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There is a guy i like. I don't bother telling anyone but yeah. Every Thursday i get weed from him in the forest behind our school. I've seen him walk around school, but too scared to even acknowlache him. He probably thinks i'm lame. And even if i had the balls to tell him i would get beat up if not even getting called a fag.
Today's Thursday. Meeting with him to get my weekly weed. Maybe i'd talk with him more. Well thats what i'm planning to atleast.
The end of the year was coming up. The hallways were filled with the stinky basketball dudes. Next to the desperate cheerleader girls.
I went to the cafeteria grabbed the meal of today and went in. I looked at my watch a couple times to make sure i am on time to meet in the forest. All the tables were full of people there was not one chair left for me. I looked around like some headless chicken till someone called my name. "Y/n!" I heard coming from the other side of the cafeteria. I walked further to reveal who was calling my name. It became clear it came from him. Eddie. I felt my stomach drop of the first look i had of him. I almost caught myself blushing. I rushed over with my tray in my hands. "I have still one seet over here not occupied." Pointing his fingers to a seet next to him and one of his friends. There were 4 guys sitting at the table with him. All of them were wearing a hellfire club shirt. I think thats his dnd club he once told me about.
I placed down my stuff and sat on one of the seets. All of his friends were looking up and down at me full with a confusing look. Even Eddie looked at me. And saw all the guys looking. He stood up and walked over at me. "Oh yeah.. guys this is y/n, he is my.. uhh friend. I could say" he placed both of his hands on my shoulders. The curled hair boy with a blue cap still was looking confused. "Is he gonna replace Lucas tonight?" The boy asked. Eddie sat back down and looked at him with the most devilsh look ever. "No. I dont think so." Almost spitting right in his face in a passive agressive tone. He looked at me and popped on the most sweet looking smile ever.
It was 10 past 1. The time we would be in the forest right now. I signed with my eyes looking at my watch and back at him. He understood it quicker than i thought. He rushed up from his seet looking like he was ready to make up some big announcement. "I'm gonna show this dude around. I'll see you guys." He walked off. I went off with him. Almost couldn't keep up with him. We had exact 20 minutes before break was over. We went into the forest untill we came across the same table as always. Eddie reached into his jacket and revealed a small box. "Another 2 gram?" He placed down one small bag weed. "Hmm thats good." I digged into one of my pockets for money. "You know what.. its on the house." He slided over the bag and closed the box. "I like you." He said in a neutral way.
I bended over and grabbed the bag from the table. I gave him a genuine smile. "Not a talker are you?" He chuckled moving his legs away from the table. "You.. like to come over..? After school?" I nodded. "We could drink together and maybe smoke some more?" I grabbed my stuff ready to leave. "Yes i would love that." I smiled and walked away.
Hours had past. The last bell rang. Time to leave. I left the school building and immidietly saw Eddie's van. I ran up to it and saw Eddie already waiting for me. "Come hop in." I placed myself onto the seet next to him. He drove away. And told some random stuff about himself on the way there. "I live with my uncle he's away so were fine till tomorrow. If you want to stay." I realised what he said so nervously rushed in again. "I mean like..if you need to." I looked over at me nervously seeing if i wouldn't react weird. "Yeah cool. Its Friday so i dont have any rush whatsoever." He smiled in relieve "cool." He answered and looked back at the road again.
Once there he jumped out of his van and rushed to my side. "Here grab my hand." He pulled down almost letting me trip but right away catching me. I lit up bright red. He just tilted me up and chuckled. His hands were still on my upper arms. Him and i locking eyes. But he broke it pretty quickly. His smile just faintend instantly. "Lets go inside.. hmm?" He calmly walked over the trailer. Unlocked it and let me through first. I gave it a quick look around. "Well its nothing to be really excited for." He looked around searching for some alcohol to keep me busy. He ripped open his fridge. "I've got beer? You want one?"
After 5 beers we were both pretty drunk. We both lauched ourself onto the bed of Eddie. He started to telling me the weirdest things. But i enjoyed it. We were laying on our backs watching whatever was on the ceiling. Everything he said didn't come through at me but i kept on laughing.
The mumbeling suddenly stopped and we just ended up staring up at the ceiling. It was just quiet. So thought i could start.
"You want to know something crazy?" I began. Followed by a confirming hum of Eddie. "I once had a big fat crush on someone. And they were the only one i ever talked to at school." Eddie suddenly became very interested. He turned his head and looked at me very seriously. "Really who?" He quickly asked. "Do i know them?" I slowly turned my face too. Now full on facing Eddie. We were very close. The dusky sky made the room almost really dark. I could see the only light source shine from his dark brown eyes. I stared down at his lips as i made my way closer untill my lips touched his. It almost felt so perfect. But Eddie flinched and tapped out immidietly. He sat up but didn't say a word. "Eddie sorry i didn't meant to. We're drunk." He still didn't turn around. "Shush" he said softly. He stood up looking like he was about to leave.
He turned around facing the ground not saying anything. He stood in front the bed. Frozen. Didn't move a muscle. He didn't know what to expect. He could scream at me or. I was stressing it so much at that point. "Do you like me?" He said in a ashamed way? I have no idea what i needed to say. I could ruin my one and only friendship right here and now. "..yes." i said risking everything. He looked up looking like he was choking back tears. I jumped up from the bed. "You know. I'm just gonna go alright." I was about to leave but his hand grabbed my arm tight. "Wait.. please dont go." I flipped my arm loose. And turned around facing him. "I didn't meant to make you uncomfortab--" Eddie pushed his lips onto mine again. Leading me back onto his bed. He stopped for a second but kissed me again. He pushed me onto his bed and not a few seconds later he crawled over me. And made out more. His hand started to make his way from up my cheek to my hips. Slowly fondeling my body. I felt the rush. He reached his hand underneath my shirt. He sat up and pulled my shirt all the way up till it was just to cover up my eyes. "Stay there." He went straight to the base of my neck and started sucking. My heartbeat was going trough my whole body. While i felt my cock twitching in my tight jeans.
A cold breeze flew over my top naked body. Suddenly a feeling of cold finger tips at the rim of my jeans. The release of the unbuttoning of my jeans made my hard on hurt less. Both my jeans and boxers got a quick pull. I was now full on naked with a shirt halfway my face. Unable to move. The cold finger tips went from my hips to my thighs. He spit onto his hand and slowly starts teasing my cock. His cold hands made me shiver all over.
His whole hand was now on my cock. He sensually started rubbing it. Already making it leak its precum.
It almost reached me at my peak. But he stopped. "Continue please!" I pleaded.
He stopped and looked over me like he heard some noise. "Fuck." He jumped out of the bed and threw some clothes on me. He put on some himself and rushed over at the window and looked through the blinds. "Shit."
Eddie ran back and forth looking everywhere. He stressfully tightly grabbed on to my shoulders. "Well.. its been nice but i need you to climb out of there." He pointed at some half open broken window. I gulped and looked right into his eyes. "Its my uncle and if he sees me with another boy. He's gonna murder me." He akwardly smiled and looked down in disappointment. "I'm sorry it has to be like this." He quickly gave me a kiss on my cheek and left. I rushed out as quick as possible. And went home.