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Being an idol was something that many people dreamed of being. And you did too, except somehow you were one of the lucky ones and debuted in an SM girl group and became international superstars.
The one thing almost every idol severely downplays early on in their career is the constant working.
It had been a month since you had a rest day, nonstop grueling hours of practicing dances for award shows, photoshoots for magazines, and interviews for almost everything. This might sound ridiculous coming from someone who is loved by the general public, but your life is your life.
Fortunately, during your earlier training days, you had run into a boy named Park Wonbin. A shy boy at first, yet there was something about him that strangely drew you in. The tension was there, sometimes both of your trainee groups would practice in the same room, and you two were always taking secret glances at each other but not once daring to hold eye contact.
Your trainee friends at the time (who now are known as your members) would always tell you how obvious it was that the two of you shared some level of mutual interest. You denied and denied every time. That was until he made his debut in RIIZE, you had always thought he was handsome but good lord he transformed into the most aesthetically pleasing looking person in the history of South Korea.
Luckily your group debuted two months after RIIZE, while this did strike the public as some sort of scheme to draw attention away from RIIZE, it was evident that the purpose of your close debut dates was not for that reason. Music challenges after music challenges passed, you had danced with Anton, Sohee, Shotaro (twice), and even Seunghan three times! You silently prayed on the day that you and Wonbin would be able to do a dance challenge together, that type of stuff requires idols to talk and show personality.
That day came and you couldn't have been happier, silently of course. One thing you and Wonbin had in common was the assigned personalities, surprisingly you both were assigned the same personality. The cold but striking one of the group. That role is usually given to the most interesting looking or initially the loudest of the group. To give the member some depth to their character and whatnot.
You thought it was a bullshit. Why couldn't you just be the person you were? Never mind that now, while teaching Wonbin the dance it was clear on your face and the way your hands shook while demonstrating the hand movements how nervous you were. It didn't help with your underlying social anxiety problems. He was nervous as well but after some inner pep talking, he asked you out on a date.
That date turned into two, then three, and four, and after that you officially became his girlfriend. Just between RIIZE and your group of course.
The reason Park Wonbin is being pulled into the fact that you have work management problems is the fact that spending time with him makes everything worth it. You wouldn't mind if you had to dance to your song for ten days straight as long as it meant you got a day with Wonbin.
Today was one of those days. God decided to bless you and Wonbin and make you both free from working on the same day! Dates between the two of you were pretty much the same, you go into his dorm (alone with him) you both watch a movie, possibly make out for a while and then you might sleep over. Might not be the most romantic thing but as idols the least amount of exposure to the public and going out was the best thing for the both of you.
Today was no different, walking into his dorm you heard the footsteps of someone running towards you. He was initially in his room mindlessly scrolling on his phone waiting for you to arrive, when he heard that door open, he ran as fast as he could so he could hug you. And that's just what he did. He spun you around a couple times before you started giggling like a little girl and patting him on the head.
He was wearing a plain blue t-shirt with some straight gray sweatpants. His hair was cute and messy. You wore small black drawstring shorts that hung low on your waist and a Calvin Klein bra with a wide black crop top. You wore black crocs with RIIZE charms, and you brought a black Vicotria Secret bag with a hoodie and lip products.
"I prepared all the snacks, come on!" He excitedly said dragging you by your waist to the kitchen, not giving you any time to take off your shoes and put your bag down.
"Wonnie, I need to put my stuff down!" You squealed as he held you while showing you the impressive assortment of snacks he purchased.
Your complaining quickly came to a halt, really taking in just how many treats and chips he bought. You brought your hand up to rub your eyebrow, a habit you developed.
"Holy shit-how many movies are we watching that we are going to eat all of this!" You marveled before quickly turning around and wrapping your hands around his neck.
"Your so cute buying all of these snacks for us." You smiled into the crook of his neck.
"I take my payment in kisses." He grinned as he snaked his arms around your waist he held you, breathing in your familiar scent.
You jokingly rolled your eyes before saying "Yeah right Wonnie, anyways what movie did you plan on us watching today? I swear to God if you say-
cars."
"Cars!" He said at the same time as you did.
You had an interesting history with the Disney Cars movie. While you thought objectively it was a good movie, you and Wonbin had watched this movie together a total of 20 times (you have the exact number because the dread every time he plays it stays permanent in your brain). You physically and emotionally could not handle seeing Cars again. You had become allergic to the words "Radiator Springs". Not to mention, try to work up a 'making out' mentality while watching Cars with your s/o. It's impossible.
While you did like making Wonbin happy, he knew that you were sick and tired Cars. Unfortunately for you he also knew how much you liked him.
"If you really cared about me, you would watch it." He cutely pouted; he did this every time.
"I'm not putting up with your princess mentality this time, I want to watch the new Jujutsu Kaisen season." You declared, walking out of his grasp and back to the front door, taking off your shoes and setting down your bag. Your voice getting higher as you walked further away from the kitchen.
"What?! Why, there's nothing interesting about that show." He yelled to you.
It's almost as if a switch went on inside you, anyone that talked bad about Jujutsu Kaisen was not someone you could trust.
"WHAT?!" You yelled, quickly running back to Wonbin, this time barefoot.
You put your finger in his face and started saying loudly-
"I KNOW YOU AIN'T TALKING ABOUT MY MAIN MAN CHOSO LIKE THAT!" You argued, you had a new 'main man' every week. Last week it was Akaza from Demon Slayer.
He shooed his hand away at you, basically telling you to calm down.
"We'll have to figure it out I guess but our AC is down, do you want to go grab one of my hoodies?" Wonbin said as he pulled out five metal bowls and started pouring different snacks in each one.
"Yeah sure." You replied, walking over to Wonbin's room.
You passed by a door that was a cello and a few guitars in it.
"What the heck." You lowly muttered to yourself, you knew Anton played the cello and Wonbin played the guitar, but groups never keep their instruments inside their dorm.
After walking around the room and taking in the detail of all the instruments you got the best bonding idea ever.
"Wonbin! Come over here!" You yelled, looking around at the various guitars. There was a total of three different guitars, one was red, one was black, and one was pink. You wondered who the pink one belonged to (we all know Sohee would rock a pink guitar, so bbg omg).
"What? Is everything okay?" He says worryingly as he quickly enters the room. Your back was faced towards him as you ran your hand along the guitar.
"Since when were you going to tell me you guys put all your instruments in here?" You turned around facing him. Your tone of voice signaled that you were utterly appalled that he never told you.
"I didn't think you would care I guess." He says, shrugging his shoulders.
"Well, I demand you teach me to play the guitar." You declare loudly, putting both hands on his shoulders.
"Nooo, I want to watch a movie with you!" He complains, placing his hands on your waist.
You scrunched your face thinking of a solution. Wonbin secretly loved that habit and smiled to himself, you looked so cute with everything you did.
"How about this. I will watch Cars with you if you teach me to play guitar." You proposed, rubbing his shoulders hoping that the affection will convince him.
Once he heard the word cars, he had tunnel vision and immediately agreed. You picked the bright red one and took it off the hook that previously was mounting the guitar to the wall. Wonbin followed you as you strutted confidentially into his room and sat on the floor ready to learn the ways of guitars. His room had dark blue walls and movie posters galore, he liked gaming, so he had a very intricate set up.
After some basic explanation of how to hold it, he figured sitting behind you would be most beneficial to help you place your fingers on the right strings. You sat down criss cross and he sat directly behind you with his long legs stretched out. As he went through basic chords and notes, he couldn't help but notice that every time you played a chord correctly by yourself, you would squeal out of happiness and do a little cute dance. Unfortunately for him your butt was grinding right against his crotch, and it was becoming increasingly hard for him to think about anything other than pounding you into oblivion.
The two of you had had sex before. The day he asked you to be his girlfriend he spread rose petals all over your bedroom. It was super romantic and an amazing first time for the both of you. But something the both of you had never tried was foreplay. He had a dream once after your first date that you gave him the most mind-blowing head ever, while he feels immense guilt for thinking like that after just one date, he can't help but think about what it would be like in real life.
During your 'learning guitar arc' Wonbin had decided that he was going to try and do some foreplay. His plan solely consisted of improvisation.
"Okay so if that's a G chord and that's an A chord, if you play both at the same time is it a 'GA' chord?" You spoke to him.
Yeah uh, wtf were you even talking about.
Already half hard he just nodded and said yes.
"Let me show you a six string F chord." He spoke.
He put his hands on top of your again, already having dirty thoughts seeing how small your hands were in comparison to his. He put your fingers in the right place, he told you to leave your hands there and try playing the chord, as you did that, he slowly slid his hand from being on top of yours to going down your forearm.
You were so interested you didn't even bat an eye to the fact that he was playing around with the drawstring of your shorts, slowly but surely untying the knot that held them up.
"Okay now strum the guitar." He directed in his best seductive voice (it legit did nothing).
Your breath hitched in your throat once you felt his fingers move drawing circles right on top of your underwear.
"Uh Wonnie, what are you doing..." You nervously spoke, arousal already pooling in your underwear.
"What do you mean?" He innocently asked. You couldn't see his face, but you knew he had a sly grin on his face.
You were frozen as he started to kiss behind your ear, his lips slowly trailing down your neck. The hand that was previously on your underwear moved it to the side and he quickly slipped a finger in you. You let out a cute whine that made Wonbin even harder, he pumped this finger in and out of you while continuing to kiss your neck.
The kisses he was leaving on your neck were wet with saliva and so sensual you could probably cum just from him kissing your neck. While fingering you his lips were searching for a spot that made you weak, after a minute or two he kissed right between your jaw and ear you let out aloud, poorly muffled moan.
Bingo.
He attacked that spot with his tongue, and you were a mess. Your head was leaning back on his right shoulder while he was sucking the left side of your neck. You were breathing heavily and just about to break a sweat. Up until now your hands were holding the guitar but the minute he started giving you a hickey you pushed it away without even realizing it. You were getting dizzy from the overstimulation. Your hands needed something to hold on to, you grabbed his knee with one hand and his thigh with the other.
Without warning he put two more fingers into you, as you had never been fingered before this was entirely new and stimulating. His rested his free hand over your waist and rubbed circles with his thumb. After sucking for a good while he backed up his head to look at the hickey, it was dark purple and quite big. You could barely even think as his slender fingers pumped in and out of you. You had been letting out low moans, but as the speed of his fingers increased you were getting louder.
"Mmmm, Wonbin...please" You breathlessly moaned out, the only words you could think to say in that moment were his name and 'please'.
That made him insanely hard.
While he was doing all of this he was as hard as a rock, his cock was pushing right up against your ass, and it turned you on even more. Your hand that was gripping his thigh slowly started to slide up to try and get a rise out of him.
(get it......try and get a riize out of him *wink* *wink*)
He started panting hard in your ear, his fingers that were doing God's work started going faster and you started to see stars.
"Wonbin! I think I'm gonna.." You moaned out.
"Cum for me princess." he spoke lowly in your ear; you came hard onto his fingers.
You were out of breath, and it was evident on your face that you were fucked out, Wonbin pulled his fingers out of you, and they were covered in your cum. That post-nut clarity kicked in and you suddenly felt so embarrassed, you came all over his fingers and in your shorts. You turned red as you put your hands up to cover your face, he chuckled lowly at that. You scooted around to look at him. As you saw his cum covered fingers for the second time you couldn't help but cringe.
Surprisingly he brought his fingers up to his mouth and sucked them clean. You had never done this before, so you had no idea if it was sanitary or not, but one thing was for sure. It was really hot.
After cleaning you up and putting your dirty clothes in the laundry, he gave you a pair of his boxers to borrow and one of his hoodies to cover up the massive hickey. it didn't quite do its job, so you had to use a bit of concealer and powder. You didn't think anyone would notice.
The rest of his members got back to the dorms about twenty minutes later. Everyone decided to watch a movie together (not Cars, thank goodness). As you went to the kitchen you found Sohee grabbing a diet coke.
"Hey! Do you want one? I bought a big pack from the store, Wonbin told me you liked them." He exclaimed, visibly happy that he got to do you a favor.
You smiled warmly at him and agreed. You leaned down to grab one from the fridge when Sohee yelled.
"OH MY GOD!" He yelled loudly, all the members looked and ran over as Sohee gestured with his hand.
"What is it?" Asked Sungchan.
"Y/N NEEDS ICE IMMEDIATELY! LOOK AT THE BRUISE ON HER NECK!" Your eyes instinctively went to Wonbin, the same thing for him as well.
You and Wonbin's face turned red looking at each other. Shotaro suddenly laughed very hard.
"Sohee, that's not a bruise." He smirked trying to give Sohee the hint that it was a hickey.
Sohee didn't catch on and thought you had some sort of skin disease.