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As she was sitting there with Momo backstage waiting for Nayeon, Mina thought about what a risk she’s taking coming here with her. She was so sick of third-wheeling them, a constant reminder that she wasn’t good enough for either of them anymore. Her rational mind was abandoned in favor of this feeling that sat heavy in her gut like the pit inside of a peach.
She tried to remain positive nonetheless. She really did want to support Nayeon. She did it last time she performed solo. It’s a nerve wracking thing to do surely. Nayeon was so grateful last time, brought to tears by her mere presence. She harkens back to that time of pure adoration. Maybe it will soften the blow for what’s about to happen now.
In a sentimental moment of silence, Mina looks over at Momo, studying the features on her face. She thinks of all the times Momo has accompanied her on stage. How she’s never had to fully reckon with the feeling of an entire audience there for only her the way Nayeon is right now, and how Momo was part of the reason for that. She was always there to fall back on, a constant trust fall. There to make all her mistakes look less and all her strengths look better.
When Nayeon came back, she looked so delighted to see the both of them; her ear to ear smile lighting up the whole room. Suddenly, Mina didn’t regret coming at all. It was worth it just to see her ecstatic, embracing both of them in a warm hug, jumping up and down for joy.
“I’m so happy you’re here Momo! I thought it was just going to be Mina,” Nayeon said. It was supposed to be just Mina, but when Momo asked if she could tag along, what was she supposed to say?
“I brought you something,” Momo said, handing Nayeon a small bag. What was Mina supposed to say when Momo also said she was bringing Nayeon a gift? It was starting to feel like Mina wasn’t even there.
“Really?” Nayeon asked, before peaking in the bag, squealing with joy upon seeing what was inside. Mina never actually got to see what the gift was, which she did for her own self preservation, but since Nayeon didn’t actually take it out of the bag before getting excited, she was starting to feel dismayed not at least asking beforehand.
“It’s just what I wanted,” Nayeon said. Mina felt useless, even though it was her idea to come support Nayeon at all. But you wouldn’t know that from the way Nayeon’s eyes sparkled looking in the small blue bag. She wished she could be whatever was inside that bag, the thing Nayeon wanted.
Momo began to touch Nayeon, right on the skin that was showing, around her hips and back. It was a touch Momo did often, a touch Mina had become accustomed to feeling every now and then. All she could think about was how it felt when Momo would touch her there, phantom fingers trailing across her sides and how she missed the feeling of Momo’s soft, quiet touches, before Nayeon became the sole recipient.
As Momo continued touching, she looped one of her fingers around Nayeon’s belt loop, pulling her in slightly. Nayeon took it as a sign to come closer, putting her face in the crook of Momo’s neck as Momo held her tighter now. It was hidden to the average eye, but from the angle Mina was at, she could see Nayeon leave a slight peck on the skin that connected her neck to her shoulder.
Mina stared at what was happening, analyzing every touch like it was strokes on a painting hanging in a museum. As she felt her stomach coil at the sight, she excused herself to go to the bathroom. As she closed the door, she let out a large exhale, like she was breathing out all the unsaid words and feelings of the day, letting them become one with the air. Just a quick moment to compose herself for the rest of the afternoon.
—
Mina was waiting for Nayeon to show up. She asked Mina after work if she had wanted to hang out, and of course, Mina said yes. She always does. She doesn’t even know why Nayeon asks anymore. The answer is always yes. So, since Nayeon texted that she’s been on her way, she’s been waiting for the door to knock like a dog waiting for its owner to come home.
When the knock finally came, Mina practically ran to the door, although she pretended she didn’t. They decided to stay in. They were laughing and trying not to snort too much and choke on their takeout when Nayeon’s phone buzzed. Nayeon looked at it casually, her expression souring once the text was read.
“What’s wrong?” Mina asked, noticing Nayeon’s frown.
Nayeon looked up at her looking somewhat guilty, like she was trying to find the best way to say something that was undoubtedly terrible. “I completely forgot I told Momo I’d hang out tonight. I feel awful,” Nayeon said.
Mina’s heart sank. She feels foolish for even thinking there could be a chance Mina would get chosen, that she would be the sole focus of Nayeon’s attention.
“Don’t worry,” Nayeon said. “I’ll stay and finish dinner with you.”
Mina knew one thing: She didn’t want Nayeon to leave, at any cost. So, she did something impulsive. Something she knew she would regret (except she won’t.)
“Why don’t you just tell her to come here? We can all hang out together.”
“Are you sure? I thought that you wanted to hang just us,” Nayeon responded.
Mina knew she had to choose her next words very carefully. “I’m always happy to see Momo. You don’t have to worry,” she says and gives a warm smile. Convincing… hopefully.
“Okay! I’ll let her know,” Nayeon said, reaching for her phone and smiling wide.
God. What has Mina done?
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Momo arrived 20 minutes later. They found themselves sitting on the floor, because Mina’s couch is too small for 3 people, and because if 2 of them sat on the couch, Mina knew it would be Nayeon and Momo, and she would be stuck sitting on the floor in front of them. To save herself the humiliation ritual, she suggested that sitting on the floor in a circle would be fun.
“Thanks for having me over Mina,” Momo said, putting her lips around the beer Mina gave her. One of 3 that were left in the fridge, what a coincidence right?
“It’s no problem. You know you’re always welcome Momo,” Mina replied, genuinely.
“I know, but still,” Momo said, smiling and locking her eyes in contact with Mina’s. It’s so intense when Momo does this. Mina wants to melt into that stare.
“Besides,” Momo said, shifting towards Nayeon, taking her eyes off of Mina. Too good to last forever, of course. “I totally interrupted your guys’ date.” She smiled at Nayeon playfully, poking her side.
“Shut up,” Nayeon replied, teasing back.
“Are you trying to steal my girlfriend Mina? I thought we were friends,” Momo said. She was clearly joking, but Mina felt like she had just entered the lion’s cage. One wrong move and she’s subject to attack.
“Very funny,” Mina said. She felt her entire body erupt in flames.
“You’re blushing,” Nayeon said, coming down from her laughter.
Nayeon pointing it out only made Mina’s face redder. “Oh. It’s just the beer,” Mina said, hoping that would fend off the lion.
“You drank like one swig. I know what you’re like when you’re tipsy and this isn’t it,” Momo retorted. Fuck, now it’s both of them. This is going terribly.
“I- Uh,” Mina stuttered over her words. She had trouble finding the correct thing to say even in the best of times, so forget about finding it in a situation like this.
“Mina?” Momo said, while Nayeon and her both looked at her slightly confused.
“Is everything okay?” Nayeon piggybacked off of Momo’s concern. There was something slightly off though. The teasing cadence in their tone was still lingering like a strong perfume in the air, and Mina was on guard now.
“Yeah, everything’s fine. Why?” Mina could still feel her face was hot, but she hoped the sternness in her voice would aid her.
There was a small beat in the conversation, but it felt like a million years. Mina felt like she was under the lights of the interrogation room, trying not to crack under pressure, when suddenly Nayeon began to move. Mina couldn’t help but jump instinctively, like she was protecting something.
Nayeon was inching towards Mina closer and closer. She was moving fast but in Mina’s brain, it was moving in slow motion. She was analyzing every detail trying to figure out what was happening.
When Nayeon found her place next to Mina’s, she took a quick moment to tuck the hair in Mina’s face behind her ear before beginning to lean in. No amount of analysis to develop the next best course of action will help Mina now. She’s on her own.
As Nayeon closed the space between them, Mina had trouble believing what was happening. The kiss didn’t last long. Just a few seconds. It seemed to be more questioning than the usual confidence she was used to from Nayeon. As if she wasn’t entirely sure if this was all okay, which is understandable, given the circumstances.
When Nayeon broke away, Mina’s eyes darted straight to Momo, whose expression read more infatuated than angry.
“Is this okay?” Nayeon’s words barely registered to Mina before she looked into her eyes, attentive and wanting. It was perfect like this, Nayeon with her ever-present gaze on Mina, providing warmth to her skin; thankless, like she was born to do it, like she was the sun itself.
She leaned in again as a response, offering up her mouth to Nayeon. Nayeon deepened the kiss, returning to her usual confident self as she slipped her tongue into Mina’s mouth. The kiss lasted longer than the last, but it still didn’t take long for Nayeon to break away, leaving Mina feeling empty.
Nayeon turned her head to Momo, and giving nothing but a look, Momo began to move towards Mina too.
“Is this okay too?” Nayeon asked for Momo as if she spoke for her. Momo didn’t seem to mind, her eyes looking at Mina almost begging.
Mina nodded and before she knew it, Momo’s lips were on hers. Mina can’t recall who was quicker to move, they came together like gravity, just like always. Constantly in each other’s orbit. As the kiss deepened, Mina let Momo put a hand to her cheek, cupping her gently, like she would hurt her if she squeezed too tight.
When Momo saw Nayeon approaching again, she made room for her to kiss Mina alongside her. Both of them were now necking at her lips, leaving Mina overwhelmed at her newfound discovery of desire. She was so busy chastising herself for being a terrible person over the way she felt. She didn’t even stop to think about how she wanted to have sex with them.
After a minute of kissing, Nayeon and Momo pulled away, as if in harmony with each other. They both began to stand up, towering over Mina now. She looked up as if they were taller than a skyscraper. Nayeon extended her hand out without saying anything, hoping the message would come across. Mina grabbed it and began to get up before Momo grabbed her other hand, helping her further.
“Is it okay if we go to the bedroom?” Momo asked, smiling warmly.
Mina nodded again. She can’t seem to figure out how to do much more than that right now. They walked over the bedroom a few feet away. Once there, they stood awkwardly for a few seconds. It seems like Nayeon and Momo haven’t thought this far ahead. Maybe Mina could find the upper hand here.
“Is it okay if we take off your clothes?” Nayeon said, moving her fingers towards the hem of Mina’s tanktop.
Mina took a moment to collect herself and finally found herself firmly in the reality of the situation instead of floating off somewhere else. “You don’t have to keep asking if things are okay. The answer is yes,” is what she finally mustered up, which clearly got the both of them worked up, as Nayeon began to lift up Mina’s tanktop and Momo began unbuttoning her jeans. Mina felt like she was in heaven, and the best parts hadn’t even started yet.
Nayeon and Momo kept removing Mina’s clothes until she was standing completely naked. She was suddenly feeling shy being the only one naked, but they must have sensed it, because they began removing their clothes shortly after. Mina took it as a signal to move towards the bed, so she laid down in the middle, resting on the headboard.
After they both removed their shirts and jeans, Nayeon turned around to let Momo unclip her bra and slide down her panties. She peaked over at Mina giving her a seductive look, like she knows she’s turned on by all of this. After Nayeon was naked, Momo turned around and let Nayeon do the same to her. After both of them were naked, Mina had trouble deciding who to look at. Maybe this was a mistake. She couldn’t fully appreciate and take in either body standing in front of her without getting distracted by the other.
They both moved to either side of her. Once they were next to her, it became clear fast they were done with the kissing portion of the night, as they both began softly touching her stomach in a way that made Mina involuntarily twitch. Their hands traveled higher until they both landed on Mina’s breasts, each circling a nipple.
Mina began to moan immediately, her pelvis lifting at the sensation. She squeezed her legs together tight trying to contain her desire, but the pair quickly noticed. Nayeon put a hand on Mina’s thigh and pulled, allowing Mina to spread her legs. Mina looked at her wrecked as she began to move her hand towards her pussy, pulsating with want.
She didn’t touch much, just a quick swipe in between her folds, already soaked with evidence of her arousal.
“You’re getting so worked up. Feel her, Momo,” Nayeon said, as Momo removed her hand from Mina’s tit and replaced Nayeon’s hand on her pussy.
“Hmm-,” Momo uttered as she toyed with Mina. “I think you need to be taken care of, don’t you?”
Mina didn’t say anything at first, still overstimulated from the amount of touching going on.
“You have to use your words, babe,” Nayeon said to her, hoping to get a response out of her.
“Yes. Yes, please,” Mina replied, not caring about how desperate she sounded now.
They began to move, somewhat awkwardly at first, but eventually they landed on an ideal position, with Mina laying in between Momo’s legs, her head resting on Momo’s chest and Nayeon in between her legs.
Once they were positioned, Momo told Nayeon “Start touching her clit.”
And so she did, moving in slow circles and making Mina whine. Momo was already moving her fingers around Mina’s nipples again. The grip Momo had on her made it hard for Mina to squirm the way she otherwise would.
“Go a little faster,” Momo said, as Nayeon began building a quicker pace on her clit. Mina let out a loud moan followed by a whimper, which led Momo to kiss Mina’s head and the top of her ear, which left Mina feeling safe and protected.
Nayeon didn’t give Mina time to breathe before moving at a rapid pace, causing her to hiss and whine. Momo began to hold Mina tighter, slightly stroking her hair.
“Shhh… it’s okay. It’s barely started. You can handle it, right?” Mina didn’t know what she’d do without Momo’s coaxing. Her reliable words, gaze and grasp. She stayed by Mina’s side like a hunter’s best dog, always steadfast. Mina believed she could handle it because Momo did. So she nodded, eyes locked on Momo’s.
“Good,” Momo said, before moving her eyes to Nayeon. “Start fingering her.”
Nayeon smiled like she had been waiting all night to hear those words. She didn’t hesitate at all, immediately pushing two fingers in and making Mina wince.
“You can take it, can’t you?” Nayeon said, leaving her fingers motionless inside Mina.
Mina knew by now that Nayeon wouldn’t do anything if she didn’t use her words, so she summoned up enough enthusiasm to say “Yes. Move.” She was as stern as she could possibly be under her current daze, and Nayeon seemed to be into it.
Nayeon began moving swiftly inside of Mina. Even though she talked a big game, she was clearly still letting Mina get used to it, not going as deep as she could. But Mina was writhing like she clearly wanted more. Momo turned Mina’s head towards hers and began kissing her, sloppy and open-mouthed and returned to moving her free hand to Mina’s nipple, giving it a pinch.
At this moment, Nayeon began digging her hand deeper into Mina, grabbing her thigh for leverage. Mina was having trouble continuing to kiss Momo, moans escaping her mouth on every thrust. So she eventually gave up and laid her head back, allowing Momo to use both hands to play with her nipples, twisting more aggressively now.
Nayeon was fucking into Mina rough and deep now and Mina felt dizzy at all the sensations she was feeling at once. Nayeon’s nails scratching her thigh, Momo’s kisses running down her neck, she felt she might explode.
“You’re so wet. It feels so good,” Nayeon said cheekily, likely knowing Mina was too far gone to respond. “I want you to come for me,” she said next, moving a third finger inside of her.
The sound was echoing throughout the room and Mina was practically screaming now, which caused Nayeon to go faster. Mina didn’t know how going faster was possible at this point, but Nayeon found a way. As Mina was reaching her climax, Nayeon began to bite down on her inner thigh, eliciting a shocked yelp from Mina. It was characteristic of her to pull out a move like this near the end, always full of surprises. Even after all of these years, Mina had no idea what to expect from Nayeon, but she’d be lying if she said she didn’t find always having to be on guard exciting, maybe even titillating, though she’d never admit it out loud, not even after tonight.
It wasn’t long after that that Mina came, leaning further back into Momo, trying to keep herself from spasming. It barely worked, but Momo coaxed her through it regardless.
Nayeon gave Mina a couple more soft pumps to bring her down before removing her fingers.
“You made such a mess…” Nayeon said, slightly chuckling. “Momo, come feel,” she motioned for Momo to move.
Mina got out of her haze to sit up and let Momo stand up to move to the other side of the bed, where Nayeon had moved to the side for her. Momo sat down and felt the pool resting between Mina’s legs. She played with it between her fingers in a way that felt far more curious and far less condescending than the way Nayeon dealt with things.
“I think you need to be cleaned up,” Momo said.
“Yeah, I think she does,” Nayeon replied, as if she was speaking through Mina. This seemed to be a habit of hers in bed, speaking for other people. She began to move next to Mina. “Lay down,” she said, and Mina thinks it’s the most gentle she’s sounded all night.
When Mina began to lay down, she felt Momo crouching down low to put her face towards her. Eventually, they settled into their new position seamlessly: Nayeon laying next to Mina, with Mina’s legs sprawled across the bed, and Momo’s head between them. Mina could see both of their faces now. She was scared shitless.
Mina was still quite overstimulated from the fingering. She was realizing now she may not have the fortitude to handle a threesome. But Nayeon tells Momo to go, so Mina raises her white flag of surrender and accepts her fate.
Momo didn’t hesitate, immediately bringing her tongue to Mina’s clit and giving a slight flick. Mina could tell she was holding back, which was making her more overstimulated. She whined and clutched the sheets on the bed.
“Play with her hair. She likes that,” Nayeon said. Mina opened her eyes and Nayeon was looking right at her. She did as she was told.
As soon as Mina brought her hand off the sheet and onto Momo’s head, Momo began to flick her tongue faster. Mina encouraged her, putting her fingers through her hair and firmly gripping. Nayeon was right as evidenced by Momo moaning into Mina’s hole, making her whole body vibrate. Mina wasn’t long for this world.
As Mina started moaning over the sensation, Nayeon began to circle her tongue around Mina’s nipple. A loud cry inspired Nayeon further, and she began sucking on it. Mina didn’t even recognize the sounds she was emitting. She felt like she was out of her body, experiencing something far too good to be real.
As Nayeon’s mouth sucked vigorously on Mina’s tit, Momo’s mouth worked faster and harder on Mina’s pussy, lapping up the mess she made before. Momo was grabbing her thighs now, diving in and lapping up every last drop. Nayeon removed her mouth from Mina’s nipple and moved to Mina’s mouth, kissing her desperately. It was different from Momo’s kisses, which were often messy and quick, but gentle. Nayeon kissed like it was tug of war. A constant pushing and pulling. There was something more persuasive about it. Nayeon kissed with precision and intent, whereas Momo kissed with reckless abandon.
Nayeon separated her mouth from Mina’s, and stuck two fingers in its place. Mina realized quickly they were the fingers Nayeon had used to fuck her with.
“Can you still taste yourself?” Nayeon questioned Mina. She couldn’t tell if Nayeon was trying to distract her from her climax or bring her over the edge, but she nodded as she looked at Nayeon.
“Good girl. Keep sucking,” Nayeon whispered in Mina’s ear.
It eventually became too much. Momo sucking on her clit combined with Nayeon’s dirty talk brought her to a second orgasm. She was thankful Nayeon decided to employ the finger-sucking, because it muted what would have definitely been a particularly loud shout. Afterwards, her body lay lifeless. Mina felt like moving would break every bone in her body, which is ironic considering she didn’t move much during this whole thing.
Momo wiped her mouth, coming up to lay on Mina as Nayeon still lay beside. “Are you okay?” She said it like she was waiting for a high-five or a job well done sticker.
Mina was still gathering herself, but she had enough energy for a simple “Yes.”
Momo smiled at Mina before giving her a small kiss. She began to move off of her and over to Nayeon. Mina figured they were going to go at it like rabbits now, but they weren’t moving.
“Are you guys gonna-,” she cut herself off, suddenly embarrassed of the whole situation.
Nayeon and Momo both chuckled. “I think after everything, you can say fuck,” Momo said.
Mina laughed at herself. “Well, are you?”
“You’re worn out, honey,” Nayeon said. “We’ll be okay,” Momo nodded in agreement.
She was right. Mina was worn out. “Don’t beat yourself up about it,” Momo continued. She must have read Mina’s mind. “Threesomes with three women are tiring. After the first couple, we decided it was okay if not everyone came in one night.”
“You’ve done this before?” Mina didn’t know why she was so surprised after everything. They sure seemed more experienced in this than Mina.
“Yeah. You’d be surprised how many people are willing to do it with some random couple. It’s never been with anyone we’ve actually known until you,” Momo replied, a sincere look in her eyes.
“Yeah, don’t worry. You’re still special,” Nayeon said, not being able to resist fitting in a quippy remark. They all laughed, letting it fill the corners of the room. Nayeon was right. Mina has never felt more special than she has tonight.