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Xie Lian felt tired and sick, sticky, even if she was fresh out of the shower. She laid in her bed, the clothes she was wearing felt like a second skin.
When will it stop, she asked herself, trying to get up again. Xie Lian just hated being sick, it made her feel vulnerable and out of control. Not the best feeling for her. Not at all. It wasn’t even the highest fever ever; it was just high enough for her to have her bones ache and her muscles give out. She just wasn’t used to it, she never got sick.
Xie Lian scoffed when she reached for the water on her night table, noticing it was farther away than where she put it.
“Do you need help, Jiejie?”. Xie Lian turned towards the voice and noticed Hua Cheng leaning on the doorframe. Her smile was nice, warm, but there was a glint of mischief in it that made her hold her breath for a second. Xie Lian blinked at her and settled on her elbows.
“Maybe. Are you offering, San Niang?” she replied, the teasing always there when it came to the two of them. The chance of creating a charged atmosphere just because was too tempting. Hua Cheng’s smile grew bigger, and she walked into the room, closer to her girlfriend.
“Always, Jiejie. You know that”, and with that she reached for the glass, bringing it to Xie Lian’s lips. “Take a sip - careful now, you don’t want to get yourself wet”. Xie Lian almost choked on that cool, fresh water she desperately needed.
“Oh my god, San Niang!” she laughed, going for a shocked expression but smiling with her eyes. “You shouldn’t spend too much time with Pei Ming, what was that?” Xie Lian kept on laughing and Hua Cheng chuckled, a bashful look on her face. She got rid of it asap though, catching her lover’s eyes and keeping the glass at distance.
“Laugh all you want Jiejie, but there’s this itch I need to scratch. You know”, Hua Cheng made her take one last sip before putting the glass down, keeping her whole focus on Xie Lian. “I like the idea that you could help me scratch it. It’d help us both, really”. Her hand found Xie Lian’s thigh, and she gripped it lightly but firmly.
“San Niang, I can’t exactly do much right now. I just”, and Xie Lian coughed. She sighed in frustration. “I can’t take care of you”, she added, knowing too well she didn’t have it in her right that second. As much as that made her mad - because feeling her girlfriend that close did make her horny, and if Hua Cheng wanted her, Xie Lian wanted her just as much - her body felt like jelly.
“I know”. Her hand started traveling up her thigh, playing with the hem of her shorts. It tickled. Xie Lian’s breath hitched.
“I want to take care of you”, Hua Cheng added. “You have no idea, do you?” her other hand moved to Xie Lian’s face, a tender caress on her cheek, her thumb stroking the skin. “I love it when you give me your affection, your time, and your attention. I love everything about it. But I just can’t help but think of us the other way around. I want to see you lose that control you love so much. I want to make you forget where you are and forget about my needs for once”. Xie Lian gulped, and Hua Cheng noticed the effect she had on her. She slightly tilted her head to the left, her eye ablaze.
“I want you to come undone on my tongue, Jiejie”, she pressed, the hand on Xie Lian’s leg now under the hem of her loose pajama shorts, barely an inch away from her underwear. “I want to take my sweet time with you, now that you can’t move much. I want to add fuel to that, I want everything in you to be set on fire, and I want to hear all those moans you keep to yourself when they’re really all it takes for me to feel alive. I need to hear Jiejie moan for me, no restraints”. Xie Lian barely blocked a distressed noise from escaping her lips, and she watched Hua Cheng sharpen her eye.
“That’s what you keep from me, Jiejie”. Hua Cheng sounded almost petulant, her fingers grazing Xie Lian’s lips, looking at them with a pout. “I want you to come, and then come again, and I want you to forget about dignity, about your self-consciousness, about everything but me, my tongue, and my fingers. Can you do that for me, Jiejie?” she asked, knowing all too well that the way Xie Lian squirmed under her gaze was a good sign. Still, she needed her consent.
Hua Cheng put her hand on Xie Lian’s forehead, smiling to herself. Yes, Xie Lian had a fever, but she was lucid, her body just felt tired from the illness.
“I can. I...” Xie Lian started, but she felt like her cheeks were on fire, and she placed her hands on her face, grabbing Hua Cheng’s own, which was still resting there. Xie Lian squeezed it and placed a small kiss on it, looking at her lover again.
“Are you sure?” Xie Lian asked. She knew that Hua Cheng had waited for that precise moment and that she did it because Xie Lian was too aware of herself. Xie Lian’s focus was always on others, she felt like her role was to take care of her loved ones, the giver of the group. It barely passed her mind that people might want to give to her, too. Or that she was allowed to take. Not that she didn’t trust Hua Cheng’s love for her, it was just... difficult to accept, at times. And taking from someone she loved that much scared her. It spread a tingle inside her, too.
“Am I sure, Jiejie? It’s been months since this one has waited for a chance like this. I need it. I need you. Right now”. Xie Lian felt Hua Cheng’s nails dig into the soft skin of her thigh, not painful, just enough for her to spread her legs slightly open.
“Do you know how hot you look, all vulnerable like this? An offering for me to toy and play with, to taste and ravish for as much as you can take it?” Hua Cheng brought the hand on Xie Lian’s face down to her waist and she sat on the bed, her hip flushed against Xie Lian’s body. Her grip tightened when Xie Lian didn’t answer, noticing that she was still fighting her responses.
At that Xie Lian thought that maybe it was okay to let go. Hua Cheng was there with her, and Xie Lian felt her heart fill to the brim with love and adoration.
Xie Lian sat up slowly and circled her arms around Hua Cheng’s neck, bringing her lips close to her girlfriend’s, their foreheads touching. She took her time to savor their intimacy, closing her eyes. When she opened them, she found Hua Cheng focused on her mouth.
“I love you, San Niang. So much” Xie Lian whispered. She then kissed Hua Cheng and hugged her tight, leaving no space between them.
Hua Cheng spread her fingers over Xie Lian’s waist and kissed her back, without rush. She was savoring the moment, knowing that Xie Lian was hers, then and always.
Xie Lian deepened the kiss, her tongue slowly moving against Hua Cheng’s.
Hua Cheng sighed into it and sucked on Xie Lian’s lower lip; a small victory reached when she felt a shiver go down her girlfriend’s spine. They kissed and kissed until Hua Cheng lowered Xie Lian down on the bed, her lips moving to Xie Lian’s jaw and then to her neck, softly biting the sensitive skin.
“Ah, San Niang-” Hua Cheng lifted one of Xie Lian’s legs and set herself between them, her hands resting on her lover’s hips, toying with the hem of her shorts. Xie Lian ran her fingers through her hair and scratched Hua Cheng’s scalp a little, pulling at a small lock while she was at it. She let one hand reach Hua Cheng’s waist and then stroked the curve of her hips, her eyes closed as she focused on the other’s body.
Xie Lian brushed her abs next, and she heard Hua Cheng hold her breath for a second. Xie Lian was tempted to tickle her but refrained from doing so. She loved teasing her from time to time but Hua Cheng was on a mission, and Xie Lian was on board.
Hua Cheng, encouraged by her girlfriend’s touch, laid one hand on her breast, gripping firmly, and bringing her mouth on the other to leave a peck against her tank top, right over her nipple. Xie Lian moaned, tightening the grip on the other’s hair.
Hua Cheng sucked on the fabric and Xie Lian’s first instinct was to squeeze her thighs together, bringing her girlfriend even closer.
“Oh, God—” Her body reacted to Hua Cheng without restraints, like there were no barriers left; it was overwhelmingly soothing, and yet it felt like her blood was boiling. Her nerves were electrified, and Xie Lian realized that her weak state was a blessing – well, just that once. She was going to let Hua Cheng have whatever she wanted.
“San Niang, take it off” Xie Lian tried to get her upper body off the bed to make it easier for her girlfriend to remove her tank top, but Hua Cheng looked at her with a smirk on her lips.
“Not so fast, Jiejie”. She put a hand on Xie Lian’s chest and made sure she was laying flushed against the mattress. Hua Cheng brought a lock of her hair behind her ear and gave Xie Lian a soft smile.
“I will get rid of it, eventually. I just want to take my time to unwrap you slowly like the perfect gift you are” her hands went back to Xie Lian’s breasts, and she lowered herself on her lover’s neck again, a few sharp love bites that they both knew were going to leave a mark.
She moved down to her collarbones, and Xie Lian couldn’t help but whisper her name, her hands on Hua Cheng’s shoulders. She’d never really pushed her girlfriend around, but the tension that was building at her words made Xie Lian feel impatient, and she urged her to move lower and get her attention back on her nipples. Hua Cheng’s tongue followed her sternum under the shirt, and at that Xie Lian whimpered softly in frustration.
Hua Cheng looked at her, a spark in her eye. “That’s it, Jiejie. Show me what you want”. Xie Lian felt a sudden flash of heat in her lower belly, and she placed one of her hands in Hua Cheng’s hair, gently bringing her mouth to the nipple she neglected moments before. Hua Cheng gave it a nip and got the fabric wet with her tongue. She then started sucking on it, and Xie Lian looked at the picture in front of her in awe. She noticed after a second that Hua Cheng was still looking at her face, and Xie Lian held her gaze, speechless. She felt the blush from earlier go down her neck and the other must have detected it because she sucked harder, as her eye turned into a crescent moon. She looked beautiful.
Finally, Hua Cheng decided to take mercy on Xie Lian and brought one strap of her tank top down her shoulder until her chest was exposed as well. She got back to her ministrations and when her teeth grazed Xie Lian’s naked nipple, the latter moaned again and dug her nails into Hua Cheng’s shoulder blades; Hua Cheng let out a hiss, and the fingers that were playing with the other nipple pinched it.
“I—yes” Xie Lian broke eye contact and let her head fall back on the bed; her breath hitched, and her hips rolled into Hua Cheng’s legs, trying frantically to relieve the tension she felt. She didn’t get anywhere, but Hua Cheng pushed up on her arms and kissed Xie Lian again. She licked into her lover’s mouth and started to remove her tank top, brushing her fingers on her ribs. Xie Lian shivered and felt goosebumps form on her skin.
The two lovers interrupted the kiss just to discard the abused piece of fabric, and Xie Lian went back to her mouth, a tug of desperation licking at her insides. She wanted to get closer and closer; she wished she could have crawled into Hua Cheng and felt her warmth around her all the time. She wanted Hua Cheng to do the same.
Hua Cheng gave Xie Lian one last long kiss and then moved slowly down her chest, tongue and teeth promptly working around her breasts and then tugging and lapping at her nipples, making them shiny and swollen, her skin painted in red bruises and teeth marks. Xie Lian was sweating, unable to hold back whimpers and moans. She jerked at a particularly hard suck from Hua Cheng and brought her hands in her hair again, whether to keep her mouth right there even if it felt almost too much or to move it away from her breast was uncertain. Maybe both. But it also felt like it wasn’t enough.
“More, San Niang-” Xie Lian stuttered, and Hua Cheng, bless her, listened to her plea, and moved to her belly, hands almost tickling her sides. Xie Lian sucked in a breath watching her lap at her navel and went to brush her hair out of her eye. She wetted her lips unconsciously.
“I love you like this” Xie Lian said, and it was true “All mine”. She shivered when her girlfriend bit the skin on her belly. Xie Lian wanted to watch her, but her arms ached from keeping herself up. She blindly reached for Hua Cheng’s cushion on the other side of the bed, and she put it in between herself and the mattress, hoping it could offer a little leverage. It did. It also made Hua Cheng chuckle into Xie Lian skin.
“Jiejie is more straightforward than usual. Good”. Hua Cheng’s breath hovered over Xie Lian’s heat for a second, making her inhale sharply.
“San Niang... uh, I—” Xie Lian did feel kind of ashamed of her eagerness, but she just was too tired to fight it. And Hua Cheng made her feel so good that her brain was steadily settling for a no-shame zone. She understood that her lover wanted her to feel free and safe. And Xie Lian loved her. She loved her so much.
“Yes, Jiejie?”
“Can you take my shorts off?”
“Why are you asking?” Xie Lian inhaled sharply and bit her lip at that, releasing a shaky breath right after.
“Take my shorts off, San Niang”.
“This one is honored to oblige”. Hua Cheng laid her hands flat on Xie Lian’s stomach and put pressure on it for a second, causing her to contract the muscles there. Xie Lian was getting too excited, and she was half-dressed still; she looked at her girlfriend, noticing that Hua Cheng was wearing a tight black crop top and loose gray sweatpants. The idea that she was fully clothed made Xie Lian’s head swim.
Hua Cheng got a hold of the other’s shorts and tugged them down her legs, stroking the skin from her hips to her ankles. Xie Lian shuddered. She left the underwear on too– such a tease.
She then settled herself between Xie Lian’s legs, hands digging into her thighs quickly followed by her lips.
“You look divine, Jiejie. This one must be blessed by fate to be granted such a vision”. Hua Cheng spread Xie Lian’s thighs and drew her tongue over her skin, stopping to leave a bite every few inches. She sucked bruises Xie Lian wanted to keep forever, switching from one thigh to the other.
“I can’t take it, San Niang,” Xie Lian blurted. “Please”. She knew she wasn’t going to get what she wanted right away, but she tried. She had to; Xie Lian needed her desire to be placated. It was too much. Hua Cheng’s mouth had to move faster and please Xie Lian where she needed her the most.
“Oh, but you can, Jiejie. I’ll show you just how much you can take” Hua Cheng sent her lover a satisfied smile and looked straight at her.
“I want your eyes on me,” a kiss on her hip. “- the whole time, okay?” another kiss, that time right at the junction of her crotch and thigh.
“I will stop if you break eye contact”. She let her tongue draw over the elastic of Xie Lian’s gray underwear, which made her clench around nothing. Hua Cheng smirked.
“Ah, yeah, I-” Xie Lian tried to move her hips and failed; Hua Cheng was keeping the other still under her.
“And you don’t want me to stop, do you?”
“No, no San Niang, please” Xie Lian felt dizzy, terrified at the idea of the night ending there. “Please don’t stop. I need you so much, you can’t—”
“Don’t worry Jiejie, I won’t stop. Just be good for me and do as I ask”. Xie Lian knew that Hua Cheng was having fun, and she suddenly wanted to erase the grin she was displaying with a bruising kiss. But. Yeah. No. She had to keep eye contact under any circumstance.
“I will” Xie Lian breathed, hoping it’d urge her girlfriend to move closer to her. “Yes, I’ll do that”.
“My perfect Jiejie” Hua Cheng started, her fingers lingering on the lines of the other’s crotch. She pressed them into her lover’s skin lightly, then harder; Xie Lian stopped breathing for a second. She heard a wet noise, and she fought hard the urge to hide herself behind something. Anything really.
“You’re already soaking through your underwear. How cute” she teased, her index finger finally – finally touching Xie Lian’s cunt. She stroked the fabric gently and Xie Lian swallowed hard. Good heavens. How was she going to last when she was already that worked up?
Hua Cheng used her thumb to draw circles close to her entrance and then brought it up against her clit, studying Xie Lian’s reactions. When she started moving it in regular strokes and Xie Lian unconsciously tried to close her legs, Hua Cheng couldn’t help herself from letting a hungry sound escape her lips. Without a warning she mouthed at Xie Lian’s clit through the fabric and used her teeth, carefully, to pull her underwear off her girlfriend’s skin. Hua Cheng let it smack back against her.
“Don’t tease me, ah, ah- you’re—” Xie Lian was struggling to form coherent phrases, her desire clouding her mind. She wanted to rock into Hua Cheng’s mouth so badly that it almost hurt to withhold her hips. Xie Lian desperately wanted her girlfriend to just. Fuck her. It was a pain to even censor herself at that point.
“Yeah, I’ll... I’ll stop”. Apparently, Hua Cheng was reaching her boiling point as well because she snapped her gaze towards Xie Lian’s face and sucked right at her clit, tongue darting out to lick at the swell of her lips. Holding eye contact was getting more and more difficult for Xie Lian. She noticed that Hua Cheng’s cheeks were slightly reddened, a pretty contrast against the otherwise pale skin, and it sparked a sense of pride in her – knowing Hua Cheng was that far gone from giving her pleasure alone.
Xie Lian moaned and whimpered and looked at Hua Cheng while the other ate her out through her panties, and Xie Lian felt close, oh so close.
“Don’t stop, please San Niang oh god, there, please—” Xie Lian knew she was about to orgasm, she only needed one last push. Her head almost rolled back but she kept her stance out of pure instinct. She was so attuned to Hua Cheng’s requests that she couldn’t help but listen to her demands and move accordingly.
Hua Cheng pushed her fingers right against Xie Lian’s entrance, almost fucking her while not really doing so, and that small taste of what Xie Lian would have gotten later was enough to make her scream the other’s name. San Niang. Her beautiful San Niang.
“Yeah, yeah, ah, I-” Xie Lian came just like that, embarrassingly fast, time slowing as Hua Cheng kept her mouth and fingers on her, guiding the other through her orgasm. Hua Cheng hummed against her cunt, satisfied. Xie Lian did close her thighs on her girlfriend this time, but the woman in question looked so happy about the whole thing that she made no move to turn away, a glint passing in her eye and never letting go of Xie Lian.
The muscles in Xie Lian’s stomach were tight as her hips were pushed off the bed, trying to escape the stimulation. “San Niang” She mewled, trying to gently move the other away from her. Hua Cheng didn’t budge.
“Don’t think we’re done, Jiejie. This is nothing” her words came out muffled and Xie Lian sighed, finding her cute even though cute wasn’t the word she was really looking for. Hua Cheng looked famished and thirsty, far from done with Xie Lian. Gosh.
“Alright, my San Niang” Xie Lian said, calming down a little, a new spark of white pleasure in her blood. “But Jiejie wants you to take her panties off, okay?” Her voice faltered with mortification, but she still went ahead and made sure she had a little leverage. She knew Hua Cheng liked it when Xie Lian showed initiative, and she was going to do just that. Hua Cheng’s whole purpose was to pleasure Xie Lian; therefore, Xie Lian was the one in control – even if it mostly looked like they were taking turns in making demands. It was only a matter of satisfying both their needs.
“Jiejie should take what she wants, right?” Xie Lian added with a soft brush on Hua Cheng’s hair; she lightly scratched her scalp and Xie Lian could swear that the other almost purred at her touch.
“Yes, as long as she takes from me only” Hua Cheng nodded, finally detaching from the other. It was just a small excuse on Xie Lian’s part to get some time to recover; it was intense, but she realized that it didn’t leave her spent. She knew that she wouldn’t really be able to move at the end of this, though. Hua Cheng’s words hid a hint of possessiveness that made her girlfriend shiver.
Hua Cheng, who was lying on her front, pushed herself up to her knees and hooked her fingers in Xie Lian’s underwear. Her touch was light, again, and that time it did tickle a little. Xie Lian let a small laugh out and Hua Cheng beamed, an expression she reserved for her lover only. Xie Lian was the luckiest person alive.
“I wouldn’t dream of being with anyone but you” she said, throat tight with emotion. It was true. Hua Cheng was her one and only.
“Y-yeah”. The blush on Hua Cheng’s face spread deeper into her skin. As Xie Lian said before, cute.
Xie Lian felt a wave of shame when the other took her underwear off, a wet, sticky patch at its front. She, again, barely repressed the need to hide from her girlfriend, her legs spasming for just a second. Xie Lian almost shut her thighs close at the idea of being that exposed, even if it was what she wanted.
“Good Jiejie” Hua Cheng complimented the other, the indument abandoned somewhere behind her. “There’s no need to conceal yourself. I love all of you”. She took place between Xie Lian’s legs once more.
“Besides”, she added, a smirk adorning her face. “Jiejie is dainty all over”. She lowered herself and pressed an open-mouthed kiss on Xie Lian’s lower lips, adoringly. Xie Lian made a strangled noise at the feeling of Hua Cheng’s lips directly against her skin. It felt like the two of them were part of the same organism. Each other’s home.
“So pretty for me”. Hua Cheng gawked at Xie Lian and put herself up on her elbows, caging her lover against the mattress, her face close to the other’s. Xie Lian was confused at her sudden movement. Wasn’t she going to...?
“This one wants to disclose her appreciation for you” Hua Cheng explained, and Xie Lian felt her heartbeat go off the charts. She wondered if the other could hear it. Xie Lian touched her own chest right on top of her heart to make sure it didn’t burst out of her ribcage.
“Let’s discuss things through, shall we?” Her words were directly spoken in Xie Lian’s face; Hua Cheng was hovering over Xie Lian, their eyes on the same level, so close that they could have kissed if they tried to.
Xie Lian nodded, not trusting herself to speak. Did she really have to do this? She gulped when Hua Cheng looked into her eyes without saying a word for a few seconds.
“I like you being vocal, Jiejie,” she pouted. Xie Lian sighed and rested her forehead against Hua Cheng’s for a moment.
“Yes, San Niang. Let’s do that” Xie Lian replied. She wanted to pinch her lover’s nose. “I feel like this is going to be a unilateral conversation, though”, she added, a resigned look on her face. Hua Cheng won that round.
“Maybe you’re right. Jiejie will moan for me the whole time”. A sudden wave of excitement built up inside of Xie Lian and she began to squirm when Hua Cheng kneaded the muscles in Xie Lian’s neck and then moved to her breasts, which were still sensitive from the attention she gave to them a little while before.
Xie Lian murmured her lover’s name softly – she was taking too long. Hua Cheng nodded and briefly stroked the other’s sides till she reached the muscles on her legs.
“Keep your thighs spread open, Jiejie” she demanded, and Xie Lian complied without objection. She was too fired up to think of modesty by now. Hua Cheng hummed in an approving way.
“Jiejie’s thighs are a godsend gift I’ll never cease to cherish” she said, and she pinched one of the hickeys she left on her girlfriend’s skin. Xie Lian gasped. “I should make a statue to honor them. Show the world what a treasure you hide beneath your clothes”. Xie Lian wanted to deny such a statement, but the look Hua Cheng sent her was enough to shut her up. Hua Cheng kept stroking the bruises and Xie Lian bit her lower lip.
“I’ll buy Jiejie the prettiest shorts and skirts this world has to offer so that she can bless this one with the sight of her beautiful legs every day” she added, and Xie Lian knew she meant it. Gosh, it was too much.
“San Niang, you don’t have to”. Xie Lian didn’t want the other to spend money on her when she could have her like that whenever she wanted. She felt her chest puff at the attention nonetheless, delighted.
“I want to. Let me spoil you”. Hua Cheng kept her gaze locked on Xie Lian, who pouted in return.
Hua Cheng moved her hand closer to her lover’s groin; she then proceeded in stroking the area right around her cunt and Xie Lian keened at all that teasing, it was driving her crazy.
“I wish I could paint a picture of Jiejie in such a state” Hua Cheng uttered, her fingers massaging that area so, so close to Xie Lian’s most private parts. Xie Lian stared straight at her, and let a long, distressed noise out of her mouth. “Please, San Niang”. She couldn’t take it anymore. She was more than ready for the other to go ahead and show her just how nicely she deserved to be treated.
“Patience, Jiejie” her lover whispered, voice deep. “We’re getting there”.
Hua Cheng placed a kiss on Xie Lian’s jaw, and let her fingers fondle her cunt, moving from her clit to her entrance, and gathering the slick there; she then spread it to Xie Lian’s labia, making sure that the friction didn’t hurt her. Xie Lian melted on the spot, arousal building up fast.
“Yes, yes San Niang, I’ll do whatever you want if you just move” Xie Lian swore, impatient and horny. Hua Cheng moved her hand up and down, slowly, only to get a reaction out of the other.
“Maybe I could buy a mirror for next time”. Hua Cheng grinned against Xie Lian’s neck. “Jiejie wouldn’t doubt herself so much if she had the chance to see what she looks like”.
Xie Lian shook her head in dissent – it was such a filthy idea; she wouldn’t be able to watch herself like that. If the mirror’s focus was on Hua Cheng, though, maybe...
“Hmm. I’ll have to come up with something else, then” she said, tone almost dismissive. “You wouldn’t mind posing for me, right, Jiejie?”
Hua Cheng’s hand pressed flat against Xie Lian’s heat and began to move, first slowly, increasing the pace every time Xie Lian let out a moan.
“P-posing?” Xie Lian’s mind was clouded with short sparks of pleasure building in her abdomen, her voice strained at the attempt of keeping the conversation going.
“Precisely. Jiejie knows I’m quite versatile with the arts. I’d make such a grand series with you as my muse” she purred, her words going straight to Xie Lian’s core. “It’d be a collection reserved for our eyes only, though”. Xie Lian felt her excitement pouring down her legs at that proposal; the other already used Xie Lian’s figure as inspiration for her works, of course; but thinking that she would have really worked on such an intimate project made her head feel dizzy.
Hua Cheng smiled wickedly when the other began to grind against her fingers, and pressed them down harder, a groan escaping Xie Lian.
“Uh-uh. No need to waste your energy, Jiejie” she started, her breath an intoxicating caress against Xie Lian’s mouth. “Let this one guide you right where you deserve to be”.
Xie Lian stilled her movements and felt her orgasm build up when those words registered in her brain. She choked out a sob and bit her own lips, her hands gripping Hua Cheng’s face and stroking her cheeks with a hint of force. It hit her harder than the previous peak, the friction delicious.
“San Niang, ah, ah—” Hua Cheng’s fingers molded Xie Lian’s body like pottery and Xie Lian was welcoming each and every brush applied to her with gratitude.
Xie Lian came down from her climax with a smile on her lips, elated and satisfied. She felt the pleasure ripple through her limbs and reach all her senses; she could almost taste it on the tip of her tongue.
Hua Cheng kissed her again, her hand still stimulating Xie Lian tenderly, teasing her entrance with the top of her fingers, never really pushing in. Xie Lian kissed her back, arms trembling when she embraced her girlfriend in the effort of pulling her against her chest.
Hua Cheng caught one of Xie Lian’s hands into her own and brought it against the mattress, pinning it there. She interlaced their fingers and licked at the corner of the other’s mouth, biting her chin when Xie Lian groaned and almost ground back against her.
“Your San Niang will take good care of you” Hua Cheng purred against her jaw, “Patience”. Xie Lian nodded, aroused and needy. Her stamina was always top level and knowing she could trust Hua Cheng with taking full advantage of it was oh-so sweet and fulfilling.
Being patient was getting more and more strenuous though, especially when Hua Cheng kept on playing with her, teasing all her erogenous parts, so much so that it was bordering painful when the other edged her to the point of orgasm a few times, never allowing Xie Lian to find release.
Xie Lian clasped Hua Cheng’s chin and looked straight into her eye, a severe and strained expression.
“San Niang, stop it. This is torture” she demanded. Hua Cheng was lucky that her body was so tired that she couldn’t switch their positions, but normally she would have been able to take control of the situation. Maybe, just maybe, she liked being at the other’s mercy, but still. Enough was enough.
“Alright, my love. This one profusely apologizes”. The amused glint in Hua Cheng’s expression showed just how not sorry she was.
Hua Cheng lowered herself on the mattress and placed a playful lick on Xie Lian’s stomach, using her fingers to spread her folds open; she then hovered over her slit with her lips, her breath a burning promise that Xie Lian couldn’t help but crave as much as she craved oxygen.
“San Niang, I swear—”
Hua Cheng lapped gently at her clit when she noticed the other was clenching around nothing, basically begging to be filled with anything her girlfriend had to offer. Xie Lian grabbed the sheets and heard herself whine shamelessly, her patience long gone by then. She just wanted to feel Hua Cheng’s firm tongue against her, not giving her the time to even think about anything but Hua Cheng, the two of them, and what they were doing together.
“I swear I’ll get my revenge when I get the chance” She added, a clutter of feral want obscuring her thoughts. Xie Lian wanted. She wanted so much, and fast, and right away. “You’ll be desperate for me, and then you’ll understand-” Xie Lian stopped, a sudden moan leaving her lips when Hua Cheng flattened her tongue against her clit, a strong press that made her see stars. Hua Cheng looked smitten with her actions, and the other wanted to grind back against her, just to get back at her.
“You’ll understand, yeah, ah- you’ll understand just how crazy you’re driving me” Xie Lian let it all out, finally snapping out of the usual self-control she couldn’t let go of. She didn’t care anymore about decency, all she wanted was Hua Cheng; the perspective of doing to her what the other was doing to Xie Lian sent a shiver down her body, an intense spark in her lower belly. Hua Cheng moaned against her girlfriend, and her touches felt more and more intense; Xie Lian knew she wasn’t going to last much.
“Jiejie, fuck, yes” Hua Cheng breathed, and then slipped her tongue inside the other, Xie Lian’s hips rocking against her. Hua Cheng didn’t tell her not to move that time and her lover mentally thanked her, knowing there was no way she could repress anything at that point.
Hua Cheng moved sloppily up to the other’s clit again, sucking hungrily at it while pushing her middle finger in. She found no resistance whatsoever, and quickly added her ring finger as well, caressing Xie Lian’s insides, warm and wet, a luscious glint in her eye. Her fingers went in deep but were still slow, intentionally so.
Xie Lian moaned and arched her back, a hand grabbing her own breast and almost slipping because of the layer of sweat that covered her body. She felt demolished, hot, boiling with hunger and arousal.
Hua Cheng took turns between sucking at her clit and darting her tongue across her folds, carefully focused on Xie Lian’s reactions, going faster or pausing on a specific spot when she noticed an increase in pleasure from the other’s part. Xie Lian loved her. Fuck, she loved her. She was her perfect San Niang.
Xie Lian’s hips stuttered; she was just a touch away from orgasm, and Hua Cheng curled her fingers so she could press them continuously against that bundle of nerves that drove her lover crazy. Xie Lian fucked herself on her, and Hua Cheng’s satisfied expression, the sense of safety the other got from it, was what sent Xie Lian over the edge.
She came with Hua Cheng’s name on her tongue and with such an intensity that she felt her eyes shuttering close, her walls tightening and pulsing on her girlfriend’s fingers while she kept fucking Xie Lian through it.
Xie Lian moaned and held the other’s hair in a hard grip. She felt Hua Cheng tilt her head and follow her hand, never letting go. Xie Lian loved seeing her pliant and responsive like that.
Xie Lian heard her moan in protest and finally looked at her, realizing that she broke eye contact.
Oh.
Hua Cheng pressed her tongue flat against her clit, increasing the pressure even when Xie Lian tried to scoot back at the overstimulation, her fingers still rubbing that sweet spot inside her. She moved the hand that was keeping one of Xie Lian’s legs open and relocated it under her hips, swiftly joined by the other one, a wet noise following it when she popped her fingers out of Xie Lian. Her girlfriend cried at the loss, half relieved, half regretful.
Hua Cheng then sank onto her knees and tugged, grabbing a hold of Xie Lian’s thighs at once. She pulled them on top of her shoulders and dragged Xie Lian to the edge of the bed, all while she managed to keep her tongue working on her. The pillow on her back was caught just in time by Xie Lian, who wouldn’t have been able to look at the other without it. It was a little uncomfortable, but she couldn’t care any less about it.
Xie Lian cried in surprise and then cried some more when Hua Cheng’s fingers sank back into her, her insides still sensitive and tender. She hissed and called her name when Hua Cheng set a rough pace, giving her lover no time to recover. Only when Xie Lian started to rock back against her did she relent and ease off her tongue, drooling on her chin. She looked obscene and ravishing. Xie Lian wanted to run her tongue on her girlfriend’s face and clean her up, gather spit and come into her own mouth and then kiss it all back into her. Xie Lian blushed at her thoughts, aroused out of her mind. Gosh. Was this really her?
“You taste like a dream, Jiejie” Hua Cheng praised, and Xie Lian let out a choked sob. “My precious, disobedient treasure”. Hua Cheng sent a smirk her way, and Xie Lian looked at her like a deer caught in the headlights.
Yeah. Oh.
Hua Cheng latched herself at her lover’s clit with no warning and sucked, her fingers buried knuckle-deep inside of Xie Lian, while her other hand pressed firmly on her abdomen, right on those muscles that kept on tensing at her ministrations. Xie Lian’s whole body twitched, desperate, hips raising but blocked by Hua Cheng, who husked against the other’s heat and raked her nails on her stomach, the scratch making Xie Lian moan long and loud.
Xie Lian felt another orgasm build, faster this time, a match to her girlfriend’s actions. She abandoned herself at Hua Cheng’s mercy, looking at her with her own lips parted; half breathed, half cried moans leaving her over and over again.
Hua Cheng flickered her tongue and added a third finger. Xie Lian felt pressure and tightness all over, as she suddenly came with a full body shiver, panting and lifting her hips, thoughts dissolving into pleasure. Tears gathered in her eyes as Hua Cheng worked her through her orgasm; her laps were trails of fire on Xie Lian’s heat, and she almost came again when she noticed how red and abused Hua Cheng’s mouth looked. Xie Lian wondered what her sex looked like – was it as swollen as it felt?
Hua Cheng looked at Xie Lian, studying her limits and how much she could still get out of her without hurting her. She kept on moving her fingers, faster than before when Xie Lian gave her a weak nod, still unbelievably turned on. Her eye sparked. Xie Lian’s moans were reduced to messy and incoherent sentences, her legs almost going limp around the other’s shoulders. It was okay though, Hua Cheng was supporting her, she had her back then and always.
It didn’t take her much to climax that time. Her breath got caught in her throat, a silent scream.
“Fuck, yes, yeah—” Xie Lian’s body jolted, movements broken and desperate, her muscles too sore to even try to listen to her, a quiet tremble in her legs.
One of Xie Lian’s hands reached Hua Cheng’s cheekbone and feebly pushed her off her abused clit. Hua Cheng took pity on her and gave it one last tiny lick, the other’s cunt twitching at that small contact under her stare.
Xie Lian’s hand cupped her cheek and stroked her skin, catching droplets of sweat. Hua Cheng leaned into her girlfriend’s palm and smiled at her; her expression satisfied and tender. “My San Niang” Xie Lian breathed, enamored with the sight in front of her. Hua Cheng kissed the other’s thigh devotedly and rested her chin there.
Hua Cheng’s fingers were still buried inside of Xie Lian; she wasn’t moving them and just held them securely against the other’s sweet spot, stretching her open. It didn’t hurt, but it did feel overwhelming nonetheless, Xie Lian’s endurance barely intact at that point.
“I wonder if Jiejie can show me how good she comes one last time,” she said, knowing fully well that Xie Lian wasn’t going to deny her anything.
Xie Lian nodded and then added, “Yes, my San Niang. You can do as you please”. She clenched around Hua Cheng when she felt the other’s digits massage that bundle of nerves inside of her; Hua Cheng didn’t move the rest of her hand though, she was solely interested in stimulating Xie Lian with attentive and gentle touches. It was like she was waiting for dessert, foretasting the sweet flavor of the conclusion of a satisfying meal.
Hua Cheng traced the outline of Xie Lian’s folds with her tongue. “You taste so sweet” she told her in a hushed tone, and Xie Lian could see it in her eye that Hua Cheng must have really loved going down on her. Xie Lian mewled and blushed. She wondered what she did to deserve someone as perfect as San Niang. She was like a cool breeze that comforted her in that hellish life they both tried to stay afloat of.
Xie Lian paid attention to the strokes of Hua Cheng’s tongue, kitty-like laps and small careful bites, and she noticed that her sex was indeed puffed and swollen; it felt so sensitive that Xie Lian was already close after a minute of the other’s tentative and lazy brushes.
Xie Lian sobbed, wanting to release that last drop of tension that she felt inside her guts. “Please San Niang, just a little more” she begged, even though she didn’t know what she was asking for, not exactly.
“Anything for you” Hua Cheng whispered against her as she pressed the hand on the other’s stomach closer to her groin. She delved her tongue into Xie Lian’s folds one last time, a long, wet stripe that ended with a strong press on her clit. White hot pleasure pooled into Xie Lian abdomen. She went still, her mind shattering, only the feeling of Hua Cheng pressed close to her registering into her brain.
Xie Lian felt her own lips moving, saying something, anything, but she couldn’t understand what was going on. She knew she was moaning and calling for the other, but it was a stream of consciousness she was cut out of. It was a sensation that she had experienced only a bunch of times before, nerves electrified by the consuming intensity of that last orgasm. Xie Lian didn’t remember closing her eyes, and yet her vision was all blurry.
“Ahh, stop— I can’t-” Xie Lian let out a weeping moan, the overstimulation getting too intense and too much at that time. Hua Cheng must have listened to her lover’s plea because that splintering feeling faded till all that was left was a pulsing stir inside and outside of Xie Lian’s body.
She suddenly felt arms engulfing her in a tight hug and bringing her close to something warm and vibrant, lifting Xie Lian off the bed and laying her down again so that her head was now resting on her original pillow. Xie Lian hugged back languidly, content to feel safe and surrounded by that familiar heat.
Hua Cheng brushed away the other’s tears and placed small and adoring kisses all over Xie Lian’s face and eyes, uttering sweet nothings, Hua Cheng’s figure a blanket sheltering and anchoring both her body and her mind.
Hua Cheng intertwined their tongues and then sucked on the other’s lower lip, Xie Lian’s mouth falling agape at the gesture. Hua Cheng ran her tongue over her girlfriend’s lips and pressed lenient pecks on their surface.
Xie Lian came back to earth when she realized that she could taste herself on Hua Cheng. She grabbed the other’s face unhurriedly, stopping her movements so that she could finally savor them both on her skin. Xie Lian took her time, happy and relaxed, and Hua Cheng patiently let her do what she wanted. She cleaned up the mess on her girlfriend’s chin dutifully, still floating after the intense sex they’d just had. Xie Lian kept the other glued to her body, never wanting to let go. She was her precious soulmate.
“Jiejie” Hua Cheng huffed a laugh at Xie Lian, but her breath was strained, affected by her lover’s ministrations. Xie Lian paid no attention to her and used that little strength she had left to press Hua Cheng’s waist down on her. Xie Lian wanted her girlfriend to straddle her thigh, but she couldn’t move Hua Cheng around in her current condition. She let out a displeased whine.
“Xie Lian” Hua Cheng tried again, a scarlet blush on her cheekbone. Xie Lian arched an eyebrow at that. Xie Lian?
“What, my San Niang?” Xie Lian found it hard to form sentences, but she pushed through anyway. Her body felt numb and sleepy, and yet she couldn’t let go of the idea that complete satisfaction hadn’t been reached. Hua Cheng had to take from her too.
“You don’t need to please me. Watching you come undone was the most satisfying experience for me” she admitted bashfully; Xie Lian knew she was telling the truth, but she didn’t care. She would have felt appeased only after Hua Cheng had been taken care of too.
“I’m not doing anything, San Niang. You’ll be the one using your Jiejie to your completion” Xie Lian stated, aware that all this assertiveness was weird coming from her. It was like something had snapped and made it impossible for her to hold back. Xie Lian kissed her with trembling lips. It was up to Hua Cheng, of course. But Xie Lian hoped the other would listen to her demands.
“I—” Hua Cheng faltered for a second at her lover’s words and Xie Lian nuzzled up against her.
“You don’t have to, baby” Xie Lian cooed with a soft smile. “I love seeing you happy as much as you do. That’s all. But there’s no need to force it”. She hugged her as tightly as she could, making sure Hua Cheng knew they were okay, no matter what she chose.
Hua Cheng returned the embrace and placed a kiss on Xie Lian’s neck.
“Jiejie always takes care of me. Such a kind soul” she breathed against her, lifting Xie Lian’s chin up to look back at her. Xie Lian bit back a retort; Hua Cheng was the one who had made her come six times just then after all, asking the other to use her when Xie Lian could barely lift a finger was nothing compared to that.
Xie Lian nodded, licking her lips. “Take your clothes off” She instructed, even though she was reluctant to let the other go.
Hua Cheng lifted herself up and quickly got rid of her tank top, her movements hasty. Xie Lian admired the lean form of her body and her perky breasts, mouth watering at the sight. Hua Cheng sent her a knowing look and her lips curved into a smirk.
“Like what you see?”
“I do”
She took pants and underwear off in one go after that, caging her lover against the bed once more, barely granting Xie Lian the sight of her beautiful naked body. Hua Cheng looked at her expectantly, waiting for direction. Xie Lian shivered at the other’s compliance, goosebumps on her skin.
“I want my devoted San Niang to ride my thigh. Is that okay?” She asked, voice hoarse from all the moaning she did before. Hua Cheng nodded and straddled one of Xie Lian’s legs, her elbows on both sides of the other’s head. Her taller figure allowed them to be face to face and Xie Lian was so grateful for that. She wanted to contemplate every change of Hua Cheng’s expression, to catch it all and burn it into her memory.
Xie Lian smiled encouragingly at her and caressed her cheek. “Move, San Niang, make Jiejie happy”.
Hua Cheng moaned and frantically nodded. She lowered her groin on Xie Lian’s thigh and Xie Lian contracted its muscles, making sure the other would have more skin she could rut against. Xie Lian almost stopped her to suggest using lube to make it easier, but when she felt how wet Hua Cheng was, she refrained from doing so. Gosh, Hua Cheng was going to be the death of her.
“You’re already dripping,” Xie Lian observed, a pleased smile blooming on her lips. “You’re such a good girlfriend, loving me so intensely. Jiejie is indeed lucky to have you by her side”. She kissed her girlfriend softly before retreating and locking eyes with her. Hua Cheng looked so happy at that moment; Xie Lian was slightly taken aback. Her heart drummed in her ears when Hua Cheng brought their foreheads together. They were sharing the same air with ragged breaths.
“I love you so much” Hua Cheng admitted, tone sentimental and warm. She started moving against Xie Lian, who placed one hand on her lover’s hip, the other on her nape.
“I love you too”.
Hua Cheng rolled her hips without shame, fulfilling both Xie Lian’s request and her own needs. She lost composure right away, panting in the other’s mouth and letting low mewls out every time she rubbed her clit on her thigh. Her movements were short and fast; she wasn’t trying to make it last, already wrecked by all the emotions and sensations she experienced previously.
“Good girl” Xie Lian praised, and she felt Hua Cheng’s muscles twitch beneath her touch. Xie Lian leaned on her elbow and licked the other’s cheekbone, tasting the saltiness of her sweat. She closed her mouth in a kiss right after. “My perfect San Niang. It makes me feel so good, knowing you get off on making me come. I’m satisfied to the utmost”. Xie Lian talked directly into her ear, and Hua Cheng shivered, goosebumps all over her skin.
“This one—that’s all this one holds dear” she puffed through gritted teeth, dazed and breathless.
Xie Lian laid small pecks all over her face and kept on inciting her with directions and little praise until she heard Hua Cheng swallow hard and lose control of her movements, which were now frantic and erratic.
“Just like that, baby”. Xie Lian tried to hold her as close as possible while not breaking up her rhythm. “Show me how much you love it”.
Hua Cheng let out a long moan and lifted her head up to look the other right in the eyes, the blush spreading all over her face. Hah, Xie Lian thought. We match!
“Kiss me” Hua Cheng demanded, desperate. “Kiss me, Jiejie, kiss me, kiss—” Xie Lian cut her off by pressing her lips on hers. It was sloppy but bruising, nonetheless. Hua Cheng panted and groaned in her lover’s mouth, and Xie Lian swallowed all that she had to offer.
Xie Lian bit her lower lip and then traced it with her tongue, sucking on it right after. Hua Cheng gripped the sheets and chased after her climax with hunger, wet noises filling the room. Her thrusts were faster and unhinged, she was so close.
“Come for me, San Niang” Xie Lian urged her, a spark of arousal in her lower stomach. She was breathless too; she needed the other to come with her name on her tongue.
“Yes—Jiejie, yes” Hua Cheng ground herself on Xie Lian one last time, coming with a full-body shudder, her muscles giving out and chanting her lover’s name over and over again. Xie Lian felt her girlfriend going limp and collapse against her; she lifted her thigh and pressed the other down against her with the hand that was holding Hua Cheng’s hip so that she could fuck herself through her orgasm. Hua Cheng spasmed and bit the other’s neck, a surprised moan leaving Xie Lian.
Hua Cheng kept riding Xie Lian’s thigh with broken motions till her breathing came back to normal. Xie Lian hugged her close and clutched her waist with her other leg. Hua Cheng laid on her, breathing her scent in and placing small, devoted kisses on the bite mark she just gifted her. Xie Lian leaned her head in the other’s hair and pulled her tight against her chest. She could feel her heat pulse against her thigh as well as her heartbeat against her ribcage. It was poetic.
“You were marvellous,” Xie Lian told her, meaning every word. “I can’t live without you, San Niang”. Feeling their hearts beat together and looking at their bodies interlaced like they were made for each other released a sensation of profound love and adoration inside Xie Lian; she couldn’t help but tear up a little.
Hua Cheng lifted her face to look at Xie Lian, her eye watery as she moved her hands to gently hold the other’s head.
“I’m not going anywhere, Xie Lian” she said, tone soft but firm at the same time. “You’ll never get rid of me unless you explicitly tell me to leave”.
Xie Lian shook her head in dissent and kept at it until Hua Cheng stopped her and placed a small comforting kiss on her lips.
“I’ll never tell you to leave,” Xie Lian declared, voice shaking. “You’re my air, I can’t breathe if you’re not with me”.
“You can breathe me as long as I’m alive, my love.” Hua Cheng placed her thumbs on Xie Lian’s cheeks and captured the tears that ran down her face.
Xie Lian wasn’t sad; it was just too intense for her to be able to keep it hidden. And she wasn’t afraid that Hua Cheng could have found that emotional burst annoying. She felt the same way and Xie Lian knew it. They were made of the same essence, kindred spirits, partners in life and in love. They were destined to be each other’s lifeline, perfect together.
Xie Lian nodded at her and sent her a quivering smile. She tried to readjust her position so that they could lay more comfortably on the bed, but Xie Lian realized that she could barely keep her hands on her girlfriend. She was completely spent.
Hua Cheng thought the other was trying to get her to get off of her, but Xie Lian stopped her and. Well. Blushed.
“I just want to find a comfortable position for us to sleep in, but I can’t move an inch,” she admitted. Hua Cheng laughed and sat on Xie Lian’s hips with a swift move. She was as strong and as athletic as usual. If Xie Lian weren’t that tired, she would have begged the other for another round. My god, It’s so unfair, she thought.
“Did I break Jiejie?” Hua Cheng asked with mirth in her voice, her eye turned into a crescent moon. So cheeky.
“Yeah, you did,” Xie Lian scoffed, but she had no real complaints. Hua Cheng smiled and placed her hand on the other’s forehead to feel her temperature. She sent Xie Lian a surprised look.
“You’re not burning anymore. Did I fuck the fever out of you?”
Xie Lian didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. How could it have been possible? But when she touched her own cheek, she noticed that she was cooler than she had been before. Huh.
“You mesmerize me,” she said, confused.
“I’m glad I do. Come on Jiejie, let’s get you cleaned up.” Hua Cheng got up and walked to the bathroom. Xie Lian heard her turn on the faucet to let the water in the bathtub run. The other re-joined her and then lifted Xie Lian up in her embrace, bridal style. Xie Lian sucked a breath in at the sudden movement and groaned in dissatisfaction.
“Nooo let’s stay in bed a little longer” she moaned, content with their previous positions. She didn’t have the energy to bathe, not really. Her legs were out of order and her arms felt like overly cooked noodles.
“I’m not hearing it. You need to wash away the remaining traces of your fever. I’m running you a bath and I’ll change the sheets while you relax” she stated, and it was clear that she wasn’t going to take no for an answer. Xie Lian sighed, knowing it was probably for the best. She was going to sleep for a whole day after this, no doubts about it.
“I’m joining you right away, I promise. And you can lean on me the whole time”. Hua Cheng pressed a kiss on Xie Lian's forehead and gripped her tighter against herself, not too enthusiastic about letting her lover go for even those brief moments.
“I know I can”.
Xie Lian buried herself in Hua Cheng’s chest, knowing fully well that she could lean on her then and always. She felt safe and taken care of, loved to the fullest. Nothing was comparable to the utter devotion they shared for each other.
Xie Lian smiled against her skin; eyes closed. Hua Cheng, who was sneaking glances at her, smiled as well, at ease.
“I love you, Jiejie” she whispered, so intimate that Xie Lian almost didn’t hear her. A moment passed, in which Hua Cheng thought the other had fallen asleep.
“I love you too, my San Niang” Xie Lian breathed back. “Now and forever”.