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Mark once looked straight into a rolling camera and said that he didn’t think of himself as a nice guy.
He might have been right.
(or: then she comes into the picture, and she’s lovely enough to go past the second month mark and still stick around. greedy, self-centered, asshole mark lee wasn’t counting on her)
Bookmarked by hesitantlover
04 Dec 2022
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Mark Lee is a boy with an innocent cherub face and gently clumsy hands, embroiled in a world full of trouble because he has no other choice.
Of course, Donghyuck lets himself get involved.
Bookmarked by hesitantlover
01 Jul 2022
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no words, pure heartbreak, i hate this
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Hi. My name is Mark Lee and I know you won’t remember this, but I’ve known you since we were fourteen years old. I love you.
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- Part 4 of emphatically not a mhist but...
Bookmarked by hesitantlover
29 Jun 2022
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“I love you so much,” Donghyuck said, voice strained like he was mad about it. Like he felt the way Mark did— so tired he was about to cry, feeling so much that he couldn’t contain it anymore.
“I know,” Mark started to say, but Donghyuck shook his head, shook Mark by his shoulders.
“Like. Literally.” Donghyuck took a deep breath, then pressed forward. “Do you understand?”
Mark’s mouth was still gently parted. His gaze was immediately drawn back to the reflection of Seoul’s lights in Donghyuck’s eyes. The press of lips had been so fleeting that Mark wondered if he’d imagined it, if the stickiness left on his lips was from his own drink.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
Is it really a rejection if you don't understand what's being asked of you? Mark would like the benefit of the doubt, in this case.
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- Part 2 of nct 2022
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“Donghyuck,” Renjun says slowly. “What’s our schedule for today?”
“Too lazy to check the calendar yourself, princess?” Donghyuck laughs, oblivious to the panic growing within him. “We’re recording for Inkigayo later today, but that’s it.”
Renjun fists his hands into the thin fabric of his sleep shirt. What the fuck, he thinks. What the fuck is going on. “We recorded for Inkigayo yesterday.” We recorded for Inkigayo, and then you had a solo schedule and I came home and stole back all the little pieces of my life from Jaemin’s room before passing out for the better part of a day.
Donghyuck stares at him as though he thinks Renjun’s lost his mind. Maybe he has. “No,” he says. “We didn’t.”
But they did. “Right,” Renjun whispers, quietly reeling. “I don’t know what I was thinking.”
Renjun and Jaemin break up on a Monday. On a Tuesday, they deal with the fallout. Then, they do it all over again.
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Bookmarked by hesitantlover
02 Jun 2022
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the urge to kiss this author a normal amount