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"Or…You can stay and see what more interesting games we can play."
Seunghyun smiled, poking my chest.
"Let's play on that."
"On what?"
"Your feelings."
My… Feelings…?
"And what exactly my feelings have to do with any of this?"
"I'm going to make sure that if you'll try to get rid of me, you'll regret it. I told you, I'm not one of your mindless dolls."
I know that.
He's nothing like any of them.
This guy is more special than that. And he just agreed to stay with me.
"Alright then, let's play."
Seungri's POV
I hummed as I dropped myself on the giant bed, hugging one of the pillows.
It was such a long flight and I was so fucking exhausted.
As Youngbae promised, we finally went on a vacation like I hoped for a really long fucking time.
Obviously, I didn't plan Minho, Chanwoo and his brothers joining us but I didn't have too many options so I let them join too. If it'd keep the boys quiet then I honestly don't care.
I hummed as I felt hands massaging my back. "Yeah… there…"
Youngbae was amazing.
After we finished with Jiyong and Seunghyun we decided to have a day all to ourselves.
And I swear that was the best day of my life so far.
I don't remember much of it since we basically spent it drinking, smoking, and having sex, but I can tell it was a pretty amazing day.
Finally after 15 long years of dealing with Jiyong's shit and having him trying to end us...
He's gone. My biggest pain is finally gone.
So I deserve to have some time to myself now.
"Think we can leave the kids unsupervised…?" I asked softly, closing my eyes as I enjoyed Youngbae's touch.
"They're big boys, I'm sure they'll be fine without having us babysit them." Youngbae said, adding a bit more pressure. "We didn't fly all the way to Hawaii to look after them. Besides, they have their boyfriends."
I hummed, turning around to look at him and kissed him softly.
"It's the first time the boys are meeting Chanwoo's family. I'm worried."
"Yunhyeong is there. And Jinhwan too." Youngbae kissed me back. "Just trust them. The plan was to have two weeks to ourselves to calm down. Not worry."
I sighed and kissed him again. "Then distract me, Bae…"
"Distract you…?" He asked, slowly moving his hands down on my waist. "I guess I can do that."
I smiled as he kissed me, wrapping my arms around his neck.
Youngbae could always distract my mind if I was troubled. It's another thing I loved so much about him.
I didn't plan to love him.
I didn't plan to run away from home.
I didn't plan to have four, now seven brats to look after and worry about...
14 years old me wanted to do well in school and make his parents proud.
But 14 years old me met Youngbae and since...
I don't regret any of the decisions I made.
"I love you..." I mumbled against Youngbae's lips, kissing him again as I took off his shirt before pulling him closer to myself.
"I love you, too..." Youngbae hummed, moving to mark my neck.
"I love you so so much, doll...."