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It started with the honey butter chips.
Wooyoung found them on his desk two days after they'd slept together. The bag sat propped against his laptop, the yellow packaging almost glowing under a sunbeam. Wooyoung almost teared up, the sight was so heavenly. He didnât even question it at the time because his morning class had run long. So, he wasted no time and tore right into them, crunching happily while he bedrotted.Â
Then came the milk tea.Â
Now, Wooyoung was impressed. Obviously, it was Sannieâs doing. What broke college student, other than San, would go out of their way to spend precious money on Jung Wooyoung? Â
Oddly enough, the milk tea sat in front of Wooyoungâs door this time, and there was even a packaged boba straw laid across on the sealing. Wooyoung smiled, bending down to pick up the beverage. He unlocked his door and slung his stuff onto the floor.Â
He recognized the packaging from a local boba shop, and judging by the color, it was Wooyoungâs favorite: taro milk tea. It was still cold.Â
Wooyoung brought it to his desk, ignoring his roommateâs intrigued stare.Â
One night, Wooyoung brought up the food, and San had simply asked, âDid you like it?â  Â
And when Wooyoung nodded in response, San had eaten his pussy until his claws shredded the british shorthairâs pillow case. Then afterward, San licked Wooyoungâs ears clean with such intensity that the black kitty had fallen asleep mid-purr. With the same tongue that was drinking down his slick.Â
The whiplash between fuck me harder and let me groom you until you melt was disorienting enough without adding gift-giving to the mix.
By Thursday, the gifts had escalated to a small pile of shiny objects arranged on his nightstand: a smooth stone, a chrome pen that wrote in glittery ink, andâweirdest of allâa single silver earring shaped like a crescent moon that Wooyoung was eighty percent sure had been San's at some point.
Not to mention the placement. It had started with things left in the open, but now they were in the dorm, hidden away like it was supposed to be a surprise.Â
He didn't think he'd left his and Yeosangâs dorm unlocked, but the earring was definitely not there before he left for his afternoon lecture.
Wooyoung stood in the middle of his room now, the earring cradled in his hand, tail swishing slowly behind him. His ears swiveled, trying to calculate some reason as to why San is quite literally bringing him random objects. The food and drinks were nice, but how do you go from that, to a rock, then a pen, to a fucking earring? Itâs not like he didnât like the piece of jewlery, but what the fuck was he supposed to do with it?
"What the hell, Sannie," he murmured to himself, tempted to just snap a picture and send it to the kitty. Wooyoung set the earring down next to the river stone. "You're being weird," he said to the empty room, as if San could hear him. "I just don't know what kind of weird yet."
His phone buzzed. The kitty already knew who it was before he checked the screen.Â
Sannie đąđ: coming over don't moveÂ
Wooyoung's tail curled. His lips lifted into a smile before he could stop them.
Twenty minutes later, Wooyoung heard the familiar rhythm of San's knock. He got up to open the door.
San stood in the hallway, a paper bag clutched in one hand. His ears perked forward the second he saw Wooyoung, and his pupils dilated just slightly, the way they always did when he was happy. âHi, Wooyoungie!â He smiled his dimpled smile, hair a little disheveled, tail swishing slowly.Â
âHi, Sannie.â Wooyoung stepped forward to embrace him, breathing in the familiar scent. San mrrped in response, nuzzling into Wooyoungâs hair. His one free arm came up to hold Wooyoung steady as the black kitty unwrapped his arms from around Sanâs neck. He took in the sight of Sanâhis loose gym tee and some basketball shorts. Fuck, he looked divine.Â
Wooyoungâs eye caught on the paper bag again. âYou brought food?â He asked, stepping aside to let the blonde in.Â
âMaybe,â San brushed past him, making himself at home. âMaybe I just wanted to see my favorite kitty.âÂ
"Liar." Wooyoung closed the door and turned around. San was already sitting at his desk pulling containers out of the bag like he owned the place. "You saw me yesterday. And the day before that. And the day beforeâ"
"Not enough." San said it simply, without embarrassment, his attention on unpacking their dinner. "I got the one with the crispy pork."Â
Wooyoung's stomach betrayed him with a growl. He had planned on just trekking to the cafeteria, but this was so, so, so much better.Â
He padded over and stood behind San, letting his arms drape over his shoulders, purring. The black kitty rested his head between Sanâs two fluffy ears, watching him unpack the food.Â
The reflection of the crescent earring caught Wooyoungâs eye, and he reached over to grab it. The shorthair paused when Wooyoung dangled it over his eyes.Â
âYou found it.â Sanâs hands paused on the container, then resumed like Wooyoung hadnât just shown evidence of his weird behavior right in front of him.Â
âYeah, I found it,â Wooyoung said, matter-of-fact. He let the earring swing once, twice more. âHard to miss when itâs sitting on my nightstand, inside my dorm, which I definitely locked this morning.â
Sanâs ears gave the tiniest flick. Guilty.
âSannieâŚâ Wooyoung let his chin rest heavier between those fluffy ears. âYou broke into my room?â
âDidnât break in.â Sanâs voice had gone a touch defensive, the way it did when he got caught doing something embarrassing. âYeosang let me in.â
âYeosang let you in to leave an earring on my nightstand?â
âI told him I needed to drop off your notes from last week.â
âWe donât share any classes.â
San went quiet, and his tail stilled. Wooyoung bit the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. The big, strong shorthair who could pin him to the mattress without breaking a sweat was currently losing a battle with his own dignity over a piece of jewelry.
Wooyoung dropped the earring onto the desk beside the dumplings. The clinking sound made San slightly shrink in on himself.Â
âYouâre being weird,â Wooyoung said, not accusatory. He slid his hands down Sanâs chest, fingers splayed, feeling the steady thump-thump-thump beneath his ribs. âFirst the chips, then the boba, then the rockââ
âIt was a nice rock.â
âItâs a rock, Sannie. From the courtyard.â
âIt has quartz in it.â San twisted in the chair, finally meeting Wooyoungâs eyes. His expression was half pout, half something Wooyoung couldnât name. Something softer. âYou said you liked rocks when we went hiking last fall. The ones with the sparkles inside.â
Wooyoungâs breath caught. That hiking trip had been eight months ago; a group thing with Yunho and Mingi. Wooyoung had gotten distracted halfway up the trail, crouching to inspect a chunk of granite with a vein of something glittery running through it. Heâd held it up to the sun, said it looked like treasure, then tossed it back into the bushes. A throwaway moment. He didnât even remember saying it.
But Sannie remembered.
âOh,â Wooyoung said. Suddenly quiet.
Sanâs ears swiveled forward, tracking the shift in Wooyoungâs voice. âItâs not weird,â he said, less defensive now, almost shy. âI justâyou need things. So I get them. Thatâs all.â
Thatâs all.
Wooyoung stared at him. At the faint blush creeping up the back of Sanâs neck, the way his tail had started moving again, nervous little flicks. At the paper bag of food on the desk, the earring, the pen, the stupid stone that sat like a centerpiece among the chaos of Wooyoungâs textbooks.
âSannie,â Wooyoung said slowly, âyou know you donât have to buy my affection, right? Weâre alreadyââ He gestured between them, a vague wave. âYou knowâŚâ
San turned in the chair, brow furrowing. His head tilted, a quizzical cat gesture that wouldâve been adorable if Wooyoung werenât so confused. âThatâs notâthis isnâtâIâm not trying to buy anything.â
âThen what?â
âItâs justââ Sanâs jaw worked. His ears flattened, then perked, then flattened again. He looked, Wooyoung thought, like someone trying to explain a color to someone who couldnât see it. âItâs what youâre supposed to do. For yourâfor someone youââ
He cut himself off. The blush had reached his cheeks now, visible even in the dim lamplight.
Ah, so there is a reason as to why heâs acting so weird. Wooyoungâs heart fluttered. âSomeone you what?â He pushed.Â
San didnât answer. Instead, he turned back to the food, busying himself with arranging the containers. Shrimp dumplings on the left, crispy pork in the center, pickled radish on the right.Â
Wooyoung watched him, and a suspicion began to form in the back of his mind. He didnât know what was up with San yet, but fuck if he was going to find out.Â
âEat,â San said, nudging the plate toward Wooyoungâs side of the desk. âBefore it gets cold.â
âYouâre deflecting.â
âIâm feeding you. Thereâs a difference.â
Wooyoung snorted but grabbed the chopsticks anyway. He mrreowed at San, telling him to move back so he could sit on his lap. The blush on Sanâs cheeks faded as he scooted the chair backwards. Wooyoung proudly sat on his thighs, the scent of the food derailing them from their conversation.Â
âThank you for feeding me, Sannie.â Wooyoung turned to headbutt Sanâs cheek. He kissed the spot where the blush just was. He felt a little bad for getting the shorthair so worked up, but he didnât seem to be too upset about it.Â
âOf course, my kitty,â San purred. âNow, eat.â He squeezed his hips once before grabbing his own pair of wooden chopsticks.Â
The crispy pork was perfectâcrackling skin, tender meat, a glossy glaze that stuck to his lips. San watched him take the first bite with an intensity that wouldâve been unnerving if Wooyoung hadnât grown used to it. The shorthairâs eyes tracked the movement of his chopsticks, his jaw, his throat when he swallowed.
âYouâre staring,â Wooyoung said around a mouthful of pork.
âYouâre beautiful.â
Wooyoung nearly choked. San said shit like that sometimesâjust dropped it into conversation like it was nothing, like he wasnât rearranging Wooyoungâs internal organs. Everytime, Wooyoung didnât know how to respond. You too? Thatâs just stupid.Â
San chuffed to himself, smug and proud. âFinish your food,â he added, noticing how Wooyoung was staring at him, blankly. He reached forward and swiped a piece of rice from the corner of Wooyoungâs mouth with his thumb. He licked it clean without breaking eye contact.Â
The black kitty whined, âYouâre not fair.â
San picked up his chopsticks again, reaching around Wooyoung to shove some more pork in his mouth. âHow?â He asked, around the food in his mouth.Â
Wooyoung rested his chopsticks against the container. âThe thing. Theââ He waved his hands, trying to find words. âOne second youâre fucking me on the couch, the next youâre tucking me into bed and grooming my ears like Iâm a kitten. And now the gifts.â He gestured towards the little shrine forming. âI donât understand the rules here, San. Are we dating? Are we just fucking? Are you trying to court me like some Victorian gentlemanâ?â
San avoided his eyes, looking guilty.Â
The black kitty turned fully in Sanâs lap, holding his face with his hands, forcing eye contact. âSpill. Whatâs going on with you?â He asked, softly, caressing his cheeks with his thumbs.Â
âNothingâs going on.â
âSannie.â
The shorthairâs shoulders dropped. His tail uncurled, sagging toward the floor. When he spoke, his voice was quieter, stripped of the easy confidence heâd been wearing since he walked through the door. âItâs notâI donât know how to explain it without sounding insane.â
âTry me.â
San looked at him. His eyes traced Wooyoungâs forehead, cheeks, nose, and lips like he was memorizing it. Then his gaze dropped to the desk, to the pile of objects Wooyoung had collected over the past week.
âDo you remember,â San said slowly, âwhen we first met?â
The question caught Wooyoung off guard. âWhen we became roommates?â
San nodded, âAnd you just walked up to me like weâd known each other for forever? You asked me if I wanted to get lunch after unpacking, and then you stole my hoodie and wore it as we explored the cafeteria.â
âYou were too shy to tell me no.â Wooyoung defended himself, smiling at the memory. San brought his hands up to where Wooyoung was still holding his face, covering them with their warmth. For a second, he didnât say anything. âWhy are you bringing this up?â The black kitty prodded.
The shorthair sighed, holding Wooyoungâs hands in his now. âBecause.â He bit his lip out of nervousness. âFor British Shorthairs, thereâs aâitâs a thing. We do a thing.â
âA thing.â
âA courtship thing.â
The word hung in the air between them. Courtship. Wooyoungâs brain snagged on it; something that hybrids didnât really do anymore, but he had heard stories from his grandparents.Â
âCourtship,â he repeated.Â
âItâs not a big deal.â San was talking faster now, words tumbling out. He dropped Wooyoungâs hands, the warm contact disappearing. âItâs justâwhen weâre serious about someone, thereâs this whole process. Youâre supposed to provide for them, show them you can take care of them.â He gestured at the nightstand, at the pile of shiny objects. âThe gifts are part of it. Theyâre supposed to prove youâre attentive. That you notice the things they like and youâre willing to go get them.â
Wooyoung blinked, his chest tightening.Â
âThe grooming,â San continued, his voice dropping even lower. âThatâs also part of it. Physical care. Making sure yourâyour person is clean, comfortable, relaxed.â His ears flattened. âThe sex isâI mean, thatâs part of it too. Proving you can be a good mate, but itâs not just sex.â
Wooyoungâs mouth had gone dry. His tail had stopped moving entirely. âAnd how long,â he managed, âhas this been going on?â
Sanâs blush was brighter than ever. It had spread down his neck now, disappearing beneath the collar of his gym tee. âA couple weeks,â he mumbled. âKind of. I tried to suppress it, but after weâafter last weekââ
âThe first time we slept together.â Wooyoung finished.
ââitâs gotten harder to control.â San finally met his eyes. His expression was somewhere between mortified and hopeful. âYouâre my person, Wooyoung. You have been for a while. I just didnât know how to say it.â
Wooyoungâs brain had stopped working. The only thing running through it was mypersonmypersonmyperson.Â
âI didnât want to scare you off.â Sanâs voice was small. âWeâre different breeds. Youâre notâyour breed doesnât do the courtship thing the same way. I didnât know if youâd think it was weird or possessive orââ
âItâs a little weird.â
ââand I thought if I just kept doing it quietly, maybe you wouldnât notice, but then I couldnât stop, and it got more obvious, and now youâre looking at me like Iâve grown a second tail.â
Wooyoung was looking at him. He couldnât help it. All those months of San remembering his coffee order, walking him to class, leaving notes in his textbooks. The way San always seemed to know when heâd had a bad day before Wooyoung said a single word. The way San looked at him sometimesâquiet and intense, like Wooyoung was a puzzle heâd spend the rest of his life solving.
âYouâre an idiot,â Wooyoung said.
San flinched.
âNoââ Wooyoung grabbed his hand, lacing their fingers together before San could pull away. âNot like that. I meanâyouâre an idiot for thinking I wouldnât be into this.â He squeezed. Sanâs palm was warm, a little sweaty, but perfect all the same. âYouâve been spoiling me rotten for the past week and I just thought you were being sweet because youâre you,â Wooyoung said, still holding Sanâs hand. His thumb traced circles over Sanâs knuckles. âWhich you are. But this isâthis is different, isnât it?â
Sanâs ears perked forward again, cautious hope bleeding into his scent. âDifferent how?â
âDifferent like you didnât just bring me dinner because I was hungry. You brought my favorite dinner because you remembered.â His tail curled around Sanâs wrist. âBecause youâre not just my best friend, are you?â
The shorthairâs breath hitched.
âIâve been trying to figure out what to call this,â Wooyoung continued, his pulse a steady flutter beneath his skin. âUs. What weâre doing. And I thinkââ He hesitated, just for a second. âI think if youâre courting me, then I want to be courted. By you,â Wooyoung specified. âOnly you.â
Sanâs eyes went wide. His pupils dilated, dark and swallowing, and his tail shot straight upâa reflex he clearly couldnât control. âYou mean it?â
âI mean it.â Wooyoung leaned in, close enough that their foreheads almost touched. âBut you have to use your words now, Sannie. Tell me what you want. Is that what you want?â
âI want,â he said, voice catching, âwhatever youâll give me. Whatever youâre comfortable with. I donât want to pressure you intoââ
Wooyoung kissed him.
It was the fastest way to shut him up. Also the most enjoyable. San made a surprised sound against his mouth, that soft mrrp that vibrated through Wooyoungâs lips and straight down his spine. His free hand came up to cup Wooyoungâs jaw, tilting his head, and then he was kissing back with the kind of focus that made the black kittyâs brain go pleasantly fuzzy.
The kiss tasted like the sauce from the dumplings. Sanâs lips were slightly chapped, his breath warm, his fangs just barely grazing Wooyoungâs bottom lip. Wooyoung chased the sensation, opening his mouth, letting San lick inside.Â
San pulled back first. His cheeks were flushed, his breathing uneven. A strand of spit connected their mouths for a half-second before it broke. âSo thatâs⌠a yes? To the boyfriend thing?â
âItâs a yes,â Wooyoung said. âObviously itâs a yes. How could it not be a yes? Youâve been leaving me gifts, San. You broke into my dorm to leave an earring on my nightstand.â
âYeosang let me in.â He reminded Wooyoung, as if that was going to change the situation.Â
âSame thing.â Wooyoung pressed his forehead against Sanâs, breathing in his scentâclove and warmth and a faint undertone of satisfaction. His cat was happy and preening. Wooyoung could feel the purr building in Sanâs chest, a low rumble that seeped into his own bones.
âSo,â San murmured, his nose brushing against Wooyoungâs, âyouâre not freaked out.â
âIâm a little freaked out.â
âA little?â
âItâs a lot to process. But Iâm notâIâm not unhappy about it.â Wooyoung pulled back enough to look at San properly. His hair was rumpled, his ears askew, his lips pink and kiss-swollen. âI just wish youâd told me sooner instead of letting me think you were just being weird.â
San laughed, a breathy huff that tickled Wooyoungâs cheek. âIâm sorry for the confusion.â
Wooyoung shook his head, giving their intertwined hands a reassuring squeeze. They sat like that for a momentâforeheads together, hands intertwined, tails curling lazily. His brain was trying to catch up on the entirety of their friendship. He paused on a particular moment. âWait,â Wooyoung said, pulling back. âThe grooming thing. Is that why you lick my ears so much?â
Sanâs ears flattened. âItâs a bonding behavior.â
âYou lick them clean, Sannie. For like twenty minutes at a time.â
âThey get dirty.â
âTheyâre attached to my head. I can clean them myself.â
âI know you can.â Sanâs voice had gone a little rough, a little lower than usual. His hand broke free to slide up Wooyoungâs jaw, then to the nape of his neck, fingers settling in the soft fur at the base of his ear. âI just like doing it for you.â
The touch sent a familiar wave of heat prickling down Wooyoungâs spine. His body recognized the positionâthe hand at his nape, the gentle pressure, the promise of submission. He swallowed hard.
Wooyoung arched into the touch, mouth parting.Â
Sanâs purr intensified, a rich vibration that filled the small dorm room. âGood kitty,â he murmured, and Wooyoungâs eyes nearly rolled back.
âYou canât just say that,â Wooyoung managed.
âWhy not?â
âBecause we havenât finished dinner and Iâm trying to have a coherent conversation with you and you keepââ Sanâs nails scraped lightly against his scalp, and Wooyoungâs sentence dissolved into a mewl. ââdoing that.â
Sanâs grin widened. He looked, Wooyoung thought distantly, like a cat whoâd gotten into the catnip. âLetâs finish eatingâ He said, withdrawing his hand. âThen we can talk more. Or not talk, whichever you prefer.â
Wooyoung made a sound of protest at the loss of contact, but the pork was calling his name, and his stomach was growing more hangry. He picked up his chopsticks with slightly trembling fingers and shoveled a dumpling into his mouth.
They ate in comfortable silence for a few minutes. San kept sneaking glances at himâsoft, reverent looks that made Wooyoungâs tail curl.
By the time theyâd demolished most of the food, the sun had fully set. The only light in the room came from Wooyoung's desk lamp. The kitty leaned back into Sanâs chest, full and warm and still slightly dazed from the revelation of everything.Â
âI have questions,â he announced, disrupting the rare silence.
San, who had been licking sauce off his thumb, looked up. âOkay.â
âThe rock.â The black cat paused for words. âWhy?â
âI told you. The hiking trip.â
âBut why leave it on my nightstand instead of just giving it to me?â
San thought for a minute. âThe placement matters. The gift is supposed to be somewhere youâll find it on your own. Itâs moreâI donât know how to explain it. Itâs more meaningful if you discover it.â
âLike a cat leaving a dead mouse on the doorstep.â Wooyoungâs tail swished with amusement. âThatâs what this is. Youâre a big fluffy cat bringing me dead mice.â
âI brought you dumplings.â San made a faceâhalf offended, half reluctantly amused. âItâs not the same. Dead mice are practical. Gifts are supposed to be personal.â
âThe earring was personal?â
âIt was my grandmotherâs.â
Wooyoungâs chopsticks clattered against his plate. âWhat?â
âIt was my grandmotherâs.â San repeated it so casually, like he hadnât just dropped another bomb directly onto Wooyoungâs understanding of the past week. âShe gave it to me before she passed. Said I should give it to someone important someday.â
Wooyoung stared at the earring where it lay on the desk. The crescent moon, the delicate silver chain. Heâd thought it was just a piece of jewelry San had lying around. Heâd been ready to shove it in a drawer and forget about it.
His hand trembled when he reached for it.
âSan,â he said, voice cracking, âyou canât justâyou gave me your grandmotherâs earring without any context?â
âI thought the context was implied.â
âHowâin what worldâ?â
Sanâs expression shifted from casual to concerned. He reached across the desk, covering Wooyoungâs hand with his own. The earring pressed between their palms. âI wanted you to have it. I didnât want to make a big deal out of it because I was scared youâd say no, or that youâd think it was too much.â
âIt is too much.â
âDo you want me to take it back?â
âNo!â Wooyoung clutched the earring to his chest. His tail had puffed up, a reflexive response to the idea of letting it go. âNo, I justâSannie, this is important. This is heirloom important. You canât just sneak it onto my desk like the bag of chips.â
âI donât do things halfway. When I said you were my person, I meant it. Iâve meant it for a long time. The gifts arenât justâtheyâre not random. Theyâre supposed to show you that I pay attention, that I see you. The chips, the boba, the penâthose are things you like, things youâll use. But the earring is different.â His voice dropped. âThe earring means I want this to last.â
Wooyoungâs throat constricted. His eyes burned with the threat of tears, frustrating, embarrassing tears that he absolutely did not want to shed in the middle of his dorm room while surrounded by empty takeout containers.
âYouâre so stupid,â he whispered, not knowing what else to say, but it came out wobbly, completely undermining the insult. âYouâre the stupidest cat Iâve ever met.â
âI know.â
âYou couldnât just say âI like you, letâs dateâ like a normal person?â
âNormal is boring.â
âYouâre insane.â
âProbably.â San lifted Wooyoungâs hand to his mouth and pressed a kiss to his knuckles. His lips were warm, slightly sticky from the dumpling sauce. âBut youâre still here.â
Of course Wooyoung was still here. Wooyoung would always be here. That was the terrifying thing; the thing he hadnât let himself think about too deeply until now. The idea of walking away, of losing this, was so wrong that his cat instincts recoiled from it.
San tapped Wooyoungâs thighs to signal for him to get up. The black cat hmmphed his protests, but stood anyway. The shorthair collected the empty containers and piling them back into the paper bag. Wooyoung watched him move with contentment. His shirt had ridden up, exposing a strip of tanned skin above his waistband. Wooyoungâs fingers itched to touch it.
âThereâs one more thing,â He said, his back still turned as he tied off the bag, âabout the courtship.â
âWhat?â
âItâs not just about the gifts and the grooming and theââ He hesitated, ears flicking. âThe other stuff. Itâs also about⌠reactions.â
âReactions?â
âYour reactions.â San turned around. His expression had shifted, still soft, still fond, but with something sharper now. âThe way you respond to what I do matters. If you accept the gifts, if you lean into the touch, if youâif you submit, that tells me youâre receptive. That youâre interested in what Iâm offering.â
Wooyoungâs mouth went dry. âAnd if I hadnât been receptive?â
âThen I wouldâve backed off. Eventually.â Sanâs tail gave a slow swish. âBut you never did. You accepted every gift, you wore my hoodie, you let me groom you. You evenââ His voice dropped an octave. âYou came to me last week when you needed comfort. That was a signal too.â
âI just wanted cuddles.â
âYou wanted more than cuddles.â
Wooyoungâs ears flattened. He couldnât argue with that. Heâd practically thrown himself at San last week, grinding on him through multiple layers of clothing, begging for his mouth. His cat had been screaming mate mate mate for hours before San finally took the hint.
âSo the whole time,â Wooyoung said slowly, âyou were reading my reactions, watching whether I was interested.â
âI wanted to be sure.â San stepped closer. âI didnât want to push you into something you werenât ready for.â
âSo you waited until I practically climbed you like a tree?â
âThat seemed like a clear signal.â
Wooyoung stood up from his chair. They were close nowâinches apart, the heat of Sanâs body radiating against his skin. Sanâs scent had shifted again, the floral notes giving way to something muskier. Anticipation.Â
âYouâre stupid,â Wooyoung said, but his voice had gone soft.
âYou keep saying that.â
âBecause it keeps being true.â Wooyoung reached up, cupping Sanâs face in both hands. His thumbs brushed over Sanâs cheekbones, tracing the faint shadows beneath his eyes. âBut I guess Iâm also stupid, because Iâve been falling for you for weeks and I didnât even realize it until now.â
Sanâs breath caught. âWeeks?â
âSan, we were attached by the hip basically the whole entirety of last year.â Wooyoung stated. âNothing about us was casual. Youâve been my person too, Sannie. I was just too dense to figure out what it meant.â
The sound San madeâhalf purr, half desperate whineâvibrated through Wooyoungâs palms. He surged forward, catching Wooyoungâs mouth in a kiss that was nothing like the gentle exploration from earlier. This was hungry, possessive. Sanâs hands found Wooyoungâs hips and pulled him flush against his body.
Wooyoung melted into it. His fingers slid into Sanâs hair, tugging at the roots, and San growled, an actual growl, low and rumbling and straight out of his chest. The sound went directly to Wooyoungâs core, heat pooling between his thighs.
âDoor,â Wooyoung gasped, âYeosang coming backââ
âHeâs at Mingiâs.â Sanâs mouth trailed down to Wooyoungâs jaw, nipping at the bone. âTexted me earlier. We have the room for the night.â
âConvenient.â
âPlanned.â
Of course, Wooyoung laughed, but it turned into a moan as Sanâs teeth grazed his scent gland. His knees buckled, and San caught him, arms wrapping around his waist, holding him steady.
âBed,â San murmured against his neck.
âBold of you to assume I can walk.â
San didnât bother with a response. He just scooped Wooyoung up, arms under his thighs, Wooyoungâs legs wrapping automatically around his waist, and carried him the three steps to the bed. Wooyoung landed on his back, bouncing once, and then San was on top of him, a solid, warm weight that pinned him to the mattress.
âWe should talk more,â Wooyoung said, even as his hands slid under Sanâs shirt, mapping the ridges of his abs. âAbout the courtship, about what happens next.â
âWe can talk later.â Sanâs mouth found his collarbone. His tongue traced the hollow at the base of Wooyoungâs throat. âRight now I want to show you.â
âShow me what?â
San pulled back just enough to meet Wooyoungâs eyes. His pupils were blown wide, his expression intense. âWhat happens,â he said, âwhen the person youâre courting says yes.â
Wooyoungâs heart stuttered. His ears perked forward, his tail going rigid. âOh.â
âYeah.â San dipped his head, kissing the corner of Wooyoungâs mouth. âSo. Do you want me to show you?âÂ
The answer was obvious. It had been obvious since the moment San stepped through the door. Maybe since the honey butter chips, maybe since the hoodie in freshman year. Wooyoungâs cat was purring so loud he could barely hear his own thoughts, a steady thrum of yes yes finally yes.
âShow me,â Wooyoung breathed.
San smiled slow, satisfied, predatory in the way only a cat whoâd finally caught what heâd been chasing could be. His hand slid back to the nape of Wooyoungâs neck, that perfect pressure point that made Wooyoungâs brain go static.
âGood kitty,â he murmured, and leaned down to claim Wooyoungâs mouth.
The kiss was slower this time. San took his time exploring, his tongue tracing the seam of Wooyoungâs lips before slipping inside. Wooyoung let himself be kissed, let himself sink into the mattress, into Sanâs weight, into the haze of submission that settled over him whenever San touched his neck like that.
His hands roamed Sanâs back, pushing the loose gym tee higher until it bunched around Sanâs shoulder blades. The skin beneath was hot, smooth, muscles shifting as San adjusted his position. Wooyoung mapped the dip of Sanâs spine, the flex of his lats, the way his shoulder blades moved like wings when he braced his forearms on either side of Wooyoungâs head.
âMmm, off,â Wooyoung mumbled against Sanâs lips.
San huffed a laugh, but he complied, sitting back on his heels to yank his shirt over his head. It landed somewhere in the room. Probably on the desk, but neither of them cared.
Wooyoung reached up, pressing his palm flat against Sanâs sternum. He could feel Sanâs heartbeat beneath his ribsâfast, erratic, giving away his calmness. âAre you nervous?â
âA little.â
âWhy?â
âBecause this matters.â Sanâs hand covered Wooyoungâs, lacing their fingers together over his heart. âYou matter. I donât want to mess it up.â
Wooyoungâs chest ached. He sat up, tugging San down at the same time, until their foreheads bumped together. âYouâre not going to mess it up. Youâve literally been courting me without me noticing. If anything, youâre too good at this.â
âIâve been suppressing a lot of it. If I let the instincts do what they want, it would be a lot more intense.â
âDefine intense.â
Sanâs ears flattened. âI donât want to scare you.â
âSan.â Wooyoung nipped at his chin, sharp enough to sting. âI just found out you gave me your dead grandmotherâs earring as a courtship gift. Iâm way past scared. Tell me.â
The shorthair hesitated. His tail gave a nervous flick, but Wooyoung held his gaze, stubborn and demanding, and eventually Sanâs shoulders sagged.
âFull courtship involves scent-marking,â he said, voice low. âMore than what Iâve been doing. Iâd want to rub my scent all over you. Every day. Multiple times a day, especially before you leave the dorm and after you come back.â
âThatâs just clingy behavior. I already do that.â
âIt also involvesââ Sanâs breath hitched. âNesting. Building a space for you, somewhere safe. Usually the bed, but sometimes other places too. Iâd want to line it with things that smell like me. And things that smell like you. And things youâve given me.â
âItâs not always adorable.â Sanâs voice had gone rough again. âItâs territorial. Iâd want to mark other things too. Your clothes, your room, your belongingsâŚYou.â His thumb stroked over Wooyoungâs pulse point. âIâd want everyone to know youâre taken. Scented. Claimed.â
The word sent a jolt through Wooyoungâs system. Claimed. It should have felt wrongâpossessive, controlling, all the things he normally hated in a partner. But coming from San, delivered in that husky voice while his hand rested on Wooyoungâs throat, it felt like a promise.
âWhat else?â Wooyoung whispered.
âGrooming. A lot of it. Iâd want to clean every inch of you. Make sure youâre taken care of.â Sanâs eyes dropped to Wooyoungâs chest, where his shirt had ridden up. âIâd want to feed you more. Cook for you, make sure youâre eating enough.â
âI eat plenty.â
âYou skipped lunch yesterday.â
Wooyoungâs ears flattened, caught redhanded. âHowâd you know that?â
âI have my sources.â
âSeonghwaâs a traitor.â
âSeonghwa is a good friend who wants you to be happy and fed.â Sanâs teeth scraped over Wooyoungâs jaw. âThe point is, full courtship is a lot. Itâs intense, and Iâve been holding back because I didnât want to overwhelm you.â
Wooyoung considered this. The earring, the rock, the pen, the foodâall of it was San on a leash. The thought was dizzying. What would it look like if he stopped holding back?
âShow me,â Wooyoung said again.
San stilled. âWhat?â
âStop holding back. Show me what full courtship looks like.â Wooyoungâs fingers dug into Sanâs shoulders, claws pricking the skin. âIâm not going to break, Sannie. Iâm an Abyssinian. We can handle a little intensity.â
Sanâs eyes darkened. The purr that had been rumbling in his chest kicked up in volume, vibrating through Wooyoungâs entire body. âYou donât know what youâre asking.â
âSo educate me.â
For a long moment, San didnât move. His tail was rigid, his ears pricked forward, his whole body coiled like a spring. Wooyoung could see the war happening behind his eyes. Then, he exhaled. A full-body release of tension. His shoulders dropped, his jaw softened, and something shifted in his expression. Something hungry.
âOkay,â he said. âBut firstââ
He leaned down, pressing his nose into the hollow of Wooyoungâs throat. Wooyoung heard him inhale a long, slow breath that seemed to pull Wooyoungâs scent directly into his lungs. Sanâs purr intensified, and then his tongue swept over the kittyâs scent gland in a broad, wet stroke.
Wooyoung gasped. His hips bucked involuntarily, his body responding to the sensation before his brain caught up. âWhatâ?â
âScent-marking,â San murmured, his lips moving against Wooyoungâs skin. âIâm going to do this for a while. Is that okay?â
âYeah.â The word came out strangled. âYeah, thatâsâthatâs fine.â
San made a satisfied sound and returned to his work. His tongue traced patterns across Wooyoungâs throat, up to his jaw, behind his ears, across his collarbones.
Wooyoungâs brain went offline. The sensation was overwhelming in the best way, warm and wet and intimately possessive. Every stroke of Sanâs tongue left a trail of heat in its wake, a phantom claim that Wooyoung could feel sinking into his skin. His scent was changing, he realized. The usual spicy cinnamon was being overlaid with Sanâs floral notes, their aromas mingling into something new. Something that smelled like them.
âSannie,â he breathed, âthis isââ
âGood?â
âYeah. Really good.â Wooyoungâs hands slid into Sanâs hair, holding him in place. âDonât stop.â
San didnât stop. He licked and nuzzled and purred until Wooyoungâs entire upper body felt like it was wrapped in a warm blanket. His tail had gone limp, draping over the edge of the bed. His ears had relaxed completely, no longer flicking with anxiety or anticipation. Justâcalm.Â
At some point, San migrated from his throat to his ears. The first stroke of his tongue against the sensitive inner curve made Wooyoung whineâa high, needy sound he didnât recognize as his own. San paused, checking in, and Wooyoung pushed his head harder into Sanâs mouth in response.
The grooming continued. Sanâs tongue was rough, textured in the way all cat hybridsâ were, and it caught against the fine fur of Wooyoungâs ears with delicious friction. He cleaned each ear meticulously, working from base to tip, then back down again. By the time he was done, Wooyoungâs ears were damp and tingling and so sensitive that even the air felt like a caress.
âTurn over,â San said, his voice wrecked.
Wooyoung obeyed without thinking. He rolled onto his stomach, pillowing his head on his arms. Sanâs weight settled over his hipsânot crushing, just present. His tongue found the nape of Wooyoungâs neck, tracing the sensitive spot where his scruff would be, and Wooyoungâs spine melted.
âThis is part of it too,â San murmured between licks. âThe grooming, the claiming, making sure you smell like me.â
ââM not complaining.â Wooyoungâs voice was muffled by his arms. âThis is the most relaxed Iâve been all semester.â
San laughed, the puff of air cool against Wooyoungâs damp skin. âGood. Thatâs the point.â
He worked his way down Wooyoungâs spine, pausing at the hem of his shirt. A questioning sound. Wooyoung nodded without lifting his head, and San pushed the fabric up, baring Wooyoungâs back to the cool dorm air.
The first stroke of Sanâs tongue between his shoulder blades made Wooyoungâs claws curl into the sheets. The second made his tail give a lazy swish. By the tenth, he was purring so loudly he could feel it in his teeth.
âPretty,â San said, scraping his teeth gently over Wooyoungâs back. âSo pretty, Wooyoungie. You have no idea what you do to me.â
âTell me.â
âYou make me want to keep you.â Sanâs voice had dropped to a growl, vibrating against Wooyoungâs skin. âLock the door and never let you leave.â
âPossessive,â Wooyoung said, but it came out dreamy, half-lost in the haze of pleasure.
âVery.â Sanâs teeth grazed his lower back, just above his tail. âIs that a problem?â
Wooyoung considered the question. In theory, possessiveness was a red flag. In theory, in this very specific moment, with Sanâs tongue on his skin and Sanâs scent in his lungs, it felt like the opposite of a problem. It felt like being wanted. Being chosen.
âNo,â he decided. âNot a problem.â
San growled in satisfaction. His hands slid down Wooyoungâs sides, rucking up his shirt further, exposing more skin to his mouth. He licked a stripe up Wooyoungâs spine that ended at his nape, teeth closing gently around the scruff.
The world went hazy. Wooyoungâs limbs turned to jelly. His purr stuttered, then resumed at twice the volume.
âGood boy,â San murmured around his mouthful of skin. âJust relax. Let me take care of you.â
Wooyoung couldnât have argued if he wanted to. His brain had gone quiet, all the anxious chatter about classes and deadlines and confusing courtship rituals fading into static. Nothing existed except the pressure of Sanâs teeth, the warmth of his body, the steady rumble of his purr.
Time slipped. Minutes, maybe longer. San held the scruff until Wooyoung was completely boneless, then released it and licked the spot in apology. The sting of teeth marks lingered, a pleasant ache that Wooyoung knew heâd be touching later.
âYou still with me?â San asked.
âMmm.â
âWords, Wooyoungie.â
ââM here.â Wooyoung forced his eyes open. The sheets beneath him were damp with drool. Embarrassing. He couldnât bring himself to care. âThat wasâŚâ
âToo much?â
âPerfect.â Wooyoung rolled onto his side, pulling San down with him until they were face to face on the pillow. Sanâs cheeks were flushed, his lips swollen, his hair a disaster. He looked wrecked. He looked beautiful. âYouâve been holding back on me all this time.â
âI didnât want to overwhelm you.â
âConsider me overwhelmed. In a good way.â Wooyoung reached up, brushing Sanâs bangs out of his eyes.Â
âWhat happens now? With the courtship. Do we just⌠keep doing this?â
San was quiet for a moment. âIf you want to. Itâs notâthe courtship doesnât end with the, uh, physical stuff. Itâs ongoing. As long as weâre together, Iâll still want to take care of you. Bring you things. Keep you safe.â
âThat sounds like a relationship.â
âIt is a relationship. Just with more specifics.â
Wooyoung hummed, âokay.âÂ
âOkay?â
âOkay, weâll do this. The whole courtship thing. All of it.â Wooyoung pressed a kiss to Sanâs jaw. âBut I have conditions.â
Sanâs ears perked. âName them.â
âOne: no more breaking into my dorm. Use the door like a normal person. Iâll give you a key if you want, but you have to ask first.â
âDeal.â
âTwo: you have to talk to me. When the instincts get too loud, or youâre worried about something, or you feel like youâre going to explode if you donât scent-mark me for the fifth time that dayâyou tell me. No more secret courting. We do this together.â
San stared at him. His expression was unreadable, ears and tail still as he let Wooyoungâs words settle. For a terrifying second, Wooyoung thought heâd pushed too hard, but then San smiled. It was relief. âYouâre really okay with this,â he whispered. âWith all of it.â
âIâm more than okay.â Wooyoung stroked Sanâs hair, careful around his ears. âYouâre not the only one with instincts, Sannie.â
There was a beat where neither of the two kittyâs said anything. Wooyoung was about to fold under Sanâs stareâthe way they were full of devotion and love.Â
âAnd three?â The shorthair muttered, indulging in Wooyoungâs take on control. He propped his head up on his elbow, watching the kitty.Â
Wooyoung scooted closer, searching Sanâs eyes for a moment. âYou have to let me reciprocate. Iâm not just going to lie here and be spoiled. I want to take care of you too.â
Sanâs brow furrowed. âThatâs not really howââ
âIâm not a British Shorthair.â Wooyoung pushed at Sanâs shoulder until his arm fell, and he rolled onto his back, and then Wooyoung was the one looming above, knees bracketing Sanâs hips, tail swishing with satisfaction. âIâm an Abyssinian. Weâre loud and demanding and we donât let our mates do all the work.â
Sanâs hands came up automatically, settling on Wooyoungâs thighs. âMate,â he repeated.
Wooyoungâs face heated. âShut up.â
âYou said mate.â
âI said a lot of things. I just negotiated three conditions to your weird cat marriage ritual. You donât get to ignore it all just for âmate.ââ
âItâs a good word.â Sanâs thumbs traced circles on the inside of Wooyoungâs thighs, maddeningly light. He definitely didnât listen to what the black cat just said. âSay it again.â
âMake me.â Wooyoung retorted, wishing this conversation would end already.Â
The challenge hung between them, electric. Sanâs expression shiftedâthat predatory edge returning, the one that made Wooyoungâs stomach drop like heâd missed a step on the stairs. In one fluid motion, San sat up, bringing them chest to chest, Wooyoungâs legs still wrapped around his waist.
âYou want me to make you?â Sanâs voice was barely a whisper, his lips brushing the shell of Wooyoungâs furry ear. His teeth caught the edge, not biting, but holding. âThatâs not how this works, Wooyoungie. You already said yes. You already agreed to be courted. You donât get to be bratty about it now.â
Wooyoungâs breath stuttered. The word bratty in Sanâs mouth did something unfair to his insides. âIâm not being bratty.âÂ
âYouâre being incredibly bratty.â Sanâs hand slid up Wooyoungâs thigh, thumb pressing into the crease where leg met hip, inching closer and closer to the source of heat. âYou just gave me a list of demands, you called my courtship ritual weird, you made fun of my rock.â His teeth grazed Wooyoungâs throat, right over his racing pulse. âAnd now youâre sitting in my lap, grinding against me, pretending youâre in charge.â
Wooyoung hadnât realized he was grinding, but now that San mentioned itâŚyeah, his hips were moving in tiny, desperate circles, seeking friction. His body had bypassed his brain entirely. âIâm not pretending,â he managed. âIâm settling this.â
Sanâs eyes flickered with something dark. âOh? You are?â He slid his hand higher, fingers curling around the waistband of Wooyoungâs sweats. âYou gave me your conditions. Now Iâm going to show you mine.â
Wooyoungâs mouth went dry. âYou have conditions?â
âI have a lot of conditions.â San tugged at the drawstring, loosening it with a single pull. âCondition one,â his hand slipped beneath the fabric, palm flat against his stomach. His thumb stroked the soft skin just below his navel, and Wooyoungâs brain short-circuited. âYouâre going to come for me twice before I even think about fucking you.â
Wooyoungâs hips jerked involuntarily. His mouth opened on a gasp, terribly turned on. A thrill sent up his spine, words abandoning him.Â
The shorthairâs hand slid lower, cupping Wooyoung through his underwear. The heat of his palm was electric. âGod, youâre so wet. How long have you been like this?â
âSince you said full courtship involves nesting.â The admission came out breathless. âThe idea of you building a bed for usâI donât know why that did it for me.â
Sanâs purr started up. âIâm going to build you the best nest. Soft blankets, my hoodies, that one pillow you always steal from my side of the bed. Everything will smell like us.â
âSannie.â
âAnd tomorrow Iâll mark your door. Everyone on this floor will know youâre taken.â
Wooyoungâs claws dug into Sanâs shoulders. A broken sound escaped his throatâhalf moan, half whine. The possessiveness should have bothered him, but instead, it made his pussy clench around nothing, desperate to be filled.
âYou like that,â San observed, leaning back against the wall. His eyes traced down Wooyoungâs body, like he was undressing him in his mind. His thumbs moved to trace the outline of Wooyoungâs folds through the soaked cotton. âYou like the idea of being claimed.â
Wooyoung's heart sped up, brain racing to think of an excuse. âI like you. The claiming is justâa bonus.â
âLiar.â San nuzzled into his neck, inhaling deeply. âYour scent spiked the second I mentioned marking. You want people to know.â
âMaybe I do.â Wooyoungâs head fell back, exposing more of his throat, a submissive gesture. Sanâs response was a low growl. He withdrew his hand from Wooyoungâs sweats, ignoring the desperate noise of protest, and instead hooked his fingers into the waistband of both sweatpants and underwear. âLift your hips.â
Wooyoung complied, letting San drag the fabric down his thighs. He moved off of his lap for a split second to kick the pants off his ankles. The shorthairâs hands never left him, impatiently dragging the kitty back onto his lap.Â
Wooyoung's bare skin met the cool dorm air. His tail gave an involuntary flick, the only part of him still covered by fur that wasn't already damp from San's earlier ministrations. The position was obsceneâspread across San's lap, knees bracketing his hips, nothing between his slick cunt and San's gym shorts.Â
The shorthair looked down. Not at his face, but at the place where Wooyoung's thighs parted, where dark hair gave way to glistening slick.
"Fuck," San breathed. "You're dripping, Wooyoungie. I haven't even touched you yet and there's a wet spot on my shorts."
Wooyoung glanced down. Sure enough, a dark patch had bloomed on the fabric where his weight pressed against San's lap. His claws pricked San's shoulders in retaliation. He canât help it. San gets him so wet.Â
San's hand slid from the small of the kittyâs back down to his ass, gripping the plush flesh hard enough to leave fingerprints. His other hand moved between them, two fingers dragging through Wooyoung's slick folds with deliberate slowness.
"Look at you," San murmured, his breath hot against Wooyoung's collarbone. "Already soaked and I've barely touched you. What am I going to do with you, hmm?"
Wooyoung's hips rolled forward, chasing the pressure of San's fingers. His claws left tiny crescents in the skin. "Touch me more. That's what you're going to do."
"Bossy." San's teeth grazed Wooyoung's throat in response, but his fingers obeyed, parting Wooyoung's folds and spreading slick up to his clit. The pad of his thumb circled the swollen nub, feather-light, barely there. "You've been bossy all night. Making demands, calling my rock stupidâŚ"
"It was a rock, Sannieâ" Wooyoung's protest dissolved into a gasp as San's finger pressed down harder, a sudden spike of pressure that made his vision blur at the edges.
"What was that?"
"Nothing. The rock was great. Best rock I've ever seen."
San's laugh vibrated against Wooyoung's skin. "That's what I thought." His finger resumed its maddening circles, alternating between light teasing strokes and firm pressure that made Wooyoung's thighs tremble. "You get so mouthy, but you just want someone to put you in your place, donât you?âÂ
The black cat nodded, his eyes growing hazy from the pleasure buzzing through his body. His hand had wrapped around San's forearm, clinging like an anchor as the shorthair's fingers worked his clit with infuriating precision. Heâd do anything to keep this pace going. âDonât mean to be bratty.â He whined, hips twitching.Â
San cooed, his other hand coming up to squeeze his ass again. âDonât worry, kitty, Iâll take care of you.â Two fingers pressed against Wooyoungâs entrance, not pushing in, just resting there. "But first, you're going to come on my fingers. Remember?"
"Condition one," Wooyoung breathed.
"Condition one," San confirmed. And then his fingers pushed inside. The stretch was familiar. They'd done this before, multiple times over the past week, but it hit different now. He knew the intentions behind Sanâs actions: claim, mate, court.
San's fingers were slim but long, two of them filling Wooyoung in a way that made his mouth fall open. The shorthair didn't rush. He pushed in slowly, letting Wooyoung feel every inch, and then he crooked them forward.
Wooyoung's back arched. His claws dragged down San's chest, leaving faint red lines that made the shorthair hiss in approval.
"That's it," San purred, his thumb finding Wooyoung's clit while his fingers worked inside him. The dual sensation was devastating, the deep pressure of San's fingers curling against that spot, the light friction of his thumb circling the swollen bud. "Right there? Is that where you need it?"
"Right there, right there, don't stop!" The words tumbled out of Wooyoung in a rush, his hips rocking against San's hand with increasing desperation. The wet sounds of San's fingers moving inside him filled the dorm room, obscene and perfect.
San's other hand left Wooyoung's hip, and then came down on his ass with a sharp, stinging crack that echoed through the room.
Wooyoung's body reacted before his brain could catch up. His hips stilled instantly, frozen mid-roll, and a whine slipped from his throat, high and needy. His claws retracted from San's shoulders on pure instinct, pressing flat palms against the shorthair's chest instead.
The sting felt hot and possessive, settling right where Wooyoung's tail met his spine. He should have been embarrassed by how fast he'd obeyed, how the slap had cut through the desperate haze of his grinding and left him pliant, waiting, wanting more direction. But San was looking at him with those dark, satisfied eyes, and Wooyoung's cunt clenched around his fingers in response.
"There we go," San murmured, his voice low and approving. His fingers resumed their slow, deliberate curl inside Wooyoung's pussy, rewarded with a fresh gush of slick that coated his hand. "That's my good kitty. Look at youâtaking my fingers so well. Like you were made for this." He worked Wooyoung open with maddening patience, scissoring his fingers just so, watching the way Wooyoung's face twisted with every curl and thrust.
"You feel that?" San's voice was a low rumble, his nose brushing against Wooyoung's ear. "Feel how your body opens for me? How wet you get every time I push in?" He emphasized the words with a slow thrust, his fingers sinking deep, and Wooyoung's walls fluttered around them in response. "That's your body telling you yes. Telling you it knows who it belongs to now."
Wooyoung grasped Sanâs shoulders for leverage. His hips bucked, trying to fuck himself on San's fingers, but the shorthair's free hand pressed down on his hip, pinning him in place, a reminder.
"Ah-ah," San clicked his tongue, pulling his fingers almost all the way out before pushing them back in, watching Wooyoung's hole stretch to accommodate them. "You don't get to move. I'm the one courting you, remember? I set the pace. I decide when you get to come." He thrust his fingers deeper at the word, curling upward, and Wooyoung's vision went white at the edges. "You just lie there and take it like the pretty little cat you are."
The words hit Wooyoung like a physical blow, settling into his bones like they'd always belonged there. His tail went limp, his ears flat, his whole body softening into submission. He let his head fall back, baring his throat, a gesture of pure trust.
San's purr became a growl. He pulled his fingers out slowly, deliberately, until only the tips remained inside Wooyoung. Then he pushed back in, just as slow, just as deep, and Wooyoung's mouth fell open on a silent cry.
"Sannie." Wooyoung's head fell forward, forehead pressing against San's shoulder. His breath came in panting gasps, fogging against San's skin. "I wantâI want you to make me come. Please. Please make me come."
"Since you asked so nicely." San's purr intensified, the vibration traveling through his chest and into Wooyoung's body. His fingers resumed their earlier rhythm, faster now, curling and thrusting while his thumb worked Wooyoung's clit in tight circles. "Let go, Wooyoungie, I've got you. Show me how good I make you feel."
The black catâs voice climbed higher as his orgasm approached fast. He dug his head into Sanâs neck, shaking from how bad he wanted to come. A third finger prodded at Wooyoungâs hole, sliding in easily.Â
âFuckâSannie!â Wooyoung felt tears in his eyes from the pleasure. âIâmââ He choked on another moan as the shorthair's thumb caught on his clit, the perfect angle. âComing, Iâm coming!â His orgasm hit him like a wave, pussy clenching around San's fingers, pulsing in rhythmic contractions, and a high keen broke from his throat.
San worked him through it, fingers still thrusting, thumb still circling, drawing out every last tremor until Wooyoung collapsed against his chest.Â
"There's one," San murmured, withdrawing his fingers and lifting them to Wooyoung's mouth. "Clean them."
The fog was still clouding Wooyoungâs brain, but the command rang clear as a bell. His tongue darted out, lapping his own slick from San's digits. The taste was salty and slightly sweet, and San watched with dark eyes as Wooyoung sucked his fingers clean. Once the bigger kitty decided Wooyoung had licked them enough, his fingers slipped from the otherâs mouth with a wet pop. Wooyoungâs tongue followed, chasing the taste, but San was already movingâshifting their positions with that fluid strength that always caught Wooyoung off guard.
One moment Wooyoung was draped across Sanâs lap, boneless and sated. The next, his back hit the mattress, and San was looming above him.Â
"You didn't think I'd let you off that easy, did you?â San murmured, his gaze dragging down Wooyoung's body with deliberate slowness. "I said twice. That was only once." He punctuated the words by dragging his thumb through Wooyoung's slick folds, gathering the fresh wetness that had already begun to pool. âAnd I always keep my promises.
Wooyoung's breath hitched. His hips twitched, torn between pressing into San's touch and arching away from the overwhelming sensitivity. "Sannie, Iâ"
"Shh." San's free hand pressed down on Wooyoung's stomach, pinning him flat. "I'm not done with you yet. You're going to take what I give you, and you're going to thank me for it. Understand?"
Wooyoung's mouth opened, but only a whimper came out. He nodded, ears flattening against his skull. Good kitty. Be good for Sannie.
"That's my good boy." San's approval washed over him like a warm sunbeam. Then the shorthair was moving lower, his mouth trailing down Wooyoung's sternum, his stomach, pausing to nip at the jut of his hipbone. "You taste so fucking sweet, you know that? I could drink you dry and still beg for more."
When San settled between Wooyoung's thighs, the sight alone nearly undid himâthe broad shoulders, the hungry glint in those brown eyes, the way San's hands gripped his plush thighs like he was about to devour him.
âYou smell different now,â San murmured against his belly. âBefore, you smelled like you. Cinnamon and honey and Wooyoung. Nowââ He inhaled, deep and slow, his nose pressing into the soft skin just above Wooyoungâs mound. âNow you smell like us.â
Wooyoungâs hands fisted in the sheets. His tail gave a weak thump against the mattress.
And then San's mouth was on him. His tongue traced the crease where Wooyoungâs thigh met his hip, darting lower to lap up the slick that had dripped down. The sound he made, a low, satisfied rumble, sent vibrations straight through Wooyoungâs core.
The first stroke to his pussy was broad and slow, San licking from entrance to clit like he was savoring a meal. The texture of his tongue, rough like all cat hybridsâ, dragged against Wooyoungâs sensitive pussy in a way that made his spine arch off the mattress. His back bowed off the mattress, claws tearing into the sheets as San feasted. There was nothing gentle about it. San licked into him like a starving man, like Wooyoung was the only thing that could keep him alive.
"Fuck, Sannieâ" Wooyoung's voice broke on a sob as San's tongue pushed inside him, curling and fucking into his hole with relentless precision. The shorthair's nose pressed against his clit with every thrust, and Wooyoung could feel himself dripping down San's chin, could hear the obscene wet sounds of his pussy being eaten.
San pulled back just long enough to growl against Wooyoung's folds, "You're drenched, kitty. All this for me? You love my tongue in your tight cunt, don't you?" His teeth grazed Wooyoung's inner thigh, soothing the sting with a broad lick. "Answer me."
"Yesâ" Wooyoung gasped, tears pricking at his eyes. "Yes, Sannie, yes, fuckâ"
"Good." San dove back in, but this time his tongue focused on Wooyoung's clit, flicking and circling while two fingers pushed back into his dripping hole without warning. Wooyoung's hips bucked, but San's free hand slammed down on his thigh, holding him open, forcing him to take it. "Mine," he growled against him, the vibration sending sparks up Wooyoung's spine. "This pussy is mine. Say it."
"Yoursâ" Wooyoung sobbed.
"Again."
"Yours, Sannie, all yours, fuck â"
The shorthairâs fingers curled, finding that spot inside him that made his vision white out, and his mouth sealed around Wooyoung's clit, sucking hard.Â
The sensation of being held open, of being eaten out with such feral intensity, of Sanâs claws dimpling his skinâit all built up in the base of his tail. His second orgasm was approaching fast, faster than the first, and it felt different. Bigger. More.
âSannie, IâmâIâm gonnaââ
San pulled back. Wooyoungâs cunt clenched around nothing, and a desperate keen tore from his throat.
âLook at me,â San commanded.
Wooyoung forced his eyes open. His vision was blurry with unshed tears. San was looking up at him from between his thighs, chin dripping, lips swollen, eyes burning with something that looked a lot like worship.
âYouâre going to come on my tongue,â San said, each word deliberate. âYouâre going to hold still and take it.â
âItâs yours,â Wooyoung gasped. âTake me, pleaseââ
âGood boy.â
Sanâs mouth descended again, and this time there was no build-up. He sealed his lips around Wooyoungâs clit and sucked hard, fingers thrusting relentlessly once again.Â
Wooyoung's orgasm crashed into him before he could warn the other cat, his scream muffled by his own hand as he came apart on San's tongue. His pussy pulsed around Sanâs fingers, slick gushing to coat Sanâs chin, and still San didnât stop, licking and sucking and growling through every last tremor until Wooyoung was a sobbing mess beneath him.
When San finally pulled back, Wooyoungâs thighs were shaking uncontrollably, his chest heaved, and tears had spilled over, tracking down his temples and into his hair. He felt wrung out and hollowed.
San crawled up his body, leaving kisses in his wakeâhip, stomach, sternum, collarbone. When he reached Wooyoungâs face, he paused, hovering just above.
âPretty,â San said. His voice was wrecked, hoarse from use. âSo pretty when you fall apart for me.â
Wooyoung couldnât form words. His throat had gone raw, and his brain had turned to static. All he could do was reach up, trembling, and pull San down for a kiss.
The taste of himself on Sanâs lips was filthy and perfect. Wooyoung licked into Sanâs mouth, chasing it, and San let him, opening for him, purring against his tongue, letting Wooyoung claim this small piece of control.
When they broke apart, Wooyoungâs head was spinning.
âTwo,â San said, nuzzling into his cheek. âThatâs two.â
âCanâtâSannie, I canât do anotherââ
âShh.â San kissed the corner of his mouth. âNo more. I just wanted to see you like this. Completely undone. All for me.â
âAll for you,â Wooyoung echoed. The words came out slurred. âAlways for you.â
Sanâs purr intensified. He rolled onto his side, pulling Wooyoung with him until they were chest to chest, legs tangled, tails intertwined. His hand found Wooyoungâs nape again, that perfect pressure point, and Wooyoung melted into the touch.
They lay like that for a while. Wooyoungâs breathing slowly returned to normal, his heart rate dropping from frantic to steady. Sanâs purr was a constant vibration against his chest, soothing and grounding. Bruises were already blooming on his hips where San had gripped him, and his cunt felt swollen in a way that would make walking to class interesting.
âIâm going to be so sore,â he muttered.
Sanâs purr stuttered. âDid I hurt you?â
âNo. Well, yes, but in a good way.â Wooyoung pressed closer, tucking his face into Sanâs neck. âThe kind of sore that reminds me Iâm yours. Is that what you wanted to hear?â
Sanâs arms tightened around him. âMaybe.â
âPossessive cat.â
âYour possessive cat.â
Wooyoung smiled against Sanâs skin. His possessive cat. âWe still have to talk about condition two,â He said, his voice muffled.
âCommunication. I remember.â
âAnd condition three.â
âReciprocation.â Sanâs hand slid down Wooyoungâs back, tracing his spine. âYou want to take care of me too.â
âI do. Youâve been doing all thisâthe gifts, the grooming, theââ Wooyoung gestured vaguely at his own ravaged body. ââand I havenât done anything for you.â
âYou existing is doing something for me.â
âThatâs cheesy.â
âItâs true.â San nosed at Wooyoungâs hair. âYou donât have to do anything, Woo. The courtship is about me proving myself to you.â
âAnd what about after the courtship? When weâreââ Wooyoung hesitated. âWhen weâre mates. Properly. Do I just lie there and look pretty forever?â
âYouâd be very good at it.â
âSan.â
The shorthair sighed. His tail gave a reluctant flick. âFine. You can reciprocate. But you have to let me do things for you too. Itâs a compulsion, Wooyoungie. If I canât take care of you, Iâll go insane.â
âIâm not asking you to stop. Iâm asking you to let me in.â Wooyoung pulled back, meeting Sanâs eyes. âYou said Iâm your person. That means we take care of each other. Right?â
San stared at him for a long moment. His ears twitched, his tail stilled, and something softened in his expression. âRight,â he said. âTogether.â
âTogether.â Wooyoung repeated, sealing the word with a kiss, soft and sweet and nothing like the frantic passion from earlier.Â
The kiss softened, gentled, until Wooyoung was just breathing against San's mouth, their lips brushing with every inhale. His body still hummed with the aftershocks of two orgasms, but something new was stirring beneath the satisfaction, an itch his cat wanted to scratch.
His hand, still pressed flat against San's chest, drifted lower.
San's stomach tightened under his palm. The muscles jumped, a reflexive flinch that made Wooyoung's ears twitch with interest. He traced the trail of fine hair below San's navel, the skin warm and slightly damp with sweat.
"Wooyoungie," San warned, but his voice had gone rough. "You don't have toâ"
"Together, remember?" Wooyoung's fingers found the waistband of San's gym shorts. The fabric was stretched taut, tented obscenely by the erection straining beneath. "Reciprocation."
"That was for later. You just came twice. You should rest."
"I don't want to rest." Wooyoung pressed his palm flat against the bulge, feeling the heat of it through the cotton. San's breath hissed through his teeth. "I want to take care of you too,â He pouted.Â
"Wooâ"
"Do you know what it's like, Sannie? To have your tongue inside me and all I can think about is how much I want to taste you?" Wooyoung lifted his head, meeting San's eyes. "How much I want to make you feel as good as you made me feel?"Â He traced the outline of San's cock through the shorts, fascinated by the way it twitched under his touch.
San's pupils had blown wide again. His tail gave a single, sharp thump against the mattress. "You think about that?"
"I think about it constantly." Wooyoung sat up, pushing against San's chest until the shorthair rolled onto his back. The position shift put Wooyoung on top, straddling San's hips, the hard length of him pressing against the damp mess between Wooyoung's thighs. "You've been spoiling me rotten for weeks. Gifts, grooming, making me come until I can't remember my own name." He rolled his hips, just once, a slow grind that made San's claws sink into the sheets. "Let me spoil you back. Please."
"You really want this?â
"I really want this." Wooyoung leaned down, pressing a kiss to the center of San's chest. "I want to make you feel good. I want to hear the sounds you make. I wantâ" Another kiss, lower this time, just above his navel. "âto taste you. All of you. Every inch."
San's resolve crumbled. Wooyoung felt it in the way his body relaxed, the tension bleeding out of his shoulders, his hands coming up to rest on Wooyoung's hips. "Okay," he breathed. "Okay, Youngie. Show me."
The permission sent a thrill down Wooyoung's spine. His tail curled with satisfaction, and a purr started building in his chestânot the deep, rumbling purr of submission, but something lighter. The purr of a cat who'd just been given exactly what he wanted.
He slid down San's body, pressing kisses as he went. Sternum, ribs, the dip of his waist. San's skin tasted like salt and clove, the familiar scent of his body wash mixed with something muskier. Wooyoung's mouth watered.
When he reached San's hips, he paused. Hooked his fingers into the waistband of the gym shorts and looked up through his lashes.
San was watching him. Of course San was watching himâhe never looked away, never missed a single thing Wooyoung did. His chest rose and fell with shallow breaths, and his hands had moved from Wooyoung's hips to the sheets, claws pricking the fabric.
"You can touch me," Wooyoung said, tugging the shorts down. San lifted his hips to help, and the fabric slid away, taking the boxers with it. "You don't have to hold back."
"If I touch you right now, I'll come before you even start."
The confession made Wooyoung's purr stutter. He's that worked up. Because of me; because of what we just did. The thought was heady, intoxicating.Â
San's cock wasâwell. Wooyoung had seen it before, felt it inside him, but he'd never had the chance to just look. It curved slightly toward his stomach, thick enough for Wooyoung to need more prep than heâs used to. The tip was flushed, glistening with a bead of pre-cum. "Pretty," Wooyoung murmured, echoing San's earlier words. "You're so pretty, Sannie."
San's hips twitched. "You can't justâ" His voice broke as Wooyoung's breath ghosted over the sensitive head. "âsay things like that."
"Why not? You say them to me all the time." Wooyoung pressed a kiss to the inside of San's thigh, nuzzling into the coarse hair there. His scent was stronger here, muskier, and Wooyoung's cat purred in approval. Mate smells good. Mate needs us.
"Because I'm supposed to be the one taking care of you," San managed, his voice strained.
"And now I'm taking care of you." Wooyoung's tongue darted out, tracing the vein that ran along the underside of San's cock. The taste was clean skin and salt and something uniquely San. "That's how this works."
San's response was swallowed by a groan as Wooyoung's mouth closed around the tip.
The first taste was always the most intense. Wooyoung's eyes fluttered shut, his purr kicking up in volume as he savored the weight of San on his tongue. He took his time, licking and sucking at just the head, his hand wrapped around the base to steady himself.
"Wooâ" San's voice cracked. "Wooyoungie, fuckâ"
The curse sent a bolt of satisfaction straight to Wooyoung's core. He sunk down further this time. The stretch of his jaw was familiar, the weight of San on his tongue grounding. He set a slow rhythm, bobbing his head in time with his purr, letting the vibration travel through his lips and down San's length.
San's reaction was immediate. His hips bucked, just once, before he caught himself and forced them still, hands fisted in the sheets.
Wooyoung took him deeper, until the tip nudged the back of his throat, and swallowed.
The sound San made was almost a howl. His hand flew to Wooyoung's hair, fingers tangling in the dark strands, but he didn't pull or push. Just held on, like Wooyoung was the only solid thing he could find.Â
Wooyoung hummed in approval. His tail swished behind him, slow and satisfied, and he set about his task with single-minded focus. Every stroke of his tongue, every hollow of his cheeks, every purring hum was designed to pull San apart. He wanted to see the shorthair come undone. He wanted to be the one who did it.
His cat was preening, practically glowing with pride. Good mate. Making mate feel good. Mate is happy.
The position wasn't quite right, though. Wooyoung's neck was starting to ache from the angle, and he couldn't get as deep as he wanted. He pulled off again, ignoring San's desperate sound of protest, and shifted, sliding off the bed.
"Where are you goingâ"
"Shh." Wooyoung pressed a finger to San's lips. "Just stay there."
He retrieved the pillow that had been knocked to the floor earlier, dropping it at the foot of the bed. Then he knelt on it, settling between San's legs, his hands resting on the shorthair's thighs.
The new position was perfect. Wooyoung on his knees, looking up at San with wide eyes, his tail curling lazily behind him. The light caught the sheen of sweat on San's skin, highlighting the desperate need in his expression.
"Fuck," San breathed, understanding dawning. "Wooyoungie."
"Like what you see?" Wooyoung tilted his head, ears swiveling forward. He knew what he looked like right nowâkneeling, eager, still flushed from his own orgasms. The picture of someone ready to serve his mate.
"You're going to kill me."
"Not yet." Wooyoung pressed a kiss to San's hipbone. "Iâm not finished with you."
He leaned in, nuzzling against the base of San's cock. The scent here was strongest, and Wooyoung's cat demanded he mark himself with it. His cheek rubbed against the shaft, his jaw, his throatâscent-marking in reverse, claiming San as his own even as he submitted.
"Whaâre you doing?" San's voice was wrecked, barely above a whisper.
"Mine," Wooyoung babbled against San's skin. "You're mine."
San's hands found Wooyoungâs ears, massaging the soft fur. "I've always been yours," he said, and the honesty in his voice made Wooyoung's heart clench. "Since the day we met.â
Wooyoung looked up, chin resting on San's hip. "Then let me take care of what's mine."
He didn't wait for a response. His mouth found San's cock again, and this time he didn't hold back.
The rhythm he set was relentless. Bobbing, sucking, pulling back to lick at the head before sinking down again. His hand worked what he couldn't fit in his mouth, twisting on the upstroke, and his purr never stoppedâa constant, vibrating hum that drove San steadily toward the edge.
San's composure crumbled. His hips rocked up in tiny, uncontrolled thrusts, still trying not to push too deep. His hand in Wooyoung's hair tightened and released, tightened and released, like he couldn't decide whether to pull him closer or push him away. His breaths came in ragged gasps, punctuated by broken moans that went straight to Wooyoung's already-sensitive cunt.
"That's it," Wooyoung murmured, pulling off just long enough to speak. His lips were swollen, shiny with spit and precome. "Let go, Sannie. I've got you. I want to taste you."
"Wooâ" San's warning was cut off by a groan as Wooyoung took him deep again, nose pressed to the thatch of hair at the base. His throat worked around the intrusion, swallowing reflexively, and San's hips jerked.
The musky taste of him filled Wooyoung's mouth. His cat was purring so hard his whole body vibrated with it, and he knew San could feel it, could feel how happy Wooyoung was to be doing this.
"Close," San gasped. "Youngie, I'm close, you shouldâ"
Wooyoung doubled down. His hand slid from San's thigh to cup his balls, rolling them gently, and his mouth worked faster, tongue pressing against the sensitive spot just beneath the head with every stroke.
He wasn't going to pull away. He wanted this, wanted San to come apart in his mouth, wanted to swallow every drop, wanted to be marked from the inside out.
San's hand tightened in his hair. "Pleaseâ"
The word broke something in Wooyoung. He pulled back just enough to meet San's eyes, his lips still wrapped around the head, and nodded. Come for me. Let me have it.
San's orgasm hit with a force that bowed his back off the mattress. His hand fisted in Wooyoung's hair, and a sound tore from his throatâhalf growl, half sob, entirely wrecked. Wooyoung swallowed, working him through it, drawing out every pulse until San collapsed against the bed. He kept swallowing, holding back from choking.Â
Only then did Wooyoung pull off, licking his lips. The taste lingeredâbitter, salty, undeniably San.Â
"Holy shit," San breathed. His arm was thrown over his eyes, chest heaving. "Holy shit, Youngie."
Wooyoung crawled up the bed, settling back into Sanâs lap. His head found its usual spot on San's shoulder, and his tail curled on top of San's thigh.Â
"You're incredible. You know that?" His voice was hoarse, wrecked in the best way. His arm moved, and then he was pulling Wooyoung closer, tucking him against his chest.Â
"I've been told." Wooyoung's smile pressed against San's skin. "Mostly by you."
"Because it's true." San's hand found Wooyoung's chin, tilting his face up. His eyes were still hazy with pleasure, but there was something softer beneath it. Something that looked a lot like love. "Thank you."
"For the blowjob?"
"For all of it." San's thumb traced Wooyoung's lower lip. "For letting me court you, for accepting the earring. Forâ" He paused, swallowing. "For being my person."
Wooyoung's eyes burned. "Sannie."
"I mean it. I know I'm intense, and I know the courtship thing is weird, and I know I should've told you sooner instead of just leaving rocks on your nightstand like some kind of riddle. But youâ" His voice cracked. "You didn't run. You didn't even flinch. You just looked at me and said okay."
"What else was I supposed to say?" Wooyoung reached up, cupping San's cheek. The shorthair leaned into the touch, eyes fluttering shut. "You're it for me, San. I was just too scared to admit it."
"Scared of what?"
"That it wouldn't last. That you'd wake up one day and realize I'm too muchâtoo loud, too needy, too bratty." Wooyoung's laugh was watery. "Turns out you're just as crazy as I am. We're both disasters."
"We're matching disasters." San pressed a kiss to Wooyoung's forehead. âThe best kind."
They lay there for a while, tangled together in the mess of sheets. Wooyoung's body was starting to register the various achesâthe pleasant sting of San's teeth on his neck, the soreness between his thighs, the tenderness of his knees from kneeling on the floor. But none of it mattered. Not when San was holding him like this, purring steadily.Â
"We should clean up," Wooyoung murmured, not moving.
"Eventually."
"Yeosang will be back in the morning."
"Yeosang can knock."
"San."
The shorthair sighed, but his arms tightened around Wooyoung. "Five more minutes."
Wooyoung didn't argue. He wasn't ready to move either. His cat was too content, too warm, too wrapped up in the scent of them together to consider leaving this bed. They smelled like each other nowâcinnamon and clove, honey and something floral. The scent of mates.
He closed his eyes, letting San's purr wash over him, and for the first time in weeks, his mind was quiet. No confusion, no anxiety about what they were to each other, no fear of messing things up.
Just San. Just this. Just them.
"Hey," Wooyoung murmured, half-asleep already. "Does this mean I get to put the earring in?"
San's purr stuttered. "You want to wear it?"
"It's beautiful. And it was your grandmother's, andâ" He yawned, jaw cracking. "And it means something, doesn't it? That's why you gave it to me."
"Yeah." San's voice was thick. "Yeah, it means something."
"Then I want to wear it." Wooyoung's tail gave a sleepy swish. "Tomorrow. You can help me put it in."
"Okay."
"And you have to tell me more about her. Your grandmother. What she was like."
"Okay."
"And we should probably tell Yeosang and the others about us, before they figure it out on their own and get mad."
A pause. "Yeosang already knows."
Wooyoung's eyes flew open. "What?"
"He's the one who told me you liked the honey butter chips." San had the decency to look sheepish. "And the boba. Andâ"
"How long has Yeosang been in on this?"
"Since the beginning?"
Wooyoung's screech echoed through the dorm room. "San! I'm going to kill him! He's been watching me freak out all week and didn't say anything?!"
"He wanted to see how long it would take you to figure it out."
"That back-stabbingâ" Wooyoung was already scrambling out of bed, grabbing the first article of clothing he could find (San's shirt, which was large enough to cover hisâŚimportant parts) and stalking toward the door. "I'm going to Mingi's. I'm going to strangle him."
"Wooyoungie, it's already lateâ"
"I don't care!"
San caught him before he reached the door, arms wrapping around his waist and hauling him back. Wooyoung squawked, tail lashing, but San just held him tighter. "You can strangle him tomorrow," he said, laughing. "After we've slept. And showered. And maybe eaten breakfast."
"Fine." Wooyoung went limp in San's arms, letting himself be carried back to bed. "But I'm not sharing my snacks with him ever again.â
"Fair."
San deposited him on the mattress, and Wooyoung immediately burrowed under the covers, still grumbling about traitorous roommates. San's laugh was low, and when he slid into bed beside him a moment later, dry cloth in hand, the shorthair tapped his leg, humming at him to lift his hips. Wooyoung complied, letting San clean the mess from between his thighs. The cloth was cool against his sensitive skin, and San's touch was gentle.
By the time San finished, Wooyoung was barely conscious. The events of the nightâthe gifts, the confessions, the sex, the loveâhad caught up with him all at once, leaving him boneless and drowsy. He heard San toss the cloth toward the hamper, felt the bed dip as San settled beside him, and then there were arms around him again, pulling him close.
"Sleep," San murmured. "I've got you."
Wooyoung's last conscious thought was of the earring. The crescent moon, still sitting on his desk where San had left it. Tomorrow he'd put it in, and it would catch the light, and everyone would know. Everyone would see.
Claimed, his cat purred. Mated. Loved.
He fell asleep smiling.
