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The longing between them still remained, and they still couldn't keep their hands, or mouths, off of each other, but they hadn't gone further than the night that Liam couldn't handle it. Once again, it was Noel's hesitance. Liam wanted it and had asked several times but was shot down every single time.
Noel was making excuses, any excuse he could think of.
He blamed it on headaches, on being too tired, and on them not having the time or privacy. Until he finally decided that he was ready and decided to trust Liam when he said he was ready too.
It took nearly two weeks for them to finally get a night home to themselves. Their mother was out for the night, staying with an aunt or uncle; Noel hadn't really paid attention when she had told him, and Paul was gone. It was just the two of them. They were sure the neighbors, if they could hear it, wouldn't care if they overheard the moans and filthy things they would say to each other, or the sound of Noel's headboard hitting the wall.
In the two weeks that had passed, Noel had spent a considerable amount of time contemplating what he could do to help Liam have an easier time this time around. He had gone to a few different sex shops, buying a small collection of plugs, a new type of relaxing lube, some massage oil to give Liam a nice back and leg rub before they got started, and a special little syringe designed especially for inserting lube for the purpose they needed it for.
They had been alone for a few hours before they started moving closer to each other on the couch, Noel's arm once again finding a comfortable place around Liam's shoulder. He let the boy lean into him, and he pressed a gentle kiss on his temple.
Liam seemed unable to find a comfortable place to keep his hands until one fell onto Noel's thigh. The fabric of his trousers felt nice, and feeling Noel felt even better.
He was leaning back into Noel's side, and his other hand fell on his chest, almost so low that it was on his stomach.
"How are you feelin'?"
Liam knew what Noel meant.
"Good."
"Just good?" Noel asked. He gave a small smile that he tried to hide. He knew Liam felt better than good, but he thought he'd entertain the thought of Liam not wanting to seem so excited. "Not happy? Not needy? Just good?"
Liam's face went flush, and he tried to hide it.
He was giddy, truly, and Noel knew it. Noel had overheard him whispering about it while he was stroking himself one night, moaning Noel's name and saying it felt so good to have him inside him as he came all over his own stomach. Noel knew his little brother wanted it so bad.
"Maybe we should go get in the shower," Noel suggested. He kissed the knuckles of Liam's hand that was lying on his hand after taking it into his own. "Together."
They had done a lot of things together but never shared a shower. Obviously they had as very young children, but never after having grown up.
Liam nodded, his face growing flushed again and smiling slightly. He tried to hide his face in Noel's side in embarrassment, but Noel stopped him, smiling as he pulled himself away so he could see Liam's pretty face.
He wanted to tease him, just a little bit. Not even in a sexual way. Just friendly little quips between brothers.
"You can go start the tap so the water can warm up, yeah? I'll get towels."
Liam did as he was told and waited for Noel to join him in the bathroom before starting to undress himself. He didn't know why he hesitated. Maybe it was because he wanted Noel to watch him slowly strip down, or maybe because he wanted Noel to help him take his clothes off.
After closing the bathroom door, Noel sat on the closed toilet lid and wordlessly called Liam closer to him.
He lifted the hem of Liam's shirt, showing off the boy's lower stomach. He continued lifting it until Liam had to lift his arms and pull it over his own head.
He unbuckled Liam's belt, looking up at Liam as his fingers moved painfully slow. He watched Liam grow hard through his trousers but chose to ignore it. Once he finally had his belt undone, after what felt like an eternity to Liam, he focused on the button and zipper.
Unintentionally, he bit his bottom lip as he began to work his younger brother's trousers down his hips and lanky legs.
Noel was going to get his trousers all the way off before even getting close to taking his boxers off of him.
"Hold onto my shoulders or something so you don't fall."
Liam could have held one of Noel's shoulders or put a hand closer to his neck. Perhaps he could have even put one, gently, on the top of his head or the nape of his neck.
He chose the nape of Noel's neck as his brother helped him step out of his trousers.
After getting Liam's trousers off, Noel stood up and undressed himself. He chose to completely ignore that Liam was still in his boxers. Undressing himself, he let his clothes fall to the floor as a heap of cloth, putting far less care into stripping himself than he had put into carefully taking off all of Liam's clothes and letting his fingers linger a little bit too long on places that made Liam a little too excited.
They stood face to face, although Liam was just a bit taller.
Noel hooked his fingers in the waistband of Liam's boxers and looked him in the eye. He pulled them down, exposing Liam's cock, and let them fall to the floor.
He held Liam's hand as he stepped into the shower.
Liam looked so beautiful with the water cascading down his skin, soaking his hair. His hands ran through it to smooth it back out of his eyes. The water was hitting his face hard, and he didn't even care. He cared far more about Noel.
Noel stepped into the shower.
He wanted to get the actual showering done quickly because he found what was coming after far more appealing, but he found himself spending far more time washing Liam's hair and spreading the shower gel over his body than he expected.
He washed himself far more quickly.
Even though they were fully clean and the water was beginning to run cold, Noel wrapped Liam in his arms.
He gave him a few small nibbles on his neck before trailing his tongue upwards. He pressed a gentle kiss to Liam's lips and another one before closing his eyes and deepening the kiss.
His hands traveled across Liam's body.
One found its place resting on his hip, and the other was on his ass, gripping it just enough that Liam could feel it. He offered it a small smack, and he felt Liam smile against his lips.
Liam's hands were on both of Noel's hips.
They were pressed together as much as they could be, their bodies nearly molding together.
Their cocks, both at least half-hard, rubbed together. They both shifted just enough to stimulate each other, and they began to let out small moans. Liam could've sworn he felt Noel's cock twitch just once as he gave out a deep, throaty moan.
"Darling, I think we should take it to the bedroom."
Noel turned the tap off and wrapped Liam in the softest towel he could find. He dried Liam's hair, then dried his arms, shoulders, and back nearly completely. Every single water droplet was gone. He dried Liam's torso and knelt on the bath mat.
He dried around Liam's cock before moving down his lanky legs.
He grasped Liam's ass again, this time through the towel, letting out a hot breath against his skin.
He dried himself quickly, but also dried himself completely. He ran the towel over Liam's hair one more time before letting it fall to the floor where his own lay.
Naked and both extremely aroused, Noel led Liam to their bedroom by the hand, taking the occasional break to press him against the wall and kiss him.
"Noel."
Noel thought for just a second that Liam had changed his mind.
"I need you so bad."
Noel smiled into the kiss.
Unbeknownst to Liam, Noel had moved their beds together so they would have more room for any activities they found themselves getting up to. Noel's was moved further across the room to be pressed against Liam's and held into place by the bedside table at the end of the bed. Noel hoped it would hold it in place just enough that they wouldn't fall through the crack between the mattress if one formed.
A large sheet was messily fit over the mattresses, and everything they needed was lying wrapped up in a blanket at the head of the bed. Noel didn't want to start out with everything just lying out on the bed but didn't want to go through the effort of digging through drawers to find everything.
Noel led Liam to sit on the bed, touching Liam anywhere he could get his hands to.
Liam's arms were wrapped around Noel's shoulders, pulling him closer, despite the fact that they could barely get any closer. His cock was practically throbbing, and precum leaked from the head.
"'m gonna suck you first."
Noel gently pushed Liam onto his back, his legs spread far enough that Noel could fit between them. He put Liam's legs over his shoulders so he could force his face closer and practically make him choke on his cock. He knew Liam would get off on hearing him gag.
He looked up at Liam and locked eyes with him.
"You look so beautiful," he whispered. He put his hand on Liam's chest and pressed kisses to the inside of his thighs.
He let out several hot breaths against his skin and kissed him on his thighs and lower stomach, inching closer and closer to the base of his cock.
Liam's fingers tangled through his hair, and he pushed his hips up, trying to encourage Noel to take him into his mouth, but Noel shook his head but wrapped his fingers around his cock and tapped it to his own lips.
Suddenly, he took almost all of Liam's length into his mouth, still looking up into his brother's eyes as he sucked and let his tongue explore. He could taste Liam's precum and felt his legs tightening around him.
His head bobbed up and down slowly, and he added just the right amount of suction.
He pulled his head back far enough that he could focus on the beautifully pink head of Liam's cock, pleasuring him with the very tip of his tongue, flicking it across his frenulum and focusing on the slit.
Liam tasted so good.
It wasn't long before Liam pushed Noel down by the hand he had placed on the back of his head, forcing him to take every inch of his cock into his mouth. Noel choked and gagged but smiled around Liam's cock.
Liam was moaning so loud, and had Noel moved his hand just slightly upwards, he would've felt the deep vibrations of his chest from the guttural moans he was letting out.
His head was resting on pillows that propped him up just enough that the muscles of his sides were hurting, but he didn't care. Noel's mouth felt so good wrapped around him. He could be feeling the worst pain of his entire life, and it wouldn't matter at all.
The grip his legs had on Noel tightened, but Noel did his best to fight against it.
He could tell Liam was close to cumming, but he wasn't going to let him.
Not yet.
"Yer not cumming until I say so," Noel whispered. He used a few fingers to stroke Liam's cock.
Liam nodded with his mouth agape.
"Say 'yes, sir.'"
"Yes, sir."
Noel smiled knowing that Liam was putty in his hands, but even though he was, he asked Liam if it was okay before pulling a bottle of lube, a syringe, and a plug from the rolled-up blanket that was near the younger man's head.
Liam said that everything was okay and that he trusted Noel.
"Can you let me put a pillow under your hips? It'll help me a bit."
Liam lifted his hips so Noel could put a pillow under his lower back, forcing him to arch his back, in an admittedly comfortable way, so he could see Liam's beautiful ass and his hole.
"What's that?" Liam asked.
He was pointing to the round-ended syringe.
"It'll help put lube in. I think it'll be easier for you if there's already lube before I start using my fingers or other things. Don't have to use it if you don't want to."
Liam nodded. "I want to."
Even though his cock was rock-hard and dripping precum, he was only focused on Liam's pleasure. Liam deserved it. He deserved it all and more.
Noel massaged Liam's thighs for nearly ten minutes before reaching for the bottle of lube. He put it on the pads of two fingers.
"You have to relax a lot, okay, baby? It'll make it so much better."
Liam nodded again.
The lube was cold against his skin, and although Noel hadn't fully inserted his fingers and wasn't going to any time soon, they did travel back and forth and just barely pressed inside of him. He was trying to get Liam accustomed to the feeling, get him to relax, and spread the lube enough that he could slide the syringe into the tight ring of muscle, maybe even in a pleasurable way.
Noel uncapped the lube and drew it into the syringe, filling it with as much as he thought Liam needed, even adding some to the plug he had lying beside them. He asked Liam to hold it, letting him get used to what it looked like and what it felt like in his hands.
"Are you ready?"
He had been running it against Liam's skin but hadn't yet pressed it against him.
"'m ready."
He hesitated for a moment.
"Can you hold my hand?"
"Of course, darling."
Even though he thought it would be difficult to do with one hand, Noel reached up so he could grasp Liam's hand. He brought it to his face so he could press a kiss against it.
Liam made a face, but not one of pain, as Noel inserted the round tip of the syringe. He made no sound, except from the coldness of the lube, even as Noel slowly moved it in and out.
It was thin, far thinner than one of Noel's fingers, and warm from Noel having held it in his hand the entire time he had been preparing it.
As he pulled it out, lube leaked from Liam's hole.
He put his hand out, wordlessly asking for Liam to hand him the plug. He gently, as gently as possible, pressed it up against Liam's hole and slowly inserted it. Liam accepted it easily and let out a small moan.
He was so tight.
Knowing that Liam would have to make the association between pleasure and having something in his ass, Noel moved himself upwards to kiss him. He was practically on top of him, holding himself up by having his elbows placed on either side of his younger brother. His cock hung down, touching against Liam's.
Liam put his hands on Noel's back and pulled him down, making him lie completely flat on him.
Noel's chest hair felt so good against his, which was far more bare, and his cock felt so good pressed against his own. He could feel Noel breathing against his neck, and he let out a small moan as Liam bucked his hips, letting his cock press against Noel's stomach.
Noel began to grind his hips against Liam's, and Liam gripped his ass, helping him move up and down just enough to have their cocks practically stroke each other.
They were both moaning. They were moaning far louder than either had heard before. Noel's were more deep and throaty, and Liam's were more akin to whines.
Noel kissed Liam again. It deepened as their grinding became more intense, and they were moaning into each other's mouths, sometimes pulling away to swear under their breath or whisper sweet nicknames to the other.
This went on for what felt like an eternity, and Liam felt himself relaxing far more than he thought possible.
Noel was thrusting frantically, and he was so close to cumming. He still wasn't going to let Liam cum, but he needed to cum at least once before being inside his baby brother. His thrusting was far more desperate than he had ever done before, and his deep, guttural moans were whines and pants. The entire time he was whispering that he was gonna cum and that he was so close, calling Liam "darling" and "baby" the entire time.
He felt the familiar sensation of tightening in his lower stomach before cumming.
His entire load landed on Liam's stomach, a few shots even landing on his chest.
He let himself fall down onto Liam to catch his breath, and admittedly, to let his cock harden again and prepare to fill his beautiful little brother with another load of cum. His fingers ran up and down Liam's arms, and he buried his face in the crook of his neck. The sweat that had started dripping from his hairline and that was running from his underarms and all the way down his biceps was making him cold, but there were more important things to worry about.
They lay like that for a few minutes, stuck together by either ecstasy or Noel's cum that was beginning to dry on their stomachs and chests.
"Noelie?"
"Hm?"
"'m ready for more."
He didn't elaborate, but Noel knew what he meant.
The plug had been quite wide but wasn't very long, but Noel knew the original stretch was the most difficult part. Liam could take him, and they both knew it.
"Yer sure?"
"I promise."
Noel sat up and wiped away his cum with the sheet, giving a small smile as he heard Liam giggle. He grabbed even more lube and added a small line down the entire length of his cock. You could never truly have too much lube.
Liam began to change positions, attempting to put himself in the only one he had ever seen in porn, but was stopped by a firm hand on his chest.
"No, darling. I wanna see your eyes."
Liam found himself having his legs spread again, this time further than before. He felt Noel put slight pressure on the plug before removing it. He was gaping, just slightly, and Noel thought he looked absolutely delicious.
"Tell me if it's too much, okay?"
"I will, Noelie."
"I need you to promise me."
Liam stuck out his pinky, offering Noel a pinky promise. It was the most important promise of all.
Noel brought himself closer to Liam, the head of his throbbing cock accidentally rubbing against Liam's bollocks.
He bit his lip as he moved even closer.
He locked eyes with Liam as the head of his cock pressed against Liam's hole, and they both let out the most filthy moans anyone had ever heard as he finally pressed into him. Noel was only fucking him with the head so far, letting the sensitive ridge of the tip be stimulated by Liam's entrance. He hoped Liam could feel him throbbing.
He waited for Liam's approval before pushing himself deeper. He only made it halfway down his length before stopping and pulling out. He started thrusting slowly, and he felt Liam's fingernails dig into his shoulders.
Liam was moaning with every gentle thrust, and even with how soft and careful Noel was being with him, the head of his cock was still hitting against his stomach with every thrust.
His eyes were squeezed shut in pleasure, and his beautiful little moans made Noel's cock throb even harder.
"You feel so good inside me."
Noel let out a guttural moan and, without thinking, gave a hard thrust, pushing himself deeper than before.
"You look so beautiful—" Noel cut himself off with a moan. "You look so beautiful like this. You were made to take cock."
He let one of his hands travel from Liam's hip to his cock, and he stroked him, matching every stroke with his thrusts. He was working up a sweat again, and this time Liam was too.
"Baby, yer so good."
Liam was barely able to get his words out between pants and moans.
Noel was intentionally avoiding his prostate. He wanted Liam to cum, either from being jerked off or from the sensation of being filled, before Noel would make him cum again just from hitting his prostate. He had a feeling it would only take one, maybe two, gentle thrusts of the head of his cock against it for Liam to cum a second time. Maybe even harder than the first time, sounding even more filthy and moaning even deeper.
Noel could tell from the sounds and faces that Liam was making that he wasn't far from orgasm. Maybe a few more strokes would push him over the brink.
"You can cum whenever you need."
That was all it took for Liam to shoot his first load of cum onto his stomach, and Noel paused long enough to let him catch his breath before he started thrusting again.
Liam was moaning louder and harder, asking for Noel to fuck him deeper, smiling at the sounds of the bed creaking under them.
Noel bit his lip and used both hands to hold onto the headboard. It creaked with every thrust and slammed, albeit somewhat gently, against the wall when he would thrust particularly hard.
"Yer so good. So fucking tight."
Liam nodded his head frantically. His big blue eyes were locked with Noel's.
"Yer mine, darling."
Noel pressed a gentle kiss to his lips and smoothed his sweaty hair down.
He himself was so close to cumming, but the steady rhythm he had of stroking Liam's cock hadn't stopped. He was giving deep, throaty moans that Liam had never heard from him before. He could feel his chest vibrating, and even more attractively, his cock throbbing inside of him. The younger man's moans had increased, sounding more desperate with each passing second.
Noel decided it was time for more.
He pressed one more kiss to Liam's lips before thrusting just a little deeper and hitting his prostate.
Just as he predicted, Liam came immediately.
He shot ropes of cum onto his stomach, and it felt as if every drip was being drained from him. He moaned and panted, even giving little high-pitched whines. Noel had already come just moments before he decided it was time for Liam to cum a second time, and the younger man could feel him still throbbing inside of him.
Noel moaned slightly as he pulled out, watching his cum leak out onto the sheets.
He collapsed onto the bed beside Liam, pulling him into his arms. They were sweaty and covered in cum, but neither of them cared. It felt like absolute bliss.
There was nothing closer to heaven, for Noel, than holding his little brother in his arms, pressing little kisses to his cheeks and temple and his lips. To Liam, there was nothing closer to heaven than Noel.
Just Noel.