Third time will hurt, you know ?

by DataConsumed

Summary:

"I remember what you told me in bed last time. Like I would meet the other guy or something. Come on, talk !" Kyo said, moving his hips again.

"Kyo !" Ren groaned and closed his eyes, fangs pressing against his lower lip. "I'm not sure you really want to see me in my true form… That's scary for humans, Aia told me. Please… You're driving me crazy."

"Wait. You showed it to Aia ?"

Notes:

Hello, this is monsterfucking with an alien you've been warned.
Though it doesnt go too far because this was originally going to be way longer.

Thank you for reading 🙏

"Be my boyfriend."

 

Kyo dropped his fork. 

He looked up and around, mouth still wide open. 

Scarle was just as dumbfounded as he was, in the middle of a big mouthful of burrito. She was frozen too, meat and sauce slowly dripping on her plate. 

 

Ren was staring at him sternly.

Kyo had never seen him so serious before, and if he wasn't so shaken up, he would be freaking out.

 

"Excuse me ?"

 

"I'm… Gonna go…" Scarle grumbled after gulping her big bite, and she stood up, burrito still in hand, but Kyo grabbed her wrist. 

 

"Stay here. What the fuck are you on about, Ren ?"

 

"No, really, I wanna go ." Scarle said, taking her wrist back in a swift motion. Kyo didn't have enough strength to keep her at bay. 

 

She walked away so quickly she disappeared in an instant. 

 

Kyo gaped and looked back at Ren with a frown. "What the fuck was thaaat ? Are you on drugs or something ??" 

 

"Wha– No ! Stop always bringing up drugs !"

 

"Bro you just asked me out in front of our friend in the middle of the cafeteria !" 

 

Ren looked around. He seemed suddenly shocked. "Oh. I forgot we were here."

 

"What ?!" 

 

Ren brought a hand to his head, frowning slightly. He seemed lost, like he had just woken up from a dream.

Kyo frowned too, because Ren really looked under the weather.

 

He had been looking like this the past few weeks, actually. 

Unless they were alone together.

In Kyo's bed. 

Or Ren's.

 

Or in the bathroom' stalls, with either one of them on their knees…

 

Kyo looked away, blushing with his own thoughts. Fuck. 

And they had been doing that a lot. 

Kyo had developed a taste for it, and it seemed that Ren did too. 

 

But back to what that stupid, pretty, sexy Alien just said.

Because he had to have heard that wrong.

Right ?

 

"Sorry, but I couldn't wait anymore. I want to be with you." 

 

Kyo had grabbed his fork back, only to let it fall again in a very loud clunk. This time, people turned around to look at them.

"Ren, next time I'm planting that fork straight in your eye."

 

Ren laughed, like he always did, but his laugh died down pretty quickly. "But, but wait, why are you deflecting this ? You don't want to ? Be my boyfriend ?" 

 

Kyo felt his cheeks burn again and he had to physically turn away this time, staring at some other students having dinner on a table farther away. 

 

"I can't believe you're asking me that…" He whispered, fingers fidgeting with dead skins around his nails. 

 

"And I can't believe you're not answering. Is that a no ?" 

 

Ren's voice wavered, and Kyo hated how sad it sounded. He wanted to answer, he really wanted to, but his voice got caught in his throat. 

 

"Kyo…"

 

Actually, Kyo wanted to hide. 

He wanted to disappear. Now.

 

"You know what, it doesn't matter. Forget about it." Ren said after a few, heavy seconds, and the worst part was that he was being very gentle about it. "I'll see you around, Kyo."

 

Kyo could hear the hurt in his voice, but Ren was still being thoughtful. 

God, he hated that.

He hated how Ren was treating him. Like he was… lovable. And worthy. No matter how insufferable Kyo was. 

Kyo… Didn't deserve any of that. 

 

Ren stood up, and went away, but Kyo didn't want him to go away. 

Still, Kyo stayed frozen on his seat, muted by his consuming feelings. 

 

Why did Ren have to ask ?

// 

Knock knock.

 

Kyo stared at the door in front of him. 

He could hear Ren inside, shuffling and chuckling, so he stood there patiently; which was a real feat for Kyo Kaneko, believe it.

 

When the door opened, Ren froze, his smile going from bright to a little 'o'.

This wasn't the reaction Kyo expected. 

 

And when Aster popped out of nowhere, clinging to Ren's arm to ask "Who's there ?", Kyo's guts dropped. 

 

For no reasons, truly, he knew damn well these two were like brothers, and yet–

Kyo couldn't help his face to become blank. 

 

Aster's face brightened instead, "Kyo !! You came to play with us ?" 

 

"Not really. I'll come back later." He said, in an automatic voice, but Ren stepped out of his room and grabbed Kyo' shoulder. 

 

"Wait. Don't go." 

He turned around to Aster, and Aster's gaze gleamed for a few seconds. He even dared winking at Ren, before he feigned a pout.

 

"Aw. I guess that's a rain check, then."

 

Kyo frowned as he watched Aster go back inside and grab his back and his phone, before he walked out, pressing a kiss on Ren's cheek, and, god help him, he tried to plant a kiss on Kyo's forehead. 

 

"Just– go !!" Kyo pushed him back. Aster giggled and waved at them before he walked away. 

Kyo watched him go, and when he looked up, Ren was staring at him expectantly. 

 

"I'm gonna be brutally honest with you, I'm feeling something very unpleasant man. And before you say it I know it's dumb okay, I'm dumb, but you've been avoiding me for like three days and I'm usually the one doing the avoiding and I don't like that he gets a special, I don't know, treatment or something." 

 

Ren smiled, a small, knowing smile.

"Aw Kyo… Are you jealous ?"

 

"I'm two seconds away from murdering you."

 

"But I like it !"

 

"One second."

 

"Fine, fine ! I take it back. Definitely no jealousy here…" Ren said as he walked back and let Kyo enter his room. He was still smiling though. 

 

Bastard. 

 

"I'm… Glad you came to see me." Ren said. "I was going to come to you, but Aster told me not to."

 

"What ??" Kyo turned around, gaping. 

 

"Because, he said that it would only add pressure on you if I was the one coming !!" 

 

Kyo was about to retort something back, but Aster's words actually made sense. And it hit him that Ren had been talking to Aster about them . 

 

"Oh my god you can't shut up about us can you ?" He groaned instead and let himself fall on the pouffe it all truly started on. 

It felt like he was swallowed whole by it. 

 

"You're right, I can't. Aia told me she couldn't have lunch with me anymore the other day, because I only talk about one thing, and it's you." Ren said, sitting down on the ground, a few feet away from Kyo.

 

And Kyo gawked at him. "You…! Shit bro you're just so… so… !" 

He had to hide behind his hands. 

Overwhelming feelings of shame and delight and embarrassment and something else he kept feeling every time he was with Ren swirled inside him and made it unbearable to even exist right now.

 

"I hate you when you're being so romantic." He groaned against his palms. "You're always making me feel all kinds of weird shit." 

 

Ren didn't answer, so Kyo spread his fingers to peek at him. 

The dumbest and most adorable expression was placated on the alien's face. His cheeks were pink, he was sporting a wobbly smile, and his eyes were shiny. 

 

Augh… Kyo wanted to kiss him with force and erase this unbearable cuteness off of him. 

 

Ren scooted over, crawling on the carpet, until his feet covered Kyo's. 

He was so childish sometimes… It made Kyo feel all soft inside. He hated it. 

 

"I can tell you're trying to talk about your feelings, I appreciate that so much, thank you."

 

"Shut up."

 

"Kyo, I'm gonna say it again, so be ready." Ren said, his hand reaching for Kyo's. 

Kyo sighed and grabbed his hand with both of his, trying to brace himself, as Ren intertwined their fingers. 

 

He was blushing like madness right now, but he was secretely so fucking grateful Ren wasn't pushing him away and wasn't finally done with his bullshit that he wanted to allow him that, just once.

He still looked away.

 

"Say it then."

 

Ren chuckled. "You don't have to say it back. But I love you."

 

"And I love you. Don't tell me what to do !!" Kyo tried to twist Ren's fingers but the alien didn't flinch. Dammit. 

 

"I love you too !" He exclaimed. Kyo could see the hope dripping out of his bright smile from where he was looking - at the ground. 

 

"Don't say it back, back !" Kyo hissed and pulled on Ren's hand. "Listen, stop distracting me. I came here for a reason, yeah ?" 

 

He inhaled, as Ren nodded slowly. 

 

"Okay, I…"

Oh boy. 

It was so, so hard to say these words when you really meant them. 

"I'm sorry, okay ? Don't ! Get ahead of yourself." Kyo groaned when he saw Ren open his mouth. "But for real though. I feel like a complete douchebag for the way I acted last time in the cafeteria. So. Yeah."

 

"Can I talk now ?" Ren asked, with a small smirk. 

 

Kyo rolled his eyes. "Gee, I don't know, do you have to ?" 

When Ren pouted, Kyo winced and looked down. "You know I don't mean it. Go on."

 

"I'm sorry too, Kyo. I realize I put you in a very embarrassing situation back then. I got too impatient." 

 

"I mean, you did." Kyo mumbled, as Ren's thumb started caressing his palm gently. "But… I keep reacting like a bitch, to hm… The idea of us, being like, you know, an item or something. For everyone to see. I don't want people to, you know… Comment on it and make it a big deal, because it's supposed to be big only for us, you know ?" 

 

God, why was it so difficult to talk about these things ? It was easier to pretend Ren hated him at some point before all this happened. "You know I'm not used to all this, and, y'know, sometimes I just think you deserve better– or I do ! Maybe I deserve better than an horny alien who's acting like a golden retriever when I'm around !"

 

Ren laughed, a full body laugh, his head thrown back and his throat completely exposed. 

Kyo wanted to kiss him. 

 

And frankly, what was stopping him ?

 

He could, right ?

Ren was his , after all. 

Ah, he needed to give Ren an answer, by the way. 

 

So he tried to launch himself forward, but the pouffe was swallowing him whole and he barely managed to move. 

 

"Oh my god I hate this thing, help me !!" He cried, his voice all high and broken. 

 

Ren laughed harder and grabbed his hand to pull him up in one sharp thug. Kyo literally flew on top of Ren, making them both fall down on the carpet. 

Kyo was hovering over Ren, hands on the ground supporting him, and he looked at the alien still giggling for a few seconds, before he leaned in and kissed his lips, his cheek, his chin, and then lower, peppering kisses all over his neck.

 

Ren went from giggles to whimpers, his breath hitching with every small kiss from Kyo. 

To the point where Kyo had to stop and push himself back up to look at him with wide eyes. 

 

"You okay ?"

 

Ren's eyes were heavy lidded, but his pupils were blown and his horns were shining like crazy. 

Kyo cocked an eyebrow. 

"Really. With a simple kiss ?"

 

Ren didn't look away, he even raised his chin a bit, as if to dare Kyo to mock him. 

But Kyo, as much as he was tempted to tease Ren a bit more, wasn't in the mood to get under Ren' skin. 

 

He actually had some questions he wanted to ask Ren since their last time, and now seemed like the perfect time to do it.

 

He sat up, stradling Ren's hips. This guy… He was half hard, just from kissing. Ren was making it difficult not to tease him, really. 

 

Kyo kinda liked that position. He loved feeling him like this under his ass.

Maybe they should try it someday… 

 

He blushed and looked away for a few seconds, before he looked back to Ren, fighting his mind to keep it out of the gutter. 

 

"Say."

 

He put his hands down on Ren's chest, splaying his fingers. 

 

"There's something I wanna know, before we seriously get involved."

 

"What do you mean, aren't we seriously involved already ?" 

 

"Shut up, you know what I mean. Remember when we got freaky last time ? There was this moment when you got a bit… How do I describe that, like you were an animal, feel me ?" 

He tried not to blush, and honestly he was kind of proud to manage talking about it with more ease, now. 

Cuz', talking about it was important, y'know ?

 

Ren frowned, his hands sliding on Kyo's thighs. "Wha–"

 

"Yeah, like you get super into it and then you growl and shit, and sometimes it feels like there's another you. Am I crazy ? Is this a weird thing to say ?" He asked, worried he might actually be crazy. His nails digged into the meat of Ren's chest. 

 

"Oh. You… You noticed." 

 

"Bro it's hard not to notice. Also I noticed you were holding back like mad, and not gonna lie I feel insulted by that." Kyo mumbled, pressing his finger against Ren's chest. 

 

"Kyo…" Ren started, but Kyo interrupted him.

 

"It's not like I hate it or anything, I really don't not like it you know, I just feel like you're hiding something from me–"

 

"Kyo please…" 

 

"-- And if you did that's be messed up man, you got me fucked up I swear–"

 

"Kyo !" Ren grabbed his hips hard enough to hurt.

 

"What ?!" Kyo spat, looking down at Ren to see his horns shine like madness again and his cheeks flushed. 

 

"You need to stop moving like that. Please." Ren whimpered, his eyes slowly looking down between them.

 

That's when Kyo noticed he was slowly rolling his hips in a circular motion, rubbing his butt against Ren's hard-on.

Mindlessly. 

 

"Oh shit, sorry, I…" He started, and bit his lower lip, looking back at Ren with an uncertain gaze. "It feels good."

 

Ren gulped loudly, and he didn't know why but it surprised Kyo and made him laugh out loud. "Jeez Ren, you're always so horny, and for what ?" 

 

When Ren raised a hand and brushed his cheek with his ringed finger, Kyo closed his eyes and leaned in the touch. "I just love you too much." Ren groaned, voice a bit too low. 

 

Ah, there it was again.

 

Kyo frowned and grabbed his wrist. "So ? You never answered. You hiding something from me ?"

He turned his face just enough to press a small kiss on Ren's palm, just because he could. 

And Ren always reacted in the most delicious ways whatever Kyo did to him. Like the small whine that passed his lips right now. "I remember what you told me in bed last time. Like I would meet the other guy or something. Come on, talk !" Kyo said, moving his hips again.

 

"Kyo !" Ren groaned and closed his eyes, fangs pressing against his lower lip. "I'm not sure you really want to see me in my true form… That's scary for humans, Aia told me. Please… You're driving me crazy." 

 

Kyo stilled again, and Ren grunted, rolling his hips up. "Wait. You showed it to Aia ? And you don't want to show it to me ?! See, that's why I have trust issues man." 

 

"I'm scared you won't look at me the same afterwards !" Ren blurted out, propping himself up on his elbows. He looked desperate, so Kyo believed him. 

 

"Why ?! Why would I ever ? Bro you have horns, and like, weird ears. I never expected you to not look like the alien in the Alien movies !" 

 

Ren winced and looked away. "Yeah, well, I don't know. Can we talk about it another time ? You got your answer right ? This isn't my true form, and yes sometimes I have to hold back real hard because it definitely wants more from you than you're ready for." 

 

"Fuck…" Kyo's breath was shaking, in spite of himself. He hated how hot that sounded. 

 

Ren's brows furrowed. "Kyo ? Is it really arousing you ? I thought it was in the heat of the moment last time…" 

 

"Shut up it's not…" Kyo tried, but his body couldn't lie, especially not to Ren. 

 

"It is !" Ren said, eyes wide open, laying back on the ground. He brought a palm between Kyo's legs, pressing it against his crotch. His thumb rubbed him through his pants and Kyo hissed, pleasure flooding his whole body. 

 

"Fine, but don't talk about it or I'll murder you." He growled, pouting, and Ren opened his mouth but didn't make any sound. 

Instead he tilted his head slightly and kept touching Kyo, his gaze burning and intent. 

His brows were still furrowed but he was making that face, the lewd one, with his eyes all glossy and pink cheeks and mouth half open, the one that made Kyo so fucking hard everytime because it usually meant he was going to receive good head. 

 

Kyo shivered and stopped pouting, leaning in instead to steal a kiss from Ren. 

Ren was all relaxed now, as if he'd been reassured by Kyo's weird horniness at the idea of his true form. 

Whatever. 

He looked hot. 

 

"Ren." Kyo whispered, looking into his blue eyes, "Wanna be a good boy ?" 

 

Ren licked his lips and nodded slowly, eyes heavy lidded. "Please…" 

 

Kyo hummed and kissed him again, feeling the mood settle. Ren wanted to please him, wanted for Kyo to take the lead, and Kyo was more than happy to oblige. 

 

He sat up and slid forward to sit on Ren' stomach. 

He cupped his cheek and gently caressed it, letting his thumb press against Ren's lips. 

 

Ren opened his mouth to lick at Kyo's thumb, his lips closing around as he sucked hard on it. 

"Oh, oh okay I see you… You want it Ren ?" Kyo asked, breath short as leaned forward slightly, pushing his thumb past Ren's lips and rubbing himself against his stomach. 

 

Fuck, was he overdoing it ? Wasn't it ridiculous to talk Ren down like that ? 

 

… With the way Ren was reacting, sucking hard on his thumb, staring at him with these glossy blue eyes, Kyo could tell Ren loved it. 

They were so fucked up, both of them - and Kyo knew they could be even worst, he was excited to discover more of himself with Ren, but it was so fucking scary too. 

 

"Open wide." He ordered, and Ren obeyed immediately, opening a bit too wide, his fangs elongating slightly, like a snake's would. Shit…

Kyo took his thumb out and replaced it with two fingers instead, biting his own lower lip as he pressed down on Ren's tongue, and Ren didn't blink once.

 

The alien was salivating so much, as Kyo rubbed his fingers against his tongue, and Kyo remembered the way it always made him feel everytime. 

He shivered again and brought his fingers to his own mouth, sucking on them while staring at Ren. He was still moving his hips, probably looked fucking ridiculous. 

 

But Ren started growling, louder than he ever did, and it made everything in Kyo freeze without him knowing why. 

He just stilled, eyes wide, fingers in his mouth. 

 

And Ren choked on his saliva, coughing, trying to fight that growl. "Fuck, sorry… You're just so… So—" 

 

Kyo suddenly pressed his other palm against Ren's lips. "Shut up. I'm gonna come if you say anything." Kyo whispered quickly, admitting it as his whole body was trembling from head to toe. 

 

And there it was again. 

 

The growl. 

 

Kyo panted, "Fuck you, Risotto." He groaned, voice hoarse. "Fuck you, you're killing me…" 

 

He let go of Ren's mouth and started fumbling with his own belt. 

It took Ren a second to catch up, but the moment he did, he helped Kyo, almost tearing his pants off when he tried to pop the button open. 

"Please, Kyo…" Ren whined, sliding his hands on Kyo's ass when Kyo finally took his hard cock out. 

 

He was fucking dribbling precome, and Ren staring at him so hungrily didn't help. Or when he pleaded. "Please…"

 

"Yeah, fuck, take it." Kyo grunted, and he tried to move forward, but it was Ren who dragged him forward, mouth already open. "Watch your damn teeth…" he whispered, alarmed, as he fell forward, pressing his cock against Ren's lips with one hand, the other keeping him stable on the floor. 

 

Ren was already sucking around him, lips wrapped tight around his tip. 

He flicked his tongue against the slit of his glans, insistently, and Kyo had to bite his lower lip hard not to cry out of pleasure when Ren pulled him forward even more, taking all of Kyo's cock down his throat. 

 

"Fuuuuck ! Ren !" He ended up moaning, unable to control anything, because Ren's fingers were digging hard in the meat of Kyo's butt, keeping him in place. "Wait- wait I'm gonna–" 

 

And Ren was growling so loudly it was making Kyo's body vibrate. His balls, more precisely. He was never gonna last. 

Especially when Ren was just devouring him so hungrily, stripping Kyo from any sense of control he had earlier. 

 

How could Ren bob his head so easily, too ? How did he do this thing with his tongue, oh, god, the thing he always did to push Kyo over the edge. 

 

Kyo was unable to breathe correctly, both his hands holding him up now, as his head was hanging forward, eyes closed on tears of pleasure. 

His knees were hurting from trying to keep him up from sitting completely on Ren's chest, but at this point he was hurting himself for nothing, since Ren was just handling him easily. 

 

"Ren…" He moaned one last time, as he felt his orgasm hit him like a fucking truck. 

Ren had the guts to keep on sucking him dry, until Kyo had to sob his name to make him stop. "Ren, fuck, stop please, too, too much…" 

 

Even then, Ren didn't stop. Not immediately. 

Not until Kyo grabbed his horns, hips thrusting forward without thinking because the overstimulation was driving him crazy - even his hips were burning !

 

Ren growled so loudly when Kyo moved his hips that it reverberated through Kyo's whole body and made his cock twitch. 

"Fuck, please, no more…" Kyo begged while moaning in pleasure. 

 

He was already hard again, Ren' saliva probably helping with that, but he could feel himself throb painfully, and he was worried Ren would fucking tear it away - but the danger made his heart beat faster, and warth spread through his body like electricity.

 

He was fucking aroused. 

 

Ren's dangerous side was exciting him. 

 

And the way he was just taking matters in his own hands without letting Kyo any choice was too fucking hot, when it shouldn't - remember, consent is sexy - and the worst thing was, he could still keep on begging for him to stop, he knew Ren could smell how much he wanted him to continue. 

 

And the tighter Kyo held on his horns, the louder Ren's growl was becoming. 

It was like Ren was about to turn. 

So Kyo grabbed tighter and started fucking Ren's lips, looking down to watch him frown, eyes tightly close.

 

Until one new eye popped open, and then another, and another one, on Ren's forehead, blue cat-like pupils staring at Kyo in a sea of black. 

It took Kyo's breath away, a hint of fear meddling with the surprise. 

 

"Fuck !" He cried, his voice breaking into a moan as he felt himself close to climax once again, "Ren ?" He called, but it seemed like his boyfriend was too far gone. If Ren kept going on after this one, Kyo would probably die. 

 

He let go of his horns and cupped his face, his hips slowing down in their desperate rut.

Kyo could see his alien eyes following each and every one of his movements, while staring at him. 

 

It was fucking hot, but it was also getting way out of control, and they still needed to talk about a lot of things before they let that happen. 

 

Kyo tried to take a deep breath, ignoring how badly he wanted to cough because his lungs were burning with the labored breaths he'd been taking until then. 

For just a few seconds, Kyo looked at the way his cock slid perfectly between Ren's lips, the way they dragged and tightened around him. 

Oh yeah, he was about to come.

But he could hold himself back, at least until Ren was back. 

 

"Ren… Open your eyes." He whispered in a low voice. He caressed his cheek with one of his thumb, his other hand slowly slipping in Ren's hair to push them away from his face, from his forehead and these new eyes that kept staring at him in hunger. Fuck.

 

"C'mon, look at me, I want you to look at me when I…" 

Kyo blushed, felt the blush spread up his ears and down his neck. 

"I… I want you to watch me come…" 

 

He wasn't sure it would bring the Ren that wasn't growling back - honestly it could have done the opposite, but a part of him wouldn't have minded - so he was relieved when he saw the strange alien eyes disappear slowly, and Ren's brows furrow before he fucking finally looked at Kyo. 

 

Kyo's heart missed a few beats and he bit his lower lip, hard, because the whole position was truly so, so filthy. 

He wanted to take advantage of it, and maybe get a bit of control back. 

"Yeah, that's right." He whispered as he sat back on Ren's chest, pulling out completely, and he watch as his cock slipped free, covered in saliva, saliva that he proceeded to smear all over Ren's lips, his chin, his cheeks…

 

He grabbed Ren's hair, pulling on them slightly, while his other hand grabbed his cock to jerk himself off, the tip hitting Ren's lips sometimes. 

"Pull your tongue out, I'm gonna come…" He whimpered, staring at Ren with wide eyes, as pleasure crept up fast for the second time. 

He was gonna die from this one; he was sure, and it would be Ren's fault, because he looked so good right now, slightly disoriented and lips swollen, his eyes watering with tears Kyo got to learn about, because Ren often cried with pleasure. 

 

"Yeah, Ren, look at how good you were, made me feel so good, you did so good…" Kyo tried, words slurring as he felt his climax hit him like a fucking brick. 

Ren whined, his tongue chasing Kyo as he came all over his face, hot semen splashing on Ren's red lips and flushed cheeks.

 

Kyo had to hold his breath through it, his vision blackening for a few, long seconds, before he just let himself fall on the ground next to Ren. 

"Fuuuuck…" he whined.

 

His eyes caught movement as he turned to face Ren, and he saw him furiously jerking himself off, cock jutting out of his barely opened fly. He must have done it while Kyo was fucking his throat earlier. 

It was so hot, and Kyo wanted to help, but he was out of commission. Even in the middle of his pleasure, he could feel how sore his throat was, how his head was throbbing, and how his back and legs would kill him tomorrow. 

 

He tried to crawl up to Ren, because even if he was completely out of it, he wanted to feel him, be with him. He grabbed Ren' shoulder and pressed his face against Ren's neck, peppering it with small, lazy kisses, until Ren groaned his name in a broken, low voice. 

 

Ren was trembling again, he was sweating too, and Kyo could tell it was from restraints, and he was starting to feel bad for Ren, for him to always have to keep himself in check the way he did. 

 

It was impressive, really. 

And fucking sexy, too.

 

Kyo took a deep breath and used the few strength left in him to push Ren on his side, back to Kyo, so he could wrap an arm around him and scoot closer. 

The floor was nowhere near comfortable, as Kyo's knee arthrosis was reminding him right now, but it would do, because Kyo needed this, and from the way Ren just curled up on himself, pulling on Kyo's arm, he needed this too. 

 

Kyo closed his eyes as he pushed his face against Ren's nape. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't help feeling ashamed, he felt like a dumbass for wanting to say it, and it was irritating, weren't come addled brains usually easier on people ??

 

He bit his lips. Stop being such a coward, Kyo. Come on.

Say it. 

You want to.

 

He inhaled, and as he opened his mouth to finally say it, Ren cut him off, whispering in a small voice, "I'm sorry…" 

 

It felt like a punch in the gut, and something inside Kyo switched. 

It became an absolute necessity to make sure Ren was okay. 

And it wasn't the first time he felt this need, just the first time he felt it so strongly. 

 

He grabbed a fistfull of Ren' shirt and pulled him back to make him lay down on the carpeted floor. 

That way, he could hover over him and look him right in the eyes. 

 

"Don't."

 

His voice was calm and low, breath even now. 

 

"You did amazing. You were perfect." He tilted his head on the side, blue and pink hair sliding down to brush Ren's forehead, as he cupped his cheek gently. "You're always so good for me…" 

 

He leaned in and kissed Ren on the lips, delighted with how desperately Ren kissed him back, his arms wrapping around Kyo to bring him closer. 

 

So they spent the next few minutes kissing, and Kyo was feeling proud to notice he had gotten better at it, even if they were still a bit sloppy, and Kyo loved pecs too much, while Ren always wanted to ravage the inside of his mouth. 

It was fine, they always liked fighting for dominance, but tonight, Ren wasn't. He was just kissing back obediently, gentle little kisses, caresses of the lips against his, and it felt very nice. 

 

At some point Ren was starting to relax, and getting cheeky again, nipping at Kyo's lips and smirking playfully when he licked at Kyo's lips tentatively but ended licking his nose instead. 

 

"You're a dumbass." Kyo had groaned, feeling more like himself again, and when Ren laughed with his usual laugh, he felt accomplished. 

 

"You love me anyway." Ren said as he sat up, bringing Kyo with him in a sitting position. 

 

And Kyo didn't hesitate this time, chin pressed against Ren's chest, looking up at him. "I do. I love you anyway." 

//

Ren was losing his mind.

He hadn't felt that way since these times before he discovered Earth. 

 

He usually felt fine, perfectly comfortable in this human-ish skin. 

He'd worked hard on himself for his first two years on Earth, the first years he spent observing and studying humans. So he was pretty good at being in control, usually.

 

And then Kyo would blush or smell just a bit stronger, and Ren's mind would start getting foggy. 

 

It had started that night when Kyo came to him and offered himself to Ren. 

Since then, because Ren had been able to taste him and smell him and feel him so deeply, he had been slipping here and there, letting out a growl or too. 

 

Mostly, he could keep himself under control, but sometimes he would lose it enough to become dangerous. He would lose himself enough for this human skin to become too tight, too uncomfortable, and for his old self to want to get out and take , conquer , devour . 

 

It scared him. 

He didn't want to let his primal instincts take over again. 

Who knew what would happen if he did ?

 

He loved Kyo so much, he'd never, ever felt that way before about anything, not a planet, not a culture, not even music.

So who knew what would happen if he let himself act so freely ?

 

Humans were so fragile… A fleeting existence in the grand scheme of the universe. 

 

Kyo kept repeating "I trust you, you'd never hurt me." but Ren already did, so many times, without even noticing, too. 

 

That time he bit him during their first time, that time he couldn't get enough and kept impaling himself on Kyo's cock during their second time, and the moment he kept on sucking him because he needed more of his seeds, more of him inside himself.

 

That time in particular, Kyo had asked him to stop, and Ren never did. 

And he'd been thinking about it since then. 

 

Especially because of the way his mind kept going blank when Kyo would brush his arm with his hand in a fleeting gesture, or because of the way his chest would start getting too tight and his throat would vibrate with that insufferable growl he used to be proud of when he would land on a new planet, seeing how it would intimidate everyone, but it didn't intimidate Kyo, ever. Everytime Ren growled, Kyo kept stinking of sex hormones almost immediately. 

 

His arousal smelled so, fucking, good, especially to Ren, and he really thought it was a human thing, but no, it was a Kyo thing. 

It was driving Ren crazy. 

Crazy to the point of losing his grip on himself, and letting his real form take over.

 

And now, Kyo wanted to meet that part of him. 

And he had arranged a whole thing too. 

Like he'd asked one of their teachers to allow him access to the gym, only for him and Ren, to, he said, "Try and explore his moon powers."

 

So today, Ren was locked in the gym, alone with Kyo, about to go through a transformation he hadn't gone through for years now. 

 

"Are you really big ? Will it hurt when you turn ? Will you even be able to understand me ? How am I gonna understand you ?!" 

 

Ah, yeah. 

And the worst was, Kyo was so fucking aroused . 

 

"I… I think we should maybe talk about this seriously, Kyo."

 

Kyo's face scrunched up in the cutest way - everything he did was either cute or sexy lately, Ren couldn't see him any other way - and he pointed at him with his finger. 

 

"D'you think I'm not serious ? I am you bitch ! We need to know how we're gonna communicate !" 

 

Ren looked away, feeling a cold sweat break on his nape. "Kyo, you won't be able to talk to me when I'm in this form. When I'm full alien I have these urges that take over, and nothing else matters."

 

Which wasn't true before. 

Before, Ren was always super focused, logical, intelligent and extremely capable of keeping his pulsions on a leash. 

Before, Ren was an alien prince with a strong desire for conquest and knowledge and power and destruction. 

 

All that was, well, before.

Before he came here, on Earth. 

 

Before he let Music mellow his heart.

And most importantly, before he met Kyo.

 

Kyo had fucked with his head completely. And literally. 

Ren hadn't turned back in his monstrous form since he was in Iluna, so he wasn't even sure about what he was saying, but he could feel under his skin, the burning lava of desire running through his veins, compelling him to catch and possess and devour. 

 

So what if it was unsafe to turn back ?

What if he hurt Kyo ?

 

He always came back to that same question. 

 

"I used to be a very dangerous being. I used to hunt and chase down everything that was inferior to me." Ren said, bringing a hand to his face to rub it in embarrassment. 

 

"Are you saying I'm inferior ?" 

 

Something pulled on his horn to make him lean forward, and Ren's eyes shot open to see that Kyo was all close to him. He was looking at him with that defiant look he always had, the one that made Ren want to tease and poke him. 

But right now it made him want to pin Kyo down and fuck him till he passed out, claim him as his . 

 

Kyo's lower lip juted out in a pout, and Ren felt something break inside him. 

He leaned in, forcing against Kyo's hand which was clutching at his horn pretty firmly, to catch this cute lip between his, and he sucked on it immediately, causing Kyo to let out a surprised little moan that made the monster inside of him roar back to life. 

 

And Kyo kissed him back, swallowing his growls, his fingers gently sliding down his horn to caress his hair before he wrapped his arms around Ren' shoulders, eagerly trying to dominate that kiss. 

 

Ren didn't care, he never did, if Kyo wanted to lead, he would always let him do so, and Kyo was still sloppy and messy even now, but he had picked up on things Ren loved more than anything, and he kept driving him crazier and crazier every time. 

 

Ren lost his mind when Kyo nibbled on his lips, or when he sucked on his tongue, no matter how far Ren would push it down his throat. 

Kyo was so cute, but he was also too hot, always trying so hard to get the upper hand on Ren. Trying to make him lose his mind. 

And obviously succeeding. 

 

And when Ren had lost it, usually, Ren would let Kyo take complete control of their time together, even if it was just a quick blowjob in the institute's bathrooms. 

He would just abandonate himself to every feeling Kyo would allow him to feel - and god did Kyo give him a lot, even if he liked to think he was harsh on Ren - and trust Kyo completely. 

 

But as of late, Ren would slowly but surely grab back every ounce of control to get more and more out of Kyo. 

 

He was starting to worry, because if it stayed sexual for now, it was only a matter of time before Ren would try to get more out of Kyo on a more emotional level. 

 

He wasn't sure of that, but he was scared of that possibility. 

Kyo was Kyo after all, and that would mean asking for him to change, in a way, and Ren couldn't bear that idea. 

Kyo moaned again, one his hand grabbing Ren's hair to pull on it gently. Ren groaned in answer and grabbed Kyo's ass to pull him up in a swift motion. 

 

Kyo didn't hesitate to go with the flow and wrapped his legs around Ren's hips, pushing his tongue deeper between Ren's lips to kiss him with more passion. 

Kyo weighed nothing. 

Ren could carry him with one hand, really, he could handle him however he wanted to, but he only did when he smelled it on Kyo, the need to get taken care of. 

 

Right now, he was smelling exactly like that, and it was intoxicating. 

Ren was just one step away from ripping his clothes off and taking him right here, right there, in the middle of the gym. 

 

"Wait- Ren wait…" Kyo whispered against his lips, body arching against Ren.

It took all of Ren's willpower for him to still himself, lips still pressed against Kyo's. 

 

"We need to focus, stop trying to get in my pants."

 

Which, really, was ironic enough coming from Kyo right now. 

He probably hadn't noticed he was half hard already.

 

But he was right. 

If Ren wanted to keep a hold on his alien form, he needed to focus. 

 

So he let go of Kyo gently, even though they were still kissing softly, unable to keep their hands off of each other. 

 

"Okay, okay, enough you ass…" Kyo groaned and pushed him away, seemingly trying to convince himself more than Ren. 

 

It made Ren smile like an idiot. 

He loved this man, so, so much.

 

"Sorry, you just smell so good."

 

"Shut up !" Kyo blushed and smelled even stronger. Ah…

 

"Hey now, I'm just saying." Ren purred. 

 

"Yeah yeah, so, tell me what I should be concerned about. Is there lile, safety shit I need to know ? Acid blood maybe ?"

 

"I have tested that on plants before, but it doesn't seem like it does any damage… So I'm not sure. But huh, I do have a warning though."

 

"Yeah ?" Kyo crossed his arms on his chest.

 

Ren sighed. 

And he slowly let himself transform, his last words pronounced in a hoarse voice that sounded unnatural and bounced against the gym's walls :

 

"Don't run." 

 

The last thing Ren's human form processed was a loud gulp coming from Kyo, and his beautiful golden eyes widening.

 

The first thing Ren's alien form processed was how fucking breedable his human was. 

Granted, he was small, and fragile, but he was so ready for Ren, so hungry for him, and all Ren could think about was how much he wanted to plant his seeds in his beautiful mate . 

 

It was an urge that burned through his veins, it was an absolute necessity, it was to ensure his species would continue to exist–

 

"Ren ?" 

 

Kyo's call rang through him like a mermaid song. 

 

He needed to possess Kyo, right now.

 

So he extended his fingers, long, skeletal, black claws that could wrap easily all around Kyo's waist; to try and grab him, but then Kyo reacted exactly how Ren needed him to react to trigger the beginning of a dire courtship ritual.

 

He ran away.

//

Kyo knew, when he finally planned it all to meet the other Ren, that it would be a once in a lifetime experience. 

Not that he would die or anything.

 

But he knew that it would somehow scar him for the rest of his life. 

In a good way, probably, with how fucking horny he'd been, waking up every night after dreaming of how Ren would transform and fuck him in every ways possible, biologically possible or not . 

 

He even woke up one morning, sweating profusely, wet shorts the proof of his sleepy climax, after he had dreamt of getting pregnant from that stupid alien. 

 

Kyo had never been so ashamed of himself, and the way Ren had looked at him that day had made it even worse. 

 

Truth was, even if it was hot on paper, he fucking hope he wouldn't actually get knocked up. That would be… Terrible in many ways. He'd probably die from it anyway, humans always died from that in the movies. 

 

He was completely fucked up, man, and nobody could know avout that dream, ever - not even Ren. Or he would have to kill him. 

 

He knew it was probably because of the unknown, of the danger, the thrill of it - but still, it was disturbing, and he wanted for these dreams to stop. 

 

So he had prepared everything, and made sure nothing would disrupt his meeting with the other Ren.

 

Thinking about it, maybe he should have prepared an emergency plan. 

Because the moment Ren started changing, no matter how aroused Kyo felt, a terrible fear started spiraling in the middle of his guts. 

 

It's not that he wanted to be afraid, but Ren's beautiful face tore in two, a huge mouth full of razor sharp teeth opening where his pretty red lips were a second ago. 

It had to be painful. And the noises he was making… the whole scene was terrifying. 

 

Ren was already tall, but now he was growing taller, so tall that Kyo had to tilt his head all the way up to keep looking at his multiple blue eyes. 

Shining blue eyes, drowned in pure black. 

 

And no traces of humanity left in these eyes. 

All that was left of the Ren he knew were his horns, sticking exactly in the same way on top of his now hairless head.

 

"Ren ?"

 

All of his clothes tore in a terrible ripping noise, and Kyo's eyes fell down to watch as his body became inhuman, and covered in a beautiful, shiny black skin, ribbed with discreet electric blue lines that ran from his head down to his… feet, if he could even call them that with how fucking sharp they were. 

 

The lines were looking like the map of a city, sometimes joining in swirls that looked like suns and stars here and there. 

 

His whole body looked like the universe. 

 

The creature now fully standing in front of him was a product of nightmares, but also absolutely gorgeous. 

 

And when Ren started elongating his arms towards him, sharp fingers longer than Kyo's forearm stretching as if to grab him, Kyo's mind went blank and he gulped loudly.

 

He definitely should have prepared a backup plan, because his stupid ass couldn't help but turn around and start running away - not even towards the exit, of fucking course, but right to the storage room that was way smaller than the huge gym they were currently in. Kyo would never last more than twenty minutes in a horror movie.

 

The double doors were open, and right in front of him was a pile of gym mats high enough to reach a small window that led outside.

 

Kyo had seen enough horror movies to know this was the way, even if he would probably lose a limb in the process. 

Deserved. 

 

Trouble was, Kyo never actually did any sports, and being the protagonist of his own life never made him sturdier and fitter in any ways. 

So not only did he fail as he tried to jump on the mat pile, but Ren growled loudly and it made his knees wobble like nothing ever did before, a sharp feeling of arousal shooting straight between his legs. 

 

Being chased, being caught, by Ren, was too exciting. Kyo fucking hated himself for feeling like this, especially when he half landed on the mats in a pathetic "Oof". 

He could already imagine Ren barge in and destroy everything around and then grab Kyo with his fingers and lick him with his longue tongue–

 

Another roar echoed in the small room, and Kyo panted, fear taking over once again - what if he ate him ? What if he snapped his neck like a plain toy ?

He gulped again and turned around, his legs still trembling too much to bear his weight, so he held himself on the mat pile with his arms, fingers digging in the foamy material. 

 

Ren was stuck in the entrance, too fucking big to get in, and the doors were creaking ominously around him because he was pushing himself against them, so for a sick second, Kyo felt relieved, and he let out a long sigh, until Ren changed form slightly to become longer and thiner and Kyo almost died of an aneurism at the sight of him snaking his way inside. 

As he wimpled in the room, Kyo's eyes quickly noticed the spikes all along his spine, almost looking like his horns, but deadlier. 

He truly looked like a big, black snake, body completely fluid knocking over carts full of balls and shelves with materials on it.

The loud noises didn't even make the alien flinch. 

 

"Holy shit !" Kyo cried, his mind blanking after supplying him too many ways this could be fucking sexy, but really, the way Ren was hissing and growling and drooling right now was too overwhelming for him and he needed just, just a bit of time, before accepting his fate of being devoured - or stuffed - on the spot…

 

Ren slid forward, like he was on ice, and his head got so close to Kyo that Kyo could feel his breath against his body. 

He wasn't as huge as before, probably because he was an all four, but he was still massive compared to him, and he was staring at Kyo, his saliva dripping on Kyo's chest, his maw getting closer and closer from Kyo's neck. 

 

Kyo's heart was beating so fast it felt like it was about to burst out of his chest. 

His breath was hectic, and his eyes were wide open, his hands gripping the mats so hard he couldn't feel his fingers anymore. 

 

He was absolutely confused about what he was fucking feeling right now. 

Ren kept growling low, but the more he heard it, the more it felt like an appreciative growl instead of a threatening one, but then again, maybe Kyo was projecting. 

 

Maybe Ren only wanted him dead and in his stomach. Or alive, and still in his stomach. Kyo gulped. 

 

Ren inched even closer, eyes blinking slowly, as something wet, cold, and incredibly long pressed against Kyo's neck, right against his pulsing jugular. 

Kyo was fighting real hard not to turn his head and expose his neck even more to his feral lover, but when he felt teeth graze his skin, Kyo let out a strangled noise and opened his eyes. He didn't know he had shut them so tight he was now seeing stars. 

 

Survival instincts kicked in suddenly, bringing out a bravery he didn't know he had, because he started talking again, even if his heart was in his throat, and all his blood between his legs. 

 

"R-Ren, I swear to god if you bite me I'll kill you…" 

 

It came out more strangled and more audibly scared as he would have liked to, but he had momentum now, so he tried, "Fucking step back, you're drooling a-all over my shirt you stupid alien !! I-if you continue, I'm pulling on your horns !"

 

But Ren kept nibbling at his throat, his tongue laving his whole neck like it was a fucking lolipop. 

It felt… weird - good - and he definitely wasn't feeling it - oh he was - but he couldn't dwell on it, because Ren's clawy fingers wrapped easily all around him and started tearing his shirt like it was made of paper. 

 

So that's when Kyo' survival instinct really kicked in - or maybe it was just his usual Ren instinct, because, in retrospect, it was the dumbest thing he could have ever done. 

 

He let out a yelp, and raised his fist to suddenly bonk Ren's head so hard his teeth sank a bit in the back of Kyo's neck. 

 

It hurt a bit, but he didn't feel it, pumped full of adrenaline at this very moment. 

 

He froze when Ren whined at the hit he just took, and withered away, all his eyes looking very despondent. 

 

"Aw…" 

 

Kyo's mouth fell open, eyes wide, fist still up in the air. 

"What the- motherfucker, did you just talk ??" He cried, voice all high from outrage.

 

Ren's alien face was fucking hilarious right now, and Kyo would have laughed if he wasn't so fucking appalled. All his eyes tried to look somewhere else, and his maw was closed in a pouty way, tongue still sticking out.

It was blue. 

 

"I… I guess I did." Ren answered, but his voice was different from his usual one - it rang in a weird way, still his but slightly lower and way, way rougher. He definitely sounded alien. 

 

Kyo wondered how he ever managed to sound so good when he sang. 

 

"I can't believe you pulled this whole Alien resurrection act on me !" 

 

"I can't believe you bonked me !" Ren growled with indignation, finally getting out of his stupor. 

 

"Your feral ass was about to eat me !!" 

 

"I wasn't ! I was about to–" 

 

Ren stopped himself, a familiar, low growl starting to resonate in his chest, and the lines on his skin started to glow bright. 

 

Oh. 

 

"Fuck…" Kyo whispered.

 

"You smell so good…" Ren growled at the same time, and his eyes started losing that funny expression they had just before, the human one.

 

It was so hot to see him drool again, in this powerful form, fingers moving slowly towards him again, but Kyo knew, now, that he wasn't entirely ready for that yet. 

 

"Don't make me bonk you again, because I will." He whispered, his voice breaking, arousal clear in his tone.

 

God dammit. 

 

Ren shook his head, and saliva flew everywhere, splattering all over Kyo. "S-sorry. I should turn back…" 

 

Kyo winced, "Ew ! You fucking asshole !! What are you, a dog ?!" 

Ren's words registered in his mind. "Wait, no, Ren, Ren, Ren, can you… ? Can you keep your form ? And stay there with me ? I just… I just wanna see you properly."

 

He looked up, trying to stand properly, ignoring how his shirt was hanging poorly on his shoulders, half shredded, and he added a soft, "Please ?" 

A long, guttural growl rolled off of Ren's chest, and he crouched, straightening himself up. "Are you sure… ?" 

 

Kyo took a step forward, and Ren's alien flinched, his fangs showing, so Kyo stilled, his hand frozen in the air. 

 

"You're scared. You smell scared." 

 

"Shut up. Be an alien. Aliens don't talk." Kyo whispered in a hoarse voice. "What if I'm scared, it's only natural right ?" 

 

Ren growled in what Kyo assumed was approval, so he kept raising his hand towards Ren's elongated face, his fingers brushing his maw. 

Ren opened his mouth wider, saliva dripping from his teeth. 

 

"Fuuuck man you nasty…" Kyo pouted and pushed his head away slightly so he could access his neck, his chest, his arms. He let his fingers slide all over Ren's body, following the blue lines crossing his smooth skin. 

They were glowing enough to cast their light in the obscurity of the storage room they were in. 

 

"Can you… Can you get bigger again ?" He asked as he took a step back and pressed his palms against the hollow of the inside of Ren's elbows. It was a fun detail to notice he still had this particular joint. Maybe he was choosing it, since he was clearly a shapeshifter. 

 

Ren seemed to hesitate, but he soon started to swell up, less snake like, and more solid, more impressive. As he grew more and more, forcing Kyo to step back until he was against the mats again, his tail filling the space, Ren knocked over the shelves around and crushed a few balls, his huge clawy hands not knowing where to set. 

 

The spikes on his spine pierced the ceiling like it was butter, and Kyo felt his dread amplify, along with his stupid arousal. 

Ren was so fucking big he had to be bent almost in half, and Kyo could see his horns, and the pattern of the blue lines running along his body. 

 

"Does it hurt ?" Kyo asked, bringing his other hand up to run his fingers on these pretty blue lines. 

 

"No… But it hurts because I want you." Ren growled in answer, pushing his head against Kyo's hands. "You smell–"

 

"Shut up ! I know !" Kyo cried, blushing furiously. Ren's big head was pushing against his stomach, and he could feel him drool against his pants. 

Fuck, he was almost like a big dog, except more dangerous and more… alien-like, so, maybe not a dog at all. 

 

"Kyo…" Ren growled, losing what few of his humanity was left in his voice, and Kyo knew he was starting to run out of time before the alien would take over completely again. 

His hips twitched in spite of himself, not caring one bit about the fact that Ren could fucking terminate his life right here right now.

 

Ren's hot breathing was sending shivers through the wet, cool spot on his crotch, not helping him to make the right decision here. 

 

And it got worse when something slid between his legs and pressed right against his balls and cock through the fabric of his pants. "Oh fuck !"

He was licking him.

Through his fucking pants. 

 

One of his hands grabbed Ren's horn, his other arm wrapped around his neck as Ren pushed closer, pressing his whole face against his crotch. He could hear and feel the alien sniff him and it made Kyo shiver again and again and again.

 

"Ren, wait–" 

His voice got caught in his throat as the big, long tongue pressed and rubbed again right between his legs, completely dampening his pants and underwear. If Kyo wasn't completely hard before, now he was. 

 

The more Ren pushed against Kyo, trapping him against the pile of mats, the more Kyo could feel his razor sharp teeth press against his legs, and it still didn't stop him from spreading his legs to give him a better access, because now, all Kyo could think about was how he wanted to feel that wetness more, more, more. He wanted to feel it all around him and inside him at the same time, he wanted for Ren to just swallow him whole.

 

Just when he thought that, when the arousal of this thought flooded his brain and body, Ren's maw opened wide and his teeth sank in the meat of his stomach, his ass and the inside of his thighs, just enough to catch him but not enough to pierce the skin, though it felt like it and for a split second Kyo yelled in terror because holy shit was he gonna get his dick teared off ??

 

Ren yanked him forward and pinned him down on the floor, dragging him in between shelves that fell over against the walls, his jaw still firmly locked around his crotch, and Kyo had the fleeting thought that if this was a horror movie, he would be the dude who experience the most ridiculous death in it. Fear took over again right after, because it was pain he was feeling now, Ren hadn't been gentle at all on this one, and Kyo was gonna feel that for fucking days . 

 

"You fucking asshole ! Stop playing with your food if you're gonna eat me !" Kyo yelled, voice completely broken, last words of a crazy man that reacted to fear with a fragile wall of toughness. 

 

But Ren let go of him, and gave him a long, warm lap from his balls up to his navel, pushing away the rest of his shredded shirt, and Kyo squealed, mortified by the noise that just came out of his mouth. It felt so good it was almost unreal.

 

It was insane how quickly arousal kicked in when fear coursed through his veins. 

 

"Fucker…" Kyo groaned as he tried to push himself up on his elbows, only to get an eye full of his own cock completely erect, freed from clothes. "What the… How ??" 

 

His pants and underwear had melted under the amount of saliva the alien had poured on him. All that was left was his belt and some fabric around his hips, plus the legs of his pants from his knees down to his sneakers. 

 

Another wave of dread washed over him because his skin was next, but all he could feel was an intense tingle all over, that made him feel more sensitive. He shivered every time Ren huffed and puffed, breath cold making his skin cover in goosebumps.

 

Again, with his alien drugs, Kyo thought and almost snorted, but he was too busy shaking with fear and arousal to make any other face than wide eyes and mouth wide open all the time. 

 

"You really gon' eat me huh…" Kyo whispered. It shouldn't be such an endearing thought. 

It shouldn't make his cock twitch and leak even more. 

Fuck.

 

He looked back up at Ren, and this time he stared as his long blue tongue slipped down there only to run up and wrap around his cock, while the tip of it pressed against his navel. Kyo's voice died in the back of his throat as he let out a silent scream. The pleasure was frying his brain, he was pulled towards his orgasm way too fast.

 

Ren's tongue was wrapping so tight around him, but it was also lukewarm, which was a weird sensation and still the best one he'd ever felt yet. 

It made Kyo shake like a leaf, especially when Ren pulled back only to lick him again, and again, lapping him up until Kyo fell back on the ground and brought his hands to his head, pressing the ball of his palms against his eyes. 

 

He was panting hard, completely dizzy because of how intense the feeling was everytime Ren's tongue was lapping him up. 

"Ren– Ren I'm gonna, gonna come…" 

 

His back arched as he said so, and Ren let out the loudest growl he ever did. 

It pushed Kyo over the edge in an instant. 

 

He felt his cock twitch hard as he spilled his hot semen in a climax that made his vision black out for a few seconds. Ren crawled closer suddenly, and Kyo could feel his teeth press against the skin of his stomach again as Ren's tongue started laving his cock, not saring an ounce of what Kyo just spurted. 

 

"Oh fuck, fuck !" Kyo cried because it was too much, the sensations were overwhelming him, and Ren's growl was making the fucking concrete vibrate. Kyo was about to pass out. 

 

He needed to make him stop, step back, or Ren needed to fucking finally, swallow him whole. 

 

"Ren…" Kyo groaned in a strangled voice, and he grabbed Ren's horns, pulling on them harshly. It made Ren's teeth graze and pierce the skin of his stomach, but at this point the pain only turned into a wave of infernal pleasure in Kyo's brain.

 

Ren froze, surprisingly, but at least he stopped , and Kyo could finally catch his breath.

 

"Sorry, if I'm hurting you…" He managed to croak after a few seconds, and he let go of Ren. But Ren's reaction wasn't what Kyo expected. 

He crawled back brutally, his spiky spine hitting the ceiling and the wall, piercing holes in the concrete like it was butter. 

 

Kyo sat up, taken aback.

Ren tried to stand up but the room was too small.

 

And that's when Kyo saw–

"Oh my god bro you gotta be kidding me, you're fucking HUGE what the fuck !" 

His voice went high pitch, and his eyes couldn't look away at Ren's erect–

"Wait !" He cried and stood up, feeling like his eyes were about to pop out of his head. He was so shocked he couldn't feel any pain or exhaustion - actually, he wasn't feeling any fatigue at all - so he strode up to Ren and looked down, ignoring the dust falling on them because of Ren' spikes. 

 

"Pause. You can't be real." He looked up but Ren's eyes were closed, so Kyo looked back down. "You got TWO ??" 

 

Ren growled, so Kyo knew he could smell it on him, how much it was turning him on, but Kyo decided to ignore that, and focus on the way it looked, because it was not only big, but the tip was also glowing blue like the tip of Ren's horns, and the blue part was ribbed - Kyo wanted to wrap his hands around it to push the black skin down, he wanted to see more, but before he could move, Ren leaned in and pushed his head against Kyo's chest in small motions, letting out clicking guttural sounds.

 

Kyo stilled, surprised. He raised a hand and caressed his big head, curious about what was happening, but he quickly understood when Ren shrank down, his body slowly coming back to his human form, bones cracking in place in a terrible sound. 

 

Ren' skin turned pearly white when it was the color of the universe right before, but the blue lines persisted, still running on his body in intricate patterns, until all that was left was his spine, a bumpy dark road leading down, down, down; and his horns, most visible proof of what Ren really was.

 

"Oh, okay, that's my man right there, here…" Kyo tried to hold his arms up towards Ren to offer him up support. 

 

But Ren seemed out of energy, falling over Kyo, panting loudly, completely naked. "Kyo…"

 

His voice was completely broken, rough, and a bit too sexy. That's the moment Kyo's body decided to remind him what the fuck just happened, and how weak he actually felt, so they both collapsed on the floor. 

 

Kyo winced in pain, as Ren groaned and pulled himself up on his hands, looking down between them. 

 

The first thing Kyo saw when he looked down too was Ren's cock, hard and dripping, and it made his own twitch desperately. Ah, fuck, even though the two blue cocks were fucking sexy, he just couldn't help how much he wanted this one already. 

 

He looked away, biting his own lower lip, trying to calm himself down, because maybe Ren needed time, maybe he needed comfort right now, instead of a horny boyfriend .

 

"You're hurt… I hurt you." Ren whimpered and fell back on his butt, crawling away. His hands still looked grayish, almost black, blue lines slowly receding but still very bright on his forearms. 

 

Kyo frowned. "What ? No. I mean, ye, you kinda dragged me down so my back is sore but that's–" 

 

Ren leaned forward and pressed a hand on Kyo' stomach, and it stinged like a son of a bitch. "Ow ! Fuck !" He looked down to see why it hurt like that and his eyes widened as he saw a string of little holes barely bleeding covering his skin. It was like a belt of bite marks. 

 

The bit of blood that had spilled had sipped through the remnants of his ripped pants, turning the gray into a pinkish red. "Oh okay. Well that's gonna suck but I'm used to it anyway." Kyo grumbled as he sat up and looked up at Ren. "You really tried to eat me huh." That wasn't a question, more of a statement.

 

Ren looked up, shocked, looking almost gray again with how pale he became suddenly. "I'm sorry…" he said, voice strangled with clear remorse. Was he gonna cry ? 

 

"Bro, ain't no way you're gonna do that ! C'mon, that was erh, fucking hot, can't you see you made me huh, you know !" He looked down on himself only to see that as far as semen was concerned, Ren really hadn't spared a single drop. 

 

And incidentally, Kyo was covered in shiny saliva. 

His cock twitched again. He winced, just for the show, trying to ignore his own arousal rearing its ugly head.

 

Kyo looked up only to see Ren stare at him with teary eyes, lower lip trembling. 

God dammit. This guy was way too sensitive. And Kyo knew that he could smell how Kyo was still turned on. 

 

"I–"

 

"Don't you dare say it one more time. I'm still… You know, so if you want me to help you with that ," He pointed at Ren's erection, "You better toughen up because really that ain't the time and honestly it's no wonder you get no bitches if that's how you're gonna be for just a little biting incident–"

 

"Kyo !" 

 

Ren leaned in and pressed a palm on Kyo's lips, which didn't stop him at all, it made him even more mad, "icantbelieveyoutryingtoshutmeupyoufuckingweakassalienyoucantevenrizzmeupinyouralienformwhatsthiseven–" 

 

"Oh my god shut up please !! Don't you care that I could have killed you ?!" 

 

Kyo hit Ren's wrist, which was back to his human form completely now, to push it away from his mouth. "Kill me ?? You can't even kill a fucking fly, the only thing you're killing right now is the fucking mood !!" 

 

Ren let out a snort, crossing his arms on his chest, and looking away. His horns were glowing again, and Kyo just noticed they had stopped glowing for a good minute just now, when Ren was worried. 

"You're so mean. I just… I'm scared okay ?" 

 

"Well, I'm not." 

 

Ren opened his mouth so Kyo kept going. "Shut up about how you can smell it. You're gonna make me say it huh ? You fucking risotto." 

 

They both fell silent, because Ren really wanted to hear it. Kyo sighed and looked away, shoulders sagging a bit. He felt himself blush as he said : "It was scary but that's what made it hot okay ? I trust you, you big cockroach." 

 

"And yet I still hurt you."

 

The despair in Ren's voice was so evident, Kyo couldn't help but mellow a bit. 

He sighed and looked up at Ren, raising hands to grab his face gently. "Listen, Ren. This is part of the game, right ? No cap, I knew damn well from the beginning this was the kind of thing that could happen. And I still damn well signed up for this. And I will again. I'm not scared about getting hurt, I'm scared of you chasing me around and catching me and, you know… Taking all the power away from me. But that's what's exciting... You get it, right ?" 

 

Kyo pulled Ren down for a small kiss on the lips, making him scout closer, as close as possible as they were both sitting on the ground, surrounded by debris. "I know you get it." He added, and bit Ren's lower lip, hard enough to hurt a bit. 

It made Ren shiver. 

 

"I guess… You're right. I still can't believe I did that." Ren whispered, letting his fingers brush the bite marks running around Kyo's pelvis. 

 

Kyo winced but let the burn of the pain transform into something else. They were both fucked up, and now that they knew, Kyo wanted to keep digging to see just how fucked up they were. "Well I do, I told you I was ready to get roughed up." 

 

And even if he also knew he could never be completely ready because he never had encountered a real alien before, he still was as ready as he could ever be. So, there. 

 

"Do you want… D'you want to go back ? Cause I mean you just ripped out of your skin and all… Did it hurt ?" Kyo couldn't help but ask. He wanted to give Ren a hand with his situation but Ren really seemed to be shaken up, so maybe it was better to do that later…

 

"I don't think we feel pain the same way…" Ren hummed and leaned in to push his forehead against Kyo's. "I… I want you so much but…" He groaned, making Kyo shiver, "Isn't it better to go back somewhere more comfortable ? For your back…"

 

Kyo pinched Ren's cheeks hard enough to hurt, but Ren only groaned and closed his eyes. "We still have a bit of time left before you gotta bring the keys back."

 

"Me ?" Ren opened his eyes, curious. "Why me."

 

"I had anticipated that I wouldn't even be able to walk, so yes, you." 

 

Ren chuckled, "Shit, you know me too well."

 

Kyo shrugged. "I know myself, more like. Everytime we get a bit too freaky I'm outta commission for the next day at least." 

 

Ren hummed and suddenly wrapped his arms tightly around Kyo, manhandling him easily to carry him up. Kyo let out a surprised gasp, his legs wrapping around Ren's hips by reflex. "Hey !" 

 

Ren walked back up to the pile of mats and sat Kyo there, looking him up and down. "Oh my god, what happened to your clothes ?" He let his hands run down Kyo's thighs, pushing the last of his pants all the way down Kyo's ankles. 

 

It felt kind of dirty, to be completely naked except for his shoes and socks. Actually, the mats he was sitting on right now, naked, were definitely dirty, and not in a sexy way. 

 

The thought quickly got swallowed by the  sexy dirty ones when Ren talked.

 

"You're so…" Ren groaned and Kyo looked up to see him lick his lips, eyes focused on Kyo's body, his horns shining bright. His fingers slid up, caressing Kyo's thighs, nails grazing his skin. It made Kyo shiver again, harder this time. "Kyo…" 

 

"W-wait, I'm the one who's supposed to–" Kyo protested, but his voice got caught in his throat when Ren leaned in and pressed burning kisses on his shoulder, in the crook of his neck, and down his chest. Kyo's hands pushed against Ren' shoulders but his kisses were making him tremble and shiver with need. So he ended up digging in Ren' skin with his nails, biting his lower lip to try and not make too much noise - just out of habits, at this point. 

 

The fact that they were doing these things in the gym, where anybody could catch them on a misunderstanding made it ten times hotter. 

The fact that no lights other than the sunlight coming from the main room would light up this one made it even hotter too.

 

Ren hummed as he grabbed Kyo's thighs and pulled them up suddenly, making Kyo fall on his back in a loud humpf. 

"I'm gonna eat you for real now." Ren purred in a seductive voice, and Kyo physically cringed, but his cock absolutely loved it. 

 

"You mother fu–" 

 

Once again, Ren managed to shut him up, leaning down mouth open. 

//

"I cannot believe the damages you two caused in the gym."

 

Ren was looking down at the tip of his shoes. They were very shiny. It's not like he took care of them - these were new, because his old ones… Well, they suffered even more damage than the gym, like the rest of his uniform. 

 

"There's scratching marks all over the ground of the gym, the storage room is completely destroyed, and there's clear evidence of a fight in there ! Acid ! On the floor, on the mats ! And I'm not even talking about the walls and roof. The teacher who got to you was clearly traumatized, especially since he found you both naked ! How could you let this go this far ? You should have warned us this was your first time turning back into your original form !"

 

Kyo cleared his throat next to him. "Not to be disrespectful or anything, but I did mention it when I filled out the form to get the gym. Now if you had read it properly maybe you would have known."

 

Ren looked up to see the vice principal scrunch up her nose. Even her tight blonde chignon quivered with irritation. "Are you implying I'm not doing my job correctly, young man ?"

 

Ren was about to talk, to try and defuse the bomb that was about to blow, but Kyo kicked him in the shin as he answered, with confidence, "Respectfully, yes. I mean, you have this alien in here for three years and there's still no adapted shit for him anywhere. How is that even allowed in a school for Mystical beings ?" 

 

"Listen to me, Mr Kane–"

 

"What Kyo means is that we're sorry, I had no idea I would lose control like this but at least we figured out a way to make me come back. I'll pay for the damages, I have a lot of money."

 

Kyo groaned next to him and crossed his arms on his chest, kicking him in the shin again. He knew that sour smell of frustration all too well…

Ren just wasn't ready to let Kyo risk his spot in this school, not for something as dumb as him turning into his alien form and losing control over it. It was his fault after all. 

 

"We do not accept the currency from your planet, Mr Zotto…" 

 

The vice principal sighed and sat back in her chair, crossing her fingers on her desk. "I suppose precautions weren't taken on our side, but we'll need you to have someone over to monitor you next time you'll want to experiment again." 

 

Kyo clicked his tongue.

"I'm the one monitoring him, we don't need no one else !" He exclaimed. 

 

The way the vice principal looked at him made the familiar acid of pure anger boil inside of Ren, and it took everything he had not to let himself give in to old habits. "And that worked so well the first time. You're but a mere human, Mr Kaneko, shall I remind you." 

 

Ren could smell the hurt in Kyo and his alien roared inside with the need to defend his fucking mate . 

Which had Ren taken aback. 

 

Oh. 

 

"He's the only one who can control me, actually. So there's no point in having someone else monitoring me." He said, voice a bit too low, but it wasn't enough to be noticeable, because the vice principal brushed it over with a wave of her manicured hand. 

 

"This isn't about you two anymore but about school procedures and security. This is my final word. Now you two should go back to class."

 

It was clear she wanted to get rid of them as quickly as possible, and honestly, Ren needed to get out as soon as possible too, or he would behead her with his claws. 

Poor woman. 

She has no idea what she just had unlocked inside Ren. 

 

But Kyo had no idea either. 

And Ren wasn't sure he ever wanted to let him know.

 

"Yeah right. Let's go Ren." Kyo groaned but politely bowed his head to the woman before taking his backpack and walking out.

 

Ren silently followed. 

//

"We need to talk." 

 

Kyo froze, head inside his locker. 

He looked over his shoulder to see Ren look at him with a weird expression. 

His guts dropped. 

 

"Well, that was fast…" Kyo mumbled, turning around while closing the door of his locker slowly. "What was it ?" He asked in a hiss, already bristling, "I was too mean to you, right ?" And just by saying it he realized it. "Fuck, I was… I guess I understand why you wanna break up." 

 

Ren's expression changed drastically. It would have been comical if the situation wasn't so awful. 

"Wha– Kyo !" Ren let his bag fall on the ground and he wrapped his arms around Kyo with so much strength Kyo almost passed out instantly. "How can you think that ?! I'm never breaking up with you !" 

 

Kyo relaxed instantly in Ren's hug, even though he didn't return it. There were so many people around, and some of them were already staring and whispering. 

 

"That's, that's what I wanted to talk to you about, actually."

 

Ren all but pushed Kyo against the lockers, after having opened the door of Kyo's, and he let go of Kyo to press an arm against the wall of lockers, towering over Kyo and blocking off the sight of anyone passing by. 

 

Kyo blushed against his will. 

Why was Ren always acting so unknowingly hot ?

 

"Huh ? What do you mean ?" Kyo asked, trying not to stutter as he did so. He was feeling better but now he was scared about what Ren was implying. "I swear to god if you ask me to marry you right in the middle of the hallway I'll skin you and sell it to your own mo–" 

 

"Kyo !" This time, even if he was scandalized, Ren laughed it off.

 

Kyo smirked, proud of himself. He even grabbed Ren's tie to play with it, arms crossed on his chest. "So ? Spit it." 

 

"Huh, I don't know if here is the best place for it."

 

Kyo cocked an eyebrow. "You pinned me to the lockers in front of the whole academy to tell me that ? I literally hate you right now." 

 

Ren looked around, surprised. He looked like he was only now realizing where they were. "Oh. Well. Sorry, but I guess we can give them a bit of a show." 

 

He turned towards Kyo and before Kyo could process anything, Ren grabbed Kyo's chin to tilt his head and leaned forward to kiss him hungrily. 

 

Several gasp resonated around them and someone even whistled by the time Kyo woke up from the alien-saliva daze he had learnt to fight by now, and he hit Ren on the chest once, twice, before Ren did this thing with Kyo's tongue that Kyo liked too much so Kyo had to wrap his arms around Ren's neck to hold on for dear life. 

 

Fuck the other students, Ren could always make everything around them disappear when he kissed him like this. 

 

"You guys are so gross right now." A familiar voice rose up next to them, followed with the loud and obnoxious noise of a photo being taken on a phone. 

 

They both broke the kiss and looked at Aster who was smirking, brows up all the way to his hairline. "Jay kay, you two are soooo cyute !!" He smiled and even pulled his tongue out. Kyo wanted to strangle him. 

 

"What the fuck man ?! Delete that !" Kyo cried, offended. "Who keeps the shutter sound on anyway ? The fuck ?? Delete that you motherfucker." He let go of Ren and tried to grab Aster's phone but Aster held it up in the air and it pissed Kyo so fucking much. 

 

"Hehe~" Aster winked at him, and Ren raised a hand, ready to speak, but Kyo threw his foot forward to kick Aster right in the shin, and Aster toppled over in pain.

 

"Ow !" 

 

So Kyo grabbed the opportunity to take the phone off of Aster's hand and unlock it expertly to delete the offending picture. 

 

Only to see that Aster had already sent it on their group chat. "You bitch !" He looked up at Aster, "I was gonna apologize for the kick but now I ain't, you deserve it !"

 

Aster pulled his tongue sheepishly, rubbing the back of his head. "Sowwy. I meant it, you guys a cyute ! I'm glad you're finally official !" 

 

"Shut up…" Kyo groaned and looked away, his eyes falling on Ren who was looking at him with the stupidest smile. God he was so cute…

 

Kyo shook his head. "Is this an ambush or what ? I still have a study session before dinner, you guys gon' let me go or what ?" 

 

"Aw, can't we just talk a bit ? We haven't had a night all together in so long. You two are always together. And when you aren't, it's because we're in class." 

 

"Hey that's not true ! We spent last evening studying with Aia !" Ren said. 

 

"Yeah, because Kyo was too busy getting his crotch healed by the nurse after you almost bit it off. I can't believe you did thaaaaat." 

 

"Man." Kyo clicked his tongue, "Shut up." 

 

"How did you know ??" Ren asked, eyes wide. "You didn't bring it up at all during the study session." 

 

"Because I was there when Kyo went to the nurse's office and I got to see all of it !! I thought you were gonna tell us but… You kept it for yourself ! I'm kinda mad at you for that you know ?" 

 

Kyo could feel Ren tense next to him. 

Aster clearly felt it too. 

 

"I'm jooooking. I know you two don't wanna share, but give a guy some goods, I'm still single while all of you are being cyute love birds all around ! Even Maririn got this cyute crush on that person from your class."

 

"What ??" Kyo's jaw dropped on the floor.

 

"Oh no, I've made another oopsie…" Aster brought a finger to his lips, trying to look adorable and sheepish, but he couldn't fool Kyo. 

 

"Oh mah god, I need to talk to her right now." Kyo pushed past them and left, missing the way Ren's face scrunched up into a grimace for a split second. 

//

The obscurity was very thick that night, to the point that only his horns were shining light in the room. 

Not that he needed it anyway - he could see fine in the dark.  

 

Ren was laying on his stomach, naked and sweaty, hair still stuck to his forehead. He was completely relaxed, yet, his mind was still buzzing with the same thoughts that had been running in his brain since yesterday.

 

Kyo was laying on top of him, naked and spent too, face pressed against Ren' shoulder, seemingly dozing off, ready to sleep for the night. 

 

Ren could feel him breathe slow and deep, could feel his heartbeat, peaceful. 

 

"I can hear you think." Kyo mumbled. "Don't tell me you want a round three cause I can't." 

 

Ren chuckled and felt Kyo's body jump with his movements. Kyo groaned but didn't move. 

 

"I could, you know ? But I don't wanna break you. Not yet." Ren whispered playfully, and he reveled in the way Kyo shivered. 

 

"Stop playing."

 

Ren hummed. "I need to tell you something. That's why I came here in the first place by the way, but you keep smelling so good everytime I step inside your room."

 

"Shut up ! You're doing it on purpose !" Kyo slapped his other shoulder, "You know I hate when you say that, this shit's humiliating !"

 

"You love it. I can smell it." Ren purred. Kyo hit him again and Ren moaned playfully. 

 

"Oh my god. Just… Spill it already !" 

 

"Again ?"

 

"Bro !" 

 

"All right all right." 

Ren closed his eyes. He took a long, deep breath. "Remember when I told you my alien form might need more from you than you can give him ?"

 

"Huh, yeah, you got two dicks man, I can confirm that already." 

 

Ren snorted. "Nah, I'm sure you can take them fine."

 

"You did not just call me a whore you bitch !"

 

Another hit, but weaker this time, and Kyo' scent had become sweeter too. Aaah, Ren was gonna lose it, again , if Kyo kept smelling like want.

 

"Okay Kyo, keep acting like it wasn't making you hard again." Ren chuckled, "but for real, I'm… I don't think you'll like what I'm about to say."

 

Kyo fell silent. 

 

"We never talked much about this but my species is like yours, they don't mate for life you know."

 

He waited for a reaction from Kyo, but Kyo kept silent, so he took another deep breath. 

"See, that's real for common folks. But hum. The royal breed is kinda different, and I guess… I thought that's why I never really belonged on my home planet, all my siblings were finding their mates so early, after merely a few hundred light years… But I never did. And I thought I never would."

 

"Fuck, Ren… I know what you're about to say…"

 

"Then allow me to say it. Please ? It doesn't matter if you don't accept it, I'll deal with it." Ren said, tensing as he said those words. His inner self wanted to fight because he dared saying them. Truth was, Ren was desperate, every seconds, of every minutes, of every hour of every fucking day to spend his time with Kyo, to touch Kyo, to taste him and have him near him. It was driving him insane to just be in class away from him.

But that wasn't good. So yes, he would fight himself if it meant making things right by Kyo. 

 

Kyo wasn't answering, so Ren took that as a green light to keep going. "I'm sorry Kyo." His voice broke, and he frowned, closing his eyes tighter. "I don't know how it happened but it's definitely there. I knew already that I loved you, it's not like I'm hiding it from you, but I didn't think… I didn't think you'd be the love of my life. Literally."

 

"Okay." Kyo said, irritated, and Ren felt him push himself up on his hands. "Turn around you fucker." 

 

Ren didn't understand why Kyo was angry, he was ready for fear, even disgust, doubt, but not anger. 

He opened his eyes and obeyed, turning around as Kyo slid off of him, turning the light on. 

 

"Sorry but I'm gonna have to see your stupid face for that discussion." Kyo mumbled, and when he was done turning the nightstand light on, he climbed back up on top of Ren, sitting on his hips. 

 

"All right, first ?" 

 

Ren looked up to see that Kyo's golden eyes were still glazed but also very intense. 

 

"Fuck you ! For keeping that fact from me, from all of us, since the beginning ! What rhe fuck man ! Now that I think about it, I don't know shit about you !" Kyo pressed a finger on Ren's chest. "Second ! What the hell man ! That's the most romantic shit ever and you just fucked it up by telling me you don't care if I don't want it ?! Hello ?! Zero rizz game my man, hun hun, no, you can't say something like this to the love of your life ! Come on Risotto, you're always so romantic and shit usually." 

 

Ren opened his mouth, ready to retort, but Kyo raised his finger in the air between them, "I'm not done you fucker. Ain't no way you're telling me I'm the love of your life, and then the next second you tell me you never saw us growing old together. That's fucked up bro. I'm fucking hurt." 

 

And he was. It was painted all over his face, even if he was trying to keep a neutral expression on. 

 

"That's not what I meant. Wait… Were you ? Seeing us grow old together ?" Ren asked, his voice wavering. 

 

Kyo's expression broke just enough to allow a pretty blush to spread on his cheeks up to his ears. He crossed his arms on his chest, and looked away. 

 

"No." 

 

Ren smiled. 

Kyo was never good at lying. 

He slipped his fingers up Kyo's thighs, his thumbs caressing his hips. 

 

"I love you Kyo." He whispered, and it was enough to break the rest of Kyo's guard. He hid behind his arms, and Ren could feel a real purr raise in his own chest, making it vibrate with it. 

 

"I, I love you too." Kyo mumbled, and this made Ren's hurt explode in his chest. "But…" 

 

And now his heart stopped beating.

 

"But I don't know what a mate means. So I don't really know what you mean by that, but it seems pretty final." 

 

Oh. Ren laughed, strangely relieved. "Fuck me, I thought you were gonna turn me down."

 

"Bro, I'm scared as shit by the idea of having only one love forever but also that's like the best thing that could ever happen to me. I don't know if I could see myself with anyone but you. People suck. You… You still suck but a bit less I guess." 

 

Kyo was still hidden behind his arms as he was saying that, but Ren wanted to see his eyes right now. 

Because Kyo had no idea of how happy he was making Ren, all of him. 

 

"Kyo…" Ren whimpered, and he sat up, wrapping his arms around Kyo's waist. "Please, look at me." 

 

Kyo didn't budge at first, but he ended up lowering his arms, glaring at Ren over them. His pretty eyes were filled with glistening tears, and he was frowning, the blush spreading all over his body. 

 

Ren leaned in and pressed a kiss on Kyo's forearm. "I get it you know ? I don't think I was ready to settle forever before this–" a growl raised up from his own chest, but he ignored it, "Ah, but when I think about it… I can't see myself with someone else either. And, it's kinda cute, to think about us, growing old together… Scarle already tells us we sound like an old couple after all." He laughed. 

 

"Hmrrgh" Kyo grumbled. "Can we… Maybe talk about it tomorrow morning ? Like you'll tell me what the mate thing involves and all when we're not naked and in bed because I really can't go again." 

 

He was mumbling but wasn't avoiding Ren's gaze, and Ren didn't want to end that lovely discussion here, but he could tell Kyo was exhausted, not only by the sex they just had, but by all the emotions he just went through too. 

 

"We can even talk about it later if you want. I, I think we both need to clear our heads for a bit and organize our thoughts, yeah ? It did us good before… I think."

 

Kyo let his arms fall and looked down, nodding slowly. "You right. I hate when you right." He looked back up, and wrapped his arms around Ren's neck, his fingers playing with his hair, brushing his horns. "But just for a few days, okay ? And then… I wanna see your alien form again." 

 

He blushed again and the smell coming off of him was a very familiar one. Ren laughed. "Jeez. I'm gonna start being jealous of myself if you keep that up."

 

"Good. You'll work even harder to please me then." Kyo said, finding his smirk back.

 

Ren laughed again, and let himself fall back on the bed, dragging Kyo down with him. He turned the light off and then wrapped himself around Kyo, his warmth comforting him the way he knew their position was comforting Kyo. 

 

Ren was slowly falling asleep, when Kyo said, "Still don't think I can handle both of them though." in a sleepy voice. 

 

Ren barely smiled.

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Series this work belongs to:

• Part 3 of Renkyotto's first times