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The sweater adorning Chifuyu was a bit too big for him, the warmth engulfing his smaller waist and arms. The summer was hot, he didn’t expect to have to bring sweaters to accommodate the coldness of the hotel they were staying at— so Baji let him borrow his.
Chifuyu turned on his side on the bed, which felt cool to the touch. The day was full of running, swimming, and being thrown in the water, so sue him for being exhausted. Only the sound of a hairdryer was louder than Chifuyu’s thoughts, turning off abruptly. Footsteps replaced the sound and Baji came into vision.
“Whatcha doin’?” he asked, a smirk on his face. He leaned against the wall that jutted out to make room for the bathroom.
Chifuyu turned on his back as he felt his face flush. He knew it was summer, but did Baji have to go without a shirt? Was he not freezing? He has to ask. “Are you not cold?”
“Are you worried?”
“Well, I’ll feel bad for stealing your sweater.”
“I gave it to you dipshit. And I have more than one.” he crossed his arms and studied Chifuyu.
“Then why not wear one?”
Baji just laughed and moved to sit next to Chifuyu on the bed. “Why are you so hung up on it? Is seeing me shirtless too gross for you?”
The opposite, Baji-san. Chifuyu scoffs playfully, “Yeah. Disgusting.”
He felt almost guilty; he had to stop his body from rutting up, his thighs from rubbing together. Like he was a dog. All because his best friend and captain wasn’t wearing a shirt. Desperately Chifuyu wanted to touch his abdomen, run his hands up the flesh until he reached his pecs and just squeeze. Something he’s only been able to do in his wet dreams.
“Chifuyu!” Baji’s voice snaps him out of his thoughts. “Did you hear what I said?”
“Ah- no, sorry, Baji-san. I was spacing out.” Chifuyu lied, embarrassed. Baji rolled his eyes and reached up from his pillow to ruffle Chifuyu’s hair.
“I think your brain is going to shit, man,” the words were accompanied by a laugh. “I asked if you had fun today. I know it’s only the first day, but, I wanna know what’s happening in your head, yknow?”
Chifuyu smiled at the sincerity. This was really only one of the endless things Chifuyu adored about the older. “Of course I did,” he snickered, “If I’m with Baji-san, how could I not be having fun?”
Baji averted his gaze. When Chifuyu lowered himself so he’d be laying side by side next to Baji, he swore he noticed a faint blush. Chifuyu continued. “I was so happy when you asked me to come. A whole trip, just me and you.”
Dark amber eyes were back on his. Shit. That was probably too much. But he wasn’t going to take it back; he meant every word.
“I’m glad, Chifuyu.”
It was difficult to understand, even to himself, what Chifuyu felt for Baji Keisuke. He admired him as a leader, loved him as a friend. A friend. Lately, the ‘friend’ title had started to become much too small for all the things he felt for Baji. But still… it’s hard to put his finger on this kind of (platonic? romantic?) love.
Baji speaks again. “Did you notice all the chicks in bikinis?”
Chifuyu was a bit startled. Then he let out a small laugh. “We’re at a beach. Of course I noticed girls in bathing suits.”
“That’s not what I meant, dumbass,” Baji shoves him. “There were a lotta hot girls. I’ve never seen so many before in one place.”
Chifuyu chuckled.
“What?”
“It’s just…. you’re such a cool person Baji-san, but you sound like a total nerd right now.” Chifuyu puts his arms up to defend himself against Baji’s attacks, laughing apologies.
“Shut up! I know you’re thinking the same thing!”
He’s not. He’s truly not. How could he focus on all those women when all he wants has been right in front of him?
So that’s what it is.
“Man, you don’t even need a porn magazine here. All the images are right in front of us.” Baji continues, ignoring Chifuyu’s silence.
“I guess so, Baji-san.” Chifuyu hated the tiny but sharp pang of jealousy that passed through him. What could he even be jealous of? It wasn’t a surprise that his friend was interested in girls.
It was silent for a bit. Chifuyu almost expected Baji to keep going, but was glad he didn’t. He did miss his voice though.
“Have you ever had sex, Chifuyu?”
This time, Chifuyu really did startle. Baji has switched his position on the bed, now hovering over Chifuyu with one hand flat next to his waist and the other next to his head. Chifuyu searched his face for any sign of a joke, his face burned when he found none.
“W-What? Why are you asking me that?” Chifuyu laughed nervously and looked away. The question was so random and so different than their previous playful tone. The mood clearly changed.
“Answer me.”
Chifuyu looked back to him helplessly. There was no hint of teasing at all, a serious look painted onto Baji’s face.
“No.” Chifuyu whispered. Baji’s face contorted into his signature toothy grin.
“Has anyone ever touched you?” Baji slid his hand up Chifuyu’s waist, then down his stomach. It stopped right before falling between his legs, to demonstrate what he meant by touched.
Chifuyu felt himself throb. His shorts had rode up naturally throughout the day, but still covered what he thought a good portion of his legs were. At this moment, though, he felt as if he was wearing nothing at all. His thighs were in complete view and now Chifuyu is filled with embarrassment.
“Just… just me.” After the words come out of his mouth, he regrets them a bit. It wasn’t a lie. But really? Saying that to Baji?
Baji inches his face closer to Chifuyu’s. “Have you ever wanted anyone to?” he slides his hand a bit further down, still hesitant. Partnered with the occasional throbbing, Chifuyu could feel himself become wetter with each second that passed with the two of them in this position.
“Yea,” Chifuyu couldn’t control his mouth anymore. “Do you- do you want to?”
“Yea.” Chifuyu flushed deeper at the confession. Baji’s grin just grew wider, meaner. “Will you let me?”
How the hell did they get here? Chifuyu had guessed that he and Baji would have a conversation about sex at one point, but he never knew that it would escalate to this. If it were anyone else, he would’ve been utterly confused about the sudden change. But he starts to understand that this situation is different with Baji. It slowly started to make more sense in his head, and he’s sure it made even more sense to the boy that initiated it. His friends might call him unreadable, but he was pretty much an open book to Chifuyu.
The faces Baji made. The gentle touches. His voice. Chifuyu took all of these things into account. And although he was confused, he knew. He knew that Baji would never do something cruel to him.
Although this moment was not something Chifuyu expected, it was definitely something he could get by. He didn’t want to ask questions right now; he wanted to completely immerse himself in the boy on top of him. The boy who taught Chifuyu what it felt like— to be in love with someone.
In response to Baji’s question, Chifuyu just nodded. The large hand creeped under his shorts slowly, where he wasn’t wearing anything beneath. A chuckle was heard from above him. Baji moved a bit, straddling one of Chifuyu’s thighs while still hovering over him.
“You’re so wet, Chifuyu.” Baji’s hand explored the feeling of Chifuyu’s cunt, two fingers circling his clit slow but hard. Chifuyu was so turned on at this point; the thought of this hand belonging not only to his best friend, but also his captain, is really making him hot.
Chifuyu moaned from this new kind of sensation, hips shooting up slightly. Baji didn’t stop at the movement, instead just keeping his hand where it was at and pushing down even harder.
The meek whimper that came from Chifuyu was embarrassing. He usually hated to seem so vulnerable, so weak under someone’s hands, but it was his first time doing something like this and it was a challenge to hold back what he was feeling. “Baji-san..”
Baji removed his hand, much to the younger’s dismay. Both his hands were on Chifuyu’s hips now and his fingers were dipping below the waistband of his shorts. Amber eyes met his once again in permission. And once again, Chifuyu nodded. His shorts were slowly and sensually taken off of him. Chifuyu had to look away from Baji’s intense gaze between his legs.
Baji shifted a bit more, sitting between Chifuyu’s legs and moving up to mouth at his neck, still holding his thighs in his strong arms. Chifuyu was already overwhelmed; he all of a sudden felt much too hot in this sweater. His crotch was so close to Baji’s.
“I- um,” Chifuyu’s breath came out shakily. Baji just dropped his legs so he could push his sweater up Chifuyu’s stomach and chest, which was covered by a binder.
“I love seeing you in my clothes,” Baji stated before leaning down and kissing along the edge of the binder. He moved down further, leaving some hickeys (and of course, some bite marks he couldn’t resist). He stopped once he reached just above the patch of hair between Chifuyu’s legs. Looking up and smirking at the blond’s state, he continued. “Look at you.”
Chifuyu just whined as Baji lowered himself even more, and his warm breath was just adding to the burning arousal that was eating at the younger’s body. The dark haired boy moved his arms to hold onto Chifuyu’s thighs, and his mouth opened to show the pool of saliva that was sliding from his tongue. It fell onto Chifuyu’s pussy, still sending a shock down him even if it barely made a difference in the wetness. It was so fucking obscene, he couldn’t believe that he found himself in this situation after agreeing to a trip with his best friend.
Baji then just dove in, licking a stripe in place of the dripping saliva. His tongue brushed over Chifuyu’s clit. A gasp was ripped from said boy and Baji had to hold his hips down to keep him from moving. This feeling was so new, the pleasure was so intense as well as paralyzing, especially when he was denied even a second of relief.
The relentless mouth continued to move. Occasionally when Chifuyu looked down, he found Baji looking back up at him and he would have to look away again and just mewl again and again. Baji’s tongue stopped swirling around his clit. It was then replaced with his lips, which wrapped around and began to suck. Chifuyu just about screamed, having to cover his mouth with his hand as not to be heard by the rooms next to theirs.
Chifuyu threw his hand into Baji’s long thick hair, pulling it every time he felt like screaming. Baji groaned at the particularly strong pulls; the vibration of his voice onto Chifuyu made him even hornier, if that was possible. Just when Chifuyu thought it couldn’t get better, he felt Baji’s hand slide off his thigh then his finger on his entrance. He gripped his other thigh harder and spread it wider.
One finger slowly entered him with ease. Chifuyu was panting at this point, desperately trying to make sense of what is happening to him in his head. A breathy but loud moan filled the room as another finger was added. Baji suddenly stopped mouthing at him, and Chifuyu whined at the missing warmth.
“Quiet, Chifuyu,” Baji closed his eyes briefly and placed a soft kiss on Chifuyu’s swollen clit. The blond tries so hard to be quieter, but Baji is making it so difficult. He has to be doing this on purpose. His fingers continued to thrust slowly but surely, curling every time they reached as deep as they could.
His mouth returned, now resuming the previous swirling and sucking. Chifuyu’s legs really started to tremble.
“‘S too much, Baji-san.” he sobbed out. Baji just continued as Chifuyu cried, stopping after a languid stroke of his tongue.
“Do you want me to stop?” Baji asked genuinely.
“No!” Chifuyu spoke before he could think about it. Baji let out a deep laugh, making Chifuyu blush impossibly further.
The mouth returned again. Baji’s fingers started to move more roughly, the lewd sound making Chifuyu whimper with each breath. “I think ‘m gonna, ah, I’m gonna-“ Chifuyu struggled to breathe, the building sensation getting tighter and tighter until it will inevitably snap.
The snap finally comes with another laugh from Baji. Chifuyu threw his head back as he came onto the older’s tongue, unable to stop shaking or hold back the loud whines. Baji kept going through the orgasm, which felt too long yet too short. He only stopped and removed his fingers when Chifuyu tried to push away his head.
Baji’s face was a mess. Chifuyu couldn’t help but giggle at the sight, he was still a bit out of it after experiencing his first orgasm. Baji used his arm to wipe the excess arousal off his chin and nose.
“Gross.” Chifuyu cringed at how raspy his voice sounded.
Baji chuckled, “Hey, it’s your fault man.”
At Chifuyu’s embarrassed silence, Baji rubbed his thigh soothingly. “I-“ he swallowed thickly, “Sorry I just sprung that onto you like that.”
“I liked it..” Chifuyu said shyly. “I’ve never done something like that before.
“I know.”
Chifuyu wasn’t sure what to say next. “Baj-“
“I love you.”
…
The whole world stood still for Chifuyu. He had just started to finally understand what exactly his feelings for the other were, then he was hit with this. Baji loves him. He loves him. He knew it had to be something like that, there was no way he would’ve just asked him those questions and literally made him cry with pleasure for no reason, but it felt just as amazing as that pleasure to hear the words out loud.
“Baji-san..”
“I was going to tell you. I wanted to tell you tonight so I didn’t have to hold it in this whole trip but-“ Baji’s eyes flickered back and forth across Chifuyu and the room. “You know I’m not good with words. I wanted to say it so bad, but, I wanted to see if you were more interested in girls, y’know? Then you looked so beautiful in my sweater and I-“ he pauses once again. “I couldn’t help it.”
Chifuyu tries to make sense of the load of information just thrown at him. He tries to suppress a smile at the adorable confession. “You couldn’t help it?”
“You know what I mean, asshole.” Baji blushed.
Chifuyu laughed, and felt tears welling up in his eyes. Baji loved him. Baji really loved him.
“Woah, are you okay? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to like- um,” Baji ignores the fact that Chifuyu is still basically naked and moves closer to him in concern.
“I love you too Baji!” Chifuyu laughs out. “I love you so much!”
Baji freezes for a minute to just stare at the boy under him; but he can’t stare long before he’s consumed with laughs and is hugging Chifuyu tightly.
Chifuyu decides to tease him now that he knows the true nature of his feelings. “So.. instead of just asking if I was interested in those girls, you asked if I’d had sex before?”
“Shut up! I told you, you looked beautiful. You would’ve done the same thing if you were me.”
Chifuyu was so giddy and couldn’t hold back his giggles. “I’m flattered, Baji-san.”
Baji didn’t reply, getting up and situating himself similar to when they first started this. He gently placed his forehead against Chifuyu’s. “I really wanna fuck you right now Chifuyu.”
Chifuyu choked on air. Baji could be so blunt sometimes, it was detrimental to Chifuyu’s poor heart. He was a total virgin; something Baji obviously knew at this point. But Chifuyu still felt the need to emphasize this.
“I want you to. But.. I’ve seriously never done this.” Chifuyu glances down and notices the obvious bulge in Baji’s pants. God, he wants Baji to fuck him so bad. To feel him all the way inside while also giving Baji that pleasure.
“I know. I can be gentle. If you don’t want to it’s okay, but I promise I can be gentle.”
Chifuyu felt like crying again purely because of the sincerity of his words. “Okay, Baji-san.” he spread his legs wider and looked away shyly.
“Fuck, okay.” Baji quickly unbuckled and took off his belt, butterflies soaring through Chifuyu’s stomach in anticipation. Baji throws his belt on the ground, a slightly shaking hand reaching into his back pocket and pulling out a condom.
“Y-you really planned this?” Chifuyu blushes in surprise.
“I was really hoping you’d say you loved me too.”
Chifuyu doesn’t respond, and doesn’t feel the need to.
“Can I reposition you?” Baji asks, and Chifuyu buzzes with the thought of being flipped and manhandled by those hands.
“Mhm.” Chifuyu purred.
Baji takes him by the hips and rolls him on his side, lifting Chifuyu’s right leg onto his left shoulder; Chifuyu tightens his fingers around the cold sheets for some sort of leverage. The sweater falls back down a bit and Chifuyu is warm again. He guesses that he’ll overheat at some point.
Holding his leg on his shoulder with one hand, the other moves to unbutton his pants. Chifuyu forgets to breathe while waiting to see what Baji looked like.
He was big, at least, Chifuyu thinks so. He has no idea what is considered big and small. But he looked big, and Chifuyu was equally as excited as he was concerned. Baji opened the condom with his teeth and rolled it on. He was relieved that Baji fingered him before this so he could get used to something inside of him.
Baji doesn’t take his pants off all the way, just enough to free his dick. It now rests hotly on Chifuyu’s left thigh.
“You ready?” Baji smirked at Chifuyu’s wide eyes. He could probably guess how fast his heart was racing. For a third time that night, Chifuyu nodded in permission.
The tip makes contact with his entrance, and Chifuyu gasps lightly at the feeling. Baji moves his hips further and the slide against Chifuyu’s walls ignites a mixed feeling of pain and pleasure.
Once he’s halfway in, he pulls out the same amount to get Chifuyu used to the movement. The smaller growls at the hot pressure inside of him. Again Baji thrusts in, harder this time, and Chifuyu lets out a moan.
“Sorry,” Baji winces. “Can I keep going?”
”Feels- feels good.” Chifuyu says shakily. He surprisingly kind of likes the pleasure pain much more than he thought he would.
It’s Baji’s turn to growl now, and he starts moving a bit faster inside of him. The pain slowly starts changing to just pleasure, and Chifuyu just closes his eyes and takes it. He whimpers quietly with each thrust.
Making sure Chifuyu’s ankle is secure over his shoulder, Baji slides his hand down and grips his hip to pull Chifuyu onto him with every drive of his hips. He still remained gentle though, clearly not wanting to hurt the boy.
“Ba- Baji-san, ungh,” Chifuyu failed to articulate his words.
“What, baby?” Baji didn’t stop to help him speak. Chifuyu whined again about the feeling of being handled like this.
“Please, mm, har-harder,” he kept getting interrupted by gasps and moans, but he manages to get the words out. Baji’s eyes widen. ”Please.”
Baji laughs breathlessly and speeds up his hips. Chifuyu’s sounds got louder, and he gripped the sheets so hard his knuckles turned white. The feeling was no longer just hot pressure inside him; it was a delicious slide, his wetness spreading all over Baji’s dick and feeling him deep inside.
“How does it feel?” Baji’s voice has started to waver. The pleasure was overtaking him as well. But even with that, he still managed to be smug.
”Ah- it’s so, so, fuck!” Chifuyu can’t continue when Baji goes even harder, calculating where it feels best for Chifuyu and slamming his hips at that angle.
“Yea? Does that feel good?”
Chifuyu can’t even be mad or embarrassed with his brain so scrambled. Baji was right with what he said earlier, Chifuyu’s brain really has gone to shit. They’re really going at it now, sweat dripping between them and limbs aching. Baji moves closer to his face and Chifuyu thanks the heavens that he’s at least a little flexible.
“Did you think about this? Me fucking you?” Baji whispers seductively. “I have. I wanted this so bad, Chifuyu.”
“Me- me- too!”
“I’ve thought about fucking you like this, and in so many other positions, just fucking you until you can’t take it, making you feel a way you’ve never felt.”
Chifuyu can’t hold back his sobs. He desperately hopes they don’t wake anyone up, because his hiccups and moans and whines are getting louder with every press of Baji’s hips to his ass.
“Did you touch yourself thinking of me?” Baji whispers in his ear.
”Yes! Baji-san, I- fuck- I wanted it to b-be your hand.” Chifuyu fights his cries and forms words.
Baji growls again and continues to thrust into him messily as Chifuyu’s legs begin to shake violently. “God- Chifuyu- you’re gonna be so fucking ruined by the end of this trip, I’ll make sure you are.” Baji laughs meanly and reaches his hand down to rub at his clit. And like that, it’s over.
Chifuyu cums for a second time that night, completely spent. Baji follows soon after with a guttural moan as he drops his head onto the crook of Chifuyu’s neck.
Baji falls on top of Chifuyu after, the sound of pants filling the room that was scented of sex.
Pulling out, Baji kisses Chifuyu’s lips. Chifuyu tastes himself a bit. But he doesn’t care at this moment because Baji is kissing him.
Baji takes off the condom and tosses it into a small nearby trash can. There’s cum and sweat everywhere, it should be disgusting, but Chifuyu feels oddly comfortable.
Baji just grabs some tissues that were sitting on the bedside table and cleans himself off. He uses another one to wipe of the mess from inside Chifuyu’s thighs.
“We can shower tomorrow, it’s late,” Baji sighs, dropping his body next to Chifuyu’s. “You did so good.”
Chifuyu flushes at the praise. “You- you too,” he cringes at his awkwardness. “You seem really experienced.” the tint of insecurity isn’t hidden as well as Chifuyu would like.
Baji picks up on this, turning to pull Chifuyu into a tight hug. “No one I’ve ever been with could ever compare to how you made me feel tonight, or how you make me feel everyday.”
Chifuyu giggles and hugs Baji back. He inhaled his musky scent. “I love you, Baji-san.”
“I love you too.”
He couldn’t wait to tell Takemichi.