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Sabito had always thought he was romantic. Well, if romantic meant using cheap scented candles and buying chocolate from the gas station. The candles they were using now had a woodsy scent but with a punch of sweetness, something akin to the pumpkin spice latte that his other friend always egged him to try.
It took around an hour to make the bath, but if the roses floating in the water weren’t an indication of how dedicated he was about it all, then he didn’t know what did.
Sabito’s hand scooped water to pour onto Giyuu’s head, an excuse he used to slowly run his fingers through his partner’s wet raven hair. “Your hair looks beautiful, Giyuu,” he whispered, as he softly pressed his lips to the strands. It made the other press his chest against Sabito, hearing the water splash around him, probably as surprised as he was.
“You keep saying that.” Giyuu shyly commented, gazing down. He soon found the confidence to tilt his head back to meet Sabito’s eyes. It was a clumsy move that had his head lightly bumping into Sabito’s chin. Sabito responded with a chuckle and Giyuu’s blush darkened. Strong arms wrapped around Giyuu’s waist under the water, pulling him closer so Sabito can prove just how much he meant to him. His lips pressed on the bridge of Giyuu’s nose and then on his cheek. Afterwhich, he moved Giyuu’s hair to the side to run his tongue on the back of his neck, sucking on the skin and enjoying the soft noises his boyfriend made.
One of his hands travelled downward, tracing the outline of Giyuu’s inner thigh. From how close they were Sabito could feel him shiver against him. Always so fun to tease. Always so cute. “Giyuu,” he whispered his name against the juncture where the neck meets shoulder, “do you not want this?”
Giyuu swallowed, eyes shut. It wasn’t like they didn’t get intimate before but those were just kisses that took Giyuu’s breath away or how they would watch each other find the precipice of pleasure in their own palms. Nothing like this. Nothing like how Sabino was holding him now. “A-Ah…” He sounded pathetic and yet the hand that travelled downward stayed, firmly and lovingly massaging the skin of his thigh. “I want it.” Like usual, Giyuu looked back at Sabito and let him know he meant it. There was a look of shyness in his blue eyes but Sabito didn’t miss the hint of excitement in them too.
“Thank you for telling me, beautiful.” Sabito kissed the back of Giyuu’s neck before his hand wrapped around the base of Giyuu’s cock in a loose fist. It made the older of the two shudder, bucking into the hand involuntarily. Sabito watched, astonished, as the other’s shoulders began to shake so he did what he thought would calm him down. Soft lips traced kisses along shuddering shoulders, while his hand languidly began to stoke Giyuu.
Sabito heard a breathy sound come from his partner’s lips and he moved his head to look at him. He saw the soft ‘o’ of Giyuu’s mouth and while he was at it Sabito didn’t miss the chance to press soft kisses along his jaw. He felt Giyuu’s cock twitch in his hold and took it as a sign to go harder so he began to stroke him a little faster. It made Giyuu take in a soft breath but his controlled response was for show seeing that his hands were holding onto the sides of the tub, back arching onto Sabito’s chest, and hips bucking into his fist.
“You’re amazing, baby. '' Sabito cooed, as he began to twist his wrist to stroke him better. One hand ran from Giyuu’s waist to his chest and began to lazily rub circles along Giyuu’s nipples. The added sensation almost made Giyuu whine but he prevented that by biting down on his lower lip. Sabito saw this and meant to teach Giyuu a lesson so he began to quicken in his stroking, feeling the skin on the palm of his hands become flushed.
Giyuu’s resolve was very close to crumbling but he continued to bite down on his lip as he felt the tight coil form in his gut. He leaned his head back, meeting Sabito eye-to-eye and mouthing something incomprehensible. His hand found its place gripping onto Sabito’s hair, as his hips bucked harder into the hand that was pleasuring him.
“A-Ah! M-Mhmm..a-ah!” They were noises that Giyuu would have never let anyone else hear, but shame was nowhere to be found when he was so close to getting what he wanted. He felt lips on his shoulder, fingers pinching his nipple, and Sabito’s thumb rubbing along his tip while he was at it. He was sure his lips were swollen at this point from how he bit down on them. He moved Sabito’s face so they could look at each other and he crashed their lips together in a sloppy and slightly clumsy kiss that got their teeth clicking, but Giyuu was without care. Sabito gave in and led the kiss, chuckling into his mouth and sucking on his lower lip.
“Want to cum?” Sabito asked and Giyuu could have sworn that he had not nodded his head faster in his life. A sweet kiss was pressed on his cheek and Sabito’s hand stroked him faster. He felt him twitch, buck his hips, and even lift himself up from his lap a little as if he was already riding cock. It was a sight to behold; however, Sabito still didn’t like the way Giyuu was selfish with his pleasured responses. The way he bit his lip for Sabito not to hear him was just not going to slide. He wanted to hear him. Always. Just as he felt his boyfriend twitch in his hand and tug on his hair Sabito’s hands slowed and Giyuu bit back a whine and tilted his head back, almost exhausted.
“Let’s get out of the bath, baby. You might get sick.” With a few more strokes Sabito pulled his hand back and carried his boyfriend out of the tub, carrying him in his arms as if they were newlyweds. He leaned down to empty the tub and blow out the candles. The scent of sweet pumpkin hit him one last time before he moved to the other side of the bathroom to grab some bathrobes for the two of them. He placed Giyuu down and dried him first before he dried himself. It felt almost domestic, as if they were destined to be that comfortable with one another.
Giyuu held onto his robe tightly like he was shy to let Sabito see just how hard he still was. There was a pout on his face that Sabito thought was the most adorable thing he had seen. “Sorry for being mean, pretty boy,” Sabito continued to tease him, grinning. Giyuu responded by looking down but not even a moment later he felt a hand tilt his chin up and without another word their lips were connected again. One hand kept a loose hold on his robe but Giyuu couldn’t help but give in to the kiss and lay his other hand on Sabito’s cheek, trailing his thumb on that handsome scar on his face.
Without breaking the kiss Sabito hooked Giyuu’s legs around his waist and walked out of the bathroom. He laid his partner down on the bed, watching beautiful raven hair splay out underneath Giyuu like spills of ink on paper. His ivory skin looked beautiful on velvet sheets, and if Sabito was the same impatient young man he was years before, he would have already bitten down on him. This was different. He loved Giyuu.
A tug on Sabito’s sleeve was what caught his attention and a soft blush made its way across his face at the realisation that he was caught staring. There was a ghost of a smile on Giyuu’s face when he saw Sabito come back to his senses. The same hand that tugged on his sleeve made its way to rest on Sabito’s cheek again, caressing the scarred skin lovingly. Sabito took Giyuu by the wrist and it made Giyuu’s eyes widen for a second before he felt lips on it. His disposition softened as he watched his boyfriend kiss each one of his finger tips before nuzzling into the palm of his hand.
Intimate.
Sabito couldn’t remember when was the last time he had been this way. Perhaps he had never been. Maybe it was only with Giyuu that he’s ever let thousands of mighty walls finally crumble down.
They kissed. Lips moving like they were meant to kiss for a lifetime. Sabito sucked on Giyuu’s lower lip just how he liked it and it made Giyuu’s legs wrap around Sabito’s waist, hips bucking sofly, invitingly. Sabito sighed into the kiss, pressing his body on Giyuu’s and softly rocking in rhythm with him. Slender fingers ran through peach hair, dull nails softly scraping on Sabito’s scalp. He felt so loved, felt so in love. He pulled back to cup Giyuu’s face in his hands and peck his lips over and over again, nipping on his lower lip, before he got back to kissing him again. Hungry this time as if he had not kissed him in years.
Giyuu moaned into the kiss, his other hand moving to softly run down Sabito’s robe-clad back. It reminded Sabito of the garments they were still wearing and he pulled back to take the robe off before he did the same for Giyuu. In that moment Giyuu let himself be undressed, even throwing the robe away for Sabito so their lips can connect again.
Sabito’s tongue ran along Giyuu’s upper lip this time, his pretty little mouth opening for his boyfriend to play with. With one last flick of his tongue Sabito finally granted Giyuu a proper kiss, lips connected in a sweet embrace, tongues on one another and moans filling the room. Sabito’s hands found Giyuu’s plush thighs and he gave them a squeeze which made Giyuu jolt. The one on top softly smiled at him and shyly Giyuu’s body became pliant as Sabito pushed his thighs apart, exposing him to his lavender eyes.
His legs were shaking and chest was rising from adrenaline. Sabito noticed all too well and leaned in to press a soft kiss on his cheek.
“Are you nervous? Is this your first time?”
Giyuu looked up at him, eyebrows slightly furrowed. “No, I’ve been nervous for most of my life.”
“You’re a blockhead, Giyuu.”
“Huh?”
Exactly.
Usually his reputation of being a hot tempered individual would come through just from the lack of tact in Giyuu’s responses, but he found himself laughing, burying his face into his shoulder and pulling his head closer into a gentle hug. Sabito’s laugh tickled Giyuu’s skin, making him smile, eyes lighting up like he had accomplished something he’d always wanted to do. It was such a pure sound. Sabito’s laughter pierced through the lonely barricades of Giyuu’s person the very first time he heard it two years ago. Hearing it now, as their legs were tangled together, lips swollen from kissing, and holding onto one another was an experience he’d want to lock in for the rest of his days.
The silence was no longer the lonely one Giyuu had lived with for most of his years. It was comfortable having Sabito there, hearing his breathing calm after he had finished laughing. Sabito nuzzled into him, nipping on his skin, getting Giyuu to hum happily at his affection. Giyuu’s finger ran through Sabito’s hair again, a joy he would never get tired of.
“Is this your first time?” Giyuu asked shyly.
Sabito froze and it got Giyuu worried. For a time neither of them talked and Giyuu had mentally noted to not ask such crude questions ever again. Thoughts of dread and guilt were beginning to flood him but it ended when Sabito began to pull himself back, hand meeting Giyuu’s face in a gentle hold. He caressed his cheek with a somewhat lonely smile. It made Giyuu sink into the bed.
“It doesn’t matter, “ Sabito finally responded, as he leaned in to press feather light kisses along Giyuu’s face. It was difficult to answer the question. He had been with people before and he had shared a night or two with them, but he never felt the need to remember their names. Never felt the need to reconnect and even know them better. They were simply a rush of blood, a past time that was just slightly pleasurable. They left an empty feeling in him the moment it was over.
Sabito didn’t even know why he was thinking of past mistakes. The right one was right in front of him, and who knows if he was speaking out of sheer emotion but this was the man he felt like he couldn’t ever leave behind. He wanted to remember his name, wanted to know everything about him. People would call it love and for the first time in a long time Sabito believed in such a statement.
It was Giyuu’s lips that caught his attention, the way he traced kisses that outlined his jaw and how his tongue would peak out before he fully pressed his lips against Sabito’s. He could only indulge in it, slowly rocking into Giyuu again and pressing so close to him that he was sure they would never be apart. Giyuu’s legs weren’t shaking anymore, body much more relaxed now as Sabito began to trail kisses down his chest while his hands pinned his thighs flat onto the bed.
Sabito repositioned himself and dipped his head down in between Giyuu’s legs, breathing over the tip of his partner’s erection. His tongue flicked on the slit earning a muffled sound from Giyuu. Sabito furrowed his brows, thinking of ways to have those sounds be given generously to him without timid intention. He traced his tongue down the base, kissing along it as his hand pumped what his mouth wasn’t busy working on. Giyuu’s legs were but jelly now just from how Sabito worked his mouth on him.
Hot breath ghosted his tip again and Giyuu expected that he’d get kitten licks once more. He’d expected that Sabito would tease him again but he couldn’t be more wrong. Sabito tucked his hair behind his ear and leaned in to kiss the tip before he finally enveloped the tip with his hot mouth. His tongue flicked around it immediately and it made Giyuu let out such a lewd and loud sound that delighted Sabito. That’s it, he wanted to say. He wanted to praise him but the way Giyuu’s face contorted in pleasure as he continued to take more of him in his mouth pushed the thought for later. Giyuu’s pleasured sounds would solely fill the room for now.
Sabito relaxed his jaw and slipped the whole of Giyuu into him, swallowing and relishing the deep moan his partner responded with. While his mouth worked him slowly, his other hand was fondling with the soft flesh of Giyuu’s thighs, squeezing the area fondly. Sabito moaned around his cock, the vibrations it sent flooding Giyuu’s senses as he leaned his head back and gripped onto the sheets. Moments later Sabito was bobbing his head faster, tongue flicking on the tip every time he pulled his mouth back only to take him to the hilt in his mouth again. It was enough for him to spill, enough for Giyuu to let go, but just like earlier Sabito pulled back and began to just lay teasing kisses on his base.
“Giyuu,” Sabito said his name so lovingly, hot breath sending shivers down Giyuu’s spine. It made his cock twitch, a movement Sabito didn’t miss, especially since it hit his bottom lip. He kissed the leaking tip for Giyuu before his eyes fluttered open to look up at his boyfriend. Sabito kept eye contact this time as his tongue ran along the slit and collected the precum. Giyuu gulped, knuckles turning white at just how it erotic it all was. His lover pulled back to show him the smear of cum on his tongue, swishing it around before they connected lips again.
It was a peculiar taste but Giyuu was grateful for every kiss he got from his boyfriend. He kissed back without question, hips bucking almost desperately because even if he loved kissing he had been denied release twice that night. Giyuu pulled back first, out of breath and dizzied with lust. Now, Sabito was a greedy man so his mouth did not leave Giyuu’s skin. He kept on trailing more kisses along his jawline until his lips reached Giyuu’s earlobe. He bit down on it before he whispered something that woke Giyuu up from his dream-like and desperate state.
“I want to hear you, pretty boy. Want you to tell me how much you like what I’m doing to you. I want to know if you feel good.”
Sabito pulled back and kissed the bruised bottom lip that Giyuu had been biting since the beginning of it all to keep himself quiet. The other sat there, dumbfounded. He had always been insecure about how he sounded and what the others would think if they heard him, but as he felt the same hand wrap around his cock Giyuu became determined to please. “Mhm...I’ll...I’ll try.”
Pleasure was beginning to build up again as Sabito’s hand began to stroke him at a slow yet steady pace. “I know, baby. You’re always so good for me. Just tell me what feels good.”
Giyuu nodded meekly but he held onto Sabito’s free hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. Sabito squeezed his hand back and whispered a short praise of “Good boy, Giyuu.” before dipping his head back in between his legs. This time it was Giyuu who tucked peach hair behind the ear and Sabito grinned at him before he let his mouth take in half of his cock. It sent waves of pleasure into Giyuu’s body, but he didn’t let his teeth sink into his lower lip this time. His hands grabbed a fistful of Sabito’s hair, firm yet not constraining, enough for Sabito to lean into him and assure him it felt good for him too. He sank down on Giyuu in one fluid movement, humming when he felt the tip of his dick rub against his throat. Sabito swallowed around it, letting his tongue lay flat on the base as he pulled his mouth back and then slam back down to take the whole thing in.
Giyuu’s head was tilted back, legs shaky, mouth parted as louder and higher pitched cries were coming from deep within his throat. Sabito’s ears heard them all and it helped him steady his pace, tongue running along long veins on the base and mouth hot all around Giyuu’s cock. “Like t-that, y-yes please…” It was said quietly but Sabito heard each word as loud as a bass drum. He bobbed his head faster until he felt Giyuu’s legs shiver and tried to close, but before they could he quickly pinned them down. The blue eyed man whimpered, bucking pathetically up the mouth that swallowed around his cock.
Sabito pulled back to kiss on the head, flicking his tongue on the slit to gather all of the pre-cum before taking half of him back in again. He tapped Giyuu’s thigh with his fingers and then gave him a knowing look before he let go of his legs. “Do you want me to m-move on my own?” Giyuu asked, red dusting his face. There was a glint in Sabito’s eyes that Giyuu had rarely seen and to his partner’s desire he bottomed out in his mouth and Sabito rewarded him with laying his tongue out flat so Giyuu can fuck his mouth to his heart’s desire.
It started out sloppy with shy movements of the hips, toes curling, but soon enough Giyuu found a rhythm that worked for him and he was rewarded with moans that sent vibrations tingling around his sensitive skin. Fingers gripped onto peach locks harder, guiding Sabito’s head in a slightly greedy pace to reach his peak. He looked down at his partner for any sign of discomfort but when he saw the hand in between Sabito’s own legs, he knew they were both enjoying this. From then on, Giyuu began to buck his hips harder and Sabito’s own hand began to stroke his own dick faster.
Drool dripped from the side of Sabito’s mouth along with pre-cum that ran down and coated Giyuu’s hole. He felt dizzy with the head of Giyuu’s cock pushing into him like that but he relaxed himself to take him better. “You feel so good, “ Giyuu whined, as he leaned his head back and buried his face into the soft pillows.
Sabito wanted nothing else but to tell him that that’s how things should be- that Giyuu should feel good. He wanted to do more for him and seeing that his pre-cum already covered his puckered hole Sabito’s fingers began to circle around the area. That was what did it for Giyuu. The knot in his stomach was beginning to unfurl and looking down to see his partner with a lustful gaze and swollen mouth was too much for the young man. His cock twitched and he spilled in his mouth, thick ropes coating the tongue and Sabito loved the taste of it.
“S-Sorry! “ Giyuu cried out but he still couldn’t stop his hips from bucking. The movement made cum trickle right down his throat but Sabito submitted, hungry and greedy. He pulled back from him and suckled on the head, milking Giyuu for all he was worth. It didn’t take long for the remnants to meet Sabito’s tongue but instead of swallowing like he previously did he decided to do something else entirely. He let his tongue out and pushed Giyuu’s legs apart even more. Cum and spit trickled down from his tongue and landed right onto Giyuu’s ass and Sabito used his fingers to spread it on his hole. He stroked the area and watched as Giyuu squirmed in his place but he didn’t dare probe his hole- not without proper preparations.
The slick sound of his fingers stroking his hole, the show of cum dripping down from his tongue, and the fact that Sabito swallowed made Giyuu’s body feel hot. It was too much arousal that he didn’t know how to handle. He didn’t even notice Sabito move away from him. It wasn’t a second until he came back though so Giyuu was relieved and he immediately wrapped his arms around his neck. Sabito positioned himself in between Giyuu’s legs and kissed along his jaw, pecking his lips from time to time. “Felt good?” Sabito asked.
Giyuu had learned quickly to respond honestly. It would grant him more kisses. More praise.
“Yes, so good, “ he moaned, as he tried to kiss him back.
Sabito chuckled and pulled back much to his boyfriend’s disappointment.
“Wait a bit. I’ll get back to lovin’ you in a second.” Sabito uncapped the bottle of lube and squeezed some onto his fingers to warm them up. “You know there’s flavoured ones?” He mused to lighten the mood.
“I...I didn’t know that.”
“Well, what’s your favourite thing? Maybe they have it.”
Giyuu looked up at him, head tilted and with a thoughtful expression that was too serious for the situation. It was too cute for Sabito to bear but he’d never say it.
“Salmon daikon, but I doubt they’ll have that…” Giyuu puffed his cheeks for a second and then watched as Sabito’s fingers trailed downwards.
“Maybe they do. When I use it you can taste two of your most favourite things.”
Giyuu looked up at him with a deadpan expression and he used the side of his foot to kick Sabito’s side.
“Owwww.” Sabito whined in pretend discomfort and snickered afterwards.
Giyuu turned his head away from him. Sabito snickered once more and it made Giyuu bury the side of face deeper into the pillow.
“Pretty boy.” Sabito called out and Giyuu’s blue eyes spared him a look. He moved Giyuu to face him, thumb stroking circles near his jaw. Their lips met again and Giyuu could taste himself on Sabito’s tongue. The kiss was breathy, the tips of their tongues pressing onto each other before connecting lips again, getting needier and needier with each exchange. As they kissed, Giyuu could feel the lubed fingers stroke his hole in the familiar way Sabito has been doing to get him ready. He felt the tip probe him and he bit onto Sabito’s lip to get his attention. Sabito stopped pressing into him and pulled back an inch to know what was going on. “Y-You can put it in. Just do it gently and I’ll be okay, I promise.”
“Are you sure?” Sabito asked sincerely.
Giyuu nodded and reassured him with a kiss.
Half of Sabito’s finger pushed in. It made Giyuu gasp and Sabito took the chance to slip his tongue into his mouth. As they continued to kiss, he gently slid the whole of one finger into Giyuu. The muscles clenched and unclenched around his finger, and Sabito couldn’t help but think about how good it would feel to have his cock sheathed in him.
“Want you to feel good, baby. That’s what tonight is about.” Sabito said each word with honey dripping down his tongue and Giyuu kissed him after each word in reassurance. He was feeling good, feeling so good.
“More, “ Giyuu said just above a whisper, “You can add more.”
Sabito obliged and gently added another finger in, stopping knuckle deep to give his partner time to adjust. It was a little smoother than the first insertion and Giyuu nodded immediately once he was sure he could take it. His fingers moved in and out slowly, watching as the lube dripped down on his fingers the moment they were swallowed again. Giyuu was also transfixed watching them enter him, but he was getting impatient and wanted more than just the painfully slow build of pleasure he was getting. He didn’t want to admit it but a part of him wanted to be broken. A part of him wanted to feel Sabito carve such a large longing in him that he’ll never be satisfied with anything else.
Wanting his wishes to come to reality, Giyuu moved his body closer to Sabito, sitting up properly to trail kisses down his neck. It surprised the other and it stopped the movement of his fingers much to Giyuu’s dismay. His lower body jolted to feel his fingers again and he faced Sabito with a soft pout on his face.
“More,” Giyuu repeated, as he trailed the tip of his pink tongue along the side of Sabito’s neck. Sabito would be lying if that didn’t make him hot all over. He realised his partner’s desires and without a second thought he pushed Giyuu down and curled his fingers, stretching Giyuu in the process. He pressed a soft kiss on the bridge of his nose when he heard a soft sound come from Giyuu’s pretty pink lips and whispered, “Tell me when it hurts, beautiful.”
There were those nicknames again. The same ones that got Giyuu arching his back just so he can hear them louder. “You keep calling me that, “ he whispered against his knuckles, as he looked up at Sabito with an adorable blush on his face.
“Cause it’s true.” Sabito didn’t even need a moment to think of a response. The softness came to a temporary halt when Sabito began to scissor his fingers into Giyuu, making the other arch his back in newfound pleasure. With his free hand Sabito dripped more lube onto his fingers and plunged them in rougher this time. Giyuu’s body shook from the impact, hips shaking, as he took every plunge of Sabito’s fingers. It was fast, hard, and something that sparked something in Giyuu that only the deep crevices of his mind could carry.
He wanted this. He wanted it to hurt. He wanted to be pushed down and take all that was given to him. And so he let his body do the talking with one hand gripping tightly on the sheets, because even if his mind wanted this his body was still very new to it, and he tried to control his breathing to adjust to the intrusions. Once his body finally relaxed enough, he began to gyrate his hips to meet each thrust of Sabito’s fingers and when Sabito noticed the movement of Giyuu’s hips he followed accordingly by curling his fingers when Giyuu came down on them.
Sweat formed on Giyuu’s temples and now both of his hands were gripping onto the sheets on either side of his head. There was a burning feeling in his gut, a mixture of pleasure and slight embarrassment from slowly realising that he might cum without even being properly touched. Each curl of Sabito’s fingers brought sparks of pleasure into his awaiting body and he was getting impatient. He wanted to be filled.
Giyuu looked up at Sabito with desperate lustful eyes, his blue eyes seemingly darker in shade than usual and there was a dazed look on his face. Sabito smirked down at him and plunged his fingers a little deeper. Giyuu’s eyes shot open and his back arched a certain way that made Sabito know he’d hit the right spot.
“Hold onto me, baby. You’re doing so well.” Sabito cooed.
Confusion ran through Giyuu’s features for a split second, but he knew he could trust Sabito, so he complied. His arms wrapped around Sabito’s neck, fingers tangling into his soft peach hair. Sabito pulled him closer, making his fingers brush on that one spot again, which had Giyuu parting his lips to moan. His partner didn’t miss that and slipped his tongue right into Giyuu’s mouth. A sensation that was oh, so welcomed.
There was no greater joy for Giyuu than kissing Sabito. Their lips met over and over again and for a time Giyuu forgot about the heat in his stomach. That was until Sabito pushed him down. Giyuu’s legs automatically locked around Sabito’s waist, arms still tightly wrapped around him. He wanted to speak and he was about to whisper what it was all about when he felt Sabito pull his fingers out.
A soft frown was in its way to grace Giyuu’s pretty face. He had a hollow feeling once again but it didn’t last long when he felt Sabito’s fingers plunge into him again. His fingers curled and pressed and brushed on his prostate. It made Giyuu forget about the emptiness and it made him remember why he had to hold onto him.
“M-Mhm! M-hmm...a-ahn!” There were only garbled sounds of pleasure coming from his mouth and Sabito took note of each of them. He pressed himself closer to Giyuu and he could feel his grip tighten, even pulling Sabito’s head back a little. He’d taken note of that one. There was no way in hell he wouldn’t take the chance to pull at beautiful raven locks tonight.
His fingers continued their work harder than ever, abusing that sweet spot until he could feel Giyuu’s legs turn into jelly. Until he could feel his legs spread wide open for him. He curled his wrist and that made Giyuu outright scream in pleasure, pressing his face onto Sabito’s cheeks. He could hear his lover cry onto his skin, pleasure overtaking his body. He knew Giyuu was close by the way he clenched around his fingers and the way he could feel the stickiness between their bodies. Giyuu’s stomach was painted with streaks of his precum.
Another curl of his wrist and the other was tugging onto peach locks for dear life. “Close! S-So close!”
God. He loved it when Giyuu talked like that. Voice laced with lust and nothing but a fucked out expression on his face. Sabito graced him with a soft kiss on the cheek and a harsher pace of his fingers. Just as he was about to feel the knot in his gut snap and was on the threshold of getting his orgasm, Sabito pulled his fingers back and watched as the tip of Giyuu’s cock leaked pre-cum onto his stomach.
His tongue peeked out and slowly he licked his stomach clean from the remnants of the teasing. Giyuu’s body was shaking more than ever from the stimulation and the frustration that he once again was not allowed to reach his high.
“Are you ready, Giyuu?” There was a seriousness in Sabito’s voice that had his partner sitting up by his elbows. Giyuu pursed his lips to regain some composure, a remnant of his once nonchalant attitude that Sabito had been peeling off bit by bit in their session. His teeth met his bruised and abused bottom lip, but once he saw the way Sabito was stroking his own cock he couldn’t help the eagerness that bubbled in him.
It was unfair how someone can work him up so bad. Giyuu reached out and took Sabito’s cock in his hand. It surprised the other but he let him do what he wanted.
“Giyuu,“ Sabito whispered his name again, hand no longer pleasuring himself but instead laying right beside Giyuu’s head as Sabito repositioned himself to take a closer look at him, “Do you trust me?”
Giyuu could feel the tears prick the corners of his eyes but he refused to let them fall for both of them. He was afraid. Terrified. Of a lot of things. He was scared that Sabito was not going to enjoy this. That he was not going to do a good job and disappoint him. With a shaky hand Giyuu let the tips of his fingers outline the side of Sabito’s face, lips slightly parted with the words he was too afraid to say.
He trusted him wholeheartedly and it was himself that he didn’t trust fully. He would pay any price for Sabito not to know that. The voices inside Giyuu’s head, the very same ones that made him ill with self-hatred, were pushed back with the sweet voice of his beloved as Sabito said, “You’re lovely.”
“You really think so?” Giyuu asked, the side of his face buried into the pillow.
“I know so, beautiful. I know so.”
Giyuu’s slender arms wrapped around Sabito’s neck and he leaned forward to press his lips on Sabito’s. Kissing him was a sensation he loved of and he could only hope that Sabito felt the same way. His thoughts were confirmed when Sabito deepened the kiss. One hand made its way to hold onto Giyuu’s cheek with Sabito’s thumb lovingly caressing the skin. He sighed into the kiss, feeling nothing but affection thrumming at his heart the moment Sabito moved his hips to remind him what they were about to do.
The heat formed inside his gut just from the slightest of touch and it pulled a soft moan from him. It pulled Sabito from his own lust-filled state and stopped his rocking, holding Giyuu’s thighs in a firm grip and trying his best to keep his own hips still. Sabito didn’t want to go too fast and if Giyuu expressed it then he didn’t mind not going at all. Knowing the anxieties that filled his partner and his creeping own, Sabito’s lips moved to softly say what was on his mind, “We don’t have to go all out. We can stop right now if you want.”
It was what Giyuu feared the most but spending time with Sabito he’d learned that taking steps back like this was more so Giyuu could have time to figure things out and not necessarily because he was doing a bad job at something. Giyuu shook his head and looked up at Sabito with a look that said it all, I want it. I really do.
Finding the courage to speak just as Sabito had done Giyuu moved so he could cup Sabito’s face in his hands, letting his thumb stroke the handsome scar on his face. “I trust you.” Giyuu hated to repeat himself, hell, he even chose not to speak most of the time but he wanted to let Sabito know both with his words and body that he trusted him and wanted - no, needed this. “I trust you, “ he repeated, as he carried himself up a little higher to press a quick kiss on Sabito’s lips.
It was the first time Sabito had frozen in such a way, but with Giyuu’s approval he let his own worries melt away, and he pulled the other to him. He sat up, placed Giyuu on his lap and wrapped Giyuu’s arms around his neck as a silent way of saying that he should hold on.
“I think it would be better if you set your own pace first.” Sabito’s voice cut through the silence. Giyuu could only look at him a little dumbfounded. He had never done something like this so to have Sabito give him permission to take control must have meant that he trusted him too. It made his heart flutter, the corners of his mouth lifting into a soft smile. It made Sabito’s cheeks burn with the adorable image of the man in front of him. Just seconds later Sabito was gripping onto Giyuu’s hips his mouth opening once again to say, “We don’t have to do it if you really don’t want to.”
Giyuu placed his hands on Sabito’s cheeks again, cupping them gently in his hands and leaning in close until his nose was bumping into Sabito’s. It seemed to catch the other’s attention and Sabito was about to open his mouth again to reassure Giyuu that it was alright to stop there. That it was alright to just be in each other’s arms. That it would be enough for them to just hold onto each other. “I trust you.” Giyuu said. There was sincerity in both the way he said it and the way he looked at his partner.
All of the convictions that have formed in Sabito’s body were putty when faced with those blue eyes. If Giyuu trusted him then there was no reason for him not to trust in himself. He was not foreign in the topic of sex but this felt like it was more than that and they have barely began.
His grip loosened on Giyuu’s hips, allowing the older of the two to relax and find his own bearings as Sabito tried to do the same. Giyuu let the tips of his fingers trace the back of Sabito’s neck, just drawing idle patterns in hopes to melt away his own fears. Slowly his hips sank down until the tip of the flushed cock was pressing onto his hole and for a while it stayed that way with Giyuu just slowly moving his hips to bounce on that spot. He tried to get a feel on skin on skin, bucking his hips this way and that way while Sabito gripped on the sheets with one hand to steady himself. He’d been acting all tough this whole time, teasing Giyuu and making him beg, but seeing Giyuu bounce like that, see his hair move with him and fall onto marked skin…It did things to him.
The act of pseudo sex had never felt so arousing before but he could watch Giyuu like that forever if he’d let him. They both knew that they wanted more from each other however. Sabito leaned in and began to trail soft kisses from the juncture of Giyuu’s jaw down to his neck and his chest, while his hand gently laid on Giyuu’s lower back, fingers pressing softly on the tailbone. When he heard his breath hitch, Sabito’s eyes shot open. “Something wrong?, “ he asked, as he pulled his hand away and leaned back to watch Giyuu.
It seemed that being gentle had its benefits. It gave Giyuu time, gave him enough to summon the courage to finally sink down on Sabito, taking the tip in him. He took a few breaths to recover and then he shot Sabito a look, one that was slightly triumphant. All wasn’t done yet though. After Giyuu had taken his needed breather he let his nails lightly dig into the skin of Sabito’s shoulders as he ever so slowly sank down on cock. He took it inch by inch. Sabito took in a breath of his own as he saw inch after inch disappear into the heat. It took every nerve in his body just to not buck up. It wouldn’t be fair to Giyuu and he really didn’t want to hurt him.
Giyuu made a small noise akin to something he usually made when he’s done something. Sabito was too busy running his hand on Giyuu’s back to notice it at first but when he did he immediately felt the warmth envelope wholly. His wide eyes made Giyuu chuckle, arms wrapping around his neck and head laying on his shoulder. Giyuu nuzzled onto the side of Sabito’s neck and hummed, moving his hips to get comfortable.
They stayed like that with neither of them really moving until Giyuu pulled his head back. Sabito met him eye-to-eye with nothing but gentleness in his features. Giyuu beat him to pressing their lips together but it was a welcomed endeavour. It was slow. As slow as the steps that they had to take to be with each other. Dark blue eyes fluttered close and he found his hands cupping Sabito’s face, thumb rubbing on that dear scar lovingly. Sabito responded to the warmth given to him by kissing back, his teeth grabbing Giyuu’s lower lip in a sensual call for them to keep going.
He didn’t know if his ears were deceiving him but moments into their kissing he heard Giyuu hiccup. It was hard to notice with the way they were sharing tongues, how Giyuu literally had his cock up his ass, and just the general thought that they were so intimate with one another. However, when he saw soft tear streaks on Giyuu’s face he knew that the cries he heard weren’t the trick of the mind. Sabito pulled back and it almost made Giyuu pout if he wasn’t already in mid-cry.
“Y-You’re here, “ Giyuu stuttered out, as his hair fell to cover his face when he leaned in to meet Sabito’s lips again. The other indulged in the kiss for a second but softly pulled back to look at his partner.
“I am, “ Sabito answered, before he pecked his lips and pressed another kiss on his jaw where a tear was just about to drop from. Next he pressed his lips on Giyuu’s forehead and began to comb his fingers through his hair.
Giyuu’s body began to shiver from his crying and Sabito was quick to pat his back, rub patterns along his skin and gently cradle him in his arms. He didn’t exactly know why he said what he said but there was an overwhelming feeling in him. A feeling that said that if he didn’t tell Sabito that then he’d lose him again. It was odd because he’s never really lost him but his mouth continued to say “You’re here, you’re here, you’re here…” and with each repeated statement Sabito replied, ever so softly, with an “I’m here.”
He felt like he’d lost Sabito before and he didn’t know why and the disbelief that he was here was just Giyuu wanting to say that he never wants to lose him again, ever. What he didn’t know was that Sabito felt the exact same way.
The crying shook Giyuu’s entire body and he was desperately trying to silence himself by burying his face into Sabito’s hair. His partner hated to see him like that but another part of him thought that it was necessary. He always seemed to bottle everything up and even if he’s told Giyuu to let loose sometimes Giyuu hasn’t really taken the advice to heart. He had to be calm in this situation both to give Giyuu time and to prove that it was okay to cry.
The heat and comfort from the palm of Sabito’s hand as it run down his back was the same comfort that Giyuu had been seeking for who knows how long. Sobs turned into softer whimpers and those turned into sniffles as tears dried on Giyuu’s cheek. Sabito’s other hand laid on Giyuu’s face and caressed his cheek until he felt Giyuu become steady on his lap. “How do you feel?” Sabito asked once Giyuu had fully calmed.
Giyuu tightened his grip around Sabito’s shoulder and leaned in to press a deep kiss on his lips. Giyuu pulled back before Sabito could kiss him back but the kissing didn’t end there as Giyuu began to pepper his whole face with them. He lowered his head, tracing his lips along the side of Sabito’s neck and kissing him there, placing a slow and loving one just where his throat was. “I love you.”
Now, that really shocked Sabito.
He pulled Giyuu back to look at him, enough to even pull Giyuu off his cock a little which the other responded with a soft whine. “What was that?”, Sabito asked, as he held onto Giyuu’s waist a little tighter.
There was an overwhelming feeling that soared from the tip of Giyuu’s toes up to his head. His heart beat faster than ever, the sound of the thumping almost deafening for a silent man like him. He almost wanted to make it an excuse to ask Sabito what he meant. Or maybe to pretend that he didn’t hear him at all. The case though was that he did hear him and he did say what he meant. It was so overwhelming that Giyuu could feel a fresh surge of tears almost run down but he bit his lower lip and powered through repeating the same “I love you.”
Sabito froze. He knew he loved Giyuu and now that he knew that Giyuu felt the same it lifted such a great weight off him. His snarky remarks, his headstrong attitude, and resilience were cover-ups to the anxieties that he too had formed over the years. Some of which pertaining to disliking the way he looked even if they were felt unconsciously.
He noticed the way Giyuu bit his lip so he ran his thumb on the bruised lower lip and smiled up at Giyuu. The older of the two leaned in and pressed a kiss on his partner’s lips and they kissed some more. Their lips found home in one another while Giyuu began to slowly raise his hips and sink back down again. Sabito groaned into the kiss, gripping onto the hips that snapped and swivelled to get more of his cock in. He obliged, leaned back, and watched as Giyuu found a comfortable pace of bouncing on his length. Heat enveloped both of their bodies but even with all the panting, Sabito made sure he held onto some self-restraint and Giyuu made sure to put in as much effort in his ministrations.
“A-Ah fuck. “ Giyuu mumbled under his breath when he felt the tip brush against his prostate. He tilted his body back, hands resting on the bed as he continued to hit that spot over and over again.
“Feel good, Giyuu?” Sabito asked with a slight grin on his face. Curse him for even finding time to tease his partner when he was riding him. Giyuu shot him a glare but it soon became an expression of pleasure. His eyes were shut, mouth open to let out such sweet moans as he continued to fuck himself on Sabito’s cock. “You’re so pretty. Fucking beautiful.” Sabito almost growled seeing Giyuu like that. He pressed his hand on his stomach and moved upward until it was pressing on Giyuu’s chest. In one smooth movement he had pushed the other down, hands on either side of his head.
Giyuu whined at the loss of friction but he soon got what he wanted when he felt Sabito sink himself deeper into him, going balls deep and groaning from the pleasure it brought him. That sound reverberated in Giyuu’s ears and he would be lying if he said it didn’t make his cock twitch.
“You okay?” Sabito asked and Giyuu quickly nodded his head. Sabito nodded back and leaned in to press soft kisses along his jaw before he turned to look back at Giyuu again. There was a loving expression on his face and one of the kindest smiles Giyuu has ever seen. He knew he was in good hands. His arms had gotten familiar with the act of wrapping around Sabito’s neck and he was sure that he would come to do it naturally as days spent with him progressed. He let the tips of his fingers run on the ends of peach hair and he looked back at Sabito with a smile of his own.
They shared a kiss and then Sabito moved to look at him again before he began to move. He moved his hips in and out of Giyuu slowly at first. Each thrust was accompanied by a soft kiss on any part of him he could reach- his shoulders, lips, chin, neck and sometimes he’d even nibble on his beloved’s earlobe. It brought a soft giggle out of Giyuu but they were quickly followed by a hitch of breath when he felt Sabito pick up the pace.
Oddly enough it didn’t feel like what Giyuu thought sex would feel like. Well, his information was mostly from the not-so-discrete conversations of his co-workers. This felt unreal to him, felt almost as if he didn’t deserve it. His thoughts were knocked out at him with a rough slam of Sabito’s hips, the sound of skin slapping against skin ringing in Giyuu’s ear. He felt his face be moved and he was met with lavender eyes looking down at him. Sabito’s teeth dug into his own lower lip when Giyuu saw him but it wasn’t for long.
“Look at me,” Sabito said, as he slowed down his pace. “Any time it hurts let m-me know, ‘kay?”
It took a second for Giyuu’s eyes to focus and a second more for Sabito’s words to register but he nodded his head and panted out a “yes”. It made Sabito smile down at him and Giyuu smiled back before their lips met. Sabito found a steady pace, one hand gripping onto Giyuu’s hip and another gripping onto the sheets just beside Giyuu’s head. His eyebrows were furrowed, sweat dripping down his forehead, and teeth finding his lower lip from time to time with each thrust he was giving Giyuu. The older of the two had never seen such an image before and he certainly had not seen Sabito this way before either. He tried to burn it in his head, so every time he was alone he’d remember the picture in burning red. Heat formed in the pit of his stomach and Giyuu soon learned to meet Sabito’s thrusts with a buck of his hips, his hip bone peeking out and sliding against Sabito’s thumb.
“You look so good, baby, “ Sabito said in bated breath, as he continued to fuck into him. He moved Giyuu so he was arched, and to find his balance Giyuu wrapped his legs around Sabito’s waist. “Good boy, “ his partner praised him, as Sabito shifted his knees and thrusted even deeper.
A loud moan was muffled by the back of Giyuu’s hand but Sabito quickly pulled it back and pinned it down before he got back to thrusting into him. He wasn’t allowed to be quiet and at that point he really couldn’t. Sabito found a steady rhythm of fucking into him and Giyuu tried to meet each thrust. It was pure, sweet torture that got him squirming and rolling his eyes back from time to time.
Each push into him got Giyuu clenching around Sabito. His mouth opening to let out sounds that he didn’t even know he could make, moans so sweet that Sabito wanted to push him down and break him, thrust into him until it hurt. “Y-You…” Sabito stammered out and it got Giyuu’s still slightly unfocused eyes to try and look at him. “Y-You don’t know what you d-do to m-me.”
He could feel the twitching of Sabito’s cock in him and hear the wet sound the lube and the pre-cum made whenever he bottomed out and continued to fuck him. It got him whining and clenching around Sabito even more. Peach hair stuck to a layer of sweat forming on Sabito’s forehead as he slightly leaned his head back, groaning in pleasure at the heat around his cock. Giyuu shifted to the side a little and his movement was met with a rougher slam of Sabito’s hip. “T-There! '' Giyuu exclaimed and he couldn’t believe he could speak that loud, but the pleasure of having his prostate hit was just electrifying.
“Yeah?, Sabito teased, as he slammed at the same spot and swivelled his hips to brush against it with the tip.
Giyuu could have whined again but he bit his lip and thought of a way to rile his boyfriend up. He stopped gripping the sheets and moved his hands to spread his asscheek apart while he bucked his hips in desperation. “Yes, s-sir, t-there.” Giyuu was red in the face but he wanted to chase that feeling and he could have done anything to have Sabito fuck him into the mattress.
Sir? Giyuu was using names unprompted. Something that Sabito didn’t expect of him but if the idea was to rile him up and get him feeling hotter than he already was then it worked. He bent Giyuu a little more and in doing so brushed against that spot again.
“Tease.” Giyuu murmured.
“You love it.” Sabito fired back as if nothing could have passed him.
Giyuu didn’t really have time to answer as his blue eyes saw the way Sabito pulled back until only the tip was brushing against him. It prompted a sweet whine from him and a cute pout to form his face. He marvelled at the way Sabito moved, tapping his cock against his pulsing hole and getting Giyuu to become putty in his hands. “Please,” he whispered, as he tried to hide his face on the pillow. His hips moved on their own, rubbing onto the base which got Sabito hissing. “Put it in, please, please, please…”
Sabito leaned down and pressed a kiss on that long, marked neck and smiled against his skin. “Good boy, “ he praised with a chuckle, before he pulled back. He held the base of his cock and pumped it a few times before lining it back. Giyuu moved his hips and Sabito had to hold onto his hip to keep him still. This time it wasn't as soft and slow as before as Sabito slammed into him and hit that spot again. He kept bottoming out over and over again, hitting his prostate with each slap of his hips. Strong arms moved to encircle Giyuu and press him closer to his chest. Long, slender legs wrapped tightly around Sabito’s as the pounding continued.
Fuck. Giyuu had never been so breathless in his life. His whole body was trembling, each thrust shaking him. He wrapped his arms around Sabito for dear life as his partner continued with his pace. Soft lips met Giyuu’s earlobe and then his temple until finally Sabito buried his face into soft black hair. He too was nearing his orgasm evident with the crescendo in his voice. His thrusting was getting sloppy, way off rhythm but for some reason they still kept brushing on Giyuu’s prostate. Sabito could have chuckled to himself if it wasn’t for the feeling of that delicious knot so close to snapping.
“F-Fuck Giyuu, “ he moaned, as he slid one of his hands to lay along Giyuu’s tailbone and press him closer.
“D-Don’t…Don’t pull back, p-please!” Giyuu sputtered out.
A request like that didn’t fall into deaf ears as Sabito nodded and uttered a raspy “Yeah.” He pinned Giyuu down again, pinning him hard and watching those blue eyes look at the mess in between their legs. “F-Fuck…fuck, f-fuck, fuck…” Sabito couldn’t help himself. He watched as Giyuu’s head tilted back for a moment before he moved to watch the way his cock disappeared into him. With one final thrust Sabito spilled in him and the sensation of it all got Giyuu moaning louder than he’s ever had. He wasn’t far behind and with the way Sabito continued to thrust into him it got him to finally spill all over his stomach with some of it spurting on Sabito too.
The minutes after an orgasm provided a complicated feeling for Sabito. Never really loving anyone made those moments when the fuzz left his brain and an ice cold feeling cover his body after sex seem like they weren’t worth it. Things are different now. There was a fuzzy feeling all over, skin so heated that he never wanted to pull back. His eyes adjusted and he thanked god that it did as he saw the way Giyuu looked - beautiful raven hair sticking to the skin, pale skin flushed pink, body covered in bruises, bite marks, and cum. A wet dream in the palm of his hand.
Giyuu was whining to himself, panting in place and babbling Sabito’s name like it was the only thing he knew. Sabito nuzzled at the side of Giyuu’s face and Giyuu met him with the same action, noses rubbing onto each other. It made both of them laugh in the most affectionate way. As they tried to regain their breaths, Sabito began to pull out of Giyuu. Pink dusted his cheeks while Giyuu’s face reddened as cum gushed out of him.
They made a mess, they really did, but not a single complaint escaped their lips. Giyuu’s hands wrapped around his lover’s neck and pulled him closer and Sabito was brought down, eyes wide. “No, wait, I have to clean you up, “ Sabito protested, even if wanted to bite his own lip. He didn’t want to leave and the way Giyuu pulled him closer with a soft “hmph” only made it harder for him.
“Baby, you’re so stubborn.” Sabito chuckled when he felt Giyuu move to nuzzle the side of his face, “I need to clean you up. It’s not going to feel nice if I leave you like this.”
Giyuu’s mind was still up in the clouds and he shook his head, pout deepening and then whining against Sabito’s skin. “No, I don’t want you to leave.”
Sabito chuckled once more, leaning in close to pepper Giyuu’s face with loving kisses. It made Giyuu giggle, cheeks turning a pretty pink, before blue eyes looked up at Sabito with such a loving expression. “For a little while, baby, just to get something to clean you with. You know I’ll never leave you.” In hopes of winning, Sabito leaned in again to blow a raspberry on Giyuu’s cheek and laugh against it.
There was still a slight pout on Giyuu’s face but he let go of Sabito, crossing his arms, and looking at the other with a serious expression that was not befitting the situation. Too serious of an expression that it was cute. “Only giving you a few minutes so you better get moving.”
Sabito playfully rolled his eyes at the other and swiftly moved to get out of bed. As promised he was back in a flash with tissues and a warm towel. The act of cleaning Giyuu, as Sabito wiped off the cum in between his legs and ran the wet towel all over his body with so much care, registered another positive feeling in the older of the two. A feeling so warm and one that made him feel so loved that he was sure to give Sabito mere seconds to leave next time he asks for it.
After he was clean Sabito pressed Giyuu to his chest, kissed the top of his head, and wrapped a blanket around them. Just as he had promised himself, he let his fingers slip along raven locks before he gently grabbed a fistful and pulled Giyuu’s head back. Sabito pressed his lips against Giyuu’s in a sensual kiss, slow and loving, that got Giyuu tangling his legs around Sabito’s under the blanket and sighing into the kiss.
“I love you, “ Sabito whispered, before he pulled on long hair harder, “I fucking love you.” His lips trailed down to kiss on the marks on Giyuu’s neck and then finally let go of him. He wrapped his arms around that tiny waist of his and pulled him closer to nuzzle against him and stroke his hair until the both of them drifted into sleep.
Giyuu, dumbfounded, could only nuzzle closer to his lover. As close as he can to finally realise that Sabito was here and that he loves him and that he’ll never leave him, ever. The distant smell of the sweet pumpkin spice, the silly jokes Sabito cracked, the promise of the ache of his body from their lovemaking only made it all the better for Giyuu. Sabito had expressed to him before that he knew nothing about romance, but as they lay there with legs entangled under the sheets and with Giyuu hearing the soft beating of Sabito’s heart, he couldn’t wait to tell Sabito that he was the most romantic man he’s ever met.
“I love you too, “ he whispered under his breath, before sleep finally took over him.