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Disgust,loathe,and a bile of saliva stuck on Enjin’s throat.
Enjin is starting to eye the boy he brought back from the pit in a different light these days.
Rudo the spherite, an obnoxious loud child; who doesn't know better other than being entitled,was Enjin’s first impression of the boy.
Color him impress when the boy displayed power and endurance, unbefitting of a privileged spherite. Achieving an outstanding feat of surviving raging trashbeasts.
Rudo’s appearance on the pit greatly stunned him, an alive and breathing spherite never to be seen before. An anomaly who’s also a giver. The young boy keeps intriguing him, thus Enjin cannot refrain his gaze from following him, anticipating change .
It was simply curiosity at first, so where did this heat twirling on his lowerbody came from. Whenever he gazes at Rudo’s thin neck encompassed by a choker. Innocent light touches that sends bolt of electricity on his crotch. A boy that doesn’t know boundaries and saying no, is bound to attract a man perverted man like Enjin. So it’s a good thing out of all the creeps out there, Enjin is one of the good ones. A self justification for his own desires.
Enjin is an experienced playboy with a long list of men and women, pleasure and sex makes him feel more alive after working so hard. Never fucking someone below 18, since he believes himself to be a good person. Rather he has a preference for someone experienced and skilled.
He doesn’t hide that fact, but he does know to separate it from his work life.
So tell Enjin why a kid as young and naive as Rudo, elicits desire on him.
Enjin knows it’s wrong, he hates himself for it. The way his hands would unconsciously touch the boy, disgusts him but it never did stop.
Always touching his
waist,thighs,shoulders all in a guise of a supportive leader. Rudo doesn’t seem to mind though, so Enjin gets away with a lot more of sensual touches.
Enjin truly believed he can stop himself from ever crossing that line of depravity, thus he decided to slowly distance himself from Rudo. He knows that if this continues he won’t regret what he does, distancing was unbearable for the first few days.
Always doing missions not involving Rudo, but that action made it worse.
Enjin Left for days on a mission and would come back only to begin minimizing the attention he has been giving Rudo. No one else but Rudo noticed that change, it hurt Rudo since he’s starting to view Enjin as an older brother he can rely on.
Enjin is currently struggling to continue his resolution, since it only consist of him and Rudo in this small cramped space of a car. He can see how the boy lay relaxed and open on the passenger seat, neck bared leaning on his hands ignoring Enjin. The boy’s scent enticing him to inhale harder…deeper right to its source.
Enjin’s hands grip the steering wheel hard, with the realization. He really is a sick fuck to desire a 15 year old kid.
‘shit I really shouldn’t be paired with Rudo damn it’ He focused his lecherous gaze on the road,and silently drive letting the radio drown the silence.
Semiu made them a pair for a mission, Enjin tried to change partners saying that Rudo needs to stay for his safety since the raiders are still out and about.
“I don’t think it’s a great idea to let Rudo participate in this mission, I’m not trying to undermine him but I think he need rest after what happened with the raiders.”
That earned him a snarl and a light kick on his shin from Rudo.
“Who are you to say so Enjin, YOU KNOW I can fight Raiders” Rudo puffed with frustration.
“You’ll need Rudo for this ,the others are occupied and this isn’t a big mission capable of danger” Semiu calmly explained as he shooed both of the boys and began reading her magazines.
Semiu rejected Enjin’s suggestion and assigned them a mission to terminate trashbeasts rampaging on a village.
Just as Semiu said, the job won’t be that hard. Both of the cleaners finished up the extermination, exhausted as they entered the car.
Five minutes in the drive Rudo can’t take it anymore.
“HEY ENJIN” Rudo shouted with a glare.
“How come I never see you more often at the base anymore, and you always avoid me these days. EVEN EARLIER!”
Enjin startled steered left to a bump making the car shake.
“DRIVE BETTER AHHH”
“WAIT DON’T SHOUT DAMN IT” Enjin struggled to make the car drive more stable as he turned his gaze to Rudo.
“I am not avoiding you, I’ve just been busy these days” Enjin calmly stated eyes now back to the road ahead.
“Lies, you don’t touch me anymore”
Enjin might as well drive this car on a trash pile. ‘WHAT IS THIS BRAT SAYING’ Enjin deliberately coughed to refrain his dick from getting hard. He knows Rudo meant the innocent touches disguised as support. Enjin can’t help but think that Rudo really is a touch starved child.
“Touch? whatever do you mean”
“You know what I mean, you used to constantly fluff my hair with your hand-UGH FORGET IT DON’T TALK TO ME!” Rudo twisted his body to the window as he gazed away from Enjin, a blush spreading on his pale face.
The drive home was awkward, Rudo immediately leaped out and left Enjin once the car arrived at the base. Enjin parked the car and reported the events regarding the mission to Semiu.
Calmly walking to his room,Enjin entered and locked the door. Immediately unzipping his pants letting a raging boner pop out of the gap. He lifted his shirt and bit on it to not let it drape, as he began stroking his huge dick. Fapping with urgency, as his tip bubbled with pre cum.
“Hng rudo hmnp, stupid brat” The head angry red as his session drew to a close,letting out a string of thick goopy cum. Enjin sighed deeply as his cock spurted out the last strings.
Enjin wants more, and a prostitute or two won’t be able to sate him. He craves that forbidden fruit so bad, had he always been this way?
Or is just because of Rudo? if he had anyone to blame for this it would be Rudo right?
Enjin was a righteous man,never stepping away from his responsibilities.
Always upholding morals above else. And a mere spherite kid managed to break it down.
Maybe Enjin has always been like this, buried and hidden away from everybody.
Just that Rudo managed to dig it up unconsciously, and easily…
Rudo really did numbers on Enjin, and the boy doesn’t know it.
Enjin lowered his head on his palms, as he dragged an all knowing sigh.
He lit up a cigarette before proceeding to sleep.
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What happened between Rudo and Enjin yesterday left a bad taste in Rudo’s mouth. He hated how pathetic he seemed in front of Enjin, so what if Enjin gets tired of him. He doesn’t care….that much anyway.
Rudo has plans on training with Zanka, so he woke up early to eat. Only to find Enjin already sitting there smoking and drinking coffee, Rudo acted normally as he sat beside him, he wanted to tell Enjin to forget about what they talked about yesterday.
Enjin lifted his eyebrows as Rudo sat beside him. But before Rudo can talk, Enjin snaked his one arm around Rudo’s tiny waist. Making Rudo gasps with the sudden touch, Enjin’s hands feel hot. Enjin pinched Rudo’s waist as he took off his arm.
“I have not been avoiding you Rudo, it’s just I thought that everything happening to you might’ve been overwhelming so I gave you some air to breath” Enjin scratched his cheek in a playful matter as he look into Rudo’s eye.
“Ugh forget what I said yesterday,but I really don’t mind you’re pestering”
Rudo said blushing as he look away, he doesn’t want Enjin to notice how embarrass he got.
Enjin laughed as he ruffled Rudo’s hair playfully.
“So what’s your plan for today kid?”
“I have plans with Zanka to train since were both free” Rudo said as he ate.
“hmm with Zanka aye, that’s good” Enjin nodded,Zanka is a trustworthy fellow he would handle Rudo just fine. Enjin thought even if the mug his drinking off from might break from the sheer pressure of his grip.
Rudo gasps as a hand covered his eyes.
“W-what who’s this?” Rudo exclaimed as he touched the hands covering his eyes.
“Guess” Amo said giggling that made Enjin’s brow twitch with annoyance. Enjin stayed silent watching the pair with intensity.
“Oh it’s you Amo, can you let go now?” Rudo easily guessed from the voice on who it belongs.
“You’re correct it is Amo, Amo heard you’re free today. Amo wants to go watch your practice”
Watching both Amo and Rudo interact made Enjin feel like crap. Shouldn’t he be happy to see both of this scarred children getting along well, too well if you ask him. Amo shouldn’t touch Rudo recklessly like that,it irritates him.
Amo and Rudo fits each other well, that it might be entirely possible for them to get together in the future. Just thinking of that made Enjin’s mood fall, there’s no going back Rudo has Enjin wrapped around his gloved hands.