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Jack never thought of himself as fat...
Oh, who was he kidding?! He was fat!
So he needed to lose weight, right?...
Jack looked at himself in the mirror, seeing the belly folds.
Jack was only 12 when he started looking at his body in the new light, every time he would go to Vil's house he would see the magazine he had that had skinny women and buff guys... Jack wished he was like them.
Jack was chubby as a child no denying that...
But he didn't want that anymore...
Jack was walking with his fellow first-years to the cafeteria, a common occurrence in a typical student's life.
But for Jack, it wasn't.
Everyone knows that chooses not to eat in the cafeteria. Most think it's so he could train more, which was somewhat true, and others don't care what he does. But that's not what he does, that's not his reason...
His real reason is...disturbing.
"Hey, Jack!" Jack snaps out of his trance and gets food shoved in front of him from Yuu and grim.
"You haven't gotten any food, me and Grim got you some!" Yuu said cheery, it was a regular burger and fries with coke on the side.
Jack's stomach drops.
"Uhm, thank you but im really not hungry-" Jack tried to protest but then Deuce spoke up, "Liar! I haven't seen you eat since this morning! You did so much exercise EAT!" Deuce said, shoving some of his own lunch in his mouth.
Jack gulps, looks at his food, takes a deep breath and cuts a piece, puts it in his mouth, and swallows.
Oh god-
Its disgusting, gross, vile-
'Your gonna gain so many calories,'
what?-
'If you continue eating this you'll get fat,'
Shut up! I've already made progress. Im-
'But that progress is going downhill. YOUR GETTING-'
Jack stands up and mumbles, "Bathroom," and leaves before anyone answers.
Jack races into one of the stalls and begins to puke.
The sounds were so clear, horrible for anyone in there but over the years Jack found it comforting.
After puking, he flushes the toilet and just sits there. He was so tired...
He grabs a tuff of his hair, it was breaking easier and easier every day...
He had to break it... But the voice was so loud-
"Jack?" A voice called, a voice that made him so happy but made his skin crawl in fear.
"Vil..."