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2022-10-22
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blinded

Summary:

Following the first wet dream of Spocks life, he realizes that he might not be as asexual as he thought he was. Or at least, not when it comes to Jim Kirk

Notes:

Hiii!!! I’m so absolutely torn between wanting to write Spock as ace but also needing to see that man getting railed ASAP, so I believe I have reached a sort of compromise. LMK if you see any typos!!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: catalyst

Chapter Text

A shocked gasp came from Spock as his captain had him pinned with his chest to the science station, his hand making its way to the front of Spocks pants, eager to touch and caress. Spock couldn’t believe it. Right here, on the bridge? Could Jim simply not contain himself for long enough to find somewhere more private, like the turbolift? He found though that in this moment he could not find it within himself to care, and no crew members seemed to notice this blatant display of lust from their captain. Jim leaned next to Spocks ear as if he’d done this exact thing to him many times, and began to whisper the dirtiest phrases Spock had ever heard in his life, though he couldn’t comprehend what was said. All that mattered was the impression the words left on him, and they left him feeling lightheaded and the most turned on he had ever been in his life.

Jim began to kiss the back of Spocks neck and sucked, hard, causing Spock to whimper. He needed to be fucked. Now. He needed to have Jim in him, he needed him to be over him, pushing him to his limits, and he needed Jim to put him in his place. Needed to be reminded of who was superior. He felt himself getting close all too soon, but he didn’t care. He just- just needed a little more, just a little…

Spock opened his eyes gradually, still groggy from sleep, to find his hand trying to palm himself through his boxers. He immediately laid his hand to his side and was left in the silence of his room to ponder what exactly had just happened. ‘What a peculiar dream,’ he thought. Quite frankly, he hadn’t thought himself to be capable of such lewd thoughts, such unrefined and primal emotions. He had never known any Vulcan able to feel sexual arousal outside of their Time during the pon farr, and yet he had subconsciously experienced just that. Awake, he felt none of these feelings, even after the dream that woke him.

Which lead to a different thought: the captain. He had been aware of his romantic inclination towards the man, he had even made his peace with it, but he never anticipated this. Upon further reflection though, it was only logical that Jim Kirk would be able to pull something like this from Spock, something he hadn’t thought possible, but this still left him with questions. Could he experience arousal while conscious? Was it only the fact that it was Jim in his thoughts that made him feel that way, or had a switch just suddenly flipped in him that gave him the ability to experience these things indefinitely with anyone? He looked at the time and realized he had spent long enough with these thoughts, he needed to prepare for him upcoming shift, but just before he got up, a stray memory from the dream returned to him in one fleeting moment.

He needed Jim to put him in his place. Needed to be reminded of who was superior.

Interesting.

Notes:

Thanks for reading!! Sorry for such a short chapter, I hope to write more, but I really don’t want to get too out of character so i’m being cautious with my next steps. I promise you that Spock will get dommed though.
Also-the chapter title is from a Buzzoven song. Is it obvious yet that I hate coming up with my own titles of things? I need to make a playlist or something. Robos greatest hits. Well anyways, I hope to get write more soon! idk how to end this. BYE