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ꨄ♥︎ ❦ ♥︎ꨄ
Khun gritted his teeth almost too tightly. The feeling of Viole’s closeness and sultry tone of his low words traveled warmly within him. They had managed to make him still for a spilt second but not long enough as he started to frantically squirm again. Catching himself as his brain shortly short circuited in that moment.
”Get the fuck off me!”
He’d be lying if he said that the words Viole just rasped hadn’t sent an electrifying jolt through his entire body. As much as he hated the rising heat coursing through his veins right now and the tingle it brought down to his nether regions, he had to admit that it felt somewhat…nice?...
No wait! What the hell am I thinking? No! No nononononono....
NO!
Khun proceeded to keep up with his struggling. Mouth slightly opened as he panted. This was just pointless fighting now. How the hell is he this strong?
Looking for a better tactic, Khun attempted to twist his way out of it instead. He shifted his wrist towards the weak part of Viole’s thumb but, to his misfortune, Viole wasn’t grabbing him like someone would to choke his blood flow. Instead, he was gripping him tightly with his palms and fingers locked together.
There’s not much of a weak point when pinned like this.
Still panting and heart racing, the blue in his eyes glinted when the little light shining from above locked on to him. He took that angle to properly glare at the man on top of him. It wasn’t pitch black in the room given the little light, so to his surprise, he was taken aback a little when he saw that Viole, for once, wasn’t smirking or looking amused in any way. Which was odd. He would have expected the opposite given the prior circumstances.
”What the hell do you want? Let me go already you fucking psycho!”
Sweat was starting to bead at his forehead, the stickiness starting to mount on his back. His dress shirt taping to him like a leech.
Khun glowered at him. His teeth heavily snarling like a rabid beast whose been caught in a trap. Viole didn’t look the least bit taken aback by it. If anything, him snarling like an animal was making Viole look more solemn than amused.
He wondered what he was thinking..
“You’re beautiful.”
Huh?!
Again with the short circuit.
Wait...Nope! Nope nope nope! Never mind. I take it back! I would’ve been just fine with not knowing.
FUCK!
He was saying this right? But then again, in some deep deep deeeeep part hidden within him, (a curious and overzealous part) wanted to be verified if he had heard right. Maybe it was his ego or pride wanting the supposed clarity.
Unknowingly, Khun did still down. His eyes blown wider than ever as he eyed up the man above him. Viole’s face was at a safe distance away but yet, still somehow very close.
Too close for wanted, no, needed space.
”W..What?!” He was fighting it. He really was.
The creeping blush per se.
No! I—I can’t. I’m not even sure if I had heard right. Damnit! Khun closed his eyes tightly shut. The stickiness in his back irking him.
NOOOOOO!
“Shut the fuck up you idiot. You know you heard it right you denying bastard.” The demon within him answered back.
Wait. But why did it sound awfully a lot like..like...
His Father??!!
”I know you heard me.” Viole answered back in the midst of his inner turmoil. Springing his eyes open, he now noticed that Viole was lowered closer to him. Face hovering inches from his own.
Shit.
Viole tightened his grasp. Golden eyes glittering as they now took the spotlight. How can they hold this much power?
Not seeing any use in denying it or ignoring it (Viole or his supposed father like demon), Khun attempted to narrow his eyes, balling up his fists into ‘threatening’ like gestures.
There was two ways in dealing with this.
One, denial. Which came with acting dramatic like the full out gay soul that he was or two..
Acceptance. Which came with putting up a front.
”Now I really know there’s something wrong with your eyes. Grant permission now and I’ll help you with that little issue.”
Not flinching away from his fiery tone, Viole angled his head, loose hairs brushing along his forehead and cheeks. His eyes dropped a little, softening. Vision set on something lower than his eyes and Khun was internally fighting to not think on what it was precisely that had his attention.
He was even fighting the urge to lick his lips.
”You really think so?” Viole lowered down some more. Noses almost bumping into each other. His eyes were soft and he caught his lips quirk up into a little smirk when he unintentionally shifted.
Damn these pants…
”T..Think what?” He stupidly asked. Because for some damn reason, his brain decided it best to black out at that moment. Any recollection of what had happened in the last 5 minutes gone.
Vanished.
Poofed.
What were we talking about again? He’s too close damnit!
”You think my eyes have a problem?” Viole slowly blinked and somehow that made them glitter even more. Was he doing this on purpose or something? Fuck! If he wasn’t so strained in this position he might even say that they were beautifully shining right now.
“Don’t they all?” Keep up your front. Keep up your front. Keep up your front damnit!
“Sooo, if I’m understanding this correctly. You’re saying that everyones eyes have a problem?” Viole rose a single brow at him. His breath now gently tickling his lips and the tip of his nose.
What is that? Raspberry? Lemon?
If this wasn’t any indication that he was too close already, then he doesn’t know what was.
Then again, red flags do seem to be green when your stupid. Or in this case, pinned and blasted full force with gold.
”Y..Yes?” Fuck! That came out too breathless.
”Oh? Is that so? Please do tell me why.”
Viole didn’t move away from his position. Instead, he took his precious time to separately seize each of his wrists and part them so that each one was now on either side of his head. In this position Khun had to admit that he was a lot more comfortable but that still didn’t change the fact that he still felt exposed.
Out of his own control.
…Like he wasn’t already.
“Are you going to tell me or...” Viole’s eyes roamed down him. A menacing hint sparkling in their depths. Khun thickly and quietly swallowed. His heart racing a mile a minute as he saw Viole roam him down with his eyes.
He bit the inner part of his cheek as to fight his needed urge to gnaw his lip.
Having not known that Viole was straddling his legs, he finally caught on to it as Viole squished both of them together. The strain in this pants growing more painful and noticeable this way.
He was even more pinned, locked and sealed into place. Khun clenched his eyes shut, his mortification rising to the roof he let out a little surprised squeak. He felt even more humiliated at himself when he let out another unrecognizable noise after that. The feeling of something warm and gentle brushing along one of his clothed sides.
But wait! Both of his hands were being pinned though. So what was...
Snapping his eyes open. He immediately noticed that Viole was no longer in his line of vision.
Still feeling the warm touch down along his side, he conjured enough strength to raise his head. An effort to try and steal a glance as to see what third arm Viole whipped up to brush along his sensitive side.
Khun almost choked on air and his own spit. He even had to catch himself from letting this blood rush down south when he caught a pair of gleaming eyes staring directly at him. Those two orbs glinting with a teasing sheer as one of his cheeks were casually nuzzling against one of his unguarded sides.
Almost like how a cat would do to get their owners attention.
Fuckfuckfuck!
”Tell me or I will..” Viole didn’t finish as he turned his head. His nose teasingly nudging against him lightly.
Khun held his ground, his guard only betraying him when he squawked out an unwanted yelp when Viole added pressure. Not long after that, something sharp and edgy suddenly took its place.
Wait..no..is that...
Is that his teeth?!
He shall NOT look to verify.
”Okay! Okay! I’ll talk I’ll talk! Please just...stop!” Fighting to set his hands free, he was shocked to say the least when Viole mercifully stopped. Raising his head to meet Khun in the eyes once again.
His hair was poking out in certain places and his shirt was exposing more of his collarbone on one side than the other. In all this chaos, Viole somehow never lost that softening cast once. What the hell?!
”Please, do tell then.” Oh, so he does have a soul then.
Too bad. Cause whether Viole has revealed his own, than now would be a good affirmation that he clearly doesn’t.
“Let go. Maybe then I’ll tell you.”
Viole’s eyes shined as the unexpected offer came. Something angelic yet impossibly evil shielding them. How was that combination even possible?
He was supposed to be the ‘soulful’ one here!
”You’re trapped. Pinned right under me and completely at my mercy, yet you have the audacity to make me an offer? Some guts you have..your majesty.”
The chosen name made something unwanted stir inside him. He wanted to hate it, he really did, but the demon inside him (not his father this time thankfully) just wasn’t letting him. Especially not with the effortless way Viole was making it roll and fall from his lips.
”Tsk.” Khun clicked his tongue. Turning his head to tuck it behind one of his pinned arms.
Fuck you. He wanted to say out loud, but right now it was mostly directed to his inner demon than Viole.
”Are you going to tell me?” Viole bent down towards him again, only this time, his breath and voice went right into his exposed ear.
Damnit. It felt too nice...
”N..No. Why should I?”
He couldn’t see his face but he knew he had fucked up the moment he had said it. It was just as unexpected when he felt something soft and warm against his neck. The lost buttons of his shirt not helping in easing his rising heat.
”What are y—Hmm!”
Viole didn’t have to do much to gain a noise out of him. Well..somewhat of a noise. It sounded much like a frustrated whimper than anything.
Viole ignored his surprise as he lightly brushed the tip of his nose and lips against Khun’s exposed milky skin. The smell of cologne and fresh linen sweetening his senses.
”V—Viole sssstop!” Khun was uncontrollably squirming from under him. Legs tensing in an effort to fight his overbearing holder.
”Bam.” Viole’s voice was light and airy on him. His sweet breath hitting him in all the right places.
So much was his daze that he didn’t catch what he had said as he was fighting his own dignity in trying not to moan ( or in to not making any more mortifying noises in general).
Damn, why do I have to be so sensitive?!
”Viole stop..please!” If only he could shred his last spare of dignity, he would sob, he really would.
Apparently not hearing what he had said, Viole didn’t stop as he trailed a leisured line with his lips up to his earlobe. He gently nuzzled his cheek against his own. Breath hot as he whispered his next words again. Gentle and clear.
”It’s Bam. Not Viole.”
Finally hearing it. Khun took a moment to catch his breath, closing his eyes tightly as he did his best to find his stabled (forgotten snarky) voice.
”W..What are you talking about?” Miracle that he could still muster up words.
”My name. Call me Bam. Viole has always sounded too out of sorts for me.”
Blinking at the knew found information, Khun urged himself to relax. His tense body dropping as he controlled his fired up breathing.
”B..Bam?”
”Yupe.” Nuzzling a little more, Vio—no, now apparently Bam, moved away from him. The separation immediately greeting him with a chill.
”You know,” Rising higher and lighter, the hold around his wrists finally loosened. The heat leaving him in all its entirety.
“Luckily for you, I honor my code of being a gentleman.”
Khun was left dumbfounded as Viole rolled off of him. Those same hands that were once pinning him were now patting around his own body, straightening himself out. Viole managed to straighten himself out the best he could without much acquired light, meanwhile Khun didn’t do anything but stare at the ceiling the whole time.
“Seeing that you’ve cooled down some, how about going back out and getting a drink? I’m getting hungry. Besides, I never gave you your food.”
Tucking his hands into his pockets, Bam stood waiting in the shadows of the room as he waited for Khun to answer. He was still laying shocked on the bed.
What the hell?
*Knock! Knock! Knock!*
Reeling him out of his zone. Khun immediately bolted up, hands roaming down himself to quickly sort himself out too.
”Viole? Khun? Are you in there?” Isu was at the door.
Fuck! He internally thought.
Bam slowly turned from where he was to the door. Hands tucked as he casually leaned against it.
”Yeah, we are. Everything good out there?”
Khun suspiciously squinted at Bam from where he was. Now fully catching on to what it was that was happening. He felt so stupid for not noticing it before.
So this was what he was intending the whole time huh?
”Yeah, Hatz is somewhat tamed now. Is Khun good? You’re still complete right?”
Not for long. Khun and his lingering demon thought at the same time.
Both saying the same thing but neither meaning the same thing.
”Yea, we’ll be out in a bit.”
Bam kept standing by the door. Even as Isu’s shadow left from under the door. The little light from the window wasn’t helping in figuring out what Bam was doing. It’s like the surrounding darkness welcomed him in as their own.
Anyways, it wasn’t like Khun cared about what he was planning to do. Summoning back his blacked out memories from before, the only thing his mind was set on doing now was retrieving his blade and leaving this damned place already. Even if he had to place that same blade against his throat so he could give him his phone.
He deserved that much.
Darting his eyes to the wall, he caught a quick glimpse of his blade still sticking out from the wall.
Being light and stealthy with his steps, he inched closer to his target. Fingers angsty as they were sensing the craving cold metal of their weapon.
Bam wasn’t even looking at him as he kept getting closer. Blue eyes shining as his plan was playing out just as he was wanting.
Or at least he had thought..
In record time, Khun reached for his blade but the moment his hand landed on the handle, a warm but firm grip attached itself to his wrist once again.
What the hell? How?
”For a smart man you sure are careless”
Feeling the added body pressure from right behind him, Khun tightened his fingers around his weapon. Bam flexing his own grip around his wrist.
Khun thought quick. One, he could go in with his opposite arm and bring it back to elbow him right in the rib, but something inside him (probably his pestering demon) was telling him that Bam might be expecting that. His second option would he to give him a good well earned blast with the back of his head. Squaring him right in the nose. He was at an advantage for once in being a little shorter than him.
Would he be expecting that?
Answering one of his dilemmas, Bam grabbed hold with his other hand his elbow and Khun took a deep breath as he slowly leaned his head forward.
If I crack your nose, just know that you brought this onto yourself.
With much force, he swung his head back but much to his surprise and annoyance, he was met with nothing. He almost cramped his own neck when he landed on a soft shoulder instead. A little giggle welcoming him in his ear.
”I’m not new to this you know.” Bam whispered into his ear.
Almost as if he sensed his next moves (or at least would’ve been his next moves if he had more time to think), Bam grabbed and twisted his hand holding his blade back against his tailbone. His other hand following suite.
Bam didn’t waste a second as he twirled, pushed and shoved him face down against the mattress. The blade in his hand loose and falling out of his grasp to the floor without him realizing it.
“What the hell?! What do you think you’re doing?” With him face flat against the bed, Bam was able to get on top of him and straddle him once more. The warm and rough material of his clothes rubbing against him in all the wrong (right) places.
”Obviously pinning you down. It’s obvious that you haven’t calmed down enough. Trying to kill me this early?”
”What?! Ughhh!” Khun tried fighting but he was only getting himself more worn.
Damn, who the hell is this guy!
“You still haven’t answered me either.”
”Answered you what? And would you get the hell off of me already? You’re damn heavy.”
”Ouch, was that an attempt to nerve me or something?”
”No. More like being truthful for once. You weigh a fucking ton!”
”Well, you should know more than enough by now that those pitiful asking mechanisms of yours won’t work on me.”
FUCKKKK!
Would it be too out of his nature to surrender right now?...
”All this beauty for what?”
”Stop talking fucking nonsense and get off me already! I can hardly breathe!” Khun could be classified as a dying seal by any far away bystander right now with the way he was sounding and flailing.
”Well if it’s hardly than you can surely still breathe am I right?”
”Damnit fuck you Bam!”
”Mmm.”
Why did that hum sound too off?…
”....Ughhh!” Flopping onto his face, Khun kept groaning as he was being pinned against his own will.
This wasn't in his plans.
”Look, tell you what. If you can answer my questions from here on out truthfully then maybe I’ll get off of you. How about that?”
”What the hell kind of deal is that?”
”Says the guy who earlier tried to offer his words in exchange for his freedom.”
Damnit.
This had to be the lowest point of his life right now.
And that’s saying a lot..
“Fine! Whatever! Just do it quick. I’m running out of air here!”
Khun plopped his chin on to the bed. He slowly breathed in and out as he felt Bam shift above him. His weight now being more tolerable as he moved lower down his body. His wrists were still pinned to his back though.
”Right, then let’s start. Shall we?”
Khun opened his mouth to answer but just as he was about to, one of the restraining hands let go of his wrists. He didn’t know where the other went and he couldn’t turn back to see either cause every time he even tried to turn around, Bam would flip him back around and grip him even tighter.
”What are you doing?”
Bam didn’t answer. He just kept moving and in no time, something soft and silky touched his heated skin.
Khun’s breath hitched.
No way!
“I told you I was gentleman. I don’t do stuff without the others consent first but I do hope you can forgive me for this. You just don’t give me any other choice.”
The silky texture looped around his wrists. Folding and tightening around his restrained posture.
His heart was at the verge of combustion.
“So this is how this it’s going to go.” Finishing on tying him up. Bam, without warning, flipped him over. Khun’s eyes were round and his face was already a bit flushed. Bam didn’t entertain him much as he moved away again. Khun turned to see what it was that he was getting, but his heart immediately leaped out his chest and stopped pumping when he saw that in his hands there were more silky ties. They all were some kind of tacky patterned neck ties.
Who’s fucking room is this?
“I’ve only known you for a short while and I already know that you’re the type who doesn’t express himself in any other way unless it’s with sternness or being a smart ass. So to make this go smoother, I’m going to play a little game with you. If you don’t mind that is.”
Game? Is he serious? How the hell is him being tied up a game?
”You answer my questions truthfully and I’ll untie you one at a time. You don’t and I’ll just add to your misfortune. How about it?”
Khun looked at him stupidly. His face saying everything but agreement.
”How the hell is that even fair?! I’m the one who’s tied and yet both win or lose situation go to your own merit? What kind of satisfaction is there for me?”
“Well, there is your freedom for one, and two, if you win by my rules, than you can walk right on out of here. My phone in your hand and anything in my wallet if that’s what you wish to take with you. You can even leave and finish off what you had started with Hatz and I’ll promise not to interfere. You have my word.”
Khun narrowed his eyes. Blue challenging gold.
Twisting his lips when he saw nothing but sincerity reflected in them. He sighed out loud. His inner demon swirling excitingly inside him as to tease him for even stooping this low.
Fuck his challenging nature.
”Fuck, fine.”
Bam gently smiled. It made Khun fight a shiver.
”Good.”
Laying the extra ties down next to him, Bam grabbed another one and without asking, he bent down to tie it around his ankles.
”Wait, what are you doing? I didn’t even answer a damn question yet!”
”I know, but what fun is there if it’s only your wrists tied?”
Knotting the soft fabric around, Khun blinked angrily as Bam came back up to crouch right in front of him.
His face was neutral and soft.
No sign of teasing or scheming behind it.
He was starting to hate his face.
”First question.”
Bam reached in from right next to him. Taking another silky tie from the bundle to fumble with between his fingers.
”What do you want to major in?”
Huh?
Is this seriously his first question?
”Business.” Khun said with the most disbelieving tone.
Why would he question something like that?
Bam stared at him for the longest time. Gold eyes searching into him as if he was trying to figure something out.
It felt somewhat unnerving.
”You know Khun. This game is about truth. Do you know what comes with truth?”
Raising a brow at him. Khun gave him a questioning look.
Why the sudden change of topic?
”Honesty.”
Khun stupidly blinked at him as he wasn’t entirely catching on.
Did I mishear the question or something? What’s with all this doubt today?
Bam didn’t say anything further. Instead, he took the silky fabric from between his hands and brought it up to Khuns’ face. The gentle fabric now blocking his vision.
”What the hell are you doing? I answered your question didn’t I?!”
His back landing onto the mattress. Khun frantically moved around. Not letting Bam have proper access into wrapping the tie around his eyes right.
”You did. But that’s not the answer I was searching for.”
”What?!” Khun looked at him in disbelief. Which ended up being a mistake as Bam was now able to properly capture his eyes.
Darkness surrounded him immediately.
”Yes, you’re majoring in business, but is it where you truly want to be in?”
Khun stopped squirming as he felt Bam’s words embrace his mind.
Where I truly want to be?
”This game is about truth and honesty Khun. For yourself more than me. I just want to know you better, but how can I when you don’t even want to know yourself?”
”Know me? Ha! Now I know there’s something fucking wrong with you. Maybe it’s cause you’re knew but I’m not interested in any bullshit you have to offer. I’m just fine with what I do. So don’t waste your fucking breath.”
Khun tried to get back up right but as he attempted to, something firm and warm was blocking his way back up.
It wasn’t budging.
”You don’t mean anything you’re saying.”
”What?”
”Being fine. Being ok. Thinking it’s worth it. You don’t mean any of it.”
”And how the hell would you know that? You don’t even fucking know me.”
”True. But I was once like you. My thoughts, my reasons, my concerns. Everything was the same.”
Khun stopped struggling. The words sinking inside of him.
Well that could mildly explain his overbearing confidence with me.
”I’m done with this shit. Untie me already.”
“Three.”
”Huh?”
“Three questions to make that happen.”
”What?! We’re still doing this?”
”Second question.”
”Aaaand we’re still doing this.”
”Why do you think you’re fine?”
“Pfft, beating the nail with a bullet are we now?”
”Oh you’re telling me that now after you tried to pin a blade to my throat? Don’t think I didn’t know what you had in mind there.”
“Tch. I wasn’t going to kill you.”
“Oh right. Thanks for the reassurance.”
Khun pursed his lips together. Unconsciously biting his lip as he waited for Bam to say something.
”I like the color of your eyes.”
Khun flinched. An unneeded action for the words he wasn’t expecting on.
”Stop. Stop right there. Don’t you fucking dare.”
”Why?”
”Just don’t. That’s guarded territory.”
”Guarded territory? Sounds more appealing.”
”Bam I’m warning you.”
”Your skin looks so soft.”
”Bam.”
”Your hair so light and airy.”
”Bam.”
”And your lips so pink.”
”Viole! Would you fucking quit it!”
”Why? Don’t like complements? Can’t take them? You’re not answering me Khun.”
Being tied up and blind to his surroundings has got to be the worst part of this entire conversation. What face is he making? Is he piercing him with those golden eyes?
Where is he looking at?
”Just drop it Viole.” His voice went down a couple octaves. It was the most threatening and dangerous it’s ever went down to in a while.
There was a ringing in his ear now that wasn’t going away and because of that, he wasn’t able to catch the shifting in Bam’s position. Without him knowing, and only because he could sense it, he was know face to face with Viole. His sweet breath was right against his damped lips.
”What would happen if I didn’t want to?”
Khun let out a shaky breath. His anger and frustration boiling out of his ears.
”Get the hell away from me.”
”Or else what?”
Bam didn’t take his threat in anyway. Instead of moving away, as anyone else should, he instead got closer. His airy breath once again tickling his heated face.
Khun exhaled a large puff of air. His hands fisting as he kept feeling the weight of Bam on his lap.
”You’re a mess you know.”
Khun didn’t say anything to that. He instead bit his lip as to focus on his anger. It was taming down more and more into something else as Bam kept shifting on him.
Khun felt another wave of heat when something cool and soft touched his lips. The touch of it making him release his worrying lip.
“You shouldn’t ruin your lips like that.”
Fuckfuckfuckfuck!
Khun exhaled through his mouth and Bam felt the heat of it as he still had his thumb to his lip.
Licking his own lips, he carefully swiped his thumb along the outer outline of his bottom lip. He noticed how Khun trembled a bit when he accidentally swiped a little too far in into his mouth.
“If you answer this last question correctly, I’ll let you completely loose.”
Khun didn’t answer. Which lead him into believing that he was on board.
“Do you tolerate me?” There it was. More airy and sexier than before.
Bam still hadn’t removed his finger from his lip. Well, it was more into his mouth than it was on his lip now. To his own surprise, he hadn’t refused nor denied the intrusion.
”Hmm?” Bam hummed when he didn’t hear an answer or noise. Khun was too accepting and quiet for comfort right now.
”Khun?”
”Move away.” He finally answered. The action said but yet not put into motion.
”Why?”
Bam slowly pulled his thumb out. His finger deliberately tugging down on his lip to reveal a beautiful straight row of sparkling teeth underneath.
If only...
”You’ll regret it.”
Call him a psychic but for some reason he already knew this would be his answer.
Amazing right? Thing was though...
Khun til this point hasn’t shown signs of being prepared on his answers.
Khun laid still, waiting. Somehow his brain wrapping around the disappointed idea that Bam really had grated his warming for once.
He was going to breathe out when until, out of nowhere, something wet and slimy coated his neck. It was so unexpected and yet somehow very exhilarating that he couldn’t no longer fight the rippling moan tearing from his throat any longer.
It broke and tore him like a dam. All the flooding waters rushing out of him all at once. It was too much to take in.
”Mm...”
And he couldn’t stop. Not when Bam gently roamed his hands down on. Strong hands pressing him back flat against the mattress. Arms, legs, and eyes tied and completely useless. He couldn’t even stop when Bam trailed another strip of wetness down his jawline and all the way down to his first two missing buttons. All his sensitive skin coated and marveled by the beauty above him.
He just couldn’t stop.
”You’re gorgeous.”
And just like that. His world came crashing back down.
“Beautiful.”
”S..Stop.”
”Delectable.”
”B..Bam stop!”
Not paying any mind to him, Bam very quickly reached next to them, his fingers grabbing onto something that Khun wasn’t aware of.
Without warning, he gave Khun a long and tasteful bite down onto his neck. Which seemed to do the trick as Khun lost all sense again and threw his head back. Mouth open and back slightly arching.
Perfect.
Taking the opportunity, Bam very quickly stuffed the extra tie into his gapping mouth. The soft fabric filling his mouth without a warning.
Khun stilled. Bam couldn’t see his eyes but he knew that he was shocked and not in the slightest bit thankful for it.
Then again what other choice was he leaving him?
”Shhh.” Bam did his best to soothe him. The last thing he wanted was for him to get scared and curse I’m for god knows what.
”You’re going to learn to listen.”
Looking down on him, Bam could see his Adam’s apple bobbing. Sweat glittering against his pale exposed skin.
“You know, you should value yourself more.” Khun tensed when he felt a delicate finger roam down his chin to his unbuttoned chest. Bam’s fingernail adding a scraping sensation that he wasn’t in the least bit hating.
Mounts of saliva was drenching the fabric all too quickly.
”Like I said before, you’re gorgeous.” It was whispered in the lowest of volumes but it was still loud enough for him to catch it.
No! No! Stop it! You’re mistaking it!
Is what he wished he could yell out but with his mouth full and body tied and blinded, he couldn’t do anything but humiliatingly listen and feel.
Everything was starting to burn and throb.
”The feel of your skin...so soft.”
”Mmm!” Ok, no! He in fact couldn’t take this!
”The untainted strands of your blue hair.” An airy touch wiped across his forehead and Khun frantically squirmed.
”Mm mmm!”
”The pinkish undertones of your unblemished skin...” Bam kept trailing his finger on him. Eyes lidded as they continued to skim his body.
Not being able to take this for much longer, Khun shut his eyes again behind the blindfold as he attempted to harshly and carelessly tug on the bondages. His wrists were starting to hurt from the tugging. The rubbing and scraping tearing at his sensitive skin.
Until he heard a satisfactory sound.
*Riiiiiiip*
Music to his ears.
”Wow, You’re stronger than you look.” Seizing the opportunity to escape, Bam very easily beat him to it as he caught his wrists again.
Khun, in all his damn night, was honestly not expecting in Bam being this strong and this fast. But lo and behold here he was, once again being pinned but instead of being tied with his hands to his back like before, he felt as Bam had grabbed him and with a wide grip, he pinned his wrists up over his head again, flattening them down as to stop him from making an effort to move.
Khun was trying to heavily breathe out his mouth now. All his arousal and frustration reaching a terrible peak. Damnit, why was this so fucking hot?
Bam didn’t wait for the right chance anymore, he just dove in and attacked his neck. Licks, bites and kisses overwhelming the man underneath him.
Thankful for once that the fabric in his mouth was there to muffle out his noises, Khun felt as Bam ran a slow leisurely tongue from his collar bone all the way up to his earlobe. His teeth catching on to it and nipping it.
Tears were starting to well up in his eyes as the sensation heightened his nerves.
Throwing his head back, he gave Bam better access as his whole neck was now exposed for him. He tensed his lower half as he felt Bam trail another wet tongue down to his chest. His breath tickling the wet trail as he breathed slowly.
Damn...I forgot how good this felt.
Just when he thought that, he was suddenly hit with a cold chill as Bam parted away from him.
He was going to complain when suddenly he was being lifted from his back and scooted up the bed. He felt his hands touch something cool and hard.
What is...
Realization hit him all at once when another strap of fabric looped around his beaten wrists. Bam was careful as he wrapped the tie around them though which was something he wasn’t expecting. Cool hands rubbed and massaged him as he tied him up again. A gentle gesture that was taking him by surprise and wonder.
It felt so good nonetheless.
Bringing the massaging rhythm down his arms, he was surprised when he suddenly felt a tug and release from the back of his head. He was presented with a small wash of light from above and a dark silhouette. Dancing lights clouding his vision.
He did his best to wipe the disorientation away and when it finally subsided, Khun was hit a burst of arousal when he saw the disheveled form of Bam.
His once semi neatly tied hair was now for the most part loose. The shortness of it now blanketing over shoulders in a delicate manner. His mouth was hanging open and his lips looked more plumped and red than before. His eyes still looking soft and lidded.
Maybe it was his imagination claiming it but to him it seemed like a wild yet sexy beast was waiting to be unleashed from behind those eyes, and Khun would be lying if he said that he wasn’t both scared and excited to see what that beast could do once let out. It was tempting.
Thrilling even.
”You’re driving me crazy.”
…….WHAT?!
”But like I said before,” Pulling himself up and off of him. Bam sat up, his hands coming up to soothe out the hair in his face. A teasing tongue poked out from between his lips to drag along their flushed form.
Khun bit down on the fabric hard.
”I’m a gentleman at heart. So I’m not going further with you unless I have your consent.”
From this position and angle, Khun could see the delicate features of Bam’s face. The sincerity and honesty hiding and holding within them.
Even though he was in the worst position possible, he still couldn’t help but be melted by his presence.
”I know more than what I let on and if I may, I would like to show you.”
Wait....is he...is he asking for permission to…
Right when Khun thought that, Bam let out a little snort. His body trembling a bit in amusement.
Khun raised a brow at him as he was confused.
”Sorry, I just realized that I should have elaborated further on what I meant.” Bam smiled at him, eyes earthy and lips curved.
For some reason Khun didn’t like the feeling of this right now.
”What I meant to ask is....if you..Khun Aguero Agnis would like to go out with me? As my boyfriend I mean.”
Dead.
That’s the best way he could describe himself right now. To anybody else he probably just looked like a deer caught in headlights, but to him and on how he felt internally...Yupe!
Definitely dead.
All throughout his inner shut down, Bam hadn’t changed his expression. He was still gently and tenderly smiling a him. Gold shining as hope reflected back at him.
He hated how his heart swelled at seeing this expression even after everything the bastard put him through.
Bam didn’t do anything for a bit. He just continued to sit there and smile at him. Khun really hated this.
”I was told that you didn’t have a good reputation when it comes to relationships. Whether they’re platonic or romantic.”
Leaning forward, Bam placed either of his hands on each side of his head. His face was now inches from his and Khun took a huge whiff of his scent in. It smelled naturey yet beachy in some weird and strange way. It somehow suited him?
“I would like to turn those rumors around. Even if it is for just a little bit.”
Bam leaned in lower, his lips now hovering over his stuffed ones.
”What do you say?” Bam closed the rest of way between them, his lips landing to plant a kiss onto one of the corners of his lips.
”Can I have you?”
Not noticing the weight of one of his hands leaving, Khun was surprised to feel the fabric being pulled out of his mouth. Strings of drool and saliva pulling out of his sore mouth.
Bam couldn’t hold back as he went in to plant another airy kiss on to the same corner as before.
Khun shuttered at the feeling.
”W..Why?” Wow, he was surprised his throat wasn’t dry.
”Hm?”
”You don’t even know me. And besides...what makes you think I would want to go out with you?”
He was saying this right, but the demon inside him was making him feel otherwise.
Fucking horny bastard.
”Do..you not want to?” Bam was way too close again.
“Why would you?”
”Why wouldn’t I?” Ok, that sounded more like a retort than a question.
Diving down again without warning, Bam kissed and licked at his jaw again. Khun melted into it as he didn’t have either the mental capacity nor strength to fight it off. Mostly cause he couldn’t even if he tried but that’s a whole different problem.
“I would worship you the way you should be.” A long lick trailed down his neck.
”I’d grovel at your feet to give you the treatment you deserve.” A suck to his chest made Khun shiver.
”I’d praise the very hidden crevices of your body.”
Khun couldn’t take it as he felt Bam unbutton his shirt. More and more of his milky skin being revealed to the air around them.
”Explore the depths of your forbidden barriers.”
Dragging a callused hand onto his chest, Bam grabbed and pinched one of his nipples. Khun bit his lip as he didn’t have the fabric anymore to keep him quiet.
”I would like to make your uncharted lands my discoveries.”
Warnings be damned at this point, Bam dove in to claim a perk nipple into his mouth. His teeth gently scraping it which resulted for a delicious sensation shooting right down to his dick.
Damn, how long has it been since I’ve done this?
“Waaay toooo long.” His demon answered back.
And for once, Khun couldn’t retort back. Both mind and soul overridden by the man above him.
“May I?” Dragging a hand back over his chest, Khun could feel as Bam went down lower. Warmth and tingles coating his toned abs.
”W..Why? Why do you feel the need to touch me? Aren’t I disgusting to you?”
Yupe, mind and soul were definitely disconnected right now.
”Disgusting?”
”Yes disgusting. Don't I disgust you? Surely you’re not attracted me. Who would be?!”
Stopping his roaming, Bam removed his hand to reposition himself. While he was trying to get in a better position, Khun was thinking otherwise and let his mind go haywire.
I fucked up I fucked up I fucked up...
”Hey.” Cracking his eyes open, Khun wasn’t ready to see the sight before him.
Bam had his hair tied up now, his shirt gone which presented him with a rather mouthwatering sight of defined abs and firm pectorals.
I definitely fucked up...
“I’m going to untie you now, could you promise me not to kill me? I would love to not die half naked and in a bedroom that’s not even mine.”
Unknowingly cracking a smile out of him, Bam smiled wider when Khun relaxed. His hands reaching above to untie him. He massaged the broken skin gently, bringing them down to plant open mouthed kisses onto them.
Khun licked his lips as the sweet gesture was turning a little more excessive by the second. The kisses turning more hungry and desperate as they landed. Kisses soon turning into slow and teasing licks.
”Insecurities can happen to anyone. Though they’re not in the slightest bit signs of one being weak.”
Caressing the fragile wrist in his hand, Bam ran a long wet tongue along the damaged area. Khun clenched his eyes closed. His back arching off the mattress.
”Just means you haven’t found your true beauty yet.”
Swiping another tongue, Bam dragged it up to his palm. Bam was intoxicated with his taste while Khun, on the other hand, was in a mess of heated arousal and embarrassment.
He just couldn’t take much more of this teasing.
”Sometimes you find it yourself. But other times,”
Bam looked directly at him. Golden eyes shining as they pierced into his clouded blue ones. The waters reflected in his eyes going crazy and untamed.
”You need a little help in getting there.”
Taking his hand, Bam trailed kisses down his wrist and onto his arm. Khun exhaled when Bam made it to his shoulder, the stray hairs of his bangs tickling his cheek.
”Please, may I be yours?”
This was his utter downfall.
Gripping the sheets in his hand, Khun didn’t answer but instead lifted his head slowly. He met Bam half way and getting the hint, Bam closed the space between them and locked their lips together.
Fireworks going off was a light way to describe this feeling.
The entire universe itself exploding into one massive bomb was more like it.
That’s exactly how it felt like when they connected. Every tug, every pull, every bite, every suck, every lick.
It was as if he found his drug and the drug its loyal host.
Intoxicated and completely at his mercy, Bam traced a delicate tongue along his lower lip and Khun opened up, acquiring the access that was being inaudibly asked of him.
”I want to prove you wrong.” Blowing the words coolly against his lips. Bam planted a small peck underneath his lips. Another one on his chin. A following one down lower in the junction between his chin and neck. The proceeding ones trailing down a filed line along the center of his neck, the bob of his Adam’s apple jittered when Bam grazed his lips over it.
The foreign feeling making Khun growl a low moan and his legs bucked when Bam settled lower down his knees.
I can’t fight this anymore.
“Will you fight me if I do?” Bam was by his belly button now, he licked a strip above his waistband.
“Will you fight me if I…go deeper?” Without using or lifting a single finger, Bam opened his mouth and with his teeth and tongue, he swiftly unbuckled his pants. With his teeth he caught the small zipper. The little zip echoing in his ears. The feeling vibrated on his dick.
“Mmm…”
Clenching the blankets into his fists. Khun squirmed and tore a little moan when Bam came back to place his warm lips onto the top of his waistband. It was a wall away from getting what they wanted.
What he wanted.
“…asee..”
The word was faint and hardly audible to his ears. He didn’t even know what the hell he said. Did he even say anything? Was that him?
“You can still speak I see.”
Feeling the sensation of cool fingers wrapping around his band, Khun felt his heart do a somersault as they were gently being pulled down. His erection being treated like a rare treasure as it was slowly being unleashed from its cage.
He was too far gone to feel any insecurities or humiliation right now.
Not like Bam was going to let him any way.
“Are you sensitive?”
The question entered one ear and left out through the other. He was holding and stretching the blankets for dear life right now.
Not having responded to his question, Bam decided to test the waters as he went to the base of his dick and gave Khun a long ass lick to his tip. Khun immediately bolted up, his face flushed out and eyes glassed.
He was a wrecked mess.
Bam smiled from where he was. Khun’s long and pretty dick blocking his field of vision.
Khun’s chest heaved when he saw that smile. It was so menacing and now with how everything was going, he knew that Bam had something up his sleeve.
He just didn’t have any more fuel to give him.
Locking eyes, Bam stuck out his tongue the furthest it could go. Slanting his head a little, Bam wrapped his tongue around his entire base, his dick being wrapped and enveloped in a warm and wet embrace. He groaned out loud when he started to move up. Slowly and experimentingly he began to reach the top.
Khun for a moment thought that he was just going to go back down but to his surprise and utter meltdown, Bam slotted his head back up straight and took his dick in whole in one shot.
Khun lost it completely when he felt his tip hit the back of Bam’s throat. His body was no longer his,
It was Bam’s and only Bam’s alone at this point.
“Mmmmmm…” Bam moaned.
All hell broke loose.
Tearing out an almost scream, he very quickly let go of the blanket and went to grasp a mound full of Bam’s hair. He gripped it tightly and once again, without being under his own control, he pushed Bam’s head down lower. Bam’s throat rumbled out another moan and Khun felt it tearing all throughout his body.
This situation has to be fucking cursed.
“Mmm…”
The noise left him without second thought, and that slip up alone rewarded him with an even deeper treasure. His dick now surpassing Bam’s throat and gag reflex. He was practically swallowing him balls deep right now.
Staying there for a couple of seconds longer, Bam slowly started to come back up. His lips and tongue leaving a wet trail all around his dick.
Biting his lip when he saw him pop off, Bam gave his tip another lick before rising up to tackle him. Lips crashed into his and before he knew it, he was back to being pinned to the bed. His wrists above his head and fingertips grazing over the hardwood of the headboard.
“Let me now and I won’t be able to hold back.” The words were said against his lips. Somehow his breath still smelling fruity in an odd way.
“For what?” Khun breathed back. His dick jumped a little when the countless meanings to his words circled through his head.
Bam laid his forehead against his own. His breathing coming out in pants as he licked his lips.
Please mean what I think you are…
“To loose control.”
Rule number one when releasing a beast.
Never.
And that means never, feed it what it wants.