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KIM’S POV
It had officially been a month since Kim found out the supposed love of his life had cheated on him but it still felt like it had just been yesterday that it happened, he still hadn’t told his parents about it, they liked his ex so much and he felt bad being the one to relay the bad news to them, as ridiculous as it may sound. He’s already emptied two wine bottles that week and with the way his mood was looking, he could probably go for bottle number three.
He had downloaded a dating app and uploaded a bunch of his old suggestive photos of him in one of his drunken episodes and now he’s facing the consequences, all of the guys that had hit him up weren’t his type, then again, it was kind of pointless to check anyway, he wasn’t planning to sleep with anybody, one night stands just weren’t his thing, he’s way too clingy for it and giving the state of his heart, any more sadness might as well be sucide.
His thumb scrolled aimlessly through the hundreds of men that had either hearted his pictures or sent him messages in just 48 hours, it kind of made him laugh how he had completely forgotten how much of a fucking catch he was because his brain dead ex cheated on him with someone who people would consider sub human when standing next to him. His manicured thumb stopped in its tracks, he had come across someone who was actually his type.
His name was Latte, calling him hot was and understatement but he was a whole 4 years younger than him, Kim didn’t know how to feel about it, he had only ever gone for older men in the past, somehow it was just dawning on him that now that he was 30 that was going to be significantly harder. When he was Latte’s age he thought he’d be married with kids, god his life is so depressing when you step back and really inspect it.
His self deprecating thoughts were interrupted by a notification from his phone, it was Latte, he didn’t even realize when he sent him a heart back, fuck, how could he have done that? “Your’e Gorgeous” was all the message said, he hated how he blushed at it, he couldn’t allow himself to get used to it though, drunk him hadn’t bothered to put his age on his account, as soon as he’s honest with Latte he’d probably not be as interested.
“I am, and I’m also 4 years older than you.” Was all he wrote back as he bit his lower lip in anticipation, some part of him wished Latte didn’t mind but he didn’t dare entertain the thought. “Oh? When were the pictures on your account taken?” Kim paused, not really understanding the purpose of Latte’s question but answering honestly anyway. “Like 6 months ago, why?” The little interval of Latte typing was agonizing for Kim. “Well then I don't really care if you're a little older.”
Kim giggled to himself about Latte calling 4 years little. Suddenly a realization dawned on him, drunk him had only written down “Bottom” on his Bio like a total whore, this meant that Latte was probably only here for a good time and nothing else, which is fine, young people are always like that. “Look, i made this account when i was blackout drunk, i don’t do one night stands.” He wrote back anxiously. Latte’s reply took a while but it was a little reassuring. “I admit my opening text is misleading but I genuinely wanna get to know you, Kim.”
He’s old enough to recognize when he’s interested in someone, and right now he was clearly interested in Latte, after all they say the best way to get over someone is to get under another. He might just pursue whatever this is between him and this younger and admittedly hot stranger that seems to take his mind off his douche bag of an ex. He felt a little guilty using him as a distraction but he had wasted two years of his life already so he might as well indulge himself this one time.
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It had been a little over three weeks since Kim had matched with Latte on a dating app he embarrassingly joined while shit faced. They had been talking non-stop the entire time and reluctantly, Kim could feel himself slowly falling for the younger guy. He knows it was way too soon but he really couldn’t help himself. The guy was charming and he looked grumpy when he wasn’t smiling which was unbelievably cute.
He would send him photos of stray cats and tell him they reminded him of Kim, it was corny but the effort alone was commendable, also, Kim saw himself doing things that he had never done before with him, like sexting, he looked it up and there was actually a name for what they had been doing in the middle of the night.
It was exhilarating doing that sort of thing with Latte because he was so good at it. With his ex, everything was like a transaction, even sex. It never felt sacred, it just felt like a routine that he had to do to keep their relationship alive, which is stupid now that he looks back on it because he was probably already cheating at the time. Last night was particularly exciting…
Latte had sent a picture of him at the gym earlier that day, now before this Latte was always the one to make mildly lewd comments about the photos Kim mustered up courage to send him but Kim was determined to let him know that he’s not the only one that can make people blush. He regretted it immediately when he hit send but he’s happy he did it anyway. “You actually look strong enough to pin me down.” It was the first thing he thought when he saw the photo so he dared himself to send it.
Latte’s reply was unsurprising. “You’d like that wouldn’t you?” It made him giggle because “like” was definitely an understatement. One thing led to another and they found out they live roughly an hour from each other and Latte had told him he was going to come over tomorrow and now it’s all that he could think about. He’s cleaned his entire house twice, baked chocolate chip muffins, shaved his entire body and took a bubble bath with a bath bomb that made him smell like vanilla.
He admits that it was kind of overkill, Latte had never told him they were going to do anything, well yes, he did list every single way he would fuck him if they were together over text but it was a spur of the moment type of thing and it didn’t mean that was the purpose of the trip tomorrow, but on the slim chance that it is, he’s going to take another bubble bath.
LATTE’S POV
As far as he was concerned, Latte just found the love of his life, Kim was everything he’d ever dreamed of, beautiful, soft spoken and so sexy that it physically hurt. He could tell in the way that he responds to his compliments that it had been a while since somebody had told him that and it broke his heart. Last night he had done something unexpected and sent him a lewd message, it was the last straw, he had to see him in person.
He admits that he initially joined the dating app to spice up his almost none existent sex life but Kim is simply not the type of person that you have a one night stand with so the minute he saw his photo he knew that he was interested and he prides himself in being confident so he sought out to get him, now the fact that his chances of getting chosen was almost statistically impossible wasn’t low self esteem, just facts, he couldn’t even begin to imagine the flock of guys in him DM’s.
He was ecstatic when he got a heart back and decided to start the conversation, after all he had no idea how many guys Kim might have sent hearts to so he might as well be the first to send him a message. He’s glad he did because somehow Kim had taken a liking to him and told him where he lived, the fact that he trusted him enough to do that set his heart aflame.
He’d taken the entire day off just to drive an hour to Kim’s super early in the morning like some kind of love sick puppy and somehow there is not one reluctant or doubting bone in his body. Kim being 30 didn’t turn him off at all, if anything it made him more sexy to Latte, he couldn’t quite explain it, just something about an older guy being that beautiful pulled him in and captured his attention.
He’d admit that he had gotten a little carried away last night with the sexting but Kim didn’t really seem to mind at all, some part of him was excited about meeting Kim in person because of sex but honestly just being in his company in real life is enough to make waking up super early and going on this trip worth it, he had told Kim he was coming tomorrow but he’d never told him how early, maybe it could be a pleasant surprise.
Since he took an entire day off work to come see him, he intended to spend an entire day with him, that is if Kim didn’t mind it of course. His black duffle bag was already filled with his toiletries and essentials and maybe also a pack of condoms, just in case of course. He overpacked just a little, just in case his heart really couldn’t bear leaving Kim again and he could squeeze one more day off work to stay.
His thoughts leave him sounding like a smitten teenager but that’s just how he was, when he likes someone, he immerses himself in his feelings, allowing himself to bask in it. Does it make the moving on process 10 times harder? Definitely, but it makes the relationship memorable and to him it kind of makes it all worth it in the end.
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This was it, Latte was standing at Kim’s front door at a crisp 6am holding a bouquet of flowers and sporting a typical black Tshirt and dark denim jeans, he’d fussed over what to wear for way too long and just decided to go casual but cool, to him that was the most casual and coolest thing he owned. He had rang the doorbell a few minutes ago and didn’t really want to ring it again, can’t have him looking too eager can we?
The wooden white door slowly swung open to reveal a sleepy Kim, Latte quickly decided that was his favorite Kim, given how adorable the sight was. “Latte?!” He exclaimed when his brain had finally registered who was standing before him. “Y-You didn’t tell me you were going to be this early?!” Kim hurriedly allows him to come in, frantically fixing his black shoulder length hair that had been moussed from rolling out of his bed.
Instantly Latte could smell a sweet vanilla scent from him, it wasn’t too strong but it was definitely intoxicating, it made him chuckle to himself, “of course he smells like vanilla” He thinks to himself as he makes his way into the cozy apartment, dropping his duffle bag on the couch as Kim had instructed him. “Nice decor, very…you.” He says as he shoved his hands into his jean pockets, something he did when he was nervous. “Thank you.” Kim replied curtly.
“Did you have breakfast?” Kim asked, his tone carried a lick of worry. “I had eggs and rice but I could eat.” Kim smiles and crosses to the kitchen after telling Latte to sit wherever he likes. He used that time to look around more and his eyes landed on a small picture frame containing a photo of Kim as a kid, he could immediately tell it was him. “Cute” he whispered to himself.
“It’s not as healthy as rice and eggs but I hope you like the chocolate chip muffins I baked .” Kim says as he places a plate on the coffee table containing two muffins. Latte couldn’t believe Kim had baked for him, well there was always the off chance he didn’t bake them specially for him but he chose to be delusional. “Kim, I would literally eat a nuclear bomb because you made it.” He joked as Kim laughed, god it sounded like clouds.
”I’ll go take a shower, you eat.” That was Kim's final sentence before he disappeared upstairs. Latte wandered around the apartment while eating his muffin, either the entire place smelt like vanilla or it was just Kim leaving a lingering scent on everything. He’d like to think it was the second option, some part of him wished Kim would leave that Vanilla scent on him after they-
“Latte?” His thoughts were interrupted by that sweet tone calling his name from upstairs, he rushed up the steps and followed the sound of running water to locate Kim. When he arrived he stood outside the door. “Yeah?” He replied to the call. “This is embarrassing but could you grab my towel off my bed and hand it to me?” He does as he’s told and finds the towel before stopping in his tracks. He had been downstairs, why didn’t Kim just run to go get it like he normally would when he was alone? Unless…this was an invitation.
KIM’S POV
it was definitely a dumb plan that had a low chance of working out but we’re supposed to take risks aren’t we? Kim had decided before he went to bed last night that if anything was going to happen between him and Latte, he would be the one to initiate it, and though his methods were far from direct, this was his own way of initiating something, it all hung on the Latte, he seemed like a smart guy that’s fairly experienced, he should catch on.
His thoughts are interrupted by his creaky bathroom door opening, he had a shower curtain around his bathtub so Latte couldn’t quite see him yet. “Kim? Did you…did you want me in here? I have your towel.” He heard the younger call out, so he did catch on, though his cautiousness betrayed him. “Leave it by the sink…” Kim replied at last, Latte does as instructed then lingers. The shower curtain is pulled back just enough for Kim to see Latte.
“I did want you in here…” he’s trying his best to sound confident but he really isn’t used to this. Latte smirks the slightest bit as he leans against the sink and Kim gets a full body shiver, his hand is still buried in his jeans. “What? Afraid you’d drown? Want me to keep watch?” Kim laughs halfheartedly at his joke, his mind too preoccupied with images of the younger fucking him till he’s spent, but Latte can’t read minds can he?
Kim calms his heart and clears his mind, he has gone through way too much in hands of selfish men, for once in his life, he wants something, he wants someone and he’ll be damned if he let the moment slip away because of embarrassment, it’s not like he’s going to remember any of this when he’s having mind blowing sex. “Latte, I’m not good at being smooth but i know one thing, i like you and right now all i want you to do is fuck me, like…right now and like your life depends on it.”
LATTE’S POV
There’s a brief beat of silence after Kim says that and latte can hear his heart beating in his ears when he comes to he quickly does away with his shirt and jeans,joining Kim in the tub in a fraction of a second then suddenly, when finally face to face with Kim he stops. “I like you too, i just want you to know it’s not just about se-” Kim kisses him so softly, Latte forgets how they’re both naked at the moment.
“I know, I want you to show me.” Kim replies boldly, incredibly uncharacteristic of him. Latte surges forward and captures Kim's lips in a kiss that was nothing like its predecessor, his tongue dances freely inside of Kim’s mouth, exploring it, doing exactly what he was asked, showing it his affection. A breathy moan that’s so faint that it could go unheard, not to Latte, at least not in this state.
He finally lets Kim’s lips out of captivity as Kim catches his breath and moves onto his collarbone kissing and licking every hill and valley across it. The smell of vanilla is like a potent motivation. Kim sighs and shifts his head to the side to allow the younger more access. Latte makes a sound resembling a growl when he sees Kim’s gesture, his hand pulling Kim’s head back by his hair, licking a wet strip from his adams apple to the base of his chin.
Latte hears a low drawled out whine from Kim and grins to himself before pulling back. “What do you like?” He asked a breathless Kim, his hand still pulling his head back. “I-I haven’t really done it this way in a while but…i want it really rough.” Latte can’t help but groan at Kim’s being exactly what he wanted to hear. “Then you're in luck, baby.” He replied as he bit on Kim's ear lobe, smiling at the shudder that he got in response.
He could ignore the burning question but his curiosity got the better of him. “Why haven't you done it this way in a while?” He whispered as he kissed him down his chest, his hands holding Kim’s shoulders in place. “You don't want to hear all that at a time like this” Kim joked, though Latte was very serious. “I told you, I like you, it's not just about sex.” There's a quiet stillness that settles between them, it calms the burning desire but doesn't quench it yet.
Kim sighs as he pushes Latte away and rises from the tub, wrapping the towel he was brought around himself. “You don't want to anymore?” Latte asked, leaving the tub as well and at Kim's side in a heartbeat. “No, the water isn't warm anymore, I'm cold, it's better if we do it on the bed.” With that, he leaves the bathroom and sits on his bed, waiting for Latte to join him but the atmosphere is now officially a shadow of what it once was.
“Kim we don't have to have sex if you don't-” suddenly he hears quiet sobs from Kim and joins him on the bed, hugging him as comfort. “Hey, hey…what's wrong? Is it the question I asked? I'm sorry.” Kim gathered himself and looked at Latte, really looking at him. “My ex of 2 years cheated on me and It's stupid but I just now realized the type of sex I used to like, the type of person I used to be before him y'know?”
Latte nods in response, letting him speak. “I shouldn't do this to you, I shouldn't talk about my ex while you're still here.” Latte shakes his head, “it's okay to not be over something like tha-” Kim hugs his arm. “No! I am over him, I really am, I didn't cry for him, I cried for me, at least the me I was before him, Latte, I want you to remind me, I want you to bring out who I was…who I am.” Kim says as he moves closer, stroking Latte’s damp cheeks with his pale hand.
KIM'S POV
He has no idea what gave him the confidence to say that, but if he had to guess, desperation, he cannot keep living like the guy his ex created by being an asshole, he has to return to himself and the first way to do that is to fully indulge himself in this hot man sitting beside him. “Okay…but you can't tap out.” Latte replies, it made Kim laugh. “You have no idea who you're talking to…Nong.”
NO POV
Kim throws his towel somewhere and lies back on the bed fully naked as Latte moves on top of him, crowding all of his space, all of his thoughts. He kisses him on his cheek, then his forehead and finally his lips, it's a gentle gesture, the quiet before the storm. His hand strokes the side of Kim's abdomen, running through his ribs before harshly cupping his chest, he moans in response, no longer caring about his noise.
He feels Latte knead it a few times before he moves down and encases his mouth around the nipple, Kim gasps in pleasure, fisting his hair, he can feel his toes curl, he loves it, he loves it so much. Latte swirls his tongue a couple of times before crossing over to his other nipple and doing the same, his hands holding Kim's hips down and keeping him still.
He releases Kim's red and swollen nipple finally, his hand traveling lower and lower, all while watching Kim's reaction, his anticipation. His hand arrives at last, he has Kim's dick in his hand and a tiny smirk across his face. He begins slowly stroking it, watching Kim's face morph into an expression of ecstasy, his mouth is hung open and his head is thrown back into the pillow, all while moaning the younger’s name.
Latte speeds up his wrist, adding a little twist in his technique, his demeanour calm as ever, the opposite happening under his underwear. Kim is writhing beneath him, his toes are curled as he holds on to Latte’s back, each moan he releases louder than his last. “I'm gonna cum” he confesses and he holds Latte tighter, the sweat on his body making him glisten.
“You can, but don't think I would let you go.” Latte whispered into Kim's ear, it takes all of his will power to not cum immediately after hearing that. He weighs his options and decides to beg. “please Te, please just fuck me already.” he whines into the younger's ears, Latte groans at the nickname and releases Kim's dick. “Fuck, turn around and on all fours.” Kim smiles internally, he really liked the sound of that.
He does as he's told, he's tingling from the waist down in anticipation. “Did you prepare before I got here?” he heard Latte ask. “I did.” He replied as he looked back, it was a strain on his neck but he wanted to see the moment where the younger penetrated him, he had to see it. Kim shuts his eyes and moans the moment he feels pressure on his rim, so much for him seeing it because Latte bottoms out in a heartbeat, he was way too skilled at this.
“You're so fucking tight, Kim” Latte grits his teeth as he holds onto his waist for leverage. “I think you're…j-just big, you're splitting me open.” He moans his eyes still yet to be open. Latte chuckles dryly at Kim's remark and Kim feels more precum dabble out from him at it. He grinds back into Latte’s cock, moaning at the friction. “You look like a bitch in heat” Latte whispered to him as he started to meet his grinding, Kim chokes on a moan at the derogatory statement.
“Did you like it when I said that?” Latte asks, the speed and power of his thrusts steadily increasing at the same rate of Kim's insanity. “Yes, I liked it, I liked it very much.” Kim had no idea why he was being so honest. Latte gathered Kim's hair in his fist and tugged his head back as Kim whined, kissing the side of his neck and ear. “I'm gonna fuck away all the memories of him away, just like you asked baby” Kim's mouth is hung open as gasps and moans pour out.
He can feel his climax coming but he can't let it end yet. “Te, can you s-sit back?” He asks between moans, Latte stops his movement and silently does as told and sits back. Kim flips his hair and sits onto Latte’s cock facing away from him, he moans as he feels the new deeper angle. Latte chuckles and pushes his hair aside and kisses the back of his neck “you like this position?” Kim only nods as he parts his legs and holds onto Latte's thighs.
Latte catches his cue and resumes his thrusting, each one driving Kim upward, his hard dick bouncing against his tummy, he moans freely and loudly, it's the lewdest sounds Latte has ever heard. “You're so hot Kim, I love you and your tight pussy.” Kim Whines in response, tipping his head back to Latte's chest. “touch my chest Te…” he says between gasps and he reaches for Latte's free hand and guides it to his breasts.
Latte obliges, kneading the soft flesh and pinching his nipples as he fucked him, Kim is surprised he isn't drooling at the moment as he feels his orgasm climb once again. “Te, I'm gonna-” Latte grabs his dick once again, pumping it with the same vigour as his thrusts. “Holy shit, Latte I'm really gonna cum” Kim desperately cried, his manicured hand holding onto Latte's thighs for dear life. “Cum for me, baby, cum for Nong” he whispered to him huskily. Kim let out a high pitched moan as came on his own stomach, his chest rising and falling at each pant.
Latte cums right after, giving Kim a cream pie,only then did they both realize they used no condoms. “Fuck, I completely forgot” Latte curses, “I'm sorry Kim, I should have asked before I-” Kim kisses him, despite the awkward angle. “That was the best sex I've ever had.”
Latte Chuckles, “do you remember who you were before him now?”
Kim giggles, “Before who?”