Chapter Text
" Let's see where it goes. "
April 12th | 10:32AM
Seungmin gains consciousness, his head feels like it got hit by a baseball bat, his body aches worst than ever. He opens his eyes just to get blinded by the sunlight through his window. He whines at the light, he tries to sit up only to fall again on the bed. He stares at the ceiling for a good second before he hears a soft snore.
That wasn't him. Hes awake.
Seungmin looks to his side to see a broad naked back facing him. His eyes widened. " What the fuck!? " he whispered. He finally sits up against the pillows and headboard. He looks down at himself, a naked chest with slight red hickeys stare at him. He picks up the blanket to see if hes completely baked, he gasps and covers himself back up.
What. The. Fuck.
He tries to move over to the stranger to see who it is. His back and ass aches, he doesn't care, he can't care. He's too busy trying to figure out who he fucked. He looks over the strangers shoulder only for his jaw to drop, every fuzzy memory starts to regenerate in his head. " Oh my god, oh my god. " he panics, he remember's almost everything, it come's in scenes like a powerpoint presentation.
The kiss shot, the feeling up in the Uber, the moaning and gripping his sheets, Jungsu.. saying mine.
He doesn't know what to do, his hands wave in the air not knowing what to do with them. Should he wake him up? He should wake him up.
He starts to shake Jungsu rapidly, maybe he shouldn't have asked him to drink, maybe he should've. God he doesnt know, all he knows is that he needs Jungsu to wake the hell up.
" Jungsu! Fucker! Get up! " Seungmin starts to lightly smack him in the shoulder, Jungsu squirms
" Gunil-Hyung.. fuck off.. " Jungsu mumbles.
Seungmin eyes faltered, he lets out a light chuckle, he slowly turns Jungsu on his back. " Jungsu, wake up it's me Seungmin. " he whispers.
Jungsu whined, he opened his eyes " Gunil, dont pla- " His breath choked, eyes widened, he instantly sat up and head butted Seungmin in the process,
Seungmin yelped, he grabbed his head. That did not help the headache.
Jungsu instantly grabbed Seungmin's head and hugged it against his chest." Fuck! Shit.. sorry " he muttered while rubbing Seungmin's head.
Seungmin eyes widened, as he's right. On. Jungsu's. Bare. Chest. He instantly pulled away, with his face flustered, " No.. it's fine. " he quickly responded. He paused for a second. " Jungsu.. we fucked. "
A pause, a very very long pause.
Jungsu looks at him crazy, he looks around. Wait. This isnt his room, that is actually Seungmin. And he's naked. He looks down at himself, " I'M NAKED!? " Jungsu turned his head around to quickly. His head pounded, he winced.
" That's usually what you are after you fuck Jungsu. " Seungmin sighed, he looked around for his phone, its on the bedside table. Next to a empty condom wrapper and his bottle of lube out. Confirming even more what happened last night. He went over and crawled to his phone, he turned it on with like 50 notifications.
" Fuck. " Seungmin cursed under his breath, it was all from Junhan, Jiseok and Yunah. He groans, and sits back up. He turns to Jungsu, his phone also in his hands.
" Do you.. remember anything? " Seungmin muttered, he scratched the back of his head. His eyes traveling down to his chest, woah.
" Yeah.. i'm so surpised i do.. fuck. " Jungsu whined, he looked at Seungmin his eyes wide and puppy dog like.
Seungmin remembered that look all to well.
" I'm so sorry, this is why I dont drink. Did I hurt you? Are you hurt, was i to rough, do you regret it? " Jungsu swarms him with caring questions, his mouth going to fast for him to process them.
" Jungsu shut up, oh my god. " Seungmin groaned. " if I regretted it you would already be kicked out, yes im hurting but you never hurt me. You were fucking amazing. "
Jungsu froze. His face turns slowly into a shade of pink, " Are you okay? " he said softly.
" Oh my god, yes I'm okay. " Seungmin sighed, he loved the way Jungsu cared for him, but God, his head is pounding from last night.
" I'm sorry.. " Jungsu pouted, he stayed silent and still. He looked down at his hands as he picked at his skin.
Seungmin rolled his eyes, he feels like Jungsu is doing this on purpose. He crawled over to Jungsu, he cupped his face and pulled him in for a kiss. They both needed it.
Jungsu instantly melted into it, as soon as he was about to go deeper Seungmin pulled away. He whined. " Your such a needy fuck aren't you hm? " Seungmin teased at him.
Seungmin cant lie, hes needy to. All he wants is to just fuck him again right here right now. But he knows better than that. They need to eat first, then maybe they can fuck again.
Jungsu nodded rapidly, he's done with his nonchalant act, or whatever that was. He honestly cant believe hes so whipped for someone he met 3 days ago. He doesnt regret it.
Seungmin kissed his cheek " Let's eat okay? "
" okay.. " Jungsu murmured.
Seungmin threw on a oversized shirt and boxers, he gave whatever Jungsu could fit.
Seungmin legs ached with every step through the living room, he kicked the clothes from last night, Jungsu followed behind. His eyes wide, looking at the discarded clothes. His eyes catch on a ripped mesh shirt, he let out a soft chuckle.
Seungmin stumbled on over to the kitchen, instantly opening the fridge and cabinets to see what he has left over.
A pack of noodles and left overs from 3 days ago, and a coke.
" ...Shit, I have to order out. " Seungmin groaned, he closed his fridge door with a slam, he opened up his phone to see what's on doordash.
Jungsu chuckled, he leaned against the counter, " Here let me do it. " he pulled out his phone. " I'll pay. "
Seungmin looked over at Jungsu, he sighed in relief. He spent all of his money on the bar last night, he really didnt wanna go more in debt. " Sorry.. "
Jungsu shook his head as he tapped stuff on his phone. " It's fine, it's the least I can do since I fu-... since you took me out last night. " he laughed awkwardly, " What do you want to eat. " he quickly changed the subject.
" Mm.. " Seungmin smirked, he could so easily make a dirty joke right now.. " You... and Chinese food. "
Jungsu nodded, his fingers quickly go across the screen until he realizes what Seungmin said. He slowly looked up from his phone. " Me..? "
Seungmin chuckled, it's so easy to get Jungsu flustered. " Order the food Jungsu. Or we will never eat. " he bit the inside of his lip to hold back a smirk. His legs all of a sudden didnt ache anymore, maybe he should bring it back.
Jungsu nodded quickly, his fingers tap the screen rapidly. " W..what do you want? " he stuttered.
" Maybe.. something vegetarian, ive had enough meat for the weekend. " he cringed at himself, but he loves to see Jungsu squirm over words.
Jungsu eyes widened, almost dropping his phone, he let's out a awkward laugh. " Seungmin! You cant just say that, oh my god. "
Seungmin chuckled, he walked over to stand infront of him, putting his phone down on the counter. " Order the food. " he whispered.
Jungsu quickly started to order something, he doesn't really know what but he ordered something. Maybe its vegetarian maybe it isnt, they'll find out in a few. " ...27 minutes. " he muttered.
Seungmin eyes sparkled, 27 minutes is perfect. He pounced on Jungsu and kissed him passionately.
Jungsu smiled against his lips, he leaned down and picked him up to put on the kitchen counter, he stepped in between his legs, his hands automatically going to his hips.
Seungmin squealed at the sudden carry. He didnt realize how strong Jungsu was.
" Fully or.. only kissing. " Jungsu muttered against his lips.
" if you think I said that corny ass line just to make out with you. Than your stupid. "
Jungsu chuckled, he pulled away to go down on Seungmins neck.
" Clocks ticking baby. " Seungmin laughed breathlessly. " ...stuff.. in my room.. Hurry. "
Jungsu nodded and pulled away, rushing to his room to grab whatever.
Seungmin kicked his feet in the air, giggling to himself. Fuck, he could get use to this.
Jungsu came back breathlessly, almost dropping the condoms and bottle of lube. " I'll have to buy you more of this.. its almost out. " he chuckled.
Seungmin rolled his eyes with a smile. " Shut up and get over here.. "
Jungsu set the stuff down on the counter next to them, he went between Seungmins legs again and kissed him. " your so beautiful. " he muttered against his lips, while his hand hooks on Seungmin's boxers and started to pull them down.
Seungmin face reddened at the compliment, he never really gets anything other than hot, fine or sexy. Its refreshing. He lifts his hips so Jungsu can remove his underwear completely. The cold counter is a bit surprising but he'll get over it.
Jungsu pulled away from the kiss, his hand automatically wrapping around Seungmin, giving him a few teasing strokes as he kept eye contact with him.
Seungmin breath catches, his eyes fluttering shut. " God.. Ngh.. "
Jungsu put on a sly smile as he leaned down to press a kiss on Seungmins already wet tip.
Seungmin gasped, his eyes shot open. " Bastard! give me a warnin..g.. " his words slurred as Jungsu licked from the base up. " ne...next time.. "
Jungsu chuckled softly, he slowly took Seungmin into his mouth. Luckily he wasnt that big, so he could fit all of him into his mouth.
Seungmin moaned loudly, fuck. He never gotten a blow job before, he was always the one giving it. " Jungsu-hyung.. aagh! " his hand went ontop of Jungsu's soft tangled hair, gripping it as his head went up and down.
Jungsu pulled off with a wet pop sound, his hand still at the base, he licked his slit, lapping up whatever pre-cum has dripped out.
Seungmin whimpered at every movement Jungsu made, it made him feel so stupid. He'll be stupid for Jungsu. " Jungsu..! Stop before I cum.. please fuck me. " he whined
Jungsu pressed one more kiss on his tip before standing back up and pulling down his underwear, he reached for the lube, opening it and squeezing some on his fingers.
Seungmin opened his legs a bit more, its ridiculous how he's still embarrassed at everything he does. He lifts a leg onto the counter to position himself a bit more comfortably for the both of them.
Jungsu smirked at the sight, he loved how eager Seungmin is. He smeared some of the lube against his entrance and started off with 2 fingers, he knows he's looser than last night since, well they fucked. His fingers easily slip in, it turns him on even more. He starts to scissor him open as softly as he can.
Seungmin tries to grip at the counter only to grab air, he moves his hand to Jungsu's shoulder, while the other one supports him. " Add another one.. im fine. " he huffed.
Jungsu nodded, he added another finger with a little more resistance, he kept glancing at Seungmin to see if he was okay. After a few seconds of fingering him open he pulled away, wiping his hands on his shirt. He grabbed one of the condoms and ripped it open, he slid one. Pouring some more lube on himself, stroking himself to fully coat him. He looked up at Seungmin, " You okay? "
Seungmin quickly nodded, a whimper came out of him as Jungsu started to push in.
A ringtone filled the kitchen.
They both froze.
Seungmin whined, he quickly picked up his phone to check who it was.
Jiseokie 💌
" Who is it baby? " Jungsu chuckled.
" Fucking Jiseok... I have to answer this or he'll ignore me for a week. Im so sorry. " Seungmin groaned
" Hey its fine, I can continue.. you just have to choose whether or not your staying quiet. "
Seungmin tapped against the back of the phone for a good few seconds before he nodded and answered the call. " Yes Jis..eok-ah..? " he immediately slurred his words.
Jungsu grinned at his immediate response. He continued to push further in.
" So.. what happened?? "
Seungmin bit back a moan, his voice strained " Aha.. what do you mean hm?.. " Jungsu bottomed out, he stayed still for a second to get him use to the familiar stretch.
" Don't act stupid! What happened after u left the bar with Jungsu??? Did yall kiss or just went home? "
Seungmin laughed breathlessly, he doesnt know if he should tell him the truth or not. " we... just watched a movie and I... SENT! him.. on his way . " Seungmin strained his voice while Jungsu hit his prostate a bit too good.
" Are you okay?? You sound a bit we- " Seungmin cuts him off " Hey look.. im b..busy! I'll call you back oka..y? "
" Seungmin are you with jung- " Seungmin quickly hung up the phone, slamming it on the counter.
" fuck me. "
Jungsu laughed at the sudden hang up, he grabbed Seungmins hips and pulled him forward, Seungmin's legs instantly lock behind his back. " Your so cute. " as he slammed into him.
Seungmin gasped, his back arched off the counter. He instantly grabbed Jungsu's forearms his nails digging into him.
Jungsu set a brutal pace, a pace that makes seungmin completely unfunctional, every single thrust hits his spot so perfectly. His cock slapping against his stomach, his shirt ridden above his chest.
" j..jungsu..fuck.. agh! " Seungmin legs shake uncontrollably, his stomach already tenses up. " fuck...fuck...bitch, jesus christ! mmph! " he cusses under his breath.
Jungsu softly grunts, " Fuck.. your still so tight.. " Seungmin turns his head away, embarrassed at the dirty talk.
" Food will be here any minute baby.. " jungsu takes his hand and wraps around Seungmin, stroking him in time with his thrusts.
Seungmin gasps, he releases one hand to put over his face. His back arching on and off the now sweaty counter. " shit..! W..wait! wh...what about you Ngh! "
Jungsu stayed silent as he watched Seungmin fall apart right infront of him, God he can watch this everyday, every waking second hes alive. He leans down to kiss Seungmins blabbering mouth.
Its messy, filthy, rushed. But they dont care, they're together.
Seungmin comes on Jungsu's hand with a loud moan, his back hits down on the counter.
Jungsu is not far behind at all, his pace starts to become messy and tired, he pushes through and comes in no time, filling the condom up. " Fuck..! "
The lewd sounds stop, only the soft heavy breathing fills the kitchen.
After a minute, jungsu pulls out with a quiet pop. Seungmin whined, he didnt want him to pull out.
Jungsu pulls off the condom and ties it at the top, throwing it away in the trash bin.
He pulls his boxers back up and grabs a few paper towels wetting them with warm water. He walks back over to Seungmin and wipes him down as careful as he can.
" You did so well Jungsu.. " Seungmin says breathlessly, he can see red creep up on Jungsu's face as he wipes him down.
Jungsu put back Seungmin's boxers back on. " Can you stand up on your own baby? "
Seungmin didnt even have to try to stand up without knowing he cant, he shook his head. " hell no. "
Jungsu chuckled as he picked up Seungmin bridal style, he used one hand to pick up both of their phones, he walked out of the kitchen that smelt like sex and sweat and walked into the cold living room, he set Seungmin on the couch and gave him both of the phones.
A knock on the door.
" Oh perfect timing. " Jungsu patted Seungmins hair and walked away to the front door, he looked through the peep hole and sure enough that's the Delivery driver, he opened it up and got the food within a few seconds.
Seungmin placed down the phones and trys to criss cross his legs on the couch to get more comfortable, onky for it to hurt like hell, he puts them back on the ground.
Jungsu put down the food with a scratch of his head " I honestly don't know what I ordered. " he sat down and started to untie it.
" Aslong as its edible, im eating it. " Seungmin muttered.
12:28 PM
Jungsu put a vegetable in his mouth, " ...Jungsu-ah. " Seungmin muttered
Jungsu hummed with food in his mouth, he quickly swallowed and placed his chopsticksilent.
" what are we? "
Jungsu choked on air, he cleared his throat. " I.. uh.. " he stays slient.
" I mean.. we met 3 day's ago, we don't really know each other that well, we probably don't know each other's favorite colors.. but we've kissed, we've fucked. " Seungmin mutters.
" ...I mean I like you Seungmin, do you like me? " Jungsu stares at Seungmin, the slience is long. He won't make eye contact, Did he just get attached to nothing?
" I think i do. " Seungmin looks at him, he thinks he does. Hes not very sure, but he knows his heart races at every kiss, every time they share eye contact, everytime Jungsu is just next to him, he feels like a teenage girl everytime they text or talk to each other. He kicks his feet in the air everytime he gets excited with Jungsu.
" I'm pretty sure I do. "
Jungsu stays silent, his heart pounds against his chest. Should he be happy? He doesn't know. Jungsu's liked Seungmin way before they physically met. He'd stare at the mysterious man that would always come to the bar next to him at 8pm with Jiseok and come out stumbling. He never asked to meet him since, he was scared, God he was scared. But when he laid eyes on him that night, his heart jumped. Everytime they talked in that car, in the store. The apartment where he laid him down. He gave his phone number with resistance, but he knew he would've done it either way.
" Do you want something between us? " Jungsu chuckled softly, while the inside of him slowly rots for a answer he probably won't get, its been 3 days for Seungmin while its been months for him.
Seungmin looked straight into Jungsu's eyes. " hm.. we can try it. " his voice wavers.
Jungsu's eyes lighten up. " okay. " Jungsu pauses. " Do you wanna go on a regular date? "
Seungmin raises an eyebrow " Didn't we go on a date last night? "
Jungsu laughed, but seungmin didnt. " wait.. you have went on a date that wasnt drinking right? "
" ...I dont think so. " Seungmin shook his head, he can admit all of his past relationships weren't healthy at all, he always picked the worst men for him. Ones that were addicted to drugs and drinking, ones that didnt know that they could love outside of sex and the words " I love you. ", he was young. He didnt know, shit. He still is young, hes 25. Seungmin didnt know any better. Yunah always told him to stop dating people like that, but he didn't understand.
Jungsu stayed silent for a second. " I'll take you on a date. A real date. "
Seungmin nodded softly. His heart fluttered with a feeling. A feeling hes never felt before, he didnt know if he loved it or hated it. His hands trembled, his heart raced. God it felt ridiculous, so embarrassing.