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Y/N’s POV
I’m working in the Stark tower as a research and development coordinator. Pepper hired me to manage Tony and others. I'm just very good at experimenting and exploring new ideas in the Research and Development areas for technology and weapons.
There were a few times my life was at risk when tony forgets that I'm in the room while he tests Iron Man blasters and explosions happen.
I remember the first time, I was caught off guard and had to spend 3 days in the hospital recovering from a concussion. Tony felt bad and ever since then, he created an iron suit that was attached to my arm as bracelets that can expand into shields or provide coverage that automatically helps me from explosions.
Tony worries it would not be my last time flying to the nearest wall given what I have to do is monitor R&D levels.
Today was a typical crazy explosion day. Tony and I were trying out the new suit and somehow the missile blew up and we both were flying out of the window, heading to the streets to splatter on.
I was awake so I called forward for Jarvis to summon our suits. Tony was unconscious while we were dropping.
Jarvis sent us two suits in time before we were hitting low.
I tell Jarvis “You’re a lifesaver!”
Jarvis says “Y/N, thanks!”
Both Tony and I landed at Tony’s suite and I moved Tony to the bed as Jarvis tells me “Medical team is on their way up.”
My clothes were torn and burnt in areas that made them inappropriate. I raided his closet to pick out a T-shirt.
As I was changing, I heard someone enter the suite. I didn’t bother wearing my pants because I have underwear that passes as shorts.
I walked over to the bar to get a drink and it burnt my throat. I finally meet Steve Rogers in the flesh as he charges in “Tony?”
I pointed in the bedroom as Steve runs in there. The medical team came up in a few minutes and headed to Tony. I followed with my drink as I tell them “We flew out the window after the missile blew up. Tony has been unconscious since but he swaps at my hand when I try to shake him.”
The doctors opened his shirt and started giving him stuff.
Tony whines “Leave me alone. I’m fine! Just woke up because you guys were too loud.”
I smiled as I walk away “Ok, I’m taking my leave! Adios amigos!”
Pepper ran out of the elevator and hugs me “How are you Y/N? Are you okay?” she takes one look and says “Oh look at those legs. Girl talk, another time. How’s tony?”
I smiled “He’s being a baby in the bedroom with the rest of the crew. Good luck!”
Pepper points at me “You need to rest. Go get yourself check!”
I sighed “Yes Mommy. I’m fine. I’ll go rest.”
I entered the elevator but then Steve Rogers chases for the door. I open it and now I’m self-cautious because I’m in my underwear and Tony’s T-shirt.
Steve looks at me “Hi! My name is Steve Rogers. Nice to meet you…?”
I smiled “Y/N! Glad to finally meet you, captain.”
Steve was making an effort by telling me “Thank you for saving Tony. Are you sure you’re okay? I see you bleeding… here!” he points at my leg and I didn’t even notice. It was behind my thigh and calves. How did he even see it at this angle?
I said “I’ll go get it wrapped up. Not to worry.”
Steve asks “Do you always get hurt?”
I shrug “Sometimes it’s part of the experiment and we are trying to improve the iron suit. Nothing major. Don’t need to be concerned!” Boy, is he nice? Very attentive.
Steve smiles and says “Well, I’ll see you around Y/N!”
I nodded and waved goodbye.
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I’ve started to notice that Steve was visiting our floor more frequently and he’s usually very professional and checks out my experiments with Tony.
We became friends and occasionally, Steve ask if I wanted coffee. I told him, I’m fine as I enjoy taking my breaks alone to get my drink and walk around the neighborhood. Going out for coffee with Steve could cause issues like bumping into his fans, getting recognized and placed on gossip columns,s and let’s just say I don’t like being in the spotlight. However, I don’t mind going on a coffee run with Thor.
Dr. Helen Cho and I love Thor. Maybe it’s an accent thing.
Steve didn’t look to please with my answer but he leaves me alone.
Some days, I do overtime because I thought of a new idea. I can’t help it but it’s weird when Steve drops by when I’m all alone. I’ve worked here for 5 years and I know how many people work during evenings especially on Fridays. Steve never comes down here. Last week he talked to me and told me it’s not good for a lady to go home so late, I’ve rolled my eyes and he wasn’t too pleased.
I’ve told him off nicely that these days a lady does a lot of things and it isn’t the 1930s. I know he’s coping with the new world and I’m sorry for stepping over his ways but he came into my boundaries telling me what a lady should do in the 21st century. Someone was about to lose a leg.
I enjoyed solitude especially with research so as soon as I heard the elevator. I grabbed my bag and headed for the stairs. I don’t care if I have to climb 30 flights of stairs. I just didn’t want to bump into Steve. Some ladies would love it but I don’t.
Don’t tell me what I should or shouldn’t do.
It’s Friday night and it’s ten o’clock. I’ve walked home many many times and never have I run into anyone dangerous until tonight.
Two assholes decided to jump me with a knife asking for my wallet, watch, and phone. I wanted to cuss as I gave them what they wanted but then one of the guys decided to be a creep and said: “Well aren’t you pretty?”
He got closer and this time, I said “You got what you want.”
The one checking me out started to get closer with the knife and by this time, he didn’t get a chance to touch me because someone swiftly kicked him and he was flying into the giant trash bin.
I turned to see Steve in a baseball cap and then the next guy started to charge at him. He ended up in the garbage bin.
I cheered “Woohoo! Take that boys!”
Steve was angry then he looked at me. Does he know that I ran down the stairs and purposely avoided him?
Oh shucks!
Steve strides to the two men asking for my belongings and got them back.
Next thing I know the cops pulled up as they greet Steve and took the two thieves back.
Steve tells me “Stay! Don’t leave, Y/N!”
I nodded and said “Ok” like a child got caught coming home late.
I stood there waiting for Steve knowing that he wasn’t so happy. God, I hate that tonight turned out how he said it would happen if I wasn’t careful.
As soon as Steve was done, he came up to me “Y/N, are you okay?”
I looked up and asked, “How did you find me?” I may not be crazy intelligent but there’s a rule I do believe in “There’s no such thing as coincidence!” I mean law and order believes that,
Steve was surprised that I caught him but he recovered quickly as he answers “I asked Jarvis if you left the building and it seems like you ran down the stairs as soon as I got to your floor. Are you avoiding me?”
Now I’m speechless because I wasn’t sure how to explain this but I had to “Steve, I’m not…”
Steve tried to finish it off for me by saying “not seeing people because you have someone.”
That could work as I say “Yes! I have a boyfriend. I just find it hard to share because I like to keep personal and professional relationships differently.”
Yes! I’m a roll! Lying to Captain America may not be a smart idea.
Steve looked deflated but at the same time confused as he can see through my lie.
I simply tell him “Sorry Steve! I’ve got to go. Thanks so much for saving me! I’ll try to leave earlier from now on. Have a wonderful weekend!” Hoping I can go home quickly but then Steve held my hand.
Steve says “I’ll walk you home. The last thing I want is you getting attacked again. It will be on my conscious.”
Jesus, how is this man even single? I can picture the lady going nuts at a savior like this.
Steve kept the talk casual and asked what I liked to do.
I told him that I just enjoy skating, skiing, swimming, all the sports that can be done alone. I guess I didn’t realize it until Steve points it out.
We were close to my apartment and I tell Steve “This is me! Thanks for helping me today.” I don’t know why I was being so rude, just trying to get away from him.
Steve says “I should walk you to your door. If you don’t mind, I’d like to use the washroom. Unless your boyfriend is home then I don’t want to intrude. I can find a nearby coffee shop.”
Yep, this lie about my boyfriend is already coming back to burn me. I nodded and said “Of course, you can use the washroom. He’s not going to be home tonight.” because he doesn’t exist.
It felt weird that I’m taking Steve back to my apartment. My instincts are telling me that we should have said goodbyes and he shouldn’t come up.
However, I felt safe walking with him. What’s wrong with me?
As soon as we got into my apartment, I showed him where the washroom was. I noticed the rooms were colder than usual. I walked into the rooms and called the superintendent who’s looking after the building. They said the heater was out of service until Monday.
It was chilly and I should use space heaters to stay warm. The only problem is it’s Friday almost midnight.
Steve comes out and asks “Is your apartment colder than usual?” His body is like a furnace and I was standing closer to him just to get some heat.
I tell him “It’s okay, It’ll get fix tomorrow.” another lie. Why am I lying to him?
I went to go back some hot tea so I can warm up.
It was only polite for me to ask “Steve, do you want tea?” I cringe without letting him see it when I asked the question.
Steve gave me this famous Captain America smile “Thanks Y/N, I’d like that.” he seemed happy to be here and spending the time with me.
As soon as we both got teas and were standing by the counter looking at one another.
I don’t know where I found the courage but I can feel it.
I had to tell him “Steve, we can’t become more than friends.”
Steve bluntly tells me “Y/N, yes we can if you let me in.” as he takes a sip.
I lied and I was planning to keep to it “I have a boyfriend.”
Steve smiles as he says “There’s no scent of a man lives here and I don’t see any personal effects to suggest such.”
I looked up and I’ve never seen Steve being cocky. He’s usually very kept to himself, nice and humble. This man before me was different than the man I usually see.
It gave me goosebumps because I place the puzzles together that he’s here to confirm my lies and try to figure me out.
Steve says “I know you’re trying to rack up another excuse or lie to use against me. Y/N, let me in and I can promise you that it’ll be worth it.”
Why was I so scared to let him in?
I turned away a bit as I tell him I needed to use the bathroom.
I was getting cold so I wore a nice white sweater to keep me warm with a pair of tights and warm socks. I’m going to need to wear this to keep warm for the night.
By that time, I headed out to the kitchen. Steve stood where he was as I got closer to my tea and I started to drink it again.
Steve whispers “Y/N, you should let me in. I’d make you feel so good.”
Why did it feel like he was trying to get me into bed? Did he just say he’ll make me feel good? For some reason, I felt the wetness between my legs.
Sure, I was attracted to him at some point because he’s a superhero but I didn’t want to jeopardize my work for a flint.
My body was feeling warm and fuzzy after drinking the tea.
Steve asks “Are you okay Y/N?” my cheeks were turning pink as Steve takes a few steps to touch my forehead. I felt like the air got sucked out of me as I concentrate on Steve touching me to make me feel relieved.
His face was so close and all I was doing is stare at him. I couldn’t hear the words coming out of his mouth as I was noticing his lips.
I don’t know who moved to who first but I just knew I was kissing his lips.
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Steve’s POV
I knew where she already lives. I’ve followed her up home every night whenever I can to make sure she arrives safely.
Tonight, I’m not impressed at Y/N for running down the stairs out of the building just to avoid seeing me.
Does she know that I follow her? Does she know that I care so much about her as I gradually learn about her? She’s perfect to me but she doesn’t want to spend the time with me.
I decided to take her home and even though she lied to me about her boyfriend. I’ve decided that tonight, I want to get into her apartment, or at least this time, I’m given permission to enter.
Y/N looked cold and she wanted to go to the bathroom. It was my chance, I’ve been carrying this small bottle of aphrodisiac. She just needs a dose and perhaps we could move this along. I just need her to give me a chance but she’s too stubborn.
I put it in her tea knowing that tonight, she’ll be mine.
As soon as Y/N came back and she wrapped her hand around her teacup, she drink a few. I purposely stepped closer to her and whispered to her, “Y/N, you should let me in. I’d make you feel so good.” knowing I'll get a reaction from her.
I can tell she was squirming not to feel but her body was reacting to mine. Y/N was heating up and I noticed an extra shade of pink on her cheeks. She looked perfect. I can’t have her underneath me.
I pretend to be concerned about getting closer to her “Y/N, are you okay?” It was what she needed.
I ran out of ideas and ways to get closer to her. She kept closing every opportunity and doesn’t want to date me.
It’s wrong of me to even drug her and stalk her but she does these things that make me want her more. I’m just trying to create an opportunity for her to fall for me. Is that truly wrong?
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Y/N’s POV
I was devouring his lips and pushing against the counter. His hands roamed my body and I was feeling hot as he moved his lips to my neck. Fuck, this was getting hot and I don’t know what possess me but I needed him so badly.
The ache between my legs was itching for…
I try to push away thinking, I can get Steve out of the door so I can grab my Battery operating boyfriend B.O.B. to help relieve it but the words didn’t come out.
I look at Steve and I’ve noticed his face. He was on a mission and his hand reached underneath my sweater as he squeezes my breast rolling my nipple causing me to moan against his lips.
I don’t think I can get him out of the house. I wanted him so badly.
I pull his shirt and I couldn’t believe I told him “Fuck me, Steve!”
Steve smirks “Oh, I will sweetheart but first, strip for me!”
I fumble through the living room into my bedroom. I was naked before I got onto the mattress. Steve was naked too.
Steve kissed me hard as he spread me wider to help accommodate him near my core. His fingers moved to my core as he helps loosen me up. I needed so much more as I encourage him to finger me. I felt like I was in heat. I couldn’t get enough.
I felt drowsy and unsure of what I was doing.
Steve whispers at me “Doll, I’m going in.”
I held him and nodded “Please!”
He cradled my head and looked down on me like I’m someone super precious “Doll, you’re so beautiful when you’re spread like this before me and begging me to take you.”
I looked up at him and was mesmerized by his blue eyes. It convey so many emotions and that’s when he pushed inside of me causing me to shudder. He was too big. I pushed against his chest as the painful sensation coursed through me.
Steve gasps “Fuck! You’re so much tighter than I’ve imagined. How long has it been Y/N?”
Why is he asking me this? It feels so strange. He’s way too big for me. I looked down and I don’t know how I’m going to fit the rest of him.
I felt my lips tremble as I answer “It’s been two years.”
Steve held my hips and says “I’ll try to be gentle. You definitely have no boyfriend.”
I smiled “I have a battery operating boyfriend. He’s in the second drawer.” Oh my god, did I just really say that? My cheeks were red and he kisses it, loving every second of my vulnerability.
I swear, this isn’t me.
Steve held me and he thrust inside of me reaching the limit. I screamed as a natural reaction.
My tears were falling because I felt like he tore my hymen or something.
I have never felt this full in my life and it was overwhelming. I couldn’t think or say anything.
I was crying and Steve kissed my cheeks apologizing “I’m so sorry! Did I hurt you? It’s so difficult baby, you’re so small and tight. It’s causing me to lose control.”
He was pulling back before he thrusts in again. I was whimpering and moaning as he helps loosen me up. My body was now adjusting as he penetrates me over and over again.
Steve whispers “Y/N, let me in. Tell me how you feel. Do you like this?”
I nodded and was groaning “Yes! Love it. You’re perfect.”
He smiled at me as he continued to move and he asks “Has anyone else made you feel like this?”
I shook my head “God no! You’re the third but the best. I’m going to cum soon, Steve. I don’t think I’ve ever felt one before.”
Steve had to ask “They never got you off?”
I shook my head.
Steve tells me “I’ll always make sure you get off first, doll. Remember this Y/N, you’re mine now.”
Fuck… it did things to me when he’s so possessive and he’s hammering me until I came so hard that I was clenching him tighter.
Steve refuses to cum because he wants me to give him another big orgasm.
Just then I realized that I’m not on the pill or any kind of birth control.
I held his hip trying to slow him down and I groaned “Can’t cum inside. I’m not on…”
He didn’t hear me as he hammered into me causing my body to release again. I cried out “Don’t cum inside… me” but it was too late.
His body rammed into me so hard that I felt he was going to break my bedframe.
Steve roared “Y/N!” as he cums deep inside of me. My tears came down as I worried about what is more to come. Soon, I fell asleep.