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She wasn’t theirs. They had no right to feel the way they do but the feelings were there regardless. Things were nice when they were alone, when it was just them. They could hold her, could touch her, could act like they were together just for a little bit.
But when they were in public, things got a bit more tricky. It’s not that they were a secret or anything but at the same time it’s not like they could be all over her like they wanted to.
They were at a house party and it seemed like a guy was walking up to her every time they took a sip of their drink. She was shooing them away and they’d tell you that meant nothing out loud but they were a bit grateful.
She hadn't noticed they were there yet, and looked like she was too busy looking for someone. A part of them had hoped it was them but they also didn’t wanna get their hopes up.
She seemed to sag into the counter she was standing by, picking her drink up and taking it back. They decided to make a move when another guy walked up just as they were on their way.
She gave him a fake smile that they knew all too well from watching her interact with people sometimes. They were able to differentiate it from the one reserved for themself.
The guy didn’t seem to get the hint and wrapped himself around her, rocking to the music. She was uncomfortable but didn’t move to push him away.
It was when he wrapped his arms around her that her eyes looked up and suddenly locked with theirs. They almost let out a gasp at how unexpected it was.
If you asked them later they’d blame the alcohol as they moved to her, switching forms gaining a few inches. She didn’t take her eyes off of them as she moved from the guy’s arms.
“Marie, I’ve been looking for you.” They moved next to her, pulling her into their side.
“Me too.” She flashed a quick smile at them. She looked genuinely happy to see them. Maybe she was looking for them. But these thoughts were for another time.
“Oh I didn’t know she had a boyfriend, sorry.” The guy threw his hands up.
“Well I don’t, I just-” Marie wasn’t exactly sure where she was going with her statement. She paused immediately when she felt them tense up next to her.
“She’s just not interested.” They nodded, giving her side a small squeeze.
The guy stalked off leaving them to themselves. Marie detached herself to face them.
“Thank you, it’s kind of been a swarm tonight. Most of these people are wasted already I think and trying to pick someone for the night.”
“I see that.” Their answer was short and made her feel uneasy.
“Is everything okay?”
“Just fine, let’s go take a shot.” They brushed her off, not willing to talk about why it upset them at the thought of Marie telling people she’s single. Another time. For sure.
~ ~ ~
After that the both of them seemed to be in a mood. Usually they had a little banter before jumping into things but these days they were quick and rough.
By a certain point they were taking their frustrations out on each other. Jordan would be lying if they said they didn’t love it, they loved when she was assertive so they could give the energy right back.
It continued to their class trip when their professor had figured going out of town for a hands-on learning experience would get her point across better.
By the time they got there Jordan had been picking on Marie all day on the bus. Opting to sit right next to her and place their hand just a little too high while she ignored it and stared out the window.
In reality she was about two seconds from pushing them into that tiny bathroom in the back and tearing them apart, but she continued to act like they weren’t getting to her.
The hotel wasn’t ready yet by the time they got there so they, amongst other students, were left to wander a museum they were dropped at.
She tried to distance herself from them, she was hot and bothered and they knew it. So they made it their job to keep her that way.
Every time she thought she was alone they were there. Making a joke as they passed by, or leaning a bit too close to whisper things in her ear.
They were driving her up the wall and she refused to give in.
Things didn’t reach their breaking point until she found a dark booth which had a curtain to keep the light out. She entered it then closed the curtain. She turned to find different drawings on the walls with different information.
Just as she leaned forward the curtain opened then closed quickly. Before she could wonder they slipped behind her pressing to her back.
“Asshole.”
“Can’t hog the whole booth Marie other people wanna learn.” They wrapped their arms around her and pushed their hips forward until she was trapped between them and the wall.
“You’ve been at it all day, do you ever rest.” Her breath caught as they slowly started moving against her before nipping at her ear.
“You can always tell me to stop.”
She’d had it.
She turned around pushing them against the other wall with the limited space they had and dropped her hand to squeeze them tight through their pants.
They let out a strangled groan before she shushed them.
“This thing may be secluded but there’s still people here.” They gasped as she squeezed tighter. “I’m done playing this game with you.”
“Marie-” They were cut off by her undoing their belt and her reaching her hand down the front of their pants. They were already hard in her hand as she pulled them out into the open air.
“Jesus Marie, you're insane.” They tried to pull air into their lungs as her thumb circled the tip before starting to pump them.
She motioned to the curtain. “For once on this God forsaken trip just shut up.” She slid her hand up and down faster as her other hand pressed to their chest to keep them against the wall. They slouched as their back arched into her.
“Wish there was more space in here, I’d get us both in trouble.” They groaned again and she put her free hand over their mouth.
She wasn’t usually this straightforward but they could only blame their own teasing for why they were about to see God in the middle of this museum as she pulled at them harder and harder.
By a certain point they were practically hyperventilating trying to keep themself quiet. Her hand somehow moved even faster pulling them right to the edge.
She removed her hand from their mouth to put one hand at their base while the other recklessly milked them. Their eyes almost rolled to the back of their head, biting their lip so hard it drew blood.
Then she felt it, they started to twitch in her hand. And just as Jordan took a gasp of air and almost unloaded in her hand she let go. She swiped her thumb across the tip one more time before putting them back in their pants and zipping them back up.
They let out a pathetic whimper as she let out a soft laugh.
“Payback's a bitch.” She went to leave and they grabbed her, pressed her against the wall, and kissed her hard. Just as their hands began to wander she pulled away and pushed them back with a hand to their chest.
“We’re paired together to a hotel room and I promise you you’ll regret this if you really leave right now.”
“You don’t scare me Jordan.” She tried to go once again only for them to block the exit.
“This is your last chance, Moreau.”
She grabbed their chin and left a quick kiss before bumping them out the way. They groaned loudly before looking down at their pants. They quickly switched. Physically it no longer looked like they had blue balls.
But mentally as they watched her play coy the rest of the day all they could think about was how they needed to get their hands on her.
And they would, in due time.
~ ~ ~
She was going out her way to not go back to the hotel. Their professor had long since assigned rooms and keys and some chose to retire while others trailed around close by.
When they suggested they call it a night and just get room service, she wanted to stop by a restaurant instead. When they walked towards the hotel again she wandered to close by stores.
By a certain point she’d lost them. She ran into some other students but couldn’t for the life of her find Jordan. At a certain point she gave up, as it was getting late.
When she walked into the room there was still no sign of them, she was disappointed. She played the long game with them, she wasn’t stupid she knew they were trying to get back at her.
Then of course in Marie fashion her mind began to drift, what if she pushed it too far? What if they found somebody else to mess around with, they certainly didn’t have a lack of options.
She shook herself from her thoughts and dropped her bag in the chair before grabbing the bucket and exiting the room to get ice. Some students had clearly gone to bed as she passed by, and others clearly stayed up for other things as the smell of weed invaded her senses.
Keeping herself busy usually kept her mind from conjuring thoughts that made no sense, so here she was scooping ice from a machine when she didn’t even need ice.
As soon as she put the scoop down she felt arms snatch her off the ground, startling her and making her drop the bucket, ice flying in different directions.
Just as she was about to yell out she turned and there they were. Jordan in their male form, already making their way, with her in their arms down the hallway as quickly as possible.
She giggled and squirmed trying to get them to drop her but they remained steady as they got closer to their room.
“Jordan! Put me down!” She managed to wiggle out of their arms by the time they got to the door but the momentum made both of them fall forward, launching Jordan on top of her.
There they were, in her face, hair fluffy as ever, huffing from the effort of how fast they were going. All she could think about was how handsome they were, their smile blinding as they grabbed her arms and held them against her chest.
“You thought you could escape me Moreau, nice try.”
“You scared the shit out of me.” She laughed, faking her struggle against them and they just settled more of their weight onto her.
“I waited an hour to do that.” They made a face clearly proud of themself.
“You’re such a loser, you need better hobbies.” Jordan laughed and pulled her to her feet. She cut her eyes at them and pulled the key out her pocket.
As soon as she touched the door they wrapped their arms around her and glued themself to her back.
“Missed me that much?”
“Just making sure you don’t try anything.”
She rolled her eyes and opened the door. Jordan wasted no time pushing her through and reaching behind themself to lock it.
“You have no idea what I’m about to do to you.” They nipped at her ear and held her a little tighter.
“Guess I won’t find out if you keep talking.”
“You’re dead set on being insufferable today.” Their hands ran up her chest and gave her breasts a tight squeeze through her shirt, pulling her into them so she could feel them through their sweats. “I’ve been like this all day because of your nonsense.”
“Poor thing.” She laughed and then groaned as they pinched her hardened nipples. They didn’t say anything else as they walked them both forward and bent her over the bed.
They kept both hands on her back as they rubbed themself against her ass, making her turn her head and rest against the mattress, letting out a puff of air.
“You say I need better hobbies, I say I’ve found the perfect one.” Their hand came down swiftly, landing a gentle slap to her left cheek through her shorts.
“You were gone for so long I thought-” She cut herself off at the risk of making herself sound clingy.
“You thought what?” They pressed into her ass tighter and ran their hands up her back and under her shirt.
“I walked past a room and smelled the smoke, I figured you were involved.” She lied quickly to save herself the humiliation.
“I couldn’t think about anything else but you all day let alone smoking.” They reached forward and pulled her shirt off, throwing it behind them. Followed by their own shirt.
She stayed flat on the bed as they stood back to look at her. She tried not to squirm as they once again seemed to be taking her in.
“You’re so beautiful.”
She blushed and turned her face into the comforter, but it didn’t last long before they helped her up and turned her to face them.
They gently took her face into their hands and kissed her deep, pulling back and doing so again. When they pulled back again she looked down.
She couldn’t take it when they got like this, the bantering and the roughhousing she could do. But when they started looking at her like she was everything things got hard.
“You lied though, when you said you thought I was off smoking. You have a tell.” Her eyes looked up sharply at them, but she found no judgment, just curiosity. And it made her want to tell the truth.
“I thought you had maybe found another friend to maybe sleep with.” She took a step back ready for whatever may come.
They didn’t let her get too far before taking her arms and wrapping them around their shoulders and placing their hands on her waist, bringing their bare chests together.
They could feel her heartbeat pick up as she looked up at them.
“And why the hell would I do that when I know you were here waiting for me?” They smiled.
“Who says I was waiting for you?” She rolled her eyes once again.
They ignored her question and kissed her again. “I have the most beautiful girl on campus, willing and waiting for me to get back so I can get my mouth on just about every inch of her, and you think I’d waste my time on the bare minimum when I could be here making her scream my name like a prayer.”
Her mouth hung open as their thumbs hooked into the waistline of her shorts and slowly pulled them down, she kicked off her shoes and they pulled them the rest of the way off before standing up straight again. They stripped down to their underwear too as she watched.
“I can’t keep my mind off you.” They pressed forward until she sat down, coming to stand in front of her. They reached a hand under her chin to softly make her look up.
“As soon as we got here I wanted to have you all over this hotel room.” They lowered to their knees as she opened her legs to make room for them. They settled their hands on her sides and pulled her chest to their mouth. They suckled on her nipple and her hands immediately flew to their hair. They let go with a wet pop and looked up at her as they flicked the tip with their tongue.
“There’s still so many things I wanna do to you, so many things I wanna try. I’d be wasting precious time if I stopped for anything or anyone else.”
They switched nipples and tweaked the other one with their fingers. She arched into them and moaned softly. They leaned up and pushed her to lay back as they pulled her panties off.
Still kneeling on the floor they slowly put one leg on each shoulder and ran their hands up her stomach, kissing each thigh wrapped around them.
“If anybody else tasted you they’d understand. If they had you wrapped around them, if they heard you try to control yourself before letting go, if they saw you when their fingers hit that spot, if they felt the way your fingers tugged their hair, if they saw that perfect face you make just before you fall over, they’d be just as eager to wreck you as I am.”
Marie whined as they continued to kiss her everywhere but where she needed them.
“If this is the speech all your other hookups are getting I’m not sure how you’re not in a relationship yet.” She let out a puff of air, trying to reign her feelings in when they practically had her on cloud nine before even touching her.
“What other hookups?” She barely had time to process the statement before they dove in and enveloped her clit in an open mouthed kiss.
She took a loud gasp of air, heel immediately digging into their back and her head pushing backwards into the bed.
They were relentless, attacking the bud, practically french kissing it by a certain point. Her hands attached to their hair, pushing them back and pulling them in, her body unable to decide if she wanted them closer or if it was too much.
They unlatched themself and let their tongue flutter against her then moved back a little bit, still leaving licks here and there to keep her going.
“Do you?” They couldn’t help themself and asked what had been egging at them.
”Do I what? She asked breathlessly, trying to concentrate on what they were saying as they were still toying with her clit.
”Do you have any other hookups?” They asked softly.
”Should I?” She tugged at their hair again pulling them to her sex.
“It’s probably safer if it’s just us.” They mentally kicked themself at bitching out once again, but everything was screaming that they were falling too hard too fast.
But it was so easy with her. The way she’d pop over to their dorm comfortable enough to not even ask first. The feeling of her sleeping on their chest which they’d gotten used to.
They were too embarrassed to say it out loud but she was everything to them. And of course there was always a chance that this was just a hookup that’ll phase out eventually but this felt different. She felt different.
They were pulled from their thoughts when Marie gasped when they sucked particularly hard. They decided to leave the conversation where it was.
The crescendo of her moans could be heard through her thighs wrapped tightly around their head. They sped up just enough to push her over the edge.
As they looked up her eyes rolled back and she was baring her neck to the open air, arching her chest forward. Mouth hung open with a silent moan, eventually her body shook as her climax rang through her.
They knew to slow down when her grip on their head softened and her legs went limp. They stood up and leaned over her, arms on both sides of her head.
“Holy shit I think my brain just short circuited.” They both laughed as she pulled them down into a quick kiss.
“I’m so not done with you yet.” They grabbed her hips and pulled her a bit over the edge and flipped her over.
“So very rough today.”
”You know why.” They laughed softly, landing a soft slap on her ass.
“There’s no way you’re actually still upset about earlier, you started this shit.”
”I don’t care, I should really be edging you until you beg for mercy but that’s for another time.” They stripped the rest of their clothes off and lined themself up.
They slowly pushed in and watched as her back tightened and her hands held the bed in a vice grip.
“I want you to say….. I won.” They faked a face like they were thinking.
”There wasn’t even a competition jackass.”
They sank all the way in and their hands came to rest on her back, knocking the air out her lungs and making her groan loudly.
She was so tight around them they felt like they were gonna lose their mind every time they experienced the feeling.
“You were playing games all day, and I reign victorious. I want you to say it.”
“You almost fell apart in my hand in an information booth, you didn’t win shit.”
She gasped as they began to snap their hips into her, pressing down on her back to keep her still as she moaned into her arm.
They noticed and wrapped a hand in her locs, making her arch deeper and amplifying all the little sounds she was making.
”Fuck Jordan, oh my God.”
”Say it again, say my name.” They pressed out trying to hold off on cumming the moment they slid inside her.
“Jordan Jordan Jordan.” She kept repeating, squeezing so tight around them nearly saw stars.
“Say I won.” They tugged on her locs harder, making her groan.
“Fuck you.” She was very obviously calling their bluff and they wouldn’t allow it.
They locked their hips to hers, moving their hips in deep, slow, long strokes to hit just the right spot to make her legs start shaking.
They grabbed the back of her neck now pushing her face into the comforter, one hand on the bed for support.
The angle was hitting all the right spots as her breathing picked up clearly about to fall apart.
”Say it now or so help me God I'll get in the shower and take care of myself.”
“Bullshit!” Her fingers were nearly tearing the blankets as she panted Jordan’s name like a mantra. Slowly slipping further and further into her pleasure and dragging them right along with her.
They connected themself to her back and tucked their arm under her, making sure their strokes stayed deep, while their hand held hers from behind, pushing it into the bed.
They doubled their effort to make sure she got there before them. They leaned by her ear making sure to nip at the tip of it before resting their head on top of hers.
”Last chance.” They whispered, keeping up the speed driving them both insane.
”You win.” She whined out, barely intelligible.
They smiled as she fell over the edge once again, squeezing them tight. Their smile quickly fell as they let out a soft moan. She shook a bit as her walls moved around them, milking them for everything.
As she calmed down their hips twitched still emptying themself. By the time they were done their weight rested on her completely as they caught their breath.
“If this is what losing is like I guess I’ll take it.” She spoke up after a while.
They laughed softly. “I think I can’t move, you good like this for the night?”
“We are not getting in this bed before showering.”
“Gimme five minutes, then round two in the shower.”
Marie let out a shocked sound before reaching behind herself to smack their side. “Absolutely not.”
“Tough crowd."
“You have five minutes, spend them wisely and rest.”
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
The need to say something to her was shut down as she drifted off to sleep. They stayed up a bit after her, watching her chest rise and fall, worried about not finishing their conversation.
This felt good, just the two of them. They didn’t want any outside factors and the thought of some other person getting to have even a fraction of her time made them sick.
They needed to figure their shit out, and fast. Before somebody else figured her out first.
They shook their head and kissed her forehead as they tucked in behind her, pulling her to their chest as they wrapped their arms around her.
She wasn’t theirs, but they’d find a way for her to be.