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“I’m going to bed. I have to be early tomorrow.” Sae says, cleaning up the sink. The utensils clink noisily as he washes and rinses. His gaze trails to where Rin stood, a few feet away from him, wearing his owl-themed pajamas and at him with his big, owlish-like eyes.
“Wait. Nii-chan.” He raises an eyebrow at his brother, the younger slowly walking towards him before he stood in front of him. “Can I sleep with you tonight?”
Sae contemplated. Rin, in his sleep, was a mover. They shared a bedroom when they were much younger, holding each other with their tiny arms as they drifted off to dream land. But Sae will always wake up to Rin drooling on his chest or sometimes even his face. Other times he would be awaken by a powerful kick to his nose, the younger somehow ended up with his head on the opposite side of where he had slept.
Then Sae moved to his own room as they grew up.
That didn’t stop Rin from sleeping beside him though.
Whether he verbally asks Sae if he could sleep with him in certain nights or he’d just wake up in the morning with Rin snuggled comfortably beside him. Sae doesn’t complain. He never does.
He liked taking care of Rin. Liked having the younger depend on him.
But after receiving that recruitment letter from Spain, Sae had been trying to get Rin to stand up for himself without him. Knowing that for a few years, he won’t be beside him to take care of him.
And staring at the younger now, in front of him, looking tinier than he always has, looking up at him with his big, cute eyes. Sae knows he can’t say no to that face.
So with a sigh, a “Yeah. You can.” was said. A smile immediately creeped up to Rin’s face, red dusting his cheeks at the approval.
”Go and brush your teeth. I’ll go on first and prepare the bed.” The younger nodded eagerly and rushes off to fetch his toothbrush. Sae watches him fondly, he really was gonna miss Rin.
Rin watches Sae from his peripheral vision head off upstairs to his room, he brushes his teeth with quick precision. And after washing up, he quickly rushes upstairs to his own room and grab his favorite pillow as well as his owl plushie that he cuddles to sleep, before rushing towards Sae’s room.
He stops for a few minutes outside the door, waiting for his brother’s signal that he can go inside.
Then, the door slowly creaks open.
Rin happily goes inside at Sae’s signal, placing his pillow beside Sae’s and throwing himself on the bed, body immediately curling on his usual side of the bed.
Sae smiles amusingly, Rin was so childish sometimes. It was endearing. He turns off the lights before joining Rin on the bed.
It was dark. The only light source being the moonlight shining through the slight gap between the curtains hanging on the window of Sae’s room.
Through the dark, he can see Rin with his eyes closed shut, a small smile on his lips as he cuddles his owl plushie.
Sae’s hands reaches out absentmindedly, fixing a stray hair strand out of Rin’s eyes. His hand lingers on his baby brother’s soft cheek, still filled with baby fat.
His eyes are fixated on Rin’s sleeping form, his hands frozen on where it’s still by Rin’s cheek. Sae swallows, a sudden throb in his chest, an ache he had been feeling for the past few days.
This would be their final night sleeping beside each other before Sae is off to Spain. His heart clenches at the thought. He would not be able to see Rin for a few years. Wouldn’t be able to touch him, hold him. He won’t be able to spend each following day training with him, walking with him home in their usual route. He won’t be there to wipe Rin’s drool, pat his head and tell him he did a good job as he scores a goal. He wouldn’t be able to do any of that for the next following years.
This realization has been gnawing him on the inside for days, weeks.
Sae releases a shaky breath he didn’t know he was holding, finally withdrawing his hand away from Rin, and instead holding it close to his chest. Pressing on the area that had just been at Rin’s skin.
He finally closes his eyes, letting his mind shut off. He inhales deeply before exhaling with relief. Sae feels his body sagging with tiredness, they’ve been training the whole day and that exhaustion has finally caught up to him.
He lets himself finally succumb to sleep, Rin and Spain lingering at the back of his mind.
He watches the rising and falling of his brother’s chest. He looked so at peace like this, his eyes closed and his face relaxed. Rin crawls closer, his face inches apart from Sae’s until he can feel his breath fanning across his face. Only then did he make his move.
With stiff, unpracticed movements, Rin climbs on top of Sae. He settles comfortably in his brother’s lap, rubbing his palm together. Sae was still deep into his sleep, whole day of practice from the today wearing him out completely.
Rin stares at his face in awe, his brother was slowly maturing, entering his puberty stage. His cheek had slowly been sharpening, losing their baby fat. Even his whole presence, Sae doesn’t act like any other kids his age, Rin finds him so cool.
He moves slightly, his pajamas brushing against Sae’s own. Rin realizes he should’ve taken them off before getting on top of Sae. He slowly peels himself off his brother to undress, neatly placing his undergarments on Sae’s pillow, right beside his face. Then, he swiftly undresses his brother too, stripping him bare downwards.
Rin stopped by the bedside, his knees hitting the floor in an instant. His hands are shaking as he reaches out to hold Sae’s limp dick in his hands, his mouth waters as it starts to harden under his touch.
He’s seen Sae naked before, they bathed together a lot when they were much younger. But they were much too young back then, their bodies have yet to mature, have yet to fully develop.
Now however is different.
Rin inhales, he’s shaking, leaning into Sae’s space. His tongue peaking out, licking at the leaking tip. Feeling more confident, he engulfs the tip fully in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the head and then sucking.
He sucks Sae noisily and messily, his drools seeps out and into Sae’s skin, wetting both of Rin’s hands that are wrapped around the rest of Sae’s cock that he couldn’t fit in his mouth.
Sae shifted slightly in his sleep and Rin stops, freezing in his place, mouth still full of cock. Sae’s brows are furrowed, his lips curled in a frown. Turning to his side, he comfortably nuzzles unintentionally to the pile of clothing Rin had left beside his pillow.
Rin feels a surge of happiness at that, his brother seeking his scent. He returns to his administration and this time, he downs Sae’s cock further, letting the appendage wander further into his throat.
He feels it hit the back of his throat, reaching his limits. Rin gags around him but holds his ground and not pulling out, tears string his eyes but he wills them in before pulling back and downing Sae’s cock once more. He repeats the motion a couple of times, bobbing his head and setting a gentle rhythm.
Sae shifts once again in his sleep, legs going stiff, fist clenching at his side and Rin knows he is close to his orgasm. He bobs his head one last time before letting go, a popping noise echoed loudly as he separated away from Sae’s cock.
Rin stands up, dazed. He climbs the bed to settle once again on top of his brother. He contemplated prepping himself again before taking Sae’s cock or not. Rin had already fingered himself in the showers after dinner to the thought of his brother, to the great plan he had come up with, he came twice during that time.
He shakes his head, biting his lips in anticipation. That would only slow down his process, he was already so eager to have Sae inside him and he doesn’t want to wait any further.
Rin gently holds Sae’s cock, lining it to his entrance before slowly sinking down. His mouth opens at the initial pain, he hold on to his brother’s hips leverage, pausing as he lets his stretched pussy adjust.
He pants, feeling dizzy. Rin lets go of Sae in exchange of finding leverage on the mattresses as he sunk further. He is met by resistance half way and he pauses again.
Rin feels tears prickling his eyes, feels his pussy throb at the pain. He wipes his own tears before they could freely fall down his cheek with the back of his hand. Rin looks down, the faint glow of light from the window briefly shining on them and he sees how he had coated Sae’s dick with his blood.
Blood. Proof of his innocence being ripped away from him by his very own brother.
That sent excitement through him and he just completely slammed his hips down, taking Sae’s cock fully inside him.
Rin’s mouth opens in a silent scream, his head thrown back. His pussy throbs at the pain, his thighs cramp at the sudden movement. But in the end of that stinging pain is the delicious pleasure he was craving for.
He gathers his composure, allows himself to adjust for a few minutes before he is riding Sae’s cock like his life depended on it, like it would disappear for a brief moment he separates from it.
He’s full on crying now, mouthing the word i love you over and over again as he rides his brother. Rin’s legs hurts from the position but he can’t get himself to stop, can’t get his hips to stop slamming down.
Sae shifts once, twice, but he miraculously doesn’t wake up— so Rin continues. He grounds himself on his brother’s strong thighs, slamming his hips down.
Rin feels sweat dampening his forehead, the room’s ac turned to the max not helping in their current situation.
He feels himself grow close, feels that familiar knot tightening further in his stomach. Sae groans in his sleep and Rin thinks he’s the same as him. He denied Sae off his orgasm earlier, he’s not that cruel to deny it to him a second time.
So with unrestrained speed, Rin slams down a couple more times, his pussy cramping and clenching around Sae’s cock deliciously.
Then, the knot broke, the dam flooded, and Rin’s hips are flushed against Sae as he creams around him, his orgasm rolling in waves. Sae came too, depositing all of his semen inside Rin.
Rin’s hands go to his stomach, caressing it. Is he stupid for the line of thought running in his mind right now? Probably, but Rin doesn’t dwell on it knowing this is their final night together for a long while so he allows himself to be deluded.
After making sure he had milked Sae enough, Rin gently stands up, his legs wobbling in the process. His pussy aches but his chest is filled with happiness and satisfaction.
”Take care, Sae!”
”Look after your body, okay?”
Rin stands in between his parents, a little farther behind them as they bid farewell to Sae.
A cheerful smile grazes Rin’s lips as he exclaims, “Take care, Nii-chan!”
Sae looks back at his family, completely ignoring his parents and looking straight into Rin’s thighs. He clenches his passport in his hands, a smile on his lips as be declares, “I’m off to be the best in the world.” Before turning back and walking off to board the plane.
Rin smiles warmly, watching his brother’s back grew smaller from where they stood. The promise they made and their shared dream lingering in the air.
His hands absentmindedly go to his stomach, he feels Sae’s cum trickle down his thighs and he clenches his legs, his smile growing.
Rin desperately wishes his brother leaves a piece of him in him.