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Translations: prinzessin - princess, Meine geliebte prinzessin - my darling princess
I braced myself against the sink, staring at the blade in the basin and shaking as I felt every emotion running through me. I’d rather feel nothing than feel this, I don’t know how to deal with this. These emotions are too much for me to handle.
Picking up the blade with a shaky hand, I let out a small sob. This helped when I felt nothing, I wonder if it will help now? Will it calm things for a moment? A moment is all I ask for…I couldn’t help but think of the repercussions as I dragged the blade across my wrist, blood rising to the surface. What will Ryder do when he finds this? What punishment would he give me? I shook those thoughts away and cut into my skin again, hoping to find peace.
Too lost in my emotions and thoughts, I never hear the front door open or the footsteps behind me. I didn’t notice Ryder behind me till I saw movement out of the corner of my eye in the mirror. I froze, my hand hovering the blade over my bleeding wrist. How is he going to react to this? His face blank and eyes dark, it’s always been hard to read him.
I refused to meet his eyes in the mirror as he neared me, instead staring at the blood stained basin. “Prinzessin…” He used that sweet nickname, the one that always got me. I shook my head in response, not able to find the words. What would I even say?
Ryder grunted, wrapping an arm around my waist and grabbing my bleeding arm with the other. I could feel his breath on my neck and his hardening cock against my ass. “Ryder…” I whispered, still refusing to meet his eyes. I dropped the blade back into the basin, “W-What are you doing?”
He didn’t say a word, only rubbing his cock against my ass and brining my arm to his mouth. He licked the blood covering my arm and oozing from my cuts, “Meine geliebte prinzessin…” His voice was breathy and filled with lust. I never would have thought he’d react like this. I expected anger and punishment, not lust.
I couldn’t help but whine lowly, my body reacting on its own. He’s trained not only my mind but my body too. “Ryder…” I whispered again, but this time my voice was filled with lust. I no longer felt every emotion in the world, now I only felt lust. “I need you…”
He chuckled, lowering my arm and kissing my neck, smearing blood against my sensitive skin. “Anything for you, my prinzessin.”