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Summer had gone by too quickly for my liking. Now the cold breeze had returned, the wind grew stronger and colder day by day.
As I walked into the backyard of our shared house I see him sitting on the only green coloured bench while staring up at the sky, looking at the constellations up above, mesmerized by the beauty of the twinkling ocean of stars.
The cold breeze blew and I saw him shiver a little, he bent down in a position to protect himself from the blowing cold wind.
I chuckled a little, it was a cute sight to be honest! How can my poor heart ignore it?
I slowly approached him from behind and sneaked my hands over his eyes covering them,
He flinched at first but was relieved as soon as he realised it was me.
"Soobin?"
He knew it was me just by my touch,
"How do you always know it's me?"
I asked him as I let go of his eyes,
"I just do,How can I not recognise this dumb boyfriend of mine?"
"Well this 'Dumb' boyfriend of yours is head over heals for you~"
"I know" He chuckles and then finished his sentence with a "I love you alot too you know."
"I know"
We stared at each other, drowning in each other's eyes for a couple of minutes before I pulled him into a sweet kiss we both very much needed.
"Soobin"
"Mhm?"
"You know what the moon reminds me of?"
"Umm no?"
"Well then listen carefully okay, It reminds me to love myself. That there is someone who will love you even it's from far. It reminds me of the dark and bright side of a person, people in love, it reminds me of me and you."
He then looked at me and smiled after saying,
"If you ever miss me just look at the moon, it will remind you of us, of me"
I stared at him. Realising even more that how much I love this person, I love him so much that it is impossible to describe it into words. I knelt down as I held his hands, his hands perfectly fiting mine.
This is the perfect time, if I miss this chance I don't know when I will be able to tell him what I've had in my mind and heart for ages.
He looked at me and gasped realising what was happening,
"My dearest Yeonjun, I want to tell you something."
I let go of his hands as I searched for a particular piece of paper in my chest pocket, pulling it out when I found it but was weirded out when I couldn't read anything, scratch that I can't even understand what those blurry lines ment! Curse my horrible handwriting for it.
I sighed and held his hands again and started,
"Dear Yeonjun, My life is wonderful because of you, you make me happy even when I'm down. Your smile alone lightens up my whole world and makes all the darkness disappears. Your love has made me crazy, crazy for you as it seems. And you know what? You are the moon in my life I adore and admire so much. I want to hold you in my arms for forever and tell you just how much I love you, you became the meaning of my life since the day you and me became 'we'."
I closed my eyes and finished my speech with a,
" Today a I profess my love to you as I kneel down on my knees to ask you some simple question, would you like to grow old with me? Will you please make me the happiest person alive in this world and marry me?"
I opened my eyes and looked at him, tears flooding his eyes as his hands covered his mouth and nodding his head indicating that he agrees,
I was so happy that I could die, I hugged him tightly we both cried in each other's embrace.
Everything was perfect, so perfect that it felt as if all of it is a dream, just a dream.
"I love you"
I whispered into his ears but my eyes widened at what he whispered back to mine,
I backed away and broke our hug, shocked at what he just told me. I looked at him, in his eyes he held so many emotions and I finally noticed how he was slowly fading away...
Suddenly every thing turned pitch black until I saw him again but this time crossing a busy road, I ran behind him to stop what is about to happen as I saw a car speeding towards him... But it was too late...
I jerked up from my sleep, that dread full night mare again...
My eyes teared up remembering what he whispered into my ears,
"Goodbye my moon..."
His last words to me before I lost him for forever, and the realisation kicked in that moment,
"He is not coming back, he never will..."
It started raining just some moments later.