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A lot of things require Cody's full focus—tactical briefings, paperwork, shooting droids, and making sure the General is alive and stays that way drift towards the top of the list. The last thing he can afford to do is split his attention any further.

Unfortunately, the General seems dedicated to making it harder and harder for Cody to concentrate on work. Cody doesn't want to step out of line and get recycled, but really, what was he meant to do?

Chapter 1: Cargo Bay

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(15 Feb 2020: fresh chapter 1 edits babey)

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It all blends into a stormy roar of color and shadow, but in his head, it’s fluorescent-lit Kamino hallway still. One foot in front of the other, easy, like sneaking outside with Rex when they were cadets. He’s out of charges for his blaster again, but there’s always another pack nearby. Every shot turns another droid to scrap, but it’s not enough, not fast enough.

Cartridge’s empty, eject and reload.

A shell hits the ground right next to him and sends him flying backwards, but before he can crack his head against the rocks behind him, something snags him by the bandolier of explosives across his chest. For a second, he hangs in midair like a toy, then the Force sets him down on his feet. The bandolier is all but embossed into his back now, but he’s alive. 

“Cody!” the General shouts.

He gives a hand signal, everything-is-okay.

The General nods and stands silhouetted in the smoke and fire and gestures follow-me. Red hair, blue sword, pale dust. Then he’s gone, doubtless headed towards wherever the fighting is the most intense.

Cody despairs of the General’s sense of self-preservation. Something about Jedi training bakes it out of every single one of them and turns them into reckless idiots. In a way, they’re conditioned to be something just the way all the vod’e are. It would be less terrifying if the General wore some kind of armor. The fine weave of his tunic turns away knives just fine, but at the end of the day, it’s still fabric that melts easily under plasma fire. Cody can’t count the times he’s scraped bits of plastic out of his general’s wounds, or how many pieces never made it out.

Like he’s done a thousand times before, he runs after the General, and it’s a good thing Cody followed him. There are tanks and rollies and battle droids arrayed around him, the General’s sword flashing in bright arcs that Cody only sees as afterimages.

He takes cover behind a rocky outcropping and start scrapping the droids driving the tanks; he should get a grenade launcher for this.

“Be right back,” the General says; there’s an edge to his voice.

Cody nods. It’s his job to provide cover fire, to protect.

The General jumps impossibly high, flips once, twice, and lands on top of a tank. When he jumps away, it explodes in red fire and shrapnel.

But Cody can’t watch. He’s out of ammo again. When did he run out? Doesn’t matter, there’s always more droids to shoot, dead brothers to take ammo from, and hands to do the work. Throw away the empty cartridge and reload.

His—the General returns and slumps into the rocks next to Cody. Clothes smoking, breathing hard; Cody doesn’t spare a second to put his hand on the General’s chest to reassure him, doesn’t look at him longer than strictly required. Cartridge’s empty, eject and reload. The new one is slick with blood, or worse. Doesn’t matter. He has to do what he can to keep the General safe. 

“Final push,” the General says, grabbing Cody’s arm. “Ready?”

Ratiin,” Cody answers, Always.

They’re nearing the Objective, where the enemy forces are the thickest, and the General’s been hit multiple times, but it’s not slowing him down. Cody would ordinarily be furious, but they have to take down the shield wall, otherwise their forces will be unable to advance. That would cause what the nat-born officers call “loss of valuable resources”, the resources being Cody’s brothers.

By now, he can pick out the gentle swirl of the General’s hair and clothes in an otherwise intangible breeze, like he’s underwater; the General is drawing on the Force to sustain himself. His injuries must be worse than he’s letting on.

“Charges, Cody,” the General orders.

He almost says, “No, let me do that,” but they don’t have time to start an argument, and he hands them over without question. “Don’t do anything stupid,” is what he says instead.

The shimmering red ray shields of the Objective appear through the pale clouds of dust in the air. This cloes, the droids here are packed so tight that when the General attacks one tank, it careens into another and destroys it. Di’kut clankers.

It’s easy for the General to make his way to the Objective, but Cody is a bit slower since he can’t jump fifty meters in a single bound. There are no dead out here to steal from, but he takes the clankers’ weapons easily enough. Aren’t all blasters the same? Copies of copies of copies.

While the General sets the charges against the ray-shield generator, Cody takes up behind a control panel and starts shooting the approaching clankers, but strategically, so their scrap forms a wall.

Then the General is shouting for Cody to go, now—and he has to, because good-soldiers-follow-orders. And that’s it, isn’t it?

Cody turns around to see the General fighting off three assassin droids with three more approaching from behind. The charges are set, but the General won’t be able to defeat the droids and jump out of the way in time. He jerks forward on instinct, only thinking of helping, protecting the General.

But the order echoes in his head, impossible to ignore. Good-soldiers-follow-orders.

Cody aims a shot at the closest assassin, and it pings off the metal carapace, but it’s been distracted, moving to finish off Cody so it can complete its own Objective. Good. Cody tries to get the attention of a second one, maybe a third, but they’re stubbornly focused on the General.

Good-soldiers-follow

Cody shoots at the droid running towards him, and each shot would’ve gone between the eyes if it hadn’t blocked them, and the General—Obi-Wan still isn’t clear of the blast radius. He catches Obi-Wan’s eyes, blue in a world of dust and metal and blood.

Obi-Wan stretches one hand out towards Cody, telling him to stay back.

The charges explode.

The sound is so loud Cody doesn’t hear it, not really, just the nothing afterwards, he doesn’t see anything besides white—is the General okay? He blinks hard but can only see blotchy white as the world slowly fades back in, and he’s lying on the ground, blaster inches from his face. He grabs it with numb, bloodstained fingers and holds on so tight his knuckles turn white.

He moves to stand up, and it hurts, so much he can’t tell what’s hurting. Doesn’t matter, there’s more steps to take, all he has to do is focus. Take all his broken thoughts and put them towards one objective. He makes his way through the wreckage of the shield generator, feet catching on every little thing.

General? Nothing comes out, and he frowns and says again, a bit louder, General?

Sound isn’t back yet. He keeps moving, and he’s shouting even though he can’t tell if anyone is shouting back.

His mistake is that he’s looking for Obi-Wan’s tan robes. It’s only when he’s very close that he recognizes the texture of the scorched, dark fabric.

The riverine movement of the Force through his hair is gone, leaving Obi-Wan completely still. His saber rests by his hand, forgotten.

Cody thinks he makes a noise, but he still can’t hear. Did he fail? Did he let this happen?

He’s ready to crumple to the ground right there, but then he sees something in the corner of his blurry vision and turns around with his blaster leveled. The swirling tiredness drags at his feet, and one knee hits the ground even though he’s supposed to stand, but he’s not letting anything touch Obi-Wan.

Not ever.

He can’t aim for shit, hands shaking, and the weight of the cartridge pack in the blaster lets him know it doesn’t matter anyway—out of charges.

See, this is why they need knives. Knives, grenade launcher. Jetpack? And armor for the General. Cody’s own, if it has to be.

He slips unwillingly to the ground; the saber hilt is right in front of his eyes. He reaches out to grab it, put it in his General’s hands, and he’s not sure if he’s managed to before the white tide surges up again.

 

 

Everyone thinks it’s their responsibility to ream Cody out. He gets the full Your Brain Cells Will Get Even Lonelier After I’m Done with You Because of All the Karking Brain Damage from Rex, Waxer, Boil, and even the 212th’s designated baby, Wooley. Although Wooley goes the route of heavily implying he’ll cry his eyes out and be sad rather than try to murder Cody a second time.

Vess, the 212th’s immensely tired CMO, ends his speech with, “Fuck you for scaring Wooley, and don’t forget to not be stupid. If anything hurts, tell me straight away.”

“Hard to do that, because I’m so—”

“Kote, you test me.” Vess shakes his head. His hair is short on the sides, and long enough on the top to pull back into a half-knot. A few long strands have escaped their hair tie and flop in his face. “Every day, in a thousand different ways, you test me.”

Cody can’t stop himself from grinning. “Sorry, it’s all the drugs doing the being annoying. Believe me, I don’t want me to be saying what I’m saying either.”

“You’re right, but that still doesn’t excuse you. All the awful dad jokes are buried in there somewhere, they just have an outlet now.”

Cody’s just happy someone said he was right. “I’m always right.”

“I’m sure you are. Please rest, otherwise I’ll sic Wooley on you.” Vess is called away by a more important medical emergency, leaving Cody alone.

There is nothing in this room, not even, like, one of those puzzle toys they gave to cadets to improve their ‘problem-solving skills’. As if the Separatists might throw a multicolored three-by-three cube at them instead of a grenade.

Would it kill someone to leave him a single datapad? Wait, no, he’s not allowed to read things anymore, not even if he really wants to read them. Fifty percent of his job is reading things. Boring things, that’s for karking sure, but if he can’t do his job, they’ll recycle him and get a slightly younger, more attractive version of him to do it instead. Cody 2.0. Jateshy’ane Cody. What if the new guy has a cooler eye scar? No, he has to work, otherwise they’ll recycle him. Then who’ll protect the General? A shiny? Not fucking likely.

“Vess!” Cody tries to call, but inhaling too deep pulls on his cracked ribs, and he ends up doubled over, less coughing and more choking.

“What did I say about not being stupid?” Vess is back in a second, fretting over Cody. “Don’t do whatever you’re doing.”

“Don’t let them recycle me, I can still—” He coughs again, and Vess hisses, putting a hand on Cody’s chest.

“Hey, hey, shut the fuck up, idiot. They’re not going to recycle you for getting hurt.”

Cody shakes his head, trying to form more words. “I can’t read. Can’t do my job.”

“You can’t read for a few days, di’kut. You didn’t magically become illiterate.” In a burst of uncharacteristic friendliness, Vess pats Cody’s arm and reassures him, “I won’t let them recycle you, okay? They’ll have to get through me, and you know what a nasty fucker I can be. Would you feel better if I told you how the General was doing?”

Cody immediately perks up, even though the slight motion makes his whole chest ache. “Yes. He’s okay, right?”

Vess nods. “Yeah, he’s stable. Burns are healing well. He’ll have to stay in bacta for a week, but he’ll be fine.”

“That’s good.” Cody slumps against his bed. It’s very good. Next time, Cody will do better, he’ll keep the General safer than houses. “Can I see him?”

“No, that’s way too exciting for you. You couldn’t handle lying down in an empty room for five minutes before you freaked out.” And Vess’ usual prickly exterior is back.

Cody looks up at him with guileless eyes. “I’ll behave. Won’t even try to get up once.”

“Oh, you won’t, won’t you?”

“I promise.”

Cody’s promise is worth less than nothing to the 212th’s shrewd CMO. Does the man have any values? Any sense of morality beyond his own twisted ideals of forcing people to stay in bed when they have other things to do? He might be valid for wanting to keep all the vod’e safe, but he is NOT valid for keeping Cody from the General.

It turns out Cody actually said this entire rant out loud, and it does not do much in the way of convincing Vess that he’ll behave. Vess tells him to watch a few holos and get some sleep while his ribs heal, and then he leaves.

Nobody will obey him anymore, which is obviously because they’ve demoted him in preparation for melting him into 100% pure old-fashioned clone-grade slurry. Bye Cody, hello suspiciously blobby smoothie. Then his matter will get turned into a shiny squishy cadet, and they’ll ship the new him back out to serve somewhere in the Seventh Sky corps, and… that’s the circle of life.

Cody giggles. He’s really doing his part to keep the battlefield free of bodies, reduce, reuse, recycle. How many of the troopers he knows now are made of ones he used to know? Is that why they’re still friends? He giggles again, and oh kriff, he is definitely crying now, which hurts like hell, but trying to stop himself only makes it worse.

There’s a long, long list of brothers he’s let down and is letting down and will let down, and that’s the real clone circle of life.

“Cody? Are you okay?” A hand presses against Cody’s shoulder. It’s not Vess, because Vess would have smacked him.

The laughter stutters to a halt when he looks up and sees Wooley’s concerned face looking down at him.

“I—I’m fine,” he says, internally swearing to never take painkillers ever again. He has to keep it together for all the vod’ike. He might not be able to protect them from much, but he can do that, at least.

“I mean, you were crying and laughing in a room all by yourself.” He adds earnestly, “I’m sorry if we upset you with all the shovel talk earlier, we were just really concerned about you. I can ask Rex to not threaten you with weapons next time.”

“S’not that, Wool, I was just thinking.” He tries to keep explaining, but the words aren’t there.

“Yeah, that’ll get you.” Wooley sits down in the chair next to Cody’s bed. His face is still fresh and young, completely unscarred, although he does have a tiny crescent moon with even tinier stars dotting on one cheek, tattooed in shimmering gold ink. “You want to watch some holos instead?”

Cody nods, and Wooley turns on some program about nothing in particular, and he thinks they enjoy it.

 

 

There’s a soft knock on the door, and even though he knows the ship is secure, Cody still tenses. “Come in.”

“Cody? They told me you’d be in h—”

Cody’s standing before he fully recognizes the voice, and then he’s pushing open the door and tackling the person on the other side. This isn’t a hug, this is self-defense, or so he tells himself. Honed warrior instinct.

Arms wrap around him and a hand curls through his hair, and he melts into the General, like he has some shred of a right to do that.

“Hello to you too, Cody. I take it you’ve missed me?”
Cody pulls back and checks the General over for any remaining injuries. No broken ribs, no burns, internal injuries ostensibly healed—and then he stabs a finger into the General’s chest. “You’re in deep water with me, buddy. I’ve got the whole 212th lined up to give you the talking-to of a lifetime.”

“Well, I thought I told you to run,” the General teases. “I think I need to have words with you too.”

“You might’ve told me to run, but someone’s got to watch your shebs, and we both know you won’t,” Cody says more sharply than he’d intended.

The General shakes his head like he’s about to start lecturing General Skywalker after a particularly idiotic stunt. “I’m a Jedi, and I am more than capable of taking care of myself—”

“You don’t even wear armor, and besides, you have a shocking disregard for your own personal safety that puts General Skywalker’s to shame. And Jedi or not, I just want you to be safe, or failing that, at least not out there recklessly endangering yourself. Is that so much to ask for?” Cody shakes his head, stepping away before he can embarrass himself further. Has he ever said so much to the General all at once? Ah, kriff. He’s really in for it now.

Something shifts in the General’s face, and Cody knows he’s said far too much, and far too personally. He’s crossed some invisible barrier that they’ve been studiously ignoring all this time, and there’s no way back.

“You want me to be safe,” the General says slowly.

If he’s burning his bridges, might as well torch them all, he thinks as he tosses a years-long relationship out the proverbial airlock. “Yes, for all it’s worth. I can’t protect you from all the messes you get into, but I can make sure you have as good a chance of getting out of said messes as any.”

Brïrüd’e,” the General murmurs to himself—it’s not a Mando’a word that Cody knows. Maybe it’s a swear? “Is that what you really think, Commander?”

Oh, he’s getting recycled for this. “Yes. I mean. A lot of us think that way. You take too many risks.”

The General doesn’t say anything, but he regards Cody with an oddly determined expression.

“I held onto this for you. Vess said I wouldn’t let go of it.” Cody’s kept the saber clipped to his waist the whole time, to the amusement of the entire battalion, and he offers it up like it’s made of gold.

The General’s fingers brush Cody’s palm as he takes the weapon. “I always told Anakin that his saber was his life.” He folds the saber between their hands for a moment. “I’m glad you kept it safe for me.”

Cody’s whole hand is on kriffing fire. “Yeah, me too.”

“And about armor... I’ll see what I can do. Is that alright with you?” the General asks, a teasing edge to his voice.

Cody really hopes his blush isn’t showing—little gods, his face is burning. “Yes, sir.”

 

 

“Cody,” Waxer says intently over the comms. “Cody, you have no idea what’s coming to you.”

“Don’t tell him!” Boil practically shouts, and from the echo, Cody can tell he’s yelling into Waxer’s comms from a distance. “It’ll be funnier if you don’t.”

“But it’s even more fun to make him nervous,” Waxer snickers, which earns an ‘ah’ of understanding from Boil.

“What is it?” Cody demands, but he’s only met with more out-of-context chatter.

“Well, let’s just say that there’s a reason we had to land on opposite sides of the city, and it’s not just because flanking their forces was a tactically sound idea.”

“Waxer, you’re telling him too much!” Boil yells, and the two of them degrade into scuffling sounds.

“Have fun out there, sir, and don’t forget to watch out for us,” Gregor says, audibly smiling, before the transmission cuts out.

Cody is on edge during the whole invasion. He can’t tell if he’s more nervous than usual, but Wooley’s picked up on it, and now they’re both pacing.

Scratch that, he’s definitely more worried than usual.

When they get the order to advance, he tries to concentrate on the battle before him. He needs to focus. What was it Jango always said about concentrating? He had some pithy maxim that sounded better in Mando’a than Basic, but none of the vod’e had known Mando’a well enough to really get it. Cody wishes he’d learned more of the language before he’d been shipped out. Jango had genuinely tried to teach them, especially the CCs, but by necessity, their lessons ended up being in mostly military phrases.

Thinking so hard about how much he has to concentrate really fucks with his concentration.

Can’t he catch a kriffing break?

A group of clankers manages to sneak up on him, and a blaster bolt hits him in the shoulder. The impact makes one knee buckle and pain snap across his back, the energy heating his armor to near scorching. More bolts crackle in the air, and he can feel the heat of the ones that are going to kill him, but he doesn’t die. Huh.

Cody turns around and sees a figure in Mandalorian armor standing in front of him, a blue lightsaber shining in their hand. Heavy plates of beskar, painted red and black, curve to the warrior’s form, and Cody’s eye catches on the broad shoulders, narrowed waist, and toned things appreciatively. The armor is artfully made.

The warrior blocks the incoming blaster bolts easily, each motion fluid and practiced. “Cody, what are you waiting for? Move!” the warrior shouts.

Instinct has Cody take cover behind a destroyed Separatist tank, and the warrior follows.

“Please be more careful,” he admonishes. There’s something familiar about his voice, slightly distorted as it is by the helmet. The paint on his armor is old and flaking, like he hasn’t been taking care of it—strange for a Mandalorian. Also, there’s the matter of the blue lightsaber.

Cody’s about to ask him for his name, but the battle continues, and there’s no time for words.

They don’t say much but still fall into a rhythm, defending and attacking like they’ve practiced together for years. Unusually, the Mandalorian doesn’t use the repulsors, grappling hooks, missiles, or various other weapons embedded in his armor, relying only on the saber. Which has a very familiar design.

Honestly, he should have known who it was from the moment they made a dramatic entrance—but it becomes painfully obvious when the warrior moves toward a droid and flips his saber in his hand, the Force moving around him like a river.

“General Kenobi?” he accuses.

The warrior slices through the oncoming droids without needing to pay attention. “Hello, Commander. So, have I satisfied your protective instincts?”

I think you and Anakin are more similar than most people believe. “We can talk about it after.”

Well, at least now he should be able to finally focus on the battle at hand.

Cody’s gaze catches on a figure in red and black armor, and his focus finds other things to occupy itself.

Ah, kriff.

 

 

Back on the bridge of the Negotiator, Cody is burning a holomap of the city into his brain the old-fashioned way. He’s nowhere near as focused as he should be, because all he can think about is when the General will show up. If he even does.

Maybe it hadn’t been actual Mandalorian armor. Either way, it’s better protection than fabric. They could work on the color, red being for Coruscanti guards. But maybe the General liked the color red?

As he thinks this, someone walks onto the bridge and makes a big show of studying Cody’s holomap.

“So. Mandalorian armor,” Cody says.

The General takes off the helmet and sets it on top of the holo, ruffling his hair. “Waxer wanted me to make it a surprise.”

“It—it was certainly that.” Cody brushes through a few different views of the city and then gives up. “It’s yours?”

“I’ll have you know that I stole it fair and square.” The General hands a gauntlet to Cody—it’s real, not like Cody’s mass-manufactured plastic alloy. The beskar isn’t heavy, but there’s a weight to it, and Cody could swear the metal was singing under his hands like glass.

“You could have been wearing this the whole time?” Cody asks softly. It’s more wealth than he’s ever held before—an integral piece of a culture he’s been allowed glimpses of, but never permitted to join.

“Yes, I suppose I could’ve.”

Why didn’t you?” He hasn’t seen real Mandalorian armor since he was shipped off Kamino. Since he last saw Prime. Sure, Prime had tried his best to ensure that his clones followed the Resol’nare, even trained some of them himself. But there were parts of Mandalorian culture Prime could never truly share with them—including forging armor. It didn’t matter, really. There wasn’t enough beskar on the whole planet to armor five million people, and besides, the clones had armor manufactured for them. Copies for copies. Each a bit less than the one that came before.

The General tucks his hands inside the sleeves of his cloak, which means he’s lining up his words more carefully than usual. “I acquired the armor the last time I visited Mandalore. When Satine was murdered. I tried to return it, but her sister Bo-Katan, told me to keep it. That it was mine.” His gaze lowers to the ground, and he smiles almost fondly. “A long time ago, I fell in love with Satine. I wanted to leave the Order to be with her, and I almost did. But Satine was the future Duchess of Mandalore, and I was a Padawan with a lot to prove.”

“Oh,” Cody says quietly. The General still loves the Duchess of Mandalore. She was probably amazingly clever and intelligent, and not a clone of Jango Fett, and soft where Cody is calloused and scarred, and well-educated in everything from the sciences to the cultures of the galaxy. Cody knows as much about culture as he does about cattle ranching.

The General picks at some of the flaking paint, letting it drift to the floor. “I didn’t wear the armor because it reminded me of her, old memories, and—and—“ The Negotiator is briefly lost for words. “And I didn’t want that. I wanted the armor to remind me of y—of the future I could have, not the past that has been.”

Oh.

The General is waiting for him to say something, blue eyes hard to read, full of something that could be hope, and gods big and small, what could Cody possibly say that isn’t crazy or stupid? “You know, sir, this color scheme isn’t right,” he ventures. Kriff, he went for crazy and stupid. “Not for the Seventh Sky.”

An almost-smile tugs at the corners of his General’s mouth. “Will you help me fix it?”

Everything inside Cody’s chest squeezes so tight he thinks he might be dying. Does the General even know what that means? He can’t possibly, but there’s no other Jedi who understands the vod’e like he does. He has to know.

Judging by the way his expression shifts into softness and warmth the longer he looks at Cody, he knows.

Cody ducks his head. “You honor me.”

A gentle hand brushes the side of his cheek, and when Cody glances up, his General says, “You honor me, sha’rë.”

He doesn’t know what that word means, either, although it feels like a significant piece of the puzzle—he wants the General to call him that again.

With the purpose of people too exhausted to sleep, they take the armor to Cargo Bay 13 to be painted. Cody helps scrub off the old stuff; under the red, there’s green and blue and purple, even some silver that shines in the low light.

“White, do you think?” the General muses.

Cody hums. “You’d blend in with the brothers a bit more.”

“Hm…” The General plays around with the paint for a bit, testing the various colors available. There’s everything from 501st blue and 212th gold to Coruscant Guard red, and he could mix others if he wanted.

Cody takes the opportunity to touch up his own armor, taking off and arranging each piece in a line to be repainted. He’s always liked the feel of the paint, and how it leaves its traces after he’s done. Unlike all the other marks the vod’e pick up, only the paint brings back good memories, being together, taking what happiness they could, no matter where they were. Which is probably why the paint wears away, and the scars stay.

His General yawns and rubs at his face idly, considering his options, and he accidentally smears an arc of gold across his forehead.

“Sir, you’ve just—” Cody gestures vaguely.

“Ah.” His General frowns at his paint-spattered hands. There’s even some on his sleeves, which have stubbornly refused to stay rolled up. “Don’t you think you should call me Obi-Wan?”

Cody’s brain shorts out. “N—y—n-no, sir.”

A gentle smile tugs at his General’s lips, but there’s something in his eyes that seems almost sad. “It would make me happy if you did.”

“Obi-Wan,” Cody says quietly; he’s called the General by his name in his head, but never out loud. Time becomes dreamlike; they’re sitting next to each other, but not close enough, and they’ve been that way for years. A warm resonance hums in the air, and it might be the Force, or it might be his imagination.

Obi-Wan reaches out towards Cody and, quick as wildfire, smudges a matching arc of gold on his face. “Got you,” he laughs.

“You’ve always had me, Obi-Wan.” Cody brushes his thumb over Obi-Wan’s gold mark. Before he can lose his nerve, he leans in just a bit and presses their foreheads together.

Obi-Wan makes a sound Cody has never heard him make before, soft and content, and he tilts his head so his lips are on Cody’s. His hands run over Cody’s blacks and streak them with white and gold.

No one’s ever touched him with so much intent before, and a warmth deeper than the first time he felt sunlight spreads over his skin where Obi-Wan’s hands have been.

Does he make Obi-Wan feel the same thing?

Cody threads one hand through Obi-Wan’s auburn hair and curls the other in the curve of his spine, and Obi-Wan groans in a way that says yes, definitely, absolutely. Obi-Wan pulls Cody on top of him hungrily, but Cody unbalances them by pushing forward too much, and they topple ungracefully to the floor, tangled in each other’s arms.

“Sorry, sha’rë, I meant for that to be a bit more romantic,” says the man marked by Cody’s colors and hands and lips, like he could hold any more romance within him.

Cody kisses him again, tea and sunlight, and they don’t say anything more.