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It’s been a few days since then, and things have been nothing less than awkward.
The usual, stoic Lumine was now easily flustered, her cold front disappearing within seconds. She would stand at a greater distance from him during duty, often leaving more intimate jobs like dressing him to the other butlers and maids. Instead of lingering for some time after work hours, she’d leave promptly at 6. Even small things like handing him books was done in the most roundabout way.
The list goes on endlessly.
Xiao’s hypothesis was completely wrong, and it’s bothering him more than it really should. His ego was hurt; shattered.
She hasn’t come back.
She was avoiding him.
Was he not good enough?
Does she not like him?
Was he not her type?
He could only wait for another uninterrupted opportunity to corner her.
Anything to get answers.
All he could do now was to touch himself to the memory of them in the closet to alleviate his nearly unbearable sexual frustration.
“Lu-mine…” Xiao’s voice was ripe with lust. His hand runs up the shaft, stroking his erect cock slowly.
Replaying the vividly smutty images of them imprinted in his mind since then – especially her flushed expression when she helplessly shivered, coming all over his lap. His serious bodyguard, coming undone just from his petting; it’s a sacrilegiously lewd sight. His innocent, sweet Lumine; getting off to his touches and dirty whispers.
It doesn’t take long for wet beads of precum to form at the tip. Xiao spreads it around, watching his cock harden further before wrapping his hand around to continue jerking it harder. Nothing could describe how much he’s aching without her. His eyelids flutter close, breath quickening with every deep, long stroke. The darkness he sees become his theatre for his wild imagination.
Xiao’s thirsting to bury himself over and over in her, longing to see a teary-eyed Lumine from the rough sex as she begs him for more. He wants to make love with her on every surface in this huge house; let everybody hear how she cries out his name with the pleasure he would lavish her with. Then again, maybe not – he’s selfish, no one should hear her melodious voice during their lovemaking except him. Her body, covered with his bites and marks –
A knock at the door shatters his lewd reel of thoughts.
“Young master.” Lumine’s clueless voice calls out. Pushing the doors open using her back, it was apparent that she was here to deliver dinner.
Another ingenious plan hatches in his mind.
He resumes with his self-pleasuring, stroking his length and groaning her name louder to get her attention on him.
“Oh–!” She panics immediately when she sees her master fully naked on the bed. “I-I’m sorry for interrupting!”
Lumine keeps her eyes glued to the floor while she sets down his meal – she had just seen his… His manhood! It’s unbelievably big for a man his height; enough to hit all the spots she would love. She waves her hands in the air, trying to shoo away those indecent thoughts. Hastily bowing and flustering, the panicky bodyguard tries to fumble her way out of the room. She’s still reeling in from what happened in the closet and the last thing she needs is to see him pleasing himself.
She dashes to the door, but he stops her.
“Lumine.”
The poor girl feels her stomach turn and sink.
Shit.
“Y-Yes, young master?” She slowly turns.
Keep calm, Lumine! He can’t see you panic!
The unwavering attention she always gives him was now diverting to the plain, grey curtains that suddenly look so interesting. Even the spotless windowpanes were catching her attention. The bodyguard looks everywhere except for him – there’s no way she can meet his eyes.
He chuckles, covering himself with the blanket.
“Take your clothes off.”
She bites her lip, a cute blush spreading across her cheeks. “That would be w-wrong of me to do that.”
A feeble excuse.
“Do I need to repeat myself?” He wasn’t joking; and she was in a deep pit of trouble.
“No, young master. It’s just –”
“Should I do it for you, then?” Xiao offers through sweetly venomous words. Lumine shakes her head vigorously. The door was a mere few steps away, and it’ll be easy to flee. She could still walk away; the fact that Xiao wasn’t physically stopping her - she could leave.
Horror fills her mind when her body does quite the opposite.
How badly did she want this man?
Hesitantly, she takes off her suit, laying it neatly on his couch. The mental battle was only starting and it’s showing. Each move was slow and deliberate, threatening his already-thin self-control with a razor.
Her tie.
Her black blazer.
Her white dress shirt.
Her black dress pants.
Her newly issued bulletproof vest.
Her undershirt.
Her shorts.
Lumine can feel the intensity of his primal gaze growing with each piece of clothing that came off. She feels too naked and bare, to be in nothing but her underwear, in front of him.
Xiao feels his cock twitch with desire under the blanket when he sees her in suggestive black lace. He’s well aware Lumine has to wear this as part of her uniform, but that garter belt that hugged her waist along with a matching lace bra and panty – it complements each smooth curve and sharp line of her toned body. She’s ravishing, her beauty unmatched in every way possible – he’s turned on at the very sight before him.
In his eyes, she is perfection.
He makes space for her on his bed and pats an empty spot. Lumine can’t refuse, so she obediently climbs in.
“Are we doing something wrong, young master…?” Lumine asks, she was there to serve, to risk her life to protect him. The bare minimum she’s been doing – there was always a sense of self-loathing for not being able to do more. Her feelings were worth less than her replaceable life. It didn’t make sense to expect anything back from him.
“Xiao.” He tucks a strand of her neat, wheat-blonde hair behind her pierced ear.
“Young master Xiao…”
“Xiao.”
“X-Xiao.”
“Good girl.” He effortlessly pulls her onto his lap, and she gasps at the hardness that rubs against her sex. It sets her core alight, something within her stirs.
And that’s when he drops a bomb.
“I’m in love with you, Lumine.” He gives her a chaste peck on her warm, flushed cheek. Xiao’s eyes trace her countless battle scars from the many fights they’ve been through - stabs, cuts, bullet grazes. Compared to her, his scars were nothing. His lips travel from her cheek to her collarbone, lightly kissing the scar from the recent scuffle. Even after the hell Lumine’s been through, her body is still supple, tender.
There was a moment of silence, her honey eyes widening at the sudden, unexpected confession.
“I-I’m not worthy of your affections.” Lumine eyes slant to the side, turning away to hide her reddened face. She’s struggling to forget everything that happened in the janitor’s closet, but may the penniless Archon, Morax, bless her – Xiao was making it impossible.
He closes the distance between them, his arms circling around her body firmly. “Nonsense.” Xiao mumbles against a scar on her shoulder, kissing it gently. He regrets ever having her on the frontlines, his heart shattering and filling with worry when he finds her battered after every fight.
Lumine sighs contently against his silky, jade mop.
It goes against every rule in her book, being here with Xiao.
This time, naked, sitting on his lap while he showers her many scars with affectionate kisses.
She’s overcome with a sense of safety.
As though he’d catch her if she truly fell.
Would he?
“Archons, Lumine.” He strokes her thighs, grabbing them and pulling her closer. “Where did you learn to be so…”
Her blush spreads to her ears. “I-I… I was trained to get information…”
Silence.
She said something she wasn’t supposed to say.
The words had tumbled out before she could stop herself.
Fuck.
It’s over.
“So… Others have seen you like this?” Xiao’s eyes were wide with bewilderment, his pupils contracts to slits, like a cat’s; his deep voice full of presumed jealousy. He’s aware he just ruined the mood, but the truth was more important than that.
“…Yes.” She looks away again, this time in shame, her heart sinking bitterly with every passing moment. Lumine can’t ever lie to Xiao.
“I should have known.”
She fucked up.
Lumine flinches at the blizzard-cold tone he uses, feeling mercilessly sharp icicles pierce her vulnerable heart.
Xiao’s hold on her loosens and he folds them across his chest, contemplating his next move.
Maybe now that the truth is out, he’ll no longer want her. She’s dirty; done so many things that’s deemed to be explicit and exploitative. While she hasn’t lost her chastity to anyone, she’s found many other ways to get information out of the men in question.
She shuts her eyes, hot tears pricking her eyes as they form at the corners.
The one time she decided to be vulnerable, it ended up hurting him.
This is it.
He’ll toss her aside.
He’ll fire her for resorting to such tactics.
It was never up to her; but who was she to defy her superiors?
She deserves nothing.
Lumine holds her breath, waiting to be pushed off his lap.
To be told to clothe herself and leave.
He sighs deeply.
“I’m sorry I wasn’t there to protect you.” Xiao leans his head on her shoulder, his arms settling again around her hips lazily.
Lumine hesitates, tilting her head in confusion; unsure of how to react.
Wasn’t he supposed to push her away?
Or fire her?
“I broke my promise.”
“Promise?”
“I promised to always protect you.”
A long-lost memory flashes across her mind of them as kids, after her bad fall and his smile to her; bittersweet. Innocence was still a thing then, something they both had, until reality shattered it when they grew up.
“I can’t change the past.” He cups her cheek softly, eyes locking with hers. “But I’m more than willing to make it up to you in the future.”
Xiao notices her irresolute pause.
“I promise you, Lumine. I won’t break it again.” He reassures her.
There’s a full beat of silence. Xiao leans in for a kiss to her forehead to seal his renewed promise. There’s no way Lumine can stay unsure when it comes to him, and she gives him a smile warm enough to melt permafrost.
“I know.”
He tilts her chin upward, his tongue quickly going past her lips to explore her mouth more; to give her a deeper, more passionate kiss. This time, she reciprocates willingly. The young master would be lying if he said he wasn’t jealous of the men who have touched her. Then again, he’ll make sure that not a trace of them will be left on her body when he’s done.
He ruts his erect dick up against her warm, wet sex through her rather flimsy panties, gathering her clear arousal on it. Lumine bites down on her lip, keeping in her moans that would otherwise spill freely. It was sinfully tempting for Xiao to just slide it in and fuck her senseless.
For now, though, he’ll make her beg for it.
“Beg me.” Xiao fans the flames he’s ignited in her.
A dangerous glint shines in her eyes, as if offended by his request. She pins his arms with a single hand against the bed frame.
“I won’t.” Lumine’s strong, he’s caught off guard by the sudden move. Her eyes stay defiantly locked with his even as she shifts her panties aside. Her delicate fingers run up his diamond-hard length, guiding it towards her slick-covered folds. The tip slides in between them with ease when her hips lower ever so slightly and she stays like this, hovering just above his lap.
The tables have turned.
Holy fuck.
He twitches painfully against her, admiring her lean and petite body, back arched beautifully to accommodate his length.
She licks her lips, giving him a mocking smirk while moving her hips in a lewd circular motion to tease him. It goes in just a little more, and Lumine lifts her hips again to let it out, repeating it a couple of times. Xiao’s jaw hangs loosely, astonished at how she’s effortlessly seducing him. She’s good, and he now understands how she gets whatever she wants.
Even Lumine is surprised at how far she’s pushing to defy her young master with such brash actions. Her defiant side coming out now only made Xiao more obsessed with wanting to dominate her; getting her to become obediently submissive. Nevertheless, she wants to see how far she can go before it was his turn to snap.
Xiao grins devilishly.
“And you think you can hold me down?” He taunts smugly.
Lumine tightens her grip on his lean wrists, snorting. “I’ve trained my whole life to take down people like – Xiao…! What are you – A-Ahn..!”
Apparently, it doesn’t take much.
Her eyes roll back, grip slackening when he flips her over, thrusting roughly up into her. Her back hits the headboard with an audible thump, knocking some air out of her. Xiao seizes the ripe chance to pin her arms against the surface, hands sliding up to interlock with hers. His full length disappears deep into her drenched slit and pleasure slam into their bodies like a freight train; hard and instantaneous. Lumine tears up from the sudden stretch and the pleasure is halted by a sensation of something snapping hits her.
Blood.
A few drops trickle down his length.
“Fuck… Is this your first time…?!” It suddenly dawns on Xiao. He panics, letting her hands go, trying to hold her limp body up.
Lumine nods, biting her lip to cope with the sudden pain. Maybe she should’ve explained herself earlier. She didn’t expect Xiao to be so… rough and eager. Then again, he’s the one who schemed everything; she’s just a (willing) participant.
He panics, flustering. “We can stop and –”
“It’s… It’s fine. I just need some time.” She grits her teeth, her hands coming to rest on his broad shoulders for support. This pain was nothing compared to the times she put her life on the line for him.
“I-I’m sorry.” Xiao’s face was rife with worry. He hadn’t meant to hurt her. Seeing her in pain from his own impatience, the guilt bubbles up further within him. The least he could do now was to rub soothing circles on her back while she tries to accommodate his size.
“Don’t be.” Lumine pants out through her struggle. Her core was burning hot, and she’s more than eager to continue. “I want you, Xiao.”
He had assumed that his enemies seeing her unclothed meant she had –
It doesn’t matter.
The relief he gets within the panic is refreshing, knowing that he’ll be the one to take her chastity. Not some lowly, scummy enemy of his.
“Then, you’ll have all of me.” He buries his face into the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent, nipping her soft skin gently.
She raises her hips slowly, wincing, trying to adjust to his size. He was big, not to mention girthy. Lumine’s never expected her first to be such a challenge. Needless to say, she ensures that Xiao hears her every pant and moan.
And he does, rewarding her with a trail of sweet kisses down her shoulder. The pain quickly subsides into something more enjoyable when she spreads her legs salaciously to sink back down. It takes a few tries, but ultimately, she manages to take his full length.
Xiao uncontrollably grunts lowly in pleasure when the tightness fully envelops him.
“You’re doing so well, Lumine.” Xiao praises her, and she seals his lips with a passionate kiss. They’ve lost count of the number of kisses they had shared. Moan after moan gets trapped between their lips, lost somewhere within the lip-locks. Her arms loop around his neck for support – she’s hellbent on taking her time to fuck herself on his erect cock. The torture was apparent – each lewd slap served to feed the ceaseless hunger in Xiao to mercilessly take control of to her.
He’ll wait.
Patience.
They break away and Xiao’s rough hands skim to her back, trailing up before unhooking her lace bra and tossing it away. The moment her chest spills out, he doesn’t waste a second, mouth latching warmly onto one of her perky breasts. He marvels at how they fit so well in his hands. Supple, bouncy with the perfect swell. Xiao bites down, drawing a lewd keen from Lumine’s lips. He continues sucking and rolling her soft, pink nipples till they were pebbled from his abuse.
Lumine pants hotly, she can’t deny how much she enjoys it. It works a little too well, apparent in the overflow of her slick.
“Xiao…” Her voice trails off when she begins to ride him steadily, her hips moving faster; more promiscuously against his - the way she wraps around him was hypnotic. “Ah… S-So deep…”
He clenches his jaw tightly, and she notices how much he’s holding back. The alluring whimpers that fall from her lips, begging for him to claim her.
Bite her.
Mark her.
Taint her.
“You’re mine.” He kisses her shoulder, lightly nibbling at her milky skin to prepare it, before sinking his teeth deep. And there it was, red against pale peach – the first of many bites he’ll give. Lumine chokes back another sob – it’s addicting – the pain that flows through her system has her begging for more.
Xiao’s possessiveness.
The way Xiao holds her close while he hits every of her weak spots.
Xiao’s deep voice.
The firefly’s vision is clouded, her mind filled with thoughts of Xiao and only Xiao. She has fallen willingly and hopelessly into his trap.
“I’ll make it up to you.” Xiao laps at her wound, tongue running over his teeth marks. Pretty. He’ll cover her scars with his own and show the world that Lumine is his.
And only his.
“Xiao–! Xi-ao…” Lumine chants his name over and over. Her moans were complemented with low grunts and strings of vulgar curses from him. The wet, satisfying squelches her pussy made each time he bottoms out has him hooked.
How did the firefly go from being in charge to getting railed hard against the bed frame? She won’t complain though – to be trapped between the headboard of his bed and him was the last scenario she’d ever imagine herself getting into.
Here she was, begging wantonly for more, hands scrambling for purchase. Her nails dig deep into his back, scratching down with each thrust, they are guaranteed to leave marks by morning. Her nail marks from the love they make? Xiao doesn’t mind. If this pain was from her, then he’ll willingly savour every moment of it.
Lumine feels warm and tight as her petite, pliant body takes his hard cock. Xiao grips her waist tightly, eagerly fucking into her heat. He’ll make sure to show how much he wants her, until she’ll have no choice but to take the day off tomorrow. His patience has never been worn so thin, but Lumine… Lumine could do so without trying.
“F-Fuck, Lumine… You feel s-so good.” His curses, coupled with his praises pushes Lumine to pull him in for quick, messy kisses, spreading her legs before locking them around him. She tries to make herself look even more ravishing such that she’d be worth his words.
Since when was she such a pleaser? Maybe when she was praised by Xiao when she did good. Maybe when she subconsciously wanted his attention. Maybe when she fell hopelessly in love with him.
“M-More…” Lumine hugs him, using his strong shoulders as leverage. “H-Harder, Xiao…”
Xiao revels in how she is now – submissively obedient and utterly tainted by his touch, asking for more.
Perfect.
Her garter belt was half done, panties pushed aside, her bra lost somewhere on the room floor. All she could think of was Xiao – how he’s dominating her; how heavenly he feels in between her legs.
“I’m going to fill you up so well –” Xiao shoves her roughly against the headboard in time with a harsh lunge, “– and you’re going to fucking take it all.”
Lumine’s legs shake a little at her slutty desire to be filled to the brim with his cum. The very immoral thought of her hole leaking with his liquid white has her arousal dripping onto his sheets.
“P-Please…” She begs him shamelessly, her hand wandering down to rub her clit. Her pride was lost somewhere on the floor with her clothes. There’s nothing more she wants now than to climax with him. Lumine tears up, knowing she’s going to see bursts of stars, maybe even pass out when she finishes. She’s so close, the sexual tension in her body a few thrusts away from overflowing – it’s pulled taut like a bow ready for release.
“Hnngh– I’m gonna…”
Xiao won’t let it happen now.
Not before she knows who she belongs to.
“Say you’re mine, Lumine.” He slows down considerably, making the poor girl’s climax hang in the air. He’s torturing himself too, but all to hear her beg for him – it’ll be worth it. She’s visibly annoyed from the lack of release, her frustration manifesting as a hard lip bite.
“I’m all yours, Xiao –” She holds back a vexed whimper, clenching her fists against his toned chest. “Please… Please don’t stop…”
Xiao lets out a baritone chuckle before capturing her kiss-swollen lips, hands skating down the sides to grip her lightly-bruised waist. Xiao slams her hips down, while fucking his up unmercifully against hers. It hits the sweet A-spot at the very end that has her weak.
“I’ll give you anything you want, Lumine.”
The lazy circles her fingers made around her clit contrasts with his frenzied thrusts forces Lumine’s tears to fall onto the sheets and down her cheeks. She can’t stop herself, letting out helpless cries of pained pleasure into the many breathless kisses he rewards her with. It’s such a turn on – having no say while he destroys her insides.
“Mmh– Ahh…!”
Colors burst brightly before her as she tips over the orgasmic peak. Her pussy flutters, clenching down around his hard cock, coating it with her slick – and it’s more than enough for Xiao to reach his own climax. The flashes of bright euphoria he experiences as he ejaculates – he’s never gotten before when alone with his hand. Inspissated ropes of white spurt deep into her, staining every wall; filling up whatever space it could. It’s hot, thick and she relishes every generous squirt he gives.
It isn’t enough for her.
And Xiao knows it.
“Beg me for it.” He pants, exhausted, against her ear.
He pulls back, eyes baring into hers. He’s serious; eager to hear her mewl and whine for him. Lumine wants to strangle Xiao for doing this to her, but she can’t deny how much this satisfies her carnal kinks.
Isn’t this what she truly wanted?
To be at her master’s mercy.
Unable to resist anything he gave her.
“P-Please… Fuck me more –” Lumine gives in, mewling, mashing her lips on his as she desperately attempts to rock her hips against his more to reach another high. He’s forcing her to climb higher by herself and Archons, she swears she’ll go crazy if she can’t reach it.
“I want y-you.”
Fuck.
She sounds so breedable when she pleads for him like that. How could he ever refuse?
Xiao’s hands drop to grab her plump ass, holding her in place as he continues to relentlessly ram it in, emptying the rest of his load completely into her soaked cunt. Her voice was hoarse from chanting his name over and over.
“Come for me.”
He finishes with one deep, hard thrust.
And she does.
“Xi-aoo…!” His celestial angel calls out when she tips over the peak again, clouded eyes going wide with pleasure. Her pussy quivers, and around him, she feels like velvet, raw from all the abuse and full of all their fluids. It was God-forbidden sinful at how erotic she looks now, covered in sweat and leaking cum, high off her consecutive orgasms. He throbs hard in her, slowly pulling out.
Lumine whimpers feebly, watching as his cum drips out from her hole with each uncontrollable spasm her sex makes. Xiao leans in to give another mark on her neck to remind her –
She is his; and only his.
“Good morning.”
Lumine rubs her tired eyes.
Who’s waking her up this early on a Saturday?
It’s literally nine in the morning.
Hmm, this bed seems fluffier than hers.
Qingxin.
Cologne.
Young master?!
She shoots up immediately, holding the blanket to her naked chest. Soreness hits her like a train, it was horrible.
“Morning.”
Xiao was lying next to her, in a similar state of undress.
“Good m-morning, young master.” She fumbles over her words as her mind recaps the events of the previous night.
Her legs ached, and so did the rest of her body. Lumine’s memory might have things jumbled now, but her body remembers how passionately he made love to her.
“It’s Xiao.”
“Xiao.” She whispers his name, her fingers running over her lips when she does. It feels strange to call him by name, especially when his confession was still left unanswered. She’ll have to get used to it if she were to be his lover.
Right?
“Yes?” Xiao pins her down to his bed playfully, showering her with kitten licks and kisses on the fresh bite marks. Lumine blushes at his earnest golden eyes that shone like the gently, warm rays of morning sunlight. It’s different from how dark, lusty and horny they were last night.
“Xiao.” She stops him. “I…”
He waits patiently for his lover to continue, combing through her blonde locks to reassure her.
“I… love you.” Lumine hesitantly snakes her arms around his neck, tugging him in for a lip-lock. She isn’t very used to him being her lover yet. Despite this, Xiao can’t help but smile against her pillow-soft mouth, returning her timid kiss with enthusiasm.
Lumine feels safe; knowing he’ll protect her and love her with whatever he has. Nothing can separate them, even in different lives, when the yaksha has his firefly by his side.