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Jimin knew that Namjoon was hiding something, he couldn’t find out what the older man was hiding, but he knew he was hiding something.
So Jimin had fallen in love with Namjoon when he had meet the tall male so many years ago, he hadn’t done anything about it, thought it ws just puppy love like Seokjin had told him. He didn’t really love Namjoon, he just loved the idea of him. That turned out to be wrong, cause it was now 2017 and Park Jimin still loved Kim Namjoon more than he could explain.
What didn’t make it better was that Namjoon in this comeback was so fucking soft, the older male were almost always all hard edges and rough outer layer, but now soft purple hair and soft smiles Namjoon was just… Namjoon.
He was now the Namjoon that the public so rarely saw, the Namjoon behind the rapper exterior, the leader and softie that he really was. And it turned out that Jimin wasn’t really ready to share him with the world, the worst part was… He had no saying in it.
He had no say over what Namjoon did, cause no matter how much he tried Namjoon acted like he didn’t see Jimin’s feelings and how he tried to show them, but he fucking knew that Namjoon saw it, he knew in the way Namjoon would straight up ignore him but look away ashamed. That left only two options, Jimin was either so ugly that Namjoon didn’t have the hurt to turn him down, or he was terminally ill.
Both of those answers were actually terrifying, and Jimin didn’t know how to deal with either of them, so Jimin did what all responsible people did, he got drunk.
Drunk enough that he turned up at the studio Namjoon was working in, pissed out of his mind he had to lean against the doorframe to stand up “you and me have to talk!”
He tried for being very serious instead he just couldn’t stop the light giggeling from coming from his mind “Yoooou have been avoiding me.” he tried to poke Namjoon in the chest, but instead he ended up half falling needing Namjoon to catch him.
“Jimin you are drunk,” Namjoon sounded distraught, it was a very cute sound! “I thought you were relaxing, does Seokjin know you are here?”
“Shhhh, you can tell him, we can’t tell mum. He would be very disappointed in me.” he tried to look up at Namjoon giggling slightly “But that’s not why I am here! You have been avoiding me! So either I am super ugly and you don’t have it in you to turn me down, or you are dying… or I’m dying I can remember.”
Namjoon face scrunched up in a unattractive grimace “It’s not like that Jimin I promise.” he should have known that this was the idea Jimin would end on, he never wanted to hurt Jimin, but he wasn’t sure if he could tell him his secret. Society looked down on people like him, they were captured and put in labs! “Jimin you are not dying, I’m not dying, and you are very good looking.”
“Oh so you just like stringing me along! All I ask is for you to fucking man up and say it to my face! Tell me that you aren’t into me!” Jimin’s voice were loud, the alcohol in his blood making him unable to keep his feelings in.
Namjoon just looked away from Jimin “You know I can’t do that, but we can’t be together either. Jimin please you have to trust me on this one, there is a very good reason to why we can’t be together.”
Jimin just looked disappointed at him, fuck that wasn’t what Namjoon wanted, just… fuck “You are lying to me again Joonie, you always lie… I love you, but you just lie to me all the time.”
“No Jimin you can’t love me! You can’t love a person like me! You don’t know me.”
“But I do!” Jimin was now yelling at him, still unsteady on his legs, but the alcohol slowly clearing for him head “I’m so tired of you and everybody else telling me what I feel! This is love! I loved you for years! But you keep fucking lying to me and hiding, and I don’t know why!”
Namjoon stepped back from Jimin, he never had the younger yell at him, and while he were physically bigger than Jimin, he wasn’t sure he could do anything if Jimin decided to take a swing at him, “Jimin please calm down.”
“NO I DON’T WANT TO!” He took a step towards Namjoon, and while he had no plan to hurt the man the way that Namjoon stepped a step more back and tried to make himself appear smaller with a frightened facial expression in his face told Jimin everything he needed to know.
“Fuck Joonie, I’m not going to hurt you.” it was like Jimin had gotten a bucket of water straight in his face with that, and he felt himself being disturbingly sober “please I would never try to hurt you,” but as he reached out for Namjoon the man flinched away from him.
“You would if you knew the truth.”
“Joonie please you have to believe me… I would do anything for you, I would never hurt you… You just have to believe in me that's all I ask,” Jimin this time didn’t try to get closer to Namjoon, he just looked saddened at the older man.
Namjoon almost lied, but couldn’t anymore he had lied all his life… He felt like he was nothing but a lie, he knew that showing Jimin the truth would risk him being put in a lab, but he needed somebody to understand! It took so more out of him to lie, “Jimin close your eyes, I promise I’m not running away.”
At first Jimin didn’t actually trust the rapper, but when he saw the saddened glimet in his eyes he just nodded and closed his eyes, 2 minutes later he heard Namjoon’s soft voice asking him to open them again. What Jimin saw made him question just how drunk he were, ontop of Namjoon’s head were a pair of what looked to be oversized fox ears “You are hybrid.” Jimin’s voice were hesitant which made Namjoon regret telling him almost instantly.
“Yes.” He looked down the big ears almost lying themselves down on his head, like they were responding to his emotions “Yes, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”
“Are you registered?”
Now that was the wrong thing to say, specially as he saw Namjoon almost violently flinching away from him “No, please don’t tell them about me! They are going to make away! They will take my family away.”
“I would never do that to you, I would never do anything to hurt you” His voice were hushed and he walked towards Namjoon with open palms towards him like he was approaching an wild animal, “I promise you your secret is safe with me, that is why you didn’t want us to be together, you were scared of this?”
Namjoon nodded and lightly sniffed, like he was about to cry, which it kinda felt like he was. He had been keeping this secret since he were just a little kid, “it takes a lot of focus to to hide them, you are bad for my focus.”
“Aww, you have a hard time focusing around me?” Jimin teased, coursing Namjoon to blushed and looked away.
“It’s not like that!”
“Does that mean you will give me a chance now?”
Namjoon looked a little suprised at him “I just showed you that I am hybrid, you have no other question than if I want to give you a chance to fuck?”
“Date, I want to date you” Jimin correct, and this time he managed to grab Namjoon hand lightly pulling the older closer to him in a hug “I have questions of course I do, but I accept you as your are. I love you as you are, I understand that showing me this is hard for you, and I will wait until you are more ready to tell me the rest.”
“Really? You still want to date me, even if I’m a fucked up half animal half human.” Namjoon buired his head in Jimin’s fluffy hair, this went so much better than expected.
Jimin hugged the taller as tightly as he could, he didn’t expect to ever be able to hold Namjoon like this, this was amazing “We both know hybrids aren’t that, but I would date you if you were half rock and you know that, you are still you.”
And with those words, Namjoon started crying, he had held in all of those feelings for uch a fucking long time, he just let it all out.
Their relationship after that didn’t change that much, and it didn’t change fast, but when ever nobody else were at the dorm they would block out the windows and lock the room to Jungkook and Namjoon’s room, and then Namjoon would show him his ears and even his tail. Namjoon would explain how to hide them he had to focus really hard and they would kinda disappear, he would still feel like some kind of pain, like a person who had lost a limb, but it got it’s job done.
That was also when Namjoon revealed to Jimin that he was actually a virgin, it wasn’t that he hadn’t wanted to have sex or he hadn’t had the chance, he were just worried that he couldn’t keep his focus and would show of his ears, that and being gay in kpop meant a lot of hiding.
Jimin himself weren’t a virgin, but hearing Namjoon say it just meant that knew that he needed to be even more slow with the taller, he wanted their first time to be perfect.
Jimin learned a few things about hybrids, he learned that Namjoon wasn’t a cat or a wolf hybrid like he had expected instead the male were a fennec a kind of fox with big ears. His ears were also super sensitive. Almost 5 months after the reveal Namjoon had been lying down in his bed with Jimin, napping on his shoulder while Jimin were playing with his purple hair. He had slowly started to rub around the bottom of his ear, he had just meant for it to be soft and nice, but instead Namjoon let out a sleepy moan rocking his hips against Jimin’s thigh.
He couldn’t stop himself from doing it again rubbing a little bit harder this time, coursing Namjoon’s hips to grind down a little harder this time, his moan to become slightly whiny and his head to search upward against Jimin’s had “Minnie?” the voice were still tired and slightly confused.
“It’s just me baby,” he gave another rub making Namjoon moan out “You like that don’t you baby?”
Namjoon whined high in his throat as Jimin gave enough rub to his ear, smiling widely as he saw Namjoon’s cute little tail flop around behind him, Namjoon had a special pair of shorts that he would wear around Jimin when it was only the two of them. The shorts allowed his tail to be free, it also allowed Jimin to now run his hand down Namjoon’s backside to start rubbing has his tail while his other hand was busy rubbing at his ear.
The way Namjoon’s body just relaxed as his hips lightly rubbed against the firm plain of Jimin’s thigh were amazing, the best part about it were the noises that Namjoon made, they were high whiney and made blood flow to one special place in Jimin’s body.
“Jimin please, I need more.”
Jimin didn’t actually believe his own ears, he had expected Namjoon to just get off by rubbing against his thigh, “Are you sure baby?”
“Yeeees” his word were almost hissed out as Jimin did a broad stroke over his tail “Please, I need you to touch me there.”
The younger couldn’t stop himself from teasing “Where?”
Namjoon seemed to not be taking any of his shit as he grabbed Jimin’s hand and guided it down his backside under his shorts until his… wet entrance?
“Fuck have you been playing with yourself or is that a Hybrid thing?” Jimin felt like his breath was stuck in his throat and his was breathless as he ran two of his fingers over the small hole.
Namjoon whined again, raising his hips to get Jimin to actually put his fingers inside of him “Hybrid thing, another reason I couldn’t be with anybody, what if I got wet.”
“Fuck that is hot,” Jimin slid one of his short fingers inside Namjoon feeling the Fennec’s velvety walls clench tight around him, as Namjoon moaned once more into his ear. Jimin felt himself harden up, but he knew that this was about Namjoon, as he started fucking Namjoon slowly with now two fingers while rubbing his ears.
“Jimin… Fuck so good… so good.”
“I know, do you do this by yourself? Touch and rub your little wet hole?” Jimin couldn’t stop himself from teasing, he was so fucking turned on. Namjoon was tight around his fingers and he couldn’t stop himself from thinking about how tight Namjoon were going to be when they would finally go all the way.
Namjoon panted into his neck, grinding his still covered crotch into Jimin’s thigh “Yeees, when you are all gone and I can’t stop thinking about you.”
So yeah that might be even hotter, knowing that Namjoon his Namjoon touched himself, fingered himself thinking about him, yeah that was hot as fuck. He searched for Namjoon prostate, knowing but the loud keen when he found and rubbed the little gland inside him.
“Jimin, don’t stop please… I’m so close… Please pull my ear.” Namjoon’s words were almost impossible to understand but Jimin understood and a little hesitantly he pulled softly at Namjoon’s right ear “No! Harder!”
Jimin did what he said a little hesitantly as he pulled Namjoon’s ear and rubbed his prostate at the same time Namjoon let out a nice louder than Jimin expected as he bit into Jimin’s neck with faint canins as he came against Jimin’s thigh.
Namjoon lied on Jimin just trying to catch his breath for a few seconds as Jimin pulled his fingers out of him and then he said accusingly at Jimin “You made my dirty my favorite shorts!”