was gone and i could tell him what was the problem with my laptop.
-Coffee addiction-
-It's not an addiction,it just helps me to keep awake
-Right,writing is one of your hobbies,correct?
-Yes
-I see,you've been saying that you like reading and writing,what do you like to read and what exactly are you writing?
-I don't see how relevant this is
-May i play the full audio of audio tape 17?
-...
-Can i?
-No
-Alright then,well Mister Ovid,can you tell me about this "static"?
-It first started when i got inside that store,my head hurt,my hearing was a mix of static and ringing,it was loud,i felt like my head was going to explode. Second time happened when i was going to use a pc in the computer lab and the same thing happened but my vision was completely blurry,i could not see,it was not white,it was just slight colors,one of them was purple,it was trying to touch me,my ex came into my mind and i ran away from the lab.
-What if was your ex and he was concerned about you?
-I don't know...it just...i don't know,i really don't know,i just can't see purple the same way i...
-If i wear something purple,would that trigger you?
-I guess yes
-Hmm,interesting,well Mister Ovid,it looks like we are out of time,have a good night
-Hn
-There will be 80 questions,all about what we studied so far,any questions?
-Actually—
-No? Good,choose your partner
-Luca,let's do it together?
-Sure!
-Hey Mysta,wanna do-
-Sorry man Vox and me are doing it together
-Ah ok
Almost everyone in the classroom already had a partner,there were a few students left,one of them seemed a little familiar to me...
White hair,lil low ponytail and a very unique tattoo (?) on his eye hm....
He looks a little lonely,maybe i should ask him to be my partner?
-Ey,hi there
-!
-You are the guy who wasn't feeling good in the repair store,right?
-U-Ugh!
-Hey are you ok?
-G-Grr urgh! Just wh-who are you?!
-Oh,I'm Shu
"Oh,I'm Shu"
-Shu...
-Yeah Shu,i was the one who gave you water heh
-Oh...
I can see,the static and noise...it stopped
-I'm...i'm Fulgur
-Oh Fulgur,nice to meet you,nice to meet you
-Nice to meet you
-Well,are you ok?
-I'm fine
-Good heh,well,do you want to be my partner?
-What if was your ex and he was concerned about you?
-I don't know...it just...i don't know,i really don't know,i just can't see purple the same way i...
-If i wear something purple,would that trigger you?
-Hm,sure
-Heh,ok,well since we'll be partners can i have your number?
-Hm
Hmm looking at him...
-Thanks,I'll text you later
-Hm
-Hm?
-Hm?
-Eheha,do you always use "hm" as an answer?
-Er..hm
-Ehehaha,don't worry i'm not mocking you,well see ya Fulgur
-See ya Shu
Class is over...
Everyone is heading home,i should go too
-Huh? Book? Uh-Wait!
Tonight I'll have a lot of stuff to prepare,if me and Fulgur meet up to do this project,we'll need materials,80 questions to exactly why? Well we'll figure out,time to go home and wait for dad to eat a good dinner made by mom,i wonder what we will eat toni—
-Shu!
-Eh?
-Shu you-ah-you forgot your book
-Oh,thank you Fulgur
-You're welcome.
-...
-...
-How far do you live from here?
-A little far
-Do you want to catch the bus with me?
-Oh...alright
-Heh,let's go