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One hour.
It’s been an hour, and you’ve already been flagged down, asked out, cornered by three different guys. First one—blonde, pressed shirt, boring. Second—messy black hair, tried too hard. Third—some dude nursing a matcha whiskey, probably blasting Clairo in his wired earbuds before he came up to you.
And every single time?
“Leave me alone.”
That’s the script. That’s how it goes. You don’t go to parties for this. You don’t go to find guys.
You certainly didn’t expect to waste your time on someone who looked like trouble—and actually enjoy it.
The rooftop is too hot. Bodies press too close, perfume clinging to the back of your throat, the bass thrumming through the soles of your shoes until it feels like your pulse. Somewhere inside the penthouse below, people are hooking up in dark bedrooms, bathrooms, probably even the damn kitchen. The air smells like spilled alcohol and smoke, sticky sweet and sharp all at once.
You don’t know whose party this is. You don’t care.
Your arm is looped through Suma’s, who is sloshing her drink dangerously close to the rim of her glass. She’s already tipsy, hair sticking to her forehead, laughing so hard she has to lean her whole weight into you. Shoko trails just behind the two of you, cigarette hanging from her lips, smoke curling lazily around her head as if the chaos can’t touch her.
“You’re gonna spill it,” you warn Suma, steadying her elbow as she tilts the glass too far.
“I’m not!” she insists—immediately splashing half on the floor. She gasps, then bursts into laughter. “Okay, maybe I am.”
The stranger she bumped into scowls down at his ruined shoes. “Watch it.”
“Relax,” you say, flashing him a smile too sharp to be sweet. “They’re ugly anyway.”
Suma shrieks at that, clinging to your arm like you’ve just committed a crime. Shoko, behind you, takes a long drag of her cigarette and says flatly, “She’s not wrong.”
You dive deeper into the crowd, dragging your friends with you. The bass is so loud you swear your ribs rattle with it, colored lights flashing across sweat-damp skin, sequins throwing sparks like stars. Someone hands you a drink—vodka, maybe gin, who cares—and you take it, tipping it back without asking a single question.
“Where’d you get that?” Shoko asks, side-eyeing you.
“Some guy,” you shrug. “If I die, avenge me.”
Suma giggles and steals a sip before you can stop her.
At the bar, it’s a blur—everyone shouting over each other, the bartender moving so fast his hands are a trick of the light. You order tequila shots, slam your palms on the counter until the glasses appear, and toss one back with no salt, no lime, no pause.
The burn is fire down your throat, and you welcome it.
“Another round!” you call, grinning when the people crammed next to you cheer like you’ve just saved the night. One of them clinks his glass against yours. You don’t even know his name, but it doesn’t matter—nothing matters except the way your blood thrums, the way the rooftop feels like the center of the universe.
Suma is twirling in the strobe lights, nearly toppling into strangers who catch her and spin her right back out. Shoko has disappeared again, maybe hunting for ice or another pack of smokes.
You’re laughing, sweating, alive—leaning over the counter to swipe a lime wedge, tossing it into your mouth, grinning juice down your wrist—when you hear a voice, smooth and easy, slide right into your chaos.
“Didn’t know they were serving trouble on tap tonight.”
You roll your eyes before you even look, already halfway through forming the words leave me alone. It’s muscle memory by now, automatic, like breathing.
But then you glance up.
And freeze.
For the first time all night, the line sticks in your throat.
Because he’s—well. He’s leaning against the bar like it was made for him, grin tilted just enough to be infuriating, hair silver-white under the neon, shirt undone a little too far. His sunglasses—indoors, at night, in a room lit only by strobes—should make him ridiculous. They don’t. They make him dangerous.
You blink. Once. Twice. Shake it off. You should turn away. He’s just another flirty bastard with cheekbones and a one-liner.
Except the part of you that’s always bored at parties—the part that shrugs off matcha-whiskey boys and buttoned-up blondes—doesn’t want to shrug this one off.
“Cute,” you say finally, lips quirking. “You practice that one in the mirror, or was it off the cuff?”
His grin widens. “Depends. Did it work?”
You laugh, sharp and unexpected, and it earns you a couple curious glances from the people pressed around the bar. He doesn’t move closer—not yet. Just watches you over the rim of his glass like he’s waiting to see what you’ll do next.
And that’s what makes you hesitate.
Because usually, guys push. They crowd, they paw, they don’t give you room to breathe. But this one? He’s letting you come to him.
It’s reckless. It’s tempting.
And you hate how much you already want to play.
The room doesn’t go quiet—of course it doesn’t—but it might as well have.
Because suddenly, the bass feels distant. The shouts and laughter, the clink of glass, the dizzy swirl of light—none of it matters. It all blurs at the edges like someone dragged their thumb across wet paint, leaving just you and him in sharp focus.
He’s lounging there, one elbow on the bar, sunglasses catching the glow of a strobe. He hasn’t looked away from you once. Doesn’t need to. You can feel the weight of his attention in the way your pulse trips, in the way your body tilts ever so slightly toward his without your permission.
“You’re staring,” you say, tilting your head.
He grins. “Gojo Satoru.”
That’s…not the line you expected. You blink. “What?”
“My name,” he says smoothly, raising his glass in a lazy little salute. “Figured if I’m gonna keep staring at you, I should at least introduce myself.”
You huff out a laugh despite yourself. “Bold assumption that I want you to.”
“Don’t you?” he asks, and it’s infuriating because you don’t answer. Not out loud.
Finally, you tip your chin up, lips curling. “Fine. But you only get my first name.”
When you give it to him, he repeats it under his breath like he’s tasting it, grin widening as if he’s already found a way to turn it into a tease.
And just like that, the air between you is crackling, alive, humming with something you can’t name.
You hate that you like it.
You hate that he knows you like it.
“Hey!”
Your name cuts sharp through the haze, and you blink just in time for Suma to barrel into your side, nearly sloshing her drink all over you. The world snaps into focus again: lights flashing, heat pressing in, a thousand voices shouting. She grips your arm like she hasn’t seen you in an hour, giggling, “Oh my god, you have to come dance!”
You barely get a word out before she’s tugging you toward the writhing center of the rooftop. The crowd swallows you whole, heat and sweat and perfume pressing from every direction. You move with it, letting yourself be carried by the rhythm, Suma spinning out of your grip like a comet, laughter trailing behind her.
And for a while, you let the music do the thinking for you.
By the time you break away, your throat is raw and your chest heaves with breathless laughter. Someone presses another drink into your hand, and you take it without asking what’s in it, lifting the glass to your lips—
—and for a moment, you realize Gojo is gone.
The thought flickers through you like static: the stranger with the smirk, the sunglasses, the lazy way he said his name. A flash of disappointment sparks before you crush it down. It doesn’t matter. He was a distraction, nothing more.
You tip the glass, about to drown the thought with the burn—
“Miss me?”
The voice slides against your ear before the rim touches your mouth, and you nearly choke on nothing.
He’s behind you, close enough that his chest brushes your back when the crowd shifts, close enough that you can smell the sharp tang of his cologne over the haze of sweat and alcohol. He leans in, unhurried, as if the chaos around you bends to make room for him.
You turn just enough to catch the grin tugging at his mouth, the sunglasses still in place like he’s got nothing to prove.
“Don’t flatter yourself,” you say, though the words don’t come out half as sharp as you want them to.
His smile widens like he’s already caught you lying. “Too late.”
You roll your eyes, already halfway to brushing him off.
But then he dips his head, voice sliding low like the bass itself.
“Let’s get out of here.”
Not a question. Not a plea. An invitation that feels like a promise—like he already knows you’ll follow.
And the worst part? For a split second, you actually want to. And that second is enough.
It blurs from there.
One minute, the rooftop is swallowing you whole—lights flashing, Suma shrieking as she dances, Shoko flicking ash into a champagne flute like she’s seen it all before. The next, you’re weaving through bodies with his hand brushing the small of your back, every step faster than the last.
No goodbyes. No explanations. Just the heat of the crowd at your heels and the city yawning open ahead.
You’re both laughing by the time you hit the street, the air outside cooler but sharp with the stink of asphalt and smoke. He’s saying something you can’t hear over your pulse, sunglasses still somehow glued to his face at two a.m., and all you can think is: this is insane.
This is insane—and you like it.
He stops at the curb, glancing over his shoulder with a grin that feels like a dare. “So,” he says, “how good are you at holding on?”
You narrow your eyes, lips tugging into a smirk. “Depends. How reckless are you planning on being?”
His laugh comes low, pleased, like you’ve just told him exactly what he wanted to hear. “Reckless enough to make it interesting.”
You should say no. You should roll your eyes, turn back toward the elevator, maybe even find Shoko and let her drag you into a cab. But instead, you take one step closer, tilting your head like you’re measuring him up.
“Sounds like trouble,” you say.
“Sweetheart,” he grins, “I am trouble.”
It shouldn’t make you laugh. It does. And before you can think too hard about it—before the rational part of you has time to catch up—you tip your chin up and say, “Fine. Show me.”
The spark catches. Just like that, it’s sealed.
“Atta girl,” he says, and it’s infuriating how much the words make your pulse jump.
You follow him without thinking, your heels clicking quick against the pavement as he cuts down the block like he’s done this a hundred times before. The city’s half-asleep around you, streets mostly empty except for the occasional car humming past, neon signs buzzing faintly overhead.
“Where exactly are we going?” you ask, jogging a step to keep up.
He glances back at you, grin easy and wicked. “Anywhere but boring.”
That’s not an answer, and it makes you laugh despite yourself. He’s reckless, unpredictable—exactly the kind of mistake you promised yourself you wouldn’t chase. And yet here you are, chasing.
You expect him to lead you to a cab, or maybe some underground after-party, but instead he stops in front of a line of scooters chained to a post. His sunglasses catch the glow of a passing streetlight as he tips his head toward them.
“Ever stolen one of these?”
Your breath catches on a laugh. “You’re kidding.”
“Do I look like I’m kidding?” He’s already crouching, long fingers messing with the lock like he’s done this before, like this is just another Friday night for him.
You watch him, half-exasperated, half-thrumming with adrenaline. This is the kind of stupid you’ve always told yourself you’d outgrow. But the way he looks up at you—mischief glittering under neon—you know you’re not saying no.
Not tonight.
You don’t even remember how it happens—one second he’s grinning up at you like a devil, the next you’re clinging to his back, knees digging into his sides as the scooter jolts to life beneath you.
“Hold on tight,” he calls over his shoulder, and then you’re off.
The city blurs. Neon smears into streaks of pink and blue, wind tearing through your hair as the engine screams beneath you. Your stomach drops the second he swerves into the street, tires squealing against asphalt, but you don’t let go.
Sixty miles an hour, maybe more—on a stolen scooter that has no business moving this fast. You can’t even hear your own thoughts over the roar, over your own laughter ripping free, raw and wild.
“You’re insane!” you shout into his ear.
He only throws his head back, sunglasses flashing under a streetlight. “And you like it!”
You hate that he’s right. You hate that every nerve in your body is singing, adrenaline flooding your veins until it feels like you could live forever in this single, reckless moment.
He cuts across lanes like the rules don’t exist, zipping past honking cars, riding the wrong side of the road just to hear you scream. And when you do, it’s not fear—it’s exhilaration, the kind that tastes like freedom.
The night belongs to the two of you now, and you don’t even care if it ends in a crash.
The scooter rockets down the boulevard, engine straining, the world reduced to streaks of neon and the wild thrum of your pulse. You’ve been on rollercoasters that felt safer than this, but none of them made you laugh until your throat was raw.
“Faster!” you shout, half-daring him, half-testing whether he’ll break.
He doesn’t even hesitate. The throttle twists, and suddenly you’re flying, the wind ripping the breath from your lungs. You press closer to him, arms locked around his waist, your cheek brushing the back of his neck. He smells like cologne and smoke and the kind of trouble you should have walked away from upstairs.
He yells something back—words lost to the rush of air. You can only make out the grin in his voice.
“What?” you scream.
He turns his head just enough that you catch the flash of his teeth. “I said—don’t fall in love with me tonight!”
You roll your eyes even as you choke out a laugh, the city lights whipping past too fast to hold onto. “Cocky bastard!”
“You like it!” he fires back, swerving so close to a taxi that the driver leans on his horn, curses spilling into the night. You’re shrieking, laughing, alive, clinging to him like you’ve never wanted to let go less.
The streets open up, wide and empty, the kind of stretch that begs for speed. He takes it without hesitation, the scooter screaming beneath you as you tear past storefronts, the glass windows flashing your reflection back at you in strobe-like fragments. For a second, it doesn’t even look like you—it looks like someone braver, wilder, unstoppable.
And you think: maybe that’s who you’ve always wanted to be.
By the time he eases up, you’re breathless, head tipped back, hair whipped into a wild halo. He coasts the scooter to a lazy stop at the edge of the river, the city lights glittering across the water like a spilled box of jewels.
The silence feels loud after all that chaos, your heartbeat crashing in your ears. He doesn’t move right away, just leans back slightly against you, casual, like you didn’t just risk your necks for the sake of adrenaline.
“Worth it?” he asks finally, voice low, teasing.
You don’t even have to think about it. “Yeah,” you breathe, grinning against the night air. “Worth it.”
His laugh cuts through the quiet, bright and reckless. He glances back over his shoulder, eyes gleaming with something dangerous, something promising.
“Good,” he says. “Because I’ve got more.”
And just like that, your pulse kicks—wild, certain. You don’t know where this night is going. You just know you’ve never felt more alive.