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YELENA
The snow fell in thick, unrelenting sheets, turning Washington DC into a muted landscape of white. Yelena's hands were numb despite her gloves, but she felt a burning in her chest, an uncomfortable, aching heat. The Triskelion was miles behind her now, and ahead loomed the unremarkable apartment building where, according to Natasha's unknowingly revealed information, Maria Hill was recovering, recuperating, resting after another set of surgeries.
Breaking out of SHIELD custody had been almost embarrassingly easy... facing the woman she inadvertently helped torture, almost to death, would be infinitely harder.
Yelena paused at the corner, her breath clouding before her in the frigid air. The security cameras on the building's exterior were high-end, possibly government issue. But of course they were. Maria Hill was SHIELD's second-in-command, Fury's right hand, after all.
The storm worked in Yelena's favor. The snow provided a natural interference for the camera's capabilities. She pulled her scarf higher over her nose and kept her head tilted downward.
"Stupid American security," she muttered to herself in Russian, the familiar sounds of her mother tongue offering small comfort as she approached. "Always looking for someone obvious but never seeing."
She didn't look obvious. She looked like any other Washingtonian battling the weather. Just another hunched figure in a dark, puffy parka, hurrying home before the storm got worse. The guilt, however, wasn't so easily disguised. It curdled in her stomach, dragged her down with its leaden weight. A weight she'd carried since she learned the truth about what happened to Maria Hill.
The entry door required a keycard, but Yelena didn't need one. Her fingers, despite their numbness, worked deftly as she attached a small device to the electronic lock. Three seconds later, the door clicked open.
Fortunately, the lobby was empty. A security guard should have been stationed behind the front desk, but he was absent. Maybe making rounds or, more likely, warming himself with a coffee somewhere less drafty. Yelena didn't question her good fortune. She moved with quick, measured steps toward the elevators, then reconsidered and headed for the stairs instead.
Cameras in elevators were harder to avoid.
As she climbed the stairs, her mind revisited the fragmented conversations she'd overheard between Natasha and Fury. The pieces she'd put together about Maria Hill: war hero, tactical genius, the one person Nick Fury trusted implicitly because she'd saved his life so many times.
Most importantly, Maria Hill was the woman Natasha Romanoff loved.
Her sister. In love.
The concept continued to feel foreign. The Red Room taught them love was weakness - a lesson Yelena had accepted without question for most of her life. At least romantic love. Familial love, the love she had for her sister, that was different.
But hearing the way Natasha's voice softened when speaking about Maria, the way her usually guarded expression opened... it challenged everything Yelena thought she knew about Natasha.
Seventh floor. Apartment 714. Yelena paused again outside the door, listening. No movement inside - or if there was, it was too quiet for even her trained ear to detect. The lock was more sophisticated than the one downstairs, but not insurmountable. Ninety seconds later, she was inside with the door closing silently behind her.
The apartment was dark save for a small lamp in the living room, casting a soft glow across a minimalist space. It was warmer inside than in the hallway, but still cooler than most American homes Yelena had infiltrated. She removed her gloves, flexing fingers that prickled with returning circulation, and surveyed her surroundings with the practiced efficiency of someone who'd spent a lifetime assessing spaces for threats and exits.
Two windows in the living room - both with reinforced glass, she noted. Fire escape accessible from the bedroom, most likely. Kitchen to the right, its counters clean and mostly bare. A half-empty glass of water sat beside a prescription bottle. Painkillers.
The thought made her chest tighten again.
Yelena moved like a shadow, a wraith, her steps silent on the hardwood floor. The apartment smelled faintly of antiseptic and something else - a light perfume, or a scented candle recently extinguished. It was unsettling how normal it all seemed. Somehow, she expected the home of SHIELD's formidable Commander to be more... institutional. To feel more like a safe house. Less lived in. Less personal.
But there were signs of life. A throw blanket draped haphazardly over the arm of the sofa. A novel face-down on the scuffed coffee table with a bookmark protruding from its pages. A mug with dried coffee residue in its bottom.
On the wall, photographs hung with military precision. Not many, and they were framed simply, but they were there. Yelena approached them, unable to deny her curiosity. She squinted in the dim light, then turned away, resolving to examine them more closely in a moment. First, she needed to confirm Maria's location. And Natasha's, because if her sister was there protecting her injured lover, Yelena's task would be considerably more complicated.
A soft sound from down the hallway caught her attention - a cough, followed by a pained intake of breath. She froze, listening intently. No footsteps followed, no sign that her presence had been detected. She waited another thirty seconds before allowing herself to relax fractionally.
She returned her attention to the photographs while remaining alert for any sounds from the bedroom. The first frame contained an image of an older couple - the woman with silver hair but a youthful smile, the man tall and stern-faced but with kind eyes. Both smiled at the camera, restrained but genuine. Grandparents, Yelena guessed, recalling details from the files she'd accessed. They raised Maria after her mother's death until they also passed away and Maria was returned to the father who would neglect and abuse her.
The second photo showed a young Maria Hill in Marine Corps dress blues. Her posture was perfect, her expression serious, but with a hint of pride. There were no visible scars on her hands in the image. Those would come later, and some of them, Yelena knew, were because of her.
Yelena's breath caught at the third photo. A beautiful woman with striking features that echoed in Maria's own - high cheekbones, dark hair, strong jawline. The mother who died giving birth to Maria. The resemblance was unmistakable.
Who is this woman? Who are you, Maria Hill? What kind of woman are you that you caught my sister's attention?
The kind of woman that endured torture without breaking. Who protected not only classified information but also Yelena herself.
We aren't so different. Yelena took a deep breath and forced herself to continue her recon.
The group shot stood out among the other pictures. Maria in desert fatigues, surrounded by fellow Marines. They looked exhausted but victorious, arms slung around each other's shoulders, grins wide and dirty. Maria stood slightly apart, not disconnected and just as filthy, but carrying the subtle separation and weight of command. Her posture was still impeccable even in those circumstances, her expression serious except for the smallest hint of pride in the set of her jaw.
The great Commander Hill. The Maria in the photo was younger, her face unmarked by the lines that responsibility and years of pain would etch there. But the intensity in her eyes was the same as in every file photo Yelena had seen.
She glanced around the apartment again, noting the conspicuous absence of framed medals, certificates, or any of the typical trappings of military achievement. Strange, for someone with Maria's distinguished service record. Yelena's research detailed multiple commendations for valor, a Purple Heart, various classified operations that earned Maria recognition at the highest levels. Yet none of those accolades were displayed.
Interesting.
Modest. Or are those achievements not worth celebrating? Bad memories? Things not meant to be trophies?
The sound of shifting fabric and a quiet, choked-off whimper came from down the short hall. Someone turning over in bed or adjusting their position. Yelena inched closer to the hallway, peering down its length, waiting. A door stood partially open at the end, a sliver of bluish light escaped through the gap.
She touched the handle of the knife concealed at her hip - not because she planned to use it, but because the familiar sensation grounded her. Her heartbeat quickened, thumping against her ribs. The rehearsed speech she had practiced suddenly seemed all wrong. Inadequate.
There were two people in that bedroom. Two sets of breathing. One shallow and labored - Hill, still recovering from her injuries and surgeries. The other was deeper, rhythmic.
Natasha.
Of course, Natasha would be there, guarding the woman she loved. Yelena should have expected as much. Shouldn't have bothered to hope for otherwise.
Her fingers twitched with indecision. She could leave, disappear back into the storm and return to SHIELD custody before either woman knew she was there. That would be easier. Cowardly, but easier.
She pulled back from the bedroom doorway, not quite ready for that confrontation. Better to learn more first. She moved silently through the living room toward a shelving unit tucked into an alcove. Maria's jazz collection sat in neat rows, not alphabetized but organized in some personal system that Yelena couldn't immediately decipher. The records were well-worn, their covers showing the soft edge wear of frequent handling. Yelena ran a finger along the spines, reading names - Coltrane, Holiday, Davis, Fitzgerald, Sinatra. Musicians who played beautiful melodies over notes of pain and survival.
Is that why you love them?
A record player sat beside the collection. The kind with actual tubes and analog dials rather than digital displays. Expensive, but not flashy - quality that didn't announce itself. Much like Maria Hill's reputation. Beside it a half-empty glass of amber liquid rested. Whiskey. The glass bore a lipstick smudge on its rim, too dark a shade to be Maria's. Natasha. The intimacy of the observation made her feel more like an intruder than breaking and entering did.
She moved away from the records toward a small collection of books on a nearby shelf. History, primarily, with a focus on military strategy. Clausewitz, more modern theorists, some stoic philosophy bibles. A worn copy of "Pride and Prejudice" stood out on the shelf, its spine cracked in multiple places. A bookmark protruded from the pages - not a proper bookmark but a receipt from a coffee shop.
The kitchen told its own story. The fridge was well stocked. Most of its contents were healthy foods, but there were a few indulgences tucked away. Expensive chocolate. Good cheese. Two types of coffee in the cabinet - a straightforward, robust blend, and a more specialized variety that likely belonged to Natasha, who had always been particular about her coffee. Two mugs sat side by side on the counter, one plain black, the other bearing the SHIELD logo with "Property of Logistics - STOP STEALING OUR MUGS" printed beneath it.
Yelena smiled at the minor act of rebellion from the rule-following Commander.
The apartment revealed far more than the files. A Maria Hill that existed beyond redacted words on white paper. Beyond the reputation. A woman who loved music and literature, who treasured her mother's memory, who stole mugs from the logistics department, who made space in her life for Natasha Romanoff.
Yelena's gaze landed back on the bedroom door. Somehow, Maria Hill had breached Natasha's formidable defenses. Had earned not only Natasha's trust, but her love.
She moved to a small desk positioned near the window. A laptop sat closed on the surface. Beside it, a handwritten note in Natasha's distinctive messy scrawl: "Taking Liho to the vet. Back by 2. DON'T try to work. I mean it." The note was signed with a small heart and a drawing of a spider.
Liho. The black cat Natasha had mentioned adopting.
Yelena drifted her fingers across the note, traced along the loops of Natasha's handwriting.
Will she forgive me when she learns the truth?
She pulled her hand back, stomach roiling.
It wasn't just about apologizing to Maria. It was about whether Natasha could forgive her for nearly taking away someone so clearly essential to her sister's happiness. After the years they'd spent apart, being reunited... it could all be taken away again.
Because of a phone call.
"There is a SHIELD agent looking into the Red Room. Looking for asset Belova. Female. Dark hair. Will be in Iraq..."
So simple, those words. Yet so devastating in their consequence.
She hadn't known the agent was Maria Hill. Hadn't known Maria was searching not to kill or capture, but to help Natasha find her. Hadn't known that making that phone call condemned her sister's beloved to days of unimaginable pain.
When her contacts whispered about a Western agent asking questions about the Red Room, about a woman named Yelena Belova, her first reaction had been self-preservation.
Yelena straightened her shoulders. No more delaying. She'd learned what she could about Hill from the inanimate objects and personal treasures. It was time to face the woman herself.
She moved toward the bedroom door once more and pushed it wider as she stepped into the room with all the fake confidence she could muster.