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JJ looked at his phone for the tenth time in less than a minute. It was past three a.m. now but John B was still drinking and didn’t look like he was slowing down anytime soon. He and Sarah broke up two weeks ago and he’s not taking it well obviously. Pope left two hours ago, waving off the boys’ protests and earning him a string of curses from John B after saying he had to wake up early the next morning or Heyward’ll definitely kill him.
He read Kie's texts again for the twenty-seventh time.
don’t be mad at me
please?
i’m sorry
have fun with jb, text me if yall r still alive ok?
The texts were from over an hour ago. He hadn’t answered it because he was still pissed at the time. She texted him earlier saying she wasn’t gonna be able to drink with them that night, that she was gonna be at The Wreck the whole day and closing up too or else her parents were definitely not gonna let her hang out with them anymore.
'an empty threat' he told her.
The thing is, he hasn't seen his girlfriend the whole day. Of course he fucking misses her. He just constantly craves for her touch. He wants to see her and be close to her, that's it. I mean, is that too much to ask? It was the fact that it's almost valentines, too. He never really gave a fuck about the holiday. Was it even a holiday? He's not sure but god, all he really cared about was the shit ton of chocolates and presents he would get from girls at school. John B and Pope would tease him over the amount of girls who would approach him throughout the day, giving cheesy fuckin' handwritten letters and roses. Kie would secretly roll her eyes, make a face, and find an excuse to not be found in between those girls and JJ 'cause she would never say it out loud, but none of them knew him like she knew JJ Maybank.
Before, JJ would flirt back. Only a few times, though. Just to girls that looked decent and to some that gave him expensive ass gifts. But now, he really couldn't do that. No. Not anymore. And he didn't want to. Not when Kiara Carrera couldn't hold it in any more and told him that she liked him only a few months ago.
She liked him. His first thoughts were, what the fuck am I dreaming- type of shit 'cause he couldn't believe it. His bestfriend who he also absolutely, secretly adored, liked him. Him! Of all the guys in this fucked up town.
For the past couple of months, they were inseparable. It was just like when they were bestfriends, except now he could touch her, kiss her, whisper filthy things in her ear and stay with her longer and their friends wouldn't even bat an eye. They were used to it. 'Cause c'mon. They're JJ and Kie. JJ and Kie who constantly flirted with each other even before they were dating; JJ and Kie who shared beds together, smoked weed and got high together, whether that's on the hammock or the hot tub, it didn't really matter. 'Cause they're JJ and Kie.
So when she replied today saying she was too tired from working and couldn't come anymore, he couldn't help but feel a little annoyed because fuck, he misses her. He instead just puts his phone on silent and tucks it away.
Excuses. JJ thought. I can’t believe they left me with this dipsomaniac.
Now after a few drinks with the guys, his head had cooled but he figured it was too late to call Kie. She was most likely asleep by now and he didn’t want to disturb the few hours of sleep she gets.
But it might not hurt to just text her. She’ll read it in the morning. He thought.
im not mad kie
you were right, john b’s a mess rn
also, good morning i’ll see u later <3
JJ didn’t notice that John B had laid his head on his shoulder. “A heart? Seriously?” He asked incredulously. “You are such a pussy, dude.”
“Shut up you drunk asshole.” He shoves his head away and he falls onto the couch.
“God, you are so whipped.” He laughs and it ends with a sigh. He goes quiet for a few seconds and goes “Man, I remember those times too…”
Here we fucking go again…
“You know, it’s fun to be in love at first. All the flirting and the touching and the kissing. The kissing most importantly,” He chuckles and raises a finger, his eyes half closed as he babbles on. “I can’t even blame you. It sure is fucking fun. But you'll be surprised one day, all that shit goes away, JJ.”
JJ couldn't do help himself to roll his eyes at him, clutching his cap and pretending to be sleeping.
“It goes away... so you gotta cherish it, dude. You hear me? You gotta cherish it. Those moments, you know…”
JJ was about to push his ass off from the couch onto the floor to shut him up when his phone buzzed in his hand. He smiles when he sees it was a message from Kie. God, he wouldn't call himself a pussy, no. Whipped? Maybe John B was right.
Why was she still awake?
see u :)
u take care of john b
call if u need help holding up his hair when he pukes
why u still up?
cant sleep.. :(
ur parents home?
not for a few hours
JJ grinned, not even noticing John B who was still talking about how life is unfair and how he'd probably never find love again.
Kie's parents attended a wedding in Charlotte and were meant to come home today. That's good news to Kie but even greater news for JJ.
want me to put u to bed? ;)
im already in bed
was thinking abt u when u texted…
what were u thinking?
about ur cock
how it feels inside of me
JJ spit out the beer he had just taken a sip of. He quickly hid the phone down in his lap, thinking that John B might have read it.
“Dude, what the hell! Are you serious right now, god,” John B yells out, moving out of the way of the spray.
JJ coughed violently. “Went down the wrong way my bad,”
“You okay there, JJ?” he asked when JJ seems to be red in the face and still coughing.
“I’m good, yeah.” He choked out, a fist in his chest.
“Did you know that in Asian countries coughing means someone’s thinking about you?” John B blurts out of nowhere.
JJ turns to look at him. “The fuck are you talking about- you’re fucking wasted, John B.”
“I’m serious! Kie must be the one thinking about you and oh shit. Oh shit! It’s almost valentines, too! That's fucking great for me...” His excitement drops and JJ couldn't help but laugh at his misfortune of being alone on valentines.
Nonetheless he smiles like a madman and winks at JJ. “Better get home to yo girl, am I right? Ahaha,”
He ignores him and looks at his phone, his whole body feeling warmer by the second.
ure gonna pay for that
im coming over
im coming too
right now..
“Fuck.” JJ whispered to himself. The mental image had an effect on him that he definitely did not want John B to see.
John B’s head fell onto the table. He would have been worried about him passing out but he was still talking, though he can’t seem to understand any of what he was saying now that he was slurring sleepily.
“All right. Time to call it a night, buddy.” JJ said, taking John B by the shoulders and pulling him up. He takes his arm and puts it over his shoulder, carrying him inside the Chateau and into his room.
He laid him down onto his bed and he flopped face-down, his hands searching for a pillow. JJ picks one up from the floor and gives it to him along with a blanket.
“You feeling like throwin’ up?” He asks, crouching down to his level.
“No," he replies. "Not right now.” voice muffled by the bed.
“You okay if I leave you... uh, for a while?” JJ stands up and puts a hand in his pocket.
He was met with silence and then a loud snore coming from the heartbroken boy on the bed.
“Takin that as a yes.” JJ smiles and fishes his phone from his pocket.
on my way baby wait for me
He taps on send and practically runs out of the house to get on his bike yelling that he'll come back in the morning to John B.
-
The house was dark when JJ walked in. Kie had texted him to just use the front door which he cringed at, confused as to why he can’t just climb up to her window like the rebel that he is, but he wasn’t about to argue. Not right now when this girl had given him a hard on.
He walked up the stairs quietly and when he reached her room, he opens the door slowly, peeking first. He wondered if Kie had fallen asleep. He was a little disappointed but he was still looking forward to curling up next to her and just going to sleep.
He peeks in the room and it’s pitch black. The curtains were drawn on the windows but he couldn’t see anything. He looks back outside, steps in and when he turns to close the door, he hears a light switch flick. He quickly turns to find the room suddenly filled with fairy lights. They were spread out on every available surface, the nightstand, the dressers, the vanity… the lights lit up the room in a soft glow but Kiara was nowhere in sight. JJ walks to the bed where rose petals were strewn in the shape of a heart.
“Really sorry for bailing on you,”
A voice came from the other side of the room and there she was. His Kie.
She was right there, standing in front of him, so beautiful.
“Hope you’re not mad at me,” She walked closer to him and his chest felt like it was about to burst.
He couldn't believe it. She really wasn’t like anyone else. She’s real and she’s right here. His mind drifts back to only a few months ago when he could only imagine himself with her, when he denied multiple times in his head that they were something more than friends. But now it’s real. As real as he wanted it to be back then, even though he couldn't admit it to himself.
JJ opened his mouth but found that he couldn't speak. The lump in his throat was too large. He couldn’t believe his eyes, almost tearing up as he stared down at her girlfriend, his Kie...this beautiful, amazing woman who, wonder of all wonders, wanted to be with him as much as he wanted to be with her.
“I really just wanted to ask…” The girl stops in front of him, her eyes expectant and glowing.
"JJ, will you be my Valentine?" She asked.
He chuckles, with a low voice he says “Are you shitting me?"
He takes a breath and a wide grin takes over his face. "You know I can’t say no to you Kiara Carrera.”
Nodding his head, he says "Yes, of course yes." He laughs and she joins him.
JJ hugged her tightly, lifting her up off her feet and spinning her around. Kie's beautiful laughter rang throughout the room, music to JJ’s ears. She placed a kiss on his neck and pulled back to kiss him fully.
His tongue twined with hers as she wrapped her legs around his waist, one hand coming up to clutch his hair and hold his head in place as she thoroughly explored his mouth. JJ adjusted his hold on her and his hand wandered up the oversized shirt she was wearing (his shirt) to find that she wasn't wearing any underwear underneath. He groaned into her mouth. His fingers rubbed her folds, finding her already wet for him.
JJ pulled away, gasping for breath. She slid down his body to her feet and he took the opportunity to really look at her. She had her hair down, her soft curls framing her face, wearing light makeup, and was dressed only in his shirt. She was breathtakingly beautiful. The fairy light gave her skin a warm glow and she truly looked like a goddess standing in front of him; a sight too beautiful for any mortal man to behold.
He didn't know what he did to deserve everything that she gave him, and he often found himself feeling unworthy of her. But all he knew was that he was going to do his best to be the very best man that he could be for her. Kie was his partner, his inspiration, and truly the best thing that's ever happened to him.
She lifted her arms into the air and JJ slowly pulled her shirt up and over her head, dropping it onto the floor. The first few times they had slept together, Kie had been self-conscious about him staring at her naked form, often covering herself with her hands or a blanket when they weren't in the throes of passion. He had made it his mission to show her and tell her just how much he adored her body and that she was perfection in his eyes. Now Kie had no reservations about being naked in front of him and sometimes, when he was very good, even let him take photos. Maybe even videos. All for his eyes only.
JJ pulled her to him, relishing the feel of her naked body against his clothed one. He peppered her face with soft, gentle butterfly kisses, covering every surface except for her lips. After a minute Kie was moaning and grinding up against his hard on that was now aching inside of his shorts. She lifted his shirt up and over his head, and their lips crashed together as soon as it was off.
He kissed her deeply, thoroughly, cradling her head with both hands, and then lifted her up and laid her down gently on the bed, the flower petals scattering and falling beneath her. JJ took off his shorts and boxers and climbed onto the bed, crawling over her. It didn't matter how many times they've had sex, each and every time was still a revelation.
JJ counted his lucky stars that Kie lets him get close to her like this, that she trusts him with her heart and with her body. He kissed her forehead, letting his lips linger there for a few moments.
Kie whimpered softly and traced his back with her fingers. JJ kissed her nose, her cheeks, and then finally her lips.
He loved her. He was sure of it.
They had never said the words to each other, both of them too scared to take that final step when there was so much at stake, but more and more these days JJ felt like it was just at the tip of his tongue, bursting to get out. It was getting harder and harder for him to kiss her, hold her, make love to her and not tell her that he's in love with her.
She already knew it, He was sure of it. Just like he knows that Kie loves him. In a way, it became an unspoken agreement between them to not say the words because they're not needed. JJ could see her love for him in her every smile, that smile that she had that was only for him, in every laugh at his stupid jokes, every time she comes over to him with gauze and a wet towel to tend to his wounds, when she makes sure to dance with him for hours with the sweaty teens in the boneyard just so everyone sees and knows that he's hers....Kiara’s love for him is in all of the million little things she does for him. When he does finally say the words, he wants it to be special for her, really fucking memorable.
JJ kissed down her neck, he sucked on her pulse point until she was moaning and writhing beneath him, making those mewling noises that he loved so much.
"Jay..." She moaned.
His hands trailed up and down her body, and one hand came up to cup her breast, his thumb circling the hard nub as his lips moved down, his tongue circling the other nipple.
"JJ!" she yelled.
He took the nipple in his mouth and sucked it, while his hand continued to massage her other breast. When she was moaning and writhing beneath him he moved further down, his lips leaving her breast as he traveled downwards. His lips followed the line of her ribcage down her stomach, his tongue swirling and dipping into her belly button causing her to arch up, and down to just above the spot where she obviously wanted him the most.
Her legs parted and her hips arched up, begging for him. He loved teasing her and driving her crazy, making her go all wanton and wild just for him. He let his lips linger on her hips, suckling little marks there while he brought his hand down to trace her soaking wet folds. His lips went further down, taking the time to suck a large mark on her inner thigh while his thumb rubbed her clit.
"J...JJ..." She cried out, her fingers bunched up in his hair as she tried to pull his mouth to where she wanted it. "Please..."
He looked up at her. "Tell me what you want."
She whimpered.
"I want to hear you say it."
"Baby...please..."
He inserted a finger inside her and Kie let out a loud moan while her hips bucked up, pushing his finger deeper inside.
"Is this what you want?" He asked.
She nodded. "More..."
He inserted another finger and the noises she let out as he pumped them in and out of her made his dick ache so bad. It was begging to be inside of her wet heat but he forced those thoughts aside. Right now his girl came first.
"Please...baby.." she panted.
"What is it? What do you want?"
"Your mouth, J...please..."
He lightly licked her clit and the moan she let out was music to his ears. Her hips arched up for more and he held her down with one hand while giving her what she wanted. His tongue enthusiastically circled her clit while his fingers pumped in out of her. For as long as he lives he knows that he'll never get enough of the taste of her.
Her hands clenched in his hair and he didn't even mind that she was pulling and tugging, as long as she kept making those noises. He swirled his tongue around then increased the pressure on her clit at the same time as his fingers found that spot inside of her. She lets go of his hair and clutches the pillow beneath her head as she keens high in her throat, her entire body arching up and shaking in pleasure.
He laps up her juices spilling out of her and slowly pulls out his fingers as she comes down from her high.
"JJ.." she whimpered.
He kissed both her inner thighs before crawling up her body, pushing her hair off of her damp forehead. Kie prided herself on not being a sweaty person but in the bedroom...oh JJ could make her sweat all right. He kissed her forehead then her nose then finally her mouth. She was still panting from the exertion of coming so hard but she eagerly returned the kiss. Her fingers gripped his back as her body arched up to rub against him.
"Shit, Kie..." He murmured, pressing his forehead to hers and looking her in the eyes. The words were on the tip of his tongue, all he had to do was say it.
Kie traced his cheeks with her fingers, then his lips with her thumb. She kissed him gently, savoring every second, and JJ knew that right then the words weren't needed. She could see into his very soul and she knew that all of him was hers, just as he knew that she belonged to him.
He lifted his hips and lined himself up against her. She let out a little mewl as the tip of his cock rubbed up against her clit. She was so unbelievably sexy. He couldn't get enough of her. It had been months now and they've pretty much made a sport out of finding all the different places they could have sex. They knew it was dangerous, they knew they could get caught, but JJ couldn't help it.
He just wanted her all of the damn time. All she had to do was walk into a room and he had an instant hard on. Hell, he only had to look at her pictures on Instagram and he was hard for her.
He positioned his cock at her entrance and paused to look down at her. She nodded, thrusting her hips up eagerly. Nothing could compare to the bliss of sliding inside of her for the first time. He let out a loud groan as he buried himself in her wet heat. She was gripping his biceps tightly, her fingernails surely leaving marks.
"JJ...Oh god." She spread her legs wide while he pounded into her, her hips coming up to meet his.
"Fuck," He groaned as her muscles clenched around him with every thrust. She felt so good...so good that it took all of his self-control not to come right then and there.
He brought her legs up to wrap around his waist as he adjusted the angle, lifting his upper body and gripping her hips tightly. The angle allowed himself to bury himself deeper inside her and her head rolled back in indescribable pleasure as his cock rubbed against her clit with each thrust.
"Yes...yes" She cried out as he plowed into her G-spot. She was moaning and writhing beneath him, muffling her cries into the pillow.
"Don't." He demanded, tugging her hair slightly to get her to look at him. "Let me hear you baby."
He gave a hard thrust and she let out a wail, gripping his arms so hard it was painful. JJ couldn't hold back anymore, he gave one last thrust and then he was coming inside her, his body shaking in pure bliss. Kie rode the high with him, his name leaving her lips in a chant.
His legs and arms gave way and he collapsed on top of her, both of their bodies slick with sweat. He was breathing hard, trying to fill his lungs with much needed oxygen and he lay there, waiting for his pulse rate to come down.
Kie pushed his damp hair back from his forehead and looks at him. "That was..."
"I know." He pressed a kiss to her shoulder.
She kept her arms and legs wrapped tightly around him and they simply lay there for a few minutes, their bodies recovering from the bliss. Finally, JJ felt his breathing go back to somewhat normal and he lifted himself up to take his weight off Kie. She whimpered as he pulled out of her and followed him as he rolled onto his back, pillowing herself on his chest.
"I'm sorry about earlier," she said.
JJ laughed. "What happened earlier?"
She slapped him lightly on his arm.
"Seriously. I don't even remember anymore." He kissed the top of her head.
"You were ignoring me, JJ and I'm sorry I bailed tonight." She tells him.
"Don't even think about it anymore. I just missed you and what you did...this was amazing, Kie." He lifted her chin up and kissed her. "You're amazing," he murmured against her lips.
The words wanted to come out again but he stopped them. He wanted to make it special for her. When he said those three words for the first time he would make sure that it would be in a way that she would remember forever. And he knew exactly how and where to do it.