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The world returns in fragments. Not sight. Not sound. Just… pressure. Ahsoka inhales sharply. A weight across the ribs, dust in the lungs, the taste of stone and something faintly metallic, like memory ground into powder. It hurts. Good, that means she’s alive. Her fingers twitch first, then curl, digging into something fine and cold. Crumbled marble? No… smoother. Polished once. Broken now. She shifts, and the debris shifts with her in a soft, cascading sigh, like a ruin exhaling. Sound follows slowly, as though the world is remembering how to speak.
Then a distant ringing. Not a bell. Something thinner. Persistent.
“…—soka!”
A voice. Warped. Distant. As if underwater. Krile’s eyes snap open. Light stabs in, fractured into a hundred pale beams by drifting dust. Everything is white. White stone. White splinters. White ruin. She coughs, pushing herself up with a small groan, wincing as something in her shoulder protests.
“…Ahsoka!”
Closer now. She turns her head, vision swimming, trying to anchor herself. Shapes emerge. Broken arches. Shattered columns. A once-graceful structure reduced to jagged ribs clawing at the sky.
Her voice comes out hoarse. “…I’m here!”
It barely travels. A low hum presses against her ears again, like the aftermath of a scream too vast to hear all at once.
“…—hear me? Ahsoka!” That one she recognizes.
“Gan…Gandalf?” she manages, forcing the name through a dry throat. No answer. Just the shifting of rubble somewhere beyond sight. And another voice, sharper, clipped—muffled, like cloth over a bell.
“…—soka, If you can hear—”
Ahsoka steadies herself, pushing to her knees. The ground tilts for a moment, then rights itself. Her mind lags behind her body, struggling to stitch together the last moments she remembers. Light. A surge—no, a rupture, voices raised. Fire blazing Something… wrong. Her gaze drifts and stops. Not far from her, half-buried beneath a collapsed span of white stone, lies a figure.
At first, it’s just another shape in the wreckage. Pale against pale. Then the details sharpen. A hand, fingers curled unnaturally inward. Robes—once immaculate—now torn, dust-choked, stained in ways that do not belong to stone.
And hair. White. Too white. She freezes.
“No…”
She crawls forward before she realizes she’s moving, breath hitching with each small shift of debris beneath her palms.
“No, no, no…”
The body lies twisted at an angle no living man would hold. The staff—splintered—rests nearby, its fragments scattered like broken bone. She reaches him, hesitates only a moment, then brushes aside the dust from his face. Still. Utterly still. She recoils slightly, not in fear—but in disbelief.
“…that’s not…”
Her voice falters, and the world seems to narrow, sound dimming again as understanding creeps in, unwelcome and cold.
“…Saruman.”
The name lands heavily in the silence. For a long moment, nothing moves. Then—
“Ahsoka!”
This time, the voice cuts cleanly through the haze. She turns, and through the drifting dust, a figure approaches, staff in hand, robes grey and streaked with ash. He moves with urgency, but not panic—each step measured, grounded, as though the world itself steadies beneath him.
“Gandalf…” she breathes. He reaches her quickly, eyes scanning her form with quiet intensity.
“Are you harmed?”
“I—no, I… I don`t think so.” She shakes her head faintly, then gestures weakly behind her. “He—”
Gandalf’s gaze shifts and stills. For a heartbeat, the world holds its breath; whatever he feels, it does not erupt. It settles. Heavy. Quiet. Like a storm choosing not to break.
“…So it ends as this.” Ahsoka watches his expression shift. Not shock or quite grief. Recognition. Heavy. Quiet. Irrevocable. “…I see,” he murmurs.
He steps forward, each movement slower now, somber. As though the world has become something fragile beneath his feet. Saruman lies half-buried beneath shattered white stone: robes torn, form broken in ways that resist correction. His staff—once a symbol, now splintered clean through. Gandalf kneels, and for a moment, he does not touch him. Then his hand hovers… before settling, carefully, against the ruined fabric at Saruman’s shoulder. Confirming the absence of his fellow Istar, his breath leaves him slowly.
“…Curunír.”
The name is softer than the dust. Ahsoka shifts slightly behind him.
“How… how could this happen?...,” she says, broken.
“I do not know.” he replies, deflated, closing his eyes briefly. Ahsoka watches him, searching his face, remembering. Gandalf exhales slowly, the sound carrying something older than grief.
“I hoped this would not come to pass; alas, my callousness proved damning.” he added. Silence stretches between them, filled only by the soft settling of broken stone. Ahsoka looks back at the fallen wizard. A sharp clatter of shifting debris interrupts them.
“Ahsoka! Gandalf!”
The second voice arrives with the speaker—a young Elezen vaulting over a fractured slab with more force than grace, boots skidding slightly as she lands. Alisaie straightens immediately, eyes darting between them, relief flashing across her features.
“You’re both—alright. I thought—” She cuts herself off, breath catching as her gaze drifts… and finds the body. Her expression tightens.
“…so it’s done.” No triumph. No satisfaction. Just a quiet, complicated weight. Ahsoka watches her carefully.
“You were there,” she says. Alisaie doesn’t look away.
“Struck the blow...” A pause. “B-But I didn’t think he'd…” she stutters, close to sobbing.
Gandalf’s staff taps lightly against the stone as he steps closer, his voice calm but firm, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Few endings arrive as we would script them, Alisaie; do not burden with what you could have done, young one.”
Alisaie lets out a small, humorless huff. “Well when you put it with cheerfulness...” She folds her arms briefly, then drops them, restless.
“He… said something. Before the end.” That draws both their attention. Gandalf’s gaze sharpens slightly.
“Did he?”
Alisaie nods once, slower now. “He looked at you,” she says, eyes flicking toward Gandalf. “Not at me. Not at anything else. Just you.” A beat.
“And he said… the White no longer sits where it once did.” The air seemed to shift. Ahsoka’s leeku twitch, faintly, as Alisaie continues, quieter:
“He said… ‘the mantle passes not by will, but by necessity.’” Gandalf’s expression does not change, but something in him stills even further, like a door closing somewhere deep. Silence follows. Not shocked or dramatic. Just… heavy.
Ahsoka looks between them. “Gandalf…?”
Gandalf lowers his gaze briefly, as though studying the fractures in the stone beneath his feet. “Names,” he says slowly, “are not cloaks one dons at another’s word.”
Alisaie frowns slightly. “All due respect, that didn’t sound quite optional.”
“No,” Gandalf agrees softly. “It did not; but the authority by which it was given must be questioned regardless.” He lifts his head, eyes distant now. “Such things are not decided in the dust of battle. You know this well.”
Ahsoka studies him, sensing the edges of something far larger than the moment. ”Then it isn’t over.”
“No,” he says again. This time, it carries more weight. “It rarely is.” A low rumble passes through the ruins—not violent, but enough to stir the debris, to send fine dust drifting anew through the fractured light.
Alisaie glances around. “We should find the others. We lost sight of the Bal—”She stops, because Ahsoka isn’t listening. Her attention has shifted, drawn by something subtle.
A glow. Faint. Warm. Rainbow-patterned.
“…wait.” She turns, eyes narrowing, and begins moving toward a nearby pile of rubble, smaller fragments sliding away under her hands as she clears them aside.
“Ahsoka?” Alisaie calls.
“There’s something here.” Gandalf watches silently as she works, his gaze following the light rather than her hands. The glow strengthens as more stone is pushed aside.
Then—Fragments emerge. Faceted, luminous. Broken.
Ahsoka freezes, breath catching. “No…”
More fragments lie beneath, scattered like fallen stars, each one catching the dim light and bending it into something richer, deeper. Light, yes. But not merely light. Memory. Weight. History.
Alisaie steps closer, eyes widening. “That’s—”
“Yes.” Ahsoka whispers. Her hand hovers just above one shard, not quite daring to touch it. Behind her, Gandalf’s voice comes low and grave.
“The Heart of The Mountain, sundered.” Ahsoka finally lifts one fragment. It glows in her palm, dimmer now, as though mourning its own brokenness.
“The Arkenstone…” she breathes.
Silence settles over the three of them. Not the empty kind, the kind that listens. Somewhere beyond the ruins, distant voices call—others searching, others gathering—but here, in this small pocket of shattered white and fading gold, the world feels… paused. They looked upon the fractured gem. Then up and around them, the remnants of a place once untouched by war stretch in quiet devastation.
Only now does the name surface, unbidden, inevitable.
RIVENDELL.
The word lingers. And the light in her hand flickers.