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Inuyasha didn’t put to come any closer this time, he simply stood, holding Kagome’s hands and waiting for her to process his words.
Even after everything he had told her, she had trouble believing him now.
“Inuyasha, are you saying….are you telling me that you love me?” She was watching him with wide eyes, expecting at any moment that he was going to realize what he had said and revert to his usual loud and panicked self to deny it all. Instead, he just smiled his half smile showing off his fang and nodded.
“Yeah Kagome, that’s what I’m saying. I don’t know exactly when it happened, I was too busy trying to deny and ignore it all. But today, the thought that I could have lost you completely while I was searching for a rumor of Kikyo.” He shook his head slowly, then he slid his hands up again cupping her face while he looked into her eyes.
“I would never forgive myself if I lost you without even letting you know how important you are to me.”
He kissed her softly on the forehead before tilting his down to rest against hers while he watched her. “My demon has wanted you for years. And I finally realized…I do too.”
Inuyasha glanced down at her mouth, then back into her eyes, his eyebrows raised as if asking for permission. Kagome gave a small nod and he bent down and kissed her for the second time that day.
This time, Kagome kissed him back.
The kiss started sweet, almost an apology, or a promise. Inuyasha still had his hands around Kagome’s face and he tilted her head back at an angle. She brought hers up against his chest and instead of pushing him away, she slide them even further up his shoulders and around his neck.
They stayed that way for a moment, just savoring the closeness and newness of it all.
Eventually though, Inuyasha ran his tongue along the seam of Kagome’s mouth and when she hesitantly opened for him, the nature of the kiss changed. Inuyasha’s tongue sought our hers and when they rubbed against each other for the first time Inuyasha let out a groan that sounded almost painful.
The sound and the slick feel of him caused a wave of heat to run through her and she couldn’t help the small moan that escaped. She had never felt anything like this before.
At her moan, Inuyasha took over the kiss, not seeming to be able to help himself. His right hand slid higher up in her hair as his left travelled down her shoulder and to her waist, pulling her flush against him. He took the kiss deeper and rougher, nipping at her lip carefully.
Kagome could feel him pressed against the full length of her and she felt herself clench inside. It felt delicious and exotic, his strength pushing into her softness. She couldn’t help pushing back against him, her chest into his and then her hips.
She gasped when she felt the swell of his hardness against her stomach.
He pulled back to look at her, his eyes ablaze with passion and she could finally see it, these feelings he had for her. Had had never looked at Kikyo that way. He had never looked at anyone that way.
Except her.
“Remember what I said Kagome, Inu youkai mate for life.” Her eyes went wide at his words, but he didn’t make a single move to pull away from her.
“If we do this, there’s no going back. But if don’t want it…” he took a rough swallow, like the words were hard to get out. “If you don’t want me like that, I understand. We can try to just be friends like we were before.” He looked like he was almost afraid of her answer as he stood there, breathing hard and pulsing against her.
But for Kagome, that was an easy decision.
“Of course I want to be with you Inuyasha, I always have.”
That statement seemed to eviscerate the last of Inuyasha’s control and the next thing she knew, Kagome found herself scooped up and tossed on her behind her so quickly she gave a little bounce. She barely had time to process that when she felt the warm weight of her half-demon press down on her.
Inuyasha gave her a brief but scalding kiss before sliding his mouth along her jaw and kissing down her neck. He slid a thickly muscled thigh between her legs as his tongue suckled its way to her shoulders where he paused for a moment, taking deep breaths of her scent.
“I am trying to go slow Kagome.” His voice was slightly muffled as he spoke and the puffs of air tickled her neck. “I don’t want to hurt you or scare you. But I have wanted this for so long I am not sure how long I can wait. My demon….it’s impatient.”
Kagome thrilled at his words. Hearing how much he wanted her was like a band-aid to her heart and gasoline to a fire for her body.
“I want you too, Inuyasha. It will be ok.” She ran her hands through his hair and came upon his ears, finally daring to do something she had only attempted while he was in a magical sleep. Her fingers softly followed along the edges until she got to the warm furry base and she rubbed his ears sensually.
Inuyasha gave a deep groan that reverberated against her chest and she felt him thrust against her slightly.
He captured her hands very quickly, looking up into her eyes a little sheepishly. “ I, uh, I really like that, but it might make things even harder for me. At least this first time.” She swallowed and nodded, not missing the mention of this only being their first time.
He kissed her again, but while his tongue was busy mating with hers, his hands also released hers and began to slowly travel over her. He ran his hands inwards across her shoulders and his thumbs followed along her collar bone, sending delightful shivers through her.
When he released her mouth to yet again slide down her neck, his fingers began to undo the tiny cotton buttons of her pajama top. Kagome moved her hands to run along the corded muscles of his back, her heart pounding as he exposed her thin tank top underneath.
When he reached the last button and parted her shirt, he pulled away slightly to look down at her. A small frown creased his face when he realized she was still not bared to him, but rather than rush to remove her final layer, he tilted his head and laid himself directly over her heart.
Kagome could not help her response to his face being so close to her breasts and she could feel her nipples peak under her thin top. Inuyasha stayed where he was a few moments, finally raising and looking her in the eye again. “One of the things I hate the most about becoming human is losing my demon hearing and scent. I can’t hear your heartbeat or smell your moods to know if you are ok.”
She had just started to respond to his sweet words when he glanced back down and saw her pebbled beneath him, he seemed transfixed as he leaned down and slowly drug his face across her breasts, his mouth open and breathing moist hot air onto her.
Kagome thought she was going to combust at the feeling, but Inuyasha quickly caught his hands under the material and drug her top up and off of her. He seemed in awe as he took in her nudity and he moved to drag one of his claws down and along the swell of her breast. The feeling of her seemed to do him in and he dove at her like a man starving. He nuzzled between her breasts, breathing her scent in deeply before licking her there. He quickly moved to lick along the inside curve and across until he got to her nipple, giving it a small lick and nuzzle as well.
Kagome felt like she was on fire and could barely do more than grasp the material of his haori. When he closed his lips around her and gave a tentative suckle, she moaned and bucked up slightly with her hips. Inuyasha paused for only a second before he decided that was a good response, because he went back to it with much more gusto. His left hand came up to tweak the nipple of her right breast while he latched on to the left breast greedily.
Kagome’s hand slid into his hair to hold him there as heat and pleasure swept through her. His hot tongue was making her feel restless and she couldn’t help but rub against the leg he had between hers.
Inuyasha switched sides, dragging his tongue across her, seeming to want to touch every part of her along the way. As he took her other nipple into his mouth he felt a small tug and, looking down, he realized that Kagome had started to pull at his clothes.
He couldn’t help the pride that went through him and even as he thought my bitch wants to me, he knew it was more youkai than human. It didn’t seem to matter though.
He pulled off her and sat up on his haunches as he swiftly untied his obi and practically ripped off his haori and kosode. Kagome didn’t waste any time, running her hands across his broad chest and enjoying the freedom to feel him when she wasn’t treating his wounds or riding his back.
Inuyasha let out a growl at the feeling of her soft hands exploring him and he dipped back down to kiss her while she slid her arms around him and down his back.
This time when he slid between her legs, it was to press himself directly to the heat of her, causing them both to moan into the kiss. Inuyasha stayed cradled against her for a long moment before he slid his hands across her stomach and he moved to lay on his side so he could better reach her. He was looking into her eyes when he ran his fingers over her center, just getting her used to being touched there.
He knew no one else had, of course, and he was relieved. Neither Inuyasha nor his demon liked sharing Kagome and he is not sure what he would have done if she had been intimate with someone else.
As his fingers made sweeps up and down, Kagome was responding strongly. He couldn’t help his eagerness when he hooked into her pajama pants and pulled, dragging down her panties along with them. He followed the clothing down with his nose, inhaling deeply as her core was exposed to him. The wet, musky heat of her almost drove him crazy.
He threw the clothes behind him, not bothering to aim or look where they landed. In that moment his world began and ended with Kagome.
As he positioned himself beside her again and Kagome was on full display, she realized she should probably feel shy about it. However, Inuyasha had worked her into such a state that she couldn’t focus on anything but where he was going to touch her next. His golden eyes shone in the dim light of the room and it made everything inside of her spike in anticipation.
For his part, Inuyasha was just trying to breath. The sight of a fully naked Kagome, aroused and available to him, put him so close to the edge he was becoming a danger to her. His youkai was rousing, pressure building behind his eyes and crowding out his thoughts with the animalistic need to mate with her. He could feel the raw desire pounding through him and he was worried about it getting out of his control.
Deep breath, make sure she is ready. Deep breath, touch her slowly. Running right alongside those thoughts were those of his demon – taste her, mate her, take her, bite her.
He very deliberately reached out a shaking hand swept the hair back from her face, looking into her eyes clouded with passion. He bent down and kissed her, his tongue slowly making love to her mouth while his hand slid down her stomach, through her curls and into her soft folds.
She moaned into him and he greedily drank down her response, trying to focus on not hurting her delicate slickness with his sharp claws. Kagome didn’t seem worried at all as she only relaxed her legs and let her thighs fall open to him.
Inuyasha moved lower, sliding back down and suckling at her right breast while his fingers pushed inside Kagome. The tightness of her made him even harder as he imagined sliding into that heat. Kagome let out a cry of surprise, not used to the invasion but finding it was exactly what she needed. He worked at her nub with his thumb while his middle finger moved in and out slowly and Kagome clasped him tightly to her.
Inuyasha was overwhelmed with the sounds and scents that Kagome was producing as he touched her. The little pants and moans she gave would be burned into his brain forever. His need rose, and yet again, he pushed it back, wanting to make sure she was completely ready.
He left her breast and trailed kisses down her stomach, licking as he went. He wanted her to be completely covered in his scent.
When he got to her damp patch of curls, he nuzzled his nose into them and Kagome seemed to come to of her stupor a bit.
“Inu…you don’t….you don’t have to do that.” She barely had enough mental faculties left to remember hearing about this, and knowing that not all guys liked doing it.
Inuyasha looked up at her from between her legs, his hands holding her thighs open while she was fully exposed to him. The slow wicked smile he sent her was followed by a long lick up her center and Kagome could only gasp at the wave of bliss that her at his ministrations.
At his first taste, Inuyasha was enthralled. Her flavor was just a deeper version of her scent and it was absolutely delicious. He dove in, licking and sucking at her, trying to pay attention to what she liked. After her initial hesitation, Kagome seemed to be on bored because she grasped his hair and pulled him into her while her hips drove up to meet his mouth. He didn’t even think she was aware of what she was doing.
When his lips closed around the little bundle of nerves and gave a small suck she started to shake. He could feel her body quiver and she started panting and mumbling to him not to stop. He shifted slightly so he could slide two of his fingers back inside of her and after only a few short minutes Kagome seemed to break and shudder around him.
Her legs closed in and she gave a small cry as her essence poured out. Inuyasha waited it out, licking and cleaning her as a good mate would while she came down from her high. He had to reach down and adjust himself, his cock having hardened even further at Kagome’s release.
When she finally fell quiet, he drew back and looked up at her, expecting to find her smiling.
He was appalled to see tears on her face and he instantly shot up and cupped her face, wiping the tears away. “Kagome, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” His worried eyes ran up and down her body looking for an injury he might have caused.
She laughed slightly, “No, Inuyasha, I’m not hurt. That was just so beautiful.” Her eyes looked up at him shyly, “Thank you.”
Inuyasha grinned back, so relieved he hadn’t hurt her, but soon his arousal replaced his worry and he grew serious again. He kissed her softly, just a brush of his lips, “Are you ready?”
Kagome looked a little nervous but determined when she nodded and Inuyasha pulled away off the bed to stand beside it. He kept his eyes on her face as his hands went down to loosen the strings holding up his hakama, and as they slid down he watched the look of appreciation and wonder grow in his mate’s eyes before moving back towards her.
Kagome reached out like she wanted to touch him, and he absolutely wanted it too, but he was so close to the edge he didn’t think he could handle it. He grabbed her wrist before she could make contact with him and brought it to his mouth for a quick kiss to take any sting out of the rejection. “Next time.” He promised and Kagome gave him a devilish smile, “Sounds like there are a lot of things we are doing next time.” Inuyasha could have come right there from the sensual way she said it, and he realized she was more right than she knew.
When she went to lay down and pull him with her, he stayed where he was, unsure how she was going to take this next part.
Her brow creased in confusion, “Inuyasha?”
Instead of answering, he pulled her close to him and she knelt on the bed while he stood and embraced her, rubbing his hands down her back and over her bottom and thighs.
“What’s wrong, Inuyasha?” She sounded worried and that was the last thing he wanted. Time to get the explanation over with.
“The thing is Kagome, this first time is special. To form the matebond I have to let my demon out.” She pulled back a bit to look at him while he spoke and he expected to see fear or revulsion, but all he saw was acceptance.
He should have known better.
Kagome nodded, “Ok, well as long as you aren’t worried, I trust you.” Her words were such a gift to him sometimes, he didn’t think she realized how much. Of course she doesn’t, you idiot, you never tell her.
“Thank you Kagome, that means so much to me. I do think I can stay in control, but uh…the thing is….” He didn’t realize this would be so hard to explain, and words were not his strength anyway, so he decided just to show her.
He pulled her closer for a ravenous kiss, quickly building back up the embers of their passion and this time, when she went to pull him down, he stopped her by picking her up and flipping her around.
Kagome found herself staring at the wall by her pillow when Inuyasha moved in close behind her. At his nudge to her lower back, she fell forward onto her hands and when he grabbed her hips to pull her in close to him it finally hit her.
“Oh!” She squeaked, when she felt the full length of Inuyasha’s cock press against her wet folds. This was what he was trying to tell her. Well, I guess it makes sense, he is a dog demon after all.
Inuyasha was rocking against her slowly and sliding in between her lips, and she was absolutely overwhelmed by how erotic it felt. When he finally spoke, his voice was much deeper and a quick glance over her shoulder confirmed, his demon was definitely close. “Is this ok?”
Never in her wildest fantasies about being with Inuyasha had he been in his youkai form, but Kagome had to admit to herself that his reddened eyes and the purple stripes to his face added a wild feirceness to everything that made her even more excited.
She gave a little wiggle and pushed back against him, “Yes, it’s totally fine.”
Inuyasha growled loudly and it rumbled through the room, kicking her heart rate up even more. She could feel his claws, now needle sharp, dragging along her hips and just as she was wondering if that was something to worry about, she felt him rubbing against her, aligning himself with her entrance.
He was poised right on the edge, when he bent over and gave her shoulder a small kiss, his elongated fangs scraping across her. His gravelly voice was low and strained, “Sorry…’Gome. I can’t…go slow.”
With that his hands tightened on her hips and pulled her back into him, quickly breaking through her maiden barrier and lodging himself to the hilt within her.
She gasped at the sharp bite of pain, but Kagome meant it earlier when she told him about everything she had been through. She was stronger than she looked.
She could tell Inuyasha was struggling with himself, she could practically feel the battle behind her as his demon and human fought to stay in control. The pain was already starting to fade, replaced by a feeling so large and powerful that it left her breathless. She could feel him twitch and pulse inside her and she knew what she needed to give him.
She curled her hand around the ones he still had locked onto her hips. “I’m ok Inuyasha….let go.”
He growled fiercely and pulled out of her only to slam back in again. And again. And again.
He laid back over her back and suckled on her neck while pistoning into her from behind. Kagome could barely remember her own name over the absolute storm of passion that was breaking over her. Inuyasha was so large, filled her so full and was taking her brutally.
And she loved it.
That he could have been holding back such feelings for her, could barely control his hunger for her, it made her feel like a goddess. Like together, they were all powerful. When her arms gave out and she dipped forward, Inuyashas hands came up underneath her, holding her breasts and holding her up.
He hadn’t stopped his suckling and now seemed to just be focused on a particular part of her neck, although she barely noticed with the power of his thrusts and the rising level of pleasure.
Inuyasha could not have stopped if it killed him.
The pleasure of being inside her, the release of his youkai to bond with her, it was all taking over his mind and he was operating on pure instincts. He could feel his bitch tightening around him and Kami! was it good, but he could also feel his demon preparing to finish the mating properly the moment the reached completion.
Here. Right here. That is where he would mark her. And everyone would know she was his.
He gave a particularly hard thrust into her at that thought and it hit something inside Kagome that had her seeing stars. When he did it again, and then a third time those stars burst to life and shot across her vision as pleasure swamped her. She clenched around him like a vise, drawing out a roar along with his own release.
The moment she felt his seed fill her, she felt a sharp pain at her neck. She knew that Inuyasha had bitten her and the feel of him sucking at her seemed to drag out her orgasm.
Several minutes, or possibly hours, later Kagome and Inuyasha both came back to themselves by slow degrees.
Inuyasha had released Kagome’s neck and was licking it clean. There was a contented rumble that went through him every few minutes and Kagome felt like she was adrift, basking in the little skitters of pleasure and aches that she felt along her body.
Inuyasha had collapsed on her at some point and he had not bothered to get up, merely rolled them to their side so he didn’t crush her. She could still feel him inside her and she couldn’t think of a better place to be.
“Kagome…” he sounded normal again and when she looked to find him now hovering above her, she could tell the stripes and the red was fading. She reached up to affectionately rub at the faint line of purple still on his cheek and he pressed his face into her palm.
“Are ok, Kagome? Did I…Was I too rough?” His thumb absently caressed her bite and she knew he was worried about it. Although she was a bit surprised now that he hadn’t mentioned it, she was actually glad. If she had known it was coming that might have distracted her, and as it was, she was already fully distracted by what was happening. Delightedly so.
“I am more thank ok, Inuyasha. I am so happy.” She smiled a sleepy smile, wanting to banish any concerns he had over what his demon did to her. “I am a little surprised you didn’t mention the bite, but I am glad you didn’t”
He looked a little sheepish at that. “Yeah, uh, I actually didn’t know about that until I was already…you know…committed. I guess Myoga forgot to tell me about that part.”
As Inuyasha laid back down and pulled her close, wrapping his arms around her and burying his face in her neck, he was surrounded by their scents mixed together. It was the most comforting experience of Inuyasha’s life.
Just as Kagome was about to drift off, she realized something.
“Inu…?” She felt a grumbled “Mhhmm?” against her back.
“I…..I love you, ya know.”
He smiled widely, “Yeah, I finally do know. I love you right back, wench.”
Kagome was smiling as she drifted off.
Yeah, I love you right back.
~Fin~