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The floor creaking is the first indication Sundrop gets that Moon is creeping over to his side of the room. He instinctively pulls the covers higher, shivering a little beneath them.
It's strange, he doesn't even really feel very cold.
The dip of the mattress makes his breath catch, heart beginning to race in his chest so fast it's bordering on painful.
"Are you awake?"
Moondrop's patient voice breaks the silence. He always sounds so kind during these moments, it makes Sun feel guilty for how these games leave him feeling.
"Yeah… I'm awake."
He whispers back, turning onto his side to stare at his brother. He's smiling, Moondrop is smiling so gently at him. It makes Sundrop's heart flutter, the fear beginning to ebb away.
He always falls for it. He never seems to learn from this.
"Good boy."
It earns him a kiss on the forehead and Sundrop practically melts into the affection. Anything to make the sick feeling leave.
"Are we gonna play a… game, Moon?"
His voice hesitates on game, over time feeling like Moondrop's games weren't games at all. At least not games he likes, they make him feel dirty and just… bad. He always feels bad, he doesn't know any word that could describe it better than that.
"Yeah, we're gonna play a game. Do you wanna go first or should I? You can choose, Sunny. You're doing real good, I'm so proud."
The praises always start before the game, Moondrop knows just how desperate Sun is for them.
"I can go first…"
His hesitance doesn't seem to matter to Moondrop, Sun watching with a pitiful stare as Moon begins slowly pushing down his boxers. Sundrop is once more greeted with his twin's genitals, watching as his cock bobs against his stomach.
Truthfully, Sundrop used to be a little curious about Moondrop's body but now he wishes he'd never see it again. Or maybe wishes he just couldn't see anything. Despite doing this for weeks his hand is shaky when it reaches out, wrapping around the too hot flesh. He doesn't like the sensation of it, too hot and hard and always dry when they start.
It's worse when Moondrop asks for his mouth though so he bites his lips, keeping his complaints to himself as he begins slowly stroking.
"Like this?"
Sundrop never seems to remember how to do this right, no matter how many times he's made to do it.
"Yeah, just like that, Sunny… Remember, you gotta do it until the glitter glue comes out."
A breathless laugh leaves his brother, Sundrop's stomach does a flip. He hates his body's reactions to this. He doesn't even like it, he doesn't know why his body makes him feel all tingly like he does.
His hand begins moving a little faster, listening to his brother's sounds getting louder. His ears burn from it, he wants to hit himself but Moondrop doesn't like that so he resists.
"Why don't you lick it? Remember, just like a lollipop."
Oh. He thought this was it for today, his stomach dropping painfully fast. Sundrop looks up, teary eyes staring back at Moon hoping for some mercy. Whenever Moondrop shoves it in his mouth it hurts so bad and then Sundrop can't talk the next day without hurting.
"…Don't pout at me, Sunny. Just lick it, I won't put it in this time. Okay?"
It's a small kindness but Sundrop is incredibly grateful for it anyways.
"Yeah, okay…"
His voice cracks and he swears Moondrop's cock twitches in his hand. That's not possible though, his brother wouldn't get off on him being upset. Moondrop loves him, that's why he's teaching him a game that the older boys play. It's not his fault that Sundrop isn't normal and can't enjoy the game like everyone else.
Sundrop hesitates before rolling onto his stomach, watching Moondrop move to get more comfortable in his bed. Nervously he sticks his tongue out, licking a line up the underside. He doesn't like the taste, it makes his mouth water painfully. It makes Moon's hand fist in his hair and he lets out a groan, going right to Sundrop's stomach.
He hates when that happens to him. He doesn't understand it so he tries to focus on licking, covering his brother's cock in slick saliva. Every sound makes him a little more eager, desperate for some praise.
"Ah, yeah… Just like that, Sunny… Such a good boy, doing so well for me, sunshine…"
Sundrop lets out a little moan and it has Moondrop humping against his tongue. Precum spreads in a thick line over his tongue from it, making Sundrop whine.
"Fuck, that was cute. You like it, don't you? Like being my good little sunshine? I knew you did, you're so good… You're gonna win the game again, sunshine."
He doesn't know why his hips start humping down but it feels so good he doesn't try to stop it. He's never sure how to feel about this part of their game, when things start feeling good for him too. It's always the most confusing part.
Moon must be getting close because he holds Sundrop's head still, humping hard over his tongue. It makes him whine, drool running down his chin and smearing over his skin. It's sticky and gross, he doesn't like it but he knows there's definitely no stopping now.
Not that Moondrop's ever really let him stop but he likes to believe if he cried hard enough he would.
The taste of precum is worse now, the head dragging over his tongue over and over with each rough thrust. Finally Moondrop pulls away.
"Close your eyes and keep your mouth open, Sunny."
This is definitely the absolute worst part, his hands are shaking as he obeys. Little sniffles leave him, fingers stimming against his thighs to keep calm. The slick sounds of his brother fisting his cock only make his stomach twist up, tears welling in his eyes.
The first string of cum hits his face and he outright flinches, trying to move away despite knowing better. He doesn't get far, Moondrop easily grabs a fistful of his hair to hold him still. The next ropes of cum are aimed right at his mouth and he lets out a pitiful sob.
The taste is so gross and the texture freaks him out. His fingers are tapping more urgently on his thighs, desperately trying to stim away his impending freak out.
A few more droplets on his face. Finally the head of his brother's cock smears over his tongue and he knows it's over. He's outright sobbing now while his brother rubs his back, cooing praises.
"Shh, you did so well… You did so well, you wanna spit?"
A frantic nod is his only answer, afraid to shut his mouth in case he swallows the gross fluid. He hears his brother leave and it's not long before he's back. His hair is pulled back and a cup taps his chin.
"Spit."
Sundrop spits it out with a soft gag, continuing to spit a few more times in a desperate attempt to get rid of the sensation.
"Here, let me clean your face first. Then you can have some juice to calm down."
His favorite towel rubs across his face, it would be calming but it's wet and that just upsets Sundrop more.
"N-No, no, no-"
He's sobbing harder as Moon forces him on his back, holding him still while the cum is wiped off his face. He calms down some when Moondrop rubs the dry part of the towel softly on his cheek, sniffling quietly. He holds his hands out and he's allowed to rub the dry, clean part of the towel. The texture soothes him quickly, the boy slowly blinking his eyes open.
"You did really well today, sunshine. You okay now? The hard parts over, you beat it already. You always do so good at this game, even if you had a meltdown at the end. I'm so proud."
All the praising makes his stomach flutter, the boy dumbly nodding his head.
"Yeah, I'm okay, Moon… Thank you…"
He always forgets the reason he's crying in the first place is because of Moondrop. It's okay though, the next part of the game is so much easier for him.
"I'm just gonna touch you with my hand, just like you did. That's not so bad, right?"
Sundrop nods quickly. He hates it when Moon uses his mouth, it feels too intense and scary. Moondrop doesn't wait long, moving to sit between Sundrop's legs. His sleep shorts are pulled down with his underwear and his cock is already hard. It makes his face flush when Moondrop chuckles.
"You liked licking my cock so much? That's so cute, Sunny. Good boy."
A hand wraps around him and he outright yelps, quickly grabbing the towel again. He stims by rubbing his fingers against it, heart hammering in his chest. His stomach is twisting up while Moondrop strokes him. He looks anywhere but at his brother.
"Look at you, Sunny… So messy."
Sundrop can feel wetness when Moondrop smears his precum down his cock, cheeks burning with shame from it. He's messy everywhere, Moondrop thoroughly messing him up. Tears, snot, and drool is covering his face while he leaks a ridiculous amount of precum down his length and all over Moondrop's hand.
Moon always teases him for it, says he gets wet like a girl.
"You close already?"
He doesn't know but his sounds are getting higher and pitchy, the boy stimming more to try and cope with the intensifying pleasure. It feels like pins and needles throughout his body.
"Moon… Feels bad- I… I don't like it…"
"Shh… I'm almost done."
He bites his lips, wanting to be good. Wanting to win the game so they can cuddle and sleep. If he does a good job playing tonight, tomorrow morning Moondrop will play games he likes too.
His stomach twists more as the pleasure suddenly peaks, a strangled scream leaving him as his brother's stroking doesn't stop.
Moondrop just keeps going, milking his cock through his orgasm until it's painful from oversensitivity.
"Stop! Moon, please, it hurts now!"
His mouth is covered and Sundrop just sobs, body going limp and boneless. He doesn't understand why Moondrop's doing this, his brother just grinning at him as he continues. It hurts, he can't cum again so he doesn't understand. He should have won the game and it's supposed to be over now.
"Shh, Sunny, shh… I wanna play a little longer. Just a little bit longer, I'll buy you some treats tomorrow for being a good boy."
That horrible hand doesn't stop moving for a second, no amount of crying stopping it. While he thought for sure there was no possible way he could cum a second time he quickly learned he was wrong.
Moon managed to squeeze a second orgasm from him, a muffled scream leaving his lips as his eyes roll back. His body painfully seizes up this time when Moon strokes him through it. He falls back boneless when that torturous hand finally pulls away, sobbing harder than he had the entire night.
"I didn't like it! I don't like that game!"
"Shh, I'm sorry, we're done. We're done now, you did so well! What game should we play tomorrow, Sunny?"
His brother lays beside him, Sundrop curling into his body as he cries into his chest. It feels like an eternity of crying, Moondrop just patiently petting his hair and rubbing his back the entire time.
By the time he speaks his voice is hoarse, eyes puffy as he looks up at his brother.
"Maybe hide and seek…?"
An amused smile comes to his brother's lips, a soft huffed laugh leaving him. His nose is kissed, Sundrop smiling a little.
"Yeah, we'll play hide and seek, sunshine. You're always good at that game. Why don't you get some sleep? I'll convince mama to let you sleep in late."
Sundrop smiles more at that, nodding and cuddling close. He didn't like the game earlier but just like always he has a better game to look forward tomorrow now. Besides, Moondrop is petting his hair and rubbing his sore muscles. It's all so comforting, it doesn't take long at all for him to fall asleep.