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"...I want you to know that i only confessed to you for the pure desire for my feelings to be known by you but not for asking anything in return or exchange. I appreciate anything from you, Lieven, even if it's apprehension or disgust. However, i will be truly happy if you are welling to..."
Lieven remembered the smell of after rain that surrounded him and Lovell and the town and the city and the country and the whole world. He remembered Lovell's warm voice but somehow mixed with anxiety that he managed to detect. He remembered that the playground was slippy and he was in such a egaer to escape from Lovell and from everything this one had done to confuse him so that he falled. His knees didn't get in touch with the wet soil, but on a solid ground. He didn't know where was he. No matter where he goes, all he sees are rooms painted in a sort of yellow that made him worried. After all, he has all the rights to be worried.
He had been in this place for about two or three or four days. He have no idea about time anymore. He was living in the fear of unknown. His knees were hurting for each step he made. His head were turning as if he had been forced to ride 10 times the old and made in wood monster rollercoaster at Laronde Six Flags. He was hungry and exasperated. His brown hair were sticking on his face and his pants on his knees.
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Maybe he is going to die here. Maybe this whole thing is the punishment that some kind of god made to him for something he had never done wrong but that people judged him to be wrong like everyone in his class except the hypocritical Lovell. Maybe this whole thing won't happen if he didn't run away from him. But what would Lovell want from him? He only hold pity towards me, thought Lieven, he must be fooling me to observe me troubled by his treats like he always did. But even though he's aware of this fact, he can't help wanting to see Lovell once again, to be hold in his hands, to be able to hear his comforting voice...
He made another step as he suddently felt himself being pushed down to the ground by a strange force. Am I finally going to die? Thought Lieven. Then he lost consciousness.
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