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“If you don’t come outside and see me now I’ll end it all.”
What a bold message it was Rei had received. Though he likely would have ignored it not for the way his phone was being spammed, bothering the bartender he was chatting with into telling him to deal with it.
Squinting at the device Rei had realized the desperate messages were all from the same person. Oogami Koga was a teenage boy that idolized him to the point of moving from his small town to the city Rei lived in.
Rei wasn’t a stranger to being an object of admiration but it was a first for a child to stubbornly try to force his way into his world. Declaring he was Rei’s fan, that he wanted to learn from him and be just like him.
Initially, Rei thought it was cute, giving Koga the empty encouragement to do his best. Koga hadn’t been satisfied with just his blessing though. He did his best to cross paths with Rei, always insisting the older had to teach him and accept him.
Rei at least acknowledged the mixed signals he would give Koga. Letting the boy keep a guitar he had no use for certainly seemed like indulging him despite the verbal reaction. Taking him into his bedroom when he wanted a warm body to spend the night with also didn’t help.
Koga latched onto all the little acts of kindness and affection. Excusing away any rejection or coldness. Blatantly ignoring that Rei would encourage unsavoury types to take an interest in Koga to try to scare him off.
Sighing as he tucked his phone back into his pocket Rei decided he may as well go home. Koga’s message probably meant he thought Rei was there because his car was.
What a sight Koga made, sitting on the steps outside Rei’s home sniffling hopelessly and clinging to his phone. Probably hoping Rei would at least call since he’d left him on read.
It was easy to imagine ears atop Koga’s head perking up and standing upright at the sound of Rei approaching. He almost dropped his phone in a hurry to put it down and look at Rei.
Koga seemed to not have anything else but his phone. Unless he had something small in a pocket or had already taken something it looked like his self threats so far were just empty threats.
“Rei-san… I thought you were home.” Koga said, uneasy probably from how calm and collected Rei was. Did he expect a more emotional response? Well, it certainly confirmed for Rei that it had been a cry for attention.
Rei stopped before Koga, the younger made no move to get out of his way so they could go inside and for the time being he let him keep blocking him.
Koga’s youth showed in times like that, staring up with wide innocent eyes at Rei. Convinced that Rei had the power to make every bit of pain he felt melt away. But Rei wasn’t anyone’s saviour.
Rei crossed his arms as he looked down at Koga expectantly. “You said you’d be taking your life. I’m just here to watch. I’m not so cruel as to let you die alone.”
Koga’s eyes widened yet again, the shock clear in his expression as that was the last response he expected. He was in the wrong place if he wanted comfort and reassurance, Rei wouldn’t spoil him like that.
The surprise was replaced with anger and probably hurt. Koga’s hand was balled up into a fist and it was almost amusing to consider Koga taking a swing at him.
“Piss off! It’s not a game. You don’t mean it.” Koga said, clinging a little too much to his idealized version of Rei.
If Koga had just said it to try and get a reaction out of him his response now was just pathetic. He may as well commit to it.
Clicking his tongue, Rei moved before Koga could register it. His leg kicked out and forced Koga back against the stairs, pinning him down by stepping on his neck.
Koga gasped, body squirming as the momentary shock was replaced with panic. When he tried to lift Rei’s leg the older man just pushed down harder watching him struggle. Rei stepped on him enough for it to hurt but not to entirely crush Koga’s neck.
Rei watched fascinated as Koga’s golden eyes teared up. He wasn’t bothered by the scratching at his ankle while every bit of Koga’s body pleaded for him to explain.
“If you’re too afraid to commit to it I’ll do it for you. I’ll even make it quick and painless.” Rei offered.
He of course didn’t really intend to kill Koga but he sure let him think that. Letting out a horrible squeal as if he was a wounded animal before finally knocking Rei’s foot off. He didn’t scramble back far but Rei took steps back to allow for distance.
There was an ugly boot print on Koga’s neck and he was a bit agitated but seemed fine. Koga was more upset than he was hurt but psychological pain had been more what Rei was going for.
Koga rubbed quickly at his eyes to try and fight the tears that had started. Embarrassed to show such a face in front of Rei even though he’d seen worse at that point.
Glaring at him Koga said, “Fuck you… Fuck that… You’ll kill me but won’t even give me an answer? Who's the coward now?”
Of course, that was what it was about. The last time they had been together Koga had confessed his feelings for Rei. Rei had changed the subject but Koga hadn’t forgotten about it.
“Go home Puppy,” Rei said, resting a hand on Koga’s head as he tried to walk past and inside.
Only for Koga to grab at his hand, rubbing his head into the touch. Rei’s stomach flipped as he considered it a wordless way to insist he was at home with Rei. The fact that he had intruding thoughts of longing like that was proof he had lost.
Rei didn’t let himself look at Koga as he unlocked his home. Koga had let him take his hand back but he wasn’t going anywhere and the two went inside.
Even though nothing was said, tension was thick and he could see Koga wasn’t as confident as he was acting.
Just a little more. Rei only had to push him a little further and Koga would surely break. Maybe running all the way back home. Rei didn’t want him to give up on music but he felt he needed to break the young boy’s spirit just enough to make him give up on him.
Koga hesitated only once when following Rei inside. That was when they were outside his room.
Rei had taken Koga in his bed before. Rei had taken others Koga’s age or younger too so that wasn’t the problem.
Draping his arm over Koga’s shoulder he made the younger come close. Koga shivered uncomfortably but didn’t fight as Rei leaned down to speak to him in a low sultry voice.
“Cry for me. Sing your best song and put a spell on me. If you do that you’ll get your answer.” Rei promised, watching the way Koga’s eyes lit up in innocent hope all over again.
Koga’s face was red and he was swept up in the moment but he shoved at Rei just a little after a moment, considering him cautiously. “... And if I don’t satisfy you?”
Rei walked Koga back, having the younger fall onto the bed so he could crawl over him. Koga growled a little in frustration though a much sweeter noise was stolen from him instead as Rei’s hand pressed into his crotch.
Koga’s body was the easiest part of him to deal with. He was only a teenage boy and an inexperienced one at that. He was getting trained in the dirtiest of ways so got excited at any little touch filled with a desire for more.
Rei licked a strip across Koga’s neck where he’d been stepping on just before. Koga winced probably from the reminder more than anything.
“If you aren’t good enough then I really will kill you,” Rei said, his face calm and serious so Koga couldn’t just brush it off as a joke.
Rei wanted them to end but he made a condition like that despite having sworn long ago to not take another life. Koga didn’t know that, he only knew Rei was acting differently than he had with him before.
Koga’s heart was beating painfully fast, Rei was sure of that without checking. Rei let out an amused breath against Koga’s neck before starting to suck marks into his skin.
The progression seemed to daze Koga for a minute but the feisty nature he had come to expect in the teen came back quickly enough. Koga squirmed under Rei, pushing back at him as if scared of what he’d do if he laid there lifeless.
Koga should be afraid. He should hate everything Rei did but instead, he would stubbornly seek out Rei.
Calling Rei in the morning to tell him he was going to school and not to spend all day sleeping. Rejecting Rei’s expensive presents and bribes of connections to satisfy Koga with anything or anyone else. Giving him bad advice and pushing him into danger failed just as much with Koga never blaming him and thinking he just had to get stronger. That he could endure anything so long as he one day would win Rei.
It really would be kinder to just put Koga out of his misery now.
Rei instead let Koga tangle his fingers into his hair and pull his head up from his neck to connect their lips.
No time was wasted pressing tongues against each other. Rei didn’t give Koga even an illusion of getting to dominate the kiss, forcing past and invading the younger’s mouth. Koga could only pant and groan as Rei’s almost forgotten hand had snaked its way into his pants and touched him.
Rei easily played with the hardening cock, Koga’s sensitive length springing to life and hips grinding into the touch desperately. Every bit of Koga seemed like it needed Rei and he at least insisted Rei was the only one that could satisfy his desires. It was really only someone who had experienced so little could claim.
Did Rei want to be alone? How long had he been denying himself of anything but company for a night? He knew he was a hypocrite as he groaned from Koga rebelliously biting his tongue in complaint as he separated their lips.
If Koga was lashing out because he was scared or because he wanted that night to stand out Rei didn’t know. He did know that Koga’s fight was half-hearted as the moment he noticed the taste of blood he’d earned from biting down guilt was covering his hopelessly honest face.
“It didn’t hurt. But this will.” Rei said not giving Koga much time to flinch and wonder what the threat would be followed by as he helped himself back to Koga’s neck.
Blood for blood. Bite for bite. That seemed fair to Rei.
For the first time between them in more than nips and scraped Koga could justify away this time Rei fully brought out his fangs.
Rei usually used blood substitutes to put off his hunger. Enough to keep it from consuming him while taking as little as possible. He knew he couldn’t say he entirely lost his senses to taste Koga in the first place but as soon as that hot blood was filling his mouth he felt like a beast.
Koga was still trying to register what the pain inflicted onto his body was but the pleasurable effect of his bite was replacing his senses quickly. Koga’s confused groans turn into heavy breath moans.
Pulling away before he could become addicted to the taste, Rei removed himself from Koga, looking at the state he’d left him in.
Koga’s cock was exposed and leaking already. His body twitching and his gaze seemed almost feverish especially with how pink his face was. The fresh blood was still falling from open bite wounds making a delicious trail that almost dared Rei to come back.
But Rei needed to get the lube first, something he wasted no time doing. Koga seemed to know what he was going for which kept him from complaining but there was still neediness wafting from the younger.
Koga had initially reached out, likely trying to go for Rei but gave up quickly, his hand dropping to his cock. He stroked his length, body moving awkwardly trying to shove his pants off.
Right when Rei thought he might have entirely lost the boy to pleasure, Koga barked at him. “Hurry up! Come back… It’s gotta be you… It’s always you… No matter what you do… Not gonna let you run anymore.”
It probably did feel like a dream for Koga now. Rei certainly didn’t drink enough blood to threaten to knock him out but a vampire’s bite could still have that effect. Convincing you it was a sweet dream rather than a potential death sentence.
“Even if I take your life before our dance ends?” Rei asked, settled between Koga’s legs now.
He reached out to squeeze at Koga’s arm, a threatening sudden harsh hold to warn him to not get off on his own. Rei would only allow so much. Koga made a pained noise but obediently stopped fucking his hand, legs spreading instead impatient and desperate for the real thing to satisfy him.
Koga kicked Rei but it was pointless since he didn’t want to force Rei away and the action had no fight.
Those golden eyes of his were as expressive as ever. Pissed off they were still going around each other and that Rei was acting like the distance between them was impossible to gap while about to be so intimate. Koga wanted it to mean so much more.
“I don’t care! Even if you win or cheat, if you kill me I’ll cheat too! I’ll come back and haunt your stupid ass. You’re never getting rid of me.” Koga yelled at him. It felt like the whole room shook from the force of his declaration.
Rei lubed up his fingers and in contrast to the violent and intense way he’d been dealing with Koga so far he was nothing but gentle.
Practised fingers starting to push their way inside. Koga’s walls being played like an instrument, every strum of Rei’s fingers forcing him to relax and accept invasion more and more.
Rei stroked his insides, working him open and noting how quiet Koga had gone if not for his vocal moaning. He was always loud but he was projecting his voice more than usual. Taking the orders made earlier quite seriously was he?
“I could make you forget tonight. Make you forget your feelings if I wanted to. You’d be surprised how convincing a vampire could be.” Rei said as he pumped three fingers into Koga trying to make him nice and ready to handle his impressive length.
Koga’s face screwed up in confusion. “Vampire? Don’t talk like a delusional bastard now.” He was scolded.
Rei finally had a turn at showing a surprised expression, the control and cruel detachment he’d been having shattered by something so simple. If Koga didn’t realize even after all that… Well, Rei wasn’t interested in him for his brain.
Rei leaned forward, head settling itself on Koga’s chest. He focused on the steady thumping of Koga’s heart. Now that he’d had a taste of the blood within, Rei was more aware of it than ever.
That non-existent brain didn’t do anything for him. It was that heart so full of optimism and care that only an innocent young human was capable of.
Koga had won even if Rei had no intention of letting him know it. Getting Rei to acknowledge that Koga had wormed his way into his thoughts and feelings was one thing.
Maybe he’d whisper his answer to Koga once he slept. Telling him how Koga managed to amaze him and trick him for just a little while into feeling his own heart could still beat. But Rei still intended to give him no more than that.
“Let’s make tonight into a lovely dream,” Rei said in a whisper almost to himself.
He lifted his head, hand pulling itself from Koga’s needy hole earning a whimper. He gave the young boy a delicate kiss before pulling off his blood-covered shirt.
Koga’s confusion was written on his face. “I’m wide awake.” He argued but their lips came together again so there was no room for confusion.
The impatient needy hands of Koga paid no mind to the buttons of Rei’s he ripped trying to make the man join him in undress. Rei was more than happy to oblige soon enough the two were bare nothing keeping them apart.
Rei was sure he felt like ice while every bit of Koga burned. The fire Koga was caught up in could only be soothed by Rei. Every kiss, every mark sucked into Koga’s skin. Anytime their lips met they quickly parted again, unable to keep together long enough to stay. Not with Koga distractedly moaning out as Rei moved his body and started to force himself inside.
Koga had taken all his length before, he’d gotten used to many different things being shoved inside him at that point. Koga would be able to handle it. Even when he started crying and shaking his head… But never actually speaking words to refuse Rei his mouth wouldn’t be so traitorous after everything.
Rei took his time, letting it be a sweet fantasy for him as well. Muttering sweet nothings against Koga’s lips that the teen was far too distracted to even try to decipher.
Even if Koga wasn’t entirely ready Rei was moving, the sound of skin slapping together joined Koga’s repeated moans. Rei almost hadn’t noticed his own panting sounds mixing in with Koga’s.
Rei had only sung with Koga a few times, it was one of the many things he had rejected. Something that Rei was realizing he should regret as the song they were creating then and there from pleasure was unlike anything they had made before.
Unable to decide where he wanted his hands, Koga decided for him, gripping Rei’s hands and interlocking their fingers together. That clinginess was something Rei had sighed over many times but now he returned the feeling. He squeezed Koga’s hands, possibly hurting him if the way Koga’s face screwed up meant anything but he accepted the pain.
Pain or pleasure, if it was from Rei he would take it.
Rei intended to cause Koga much more pain in the future so he’d spoil him with some more pleasure first as an apology.
He smirked as Koga sobbed out, cock targeting that sweet spot getting Koga’s whole body to jolt each time he fucked against it. Koga was incoherent but Rei didn’t mind as their bodies were doing the speaking instead.
Rei chalked it up to anticipation as much as inexperience when Koga’s nails started digging into his hands giving him the sign he was close. Rei didn’t ease up, quite the opposite.
He fucked into Koga with the speed and power of a beast. He wasn’t human and never would be. Koga might have been too stupid to understand but his body generally took to learning lessons. He’d burn the truth of what he was deep inside Koga.
“Rei- Rei- Rei-!” Koga’s voice felt at its clearest as he was spilling between them, completely absent in ecstasy.
Rei felt his own body burn, growing desire from being cried for so sweetly. He was right there and he wasn’t going anywhere.
Koga would be tired afterwards but it would feel satisfying. Rei couldn’t even consider slowing down and letting Koga adjust not when he needed to follow. Not when he had to respond to Koga’s feelings the best way he knew how.
Even as far away as Koga felt he wouldn’t let go of Rei. The hole squeezing around his throbbing cock was just as desperate to hold him close.
Rei certainly couldn’t even consider staying inside him forever but it could feel like an eternity as he pulled Koga into an embrace. The overwhelmed Koga was sniffling, twitching and panting. Koga’s now empty hands hopelessly scratched Rei’s back searching for something to cling to but just leaving his mark on the older man.
“Koga… You’ve been a good boy…” Rei gave his teasing praise even though Koga wouldn’t have at all been listening. He chuckled to himself as he moaned, hips thrusting selfishly until he finally came inside Koga.
As Rei settled down he let go of Koga. Pulling out and ready to leave him thinking Koga had fallen asleep from how overwhelmed he was Rei was startled by Koga’s eyes focused and reaching out for him.
Koga’s grip was weak, Rei could easily overpower him and push him away but didn’t.
“K-Kill me or tell me how you feel. If this isn’t enough then we’ll do it again and again. Whatever stupid excuse you need. But I’m only living with you or not at all.” Koga gave his selfish threat. It was all the nastier now Rei was holding the responsibility in his hands. At least that time Rei had welcomed the burden.
Rei reached his free hand out to wipe at some of the sweat beaded on Koga’s forehead.
Koga was only human, even if he was a teenager that youth could pass in the blink of an eye. Rei would be alone again then and Koga would die. Maybe it was better to go by his hands.
Rei’s traitorous heart told him it didn’t have to be right away. Why not hurt them both a little longer.
“How do I feel…? It’s quite bold to assume I’m feeling anything at all.” Rei concluded, only smiling as Koga found a second wind of energy to be pissed off at him.