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“They are bringing up your history to a man who literally holds the future in his hands. Why would I look backward when I am standing right beside you?”

Dating the brilliant CEO of Genius Built was never going to be easy. But the sudden explosion of toxic tabloid scrutiny and invasive paparazzi has pushed you to your limit. Desperate to escape the noise of the outside world, you find yourself in Donnie’s penthouse at midnight.

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The digital clock on the bedside table flips.

12:00 AM.

Meet me at midnight, he had texted you earlier today, right in the middle of a chaotic board meeting at the towering glass-and-steel headquarters of Genius Built. My brothers are currently banned from the penthouse for a minimum of forty-eight hours due to Leo’s unforgivable misuse of my espresso machine. The premises are secure. Bring yourself.

And so you did. You always do.

Now, you are lying flat on your back, staring up at the ceiling with him.

The expansive ceiling of Donnie’s penthouse master bedroom is not a flat, boring expanse of drywall. It is a shifting, mapped projection of the cosmos, overlaid with complex, slowly rotating geometric algorithms that he insists help him relax. But tonight, he has dimmed the neon of his signature purple tech down to a soft, diffused glow.

The color bleeds into the dark space of the room, casting a velvet, violet light over the white sheets, over your skin, and over Donnie’s green scales. Beside you, Donnie shifts, his hand finding yours in the space between your bodies. His thumb, slightly calloused from hours of tinkering with micro-soldering irons and other machinery, brushes over your knuckles.

He doesn’t ask you what’s wrong. He never says too much when you get like this. You’ve always appreciated that about him.

With Donnie, there is a mutual understanding of boundaries and emotional bandwidth. He is a genius of unparalleled proportions, the mutant who brought New York City into a new age of technological advancement with Genius Built, a company that skyrocketed him to the status of a multi-millionaire tech mogul. He understands complex data, intricate workings, and mechanics.

But he also understands that sometimes, your brain just short-circuits. He doesn’t poke and prod, nor does he demand you verbalize the heavy, sinking weight in your chest. He doesn’t really read into your melancholia; he simply offers his presence as an anchor until the storm passes.

And lately, it has been a veritable hurricane.

You sigh.

“Your heart rate is currently elevated by twelve percent compared to your usual resting baseline,” he murmurs, his resonant voice breaking the silence. He doesn’t turn his head to look at you, his brows relaxed as he continues to stare at the constellations above. “I can only assume your mind is running on that horrific hamster wheel of anxiety again. Should I deploy the weighted blanket? Or perhaps initiate protocol ‘Distract with Mindless Reality Television’?”

A small, genuine smile tugs at the corner of your lips. “No. No weighted blanket tonight, Dee. I’m okay. Just … thinking.”

“Ah. Thinking. A dangerous pastime.” He squeezes your hand. “Particularly for you, considering the sheer volume of idiocy the general public has been hurling in your direction.”

He says it so casually, stating it as a simple fact rather than a tragedy, and that is exactly why you love him.

You have been under the most intense, suffocating scrutiny for the past six months. It started the day the paparazzi finally managed to capture a clear photograph of the two of you leaving a high-profile charity gala. Until then, Donatello Hamato was known as the eccentric, reclusive mutant CEO of Genius Built. He was a hero to the city, an enigma to the press, and notoriously private.

Then, suddenly, there you were. A human woman. Holding his hand. Wearing a dress that perfectly color-coordinated with his signature purple attire.

The world lost its collective mind.

All this is entirely new to you. You are not a celebrity, not a mutant hero who has saved the world from the Krang. You were just a normal woman living a normal life in New York until you bumped into the smartest, most arrogant, most incredibly endearing turtle on the planet. The transition from anonymity to being the focal point of a media frenzy has been nothing short of a nightmare.

The flash of the cameras blinding you as you try to enter your favorite coffee shop. The endless, invasive articles analyzing your body language, your clothing, your background. The vicious comments section of every blog post, dissecting your worthiness to stand beside someone as wealthy and influential as him.

But Donnie? Donnie handles it beautifully.

You vividly remember the scene just three days ago outside the Genius Built lobby. You had gone to bring him lunch, a naive mistake during peak tabloid hours. A swarm of reporters had descended upon you the moment your foot touched the pavement. They had shoved microphones into your face, their voices blending into a cacophony of demanding, invasive noise.

“Is it true you’re only with him for the Genius Built fortune?!”

“How do his brothers feel about you?!”

“Are you a PR stunt?!”

You had frozen, your breath catching in your throat, the panic rising hot and fast. But before the anxiety could fully consume you, the reinforced glass doors of the lobby had slid open, and there he was. Donnie had stepped out, flanked by his personal security drones, radiating an aura of absolute, unbothered superiority.

He hadn’t yelled. Hadn’t panicked. He had simply walked down the steps, his posture impeccable, wrapped an arm securely around your waist, and tapped a button on his wrist pad. A localized, shimmering purple forcefield had instantly snapped into existence around the two of you, silencing the barrage of questions into a dull, muffled hum.

He rolled his eyes as he guided you safely into the building, not sparing the press a single glance. He had looked only at you. “Are you unharmed, my dear? Their flash photography is entirely offensive to the retinas.”

He had completely ignored the scrutiny. He didn’t care what they said about him, and he genuinely couldn’t fathom why anyone would care what they said about you. Because he knew you, and to him, his assessment was the only one that mattered.

Lying here now, staring at the ceiling, you feel that same protective barrier around you, metaphorically speaking. “I’m fine, Donnie,” you whisper, finally turning your head to look at him. The lavender glow illuminates his striking profile. “Just … tired.”

“Understandable,” Donnie replies, finally turning his head to meet your gaze. His eyes are sharp, analytical, but infinitely soft when they land on you. “The sheer audacity of the media is exhausting. I could, if you wish, route all of their IP addresses to a server located in a remote research facility in Antarctica. It wouldn’t stop the print media, but it would certainly cripple their digital footprint for a solid week.”

You laugh softly, the sound bubbling up from the melancholia that had been threatening to drown you. “As tempting as that is, you can’t wage cyber warfare on TMZ and The Daily Mail, Dee.”

“I am the CEO of Genius Built. I can wage cyber warfare on whomever I please,” he counters smoothly, shifting onto his side to face you fully. He props his head up on one hand, his plastron pressing lightly against your side. “But I will refrain, simply because you asked. Though I reserve the right to deploy EMPs if they camp outside your apartment again.”

You reach out, tracing the edge of his purple mask. He leans into your touch instinctively, a stark contrast to the aloof, untouchable millionaire the world sees. The world doesn’t know this Donnie. The world doesn’t know how he hums songs under his breath when he’s focused, or how he physically cannot sleep unless he knows you are safe, or how his scales are surprisingly warm to the touch.

This life, this man—this giant, brilliant, mutant turtle—it all feels like a dream that you somehow stumbled into. And when you are in this room, locked away from the cameras and the microphones, you shouldn’t give a damn what people say. Because in this space, there is no deal to be made with the public.

There is only you and him.

But the outside world is loud, and the echoes of it still ring in your ears.

“It’s just …” you start, your voice faltering slightly. You pull your hand back, fidgeting with the edge of the duvet. “It’s the stuff they write. The narratives they try to force on us.”

Donnie frowns, the drawn-on lines above his eyes furrowing. “Narratives? You mean the baseless speculation regarding our relationship dynamic?”

“Yes.” You let out a frustrated breath. “It’s so archaic. It’s like they’re trying to force me into this 1950s box.”

It’s true.

The media has seemingly decided that there are only two possible roles for a woman dating a powerful, wealthy man, mutant or otherwise. All they keep asking you, all they keep shouting at you through the camera flashes, is if you’re going to be his bride. They analyze the ring finger on your left hand in every photograph. They run speculative polls on morning talk shows about when the “Genius Built Wedding” will be.

And on the flip side, the darker corners of the internet paint you as a gold-digger. A one-night stand that somehow managed to overstay her welcome. They insist you’re just a temporary distraction for the great Donatello, a fleeting human amusement.

The only kind of woman they see is a temporary fling or a wife. There is no nuance. There is no room for the reality: that you are simply two people (well, one human and one mutant turtle) deeply, madly in love, trying to navigate a partnership. You don’t want the pressure of a highly publicized, circus-like wedding. You don’t want to be reduced to a trophy.

You just want him.

“They want to neatly categorize you,” Donnie says, his tone dripping with disdain. “Because ambiguity terrifies the simple-minded. They cannot comprehend a partnership built on mutual respect and intellectual equality, so they default to outdated, heteronormative societal tropes. It is, frankly, embarrassing for them.”

“I find it dizzying,” you admit, closing your eyes. “I can’t open my phone without seeing my own face. And … and they’re bringing up my history.”

That was the part that had triggered tonight’s melancholia.

Earlier this evening, before you came to the penthouse, an article had gone viral. Some opportunistic tabloid had tracked down your ex-boyfriend from three years ago—a bitter, insecure guy who was more than happy to accept a paycheck to spin lies about you.

He had painted you as erratic, manipulative, and desperate for fame. They had dug up old, embarrassing photos from your college days. They had scrutinized your old retail jobs, your student debt, every minor mistake you had ever made, all to craft a narrative that you were unworthy of the Genius Built empire.

You feel a sudden spike of shame, remembering the cruel headlines. You look away from Donnie, staring at the glowing stars on the ceiling again. “They interviewed Simon. They published all this garbage about me. It’s everywhere. Millions of people are reading about my past and judging me for it.”

Donnie is quiet for a moment. Then, he shifts closer. The mattress dips under his weight, and suddenly, he is right there, his face mere inches from yours. “My dear,” he says, his voice low, steady, and commanding in a way that demands your full attention. “Look at me.”

You turn your head back to him.

“Do you honestly believe I care about what some mediocre, emotionally stunted ape from your past has to say?” he asks, his eyes locking onto yours. “I didn’t read the article. I didn’t care to. But I am aware it exists because my AI flags any mention of your name in the press.”

“You … you knew about it?” you whisper.

“Of course I knew about it. I know everything,” he says, a hint of his usual arrogance bleeding through. “But you want to know what my reaction was?”

You swallow hard. “What?”

“I had my secondary servers scrub the more defamatory claims from the primary search engine algorithms, and then I instructed Shelldon to systematically flag the author’s personal email for high-volume spam relating to male pattern baldness.” Donnie smirks, a devious, satisfied little expression. “As for your ex? I wasn’t even listening to his pathetic attempts to remain relevant. I simply had his Wi-Fi throttled to dial-up speeds for the rest of his natural life. He will never stream a movie in HD again, let alone 4K.”

A surprised, watery laugh escapes your throat. “Donnie! You didn’t.”

“I absolutely did,” he replies, completely deadpan. “I consider it a measured and merciful response. The point is, my love, they are bringing up your history to a man who literally holds the future in his hands. Why would I look backward when I am standing right beside you?”

The words hit you right in the chest, warm and overwhelming. The anxiety that had been clawing at your throat all day begins to loosen its grip. “But the public—” you start.

He cuts you off by reaching out and gently taking your smartphone from the nightstand. He looks at it with deep disgust, as if it’s a piece of archaic, broken tech.

“Get it off my desk,” he says firmly.

“What?”

“It’s a metaphor,” Donnie says somewhat playfully, though his eyes remain serious. He tosses your phone onto a plush armchair across the room, out of sight and out of reach. “Let them talk their talk. Let them go viral. Let them trend on whatever mindless social media platform they prefer. It does not matter. The opinions of sheep do not concern the shepherd, nor do they concern the shepherd’s fiercely intelligent, incredibly beautiful partner.”

He reaches out, his large hands cupping your face. His thumbs brush away a stray tear you hadn’t realized had fallen. “I do not need their approval,” he continues, his voice softening into a tone he reserves only for you. “I just need this. You and I, in this penthouse, building our own world. Let them scream into the void. They cannot touch us here.”

You look into his eyes, illuminated by the purple ambient light, and you feel the last remnants of the outside world fall away. He is right. He is always right, but right now, he is right in the most important way possible.

The paparazzi, blogs, expectations, the demands for a wedding or a scandal—it’s all just noise. It’s a circus happening on a completely different planet. You don’t want to play their game. You don’t want to step out into the blinding, harsh flashbulbs of the paparazzi.

You just want to stay in this lavender haze.

“You’re right,” you breathe, leaning into his hands. “I know you’re right. It’s just hard to ignore it sometimes.”

“I am aware,” Donnie says softly. “Which is why I am here to serve as your highly effective, technologically advanced firewall. Against the media, against your exes, and against your own melancholia.”

He pulls you closer, and you go willingly, burying your face in the crook of his neck. He wraps his arms around you, his chin resting on the top of your head. The sheer size and strength of him is a physical barrier against the world. You can hear his steady heartbeat, a rhythmic, calming sound.

“I love you, Donnie,” you whisper into his skin.

You feel his arms tighten around you in a fierce, possessive hold. “And I love you. More than I love titanium plating. More than I love uranium-powered energy cores. It is, frankly, a statistical anomaly how much I love you.”

You smile, closing your eyes. That is the highest compliment Donatello Hamato could ever bestow upon a person.

The lights on the ceiling slowly rotate, casting soft, shifting shadows across the bed. The lavender haze is thick in the air, a surreal, insulating bubble. Out there, in the city below, people are likely still typing out angry comments. They are still debating your worth. They are still asking if you’re going to be his bride, or if you’re just a fling.

But you find that you truly, deeply, do not give a damn.

You aren’t playing their game. You aren’t giving them a statement, or a perfectly staged photo op, or a tearful interview. Let them talk. Let them go viral. Let them exhaust themselves trying to figure out the puzzle of your relationship. They will never understand it.

This space—this glowing, purple, midnight sanctuary—belongs only to you and him.

“Get some sleep, my dear,” Donnie murmurs, one of his hands gently stroking your hair. “The world will still be spinning on its axis tomorrow, and I will still be here to ignore it with you.”

“Okay,” you whisper, your body finally relaxing completely against him. The dizzying spin of the day has stopped. The history they tried to drag up feels like dust blowing away in the wind.

You watch the ambient violet light dance across the sheets. It’s surreal, this life you’ve chosen. It’s chaotic, heavily scrutinized, and terrifyingly public.

But as Donnie’s steady breathing lulls you into the edges of sleep, wrapped securely in his arms and hidden away in the highest tower in New York, you know one thing with absolute certainty.

You never want to leave Donatello Hamato’s side.

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