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Rachel whistled to herself as she made her way to the Cheerios locker room. She knew Santana would be there, and she needed to discuss this week's glee assignment with her. Sure, she could just text the other woman, but she found that face to face conversations were more productive. When she reached the door to the locker room, she took a second to calm her nerves. For some reason, talking to the Latina always made her nervous. Sure, Santana wasn't the friendliest person, but then again, Rachel never felt nervous around Quinn. After taking a few deep breaths, Rachel opened the door and stepped into the locker room.
She took a couple steps in, and got ready to announce her presence when she noticed Santana walking towards the row of lockers directly across from her. The Latina had just gotten out of the shower. Her hair was still damp, and sticking to her shoulders, and she was only wrapped in a towel. Rachel knew she should look away. She knew that she was invading Santana's privacy. But she couldn't force herself to turn around. A light blush spread across her face as Santana dropped the towel from around her and began rummaging in her locker for her clothes.
Rachel's body felt like it was frozen in place. No matter how much her mind yelled at it to move, to turn around, to do anything...it wouldn't listen. Her eyes disobeyed her and stayed glued to the caramel skin of the cheerleader in front of her. Of course, Rachel had noticed how beautiful Santana was, she would have to be blind not too. But seeing Santana naked was making Rachel's heart pound in her chest, and her breath come in short gasps. And Santana hadn't even turned around yet. Rachel hasn't even seen the cheerleader's chest, which she will admit, she has caught herself checking out on occasion. When Santana started to move her hips to some unheard melody, Rachel couldn't stop the gasp that escaped her.
"What the hell?!" Santana yelled, turning around and forgetting the fact that she was naked.
Rachel just stood there, eyes wide, and the blush on her cheeks darkening.
"Berry what the fuck?!" Santana shouted.
Rachel was unable to answer. Santana followed the divas line of sight and started to panic. Rachel was staring at her dick.
Santana was 100% female, 100% woman. She knew that and she never doubted it. She just happened to be born with a penis. Nobody knew about her extra appendage except her parents, her doctor, and Britt. Well, and now Rachel.
Santana quickly grabbed the towel off the floor and covered herself. Turning a furious shade of red, feeling her anxiety grabbing hold in the pit of her stomach.
"Santana?" Rachel finally pulled herself from whatever trance she was in.
Rachel noticed the immediate shift in the room. Santana's eyes were wide with anxiety, and her body had started to tremble.
"Please. Please don't tell anyone."
Rachel wanted to cry, she had never heard the cheerleader sound so scared or vulnerable.
Rachel started to take a step towards the other girl, but upon seeing Santana recoil, changed her mind.
"Santana, I would never. I promise."
"Please. I don't want people calling me a freak. I'm not a freak, I'm not a freak." Santana kept whispering those words to herself and she slowly shook her head.
"You are most certainly not a freak Santana Lopez. You are a beautiful, talented, smart, and funny woman. Nothing changes that."
Santana looked up at Rachel, her eyes shiny with unshed tears. "You won't tell anyone?"
Rachel shook her head no and moved closer to the other girl.
"Why? I've been so mean to you. You could tell everyone that I'm a girl with a dick and then I'd be pushed to the bottom of the social ladder and you'd be safe. "
"Santana, I would never do that to somebody. I don't care that you have a penis, it doesn't make a difference. You're a girl, you always will be. I wouldn't go telling people that I have a vagina. Genitals don't equal gender. So, there is nothing for me to tell."
Rachel watched as Santana let out a breath of relief. "Thanks Rach."
Rachel just smiled and rubbed Santana's arm, trying to comfort the other girl.
"Oh, I'm sorry for..just staring. I should have told you I was here." Rachel said, blushing with embarrassment.
"All good Berry. I know I'm hot." Santana said with a smirk.
Rachel was glad the other girl seemed to feel better.
"I can't disagree."
"Oh so you think I'm hot huh?"
"Well, I do have eyes, Santana."
Santana looked like she was going to say something but then her eyes fell to the floor and she bit her cheek before looking back up at Rachel.
"Even with the?" She asked motioning to her crotch.
"I told you before, I don't care about your genitals. They don't make you who you are. So yes, I still find you hot. Very much so."
Santana smiled shyly and sat down on the bench, making sure the towel was still keeping her covered.
"You're not too bad yourself Berry."
"Wait. Did Santana Lopez just say I, Rachel Berry, was hot?"
Santana chuckled. "Yes I did. And you are. You've got sexy ass legs, and those short skirts really aren't that bad. You're totally hot. And I haven't even seen you naked" she said the last part in a joking tone.
Rachel didn't know where the sudden surge of confidence came from. "We could change that."
Santana felt her member twitch and Rachel's words.
"What are you saying?" Santana wanted to make sure they were 100% on the same page.
Rachel stood up and turned to face Santana, placing her hands on the other girl's bare knees, and leaning in close.
"I'm saying, I could get naked. You know, so we are even."
"I don't know Rach, you watched me without you knowing. I'm not sure you showing me your bod is gonna make us even."
Santana leaned back on her hands and locked eyes with Rachel. Her eyebrow quirked and a smirk plastered on her lips.
Rachel's breath quickened and her tongue darted out to moisten suddenly dry lips. "Wha- what do you have in mind?"
Santana casually threw the towel from her lap, exposing her erect penis, before leaning back once again. "I think you need to be punished."
Rachel audibly gulped, "p-punished?"
Santana began to slowly stroke her member, loving the way Rachel's eyes followed her every movement.
"Mhmm. First of, why don't you help me out here? I heard that you don't have a gag reflex."
Rachel felt her whole body heat up as she instantly became more turned on than she has ever been. And Santana hadn't even touched her yet.
The diva smirked, trying to keep the air of confidence she had moments ago. With a wink she dropped to her knees. "Oh that rumor? Very true."
That was all she said before she took the Latina's dick in her mouth. She slowly ran her tongue along the slit, sucking gently, before moving down the length of it. Santana groaned and fisted her hands in brunette locks.
"Fuck Rach.."
Rachel pulled back and looked up at the Latina. "You can be rough if you want. I am being punished after all." She said with a wink.
Santana could only groan as she tightened her hold on the divas hair, and began pushing Rachel down onto her dick. She went gently at first, not wanting to hurt the other girl, but after she realized Rachel was enjoying it, she began to thrust into her mouth.
"Goddd.." Santana moaned as she felt Rachel's throat tightening around her sensitive dick.
Santana was further turned on by the fact that Rachel's eyes never left her, and the fact that Rachel was periodically letting out little moans, showing that she was also enjoying this.
"You like this? Having my dick down your throat?" Santana panted as she began to fuck the divas throat harder.
Rachel's hands flexed on Santana's hips, conveying her affirmative answer.
Santana could feel her orgasm building and after a few more thrusts, she guided Rachel's mouth off her.
"What is it?" Rachel asked breathlessly.
"Gonna cum…" Santana panted.
Rachel just smirked and leaned back down. "I want it" she whispered before closing her lips around the sensitive head of Santana's dick.
Santana groaned as she felt Rachel's tongue lapping her glands.
"Shit..shit..shit." she muttered as she pumped Rachel's mouth full of her cum.
Her orgasm seemed to last for hours. Finally, she went limp, leaning back against the row of lockers and pulling Rachel up.
"Wow." She breathed. Looking at Rachel.
Rachel used her thumb to gather the few strands of cum that had leaked out of her mouth. She licked them off and sat next to Santana.
"Damn berry, where'd you learn to do that? I don't think I have ever come so hard." Santana said with a chuckle.
"I don't know. I've actually never performed oral sex before. "
Santana just looked at the girl in surprise. Rachel just blew her mind and it was her first time.
Rachel was squirming in her seat. Her panties were beyond soaked and she felt like she was going to explode.
"Um..Santana."
Santana looked over and smirked. "Need something?"
"I'm um...I- " Rachel stuttered.
"You need me to touch you Rachel? Need my dick? Want me to fuck you senseless? I bet you're so wet right now aren't you?"
Rachel moaned and nodded. "Please" she whimpered.
"I don't know...you are being punished after all."
Rachel whined at that, like, literally whined. "Please Santana. You can do whatever you want just...touch me."
Santana reached over and ran her hand up Rachel's thigh and under her skirt. Barely stifling a moan when her knuckles brushed over soaked underwear.
"Hmmm anything I want huh?"
Rachel whimpered at the touch and nodded .
"So...if I told you I wanted you to bend over and let me fuck your ass, you would?"
"Yes..just please. Anything."
Santana slowly drew circles around Rachel's clit, over her underwear.
"You want my dick Rachel? You want it up that tight little ass of yours?"
"Mmm."
Santana removed her fingers and brought them to her mouth, removing all evidence of Rachel from them. "Then get up and bend over."
Rachel moaned and stood up, removing her underwear and pulling her skirt up around her waist. She quickly turned around and bent over, exposing herself to Santana.
Santana groaned as she began pumping her length, already fully hard again. She took her other hand and began gathering Rachel's wetness and bringing it up to her other whole. Slowly running her fingers over it.
"Santana please."
"Patience, I don't wanna hurt you."
Rachel felt her heart flutter at those words.
Santana slowly began pushing in with one finger, allowing Rachel's muscles to relax, before she began trusting. Rachel moaned and her head dropped forward.
Santana added a second finger, then a third. She finger fuckef her for several minutes until she felt like the other girl could take her.
Santana lined her dick up with the smaller girl's asshole. "Just because I'm gonna be rough doesn't mean I want to hurt you. Tell me if I do okay?"
"Okay."
Santana slowly began pushing in, groaning at the tightness. She rubbed her hands soothingly down Rachel's back, trying to help the other girl relax. Finally, her hips met Rachel. Both girls groaned at the feeling.
Santana waited several moments for Rachel to adjust. "You okay?"
"Mmm. Feels good." Rachel moaned.
"Okay, well brace yourself I'm gonna fuck you so good baby."
Rachel once again felt her heart clench, but she didn't have much time to think about it as she felt Santana quickly pull out before forcefully slamming back into her.
"Oh fuck….god." the diva moaned.
"Jesus...you're so tight Rachel. "
Santana gripped the other girl's hips so hard, she knew it would likely bruise. She pulled her dick all the way out, until just the tip remained, before thrusting back in as hard as she could. Rachel's whole body moved with the other girl's thrust.
"Oh my god...oh my god.." Rachel mumbled, her eyes rolling back in her head.
"Mmm does that feel good? You like taking my dick up your ass? This is what you get for watching me, I bet this is what you were thinking about." Santana panted out.
"Fuck...san..I'm so close."
Santana reached one hand around Rachel's thigh and began to rub her clit. Pinching and pulling on it, giving it the same rough treatment she was giving her ass. She now never removed her dick, opting for fast short thrusts. Still so powerful that Rachel's entire body pitched forward with the force of them.
"Oh..oh..god.." Rachel fell forward, her arms unable to hold her up anymore. Santana's right arm wrapping around her torso to keep her upright as she continued to pound into her.
"Mm...I'm gonna come Rachel. Are you gonna cum with me? Santana moaned.
Rachel could only nod. Her whole body tensed up as her mouth opened in a silent scream. Her orgasm was so powerful, no sound came out.
Santana followed right after Rachel. Moaning the other girl's name as she unloaded for the second time that evening. She trusted slowly until she felt her dick go soft, softly removing it, and guiding Rachel down on the floor with her, cradling her in her lap.
Santana placed light kisses across the brunette's face until mocha eyes looked up at her.
"There you are." She said with a small smile.
"That was...wow Santana. "
"Was it too much? I know I was rough."
Rachel leaned up and placed a quick kiss to the other girl's lips. "It was perfect. Yes, you were rough, but you made sure I was okay, and I appreciate that. It was amazing. "
Santana pulled the smaller girl closer to her, laying her cheek on the diva's head.
"Of course. I wanted you to enjoy it too."
" I definitely did."
"This doesn't have to be a one time thing, if you don't want it to be." Santana said quietly.
Rachel raised her head to look at the other girl. "You would want to do this again...with me?"
"I mean, yeah? Why wouldn't I?"
"I thought this was just because you caught me staring at you and wanted to make sure I really wouldn't tell anybody. Like, if I told you'd tell everyone I fucked you. "
Santana looked down sadly at the other girl. "I wouldn't do that to you. I- I know I'm a bitch and you think I hate you, but I don't. This was more than that." Santana wiped at the few tears that had managed to escape.
"Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you by insinuating that. I just...never would have thought you'd be interested in me without having a reason you know? You could have anybody and I'm...just me."
"I don't blame you, I've been nothing but a bitch to you since we met. I've given you no reason to think otherwise. I'm sorry...for everything. I just..I use my attitude to make people not want to get close to me, so that they never find out anything. I know how much you care about people, so I knew you'd be trying to get to know me, so of course I lashed out to keep you from trying."
Rachel just held the Latina's hand and looked at her sadly. "So you be mean to people as a way to keep them at a distance, so they never learn about your...anatomy."
"Well that, and the fact that I'm..I'm gay."
"I understand that, I knew there was a reason, I knew you weren't just inherently a bitch. I could tell by the way you looked after you yelled at someone, you always looked sad and lost. "
"Yeah, it's lonely but it is the only way to be safe."
"You don't have to be alone. This might not be the right time to say this but, I like you Santana, I have for as long as I can remember. I could never get close enough to you to let you know. I tried but you lashed out which I understand now. And I know this is a lot and you don't have to say anything..I just wanted you to know you aren't alone. "
Santana pulled Rachel into a slow and passionate kiss. "I like you too. Ever since you believed me at sectionals. You were the only one who did. "
Rachel beamed her megawatt smile before kissing Santana again.
"This can just be our thing okay? I know you're not ready to come out and I respect that. And frankly, I like the idea of having a relationship that is just ours, without the input of everyone else. "
"That sounds perfect, Rach."