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PROLOGUE:
The world is a messed up place. Fate is what drives it. We live and we die , that's why we have to make the most of it. I’ve learned that lesson the hard way. The way where I lose everything. Lose everyone I love and anything I’ve ever cared for.
I wish I could take back all the evil and cruel things I did to you. But I can’t and its all my fault. I wish I could’ve told you that I cared for you when I could’ve, but I didn’t. I’ve made many mistakes and most I regret, and wished I could do anything to take it back. While others I do not whatsoever.
It shouldn’t be like this. It never should have ended like this. I wish I could take it all back and do better, protect you better. But I can’t and it's all my fault.
I only ever did anything because I cared for you and no one else. I wished to protect you somehow. In any case I wished I could’ve saved you. I wanted to spend more of my time with you. Even if you didn’t enjoy my messed up way of dealing with things or my disgusting mental state. I know I’m horrid so why did you still come after me? Why didn’t you stay away…While you still had a chance.
I used to despise you with everything I had. You and your entire family, and race. I thought you all were pathetic creatures, weak in every way. But I was foolish to think that. You showed me that prey can be strong. They can be smart. They can be anything. They are just as capable as Predators. I want to share this with the world. I want to tell them.
‘Don’t make the same mistake I did.’
-Forever Yours,
Villy
As I finish writing this letter to her, I stand and walk out of my home. I needed to run. To get away. The longer I sat still, the more I could remember her as if it were yesterday. I needed an escape, I wanted to forget but I also didn’t want to forget her. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and probably will ever happen to me. I shifted, running into the woods, my rough paws hitting the earth, the soft pine, and damp dirt smell, pushed into my nostrils. I roamed for quite some time, eventually growing tired and collapsing to the ground with a grunt. I was exhausted. I couldn’t go on any farther. This was it.
This was the end of the beginning.
And we didn’t even get to tell our story…