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“Isn’t Woosan so romantic?” Minseo, a colleague of his and an omega blushed as she hugged a big white teddy bear that her boyfriend had delivered to her in their office.
Seungkwan nodded his head so hard he could have a headache later.
“I can’t wait to go home and prepare for the dinner date Hoseok has planned for us,” another omega says and they all giggle.
“What about you boo?” another omega asks, “what do you have planned for today?”
He opens his mouth to say he doesn’t know but Jalin, another omega replies instead.
“I bet he’s going to ask you to marry him, it’s been 2 years and I’ve never seen a man so smitten”.
The omegas giggle again and Seungkwan blushes.
It was a nice wish, but he doubted it. This was his first long relationship but he was not dumb. He knew something was wrong.
He and Taeseon had been dating for close to two years but for the past few months, he had been distant. They had started to argue over the smallest things and Taeson had started voicing more of his opinions about his weight and eating. It was the reason he was trying his hardest to ignore the delicious cake on the table.
At this point, if Taeseon wanted to leave, he wouldn’t be surprised.
“Why don’t you take the remaining day off and go home to prepare a surprise for him?”
He thought about the idea and smiled. That didn’t seem bad. It had been a while since he and Taeseon had been on a date and even if Taeseon had nothing planned for today, he could surprise him with his favourite food and the lingerie he had been planning to wear for a special occasion.
The more he thought about it, the better it sounded in his head.
“Look at him” Jalin smirked “he’s already thinking about it”
Seungkwan cleared his throat and stood up “Minseo, I would like to take the rest of the day off, take it from one of my leave days”
“Ok” Minseo smiled and the rest giggled again as Seungkwan packed up to leave the office, already creating a list of todos.
It was almost dusk when he arrived home and he still had about an hour to prepare before Taeseon came back home…or not. His car was parked in front of the house. Taeseon was a police officer who worked late and hard, seeing him back home early was a pleasant shock. Was Jalin right? Was Taeseon preparing a surprise for him?
Feeling happier than he had felt in a while, he practically skipped to the door when he heard voices.
Frowning, He entered and his heart seized at the sight of clothes strewn all over the room before comes rushing back into his head and the voices became loud, no, moans coming from deep inside the house. The air was thick with lust, Taeseon’s cigarette scent and a flowery scent he couldn’t identify.
Heart in throat, he walked inside and let the moans lead him into their room.
Taeseon was naked deep inside someone who from the sound of it, was enjoying it too much. Sweat ran back Taeseon’s back and he sped up his movements as they approached climax. They continued their coupling until his eyes met the person on the bed and screamed as she pushed Taeseon away from her. She quickly covered herself with a blanket while Taeseon groaned and stood up in his naked glory to walk towards the clothes on the floor.
While he was dressing, SeungKwan stared at the woman and found himself spiralling deeper into depression.
She was everything he wasn’t: she was gorgeous, graceful and slim. Standing in front of her, he was aware of his flaws. Too clumsy, too big, too loud.
Was this the reason he no longer loved him? Was she the reason why he was not happy with him in the relationship?
“You are back early” Taeseon had worn his jeans but left his upper body bare as he passed a shirt to her to wear.
“Since when ?” Seungkwan asked and Taeseon rubbed his hands on his head as if frustrated. He had no reason to be frustrated though , SeungKwan thought.
“Let’s be honest Seungkwan, this was never going to work out”
“Since when?!!!”
“July” Seungkwan gasped ”I didn’t know how to tell you that I was no longer interested. You looked so pitiful so I kept postponing when I would tell you”
“no,” Seungkwan shook his head in denial “you are just a liar and a cheater and I regret ever dating you”
“Seungkwan…”
“I’ll come to pack my things during the weekend”
With dignity he didn’t feel, he walked back to his car with his head up high ignoring Taeseon’s calls.
He entered his car and slammed the door in desperation. He wanted to cry, to fall apart but he would not give him the satisfaction to see him like that, he needed to get away.
He had driven a reasonable distance away when the tears came running down. Cleaning the tears, he didn’t see the car until it was too late and he swerved the car towards the right narrowly escaping hitting the other car but then hitting a tree. All he remembered was pain, hot enough to blind, in his hips then everything went black.