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Part 1:
You knew Chan was close with all the guys when you started dating. It was something you just accepted, but the way he was with his Jinnie was a little more. You brushed it off as them working so closely when Hyunjin was trying his hand at song writing. You noticed how they looked at each other though and it seemed like it might be something more. Preparing yourself for the answer, you finally asked the question that had been living in your head for months.
“Have you ever slept with Hyunjin?” Chan choked on his drink and jerked his head up looking at you. “No! I’ve never slept with any of the guys!” And you believed him, he looked absolutely taken aback. So, knowing you might be pushing his comfort level, you pushed ahead with another question. “Have you ever wanted to? Ever thought about it?” This time he wasn’t as quick to answer. He looked down at his shoes and you knew the answer.
“Why are you asking that?” You grabbed his hand. “I’m not mad. I know you wouldn’t cheat, I just want to make sure I’m not coming between something. I’ve seen the way you and Hyunjin look at each other. The way you act around each other is different from the way you and the other guys act.”
He accepts that could be true, but he doesn’t seem quite ready to accept that it means anything. You decide to let it drop and you go about your day, your week even, but the next time you’re alone with Chan, he brings it up.
“I didn’t realize.” He’s looking down at his feet again, having a hard time meeting your eyes. You had seen him watching the younger man a little closer, like he was trying to judge his own responses. You knew that he was coming to some kind of realizations and had been waiting for him to come to you with them.
“I knew I had thought about it, but I don’t think it’s just me. We’ve always been like this, what if it’s been there all along? What if I end up hurting you?” You knew he wouldn’t, at least not on purpose, there wasn’t a malevolent bone in that man’s body. “You won’t, Chan, I trust you.”
You talked about it, and told him that he could see what Hyunjin was interested in. If he didn’t want anything, then it wouldn’t change anything. But if he did, you didn’t want it to end up in lies and hurt later. You could deal with different types of relationships, but the one thing you couldn’t deal with was dishonesty.
You’d always believed in very open communication. If something was there, it needed to be brought into the light before it could cause damage or pain to more than just you. This could blow up and cause problems with them as well if it wasn’t addressed.
And that's where it stood for about a week. During that week Chan did talk to Hyunjin, and he had been right, it wasn't one sided and it had been there for a very long time. So where to go now would depend on what everyone wanted.
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"I love you, you know that right?" Chan was sitting there with his head down while you were talking, his hands in his lap, not looking at you. "If I didn't have an idea that there were feelings there as well as sexual attraction, I would have only suggested a threesome and we could have been on our way. I know feelings are messy. What does Jinnie say about all this?" You sat down beside him, taking his hand in your own.
"He's confused, doesn't know why I brought it up when I was already with you, why you wanted me to bring it up. I don't know how anything can come out of this other than someone getting hurt." When he finished this and looked up, you could see tears resting on his eyes that he was trying to keep from falling.
"I think we need to all have a talk, I can tell he's been avoiding me since you talked to him alone and I don't want him to think I'm mad at him." You had wanted them to figure this out together, but seeing how it was eating Chan up, you had to guess it was doing something similar to Hyunjin and you didn’t want that.
“He wouldn’t even look at me when we went over and hung out at his and Binnie’s place the other night. This is what I was trying to avoid by getting everything out in the open, no avoidance, no lies, no guilt.” You had seen it on Hyunjin’s face the moment you walked in the door, he looked guilty and you didn’t want him feeling like that.
You had a soft spot for him as well, maybe not as big as Chan’s, but you cared for him deeply and had never wanted to see him get hurt. You hoped that if this worked out the way you thought it would, that you two could at least be the best of friends, if not something more eventually.
“For now though, let’s not think about it. We haven’t really been focusing on us much lately, have we?” That seemed to get his attention and he pulled you closer, causing you to trip a bit and end up landing on his lap.
“What did you have in mind?” He had gone from mopey to flirty in .05 seconds and sometimes his moods could give you whiplash, but you were glad of it right now because you didn’t want to see your boyfriend being mopey.
“Maybe I can just show you.” You ground down against his clothed crotch and felt him starting to harden against you. “Mmmm, somebody’s getting the idea.” Words weren’t needed anymore for a little while and you were both able to shut your brain off for a bit.
Getting lost in each other’s bodies was something you were both good at, all it took was a look or a touch from Chan and you were on fire. Him pulling you against his erection sent electricity straight to your core and you were fighting to get both your clothes off right this instant.
Finally freeing yourself from your own clothing, you noticed that he was almost finished ridding himself of his as well. You pushed him back on the couch, straddling his lap and sinking down on his member. You gripped his shoulders as you settled against his body, allowing yourself to adjust.
After a few seconds, his patience was gone and he thrusted up into you, pulling you into each thrust with his hands that were gripping your hips. You pressed your entire body against his, and while that caused his thrusts to slow, he was still pressing as deep into you as he could and the way your body slid along his had you shaking in no time.
He helped you ride out your orgasm, then sat up with you still in his lap, kissing you deep and then allowing you to stand up off him before settling on the floor and kneeling between his legs as he leaned back against the couch.
You ran your tongue along his erection, tasting yourself, but also tasting him. Taking him in as far as you could and working your tongue along the vein on the bottom of his cock caused him to grip the cushions on either side of his thighs as he tried not to thrust up into your mouth.
It didn’t take long and he was unable to stay still any longer. He gripped your hair as he thrusted up into your throat and released. His grunts as he let go was probably the hottest thing you’d ever heard and your fingers flew to your clit, working yourself and causing you to follow along with your second orgasm.
You stood and flopped on the couch next to him, both of you just leaning your heads back and breathing. His hand found yours and you thought again that everything will work out somehow. This man had enough love for an entire harem and you didn’t mind sharing that with Hyunjin, as long as he could share it with you. It wasn’t like you didn’t find Hyunjin attractive too, both physically and something more, it just wasn’t as strong as your feelings for Chan, yet.
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